#( 💡 ) - sorry for not answering asks in a bit

[thebright3stlight]

Hi brightney I am your fan <3

aww ! thank you , kindly !

[ivyial]

Reading one of your answers, I noticed that you wrote “Leon has a crush” and while I was playing the game, I also had such thoughts because a man cannot behave like that if he does not feel something. Can you please explain how you were convinced of this?

hi there!! i'm so very late to this ask i'm sorry :,)

so i'm gonna try and retrace the steps of how i realised that (from a year or so ago lolol). one thing you have to know about me before we begin is that i cannot recognise flirting for SHIT LMAOAOAO like genuinely. it is BAD. i am seriously socially impaired in that department.

when i played re4r last year, i had not played the og re4 (i still haven't, as a matter of fact). so i went into it relatively blind, with no opinion about leon/ashley (it did not seem like a big enough ship that people were ever giving their opinions on it, apart from the 'overtime' part in the og). i knew a bit about ashley, and how annoying a big chunk of the fandom found her in the og, and that was about it.

ashley flirting with leon in the game was somewhat obvious. the "i think you'd look pretty dashing" line was a big giveaway, although other than that, she doesn't actually make any big move on leon (sure, she offers him to become part of her security detail at the end, but yeah).

HOWEVER.

the dining hall scene happened - leon telling ashley "i'm not used to having such good company"???? that definitely made go 💡!!!

also, if you go back to chapter 9, after ashley's playable section, she finds leon again in the cage, and he says to her "can you make it down? i can catch you". i didn't find his words odd, but i found his tone extremely specific. if you go back and listen, it doesn't exactly sound like a matter-of-fact offer. it sounds like an incentive, but i wasn't so sure whether it was more for ashley's benefit or his own. he just sounds so bashful saying it and he's smiling. maybe that's just me, but i definitely found his tone suggestive in that scene. at the time i just shrugged it off as me misunderstanding tone (as it happens sometimes).

i originally was not predisposed to seeing them as a couple, since i'd never really seen the possibility of it being evoked in the modern RE fandom. i was more of a cleon girlie at the time too (i still am, but not as much nowadays). so i finished the game for the first time thinking "aw, leon and ashley had such a great dynamic, he's very supportive of her and kind, they're a great (platonic) fit". but then, you know, there was still the flirting initiated by ashley, the flirting (?) initiated by leon, and that unusual tone that he had in chapter 9.

so i didn't really see the bigger picture until i read the leshley/eagleone posts written by @sapphire-weapon (if you haven't checked her blog out yet, you have to, not just for her leon/ashley posts, but even for her general meta analyses which are absolutely brilliant). and then, i started putting it together, noticing the instances of leon flirting with ashley, some of which i'd missed, the structure of the story, etc.

and from there, well. you realise how well leon and ashley work together, even in a platonic setting, and you add their occasional flirting, as well as the DINING HALL SCENE??? which to me is a massive giveaway and is one of the things that convinced me the most apart from their literal interactions. room with red wallpaper, a statue of two snakes that could either be fighting or, well, fucking lmao (i also don't need to explain the phallic symbol there), the queen/king paintings, and the fact that this is one of the few rooms in this game where they are not interrupted by any enemies. it's a very private setting + "well, yeah, but i'm not used to having such good company".

leon's crush is also demonstrated through the way ashley pulls out a softer side of him.

you can see in chapter 13 (when he calls out for her from the other side of the cell - if you listen closely, it sounds like nick apostolides is reverting back to re2 leon's voice for that line).

there is also quite a bit of (sometimes unnecessary) physical contact between the two, which is almost always initiated by leon (it might even always be him). see: the way he holds on to her just a bit too long after catching her when she jumps out of the church window + the way they look at each other (chapter 5), right after escaping the ganados and joining luis in the villa (chapter 5), comforting ashley in the castle (chapter 9), and most importantly, checking on her after opening the cell and letting his fingers trail along her arms etc. (chapter 13) and (not physical contact but intended) the way he manages to break saddler's hold to reach for ashley when saddler touches her head on the altar (chapter 15). and i mean, he carries her bridal style multiple times (either catches her when she jumps or carries her like that on the way to the lab) (that in itself is also for the sake of practicality, but it adds to it).

taken separately, these events would probably not mean anything, but when you look at it all together, you realise that leon's feelings for ashley run deeper than just professionalism. i don't think he has to act like that - or at least, not if capcom just wanted them to be PURELY PLATONIC PURELY SIBLING CODED as one part of the fandom shouts all day long

this is a very long answer but yeah!! i hope this answers your question. btw, feel free to send me more leon/ashley asks!! i'd love to answer them :3

[symbiotic-slime]

that's a lot, but still: for the fanfic ask game: ❤, 💥, ⏰️ , 👓 , 🦋 , 🦈, 💭, 🧪, 🔥, 💘,💡, 🔎, ��� .

SORRY, THAT'S A LOT!!! 😭

hi I’m so so sorry it took me a bit to get around to this 😭 also never apologize for sending too many, I am professional yapper and will take every opportunity to talk about my fics :D

❤️ What is your favorite line that you’ve written in a fic?

oooo this is tough! I have to go with this line from the fic I’m working on right now, which kinda goes too hard for a fanfiction that involves a man falling in love with mold

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?

Eddie Brock being the King in Black. I know there’s a lot of people who think it’s cool and like it, but to me it just feels out of place for him. like he should just be A Guy™️, not like the commander of all symbiotes and able to move through time or whatever the hell is going on right now in the current run.

⏰️ Do you like to post fics on a schedule or at random?

they’re definitely at random! it’s just whenever I get bursts of inspiration, I’m trying to be more regular (especially with VenomFest— I’m trying to keep up with it being weekly) but yeah, there’s no schedule 😅

👓 What helps you focus when you write?

this is gonna make me sound like an iPad baby but I love having videos I’ve already seen on in the background while I write! if Coffeezilla isn’t explaining a scam on my tv while I write on my phone/laptop than I am operating at like 50% efficiency 💀 It’s so bad 😭

🦋 Which character is your favorite to write?

I absolutely love writing the Venom Symbiote!! they’re such a goober it makes them so enjoyable to write! also it’s so fun to write about human things from the perspective of a guy who’s confused by them all the time.

🦈 Which character is the toughest to write?

Don’t know if he’s actually tough to write but part of the reason I haven’t written any symbiOT3 fics is because I’m scared of fucking up Flash 😭 I get like that with new characters, I get so petrified of writing them even though I find when i actually do write them it’s not as bad as I think. like it took me a while to build up to writing comics!Eddie, even though he’s not that hard to write (imo) and very fun to write!

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

LGBT delusions /j

my genuine answer is honestly not far off from that though— Venom and Eddie just exist in my brain all the time and writing about them helps me from just rotating them in my brain all day.

🧪 Do you research for your fics?

a bit? it depends on what I’m writing because most of it isn’t stuff that requires research, but if I ever get around to my Malevolent/Venom crossover I’m going to have to figure out how investigations actually work.

🔥 Have you included any sexy scenes in your fics? If yes, do you find them easy or difficult to write?

I have written them and I find them lowkey difficult to write 😭 I love writing them— all the ones I have published right now are x reader fics but the TMA au does get weirdly horny. listen okay im not crazy the corruption draws on sexual horror so it’s narratively compelling for Eddie to be horny for mold— [I am dragged out of the room by armed security guards]

💘 Is it easier to write angst or fluff?

fluff!! I find it hard to write angst— I just want all of them to be happy and gay and live happily ever after

💡How many WIPs do you currently have?

Currently I have two WIPs! I’ve got my Magnus archives AU, which has three WIP chapters, and I started writing a Eddie/Venom/Reader smut fic >:3

🔎 Does anyone beta read or edit your fics?

some of my irl friends beta read and edit my fics!! @fist-of-vengeance and @cyborg-empress are what keeps me from publishing fics with typos and just overall issues, I cannot thank them enough!!

📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?

OUGH there’s too many,,, I’ll try to narrow it down to just three of my favourites:

good old fashioned symbrock smut from Symby’s perspective:

symbiOT3 fic where Flash and Eddie are neighbours! it’s so adorable, I cannot wait for the next chapter:

and a fic where Venom is the monster under kid!Eddie’s bed! kinda heavy (it deals with Eddie being abused), but it’s so heartwarming to see kid!Eddie and Venom becoming friends and Venom protecting Eddie:

[gta5blog]

Hi there! Sorry if I'm late but I have some GTA V asks, just in case you'd like to answer some ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

💡🧠❤️🐶

Hello! and no it's quite alright, Sorry for the late response, just been busy lately but I have time now so I'll be more than happy to answer your questions. ❤️

💡What is an easter egg in the game that I find funny or interesting...

The Bigfoot one. I just find it funny how there's a grown man in a suit dressing and running around as the Bigfoot and when he talks to Franklin it's just so funny. Even more funny when it's revealed he's not the real Bigfoot, the real Bigfoot is actually in the woods during the predator mission. I sniped him by accident thinking he was a O'neill brother, only to realise afterwards. But yes the bigfoot easter egg is the one I find funniest.

🧠 What is something I wish the game had more of or had done differently?

Hmmmm hard to say as GTA 5 is such a great game I find it hard to find a flaw in it, but if I had to think of something I would say more map markers, especially when it came to the Strangers and Freaks missions such as the UFO pieces, the bounty hits, Leonora's letters and Abigail's dead husband. So many of the Strangers and Freaks missions didn't have the map markers of the clues marking where they were. I know some people don't mind this and like a challenge, but this really bothered me.

When I play a game, I want to have fun as a form of down time and relaxation, I don't want to get frustrated or stressed having to find the location myself when the game could of marked it out for me like they do in so many other open world games. Even looking at the game guide it is still tricky to find the actual location in the map. That's the only thing they could of done differently was that one in my opinon. Other than that it's a perfect game.

❤️ What is your favourite GTA V ship?

Call me a Crack shipper for this one but it's got to be Tracey and Franklin. I know not many people ship F and Tracey here but outside Tumblr I've seen quite a few fans who have in the world of fanfiction and even fan made edits and videos on Youtube. I don't know something about the idea of Tracey and Franklin dating just appeals to me.

I don't mind other ships though. I'm very chill when it comes to other ships. I'm a Ship and Let Ship person so long as it doesn't involve pedophilia or blood related family members I'm not really going to say anything. You do what you want as long as it makes you happy. My other close favourites in the fandom would be Framar (Franklin/Lamar) and Trikey.

🐶 Do I ever play with Chop when playing as Franklin?

Of course! I love Chop, I always have done. I take him out in the car with me whenever I go out around Los Santos and Sandy Shores, I love him. He's even protected me in game when several construction men started on me around Route 68 (Where the dinosaur diner is). I didn't even need to get my gun out because Chop had already handled them for me (He bit them for me). I also take him on walks with me sometimes and played fetch with him too. So yes I do play with Chop while using Franklin.

Thank you so much for sending in the ask! I really enjoyed answering these Q's too. Sorry for the long essay, but thanks for sending it in. It's never too late to send in an ask. My ask box is always open. I'm more than happy to answer any questions, particuarly when it's about GTA 5 I'm more than happy to do so!

[hellowyn-llewellyn]

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You know what to do

(For sonic ask game)

ZAK I CANT BELIEVE UR DOING THIS TO ME /lh

Okay for this one I’m going to keep my answers short and exclude any ones that I already answered separately. They’ll be under the cut since this is gonna get long

1- First Game? Sonic Forces

2- Favorite Game? Sonic Adventure 2 or Sonic ‘06

3- Favorite character? Rouge the Bat !

4- Favorite IDW character? I’m sorry, but. Dr Starline

5- Favorite Archie Character? Mina Mongoose !!

6- Favorite Sonic the Comic character? I have not read it 😔

7- Favorite show? Tie between Sonic Satam and Sonic Boom

8- Favorite stage/level? City Escape from Sonic Adventure 2 !

9- Favorite Boss Fight? The train from tmosth because I suck and it was the easiest one for me so far

10- Favorite stage theme? Pumpkin Hill

11- Favorite spin-off Game? I’d say The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog. I really liked the sonic cast in a visual novel :D

12- Favorite Racing Game? Team Sonic Racing

13- Favorite Handheld title? I can’t really answer this one. Sowwy

14- Least Favorite Game? Again I can’t really think of one. Sowwy

15- Spin-off I’d like to see? Sonic underground based rhythm game

16- Classic Adventure or boost gameplay? I’m going to be real honest I’m not entirely sure what this means

17- Dream Sonic Game? I’d be happy to see more visual novels or Team Dark get their own game.

18- Dream sonic show/story? Sonic Saran season three would be epic

19- Pitch for a third storybook game? My mind is drawing blanks rn but I’ll definitely get back to this later

20- Favorite non-sonic Sega franchise? Hatsune Miku

21- Favorite version of Sonic? Jaleel Whites sonic has a special place in my heart

22- Favorite transformation? Super sonic

23- Favorite team? Team Dark !!

24- Favorite Robot? Does the Tails Doll count??

25- Favorite Villain? Look Snively is just a poor little meow meow loser and for that he’s my favorite

26- Overrated Character? Look I’m sorry but I have to go with Tangle or Surge. Nothing wrong with them, they’re both very cool. I just think sometimes they can be a lil overhyped

27- Favorite Chao? Dark Chao

28- Favorite wisp? The violet void one

29- Favorite human character? Helen from sonic x or Princess Elise

30- Favorite rivalry? Sonic and Eggman. It’s a classic

31- Favorite ship? I don’t really ship anymore but Bunnie and Antoine will always be special to me

32- Favorite Sonic Voice actor? Jaleel White and Roger Craig Smith

33- Favorite piece of merch? Heads and Tubes ofc !

34- Favorite sonic artist? I couldn’t possibly pick one! Especially when so many of my friends are wonderful sonic artists :]

35- How long have you been into sonic? I remember watching a bit of Sonic Boom when I was 7 but I didn’t really get into sonic until I was around 11 so four years ? Almost five ?

36- Favorite Sonic related memory? Either Sonic Symphony back in 2021 or Taking Heads and Tubes on different adventures

37- Hottest sonic take? Sonic underground’s worst episode is better than Sonic Primes best (no hate to prime I just don’t think there’s a lot a fun character interaction in it)

38- Coldest sonic take? Hating on modern 3d games for no reason does not make you look cool. In fact it does the exact opposite

[spiteless-xo]

IM GONNA RAMBLE!! im so glad sasha was asking the real questions 😭 thats why she should’ve been there earlier 🤨 but anywho.. djshdh i was wondering since there’s 5 chapters left are we going to find out who she’s with on the final chapter ? idk i feel like based on this chapter it kinda sounds like it’s gonna be eren? but reader is so unpredictable it’s still not obvious to me.. OR WAIT 💡☝️ i don’t think you’re gonna answer that question so i’ll just theorize LMAO ok so i’ve seen other people mention this but maybe she IS gonna go on that little trip or vacation and then there’s gonna be a time skip because i do think at this point, the three of them need space from all this drama and to work themselves out. like maybe she shouldn’t be jumping into a relationship rn? IDK I THINK THATS WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN. maybe that’s also why eren didn’t answer, like she took too long deciding and he’s gonna be taking a break for himself too to actually work on himself.

i think throughout the story i started off as team eren and then i kept switching until the both of them made me go like 🥴. but that doesn’t mean i loved your writing any less. i think once i stopped being on “teams” lol i still appreciated that you made everyone with a lot of flaws and drama. eren would’ve been perfect minus the whole misogyny thing obvi. and if i HAD to choose only between him and jean, the only reason why i would choose jean rather than eren is because he at least wasn’t doing what eren was doing. but that’s the ONLY reason. jean just isn’t as charming or romantic 😭 he’s too dry for me (i’m sorry)

if this was real life, i don’t think anyone would ever forgive eren even if it was in the past or if he “changed” but bc it’s fiction i guess that’s why some people are being more lenient? omgjfgk but i wishh sometimes that we could have had a story with eren except not with this type of drama LMAO you wrote him being romantic TOO well. like i was in love *twirls hair, kicks feet* ANYWAYS GREAT CHAPTER AS ALWAYS tuesdays are my favorite days because of you! 🤍

omg ty so much for sending this in!! hehehe i loved reading all of it 🥰💗

tbaw ramblings below

yes, you'll find out in the final chapter! the final chapter is also ridiculously long in order to flesh out the endings for everyone. i thought about splitting it up into two chapters but there's not really a good "cut off" point. and i don't want to drag out the ending.

to me, it's like when the final episode is an hour-long special or whatever for the finale lol that's like the final chapter of tbaw. atm it's a little bit longer than the jean fucking kirstein chapter.

forgiveness is a really interesting concept to me. it doesn't really help the person you're forgiving (in this case, eren), because they still have to carry the guilt of what they've done, but it kinda frees you, in a way.

you can forgive someone without allowing them a place in your life. it doesn't mean you trust them or you like them or whatever, it just means that you're not going to let what they did continue to hurt you.

forgiving eren doesn't make him a good person. it's what he does and how he lives the rest of his life that determines whether or not he's learned from his past and reader doesn't necessarily have to be in his life after she forgives him.

idk if that makes sense? i'm also a generally pretty forgiving person, so i'm pretty lenient lol but i also understand that there are things that are completely unforgivable, but i'm just rambling now so i'll stop lol

anyway i'm glad you're liking the story!! 💗💗💗

[kits-ships]

UGH I JUST WANNA SAY UR FANKIDS ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS ANGELS!!!! hope ur well and have a nice day, u can also totally use this ask to answer any questions u havent for that one ask game

- @bloomingbodies

thank you so much!! im so sorry i took so long to get to this hehe &lt;3

ill answer these for kyi and boba's kids - heph and ikka!

💡: if your child is adopted, tell us a bit about how you came across them! how did you and your f/o know they were the one?

heph is kyi and boba's first child and their only foundling! she's a little, twi'lek girl they found on tatooine. she was stealing from vendors and trying to beat up anyone who chased her, so the daimyo had to check it out :/

they were originally going to find another home for her, but din's influence on them urged them to adopt her!! plus it didn't feel right to leave a female twi'lek on her own knowing that they're so sexualized.

🤲: how did your child react when they met you and your f/o's friends? are they shy?

ikka is terrified. he loves his mommy and daddy so he treats everyone else as a hostile. fennec? he screams. din? he screams louder. shiny man is not to be trusted.

heph, though, loves them. she constantly wants to duel din and kicks the shit out of his armor. she's also been trying to get fennec to teach her how to do parkour, but who would teach a nine year old how to parkour???

🪁: does your child enjoy learning about their parents' hobbies, or do they prefer to find their own?

ikka is a little too young for hobbies. his only interests include sitting with boba on the throne and being held by his parents.

heph loves being a mandalorian. when she's out playing with other kids, she'll take "bounties.". some guy took your jerky yesterday? heph will beat him up if you give her some rock candy. someone's bullying you? she can scare him into leaving you alone for a jug of water.

🌈: if applicable, who (from your f/o's source) would you make your child's godparents? who (out of your friends) would you make their godparents?

i know its obvious but din and fennec <3 if they had to be split up, ikka would go with fennec and heph with din. heph might be mad about leaving ikka, though.

[mabeysomeclasspecting]

[💡✒] Oh, those results are quite interesting. Thank you! Might I ask how you developed the results?

Sure you can! The short answer is Vibes. The long answer is harder for me to put in words, so I'm sorry if it doesn't all make sense.

So I'll usually go through all the answers, highlighting parts that I feel are most important regarding your personality and worldview. As I do that I'll write down Aspects that reflect some of those traits. The I'll go through all the highlighted bits again, keeping a particular Aspect in mind each time I do, to see how exactly you interact with that Aspect. That then determines your Class!

Sometimes when jotting down Aspects I'll also put down Classes too, there are some personality traits and ways of thinking that I typically associate with specific Classes.

So that's how I generally do it! If you want me to go more in depth on yours specifically just let me know :)

[eurasianskylark]

What Happened After I Tried to Start Speaking English 24/7 with My Bestie 🚀

Started on: Sunday, Sep 15, 2024

💡 As a backstory:

In order to increase our speaking skills, I made a big deal with Kak Irfan: trying to speak English with each other—which we made a similar deal months ago but failed—and now without any punishment.

I am always that person who likes to talk to themselves with a whispering voice when no one is around. Actually, I've been forcing myself to think and to speak to myself in English since I was in 8th grade. And my goal that time was just to get used to speaking English, so I didn't really make sure if I spoke in correct English or not. I can say that I am getting used to speaking English (once again, to myself), since I found myself speaking it automatically, but it's still not that easy when it comes to speaking it with other people (including Kak Irfan as my 24/7 bestie!!). I know it's my confidence that I'm lacking. As a person who didn't get adequate English exposure at home and at school, I am beyond happy and super grateful that Allah, The All-Provider, gave me this precious chance and a partner to improve both my skills and my confidence.

Okay, so here are some things I got or happened....

🌱 IN WEEK 1:

🗣️ I gained more confidence and spoke English with better pronunciation ‼️

🐥 I could talk in longer sentences and started to look more new words up

🪴 I accidentally spoke English to others ➡️ which was kind of a proof that I was getting more exposure

EXPLANATION:

🗣️ I am happily announcing that I gained more confidence on my first three days of this habit-building!! Alhamdulillah 🤎

Back then:

"This is not what I am looking for." ➡️ with that clear "R" sound in "for", the way Indonesians speak "R" letter.

Now:

"This is not what I am looking for." ➡️ trying to make it sound better and more correct since the goal now is to improve my speaking skills.

🐥 Back then, I tried to avoid using Indonesian words that I didn't know how to say in English by trying to make my sentences more straightforward. I didn't want to look that unfamiliar words up. With Allah's assistance and taufeeq, I am now motivated to learn more, which causes me to speak in larger words and longer sentences, and to look more new words up.

🪴 I accidentally spoke English to random people or people that were around me at home.

One of them: I hit someone unintentionally when I was entering a room. What I wanted to say was, "Maaf, mba." However, the words that I came up with were: "I'm sorry!" with the right pronunciation.

I am not really sure about this tho, but I somehow saw this moment as evidence that I was getting more English exposure and I was becoming more familiar with the environment that I have been building with Kak Irfan. Similar to what happened to me when I was a college student, when I spoke some Arabic words unconsciously at home because I read Arabic books, listened to Arabic lectures, and gave presentations in Arabic during that period.

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To be honest, I wondered, what makes these two agreements between me and Kak Irfan different? What caused me to fail before, and what makes me stronger now?

I think I know the answer.

By Allah's assistance, taufeeq, and mercy,

I think it is this realization inside me.

I do realize that I need this habit, I need to talk, I need to learn, I need to practice, or to simplify: I NEED THIS.

That kind of realization is something I didn't have in our first trial.

And to wrap up this long story...

🍎 A funny (at least to me) moment happened this week:

We were eating in a cafeteria when I saw Kak Irfan abruptly stand up and grab his backpack. He appeared to be looking for something on the carpet (we sat in a lesehan way).

"What are you looking for?" I asked him.

He remained silent, searching for something I wasn't aware of. I kept enjoying my food.

All of a sudden, he stared at me, I could tell he was a lil bit shocked, and began pointing his finger at my head and screamed,

"There's a cockroach!!" (Yes, he screamed in English 🥲 the real implementation of "sticking to the rules")

That really freaked me out (I hate cockroach so much!!) and nearly threw the mug I was holding away, but at that specific moment I realized that if the mug broke, I would have to pay for it 🙃 so I spilt all of the leftover iced tea instead with a shaking hand 😌 And the cockroach? It flew away immediately after my sudden movements.

I was soooooo grateful that it didn't land on my food, or on my forehead, or even on my nose!! 😭

The aftermath: I got goosebumps for around 1–2 hours afterwards 🫠

Okay, we knew that actually cockroaches could be anywhere, but...

we don't want to eat there ANYMORE 🙂

May Allah make this beneficial especially to me and to others who read.. and happy learning! 🔥

[shiraishi-kanade]

💡

Sorry I took a while to answer that! Been a bit busy.

💡- What’s a idea you’ve enjoyed but never/couldn’t write?

So many! That's actually the reason I have so many unfinished WIPs: I try writing something, I hit the roadblock and realize I just can't do it.

Most prominently:

- Just about any idea involving Emu. I love her and she's a beautiful character but writing her is incredibly hard to me and I really struggle to get a good grasp of her inner thought process and speech, so I always worry about going out of character with her, and if there's one character I wouldn't be okay with doing that to, it's Emu. She's been through enough.

I'm always striving to improve though, so maybe one day!

- Anything long-form. I tend to write in short bursts of inspiration, so long fanfics are... Very hard to me. This is why some of my AUs, like Kamikou!Saki and my second unit shuffle are kind of on hold until I figure out how to do stuff consistently and plan ahead.

- Very specifically, "The Light Amidst a Snowstorm", is one unfinished work that keeps haunting me. My relationship with this and the entire series is complicated, but that's something I really want to get done - at the time writing that, however, I realised I wasn't really... Grasping what I wanted to convey, I think. I'm still unsure of it, but nothing I ever wrote for chapter 2 and 3 felt right, always lacking something... I do want to get back to it once I'm done with my current projects and feel confident enough to.

Thanks for the ask!

[allylikethecat]

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I love it when you post writer asks, they make me so happy!

Yay!!! Thank you so much for sending over this Fanfic Writer Ask Game ask!! We all know I *LOVE* ask games and getting to answer questions about fic?! A great day for Ally lol. If anyone else wants to make my day and send me some questions the list can be found HERE.

💡How many WIPs do you currently have?

Too many 💀 Officially, as in they are actively being posted I have five: It's Christmas (So This is Gonna Be a Nightmare) Make Way for Ducklings On a Friday You Know Where the City Is All the King's Horses Unofficially I also have the Vampire AU in the works and potentially a few other projects (both one shots and chaptered fics in my google drive 👀)

🤩 What led to your interest in the fandom?

Welllll back in the dark ages I saw a gif of Matty Healy from the Robbers video on Tumblr and was like oooo what's that, he's hot. Then I went down a rabbit hole, realized that was the same band that sang Chocolate, then found out about the Ashley/Halsey thing and was like omg it's the GUY, then the 2014 Taylor thing happened and I was like !!! then ILIWYS came out and was like this is such a vibe... forgot about them for a lil bit and was newly invigorated by A Brief Inquiry, the Notes came out and I was like this is vibey, but wasn't my favorite (I was wrong I'm sorry Notes I didn't appreciate you enough at the time of your release) then BFIAFL came out right when my life was falling apart and I was like Ah yes, the box band is back, time for them to be my entire personality again, nearly ten years later. This time in the obsession fanfiction actually existed and I went down a rabbit hole and now here we are... still just as obsessed even if my life is falling apart significantly less.

👑 Do you like writing short fics or long fics?

I want to say short, yet somehow, everything I write always ends up way longer than intended 😬

Thank you so much for sending these in!! Thank you for reading and your continued support! I hope you have a great start to your week!

❤️Ally

[everythingisblue-if]

Idea 💡

For the angst what if mc decided to leave but for so reason leaving went wrong and mc is stuck again.

Then Mc and Ro have the angst of MC choosing to leave 👀

So, first of all, this would suck for the RO. For the MC, their personality will be a factor in not telling the RO that they were trying to leave in the first place. But when leaving fails, they will have no where else to go except for their "temporary" home. The RO would be disappointed and angry, especially with Lane and Henery. This decision would just weigh heavy on them. And while they sympathize that MC wants to go home, they cannot help but feel mad about their love leaving them.

This will potentially break their relationship and there won't be any return from it. Now because their relationship is ruined, they will try to work harder on finding a way out, because nothing is worse than seeing your ex every day somewhere you don't want to be.

Maybe there's a way to escape, maybe there isn't. (There's definitely a way, but it'll be hard to do).

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Sorry for not answering asks for a little bit, I was too tired to contemplate specific answers for people. But I'm back now and still enjoying it!

[simons-temple-of-eros]

(For the ask game)

Composition/lightbulb/dialogue?

🎼composition: if you could write a song about your f/o, how would it sound? Genre? Lyrics? 💡lightbulb: which f/o do you feel the most creative with when making content/coming up with ideas for them? Why? 📝dialogue: which of your f/o’s speech patterns do you like the most/find the most fun to write for?

☾ Hm, genre wise it’d probably be something shoegazey sounding. Think Luminous Orange or pinkshinyultrablast. The lyrics would probably be soft but also with a melancholic undertone of longing for someone far away. (Probably akin to Twin Fantasy (Those Boys) by Car Seat Headrest. (sorry, this answer became ‘simon references music he likes’)

☾ Well, Stanford might be the only F/o I’ve made any content for in the last year or so. Sorry other F/os, I love you all but Fordsie happens to be my main sweetheart. Although that’s less feeling more creative with Ford and more that I’m just the sort of demon who tends to focus on one mate mostly with my affections.

☾ Well, the only F/os I’ve written for in the last year or so is Ford and Lilith a bit. For Ford I really like his way of explaining things, he has sort of an air of academia about the way he speak and usually it’d be annoying but with my owlet it’s more sweet and comforting than anything. It makes it all the more impactful when there’s a moment in writing when he relies less on professor talk and more on emotions or sweet/romantic talk. I also like having him use terms of endearment because Ford’s the type to use more fancyful type of terms like “starlight” and “love” and “dear/my dear”. Ahhh imagining him calling me his dear is making my heart flutter already. As for Lilith, I haven’t written her much but I do enjoy similar things to Ford. Generally Lilith’s speech is pretty serious/proper sounding but she definitely has a soft/sweet side that she’ll show through cute nicknames and the like!

tyty for the ask! many thanks! :D

[suguwu]

hello bee! for your ask game, can i get💡, 🏅, and ☀ please! also i hope you have a stress-free weekend! 🤗😚💞

lily my love i am sorry this is late that is my life story skdlfjsldfj

💡 What’s the weirdest thing you’ve been inspired by?

i am sure there was something weirder at some point but i can't think of it lmao - but anything, everything came from a dream i had about naoya sjdklfsjldfj

🏅 What is the fic you’re most proud of?

answered here!

☀️ Has anyone ever left you a comment that made your day? What did it say?

honestly any comments i receive make my day!! even a keysmash! i hoard them like a lil dragon! but particularly anything about characterization being on point or making someone fall in love with a character even more just...is a lil bit extra 🥰

[punkscowardschampions]

Jimmy & Janis

Jimmy: [Okay obviously after their respective shit dates and I’m starting it like this because remember after detention when he was like ‘can we just-’ and she was immediately like ‘yeah’ so I simply must soz]

Jimmy: We can’t just

Jimmy: it’s bollocks and doing my head in

Janis: What?

Jimmy: Whose shit 💡 were this?

Janis: Your date went that badly then

Jimmy: I’m not reaching for the ✂️ or tape ins but

Janis: Wouldn’t want to be tragic or anything

Jimmy: Were yours that good then?

Janis: You asking about something that’s none of your business now?

Janis: suppose the rulebook got thrown out the window as well as

Jimmy: what kind of answer’s that?

Janis: You want to commiserate?

Janis: Bit weird but

Jimmy: I want

Jimmy: just tell me what it were like, fucking hell

Janis: oh ‘cos you can just fucking ask that

Janis: you started it so you could bang some random

Janis: or ended it, depends how you look at it

Jimmy: Yeah, it’s up to me to ask it ‘cause I started it

Janis: I’m not telling you it was really shit to make you feel better about yours

Janis: we’re just gonna be mates though

Jimmy: alright

Janis: It’s not pissing alright

Janis: What do you want?

Jimmy: Why isn’t it?

Janis: Because you

Janis: and I

Janis: you ended it

Jimmy: if it’s not that you’re 💔 that lad only wants to be mates, I might be able to make it alright

Jimmy: between me and you

Janis: Charming you reckon he decided that instead of me, twat

Janis: You sure you don’t want to wait for another customer?

Jimmy: I said I’m fucked if you didn’t decide, meaning I reckon you did, dickhead

Jimmy: get yourself a pair of glasses for fuck’s sake

Janis: Ain’t what it sounded like but fine

Janis: I did

Janis: it wasn’t a good idea

Jimmy: I get why you went along with it, I’m usually 🥇

Janis: You’re as funny as I remember

Jimmy: tah very much, chuffed I don’t need to take you for a memory test an’ all

Janis: Go on then

Janis: how was yours, as you haven’t actually said

Jimmy: I have

Janis: Not to me

Janis: hope you didn’t put it in the group chat

Jimmy: it’s a bit full of updates on your nails and lashes, mate

Janis: I didn’t tell her to do that

Jimmy: What did you tell her?

Janis: I was at home

Janis: I dunno how you expected me to leave her on read

Jimmy: I weren’t 💭 about her

Janis: It was obvious, I didn’t tell her anything really

Janis: just about the date

Jimmy: I got that, even though the number of !!!! were a bit disorientating

Janis: I’m not gonna say sorry

Janis: I had to endure the makeover

Jimmy: still don’t wanna hear it, you’re alright

Jimmy: and the end result weren’t that bad any road

Janis: yeah

Jimmy: I’ll say it if you wanna though

Janis: just say something that’s not bollocks

Jimmy: bit rude you reckon an apology off me would be

Janis: try it then

Jimmy: I’m sorry I fucked up in January like every other dickhead

Janis: how’d you think I got a new job

Janis: everyone 🏊‍♀️/hopefully drowning

Jimmy: it were news to me, girl

Jimmy: but it’s a top #datenight idea, you bring the bricks, I’ll stick on every 🥼👕👖🧣🧤🧥🧦👗🩲🩳👙👚👞👟🥾🥿👠👡👢👑👒🎩🧢 out my floordrobe and you can leave us at the bottom til I turn Tiffany blue

Janis: Applied last summer, there’s a list

Janis: and you think you get to go from 😁 to 💀 just like that?

Jimmy: What makes you think I’m 😁?

Janis: your fake date with your customer

Janis: obviously you kept up the 😁

Jimmy: don’t have the stamina, me 👴💔

Jimmy: she might be 😁 now I’ve pissed off home

Janis: awkward she thought you were that cheerful

Jimmy: weird that’s her type, more like

Janis: you clearly didn’t think so at the time

Jimmy: I weren’t 💭 about her either

Janis: then what

Jimmy: you know what

Janis: I know things got heavy, and you were pissed off with me, yeah

Jimmy: rule 1 were meant to be this makes things less shit and when it weren’t doing, sort it, you said

Jimmy: she asked me out at the right time for me to have a go at that, nowt else

Janis: I get it

Janis: it makes sense

Janis: it still felt shitty to have no warning

Jimmy: Yeah, I know

Janis: not to mention fucking awkward at school

Jimmy: I weren’t gonna bother with school but I just

Janis: you expected me to run away, yeah

Janis: hence I couldn’t

Jimmy: you didn’t have to come to English and crack onto that lad

Janis: sorry they wouldn’t let you go gay

Jimmy: me an’ all, our Ros ain’t heard she’s meant to be frigid

Janis: another Lucas miscast, she’s a right slag

Jimmy: massive

Janis: could hear it from where I was sat

Janis: grim, tbh

Jimmy: OI, don’t remind me

Janis: you could sue

Janis: her, Lucas, the school in general

Jimmy: Mia’s daddy is well busy putting the case together against her ex

Janis: hairdresser’s the real perp

Jimmy: nah, he’s dead into it 👧’s the cut every white lass gets when they’re too young to tell their mums to piss off

Janis: you’re making me feel 🤢 than the kiss did

Jimmy: soz Jules

Janis: if you mean it

Janis: what’s that mean

Jimmy: What do you want it to mean?

Janis: No, what did you mean by make it alright between us

Jimmy: it was alright before you left, weren’t it?

Janis: yeah

Janis: I thought so

Jimmy: we could go back to being mates how we were, if you fancy it

Janis: You aren’t going to change your mind

Janis: without warning, anyway

Jimmy: don’t sound like me, that

Janis: I know I did it first

Jimmy: I know it weren’t about me, not that much of a bighead

Janis: It would’ve freaked me out too, if you just stopped replying like that

Jimmy: there’s worse crimes 1. Asia going ginger to try and one up me at unfortunate fucker bingo

Janis: well yeah they’re in a cult and she demands a sacrifice

Janis: I’m not gonna fuck up your hair for my amusement

Jimmy: SO awks when one can’t get her head round the rules and dyes her hair with the KoolAid instead of drinking it

Jimmy: ‘course not, just THAT fit, me

Jimmy: you could get a bowl out and we’d still have #goals content

Janis: Don’t even start me

Janis: there’s having the balls to defy the overlord and then there’s looking like a fruit salad

Janis: it is the only reason to keep you about, yeah

Jimmy: rude AF when miss bollocked her for it before Liz could even get her involved in new 5 a day posters for the lunch room

Janis: why don’t you go out with Liz next

Jimmy: 🤞 Tam’s at least got the tiktok reach to score us a new vending machine then me and Liz can share a 🍫 REALLY get it RIGHT this time 😋😍🥰

Janis: dream big

Jimmy: 🥇 or nowt baby

Janis: no one has ever accused Liz’ cooking of being 🥇

Jimmy: would do up north

Janis: can take her back

Jimmy: far as telling me to piss off goes 🥉

Janis: that’s the main goal, ain’t it

Jimmy: Yours is keeping the 🤝 going and playing nice, I get it

Janis: it’s easier than the alternatives, yeah

Jimmy: not soz he weren’t easy enough for you

Janis: it’s not just him

Jimmy: Oi, stop being #relatable when I’m trying to find out about your date

Janis: You aren’t swooping in there to date him after me

Jimmy: not til I’ve worked out if he’s my secret half brother 🤏 risky

Janis: He doesn’t look THAT much like you

Jimmy: piss off, your eyesight and some candles, he could be me if he don’t say owt to break up the fantasy

Janis: his head is half the size, for starters

Jimmy: go on, there’s 1.

Jimmy: what’s 2.

Janis: and he has blue eyes not brown so shut up

Jimmy: you 🚬 with him?

Janis: that’s what you wanna know?

Jimmy: it’d ✔️ or ❌ us being related

Janis: thought you were gonna say it’d ✔️ or ❌ us being mates

Jimmy: might do if we weren’t mates again but now you’ve got me back to nick off

Jimmy: you gonna tell me then or what?

Janis: I meant me and you being mates ‘cos you’d be 💔 obvs

Janis: but I didn’t anyway so we’re alright either way

Jimmy: can get your own now you’ve got more jobs than me

Janis: why would I do that

Janis: you’re the one with the habit

Jimmy: so I can nick them, obvs

Janis: 😏 nice try

Jimmy: don’t count as a proper try unless I’m outside the shop 🥺

Janis: you’ll get banned, behaving like that

Jimmy: what kind of dickhead

Jimmy: never getting caught, tah very much

Janis: 👻 perks

Janis: so should I be offended your date didn’t look nothing like me or what then

Jimmy: Be fair, she’d have a job when your twin don’t

Janis: I’m not getting a shit haircut

Jimmy: good ‘cause I won’t fake like it

Janis: it was weirder not faking it

Janis: didn’t you think

Jimmy: meant to be easier not harder

Janis: right

Jimmy: could be she were just a MASSIVE letdown and nowt to do with me though, there’s always that

Janis: bit rude but I don’t give a shit about her feelings so

Janis: could be

Jimmy: I didn’t want her to look owt like you, even if any lass could do

Janis: can’t say I recommend

Janis: a headfuck, if anything

Janis: not useful

Jimmy: a 🥈 you weren’t the point

Janis: for you, I know

Jimmy: not that there were any bloody point but

Janis: 🏅 you tried?

Jimmy: ❌👏🌹

Janis: Can’t we just

Janis: go back to before new year and go from there

Jimmy: Yeah

Janis: yeah like you mean it or yeah like shut up

Jimmy: yeah we can but

Janis: go on

Jimmy: you were gonna say something when the clock struck on new year’s

Jimmy: what time’s it now?

Janis: What if it’s an anticlimax now

Jimmy: What if it’s not

Janis: We can take that risk

Janis: it’s not gonna set us back any more than new year did so

Jimmy: so?

Janis: So I could make you wait ‘til midnight now, ‘cos it isn’t quite

Janis: but maybe I like when you’re impatient

Jimmy: but do you like it enough it’s going on your list?

Janis: ‘course I do

Janis: there’s no faking it, so I can tell

Jimmy: there’s no faking loads that wouldn’t make it 📝 though

Janis: oi, it’s my list and I like when you want me

Jimmy: alright, makes me feel 🤏 better at getting the 🎻🎻 Leo treatment far as oscars go

Janis: You don’t think that’s what I was going to say before?

Jimmy: it don’t matter what I 💭 it’s your list

Janis: Why don’t you like it though?

Jimmy: I never said that, if owt’s 💔 it’s that making up the CG’s tip shortfall ain’t gonna be as piss easy as 🎲🎰 all these tells you reckon I’ve got

Janis: They see 😁

Janis: I’d be 💔/😤 if they all knew that about you as well

Jimmy: if they don’t think I want you I ain’t gonna have time to get a 2nd job

Janis: We didn’t miss that many days

Janis: only the really invested ones noticed anything

Jimmy: The ones in your tagged photos, you mean

Janis: I couldn’t exactly say DON’T TAG ME

Janis: easiest way to look and feel like a MASSIVE slag

Janis: and anyone that invested will be 😁 we’re back on track, yeah

Jimmy: if that’s his deal breaker and not the MASSIVE bruises I’ve covered you in, I get why you don’t wanna 🗨️ to the lad

Janis: I didn’t show him any of that

Janis: intentionally, the uniform is slag central, so yeah probably, cheers for that

Jimmy: @Gracie for not coming through with her concealer again

Janis: Deffo hire girls who put a full face of slap on to potentially be in and out the pool all day

Janis: She wouldn’t step foot with that humidity

Jimmy: there’s nowt wrong with your face or nowt #goals about me if I’d had your 👃 off or some bollocks, don’t even take German and there’s fuck all to see in my search history DON’T CHECK!!

Janis: That’s gutting ‘cos #ultimatekinkunlocked 😕

Jimmy: no more gutting than me catching you in SUCH a lie 😭😭😭😭

Janis: Nah, you caught me, it’s the other twin who’ll pull an MJ and have it off 😶 but with massive fucking lips ‘cos that’s an alright black feature now

Jimmy: I’ll crack on with the ugly duckling rewrite making sure a pond full of bleach is included, sir’ll be chuffed to bits

Janis: Detention really worked, you’re unleashing your full potential now

Janis: 🤞 he don’t wanna cast it because he’s not subtle

Jimmy: *🤞 he wants to make it into a proper school play

Janis: Are there any other characters but cunty ducks, like

Jimmy: fit 🦢🦢🦢?

Jimmy: perfect casting for you, that

Janis: As long as I get a chance for 👏🙌🌹 obvs

Jimmy: me in charge of ✍️ I’ll do the stage directions massive, be alright

Jimmy: BRING 🌹 TO CHUCK AT MY DIVA MISSUS OR PISS OFF

Janis: We all remember when she ruined my big moment, can’t let her have this so

Janis: thanks babe 😘

Jimmy: do owt for you long as it ain’t hot gluing feathers to a tutu and leotard, obvs

Janis: if the dramatic ballets are fuck all to go by, they’ll just start sprouting out my skin so don’t worry

Jimmy: 😱😱 can’t wait to find out if that unlocks a new kink for me!!!!

Janis: exciting times for all 😏

Jimmy: I don’t not like it, you know

Janis: Ballet induced psychosis?

Janis: I can try, like

Jimmy: for 1. but 2. that you can work out what’s fake and what’s not

Janis: I weren’t taking the piss, like saying you’re dead keen

Janis: I like it because it matches how I feel, which is never a thing

Jimmy: it ain’t normally a thing that people can do, or have bothered to, either or

Janis: Usually I feel fuck all, then I would be calling you too keen and it wouldn’t be on the list

Janis: but I want it and I feel it as much

Jimmy: that what happened earlier, on your date?

Janis: I thought it wouldn’t this time but yeah

Janis: basically

Jimmy: how hard did you have a go?

Janis: Not embarrassing at all

Jimmy: it don’t need to be

Janis: Ideally, my new coworkers wouldn’t think I was a massive slag so

Janis: good thing all round that I couldn’t

Jimmy: 🤞 they’d have some top #bants if they did do, unlike mine

Janis: Tell me about yours so it ain’t embarrassing then

Jimmy: Nowt to tell, I had fuck all to 🗨️ and she filled my 🔇 with shit I didn’t wanna hear

Jimmy: it were like school, in lessons other than Lucas’ or his before we started to proper do his head in together

Janis: If I’m trying to be a better friend do I have to pretend I’m gutted for you?

Jimmy: might have to if I were gutted for me

Janis: don’t be then, tah

Jimmy: I dunno how to explain what it were like

Jimmy: and closest I’ve got is, that I were just 👻 floating above it, sounds like a pisstake

Jimmy: our 🥇 school therapist probably has better words she’d be dead keen to use

Janis: but I get it

Janis: what you mean and that feeling

Janis: I am sorry that it felt like that

Janis: even if I’m not devastated it weren’t a 🥇 date

Jimmy: I’ll live

Jimmy: I do, with that sort of bollocks

Janis: still

Janis: we didn’t have to bother, so I am

Jimmy: we might’ve done, if you’d felt something for my half brother

Janis: Not going to thank you for the opportunity, if that’s what you reckon

Janis: it was for you, that’s not being a dick, that’s just how it was

Jimmy: I reckon it sounds fake that I’m the only dickhead, all I’m saying

Janis: You had to do it ‘cos I was first, I’ve said that

Jimmy: I mean me being the only dickhead you want

Janis: don’t have to be heavy

Janis: maybe I just can’t be bothered

Jimmy: You have got 2 jobs, knackering that

Janis: That was what it was all about for me anyway, remember

Jimmy: Yeah, I get it, it’s the same for me an’ all

Janis: This is easier, right

Jimmy: nowt’s changed that much in a day, like

Janis: I made it hard, but we can go back

Jimmy: we’ve both got shit, we knew going in it’d be bollocks to reckon it’d never be hard

Jimmy: neither of us are as thick as I look

Jimmy: it’s alright

Janis: I’m just saying, don’t need to worry you’re some special kind of dickhead, ‘cos you ain’t 😘

Janis: This just works

Jimmy: Don’t sound like me, that

Jimmy: not the kind of dickhead who’s pissing about fixing what ain’t broke either, bit busy for it tbh

Janis: 👍

Jimmy: 👍

Janis: I just didn’t fancy him as much, no big

Jimmy: Steady on or Bill’s 👻’ll be in, you know what he’s like with a protest

Janis: Yeah, I ain’t missed him, twat

Jimmy: I get it, no dickhead’s handing out 🏆 for blue eyes

Jimmy: not after that one bloke did do and it got dead awks

Janis: You mean Ian’s idol?

Janis: not the reinvention I plan post fake breakup, oddly enough 😏

Jimmy: fuck’s sake, missed a trick not getting us all matching contacts and box dye for his 🎄🎁!

Jimmy: our kid’d look right spooky being mute an’ all

Janis: Have we worked out why he’s so 😤😠😡🤬 #nothisaryanchildren

Janis: 👶🌽 is a look

Jimmy: pissed on his own big dreams there not ordering a Russian missus off the internet

Jimmy: Debbie were serving hostage chic in that her eyes were haunted, but blue, nah

Janis: Rookie error

Janis: right weave and I’m whiter than you lot

Jimmy: @ him, he’ll be chuffed to book you in for a blow out

Janis: 🥰

Jimmy: I’ll show myself out

Janis: 🥺

Jimmy: UGH fine, I’ll be hanging about outside the salon

Janis: you like my hair

Jimmy: Am I gonna be the kind of mate who tells you the new weave’s honestly shit or pretends it really suits you?

Janis: don’t lie to me fake or otherwise, I don’t give a fuck

Janis: if I end up 👧 you better say something

Jimmy: Oi, I’d do something before you ended up 👧 Janet

Jimmy: come on, can’t punish you THAT hard for leaving

Janis: ‘less you want #2s spot

Jimmy: I’d have to start a diary to record my 💔💔💔 about the state of your hair, but I’d also have to build a pillow wall an’ all instead of trying to break it down so

Janis: COULD take one for the team and just do it so she has a heart attack

Janis: but it’s a 🤏 of a big ask

Jimmy: I’d do it before I let you

Janis: that’s the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me

Jimmy: *selfishest? That a word or what?

Jimmy: you said it, your hair’d be top of my list if you didn’t already know how much I like it

Janis: You could add it

Janis: or I could be selfisher and ask for another one

Jimmy: go on then

Janis: what else do you like about me

Jimmy: I like that you notice things, if I’m 👻 floating or not, if I’m being a dickhead or not, and you don’t just let it happen how every other twat does, you stop me

Janis: I 👀 you sounds a bit twatty but

Janis: dunno how else to say it

Jimmy: bit rude if you are a 🧠📖 and you’re using it to check if I fancy a brew instead of when 💀👑 started fancying her dad but

Jimmy: I get it 🤏 of a massive ask being the one who makes me feel like I’m really here

Janis: I don’t need to be for either of those 1. You always do 2. She always has

Janis: nah

Janis: not when I’m so naturally great at it, obvs

Janis: 💪💪

Jimmy: alright, bighead

Janis: If you’re not freaked out, I ain’t

Jimmy: What if I am?

Jimmy: a bit

Janis: s’alright

Janis: it doesn’t mean you have to date randoms who accost you on shift to avoid me

Jimmy: yeah, alright, pisstake deserved

Janis: it is alright though, actually and properly

Jimmy: is it?

Janis: I’m freaked out but I still know I wanna be mates over what we just did, so yeah

Jimmy: okay

Janis: is it?

Jimmy: Why would I tell you it were if it weren’t? Don’t lie you said

Janis: just checking

Janis: and do you want to go back to how everything was

Janis: or some things different

Jimmy: what different?

Janis: I don’t know

Janis: be anything

Jimmy: what do you want it to be, it were you suggesting it

Janis: I was asking

Jimmy: I heard, and now I’m asking ‘cause it sounds like you want things to change somehow

Janis: ugh, you know what I’m asking

Janis: don’t make me 💬 it

Jimmy: don’t mean I know your answer

Janis: I want it to go back to how it was fully

Jimmy: so why are you asking me questions we agreed the answer to ages ago like I’ve already changed my mind?

Janis: Probably so we don’t make a mess of it again

Jimmy: it just makes it seem like you don’t reckon we can

Janis: that ain’t what I think

Jimmy: shut up doubting me then, tah

Janis: 🙄

Jimmy: you can leave that out an’ all, any time you like

Janis: 😏

Jimmy: Top tier mate #bants, babe ✔️

Janis: gimme a break, it’s been AGES

Janis: out of practice

Jimmy: what kind of mate would I be if I let you piss about with 🥉 banter?

Jimmy: what kind of #lad?! more importantly

Janis: #oneoftheboys

Jimmy: You at your nans or what?

Janis: you want a kickabout, like

Jimmy: be AGES before I can give you a 🚬 break else

Janis: your 🍀 day

Jimmy: *yours if I’m putting my 🧣🧤🧥 back on

Janis: a strong look, for sure

Janis: but at least act as mutually #blessed to see me or it’s rude

Jimmy: not seen you yet except through some other dickhead’s 📷

Janis: [selfie like 👋]

Janis: least you don’t need me to tell you it weren’t as good a shot

Jimmy: but

Janis: if you want, I’ll hack you, ask that girl out again, make her take a picture of you then deck her for it

Jimmy: or just tell me it weren’t as good, ‘cause I might want you to

Janis: I mean, that’s definitely easier, bit less inventive but

Janis: it’s clearly not as good

Janis: and I only really like having my photo taken by you

Jimmy: you can still give her a smack if you want, no need to do the rest of it first

Janis: Probably shouldn’t

Jimmy: ?

Janis: aside from being 😇 as a default, tah

Janis: bit much just because she happens to be a shit date

Jimmy: I’d 🥊 him if he didn’t look SO much like me, be too confusing, that

Janis: people usually ask if you’d fuck your clone, not fight it

Jimmy: ‘course I would but in his case the blue eyed stare would put me off and if there’s no eye contact I don’t want it

Janis: 😳

Janis: I

Jimmy: What?

Janis: you know what

Jimmy: 🗨️ it

Janis: I really want that kind of eye contact with you again now

Janis: Because now I can’t stop thinking about that and

Jimmy: You're gonna have to let us in your window then, it's fucking freezing and Bill is gonna be fuming if we switch classics on him

Janis: You’re here?

Janis: [going to this window so buzzing like]

Jimmy: [just here like 👀 because we don’t know if she’s coming out to smoke or if we’re coming in]

Janis: [waving like a nerd before opening the window ‘cos it’s probably best if you go down first tbh]

Jimmy: [do not remotely need to help her down because her ankle is fine now but we still are obvs]

Janis: [like you’ve been injured since then babe we all remember, a look saying as much but we’re not saying it ‘cos not trying to start drama immediately tah ‘hey’ but with so much feeling behind that]

Jimmy: [pretending we don’t see/understand that look because likewise as we give her an equally feelsy ‘hey’ back]

Janis: [so much to say, which we simply won’t so we’re just looking at you for ages like -]

Jimmy: [EYE CONTACT for years lol, and if she’s wearing her necklace we’re not even gonna break it to play with that and if she isn’t we’re gonna be looking where it should be like !!]

Janis: [oh, I feel like you should’ve taken it off when you knew you were gonna see him aka school but you sneakily put it back on at home ‘cos that’s so sad but real so you should have it on rn]

Jimmy: [ouch that actually broke my heart excuse you boo, but I totally feel like he would have noticed she wasn’t wearing it earlier because 100% that bitch so it’s even more intense eye contact as we’re playing with it now]

Janis: [😳 first ‘cos we’ve outed ourselves and then ‘cos his reaction]

Jimmy: [it’s fine gal because show her you still have this lighter she gave you boy like look I’ve not chucked or lost it]

Janis: [‘old habits’ like lowkey implying you’ve just kept it ‘cos you smoke but the tone says the opposite]

Jimmy: [ofc we’re gonna use it to light her up and then ourselves like I’ve not forgotten how this goes, oh the casual intimacy and hotness is nbd rn honestly]

Janis: [lord knows you need the distraction to not just jump him right now so take it]

Jimmy: [you too sir, you know he’s still holding onto that lighter and tracing the engraving how he do as a further distraction because we need them all]

Janis: [at least watching his hands is an excuse to break eye contact but no less distracting ‘I-’ but no bitch shh]

Jimmy: [obvs looking up at her again when she talks though because there will be no reprieve in this house ‘you-’ like is this a question or a statement or what boy like]

Janis: [a lil smile like why are we like this honestly and sigh but not like UGH ‘I don’t know’ true]

Jimmy: [an affectionate head shake like yeah why are we like this and our own smile because shit like that is contagious is our excuse here if anyone asks ‘do you not?’ like not in a dickhead way in a playful way like oh you seemed v sure what you wanted not v long ago]

Janis: [just the most ‘go on then’ LOOK of all time]

Jimmy: [using the necklace, gently please don’t break it thank you, to pull her in for a kiss but stopping himself before because we’re just so !!!! not in the drama way he did during the detention moment though we’re still there and not moving away we’re just stretching it out to a torturous level]

Janis: [there’s no way to describe her face but 🥺]

Jimmy: [‘such a headfuck’ said @ this situation in the quietest voice of all time but with so many feels and they’re so close still that she can’t not hear it regardless, literally picture his forehead resting against hers rn as we’re saying this like]

Janis: [‘sorry’ but we’re literally breathless from the way you pulled us into you right there so it only adds to the torture]

Jimmy: [’if we do this-’ obvs not finishing that sentence cos you can’t and won’t say you can NEVER leave me again or I’ll simply die but we still have not moved away very far at all and we’re just staring at her lips so INTENSELY because we clearly want to even though we’re also terrified it’s the worst idea ever]

Janis: [nods because we love agreeing to things when we don’t even know what was going to be said]

Jimmy: [not breathing over here because we’re in a state about what will happen if we cross this line but equally he’s in one about what will happen if they don’t/ can’t ‘I-’ because our turn to just do that]

Janis: [‘I shouldn’t have done that to you’ because whether we should’ve left or how much we knew isn’t the issue and we didn’t want to do that to you boy and wish we hadn’t]

Jimmy: [‘but you did’ because we HAVE to remind ourselves because god forbid we let ourselves have anything when we can just suffer]

Janis: [‘yeah’ and moving back ourselves ‘but I’m here now’ different kind of frustration that we can’t help]

Jimmy: [‘yeah’ we wanna believe it so badly and hold onto the hope that she is actually not gonna do this again but it’s just not that easy alas]

Janis: [I hope you have some cigarette left but probably not]

Jimmy: [well this is AWKWARD thanks Jimothy’s trauma]

Janis: [absolutely trying not to be a dick ‘cos we know at least on some level but we are just stood here in this moment like but what now though]

Jimmy: [‘I don’t know’ to the question she did not ask]

Janis: [shakes head sadly but smiles half-heartedly at him ‘you don’t need to decide right now’ because he doesn’t, compose yourself, turning towards the ladder and then back ‘do you want to come up or?’]

Jimmy: [100000% taking a step when she was gonna go in a VERY much DON’T way that we can’t help or stop ourselves from doing EVER, then looking at the ladder and back at her like is that a good idea or a bad idea because the self doubt and uncertainty is off the scale bitches]

Janis: [‘I think you want to’ because we saw that and we’re saying that so genuinely without any hint of condescension]

Jimmy: [‘do you want me to?’ with such an unspoken still, like as if she’s gonna be like no fuck off if you won’t seduce me immediately]

Janis: [‘Yes, Jimmy’ because we’re just trying to make this as clear as possible without acting like we’re talking to a child ‘You don’t have to do anything you don’t want, we don’t, you can just come in’ like it doesn’t mean anything else needs to happen, ignore me if you want vibes]

Jimmy: [a nod like okay because she’s not wrong he clearly does want to]

Janis: [reaching out a hand as you get on the first rung of the ladder like okay]

Jimmy: [go in lads it blatantly is freezing he wasn’t joking when he said that]

Janis: [I like to think as well as the bed there’s a chair moment by a radiator so she’s like take your pick with a gesture as she takes off whatever coat she threw on to come out there]

Jimmy: [obvs curl up in that chair, coat still on and everything, like the sad child you still very much are and just take a second please]

Janis: [The way we are busying ourselves like we were doing anything in here but moping before this, like you ain’t got no nighttime routine babe but we’re trying to give him time and space so ‘tea?’ ‘cos we know the answer is yes but also don’t want to just go to the kitchen without telling him where we’re going]

Jimmy: [an expression that’s a slightly sadder smaller version of 😏 at her because we know she knows the answer is always yes]

Janis: [do it back and go make that tea miss maam]

Jimmy: [please do take her hand and give it a little swing how you do when she walks past]

Janis: [I’d like to point out just for ourselves that anything you saying is in hushed tones ‘cos it’s late and we’re not trying to wake Libi or mcvickers; anyway being like ‘biscuit?’ as if he was stopping you to put in a request lol]

Jimmy: [lowkey too late for tea when you two do not sleep well as is but we’re not letting that stop us lads, doing a more legit version of 😏 cos amused but we’re not gonna lol and wake anyone]

Janis: [tutting like so demanding but very obviously kidding thus pushing him away by his face like oh you]

Jimmy: [take your coat off so she knows you’re staying and not running away while she’s doing this tea tbh]

Janis: [appreciate it boy]

Janis: how many sugars was it again 🤔🤔🤔

Jimmy: Depends how many 🦷 you fancy seeing me lose

Janis: You’ve only got, what, 4? #northern

Janis: try and keep ‘em, champ

Jimmy: 1’s gold instead of black though so #thriving

Janis: know who to hit up when I need to clear my debts

Jimmy: pass you the 🔨

Janis: pleased to see me, I remember

Jimmy: Pinterest pissed on my plan to diy you that necklace, soz

Janis: what’s the bloke equivalent

Janis: SAHMs not coming through with the metalwork

Jimmy: your new best mate/recent ex had a lovely chain on, you’ll have to ask him where he had it from

Janis: 😑 tah for not saying I should nick it

Janis: LITERALLY just got this gig, mate

Jimmy: we’re all 💔 he didn’t give it you as a token of his 💘 mate

Jimmy: 😑 is right

Janis: reckon it’d put him right off asking for it

Janis: that’s your stalker side shining through

Jimmy: Might nip over to your nan’s window for a bit now you mention it, good shout 👍

Janis: you’re literally in the house

Janis: dedicated to the bit to a fault

Jimmy: 🥇

Janis: you can take the blame for waking her up with your long lens then, dickhead

Jimmy: you heard 🥇 not piss poor, Joan

Janis: you gonna have your tea first or nah then 😏

Jimmy: you gonna keep asking questions you know the answer to?

Janis: idk what you 💘 more

Janis: [but come up with that tea ‘cos you do]

Jimmy: [walk over and take it from her as soon as you see her because 1. You’re not used to anyone bringing you anything 2. You are a polite boy 3. You wanna have a moment when you take the mug from her via giving her hand a little thank you/love you/missed you squeeze]

Janis: [always returning the gesture even if we act like we’re gonna have a tea calamity and spill it everywhere, get yourself situated at the end of this bed gal and sip ‘can’t believe you had to kiss that girl with no lines’ ‘cos just thinking what a weirdo Mr Lucas truly is for that lmao]

Jimmy: [‘never have done a lass with braces before’ joking that there’s no dentistry in the north but lowkey where is the lie, we don’t even have it in the midlands hun and he’s pulling a face ‘sir’ll have put it in the script Benny’s got his tongue pierced or some bollocks’ like he’s hoping they’ll get stuck together forever haha]

Janis: [making such a face like 😬 EW ‘cos I doubt Harry has braces rn lmao, so likewise we have no idea but we’re not about it for you babe ‘he’d love to come at you with a needle’ the vendetta is so real and professional boundaries, he does not have them]

Jimmy: [‘long as you come at her with the pliers an’ all’ like save me gal]

Janis: [‘happy to’ so nonchalantly as we drink this tea ‘cos you’re on the shit list babe sorry x]

Jimmy: [raise your mug in a cheers in her direction because you are equally willing to fuck up her Romeo and we all know it]

Janis: [do it back nerds, lowkey both those people probably were too but we’re still unamused to have to sit and watch that tah]

Jimmy: [‘you’d have to do more with Ian before getting the step mum perks needed to write me a note’ and the 💔 mime that we’re literally putting our tea down for because we’re genuinely thinking of ways to put an end to this english lesson bs that aren’t that but gotta take the piss ultimately cos there’s not really anything you can do]

Janis: [likewise pretending we’re about that even if it makes us cringe ourselves to death immediately ‘cos can’t and shaking our head like no no then shrugging ‘could get moved down a set’ like I can’t remember them doing that mid-year but if you made a fuss like I’M STRUGGLING they could, feasibly]

Jimmy: [‘how, there’s fuck all exams to fail?’ because it’s believable to me he’d think that was the only way if that’s what his old school was like aka not caring at all]

Janis: [‘if we complain enough, like we’re Asia levels of thick and it’s gonna give us an aneurism to listen any longer’ a shrug again like it might not work, ‘cos they’d be like ugh paperwork and all the classes are deffo at capacity but ‘still be better to piss him off with it’]

Jimmy: [‘am basically illiterate’ because that long running joke forever and his own shrug ‘alright’]

Janis: [lil 😏 like okay ‘admit you’d miss him then’]

Jimmy: [‘detention won’t let us’]

Janis: [🙄 like too true]

Jimmy: [‘be my go to get us out of it next, you’re alright’ and sipping tea like 🤔]

Janis: [‘good luck’ as we sip ours ‘cos lowkey still pleased with ourselves for that but grinning too so he knows we ain’t saying he’s gotta commit criminal damage too really]

Jimmy: [‘I could just-’ pause while he pulls up however many layers he’s wearing to flash his nips at her ‘did the job for that lass in that rom com’ cos she literally does that in 10 things I hate about you to get Heath Ledger out of detention so]

Janis: [do an attractive snort suppressing that laugh then kick out at where he’s sat like oi, we’re meant to be being quiet but we aren’t mad ‘you’ve got bigger tits than her’ like should work and ‘cos always calling him fat despite the evidence lol]

Jimmy: [mime the 🤐 for yourself then throw something at her that’s within reach like you shhh too, probably a cushion from this chair and hope it doesn’t crash into something and be loud because not what we’re trying to do here]

Janis: [we’ll be nice and not let that happen, we’ve got time to anger mcvickers later, sad times; but for now, catching that like #athlete and do 🤫 at him, as you dramatically fling this pillow back to it’s place, ‘cos always lowkey saucy but not too hard]

Jimmy: [put your hands up like okay I surrender and drink a bit more tea but then gesture for her come here because you’ve thought of something you wanna do in that moment]

Janis: [? but come over still like what but more amused and intrigued than annoyed or anything]

Jimmy: [for obvious reasons he hasn’t done her a doodle today so my idea is gonna make her sit by his feet cos sitting on his lap is too dangerous rn and we all know it and doodle something on her back with his fingertip, which I like above all because we’re not just doing it for the ‘gram clearly and she might not even be able to tell what it is, we just want to because we said we would every day, even though it’s probably technically late enough now it’s the next day but still]

Janis: [love that for you, and I doubt you can follow it all but you’ll get what he’s doing and it’ll just feel nice so we’re allowing it obvs]

Jimmy: [taking ages cos we’re doing a full picture even though she doesn’t even know what you’re drawing boy]

Janis: [when you’ve got a vision]

Jimmy: [god knows what feelsy thing we are doing here because have a LOT of feelings rn]

Janis: [honestly, you can go wild, it’s a nice freedom, also intimacy that doesn’t require talking or feeling like you’ve ‘crossed the line’]

Jimmy: [my thoughts exactly]

Janis: [hence a happy sigh but a v quiet one so you don’t have to hear]

Jimmy: [even if he do hear we’re letting it be because it’s been a wild day and evening hens]

Janis: [extra vigilant of not trying to force you in a certain type of way rn so we aren’t trying to be like that]

Jimmy: [meanwhile he’s vigilant in his own way of not touching her hair or trying to touch her too much at all accept with his literal fingertip doing this art because we don’t wanna get ourselves into the same situation as earlier thinking we’re gonna do something but then not being able to]

Janis: [God bless you boy, it’ll be okay soon]

Jimmy: [he’s not an idiot he knows damn well how that must’ve felt for her and we obvs feel bad about it even though he didn’t technically do anything wrong by being like actually no, I’m trying to think if there’s anything else cute they could do, ooh maybe we could bring back when they played hangman even if we don’t wanna fully play it this time and just say they do, like when he finishes the pic they can use each other’s arm or wherever as paper for it lol]

Janis: [I liked that so I vote yes, you can do lots of those type of games rn though like noughts and crosses too etc so it’s just a vibe]

Jimmy: [me too and yes, why not all the games, it’s cute and chill and you really haven’t had any time to just spend together like this because there’s always something going on because festive period and when you were snowed in which is the closest to this energy you had the bubs]

Janis: [no offence kids but don’t need your cockblock rn, we’re just children ourselves lol, we are having a nice time]

Jimmy: [I think we should say y’all are having such a nice time that it’s casually been hours and like maybe he has to go open up the CG and do all the bullshit before, before school if we’re saying school is a thing today or if it’s a weekend day just let you go do that idk I’ve lost track, it might make sense if it’s friday? If we wanna do the sleepover like tonight maybe and then say China’s bday is a Saturday or Sunday?]

Janis: [that all makes logical sense to me so we will say that’s a thing, lowkey pouting like ‘you didn’t get any sleep!’ as if you did]

Jimmy: [I can imagine Mia just like dropping that in the groupchat today as if it’s been planned for ages oops did you not know babes, fully expecting that Janis won’t come because it’s short notice and she has a new job but surprise bitch, but anyway, Jimothy nodding at his empty mug like but I’ve had tea so it’s fine nbd]

Janis: [a noise like yeah right to that ‘see if Helena does crack’ but to that absolutely we all know that’s the kind of thing you’re pulling, if Janis actually thought she was your friend, rude but we don’t so we move]

Jimmy: [a noise with a shrug like I’m literally going to a coffee shop what’s that if not acceptable crack because true]

Janis: [I was literally about to say ‘don’t kiss me with that coffee mouth’ so pretend she did but got less far into that thought/sentence lol and just cover like ‘wanna beat Lucas at teacher breath’ like I get it]

Jimmy: [when your expression is lowkey disgust because you hate coffee but it looks like you’re doing it to kissing her #awks ‘Ms Burke’s, more like’ because she’s the pisshead one and we’d rather steal Ian’s stash again this AM than down a latte]

Janis: [looking at an imaginary watch like you might have time if you hurry, babe]

Jimmy: [pretend like you’re gonna hurry off like bye then but obvs immediately come back and hug her and say bye properly cos we are gonna go shower and get changed etc]

Janis: [enjoy that lads, you deserve a chill bye after this day and before whatever comes next]

Jimmy: [do we wanna do any more shizz now/at school before the sleepover announcement or skip straight to finding out about that?]

Janis: [Hmm, maybe we skip to when the group chat drop, I think that’s good]

Jimmy: [I’m down]

[versadies]

I am so god darn ashamed like imagine being part of the adventure team while literlly only sending in o n e ask

Im so sorry Miss Dan i'll try to be more active its the first time in weeks i touched your blog because all i ever do is scroll down the x gender neutral reader tag because of a fair share of authors not putting the gender of the reader then all of a sudden theres female pronouns and i have watermelons

So now thats out of the way How r u doing?Have you been drinking enough water? I hope you are taking care of urself properly.

Ive read some ask for a bit and yes Diluc is cannonly banned from snezhanya after comiting fatui manslaughter and a lot of people have been very confused about Dottores sudden glow up,Thats no glow up thats just his younger self.Childe stated in his voicelines that Dottore created a bunch of clones of his younger selfs at different points of time.We can assume that the Dottore that showed up at Signoras funeral is The real present Dottore.

Anyways again i really am sorry for my inactiveness im pretty sure you forgot about my existance but in very proud to be part of your adventure team.

-💡

AAA DW 💡ANON <3333 its not rlly a requirement to send a lot of asks to me since i understand that not everyone has the luxury of time :DDDD

ive been doing well ty ! classes recently ended so now i have a lot of time to work on this blog by next week or less 🥳🥳 and no worries, i def took a lot of care to myself + drank lots of water and i hope the same goes for u too <333

oh thank goodness that part was canon, i was sort of panicking when i couldnt find where it says its canon and thought i spread misinfo 👹👹👹 and yass youre def right about the dottore part, i saw the explanation about it on tiktok as soon as i finished answering some of the asks here before :DDDD tbh i prefer that dottore over whoever tf was in the genshin webtoon 🗿🗿🗿 /hj

again, no worries— im completely okay w it and i didnt forget you !! i was very excited when i saw ur emoji in the message <33