#😞😞 i will shut up now

[sttoru]

💭&😠 with gojo :)

ANONNN ^_^!! thank u for asking angel mwahmwah gnna be rambling for a bit bye i answered these like i was on facetime w u telling me all abt my selfship lore w gojo. if u dont wanna read my stupid ramblings, scroll 🙏🏽🙏🏽

💭: where did you two meet?

OKUAOKAY its a loooong story which includes trauma and stuff on my part but i wont tell u , im gonna TRY and keep it short ! basically, satoru met me when he was on a solo mission >_< the school sent him out to an abandoned place where i was left @, fighting curses . now how did i end up there ? no cursed energy & nothin’ & still fightin’ these imaginary things (why dis lowkey reminding me of toji’s backstory) ? basically due to family . LAWLLL wont go into details since its a lot of explaining and lore but i got dumped there w the only weapon being a stick bcs those mfs loathed my ass bye ANYWAYS satoru found me , all messed up , and got me outta there & took me straight to shoko to get fixed up bcs i looked v BAD (as in wounds & stuff) && HE WAS SOWW WORRIED THE WHOLE TIMEEEE, muttering stuff like ‘please be all right,’ WHILE PACING AROUND THE ROOM BACK N FORTH 😋😋 anyways thas how we met and also how i got taken in by the school since i had no one lookin after me blahblahblah (insert more selfship lore) and satoru was kinda like my guardian during that time !! :3 he helped me find my way through the school, took me out to the city to explore, stuck up 4 me when i needed it, dragged me everywhere w him, let me train w him—yk just being super caring & also trying to light up my mood every time . especially when he sensed i wasnt feeling well. thas how he got me to warm up to him (rare occurrence) lol but the last thing is completely me irl … my rbf is so bad smh , ppl r always tellin me that i look mad or think m giving them looks 🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️ also ion like talking to ppl much & prefer to stay in my own bubble but if i had someone like satoru (literally the complete opposite of me) id def wouldn’t mind becoming a extrovert heheeee anyhow yes eventually ended up friends to lovers :D !! sorry this turned so long bye mind u this is the shortest i could keep my rambling at oooops

😠: what's the worst fight you've had? (if applicable)

UHHHMM well . LMAO i feel like im the one that starts almost all arguments w him t_t but most arguments get solved p easily since we r both adults and act like adults & talk things out like adults ! satoru’s always patient & never yells & asks me for my part of the story before he continues so we both understand each others feelings . but theres this one time i was fed up and stressed out, to the point i wasn’t trying to listen to anything he had to say. i was staying over at his apartment, he was being clingy whilst i told him that i wasn’t in the mood at the moment (was working on a project i desperately needed to get done for the night) . satoru gives me my space, but then comes back around every half an hour or 15 minutes, asking me to take a break since i was like overworking myself and taking no tjme to rest. but yk when you’re determined to do smth, theres no stopping u (like when u r in that hyper focused state). so at one point i literally snapped and raised my voice, asking him to f off and leave me be, called him annoying (😞😞) and outed all my frustrations in a fit of rage . i felt so BADDDDD right afterwards but couldn’t bring myself to apologise since i also partially felt like i needed to be left alone at the moment.

satoru was stunned and just.. nodded and said smth among the lines of ‘okay, all right. i understand. i’m sorry for bothering you, baby. however, please take a break.’ like that man didn’t even argue back, just stayed calm & collected before leaving me be without refuting anything bad i said abt him. okay so i finished my project peacefully that night (abt 5 am when i finished) . i went to his bedroom, ready to sleep, only to not find him there. THIS MAN WAS SLEEPING ON THE COUCH . IN HIS OWN HOUSE HELLO i didnt even tell him to, but okay, 😖 i went back to the living room to apologise and tell him to sleep on the comfy bed instead of on the couch with a measly blanket he found somewhere (which didnt even cover his entire 6’4 body)., he didn’t answer me so i turned him over to look at me and ……. this man. had cried himself to SLEEEEEP 🚶🏽‍♀️ he was already sleepin & the skin surrounding his eyes was red , cheeks stained w tears i was so mad @ myself actually. DAAASHDJSN he didnt show his hurt to me bcs he knew it would only distract me more from the work i had to, therefore he let me be & dealt with his own feelings alone. YALLLL this makes me sob every time

anyways i woke him up eventually and this man wasn’t even fully awake before he pulled me down on the couch with him and hugged me tightly to his chest like he was afraid i was boutta disappear 🙍🏽‍♀️🙍🏽‍♀️ he was talkin’ abt sum ‘sorry, ‘m sorry for disrupting you earlier. are you mad at me?’ BRAHHHHH. felt so bad i didn’t sleep the entire day, apologised to him & comforted him & just held him in my arms while he slept . NEVA AGAINNNN NEVAAAAAA

selfship ask game

[anhonest-puck]

every time i talk to my older mutuals i feel like i’m being held up by the scruff like a cat and examined. this is a good thing btw i just thought of it in the car and thought it was funny :3

(this may or may not be aimed towards @desire-mona …….. i feel like a creature in the silliest way possible If That Makes Sense /pos)

edit: how. how did my dumb sleepy ass forget to tag the othet tqo. @todds-diary and @perksofbeingpoet see i put yalls names in the tags but blanked out?? listen i was very sleepy eepy it was one am 😞😞 i hope yall dont mind being tagged SHHDJSJSJ)

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Need castiel to come and hit me in the head with a hammer

[swordmaid]

this is when he gets jumped by the gur

[lil-pumpkin-ghost]

Alright, I’m going to have a little rant here. While I was working my butt off cleaning my flood damaged store, I saw this couple on their bicycles riding down the street laughing, taking pictures and promptly saying, “Oh my god that’s so sad. I’m glad that wasn’t us.” This pisses me the hell off and this makes the other store owners and workers mad too. It wasn’t just the cyclist couple that did this, it was quite a bit of other people that did this as well throughout the day. They will walk or drive up and down the road just to see what happened and snap photos. Not a single time did any of those people offer to help out. It is so irritating that people like to treat us as if we are an exhibit at a zoo after a natural disaster happens. Would it kill you people to at least give a helping hand to flood victims? We are suffering a lot right now and many of us have lost almost everything.

[jtownraindancer]

good news: i wrote a fic

bad news: i wrote a fic

[fragiledate]

they made me regress back to a 9yo

[spinnysocks]

after 80 moons of my main clangen i have come to the grave realisation that making some of the founders be adoptive family has made the family trees confusing forever more

[theacoded]

wolfstar and jegulus as add up my love (clairo) lyrics (sorry i’m one angsty motherfucker)

remus

if i could wait for a time

to be sad about it, sad about it

i’d choose a day when you’ve gone away

and i’m all alone, upstate, all the way upstate

sirius

i remember when i see the moon

add up my love

add up my love

honey was it enough?

is it ever enough?

james

do you miss my laugh?

hear it from the back of the room

it’s just something i miss too

regulus

do you miss all the ways i put you in your place?

you say you like all of my attitude

add up my love

add up my love

honey, was it enough?

is it ever enough?

the way jegulus and almost wolfstar were back to back verses too gosh i love them (sirius would’ve been missing 4 lines)

[extervus]

i must've been away from tumblr or something. did you go from posting about an impossible crush to posting about moving in with your partner? congrats!!!!

I JUST SAW THIS ASK I never even saw a notification for it but yes!!! He's my wonderful and so awesome boyfriend now and we live together and I also happen to live a few buildings away from my best friends now too !! It all turned out okay in the end, I love my boyfriend I love my best friends I love all my friends it's all so wonderful yayy thank you for the congrats!!!

[poptartmochi]

something something growing up poor something something cosplay and crafting being expensive and also high-risk when you start out something something the thought of messing up and wasting money almost makes the entire process not worth it something something

[sculien]

rewatching private practice was a mistake bc ive fallen in love with charlotte king all over again and i want to roll around on the floor kicking and screaming until im blue in the face

[citruscloudsandmoon]

Due submission for mayblade day 09: Ice-cream 🍦🍨

Original dialogue is taken from golden girls. I felt like it fitted our Marium perfectly.

P.S. Marium first burns the car of a person who had been harassing the girls of the block and later on ends up slurping strawberry cheese ice-cream. Truly an icon she is 🌚

[hanrinz]

ahhahahaha.... i think i know which one is my favorite one to write for..

[kiroshang]

how has ur day been yoshi???? sending love 🫶🏻

HIHIHI LOVIEEE, m'honestly not doing good whoops AHHH school is kicking me in the ass AND OUR SEMESTER ENDS ON JULY 7 URHGHHH my finals are on wednesday nd im honestly feeling rlly burnt out 💀💀💀💀

[dongfangxunfeng]

scrolling thru my archive for a retrospective wow summer really was. a time i avoided being on here 😔