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[qvert]

Alternativ (eye) versions under the cut

[vidahpinkgurl]

Yes.

[1driedpersimmon]

Finally second part of Saffron's backstory :)

[bubbarnes]

“… and I had many people say "well, you're never going to win anything for this". and it's not just about that. it just felt like it was important. this is not a situation where we can be indifferent or we can bury our heads in the sand.”

[carb0n-m0n0xid3]

They both deserve some love

This took me SO LONG! plus i tried a new technique so some parts look bad 🥲

Sorry it's blurry too, i think it looks better when you go into the image :']

Crops and tag list below the cut

I love yarnabys face, i think it came out good :3

THANK YOU @the-ellia-west FOR GETTING ME INTO THIS!! ILYSM <3

@sunflowerrosy @lwkjsfloating @likeadeadbattery @the-ellia-west @bee-with-a-camera @homelessnerd @bamboozled-08orange @theweirdbox123 @d0rky-0utfits @dixidin

[handbellanon]

Purple over black, friend of Jack, black with yellow, kill a fellow?

from @delatoid on x

[peachyhoolagan]

I just know girlie took some time to adjust to having a little brother again

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The house on her shoulder was done by a friend who stole my laptop. You’re welcome Riley

[waiting-foratrain]

> do you ever think about how scary remembering being alecto must have been for nona? because i think about that a lot.

(NONA THE NINTH SPOILERS) (this is mostly a post inspired by my personal experience and feelings so feel free to disagree. but also i Am correct)

dissociative amnesia is terrifying. just. full stop, point blank- as a concept, to experience, however- its terrifying. the idea that there’s something missing and half the time you don’t even know it’s gone? and then to remember? to slowly start remembering every horrible thing that happened to you? to be nona, remembering, and suddenly realise that you’re doing what everyone around you seems to have wanted you to do since you first opened your eyes, you’re remembering- only it isn’t helping, and instead, you’re realising that everything you thought you were was built on a fault line that only seems to keep growing with everything more you remember?

and then it’s nona, the girl who’s anger has only ever been treated gently and peacefully by the people who love her, who is determined to be good, to be helpful, suddenly having to remember so much unrestrained anger, so much pain? and the more she remembers, the more she becomes sure that all of that is what she is going to be left as when her time, and her life is up. of course that scared her. how could it not scare her?

i don’t think it was just the realisation of who she had been that was terrifying - it was the understanding that she was a makeshift person walking around in a world where (nearly) everyone else got to be wholly themselves for as long as their bodies lived- but she’d been on borrowed time her whole life, and suddenly she has a rapidly running out countdown.

further - dissociative amnesia isn’t just about the loss, it’s about the shape of the loss. it’s about the gaps in the narrative of your own life, gaps you can’t see because your mind has plastered over them, smoothed them out so seamlessly that you don’t even think to ask what’s missing. It’s about waking up one day and realising the foundation you’ve been standing on isn’t real, and worse, that the truth waiting underneath it might be so much worse than the not-knowing… and when those memories do start to surface, you don’t quite know what it is, but it feels like a betrayal- and you aren’t quite the same as you were before anymore (which happens on such a bigger scale with nona!!!! it’s so important to me, that in ntn, nona’s remembering is not celebrated. so often in media, i see people remembering memories lost to trauma related amnesia portrayed as a good thing, and every time i’m just sat there thinking ‘is it worth it? really?’)

like. just imagine you’re nona, for me. your mind kept those lost memories from you for a reason- it buried them because it thought you wouldn’t survive them, and maybe you won’t, but now, whether you’re ready or not, they’re coming back. they’re clawing their way up from a grave you didn’t even know was there, and you have to look them in the eye and reconcile the person they tell you you were with the person you fought to be.

for nona, remembering meant losing herself. she didn’t just gain alecto’s memories, she became alecto again. the life she had built, the life she had clung to, the love she had felt, all of it just unraveled beneath the weight of who she had been before. how could it not be terrifying?

to remember. to finally give in and remember what she’d been so determined to not, to finally know what you were missing - and have to realise that your fears weren’t unfounded. it is scary - because remembering doesn’t make you whole. sometimes, remembering just erases you instead.

[eljeebee]

San Myshuno Vampires

@sirianasims thank you for showing me that skin detail! i can't put one of them to lana beau since it conflicts with her mole but oh my god i was so happy to finally see them!

[carpenfaist]

so i made something 😈

[phightingheadcanons]

Gonna use my Rocket design as a basis for this ig XD

He can't hear on his right side and has mild hearing loss on his left side. He will not use his hearing aids because he'd rather ignore / lip read what others are saying. (also, has anyone seen a jackrabbit/hare rocket before?)

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE YOUR ROCKET DESIGN AUUGHHHH hard of hearing rocket yesyesyesyes

[mangodoodles000]

Chat, notice how Missa and Phil are always dealt with different fates and how Phil is destined to succeed while Missa always loses

I’m not going crazy right? Do you see the pattern? Chat-

[macdenlover]

it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this

[vrepit-salt]

[i-m-in-yo-ur-walls]

A TERRIBLE HAUNTED MANGROVE POSSIBLY CONTAINING UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS BEYOND MY COMPREHENSION? COUNT ME THE FUCK IN!!!

*happily waltzes into said mangrove because I am very fucking tired of boring ass routines and also lack a proper sense of self-preservation*

would you enter my terrible haunted mangrove?