#( am i a gallagher yet? ; ooc )

[d1ana-m0nd]

╭─► ❝The Servant: Umbrella Academy's Servant❞

Five Hargreeves × Female! Reader || Written by Diana (d1ana-m0nd)

➢ Description : A Q&A video with Y/R/N and Aidan Ghallagher.

➢ Word Count : 1,750

➢ Links : Masterlist && Character Profile

➢ Note : Not gonna lie, I am uncomfortable about writing a real person 😭, well, real people in general. That's why in this fanfic, Mr. Gallagher may come off as OOC. So please don't be surprised that I focused more on the reader's chaotic energy to contrast with Mr. Gallagher's tame personality. For the record, Y/R/N means your real name. Also please comment or let me know if you want a part 2 but with your questions instead.

Q&A with The Umbrella Academy cast ft. Aidan Gallagher and Y/R/N

"Hello everyone! As promised I promised to you guys, I brought over Y/R/N who plays Number Zero of the Umbrella Academy, for today's video." Aidan Ghallagher introduced the girl beside him who wore a large cardigan and an unamused look on her face. 

"Are you for real?" Y/R/N asked, not humoured by Adian’s introduction but the actor looked amused by his fellow co-star’s reaction.

"Is that all you have to say I mean? You don't have a catchphrase or introduction for your channel?" She added but the brunette actor ignored her words knowing she’s just jesting for the video. 

"Anywho, we will be answering some of your questions and we will be providing our answers to the best of our abilities."

The (your hair color) actor huffs and pretends to be hurt by being ignored. 

"Oh yeah, I just wanted to double check Y/R/N, are you okay with answering the questions-"

"Of course I am, if I wasn't I wouldn't be here."

"You've been in my channel for 15 seconds and your already acting like it's yours."

The actress dramatically flips her hair then bats her lashes at the camera making Aidan laugh, "It's my job to make this entertaining. I know you can't possibly handle the weight of being the only star."

The boy smiles, clearly entertained by her actions but, managed to stifle his laughter. "We might as well start with the questions before this becomes her channel."

"So the first question is from, moe-moe-kyunette, I uh, did I say that right?" Aidan looked doubtful once he said the username then looked at Y/RN to help him out.

"Ship it and clip it everyone! You've tricked him into saying the thing!" The actress laughed as she slammed her fist against the table while holding her stomach, knowing the internet user just tricked Aidan into saying a meme.

"Wait, is it something bad?"

"Not a bad thing, it's like a japanese meme, an anime meme to be exact, about an idol girl trying to be cute so she says that."

"I see," As the actor was about to resume with the video but Y/R/N stopped him, "Wait, before you start, can you do the 'moe moe kyun' meme with the hand gestures?"

Aidan shook his head whilst smiling then resumed, "Well, they asked you the most important question. Have you ever listened to my music?"

The actress stiffened, "Did my manager really agree with the questions you picked?"

"Yes, yes, she did." He looks at her with a raised brow and an amused look then gestured to the camera, "Well, we are waiting Y/R/N."

"I-" She looks away flustered, "I'm sorry but I haven't listened to your music yet- I know I promised to listen to them but have not had the time to listen to them…"

"And why is that?" The brunette crosses his arms the look still on his face.

She nervously looks down at her feet, "It's just...I haven't been able to make time yet." He gives her a knowing look then gestures to the camera, "Well, I guess we'll just have to wait and see, won't we?"

"I just, I just- I just think that we should move on now! How about I read the next question?" She then nears the monitor, and Aidan is silently laughing. 

"So Aidan and Y/R/N, is it true you guys fought on set?" The girl quickly hides her face in her cardigan from the camera. " I should have never read the question voluntarily!"

The boy beside her chuckles, "But, to answer your question, we have never fought on set, some people just misinterpreted that we had a fight because she hit the back of my head."

The actress hides herself with the cardigan she wore, "Look! That's how I greet my friends. I know that's not how other conventionally greet others that's why I only did it to people I was close with."

"Let me," She takes in a deep breath, then removes the cardigan from her face. "Let me add some context to the story first, so I mistook Aidan for my friend Astrid without her wig on, and yes, I didn't notice he was wearing his costume!"

"So like, I greeted him by slapping the back of his head. He turned to me confused why I just did that and I ran away out of instinct and never explained it until he had the chance to corner me." 

Aidan was laughing so hard, "I had to corner her because I didn't want our scenes to become awkward than they already were. When I found out the reasoning I just forgave her but told her that she really shouldn't have ran away."

"It was instinct okay! That was not the first thing I thought of when I processed I just hit you. It didn't help either that we weren't friends yet, so I thought my whole career was ruined at that moment." The (your hair color) actress covered the half of her face. 

The boy smiled though it was his way of attempting to stop himself from laughing anymore at his fellow co-star’s flustered state. "Gajh1098 asked, what is that one trait we like about our character at the same time hate?"

Y/R/N gestures for Aidan to start first, "You can start first."

He nodded then prompted his chin on his hand, "I would have to say, I hate how Five is confident in himself to the point it comes off as arrogance. Being confident is not bad but if you have seen Y/R/N here-"

She jumped then exclaimed loudly, "What's that supposed to mean?!"

"She acts too confident on camera but we all know - especially the other casts members - that she's actually tamed. You can see on our interviews as a cast, that she's like that one cousin in the corner, that doesn't know what to say so she hides behind her other cousins."

The girl cringed, "Oh, god, you saw those memes? I was hoping you wouldn't." 

"I was literally there to witness it," The actor laughed then, added on. "Anywho, Y/R/N acts confident but it doesn't come off arrogant. She knows her limits but Five doesn't because he thinks he can do everything by himself that he ends up not recognizing that he can't do everything himself."

Y/R/N nods, "Yeah that's kinda toxic in a way. It's kinda like how in group works. You lead the group and end up doing everything yourself, because you don't trust your teammates. I can see why you wouldn't trust them but, you shouldn't push yourself to the point where you crash down."

Aidan nods then gestures at the girl, "Your turn to answer the question."

"So the one trait I dislike and like about Y/N is that she's flexible with handling people. She is very understanding, too understanding! She knows how to interact with them very well. It's a good trait in hindsight - especially in work places - but, it's not a good trait if you become so malleable that people take advantage of it." 

The actor nodded along agreeing with her words.

The actress then abruptly sat up shouting, "MY TURN! I wanna read the next question! Oh yeah, do we have to mention the usernames? Or are you going to show them on screen?" 

"I usually mention them because I feel like it makes them happy-"

"Well too bad! I'm going to make their day miserable." Y/R/N cheekily grinned. "This person asked why I always hide behind other people or hold onto their clothes like a child… Can we skip this?"

The boy chuckled, "No."

"Seriously, I feel like you and my manager are trying to humiliate me for the video.” She muttered under her breath, narrowing her eyes at Aidan suspiciously, “Anyways, I'm still getting used to cameras and it's kinda instinctual for me to do that I suppose? I'm not used to cameras since I have been used to working with microphones being a voice actor first and foremost."

His hazel's eyes light up, "Oh yeah, I recall you saying you were a VA, why did you audition for the show to begin with?"

The actress scratched her nape with a wry smile, "I thought it was a voice acting job not acting. I didn't even know until I was picked that it was an acting job. I scrambled to research on acting and kept asking the others if they could give me advice on acting."

He face palmed, smiling, "Did you not read what you were screening for?"

"To be fair, it was my manager who read it out loud, I just butted in and just said yes mindlessly because I saw the character designs and thought they were cool, I'm referring to the comics by the way."

"Next question from is from wbip8581, they asked how we become close?" The brunette male read the question outloud.

"Since Aidan and I got a lot of scenes together, I asked if we could work on them - like rehearse with each other so he could give me pointers on how to deliver my character."

"We hung out but, it was more on watching reality TV shows to examine and decipher how an angry person acts or how someone similar to Y/N acts." He added onto the girl’s explanation to which she nodded along.

"I think because of him, I got into watching Hell's kitchen," Both the actress and actor laughed at how true the statement was.

The brunette male then decided to move, "For now, this is the last question since I know the video is probably going to be long with how much Y/R/N rambles-"

"HEY!" The girl pretended to look offended by putting a hand over her heart.

Aidan chuckled, "So, the last question is from Immpotato10, do you two plan to make more videos together? Assuming that the Q&A does well."

"That depends really… although I like talking to Mr. Gallagher." She says his last name mockingly which made him roll his eyes, "I don't wanna overstay my time here in his channel, and if he has good video ideas then I will probably reconsider."

“Well, I suppose that’s goodbye for now!” Aidan bid his farewell to his audience followed by Y/R/N waving her two hands at the camera like a child. 

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[notreallysane]

Kind of a Halloween thingy (VERY OOC) Au where Aventurine is one lonely mf. Okay, it's true he has a little friendship group but... he can't really say they're friends, they're close enough to have a dynamic and a group name but not for everything else except for a game night once in never.

You can say he is kind of a "Komi can't communicate".He is absolutely gorgeous but he tries to pretend his crippling social anxiety doesn't exist by talking to fictional characters on a screen, if you looked at it you would probably be surprised by the amount of Otome and gacha games he has on his phone.

One in particular recently caught his eye, it's a game in beta development with only three routes at the moment. A Priest, A Teacher and a Beautiful Tief lady. He decides to download to try every route, but gets bored of the priest route at the first date, turns out Sunday is not really the most fun person (character?) To be around even if his route is pretty interesting. Aventurine decides to not even try the pretty tief lady, Kafka is her name, Because he simply is non interested in woman, but he can admit she would make an incredible best friend irl.

That leaves him with the teachers route. And to say he became obsessed with Veritas Ratio would be the understatement of the century.

His plotline, His character, his looks, his feelings, everything feels so human to Aventurine, he feels thirsty for more, he wants to KNOW that man even if only two dates are available for public right now.

He won't be sleeping for awhile thinking about sunset eyes and shy animated smiles... is that healthy? Probably not. Topaz can at least say she tried to knock some sense into him. You can't possibly be in love with a videogame character, a videogame character That's NOT EVEN OUT YET! she sounded exasperated and Aventurine can't blame her for it.

Months pass and the game is out with other route options, none of those matter now that Aventurine has all the time in the world to get Ratio's 100% Route, but... things start to go weird by the middle on the game. The other characters seemed distant and Ratio was the only one talking to him constantly. ((Not that Aventurine complains, every second with Ratio is a second to be cherished... that should probably be discussed on therapy.))

Everyone else seemed to be doing their things individually, even talking to him about other character's he has never heard of even in the games wiki. Who the hell is Himeko? It's almost as if... they're alive or something... lol that would be stupid.

Until one day he gets to a specific chapter on Ratio's backstory, The character breaks down in tears and Aventurine does his best to confort him as much as the dialogues allow him to, but then, Veritas reaches out to the screen and a hand simply passes through his phone like some sort of portal, Aventurine, Panicking, freezes as he watches Ratio slowly emerge from the screen to hug him tightly. Am i dreaming?

They talk for a while as things settle down and Ratio decides to stay with him until they can find him somewhere to live comfortably.

((As he comes to find out, theres a lot of complaints on the steam page of the game from the general public on how the bachelors seemed to already be in love with other in game NPCS nobody has ever seem, the name "Aventurine" is mentioned quite a few times along with "Himeko" "Gallagher" "Acheron" "Dan Heng" "Moze" and others... he hopes he can find those people some day to create a support program for people who fell in love with AI's))

((Yes this is a troupe, no i did not mean for it to get that long

[nian-7]

CRUSH, CRUSH, CRUSH!

In which they have a crush on you.

Various HSR x gn!reader

-> fluff, bonus w/ luka cause he's cute, blood & fighting, first time writing luka so possible ooc

a/n: i wanted to try a new layout because i see so many people who have such pretty layouts for their posts... mine have always felt very blocky and boring so i am trying out this style instead. sorry this is kinda bad, i'm trying to get back into it. this was planned to be short fics but i manage it yet.

please do not repost any of my work without my permission, thank you for reading.

The Obvious Ones.

they are so obvious with their crush. everyone our them just knows they have the biggest crush on you. it's like they're not even hiding it! whether they're obvious on purpose or not, they continue to wave off the teasing from their friends and say it's just friendly! no romantic feelings are attached at all... deep down, they know they have a big crush on you and they can't help themselves!

-> March 7th, Gepard, Robin, Guinaifen, Luka

The Show Offs.

whether this is on purpose or not, they feel the need to impress you. they want you to praise them and impress you with their skills. this can be very obvious to their friends who are forced to stand by and watch as their dear friend tries their best to impress you with silly tactics that you haven't caught on to yet. they hope to woo you with their skills and hopefully one day it'll be enough to make you theirs.

-> Boothill, Yanqing, Luka, Serval

The Subtle Ones.

they are subtle with everything they do. you'll never know they have a crush on you because they are just so good at hiding it. whether their reason is because they don't want to ruin their friendship with you or because they're in denial, it doesn't matter. they might subtly flirt here and there but they usually are too friendly to pass as a flirt.

-> Jiaoqiu, Acheron, Bronya, Himeko, Jing Yuan, Feixiao, Luocha, Welt, Gallagher, Hanya, Natasha, Xueyi, Yukong

The Flirty Ones.

they flirt with you relentlessly. it's not often they find someone they truly want to pursue so why not make the most of it? they love seeing your adorably flustered expression when they throw a flirty comment your way. while you may think it's just how they are, they truly are trying to get the point across that they are in fact very in love with you.

-> Argenti, Aventurine, Black Swan, Jade, Kafka, Sampo

The Avoidant Ones.

they try to avoid you at all costs. whether it's to keep their feelings from growing more or because they don't want to hurt you, they'll keep it a secret. whenever you show up, they always are trying to find an excuse to leave as their heart aches. as much as their heart tells them to stay near you, their brain is in too much denial to accept the fact that they have a burning crush on you.

-> Blade, Jingliu, Silver Wolf, Dan Heng, Moze

The Nervous Ones.

they're so nervous around you. a blushing mess, a stuttering mess, whatever kind of mess you can think of, that's them. they can't seem to get a grip on themselves when you flash a smile and they suddenly are stumbling over their words, all nervous. it might be unlike them but they can't help it when they're so hopelessly in love with you! it's only natural that you make them nervous.

-> Firefly, Robin, Yanqing, March 7th, Sushang

Luka -> The 'Show Off'

" Come see me at the fight club later, okay?! "

" ...Okay? "

You were a little confused to say the least, but you were never one to turn down an invitation from a friend. Especially Luka. And even when he looked so excited! Sure, it was confusing but he looked so excited so how could you turn him down?

Awkwardly, you stood within the loud crowd of people who were cheering on the fighters in the ring. Although you were too far into the crowd to see who was fighting, you relied on the announcer that you barely hear over the roar of the crowd to let you know when Luka was taking the stage.

The crowd seemed to grow louder as the fight went on and while you knew he was popular, you didn't realize the extent of his popularity until that moment. It grew hot in the crowd as they continued cheering for the fight as you were getting shoved farther away from the cage, leaving you only able to see his reddish hair flying about as he attacked his opponent.

As you heard the announcer call the match, you tried to squeeze out of the crowd to stand near one of the walls. Soon after, you saw Luka rushing out, waving at you. A tissue shoved up the side of his nose, you could see a little blood leaking onto it.

" (name)! (name)! You're here! I didn't see you in the crowd, but did you see me?! " His eyes were bright as he looked at you with anticipation, waiting for you to respond. He sort of reminded you of a puppy... And you can't lie to a puppy, right?

" ...Yeah! I saw you fighting that- " What was he fighting? You couldn't see at all... " ...In any case, you were cool! " You assured him, placing your hand on his shoulder, his face lighting up. You could feel the guilt itching at you as you lied to him. Best not to dig your grave any deeper, right?

" Alright! " He pumped his mechanical arm in the air in celebration as you turned him around, nudging him back to where he had come running from.

" I think it's time for you to go get those scrapes bandaged up though, Luka. " You let out a quiet laugh as you heard him let out an 'aw' in response.

[tearingchunks]

THE REAL MEAT OF THE SITUATION IS IN THE DETAILS...

"Gallagher. The rest is irrelevant."

🥩 Indie modern fantasy OC. Shady "businessman" with a little something off about him. Contractor for anything you might need. Yes, anything. Within reason. Mercenary, of sorts, might even be a better word. Want something? Got something... but what's a good price these days? Money's a little out of fashion.

💥 Will interact with whoever. Friendly to all characters (OOC, at least. He's not exactly amicable on first interactions unless you are, but he can be... worked on, eventually. As always, OOC =/= IC. No godmodding, and... general RP etiquette applies? 5+ years of experience should set me up well for that.)

‼️ Broad warning for dark themes, horror, gore, supernatural curses, criminal and literal underworld and graphic themes. Sexual content possible, but not a focus. Potential for a sideblog in the future is high if I think it's too much. Not sure on limit yet.

❓ Tagging is not common, but if asked, I can try to! Please moderate your feed if you dislike my content, I won't be offended. Softblocking is useful to have in your repertoire, you know? Anything I think might be worth a strong tag may just end up behind a readmore, but just a heads up. This is only because my attention span is bad, and I've made mistakes on tagging before. Bear with me...!

✍️ I love writing threads...! -and having more thorough character interaction and interesting themes is part of why I created this blog, but it is my first foray into specifically para RP on Tumblr, rather than DMs. I'll do both, obviously...

✨ but one thing to keep in mind - This character is very new! He's going to be very much getting developed as I play him and work out how he acts, so... things may change!

⚠️ I don't really have a rules page. I'm really, really loose about what I see and don't see, and entirely don't care who's looking, just that everyone has a good time rping..! So, follow if you want, though personal blogs, please don't reblog RP posts, ha... Oh yeah, there is ONE rule...

📢 ...18+ ONLY, I BEG YOU!!!! The mun is 22. This blog will contain mature content.

// CHARACTER INFO [wip] // USEFUL TAGS [wip]

mun: @ft-rj. guy who muns rex for anyone who knows that

if you wanna chat about ANYTHING. rp, plotting, random stuff, anything, hit my dms here or friend req/message me on discord @ ft.rj - I am ALWAYS open for whatever.

sideblogs: @crimsonhandshake - IC blog. Ran IC.

images: under readmore. Coming soon.

[geniusidict]

so, while the UK is on lockdown... seems like a good time to try write my boy again maybe?... who is even still around omfg...

[millicnreasons-blog]

someone please give me the context of this panel bc i am fucking dying. this is so great. iconic af. #beronica4lyfe

[golden-redhead]

What traits does five make work for you that you hate in other characters…?🤔

I think mainly it's his aggressiveness and the fact that he was an assassin.

I've seen a lot of these 'forced to be an assassin' storylines and I am not a huge fan, they tend to make me very uncomfortable especially since it often feels like the narrative doesn't give you a choice and you have to sympathize with them and like them simply because they were so abused and mistreated rather than because they are genuinely interesting characters that I enjoy on screen. I really dislike this idea that just because someone experienced enough pain and torture and trauma it's enough to forgive them or like them and I especially hate when this is something that the narrative itself forces on you instead of letting you form your own opinions and thoughts. It's something that really annoys me and at this point I tend to dislike characters who fit this trope almost automatically because I rarely ever see it executed in a way that I would personally find satisfying.

I never got this feeling with Five, though.

I think it might be because TUA doesn't really try to paint Five as the good guy, it doesn't shy away from showing how traumatized he was but it also doesn't try to justify his actions or pretend that he deserves automatic forgiveness. You also see this with other characters' treatment of him, for me the reason why storylines like that often fail is because other people in the story often act very OOC arguing that this person is actually good, pushing for forgiveness for them and in general being very dismissive of their past while the character just... either goes with it or it is used as yet another reason to re-traumatize this character. In TUA no one tries to argue that Five is a good person or that everything he did was justified. Especially not Five. I am really looking forward to see how it will play out in season 3 with him and Lila to be honest because it gives the writers a chance to explore it a little more. In general, TUA is really good at giving the viewers enough reason to sympathize with the characters, see where they are coming from while avoiding the trap of forcing the audience to feel like they deserve to be forgiven for everything and are actually innocent people who were just put in bad circumstances.

Another thing tied to these types of characters is that they are prone to being aggressive and having violent outbursts which is... something that I don't appreciate, because it is often portrayed as quirky or not that big of a deal or for humorous effect. Or, in case of female characters, to portray them as a badass. Think of Sam from iCarly, she's a good example of a character whose aggressiveness is largely dismissed. It personally makes me very uncomfortable when you have a positive character lashing out at everyone and it being portrayed as something that doesn't need to be addressed and stopped.

TUA is in the position where it feels justified because it is an action TV show about a bunch of people with super powers so fights and violence make sense in the universe and often the characters simply have to act in self-defense, so it's not jarring. Aidan Gallagher also puts a lot of thought into this role so it's clear that when Five goes full on maniac it is a direct result of his trauma and NOT a good thing, it's something very destructive and a symptom of how messed up Five truly is. And Five knows it, too. He's simply not in the position to be able to work on it in any way but also... I think Five experiences a lot of self-hatred and he sees himself as a monster who at this point simply exists to do what he deems necessary and to protect his family and stop the world from being destroyed as a nice bonus. And this self-hatred and guilt of his is not used as a sort of guilt-tripping tool to force the audience to sympathize with him but simply as another layer of his characterization.

[y0itsbri]

I adore your writing!

Can you please, please, please write an early gallavich fic?! I have such a soft spot for seasons 1-3 in particular. I think it’ll be a great dynamic to explore more. They’re just adorable!

Thank you so much and I look forward to your future work!! 💛

omg hi you’re so sweet anon!! 🥺💛💛 (i think i'm gonna try something a little bit different with this, let me know if you had anything specific in mind that i missed or that you would like to see!) -- apologies if it's ooc, it's been a little bit since i've rewatched early seasons. this got a little more angsty than i expected oops

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ian didn't think fear and love were supposed to go hand in hand. at least as closely as it has been for him. all of his siblings' relationships had issues in one way or another, but he didn't see the same fear that he felt. he kept everything bottled inside of him, threatening to shatter. the big feelings weathering him down over time, threatening to drown him. he was everyone's dirty little secret. secrets stuffed in magazines or in locker rooms or freezer closets. he was just a kid over everything else. as much as he liked to think he held some power, he was beginning to feel afraid it had slipped, if he ever even had it at all. he wasn't particularly careful, but he was afraid of being caught in the middle of something he was told was so wrong. he's seen the consequences and it hadn't been pretty. but how could love be so wrong? especially when it felt so good. he knew he was good.

but ian didn't think he truly knew how good it could be until he met mickey. there was still secrets with mickey, of course. there was definitely more at stake if anyone were to ever find out - his household not exactly hanging up a rainbow flag during the month of june. or any month. so it's not like ian's fear had vanished. but more like mickey made things just better. everything else felt like a blip on the radar, too small to even be detected. he was all consumed. he would do anything to feel this electric and this fearless. this powerful. being with mickey is how he noticed the power had slipped before. how did he not notice? why didn't he care to notice?

at first, he didn't mind being mickey's secret. it was exhilarating. with every glance with mickey, he felt warm, enveloped, seen. he wasn't hiding and mickey couldn't either, even if he tried. with every touch, he felt it burn deep. a shock being sent straight up his spine. if he was a cartoon, electricity sparks would be flying. it was like mickey was fire - through his anger and violence and art and love. he was wild fire and spreading quick, taking out everything in its path. ian stood in the middle of the path with welcome arms, daring, begging it to take him too.

brash words and snarky comments from mickey's mouth were nothing but love poems as far as ian was concerned. he may not be able to play things cool, but he didn't want to if he even had a chance of making mickey smile. god what he would give to make mickey smile. to laugh if he was lucky. he didn't want to play anything cool if it even had a chance of making mickey feel good. all he wanted to do was make mickey feel good. feel safe.

it was like a magnetic pull in some stupid way that didn't make sense but made perfect sense. being in each others' space or even knowing that the other was even alive was enough to make ian see stars whenever he closed his eyes. a wish come true. separated by juvie walls or pocketed together by summer sweat, ian couldn't shake him. he didn't want to shake him, his best friend. because that's what they were. even if they couldn't explicitly say that. they couldn't say a lot.

ian knew that mickey's fear was so strongly rooted and for good reason. he wondered if he would ever be able to dig him out and free him. he wondered why he wasn't enough for mickey's love to over-shine his trepidation in the same way. he couldn't live with the possibility of mickey not feeling it the way he was so certain he had. he couldn't fake that. right? it killed him to keep his heart so locked away when it was aching to burst with every breath of mickey. he needed to go before there was nothing left but splatters between his ribs. so he left. he had to. if mickey didn't want him, he didn't want himself. he couldn't stand to be with himself anymore, every part of town a constant reminder of his own heart threatening to crumble like the buildings he once inhabited. he did what he needed to do. they would understand someday. they had to. they would be fine without him. he needed this.

it had been a few weeks into basic training, ian's phone had been blowing up with messages. he hadn't responded to anyone. they wouldn't understand yet. a smattering of messages made him stop in his tracks. he didn't know hear them come in. it could have been days ago. his heart felt like it was going to leap out of his throat. he couldn't bring himself to block the one person who held his heart in his palms, keeping it warm and alive despite the crackling cold circling around him. this is why he had left. this was bad. it was so bad. but if it was bad, then why did it feel so good? so good and warm. mickey.

Mick (3:56 am): i know u dont wanna hear from me man but tell me ur ok. u gotta be.

Mick (3:57 am): deb and mandy wont get off my ass. pick up ur fuckin phone.

Mick (4:05 am): for me. for them. idgaf.

Mick (4:07 am): im not good w words but uh listen to this. it's late - queen

Mick (4:10 am): c ya. plz dont get ur army ass killed

Mick (6:12 am): fuck gallagher

The way you love me Is the sweetest love around But after all this time The more I'm trying The more I seem to let you down Yes, baby

Now you tell me you're leaving And I just can't believe it's true Oh, you know that I can love you Though I know I can't be true Oh, you made me love you Don't tell me that we're through

fuck. he was in too deep again. this is why he left. his stomach ran cold. he was drowning he thinks. his phone died, and he didn't bother charging it. no one would throw him a lifejacket now. how could anyone forgive him? he couldn't even forgive himself. he couldn't be saved now. it's late. too late. too late. too late. he couldn't look back. he would be fine. he had to be. right?

[dreamylyfe-x]

11x04: NIMBY Reactions

Oh my God, that’s the good stuff right there. I’ve been hanging on for the middle of the season, where I have felt pretty certain the tone -- with Gallavich particularly -- might shift and I was NOT disappointed. 

So first thing’s first: though Mickey had barely anything to do with the A Plot (Milkoviches Next Door) I still thought this episode was the best  Mickey-being-Mickey-as-I-know-and-love-him  episode we’ve had yet. (Though fair warning, I thought 11x03 had some quality classic Mickey in it -- just mostly the scenes without Ian.) 

Before we get started on Mickey, though, this is the second episode in a row where I’ve enjoyed the Frank plot? Granted, it was LARGELY Liam that I enjoyed, but I was still watching the Frank plot and that is a major shift from season 10, where I barely bothered. 

But yeah. Ok. Mickey. This episode was such a great Mickey episode from start to finish. One of the things I love about Shameless is the whole thing where normal for kids living in desperate conditions, while very different from most people’s normal, is still normal for THEM. And I really enjoyed Mickey watching the Milkoviches move in while giving the Gallaghers key intel on exactly what they were seeing. And kinda understanding how messed up some of it was in real time. That’s a real experience people have -- being mid-story and suddenly thinking “Yeah. This is way more fucked up than I realized.”  

I also enjoyed the several moments in the episode where Mickey overtly acknowledged that his family is insane, he just doesn’t like the Gallaghers looking down on him. Which: valid. 

Speaking of -- finally we find out the state of the Mickey-Terry relationship. Which is: there isn’t one. Another thing I loved is that Mickey shares the desire to see his family move on, but he’s not going to bother engaging with it. He’s going to work on getting him and Ian out of there, and pay hardly any attention to his family. Love that for him. 

I also love love LOVE that, now that he has a bead on something to do for money that doesn’t fill him with dread, Mickey is taking the same attitude he had when Ian was working and he wasn’t -- which is that he’s going to take care of things. As someone who was baffled at Mickey’s inaction and willingness to let Ian do all the work in the first few episodes, I really loved this. Because it’s consistent and it indicates that his world view just kinda like... Someone has to be taking care of the money part, and that might shift back and forth between him and Ian, but the result of the effort is going to be shared between them. I understand where Ian was coming from -- especially when Mickey kept returning to criminal enterprise -- but it’s nice to see a little more of how Mickey views things. 

Also, I know this is very well observed, so I’m retreading well-worn ground, but the scene with the cereal. Gah. I love it. Ian regressing -- I know they gave us the shot of the bottle of Jamison, but I felt like they were getting their point across with the cereal and the cartoons. And Ian not answering or responding to Mickey right away was extremely evocative of Ian’s history of depressive episodes. I loved how forthright Ian was about how awful the prospect of finding another job was, because it’s covertly agreeing with everything Mickey was saying in the first few episodes, too. 

There are so many little things I like about this scene. Mickey coming down the front stairs instead of the back, like he intuitively knows where Ian is at. Ian watching Harley Quinn cartoons, as both an in-joke AND as a believable cartoon choice. Mickey picking up the bottle, checking it’s weight and then just... moving it a little to the side. Mickey putting himself between Ian the TV. Mickey already having a plan for Ian. Just so much good stuff in there. 

Also, let’s talk about Ian for a minute here. One reason I hesitate to call anything OOC with these two is that the book generally isn’t closed. I really didn’t get the “I’m on my honeymoon” stuff, but after this episode, it folds in a lot better with what is going on with these two. Another thing that folds in better is Ian’s mounting frustration -- which is VERY Ian. He starts out with this forced buoyancy -- we’re going to get out own place, you are going to get a legal job so you can stay out of prison, I am going to make this warehouse gig work, and even though I’m frustrated and losing patience, I’m still trying to talk things out, and touching your hand and trying to ground everything in the fact that we’re together and we love each other -- and then we see that get chipped away at. Ian’s paycheque reveals that he’s being scammed out of a living wage. Mickey takes the road less travelled and immediately brings in more money that he’s every going to be able to get through the jobs he can currently get as a parolee. Mickey isn’t gracious about this, and the tension ramps up and that four episodes later he’s just walking around with a well-established and throughly justified black cloud over his head. 

The Milkovich’s really arrive like they’ve bought a White Trash in a Bag collection from Target. They seem to even have brought mattresses expressly for the front yard. 

OMG, Mickey got a scene with Sandy (and Debbie). But honestly, my favourite beat is the look Franny gives Mickey after he says kids are idiots. I also love how Sandy joins Mickey in just not seeing a point in waging battle against their family.

Lip, this is a little thing, but you aren’t supposed to eat breakfast, brunch, lunch and dinner. Brunch ideally REDUCES the number of meals you eat. But the key brunch move is to order something you can’t/wouldn’t make at home. Do not pay $14 for eggs and toast. 

So. Ok. I have seen some people very annoyed that Ian is so focused on Mickey not going back to prison, but I can’t see what is wrong with this. He just flat out isn't wrong to worry about it. It would be devastating if that happened. Mickey and Ian are extremely fortunate that he’s out at all. It’s a truly bizarre turn of events and I do not fault Ian for having a lot of concern about anything happening to jeopardize Mickey’s freedom. I also think this is confirmation that Ian just flat out doesn’t want to be without Mickey. I think he’s depressed -- and therefore extremely pessimistic -- in this episode, but there is far more indication that Ian wants Mickey around than that he doesn’t, so of course he’d be extremely focused on this concern. Also Cam puts some tremor onto “get sent back to prison” that really grabs my heart and squeezes. 

Cam in the towel is just good news. Mickey’s adorable with the gun. This scene is cute. 

This is the episode where I gave up on side-eying the Gemma-is-Superior running joke and just accepted it as kinda funny. Something about third-party confirmation. I dunno.

I enjoy the fact that Debbie apparently doesn’t know Sandy lives with them? Also, that feels like an Ian move. Gets boyfriend, moves in with boyfriend. 

The fact that Mickey is low-key playing Ian to get him to join him in this MUCH more promising venture is my absolute favourite. Bless the director for that foreground Mickey shot. Bless Noel for that nuanced facial expression. Bless everyone involved in that moment. It is one of my favourite things ever. 

I love that Ian’s whole reason for these outfits is so that Mickey will LOOK dangerous and not have to defend himself, thus staying out of trouble. That’s deeply, deeply sweet. 

Another sign that something is even more wrong with Frank than usual when he fully forgets the entire trip to visit the Brotherhood. 

I didn’t love V vs. Debbie but I really did enjoy Kev aligns with Frank, and also has a scene with Mickey. And that they weren’t silo’ed off on their own. 

So the eventual reveal we get that the old lady loves having rough sex with Terry was not a surprise to me because a) Shameless, but b) because of Christian’s face. Christian’s facial expressions are among my favourite on the show right now. 

I love this gif set by @sickness-health-all-that-shit.  What can I say except “look! Ian is smiling!” 

Mickey should be a better liar, but you know. He isn’t. 

I do like that, in this moment, the things they both bring to the enterprise come together to create a new possibility. This is pretty much exactly what I HOPED was going to happen and I love to see it. 

I think I’m going to ignore the Tami storyline because it was gross (not bad, but ... gross.) Also @fiona-fififi already wrote something that is much more comprehensive... I get the frustration, but just no part of me thinks Ian would allow himself to go where Tami did in examining what happened to her. Not at this point in his life. Which is sad, but very much in line with how Ian handles himself. 

Um. Yeah. Carl. Glad you’re not fully participating, Carl. But this is untenable. 

Overall, I am all the way in on this storyline for Ian and Mickey -- and pretty into the idea of V getting involved with politics. I think we’re getting all the seeds of where this show is going to leave the characters. And I haven’t loved every moment, but I do feel like the overall show is working for me better than last season. 

That might be faint praise. But I really liked this one. Best yet. 

[geniusidict-a-blog]

@packgenius can u believe that lip gallagher calls her dia, even when she’s pissed at him, especially when she’s pissed at him, those big blue eyes looking at her with that cheeky coy little smile he does barely whispering her name under his breathe ‘dia… c'mon.’ can u believe he goes to fucking Starbucks, which he hates everything it stands for, and remembers her order ( cinnamon dolce latte, three pumps of white mocha, three pumps of vanilla, incase you were wondering ;) ) he watches crappy tv shows like gossip girl and pretends he hates them, but secretly gets mad when she skips ahead an episode without him. && can you believe that he takes picture of her when she isn’t looking and has a whole folder in the camera roll of these candid snaps where she just looks so fucking beautiful. && when he can’t sleep, he’ll scroll though her insta and that v folder of her is she isn’t there. U should believe it, cos it’s true. Lip Gallagher fucking loves Lydia Martin pass it on 💋💋💋

[ofreggie]

[ aron piper, twenty two, male, he/him ] ━  did y'all see [ reginald “reggie” ponce ] walkin’ into [ fox & hare ? ] don’t think i’ve seen ‘em too much around here, they must’ve gotten here about [ two years ], but i think you can catch ‘em around town working as a [ waiter . ] I reckon they’re pretty [ vehement & adaptable ] but I hear they can also be kinda [ zany & explosive ]. best make ‘em feel welcome. ━ [ ooc: cosmo, 24, est, they/them ] [ drugs/alcohol tw / verbal abuse tw ]

inspiration.

david rose. schitt’s creek.

carl gallagher. shameless.

harry bingham. the society.

nate jacobs. euphoria.

stats.

full name. reginald “reggie” arthur ponce.

birth-place. bronx, new york.

age. twenty-two.

dob. 12/21/1996.

zodiac. capricorn.

orientation. homosexual.

spanish / english.

about.

       the son of a frostford native father and a new york mother, reggie was born into immediate chaos. his mother gave reggie her last name and refused to leave new york, the city life being made for her. she originally was born in mexico and moved to new york as a child with her family -- - a large family that reggie grew up with. his father, however, was a southern man through and through, and while up in new york for business, happened to create reginald before departing back to alabama. 

        growing up with a single mother, reggie immediately began violently acting out once he started elementary school. no one was sure if it was because of the lack of parental guidance in his life, because the young boy needed some attention, ( tw violence ) or if he was just suffering from undiagnosed mental issues. in elementary school, he was stabbing peers with pencils, throwing chairs, playing pranks on teachers, cutting off girls’ ponytails, and a whole list of other things.  ( end tw violence ) there were multiple occasions in which reggie was almost expelled from school, but pity was more powerful. eventually, however, reggie began to appreciate everything his mother did for him to excel in life and he went on to clean up his act to try and lessen his mom’s burden.

       his father would often come up to visit when he was young, but soon began to realize that reggie was nothing like the son he wanted. reggie was very animated, loved make-up, dressing up, watching soap operas with his mom, and all-around was not very physically active or into any sports. his father pushed sports on him, though, and reggie started to play baseball once he entered middle school. this was where he made most of his friends, but where he began to lose himself. reggie no longer felt comfortable wearing make-up or gossiping with his mom about cute boys, so he dove head first into sports and excelled at that too.

        he was never in the closet around his mother’s side of the family or anyone in his city at home - new york was more accepting of that - , but when he flew down to alabama to visit his dad ( which happened often once he was in his teen years ) , reggie threw on a football t-shirt or a basketball hat and became the perfect son to an athletic father. it all changed one night when reggie was at his dad’s in frostford when he was about sixteen years old. reggie was at a party, some party with kids he didn’t know in a town he wasn’t extremely familiar with, when he was hooking up with a boy in one of the spare bedrooms. he wasn’t sure what happened or how it happened, but his dad tracked his location and barged in on him in a compromising situation. ( tw verbal abuse ) he very calmly asked reggie to get into the car so the male did just that. his dad told him he was worthless, he was useless, he was a mistake -- everything under the stars a son couldn’t bear to hear -- and was immediately sent back to new york on a red eye. ( end tw verbal abuse ).

       getting back to life in new york was busy, yet amazing. he forgot about his father’s existence because it was clear that his father had forgotten about him. he stopped paying child support so reggie decided to get a job at a little boutique in order to help his mother out. he became more so withdrawn and angry after that, but still the same reggie beneath everything.

       so when his father passed away while reggie was twenty years old, he received a letter stating that he was now the owner of a beautiful apartment that his dad had left in frostford, alabama. little to nothing keeping him tied to the southern town, reginald decided he’d fly down to try and sell the place quickly. he kissed his mother goodbye, kissed his grandparents goodbye, and kissed all of his cousins goodbye, before departing for what was supposed to be a few weeks.

           two years later, reggie is still living in frostford where he now calls home. he has a few close friends, a decent job waiting tables at fox & hare, and skypes his mother on a weekly basis. he’s content with the life he has built for himself in alabama ; now all he needs is to find that love he so desperately craves.

wanted connections.

his few close friends !!!

sometimes reggie can be very strange and introverted. basically this person would have to be bubbly and help him really become more confident and happy with himself. kind of like a harold and maude relationship without the romance ( or with ) .

some familial connections, his dad’s side, prob cousins or another child that his father had and reggie didn’t know about bc he lived in ny.

apartment neighbors

a possible love interest in the form of two stumbling over their words, goofy, yet adorable messes around each other. could definitely blossom into something!

the person he slept with as a teenager that his dad caught them !!!

maybe someone that charms/annoys him on his way home from work every late night at 1/2 am. lol he’s probably super grumpy and this person has to be like.. super bubbly ?? walking their dog ?? idk.

maybe some m/m bros that are actually into each other, but they’re too good of friends to say anything to each other, etc.

i also have more located at this wanted connections tag and i love brainstorming ! angst.

head canons.

animated. very zany. loud and brash at times. 

VERY TOUCHY and affectionate to those he loves

probably has fallen in love x300.

speaks fluent spanish

would definitely storm area 51.

low-key ashamed of himself

often tipsy or high or both

isn’t exactly mean, but he’s not rly the nicest person in the world and he prob wouldn’t go out of his way to do anything decent for someone he didn’t know.

deals drugs as a side hustle

has never been in a real relationship before, but definitely has hooked u p a lot ( i mean look at him ??? ) now he just wants to be loved tbh.

he LOVES love. he believes being in love is the meaning of life and is getting depressed about never having been loved.

he’s a video gamer, a basketball lover, and a chain smoker.

could be a lovable dumbass once he’s comfortable around someone.

does lack common sense at times.

does not have any social media platforms.

leaves clean laundry on his bedroom floor for a week

prob doesn’t drink enough water

constantly wears dr. martens

will always be found with taco bell bags in his car.

[its-a-queer-thing]

Okay I need to talk about Mickeys prison tattoo. the placement makes me think he had someone else do it for him (also would explain the wrong spelling). I mean, noel said in an interview he thought the "fuck U-up"could gave been Mickey commenmorating his frst time in juvie and did it himself(I don't remember the intervention or how to find it. I just know I saw those words come out of noels mouth like two years ago) part 1

Part 2 and we know mickey knows how to spell gallahger(this is where people piont out season 1 episode 3) but I think that last time we saw in Mickey in prison was different from the times before. He was already having to bargain with lana by not even talking to her unless ian came with her (a piont that gets overlooked way to fucking much in my opinion). I think mickey being mickey and not knowing how to communicate his affection for Ian makes him do crazy things which we have alot of examples

Part 3 I mean he was like “whelp guess I gotta muder this bitch” in season five, ESCAPES PRISON so him and his boy can go live in mexico together. This is a dude who does shit when he doesn’t know how to react. (In earlier seasons he reacts violently when backed into a corner but as he comes into himself he tends to just react by doing panicked actions.)

Part4 compare anytime he gets confronted about his sexuality. When he’s worried af about it and isn’t out yet  he just punches people. Later he’s just like “ughhhh I like cock *demonstrates his boyfriends penis size* now leave my fine ass alone” When he doesn’t have homophobia ruling his actionsIan he has no idea how to show his love. After ian asks for more in season three mickey is able to give ian kissing because Thats a big fucking step for him and Ian can see the gesture for what it is.

Part 5fter he cam out he didn’t have anything that was a big step for him to take to show ian how serious he was. He could go full in with the relationship because nothing was holding him back. I tjink the tattoo was him trying to one up himself because what else did he have to give to ian at that piont that he hadn’t already offered?

Wow,you are pumped up over Mickey and this tattoo! I love it!

So,Mickey did say that he did the tattoo himself right before he showedit to Ian… So whether or not he had someone help him, I’m not sure, I’m not sure why he would lie about that. I tried the angle on myself and I think it’s doable but would take serious concentration and planning.And also when Ian told him he misspelled it, Mickey looked horrifiedand confused because he was certain that he didn’t… This is just110% the writers trying to fuck with him. They’ve done it throughoutthe whole series where they will make him uber intelligent when it’sconvenient, and make him stupid when it’s convenient. This was one ofthose moments. They wanted to make him look stupid (and so inferior to Ian who just a couple of episodes later would get his GEDcompletely offscreen without even mentioning it once until Fionabrought it up.) This is just one of many shots at Mickey’sintelligence and where he stands on the social hierarchy betweenGallagher and Milkovich in which Milkovich is always for some reasonbeneath Gallagher.

Sobased on what you’re saying, I’m gathering your argument is thetattoo makes sense because Mickey does crazy things to show Ian thathe cares because Mickey doesn’t really know how to express himself. Ilike what you’re saying because it DOES make sense based on your argument… but I do stillhave to argue that I find this extremely out of character. Does helove Ian enough to have his name on him for the rest of his life?Yes. (Not saying that I love my girl any less because I will NOT gether name tattooed on me, just that Mickey definitely loves Ian and isconfident that they are forever). But would the Mickey we know riskhis safety in prison by tattooing a man’s name on his body (with adirty needle no less and so risking his health!) where he knows hecould easily be assaulted, even raped, for being gay? Granted, Mickeyis a headstrong guy, can handle himself in a fight, and now he’s proud of who he is… but he’s alsonot stupid. You get enough homophobic assholes, and those assholes’friends, up against you alone? Your ass is gonna lose and theMilkovich name and swagger isn’t going to save you.

Refusingto see Lana unless she brought Ian along, I see. Being unashamed ofIan visiting and being okay with talking lovingly to him even withwitnesses, I see. Asking him to wait for him… Sorta though it’s getting on the verge of OOC. Asking Ian if he thought about him… again, on the verge. Tattooing himself with a dirty needle surrounded bypeople who could beat the shit out of him for being gay… I DON’Tsee. I think the writers spit in Mickey’s face when they did that andit may have been unintentional. But what I saw was them trying tomake Mickey look stupid and pathetic for pining after Ian even thoughhe already broke up with him. This damn tattoo just fucks me the fuckup, man. It’s bullshit.

Or you could be right, anon and they could have saw it as his way of showing his love and devotion to Ian in a time and location where he is limited in methods of showing how he cares. But based on how he was just broken up with, how Ian wasn’t visiting him anymore, and Mickey’s general sense of self-preservation ingrained in his character, this explanation is a hard one for me to swallow.

And I tried to find that interview you mentioned because I am dying to know, but couldn’t find it sadly. That must have been a fun one, I wish I could have seen it! It wouldn’t shock me if Mickey got those knuckle tats after his first stint in Juvie because that was probably the time realized his potential for avoiding the family business was dead, his role as a thug solidified. He had probably finally been convinced that he was a thug and that was all he would ever amount to be, so why not look like one?

Thank you for the discussion! If you disagree with me feel free to reply again! I love a good discussion!

[cxvern]

OOC INTRODUCTION. 

I’m also Maddy but I’m going to be applying with Lynn because it’s another nickname for my name and my ass is too dyslexic to deal with Maddie/Maddy if I were to be accepted. I’m 21 so I am an Adult™, also I enjoy using the trademark symbol for no reason. I’m from NJ but I live in London because of a joke that went on for so long that it became my life. I study Costume Design and I’m currently moving house with some friends and I’m counting down the days because where I live at the moment is going to end up killing me. I like to imagine I’m organised but I’m really a mess of a human being.

CURRENT NETFLIX WATCH LIST.

I’m glad you asked. I just finished Dear White People and tomorrow I’m returning to the arms of the love of my life known as The Get Down season 2. At the moment however I’m about to start Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt as I have no class today. I’m casually watching Master of None and when I’m sewing something I typically watch RuPaul’s Drag Race or re-watch Don’t Trust the B in Apartment 23. 

FAVORITE SPY MEDIA. 

When I was little I was obsessed with the Gallagher Girls Series about a girls school for spies, I’m fairly certain I was frothing at the mouth to get my hands on the latest book each time it was released. I watched a lot of James Bond growing up as well, Austin Powers due to the hilarity. Kingsman falls into the watched list with various other titles as well. I have to suggest if anyone hasn’t yet watch Grosse Pointe Blank. It’s about an assassin for hire so not necessarily a spy but it is by far the best movie I have ever seen. It’s a 90 movies and he goes home for his college reunion after he disappeared off the face of the planet to them because of being plucked up by the army and a specialised group. When asked what he does he tells them he’s an assassin but everyone just laughs and assumes he’s joking around and it’s an amazing cast and well written.

FAVORITE FACECLAIMS. 

I go through waves of who I like to play in actuality I used to play a Caitlin Stasey character but became frustrated because no one was making gifs for her as it was pre-reign. I also used to play a Kat Mcnamara and had the same situation as it was pre-Shadowhunters. I typically just use my fc interests as the bios that I’ll read first and then I’ll move on to read the next few. I’m a fan of Eliza Taylor, Kat Graham, Lindsey Morgan, I most recently played an Adelaide Kane and Kat Mcnamara though. Ashley Benson has a special place in my heart but I’ve only played her once because I can’t associate her with anyone else after a character so she’s on the shelf of days past.

FAVORITE ARCHETYPES. 

I love playing emotionally reserved characters, slightly isolated people who have a hard time connecting with others but that want to. I like the internal conflict and frustration that comes with and the relief when they do, how they sort of latch on once they’ve found that person. 

FAVORITE MUSIC TO WRITE TO? 

This really depends on the sort of mood I’m writing for. I can switch from indie to rap to smooth jazz even. .I used to use 8tracks a lot to listen but since that’s become oh so user friendly I’ve switched to using Spotify mainly. My most recent character was far more emotionally charged and forward than I’d played in a while so I ended up listening to a lot of Hamilton and Mister Wives for their pumped up messages and sounds, while I also listened to things like Lukas Graham’s 7 Years for the more emotionally harrowing moments to do with her abandonment.

WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO AT HUDSON? 

Emma for certain, she’s right up the alley of the sort of character I adore. I was briefly interested in Violet as she’s so similar to the last character I played but in the end I realised that I missed the curiosity and type of desire that came with characters like Emma. I love the idea of someone being so wrapped up in the cocoon that when a single thread, the most important one, is cut it rocks their entire world. Outside of this I’m just looking forward to character dynamics in general, all the characters we’ve seen are so well developed and the formate of the group is wonderful. I’m still in love with the use of files as the character teasers. I think just that shows that this rp will be diligent with the use of the theme which is going to be amazing because I’ve seen so many rps with promising themes that fall to the side and end up mostly never being used. I’m also really excited to see the page on Hudson’s structure be published and more world building. Just as much world building as possible, I think that’s everyone’s favorite thing to see.

[geniusidict]

slides onto the dash...hi FRIENDS GUESS WHO’S ALIVE?

[millicnreasons-blog]

muse announcement; 

so i am trash af and i miss my jo wilson blog so much ( @pedsprincess ) SO  i am adding her on here until maybe one day when i’m less salty at grey’s anatomy that she can have her own blog back !! so ANY GREY’S BABES  who wanna plot with her hmu, i’m trash for jolex & joluca ngl but my main reason for bring her back is her smol precious daughter cadence karev over at @soqueerballs so if you’d like a smol thing from JO WILSON hit the heart, fair warning i rage quit grey’s at 13x09 and have no clue what happened after other than megan hunt is alive !!

[millicnreasons-blog]

not MUNday but was feeling hella stiles stilinski plaid yesterday 💁🏻so here have this bc I never post MUNday pics at appropriate times anyway!! now excuse me while I go will drafts to do themselves 🙃