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momoee300 · 4 months ago
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I've noticed that there are people in the fandom who think Beatrix and Cordelia were super rivals and hated each other too much, but the reality is otherwise.
It used to happen a lot that Cordelia was annoyed that Beatrix was given a little more attention because she had the first child so she saw it as a threat to Beatrix but Beatrix couldn't care less.
Beatrix wanted Shu to be the heir but not to get KarlHeinz's love, instead Cordelia thought that if Ayato was better than Shu, KarlHeinz would love her more (he really manipulated her a lot).
Seeing things like this, Cordelia had more problems with Christa, because both longed for the love of KarlHeinz, Beatrix only wanted her son to be the heir without looking for anything else.
So in short, Cordelia sought to provoke and denigrate Beatrix who did not even flinch, but with Christa it was the eternal fight of who really was the only one who loved KarlHeinz.
(It is said that KarlHeinz only loved Christa, but personally I doubt that he did, at the end of the day they were all manipulated and used as tools for KarlHeinz's experiment).
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reisprettytestsubject · 1 year ago
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DL Master List |Hcs Pt.3
Updated: 06/01/24
Sakamaki | Mukami | Tsukinami + others
♥️School/Studying/Class with the S bros + K
♥️School/Studying/Class w the M & T bros
♥️Gardening w Yuma (Bf hcs)
♥️Yuma's Dream Girl
♥️The Diaboys react to Megan
♥️Mukami Boys Family + Household hcs
♥️Sakamaki & Tsukinami brothers Family + Household hcs
♥️Shin's Wolf Form (Bf hcs)
♥️Mukami's as single parents
♥️Academic Rivals to lovers w Reiji
♥️Where they like do it
♥️Subaru's girl smoking
♥️Reiji Teasing his lover
♥️Ruki and Reiji like the same woman
♥️reaction to a girly gf
♥️can I stack donuts on it reaction
♥️online dating reaction
Dark Content/Realistic Hcs up ahead ♥️Their Italian names
♥️What happens to the Diaboys after Yui/Mc dies?
♥️The diaboy's handwriting
♥️Their age (more info)
♥️Shu irl hcs (has some crack pieces)
♥️Christa Sakamaki irl hcs
♥️Cordelia Sakamaki irl hcs
♥️Beatrix Sakamaki irl hcs
♥️Reiji's temper (not hcs)
♥️Karl having a relationship ship with his daughter
♥️ Who is capable of loving their S bride/how much do they value her?
♥️ Kanato Sakamaki NSFW Alphabet
♥️Azusa Mukami NSFW Alphabet
♥️Yuma Mukami NSFW Alphabet
♥️Sakamaki Mansion irl
♥️Reiji and Ruki realize they are in love w a girl
Collab posts with @/mikalara-dracula
♥️The boys as children irl
♥️Extended Vampire Ball Alphabet + Additional Hcs [Shu's Vers.]
♥️Nicknames they would give their s/o
♥️Diaboys having a wet dream
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Other DL Links;;
♥️DL General Questions Master List
♥️DL Hcs Master List Pt. 1
♥️DL Hcs Master List Pt. 2
♥️DL Aesthetic + Hcs Master List
♥️DL Stories
♥️Who's your boyfriend quiz?
Main/request at: @liannelara-dracula
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ushsblog · 4 months ago
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Headcanons and Ideas that Episode “Through the Looking Back Glass” Left Me With
(Long post)
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1. Wandless magic
First of all, every time I see the incident scene, I can't help but wonder about the magic without a wand. I mean the part where Child Cedric performs a spell with his bare hands, when he tries to fix Cordelia's hair.
That got me thinking because (and correct me if I'm wrong) I don't have seen another sorcerer or sorceress do magic only with their hands. My headcanon about this is that some wizards, with a long lineage of magic, can do some spells without a wand.
And, well, it makes sense to me knowing that Cedric came from a long line of wizards.
Anyway, I don't know if doing this kind of magic is somewhat advanced for a child. It caught my attention when Child Cordelia says: "But you can't cast a spell like that, Ceddy. You're too young".
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And then, Cedric shows her he actually CAN do the spell. That, more than a headcanon, makes me wonder if Cedric was a prodigy in magic before losing his self-confidence due to the incident.
And it makes me a little sad thinking about whether Cedric could have had a brighter future if that incident had never happened.
2. Goodwyn being a terrible father
I always found it so unfair the way everyone treats Child Cedric when the smoke serum failed, and even more so, the way his parents let it happen. I know this doesn't even happen in the episode, but I think it's somewhat implicit that Goodwyn didn't defend or at least comfort Cedric. He doesn't even seem to forgive him for his "mistake."
I mean, if your son accidentally hurts his sister, I understand your anger at first. Maybe saying he shouldn't be playing with things he doesn't know or punishing him for his carelessness, perhaps. But eventually, you should tell him it's fine, that you know it wasn't his intention, right? I don't know, something like that, because despite everything, HE'S A CHILD.
Children make mistakes. Cedric's "mistake" was serious, of course. But I think that, as a father, anyone should not let it grow so much that it becomes social rejection. I don't know if I explain myself. But I mean that the way Goodwyn (and Winnifred) handled the matter was terrible.
This brings me to my idea: something was wrong in that family even before the incident. (Explained more in the later points)
Maybe not as bad as it sounds, but personally, I believe something was happening at least between Goodwyn and Cedric for Goodwyn to act like that. I could also say, my headcanon is that Goodwyn had all his hopes and expectations on Cedric. He was going to be his replacement, the new Royal sorcerer, even if he was a child.
I believe part of the way Goodwyn probably reacts and treats Cedric after the incident (I'm referring to all the scolding and interrupting him, as seen in the Mystic Meadows episode) comes from that idea of him disgracing his legacy. Sorry if it's a very basic idea, but this takes me to another point.
3. Goodwyn shit-talking about Cedric
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So, similar to the part before, I think that even before the incident, Goodwyn was very hard on Cedric. For the reasons I explained before, I think Goodwyn put pressure on Cedric to get his spells right and that kind of thing. Because, surely even before everything, Cedric did not meet his expectations.
And one of the reasons I believe this is because of that part when Child Cordelia screams at Cedric during the incident: “This is all your fault.”
Because even if, at that moment, it definitely looked like it was his fault, why was Child Cordelia's first reaction to scream and blame Cedric? Because it's a learned habit.
From nothing more than Goodwyn. A child doesn’t learn alone; they imitate behaviors from their home and environment. He doesn't care to say it in front of Sofia (a girl who shouldn't be involved in it) in that buttercups episode, after all. That’s my headcanon here.
Cordelia saw the way her father scolded Cedric, and then, she learned to do it. The incident was only the trigger, so to speak.
It obviously got worse after the incident.
4. Winnifred and Cordelia Relationship
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I know it was such a short scene and maybe the animators didn't want to make a young Winnifred model, but where the fuck was Winnifred during the incident? It's your daughter's big special entrance; shouldn't you be in the front row to see her?
That was just a thought I wanted to share, anyway…
This episode, and others about Cedric’s family, gave me the headcanon that just as Cedric had a bad relationship with his father, Cordelia had it with her mother.
Maybe not as bad as Cedric with Goodwyn, but something like that. Let me explain my thought. When Child Cordelia needs comfort, she doesn't look for her mother; she runs to her father. (Well, yeah, because Winnifred wasn't there, so we don't know if Cordelia could have gone to her instead.)
I think Cordelia and Goodwyn had a better relationship because Winnifred always had a slight preference for Cedric that only grew after the incident. With Goodwyn and Cordelia attacking Cedric, Winnifred may have felt an obligation to be on her son’s side.
That probably would make Child Cordelia feel like her mother is betraying her. I mean, if your mother tries to defend the person that hurt you (that left you bald), you probably feel angry at her.
Even more so when she spends her time saying he's a “great sorcerer” despite everything he did. You live permanently bald because of him, and he's a great sorcerer? That's totally bullshit. (At least, that's what Cordelia must have thought.)
And, as it seems in “Cedric be good,” she also supports him in anything he does. Even when it’s something bad and a legit crime. I just imagine Winnifred defending Child and young Cedric for everything he did, even if, sometimes, it was really his fault. So, in part, that makes me understand Cordelia's anger.
Yeah, I made a headcanon to understand and empathize with Cordelia a little.
So, probably Cordelia got closer to her dad. I also can see them talking shit about Cedric while doing some activity together, lol. It's like their recreational time.
Summary: Cedric is a mommy’s boy and Cordelia is a daddy’s girl. (Is that expression well used? I don't speak English but I have seen some people use it. I'm a little afraid of using the wrong expressions and having something else understood.)
5. Sorceress/ sorcerer balls are a presentation to magical society.
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Yep. That's my other headcanon. (And I think it's for any gender)
I belive this because of the other wizards we can see in the background. Again, I know it's because it's probably easier for animators to use the same models of other characters, but let’s leave that aside.
These wizards are the same as in the episode “Hexley Hall” during the song the other familiars sing to Wormwood. These people are academics from Hexley Hall and, apparently, very important people in the world of wizards. (Because of the number of portraits they have around the series and so on.)
I think the ball is a way of presenting the new little wizards who will join the world of sorcery. Also, I think that after 10 years old, is the time they enter Hexley Hall. So, it makes sense for people from Hexley Hall to come to these parties to see their future students and members.
I say it's from the age of ten because in Cedric's flashback in Hexley Hall, he already has white locks. Personally, I think Cedric was 8 or 9 during the incident, and that Cordelia is the older sister. In fact, I thought that was canon until I saw some people disputing it.
Anyway, that only makes Cedric's mistake more significant. Because he, in front of the eyes of the most important people in the magic community, looked like a failure. And maybe that's why he had such a bad reputation in Hexley Hall.
Plus whatever he did in his school years.
Thank you for your time! I would like to know what you think about it. I can't believe how interesting a scene that's less than five minutes long is.
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rowansterdotcom · 2 months ago
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More falsettos headcanons I pulled out my butt/made up on the spot
-anytime whizzer walks past Marvin that ass is getting a slap. Everytime
-all of them would love little shop of horrors. I am projecting
-marvin has the worst fucking handwriting ever
-Mendel is the shitest driver ever
-Trina can paint. She’s an amazing painter say it TRINA IS AMAZING AT PAINTING. I HAVE A FUCKING GUN TO YOUR HEAD. COMPLIMENT HER FUCKING PAINTING
-I’m saying this again because it’s oh so special to me but Marvin plays piano he tried to teach Jason but Jason did not give a single fuck
-Cordelia has those weird aunt wall decors that say something like uhh eat with big fork and spoon behind the word eat in cursive
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flowermodd · 4 months ago
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Sakamaki Moms + Karlheinz having a daughter
⚠️Trigger warnings: hard topics such incest, neglect and some sexual reference.
Cordelia Sakamaki
🥀She wouldn't care of daughter pretty much as the triplets.
🥀Cordelia would push her daughter intro unhealthy diet.
🥀She would expect her daughter to be pretty, but not pretty as her, afraid that she would stole her spotlight.
🥀Cordelia would flirt around her daughter in front of men, the girl would think that this is the right way.
🥀So when she sees that her brother were neglected, she pretty much avoids her mother.
🥀Even starting to hate Cordelia.
🥀And because Cordelia half-First Blood and a Vibora, she daughter somehow manage to be half-First Blood and a Vampire (unlike her triplet brothers that are 100% Vampires).
🥀As she grows older, many men are looking after her, making Cordelia jealous of her own daughter.
🥀 Unknown to all of them, Karlheinz would use his daughter with Cordelia to continue for his experiment.
🥀Literally, incest relationship between him and his daughter.
🥀Therefore, he would make his daughter his fourth wife, putting Cordelia and triplets intro a difficult position.
🥀Her daughter would most likely to mistake her father's actions for love (in platonic way in her eyes).
🥀Ayato would hate his mother, Kanato as well and Laito can understand that his sister is in the same position as he was with Cordelia.
🥀To that Cordelia is too ashamed to look at her daughter to start a competition for Karlheinz's love.
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Beatrix Sakamaki
🧵She won't be most of her daughter's life, because she won't have the crown.
🧵And just because she is a girl, Beatrix would most likely to not even seeing her so important.
🧵Beatrix would reach her daughter how a woman should be and to be obedient daughter.
🧵With those preasures, her daughter would most likely to escape several times (like how Shu did).
🧵She would most likely to place Reiji to watch over his younger sister.
🧵She would looks up that her own mother and even tries to do embroidery (Beatrix's favorite activity).
🧵As she grows older, Beatrix would make sire that her daughter would be a perfect future wife for a noble vampire.
🧵So she asks Karlheinz if they can put their daughter intro marriage.
🧵But he won't alow this and want other vampires to take adavatage over him.
🧵In short, Beatrix can't put her daughter intro a marriage.
🧵For her, the only option was to put her daughter to marry Shu (literally incest).
🧵And since Karlheinz married Christa, Beatrix thought that her daughter and Shu would be a perfect idea.
🧵Both Shu and Reiji where pretty disgusted with this plan, and even their sister as well.
🧵After Beatrix's death, Reiji may keep his sister in line, but definitely won't alow the same thing to happen ever again.
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Christa Sakamaki
🌺She didn't want a daughter in the first place (after she gived birth to Subaru.)
🌺Her daughter would be most likely to be on Subaru's hands.
🌺Christa's daughter would be kinder and too innocent.
🌺Karlheinz would most likely to take an advantage of his daughter's kind nature.
🌺And because her mother was his favorite wife, she would be most likely to be his favorite child.
🌺And he finds her nature to be exactly perfect to be an Eve to the point that he won't need Sacrificial Brides (in his eyes of course).
🌺So he would like to see an incestrious relationship for "Adam and Eve project".
🌺But the daughter, much like Subaru, hates her father because what he had done to their mother.
🌺So, Christa's daughter would most likely to put a façade that shr is okey, when in reality she wants her father to be dead.
🌺Older that she gets, Christa has a sofy corner to her daughter because she looks more like her then Karlheinz, even during psychotic episodes.
🌺In fact, she wants her daughter to be unmarried for rest of her life ( judging by Christa's experience).
🌺She is so proud that Subaru was a the perfect brother to his little sister.
🌺Christa would be happy uf her daughter won't be married.
🌺But her daughter develop trust issues when it comes to men (again, because of Christa's situation and Subaru doesn't want his sister near them).
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Karlheinz Sakamaki
👑If he has daughter with Cordelia and had First Blood gens, he would corupt her mind and marry her.
👑If he has daughter with Beatrix, Karlheinz would most likely to let her unmarried.
👑If he has a daughter with Christa, she would be (almost) likely to be "Eve" for his projects.
👑But if he has a daughter of a different woman, Karlheinz won't be there.
👑So his daughter would intelligent and manipulative as he is.
👑Similar to Kino, she would claim to be child of Karlheinz, because she is actualy related to him.
👑Her biggest ambition is to became the Queen of Vampires and the head of Sakamaki family.
👑Karlheinz's daughter being an actual feminist.
👑Also she hates her brothers for being the biggest jerks.
👑While Sakamaki brothers are red flag people, their sister will be a green or yellow flag person.
👑And if she mets Yui, she will swich the games rules and makes sure that her father won't use her.
👑Karlheinz would be a little to none surprised if he mets his lost daughter that is capable of same things.
👑His daughter can't be fooled easily like anyone else.
👑But Karlheinz knows that he is glad to met is only daughter.
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diacripticcomplex · 4 months ago
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DL MOMS HEADCANONS
Cordelia:
-She's got a Gemini Sun, Scorpio Moon, Sag Rising
-She's pretty short, being 5'3.
-Her body developed at a young age which is what attracted Heinz to her from the jump.
-She's got a tramp stamp tattoo of a butterfly.
-She's had sex with servants against their will.
-She has gone to extreme lengths to get Heinz's attention, including courting his brother Richter.
-She absolutely is jealous of Beatrix's looks.
-Her favorite color is black.
-She prefers the blood of children.
-She had to be stopped from burning down the castle when Beatrix gave birth to Shu.
-Richter saved her from killing herself when Reiji was born.
-Her mother gave her a potion to help aid her with having children, upon taking it she was pregnant.
-After having the triplets, she did not take care of them at all, but wanted more kids with Heinz, he refused her each time saying he did not want anymore.
-She tried strangling Christa when Subaru was born and went ballistic, calling Heinz a liar.
-Her favorite apology gift from her husband would be a virgin blood filled bath together.
Beatrix:
-Cancer Sun, Sag Moon, Taurus Rising
-Tallest wife she's 5'7.
-Always loved animals and nature as a young girl.
-She was actually very tender and loving as a child, but her parents were vampire nobles and pushed her to become more serious, to the point of being uptight and stern.
-She once fell in love with a human but knew it was unacceptable and that she was promised to another being Heinz, so she wiped this human's memories.
-She never romantically loved Heinz, it was more of an honor and duty to be his wife, as well as having his first born.
-When Shu and Reiji were toddlers she would spend hours with them in the nursery, often having them fall asleep in her arms.
-Usually ALWAYS ignores Cordelia, she knows Cordelia is half demon so she tries to stay out of her way as much as possible.
-She actually exchanges hellos and niceties with Christa, she finds Christa to be somewhat decent minus the times she starts having her panic attacks.
-She encouraged Reiji to take an interest in science like his father.
-Is kind to servants.
-She knew of Shu's human friend and didn't try to stop him but pretended to know nothing of it.
-She always knew that deep down Reiji would make a better king/leader but due to tradition she pushed Shu towards it and neglected Reiji which she truly regretted at the end.
Christa:
-Pisces Sun, Gemini Moon, Cancer Rising
-She is average heighted being 5'5.
-She has always been so beautiful, very powerful vampire nobles have fought and died to gain her hand in marriage.
-Before Heinz, she was actually in love with a vampire noble lady.
-She always preferred the company of women.
-She always admired Heinz in a brotherly way, being that they are cousins, they grew up together, though he was much older.
-The night she had sex with Heinz was the first and last time, she was miserable that entire night.
-After she married Heinz everything changed for her, she was more disgusted by her pregnancy and fell into deep depression, often hitting her belly when she would be upset.
-When she gave birth to Subaru she was torn between loving him and wanting to hold him but she tried suffocating him so Heinz ordered the wet nurses to never leave Christa alone with baby Subaru.
-She tried hanging herself several times.
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lezbogosian · 1 year ago
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what if I said Cordelia’s flat tone is bc she’s autistic what then
what if I said she fell into the mean girl mask bc that’s all she knew to protect herself as a high masking autistic girl what then
and what if I said she’s still autistic in Angel bc she still has a flat affect, unawareness/disregard for social norms, struggles to maintain friendships (ESPECIALLY FEMALE FRIENDSHIPS OH MY GOD) WHAT THEN
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stayevildarling · 5 months ago
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thinking what it would be like to watch football with the ✨three sarah‘s✨
Billie:
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-has absolutely no idea what‘s going on
-pretends she has some knowledge only due to social media
-„yes darling!! we scored“ she‘d say excitedly, kicking her heels up and down
-„billie… wrong team“ you tell her and she laughs, trying to act like she was joking
-goes for a smoke when it‘s halftime
-buys you some merch when your fav team plays and provides all the snacks and food
-has no idea what offside means or any football rules really
Wilhemina:
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-drops random facts about the stadium or the players and you are surprised considering you assumed she doesn‘t like it
-whenever you cheer and scream a little, she will give you a side eye despite secretly finding it adorable
-will hate whenever the opposite team fouls or any wrong decisions made in favour for the other team
-mutters a lot under her breath, especially words she would tell you off for for using
-knits while you watch it, acting like she doesn‘t care but her eyes never leave the screen
-if your team looses she tries cheering you up „oh well little one, I can think of better things to do“
Cordelia:
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-goes all out for you, wants to make sure you can cheer on your favorite team in peace and getting all the essentials for you
-is very surprised at your rage and loud cheering
-„this is a whole new side of you sweetheart“ she tells you
-only allows the other girls to join watching if they shut the hell up and let you both watch in peace
-cheers with you
-if the match isn‘t going well, she uses a little magic and hovers her hand near the tv without anyone noticing
-an absolute bae
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dixbolik-lovers · 23 days ago
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i don't know if it's a content you work with, but if so could you make overstimulation with the boys' moms? if it's a thing you are not comfortable with, feel free to ignore!!
Yep, I'm willing to write for the moms! ;3c As you can see here~
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Beatrix
If this... idea sounds appealing to you, Beatrix will let you try it. Though outright admitting to her own desires is far too improper to allow, excitement at the thought of so much pleasure all at once almost overshadows her apprehension. The first jolt of overstimulation when she comes around your fingers and you don't stop has her trying to jerk away on pure reflex— in response, you pin her thighs apart and crook your fingers upward at a cruel, sharp angle that makes everything pulse hot. Pushing her through another orgasm has Beatrix's self-control rapidly slipping away; dignity hardly matters when she's stupid with pleasure and want.
Cordelia
Getting as much pleasure and attention from you as she can possibly handle sounds like the ideal fantasy, to Cordelia... right up until she's three orgasms in, and so sensitive it hurts. Expect shrieking, kicking, and furious complaints of too much— complaints that die off into incoherent, near-pained moans when you keep ruthlessly rubbing circles over her swollen clit. Just the pad of your thumb flicking roughly back and forth has her stomach cramping and her body trying to curl in and hide. At that point, Cordelia is horrified (and mortifyingly aroused) by the realization that you intend to drag at least one more climax out of her.
Christa
Christa is far too delicate to handle overstimulation for more than the first few seconds after a climax, but she'll try her hardest not to let that show. Biting her lip until there's blood pooling beneath the dainty points of her fangs, clenching her jaw to hold back the pleading, near-pained noises that threaten to escape— she feels far too open and slick and raw, with your fingers (or tongue) still finding every nerve to stoke her arousal back to its peak all over again. And yet, at the same time, there's something so blissfully intimate about being held down and lovingly, mercilessly taken apart by your touch that she can't help but want it to last.
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heronchildlove · 8 months ago
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Whatever you do don't think about Matthew spending the night at Curzon Street for a reason or other and he has a nightmare and can't sleep so he goes to James's room automatically as he always does, but when he opens the door and sees the 2 figures on the bed, he remembers: this is James and Cordelia's room now, and he is no longer welcome, so he just stops there at the door and watches them and their happiness that is not meant for him.
Except James wakes up and asks him what's wrong and he knows Matthew's answer of nothing is bs so he just extends his hand and beckons him to the bed and Matthew can't possibly accept, is James crazy? He doesn't want to bother him or Cordelia and he is sorry for waking him up and- Cordelia is suddenly awake too and sleepily tells Matthew to stop being silly and get in the bed already so they can all go back to sleep.
So Matthew does. Slowly and waiting for the other shoe to drop, but it never does, and he snuggles against James and Cordelia smiles at him from the other side and it feels right, it feels right, it feels so right.
He never wants to sleep anywhere else again.
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amazing-spiderlad · 1 month ago
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I like to think that Trina used to just go hang out next door whenever she needed to complain about the men in her life, and Marvin would go over there whenever he had to talk about how much he totally definitely didn't miss whizzer.
Thank god for the lesbians next door, Trina needed some other women to talk to and Marvin needed some other queer people to talk to...
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fangsforiris · 5 months ago
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I Want To Be You [Shū]
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Prompt: Idolization & a Desire to Become.
Person: Ayato Sakamaki, Shuu Sakamaki
HC’s:
🍷 Ayato has always idolized Shuu from a very young age.
🍷 As in, he’d do everything he could to mimic the blond, but would fail constantly, as Shuu was an enigma to all.
🍷 Ayato wants to become Shuu.
🍷 No sugar coating it at all. He wants Shuu’s title, he wants his aura, he wants everything and anything connected to Shuu.
🍷 This is all influenced by Cordelia and Beatrix’s rivalry, which heavily influenced and became Ayato’s life, whilst Shuu remained unaffected.
🍷 The rivalry was Ayato’s world, as he did anything to attempt to become the better one out of the two.
🍷 It would always follow in constant failure, however, since Shuu didn’t care, nor did he let up in the high pursuit of the throne.
🍷 It was as if Shuu never saw Ayato as competition, like he could see right through the red-head.
🍷 Overtime, idolization became akin to envy and utmost desire. It was obsessive. It was unhealthy. Ayato dabbled and crosses the lines of sane and normal ages ago whenever Shuu was involved.
🍷 Ayato knew that whatever he did, he needed to be just like Shuu. Didn’t matter how he got there, he just had to overtake him somehow.
🍷 Shuu would know of his… project or obsession so to speak, but never would he outwardly say anything.
🍷 “My whole life, you were a teacher and friend to me
Please know my actions are not motivated only by envy
I, too, have a destiny
This death will be art
The people will speak of this day from near and afar
This event will be history, and I'll be great too
I don't want what you have, I want to be you” — Brutus by The Buttress.
🍷 Ayato desired it, craved it even.
🍷 After all, his abuse he went through would be all for nothing if he didn’t overtake the Great Shuu.
🍷 It would all be in vain. All of the tear stained nights, the ones spent isolated from his triplet brothers, the attempted drowning attempts his mother threw at him. It would serve as a reminder that Ayato had a clear, set goal in mind. And neither Reiji, or Shuu, would get in front of it.
🍷 He couldn’t care less about Reiji’s stance on the throne, all because Ayato knew that his real, main opponent was Shuu. It always was. And always will be.
🍷 You know the quote “you either wanna be him or be with him” Ayato will always choose the first when it’s about Shuu.
🍷 A broken mirror represents jealousy/envy.
🍷 Ayato has definitely broken a few mirrors when deep into his comparison mindset, unable to recognize or bear the thought of the red-head looking back at him through the looking glass. It was far too much. Red could never turn into blond.
🍷 Yellow Hyacinths also represent envy.
🍷 Laito once brought him those flowers as a joke, unknowing of Ayato’s deeply rooted anguish. (He lied, Laito knew.)
🍷 It can go both ways, as Laito is also envious of Ayato, but Ayato is far too consumed with Shuu.
🍷 Ayato secretly keeps a board consisting of pictures of Shuu.
🍷 He would sometimes draw big, gaunty red ‘X’ marks across his face, or find a knife and stab it repeatedly.
🍷 It differs on some days, as for the ones where he feels nostalgic and his envy dies down to a ‘healthier’ level of obsession, he’d draw hearts and circles, emphasizing what he wants and appreciates to gain.
🍷 Ayato even collects pictures and paraphernalia of Shuu just to go the extra mile of what it is he lacks inside himself and how he can change it.
🍷 He once thought of dying his hair blond, and perhaps getting coloured contacts, but it was then when he realized that he could never fill Shuu’s place.
🍷 Even more on this, he once bought box dye of bleach, toner, and purple shampoo to dye his hair.
🍷 Ayato did this in secret, and once he did so, it came out streaky and he quickly went to buy red hair mix.
🍷 Ayato drinks to cope. Specifically the same brand of alcohol Shuu particularly enjoys. Hennessy is a go to, as well as some champagne shockingly.
🍷 Shuu hates the classic beers, so Ayato never even looks at it.
🍷 Ayato used to try and dress the same as Shuu, but would gain strange looks and small remarks. He’d burn all of the clothing he’d bought with his allowance in the next week.
🍷 Shuu wears black and brown eyeliner, kajal (kohl,) and sometimes mascara to accentuate  his blue eyes.
🍷 Ayato saw this and would pick up the same brands as Shuu did.
🍷 It was safe to say that Ayato didn’t suit it as well as he thought he would, and aimed for the brown instead in his outer corners as the full thing made him ‘emo.’
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liannelara-dracula · 8 months ago
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Cordelia Sakamaki in Real Life
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Just some random hcs:
Would be a natural redhead, with green eyes matching both of two or her son's appearance.
Although the anime portrays her to have violet hair like Kanato I see that she would match Laito and Ayato given the fact that no one has purple hair.
And I just see her as a ginger/redhead.
She was a fanatic of vampire jewels, and emerald green is her color.
However, her favorite color is violet.
When she was young she had a pet fox
Was a virgin when she met Karl, and started screwing around after she got married.
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lotties-ashwagandha · 9 months ago
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CURSED (nsfw)
billie dean howard x gn!reader, word count 1.2k
the premiere of the new season of billie's show gets rescheduled last minute, but you have a way to take her mind off the disappointment.
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A harsh silence enveloped the two of you. You were sitting at the edge of Billie’s bed, and you watched as she set her phone down on the vanity and began to pace the length of the room. 
The premiere of her show had been rescheduled on short notice. You were meant to fly out with her tomorrow for press meetings, interviews, every opportunity for recognition Billie deserved for her work. Your suitcases were packed and ready at the foot of the bed. 
Billie looked into the mirror of the vanity, sighing as she fixed a non-existent flaw of her eye makeup with the edge of her pale pink acrylics. 
You were at a loss for what to do – you had tried comforting her verbally, but she had barely said a word to you in the minutes after receiving the call. She got like this often when she was upset, silent and uninterested and cynical. 
You stood from the bed. Tentatively you stepped toward her. You placed your hands on her waist when you came up behind her, resting your chin on her shoulder and watching her reflection in the mirror. 
Disappointment swam in her eyes as she stared unfocused into her own reflection. You knew how much she had been looking forward to the premiere. Even if it would take place in a few weeks instead of tomorrow, the two of you had been planning this weekend for months. 
“I’m sorry,” you said softly, “that it was canceled. I know how excited you were.” 
Billie nodded, taking one of your hands in her own. She offered you a halfhearted smile in the reflection of the mirror. “You didn’t cause it, don’t apologize.” 
In response, you pressed a kiss to her neck, the junction where her neck met her shoulder. After a moment you kissed her again, and began to move up her neck, trailing kisses up to her jaw. You felt her relax slightly under your touch, a great sigh leaving her chest. 
Billie turned in your arms. She kissed you, bringing a hand up to rest at your jaw and looping her arms around you. The kiss was almost lazy, natural and reflexive to the two of you. You were overcome by the love evident in her touch. 
She pulled away only for a moment before capturing your lips again. This time, you felt hunger in her embrace – in the way her lips met yours in a way dripping with desperation, in the way she was backing you towards the bed. 
You denied your instinct to let her push you onto the bed – you wanted this, and she did too, but you wanted to give her more. You wanted her to feel the same euphoria she often gave you before herself, especially after the evening’s disappointment. She needed distraction, as was evident in every moment you spent in her arms, and you were always willing to give it. 
You turned her, reversing your positions. A look of surprise came over her features as the backs of her thighs pressed against the bed. 
You hadn’t said anything, but she nodded at the proposed switch in roles, and when you tried to push her down onto the bed, she let you. Billie pulled you down on top of her, slipping her hands under the hem of your shirt and letting them travel up your back. In a moment of impatience she pulled your shirt off and tossed it to the floor. 
You grabbed her wrists, pinning them above her head. “Keep them there,” you warned her with a stern look, and she smiled at you in amusement. You hardly ever took dominance over her, it was foreign to both of you, but you were enjoying it. 
“This is new,” she taunted, unserious, yet you could see the desire clawing at her through the mask of her ego. “You’re learning, and so well.” 
You shook your head, brushing off her comment. You didn’t give her the satisfaction of an answer, pulling off her blouse and attaching your lips to her chest. Her breath caught as you trailed kisses down her sternum, nipping at her chest, leaving marks in your wake as you traveled down her abdomen. 
“You’re so beautiful,” you murmured into her skin, and a slight blush overtook her features. She shifted restlessly – her anticipation was evident, beautiful in the fervor with which she needed you. You understood why she was usually so addicted to you underneath her, you were drunk on the power of having her need nothing in the world but you. 
You moved between her legs, and instinctively her hips bucked toward you. As you pulled the rest of her clothes off she let out another sigh, this time out of pleasure, out of desire. 
With air-light touches you caressed her thighs. Slowly you kissed up the length of them, watching her expression closely. Desperation overtook her features, and her breath was shaky. One of her hands had moved to weave into your hair, a wordless plea for your attention. 
Just as she thought relief would finally come between her thighs, you moved away. With a look of satisfaction you climbed back up her body, straddling her, leaning down to kiss her. 
“What are you doing?” she asked in a whine. No one ever denied Billie anything, especially you. 
You shrugged. You trailed your hand down her abdomen, let it rest at her hip as you watched her squirm. “Beg.” 
She scoffed. She shook her head. “I’m not begging.” 
With a tantalizing smile you moved your hands away. Her only form of contact was the way you were straddling her. “Prove how much you want this. Beg for it, or you get nothing.” 
She sighed, and desire won over her pride, though it was not without a battle of ego. “Please,” she said. “Please, I need this. You know I need this, I need you.” 
You considered her words a victory, one of the scarce victories of dominance you took over her. In reward you slipped back between her legs. Finally relief came to her, your tongue sliding through her wetness. Billie moaned, her hips bucking into you again. You held them down, circling your arms around her tense thighs. 
You focused yourself on her clit, noting every response her body gave to your ministrations. Her moans, her whines let freely go as you slipped two fingers into her. She gasped, her new grip in your hair tightening dramatically as you set a pace that was quickly ruining her. 
Though earlier she had been utterly opposed that you’d made her beg, quiet pleas spilled from her lips as you brought her closer to the edge. Your name on her tongue like a curse, like poison you would drink from the fountain of your devotion. 
“Cum for me,” you murmured when she was close, and her body responded immediately – you coaxed her through her climax, the pace of your tongue and your hand working in sequence to prolong it as much as you could for her. 
When she came down from it, you pulled away. You laid at her side, pulling her into you to press a kiss to her shoulder and then to her lips, the two of you engulfed in the softness of her newfound peace. Billie relaxed into your embrace, letting you hold her as exhaustion overtook her. Peace found you both in inexplicable wonder, anxiety cursed in your devotion.
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ushsblog · 3 months ago
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Cedlock as uncles, Headcanon
(This post is entirely a rambling of mine about my little imaginary Cedric and Greykock being a couple, so if you don't care about the ship, skip the post.)
Alright, I have a series of headcanons about the family dynamic of Calista, Cordelia, and Cedric if Cedric and Greylock were a couple (meaning both would be Calista's uncles). What do you call that? Ship-headcanon? Even though the ship isn’t, unfortunately, real?
For this, imagine that at some point after the end of the series, Greylock and Cedric meet again, resolve their issues (and all that complicated matter with the Order of the Wand and Rudistan), and become a couple.
Greylock eventually moves in with Cedric in Enchancia because, well, he wants to be with him. They become a little family along with their nieces: Calista and Sofia (Sofia declared herself as their adoptive niece and didn’t take no for an answer).
When Calista is visiting the castle, Greylock and Cedric play with her, and, secretly from Cedric, Greylock teaches Calista some spells for pranks.
Quickly, Calista develops a taste for pranks like her uncle (harmless ones, of course), which gets on Cedric’s nerves.
When Calista enters her teenage years, she starts to have a slight conflict with her personal style because she finds that, unlike what Cordelia would prefer, she doesn’t really like the dresses and elaborate headpieces she is expected to wear.
Cordelia doesn’t insist on changing her mind because she understands, somewhat reluctantly, that Calista doesn’t share her love for fashion. However, she notices that Calista feels a bit insecure about the matter, so she asks her uncles to talk to her.
Cedric tells Calista that it’s okay if she wants to wear something simpler along with her wizard robe. Greylock, supporting Cedric, advises Calista to wear whatever makes her feel comfortable and like herself, without worrying if it might be a bit unconventional. (Greylock uses himself as an example, who, now free from King Magnus’s control, has started dressing even more, in Cedric’s opinion, extravagantly).
Calista feels better and starts exploring what makes her feel comfortable until she develops her own style, which is a curious mix of her uncles’ and mother’s styles: a red wizard robe, a shirt and bow tie with a sort of vest over it, along with a simple skirt with a belt at the waist like Cordelia's. Her hair is half-styled and messy like Greylock’s, and she wears large star-shaped earrings like her mother. Additionally, Calista loves to wear the hat that Merlin gave her.
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rachelsdamhairbrush · 1 year ago
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your honor, they’re autistic, all of them
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