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#'hey girlie this is also you'
songsofbloodandwater · 4 months
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So... I used to be very close to a certain Goddess of Light and Discipline. The Chariot of the Sun. The Warrior Mother. Eventually we had a bit of a "falling off" in my practice. But she remained, present, just not actively leading my work. Letting other Ancestral Spirits in my court take the lead and show me the path that I needed to walk for a while.
Lately I've been seeing all sorts of little messages and omens that point back directly to Her, in the most unexpected ways. I thought She was just checking in on me. Spirits sometimes do that. In a "I'm still here, if you need me" sort of way.
Today, I was reading some poetry and the verses that resonated within me the most were about how we carry pieces of, or sometimes even become, the people we spend most of our time with. The people who helped make significant changes in our lives or the people who saved us.
And I can't stop thinking... is it that we become like them after those encounters, entangling ourselves with them over and over again... or is it that we were already like them, and the rivers of our lives just happened to find each other and merge. A younger, less experienced version of them, maybe. A little mirror where they saw a piece of themselves and that's precisely why they decided to be with us, and us with them.
And how that thought relates back to Gods that we are not necessarily already tied to before birth. Gods as Adoptive Parents that picked you up at your lowest. Saints and Heroes as Adoptive siblings that come to check on you when they find the time. Chosen family.
Is it because of the potential to be like them? What if it's specifically the rough edges of our humanity, that we're often so ashamed of, that call the Divine to us? Recognizing a little piece of Them in Us, feeling responsibility for us for that, feeling love even, in some cases. Kinship beyond the flesh.
Human or not, it's out of the question. We feel empathy towards non-human creatures all the time. We see a bit of ourselves in them, and care for them aswell. Why wouldn't the Gods, that are far more complex, in shape and depth and wisdom and experiences, than a human ever could be, and therefore much more capable of resembling others, be also much more capable of loving us for that?
Our own humanity and our distance from perfection seen as a beauty mark not a flaw.
All of this to say I would like to get back to Her, to working on my discipline and exercising Her tenets and to continue learning under Her tutelage. Because I can still feel that little spark fluttering in my heart, asking to be tended into a full fire. Whether it is my own, or Hers planted, or both, starts to matter less.
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choccy-milky · 6 months
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MC doing what we all wished we could do (aka napping on the floor with ominis )😴💕
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popponn · 7 months
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praises from (some) bllk boys as bfs — a rating list. very objective. very serious. very canon.
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chigiri: casual and very often, but means every word of it. often accompanied by a pat on the head or a forehead nuzzle. very proud of you and very loving, somehow feels like a bro though. 9.8/10 (if only he puts that shoujo manga aura sleeping potential he has. come on pretty boy.)
reo: hype man. good bf man. perfect man. will get the bouquet, will get you in his arm and spin you, will kiss you. public relationship? good, means he can do it in public. secret relationship? good, you get extra long kisses + cuddles. honestly no notes. is probably more proud of you than you are of yourself for whatever it is. 10/10.
isagi: keep the essay™ on how you are great in his head and usually go for the straight forward basic "you are amazing". if excited, you get a full body hug, if in boy next door mode you will get a besotted smile. both are good in their own way, just different expressions of genuine happiness. 8/10 (will add another 2 points if this is a subjective list)
sae: execution wise, need improvement. but because praise coming from him is like a black pearl or a blue moon during a supermoon and a lunar eclipse—the feeling of elation makes up for it. curt, short, and honestly a testament of how good the end result of your action is. but, objectively: 6/10 —adding a point because usually there are also head pats. 3 if not.
rin: is abysmal. please stop glaring because most people would translate it as them fucking up. but as his significant other, he will scoff and look at you three seconds too long then probably pat your shoulder once. probably a "so you can do it huh" if you are lucky. 3/10 way too constipated itoshi junior. (if he got through that teenage angst of his, 7. higher chance of "good job" because you are his favorite)
bachira: shouts. loud. very proud. another no notes. you get pats, kisses, hugs, kisses, and the list goes on. probably will have to get physically separated from you. if his mom is there too then will cheer along with him. afterward will take you somewhere as a celebratory date—it could range from buying a snack from the convenience store or a straight-up meal. honestly, you choose. 10/10.
bonus round: nagi — surprisingly 8/10. will immediately hug you and look so excited with wide open eyes and all like he just won something. ;; kaiser — 3/10 swallow that pride more and give something more than "see? you can do it" but extra point because high chance he gives you tough love motivation beforehand;; aryu — very osha before and after. very osha praises. osha / 10. no notes. ;; anri — miss gf will either cheer or cry out of happiness depending on how big your success is. if it's the latter please do your duty first. 7.5/10 please stop crying.
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laniidae-passerine · 2 months
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positively obsessed with how Rockstar Lestat is the exact kind of guy one of my friends would show me a picture of and swear he’s really sexy and cool and brilliant. Whole time I’m thinking “oh dear GOD” staring at a trainwreck weirdo and wondering what’s happened to everybody else that is absolutely missing me. jesus christ he’s blond
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whos-hotter-jjba · 2 months
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Hottest Stand Battle - GRAND FINAL!
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Stand abilities under the cut:
Star Platinum: Star Platinum is a close-range Stand with exceptional strength and speed, as well as gaining the ability to stop time during the fight against DIO.
Moody Blues: It possesses the ability to imitate the form of individuals and reenact past events with precision.
Sticky Fingers: It possesses a very versatile ability in the form of its zippers. The zippers have various applications, such as using them to travel through walls or floors, detaching and attaching limbs, and storing objects inside something. Bucciarati is also free to attach several things together with his zippers.
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oneluckydragon · 2 months
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"Suddenly the world was gray and dull and my heart was so heavy I felt like I couldn’t move, let alone make it back to Treasure Town. But because of Echo’s last wish… I was able to keep living.”
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SORA : (Partner)
Abilities: Justified / Inner Focus
Nature: Gentle / Hardy
Moveset: Aura Sphere / Metal Claw / Poison Jab / Dragon Pulse
#It's my baby girl!! My sweetiepie!! Sora the light of my life my bestest girlie#Her own character sheet to go along with Echo's since I had so much fun making that one and obvs Sora needed to be given as much love too#Sora learned Poison Jab as a riolu back when she was mistrustful towards Grovyle and wanted to thrash him around#nowadays she feels bad about knowing the move when her intentions for learning it were to get an upper hand against him in battle#but she also refuses to unlearn it and keeps it as a reminder that sometimes your own expectations about others are wrong in the end#plus the idea of someone as sweet as Sora knowing a poison-type move just makes me go crazy. did you expect a fairy type move or something?#Cause no. She'll literally stab you to death with literal poison because she can if you upset her or Echo.#And to anyone wondering about the large scar on her tail... yes it is literally a hand-print courtesy of Dusknoir#insert the universally traumatic “YOU TWO ARE COMING WITH ME” classic Dusknoir villain-arc moment#(he then proceeds to grab Sora by the tail and drag her into the dimensional portal but she struggles and he loses patience)#(so he unleashes a point blank will-o-wisp that causes so much pain she is too busy recoiling and screaming to make an escape)#Hey Dusknoir it was kinda f'ed up to permanently scar a kid like that ngl not your best decision I hope it doesn't haunt you forever#Echo still hates him for it and I'm not sure she'll ever let that particular event go even after they reconcile#also I gave Sora the ability Justified because of the implications that her partner is a dark-type and she also has darkrai-related trauma#the idea of her attack stat raising if Echo accidentally hits her with a move??? like Sora is so scared her stats literally go haywire#that's my idea of angst and it keeps me awake at night#sora/lucario#Team Wish my beloved...#pmd ocs#pmd eos#pmd2#explorers of sky#my art#click for better quality tumblr compressed it like garbage D:
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looseinthecatroom · 2 years
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Dreams just like us fr
He really saw Hob Gadling in 1589 and went: “You’re stable?? Happy?? Heterosexual*???
Boring.
I’ll be over there chatting with the art twink if anyone needs me.“
Then Hob comes back in 1689 like “I’M FILTHY, TRAUMATIZED, MISERABLE, YET FULL OF HOPE” and Dream is really like:
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“At last. A blorbo.”
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forsurebuddy · 8 months
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my brother just butchered one of his Pals and kept saying "hey girlie.....hey girlie...."
Ally Beardsley turn on your location I just want to talk
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lovereadandwrite · 1 month
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“did you HEAR MEEE ??! PLAY THE FKIN BEAT-” -Nobara Kugisaki/Chappell Roan🙂‍↕️💅🏻🔨
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sea-buns · 8 months
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SURELY Ally is exaggerating for the bit when they say they talk to their dog like this. I mean this is the kinda behavior that moms nervously usher their kids away from in the supermarket
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notyouraryang0dd3ss · 9 months
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this is an anti zionist space. this blog supports the liberation of the palestine and its people.
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dilf-in-peril · 10 months
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I love the absolute insanity unfolding here while Colt's Copacabana entrance music plays for the perfect soundtrack dissonance.
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alicent-archive · 1 year
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I’m dying because Rhaenyra was really just doing Goofy Shit (affectionate) for five episodes while Alicent was in a constant state of anxiety, guilt and stress. Babygirl was hanging onto her sanity and shreds of agency by the tips of her fingernails.
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nerime · 6 months
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my coworkers are being turbo transphobic and literally refuse to listen to answers to questions they fucking ask argh!!! I can just tell you!!! I can just answer you!!!!! I have answers!!! to the ridiculous questions you ask in a mocking way!!!! if you listen for one second I can just fucking explain!!!! 😡😭😡😭
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bagelbucket · 10 months
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bold take we aren’t ready for is that people think they’re trans just because they don’t align with society’s “ideal” gender roles when in fact it’s just their personality. or because of internalized biphobia.
#but we AINT ready for that conversation#you’ll say you don’t wanna wear dresses or paint ur nails once and oh damn you must be a transman#and not because of having a literal actual trans experience#<- not aligned with your !!biological!! gender#people will misread this but like. you can be a biological woman and call urself a girlie and use he/him pronouns I genuinely don’t care#literally I do not care what u do#but there is a thing in noticing!!! where kids or adults realize they don’t align with how the world views their gender#and people say they must be trans#or because they’re straight or gay but . Because they might be butch or flamboyant. they think they HAVE to be trans bc#god forbid they’re just a feminine man or androgynous woman or masculine woman or nb man or person or !!!#anyways.#gender is a spectrum along which anyone can reside#while also feeling in touch with biological gender#(biological gender = sex)#anyways. Hey#bagel talk time#queer discourse#ANOTHER BOLD TAKE: transgender doesn’t exist because GENDER is a spectrum of experience DIFFERENT from sex#you can’t be transGENDER because gender is already a fluid human experince#we’ve just…..put ‘man’ and ‘woman’ into boxes based on gender roles and expectations#you can be transexual tho because that’s literallyyyyy the entire thing. that’s what it is.#<- all said by a person who thought they were transexual because they were experiencing (and still do) behaviors and traits different from#what society expected and HUNDREDS of people told them they were trans#almost went on hormones and changed my body because I was convinced#and that wasn’t the case for me#I use he him they them pronouns because I’m comfortable with them and because I feel masculine and androgynous sometimes#is it apart of the ‘trans’ experience? sure yeah!! 100%#and not everyone feels that way of course. but like. I’m not actually trans.#I just experience fluxes in gender#I’ve had a trans experience through finding myself but I’m not gonna call myself trans because I haven’t changed my body
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crimeronan · 2 months
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i'm super tired right now so as i mainlined all the tags on that childhood horror poll at once i found myself going "damn. everyone's got every horror subgenre and plotline in the world going on. it's crazy how i'm surrounded by so many traumatized friends when my own childhood was so completely normal"
and then i was like
hey. ktikat.
What.
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