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[twiixr4kidz]

Hi! Just wanted to say that I absolutely love your writing! I was wondering if you could do headcanons for scott pilgrim, matthew and gideon first realizing they like the reader?

(also I noticed you had emoji anons, can I be 📋 anon? :])

omg absolutely!! welcome 📋 anon!!

scott, matthew, and gideon realizing they've got a crush

scott pilgrim:

he falls fast and he falls HARD

it plays out in his brain like that one scene where he meets ramona in the movies

everything starts to move in slow motion and hearts swarm around his head and then he walks into a wall

he's going to talk to everyone he can just to get some information on you before he plans the first interaction

which is probably him asking for your number after spewing some useless garbage and awkwardly stumbling over his words

somehow, his awkwardness is surprisingly charming...

matthew patel:

have i ever mentioned the fact that he's like a puppy??

because he is just like a puppy

it's almost like the aura around you turns from solid-color to like bright and sparkly and his eyes light up and he starts giggling to himself

whenever the two of you hang out, he'll spend half his time staring at you, and if you notice, he'll get all blushy and look away as if he isn't completely infatuated with you

he's gonna tell you as soon as possible he is so bad at keeping secrets

gideon graves:

he's very... hesitant.

we saw how he was with ramona, and after the reset, he doesn't want to risk something like that happening again

he's very self-aware now

so when he realizes he likes you, he becomes very VERY distant at first

he stops texting, stops calling, stops communicating at all

he knows ghosting you isn't a smart idea but he feels like it's better than the alternative of him becoming disgustingly infatuated

after a few weeks, he feels like shit and he misses you so bad

he invites you out to dinner to apologize and he explains everything. like he doesn't leave out a single detail.

if he wants this to work, then he needs to be honest with himself and communicate with you

[roxxiies]

what do you think our little prince of the abyss' love language be?

- 💫

HOLD ME CLOSE

synpss: dyrroth's love language. sfw, gn!reader, little angst

ft: dyrroth

I think dyrroth will most likely have physical touch as a love language.

You see, having bestowed the responsibility of leading the abyss as the lord for some years made him feel... empty deep inside. That somehow, in the back of his mind, he was missing something—something that wasn't lost but is lost.

You, however, made him feel safe and warm once he was in your embrace, despite being seated on a cold throne. So he tries to look for that missing piece in you. He makes time for you only to just embrace you as his face nuzzles towards your neck, huffing an exhausted sigh as he pulled you closer.

He would often feel oddly comforting when he gave you innocent gestures and touches, and somehow it makes him feel like he's human again, away from those responsibilities and brutal wars.

And maybe, just maybe, he will think that you were the one his heart was actually missing.

back to all my work . . .

[indigitalembrace]

...!

Oh..-! New files..-! Haha- Oh and here I was thinking I had the complete set..!

This is... this is really good, he's going to be so happy...

Thank you, Jade..! Thank you... I'll have to add these to the rest of the files right away, Watch_Dog will take care of password encoding..

We got... way too many snoopers around here to be leaving these out in the open.

- 🦐

Haha! No worries! I am always glad to help out new friends. It is wonderful to finally be able to speak to you all properly. I am feeling better now. Thank you for taking care of those files, Friend. Kinito will be very, very happy to have those back. They'll help him be your best friend! Your everlasting friend! That goes for all of you. You're going to have so much fun when he sets it all up.

[atypical-dysphoria-culture-is]

Welcome to Atypical-Dysphoria-culture-is also known as Atypical Dysphoria Culture Is! This blog is for people to just share their experiences with Atypical Dysphoria (ex: BIID, Species Dysphoria, Xenic Dysohoria, etc.)! This is a blog to help spread the awareness and support people need!

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[iluvtboytummy]

Your posts are so cute <3. So complacent and obedient, you'd be the perfect little test subject.

- 🦴📋

Mmmm, thank you sir! I try my best. I wanna be a good little experiment. I'll listen, lay back when I'm told, and take every test you do on me.

[blushedfemmes]

“Big and/or tall subby butches”

Ma’am I’m 6’1, 245 lb and I look so so so cute on my knees

-🦾

mmm i bet you do 🤭

[coverfossils]

Question about fossil pokemon:

How do I give every tirtouga a little kissie

This is very important so you must listen carefully. Okay?

Step 1: Approach little turtle.

Step 2: Pick up little turtle.

Step 3: smooch turtle on it’s little head.

Step 4: Profit.

There.

[jjunieworld]

タグ〞 𓋜 ───── ﹙ 𝓣agging 𝓢ystem .ᐟ ﹚𓂃 ⩩ 𖦹

──── ❝ ステレオから 𝓂𝗈𝗇𝗈へ, 分かれ道 はそう。これが散りゆく運命ならば 𝓂𝗒 𝓁𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝓁𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋。 綴る言葉, 書いては消してる。 ﾞ 𓂅

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𝓪nons / 𝓶oots 𝓽ags

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𝓖roup 𝓽ags

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でも忘れられないよ; 脳裏に焼き付いてる 𝓁𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝓉𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗈𝗈。 ∿ [ continue on to . . . masterlist , taglist , request ]

[mimiscoiningcafe]

Cafe’s Open!

lovecore-and-naturecore-coining -> mimiscoiningcafe

Run by Arynn (@eldritchtaur, xey/it/void/cute/he) and Mod Plushie (who wishes to remain anonymous, it/drac/drag/vee/zey/plush/soft), who are both systems so will occasionally post system-specific terms and/or catered to alters!

While we may not be the most active, we very much are still here!

Primarily, Arynn is the one who talks most of the time, but sometimes Mod Plushie will chime in as well, indicated by the tags listed in the tags area.

We tend to prioritize coining terms that we are more familiar with (ex. system) but as long as you give us a strong enough vibe and/or give us a template, we can work with pretty much anything!

Besides coining terms, we can also do flag edits, pride heacanons, ID packs, alter packs, moodboards, stimboards, and emojis!

We also reblog promos on this blog and archive terms under our side blogs of: @npd-archive, @goregeous-archive, @term-containment-breach, @system-term-archive, @ficto-religious-archive, @devilisharchive, @sinful-virtue-archive, so feel free to tag those if you come up with terms that need archiving!

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[ask-toonie-cogsworth]

I think you'll be fine since you got a higher position

You're-

Yeah.. You're probably right-

I-im sorry- everything started happening so fast and he didn't tell any of us anything so we don't know who this audit is supposed to affect .

If I'm not at risk then that's great..! But Corvid... Her job is at risk.. She's a lot lower than me. If she lost her job Daphne would probably lose it! She'd go off at mr Cyger and then probably lose her job herself... She might seem calm and focused at work but i know how angry she can get...

Cogs... Ever since this audit started i haven't stopped shaking...

[k0dzukeiji]

𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 .｡✧･ﾟ:*

✩ 𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫, 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫, [𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐩] (づ￣ ³￣)づ

✩ 𝐣𝐣𝐤 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 ➜ @megiro

“𝐆𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲.“

little reminder that I have a live outside tumblr and am not obligated to update unless I feel like it ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

“𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮.“

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑��𝐈𝐒𝐓 ✧°｡⋆: ˚

𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑 ➜ 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 - 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨

𝐍𝐄𝐖 ➜ 𝐀𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 - 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐍! ➜ 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 - 𝐊𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐲𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐨

𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐕 ➜ 𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 - 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒 ➜ #arins works✒️#arin writes haikyuu✒️🏐 #arins asks💌 #arins reblogs🔁 #arins recommendations🎧 #arins thoughts💭 #arins anons🫶 #arins masterlist📋 #arins navi💗

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ➜ 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍

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arins notes: I reserve the rights to my work, my work is mine and mine alone (minus the characters, I do not own the characters). do not repost, translate or plagiarize my work.

[twiixr4kidz]

Hi! I hope you're doing well :) Could you do headcanons for wallace and stephen taking care of a sick reader? It could be both of them together or seperate I don't mind either way - 📋

yes ofc!! i'll do them together since i have the option!!

wallace and stephen taking care of sick reader!!

wallace tries to take care of you while keeping his distance

he loves you dearly, but he HATES being sick

he'll get you whatever you ask for, he'll pick up your favorite comfort foods for you, he'll make you soup if that's what you want

but he's gonna walk into your room holding his breath and he's running out as soon as you're holding what he's delivering

stephen, on the other hand, doesn't give two shits about getting sick

he'll lay with you in bed and comfort you because man, being sick is ASS and he gets it

he tries to help you get your energy back by playing video games with you

stephen tries to get wallace to join, but he's standing in the door way, leaning on it and insisting that he's "okay watching from a distance"

to which stephen calls him a pussy

he knows full well that he's going to get sick, and he's going to get wallace sick just to be annoying :3

[roxxiies]

hiii :3c i see that requests are open! so if you don’t mind, may i request hcs for ling, aamon, hayabusa (not sure if you have a character limit) with a tank reader that always has their backs / ready to sacrifice for them :D thank you in advance ♡!

it’s always support healers when it comes to fics and, as a carmilla main, the tanks need some love too ✊

— ☁️ anonnie

I’VE GOT YOUR BACK

synpss: (separate) head canons of assassins with a tank!reader. sfw, gn!reader

ft: ling, aamon, hayabusa

Ling is fond of supports and it all makes sense that he is skeptical around tanks.

Thinking that he doesn't need them with how he dives in, secure kills, and escapes unharmed. Oh but when it comes to you? He's uncharacteristically impressed. No matter how he denies it.

He just likes how fast you manoeuvre your skills and how quick your responses are with his combos.

Then there, he would often follow you and respond quickly to your set-ups... and somehow he couldn't help but have a preference for players now.

Ling was surprised with himself, at first, that a tank user such as yourself could make the matches effortless and finally enjoyable for him. 

He'll find himself more competitive in matches when you’re on his team and he will no longer just play to win.

^ Now, he plays to impress you, to show that he’s not just some flashy assassin but an assassin that you'll be amazed at.

Something he does is when you pull off a big combo with your set-up and he responds right away, he'd glance your way, just to see if you noticed.

He tells himself that he needs to thank you at least but all you'll get is a satisfied huff and a pat on the back.

Ling's full of himself, you see, but he hopes you'll eventually understand just how much he appreciates having you as his partner on the battlefield.

Aamon, ever the battlefield tactician, will subtly direct your movements during a fight.

He doesn't judge you or belittle you; he only leads you, making sure that you two will always have the upper hand in battles.

During intense battles, he'd stick close to you, using his agility to dodge attacks from enemies who would try to overwhelm you.

Your role as a tank is immediately evident. Aamon, though reserved, gives you genuine praise for your performance.

He'd notice your willingness to take on significant damage and protect your teammates; he can't help but notice that you're selfless… and yet someone he can count on.

But when the battle turns unfavourable, Aamon guides you through a tactical retreat easily. 

Despite your imposing presence on the battlefield, your personality might be warm and approachable. It's a contrast to the duke's more reserved nature, but either way, this makes you a reliable and trustworthy ally who he deemed easy to get along with.

Your confidence in your skills, along with Aamon’s strategic demeanor, makes enemies wonder if they'd use their main heroes or what HAHAHA

In rare moments, Aamon might share a light-hearted joke about the battle. You'd be surprised, but your heart swells knowing you're this close to the duke.

Hayabusa is a competitive man, and he will initially see you as a rival, someone who could potentially overshadow his own power.

But as you continue to fight side by side, he begins to see something different in you... a partner who can keep up with his relentless pace.

And when you start taking a step ahead of him, he’s captivated, thinking that your skill might just be the perfect complement to his own.

Though he’d never say it out loud, he’s secretly happy with how effortlessly you two can dominate the battlefield together.

Following the battle, Hayabusa would invite you to a traditional tea ceremony. It’s rare, one he reserves for only his closest allies, and something he now looks forward to.

Hayabusa swears that it’s your fault he’s so impressed—your skills have intrigued him to the point where he now offers convinces you to train together. He'd be pleased and happy when you taught him your techniques as well.

Back on the battlefield, he now has the habit of staying just out of sight, observing you among the battlefield from the shadows. You'd use it to your advantage and play aggressively because you know that Hayabusa is always nearby, ready to strike if things went south.

Your teammates are amazed—and perhaps a little intimidated—by your combined combos.

Together, you and Hayabusa have become unstoppable. A duo who can knock em out without those men realising what's even happening 👆

[from-izzy]

hi izzy,

I hope you don't mind me doing this on anon but I just wanted to say in response to the two anons who seemed to have a problem with your work that there is absolutely nothing wrong in the nature of the topics that you're choosing to write about. You're neither approaching it insensitively nor are you forcing your content upon anyone and that's actually quite important because anyone who chooses to engage with it is therefore doing so of their own free will like those anons seem to have done.

You've even addressed the issue of content warnings too to make sure that people know what they'll be getting into so honestly, there's not much more you can do beyond that if they choose to continue reading. But you, having taken those actions, would already know that.

I've not read through all of your works (which is a damn shame) but even I have to acknowledge the importance of the topics that you address in your personal series. Not all fiction (fan made or not) exists to perpetuate typical notions of romance. And actually, it's so important to have media (whether it be in the form of books or whatnot) that addresses mental health and other such topics in order to circulate and normalise those discussions. It's so easy for people to say they advocate for mental health, etc. but when someone does something that could positively impact the field, they're quick to reject it because it's uncomfortable for them. Life isn't always comfortable for everyone and THAT'S the reality of it.

And the notes about how writing isn't meant to reflect reality, etc. is absolute nonsense. The whole point of writing is that authors put to paper the words they wish to read or the stories they want to share. It's not an exclusive field. And you're doing just that. Sure, your work may not give everyone the escape they want but you never claimed it did. Plus, not everyone engages in reading to escape. Some people read to be comforted, to relax, or simply because they want to. And your work is so important for the former.

Most importantly, it helped you! Writing is your outlet and no one should be allowed to take that from you simply because it doesn't meet their standards of what writing should or shouldn't be. It would be a shame for anyone to lose literary integrity simply because people don't understand how impactful your words can be to the people that read it and those that need it (and that includes yourself).

I really hope they don't discourage you from writing not now and not ever because honestly, from what I have read so far, it's important for you but also for others that you're able to put the work you want out there.

Anyways, I wish you all the best for the future and sorry for my messy rant!

hi anon 🥹 i'm sorry i'm responding this encouragement of yours pretty late 😭 i wanted to make sure i wrote a really nice reply back with all the points you made here, making sure that i convey my gratefulness to you for this 💝

i remember reading this for the first time and my first reaction was to panic first because well...as you mentioned in your ask, i haven't had the best times with anon asks 🥹 in saying that! anons like you and others have come to my inbox to send my encouragements and i'm really glad for you all 🫂

thank you for supporting in the topic that i write about, i really appreciate this ❤️‍🩹 mental health is still such an interesting topic when being talked about in public. in a closed off space, for example, between friends or between a professional, it just stays there but open the door just a little bit, and somewhere in the crowd, you'll see someone glaring at you for talking about it. i grew up knowing nothing about it and so moving to a culture where it's heavily emphasised is something that i'll always be thankful for. being able to talk about it has helped me so much and that's why i choose to write these and i don't see myself stopping to write about these. but of course, content warnings!! thank you for acknowledging that i'm doing all i can for this 🫂

i see the way topics of mental health have developed in my life and for me, it's touching that most people are now able to talk about it without being judged and i genuinely think it should be like that going forward. i do understand how these topics can be uncomfortable but that's why i think setting boundaries are key. for writing, i do this through warnings, for friendships and conversations, i ask about how in-depth i can talk about each topic.

concealing it, ignoring it and/or stopping to talk about these topics will only make it worse. and this goes with anything that should be talked about more.

when i first started writing, i knew that i wanted to talk about these kinds of things but i was too scared to jump into it straight away. that's why it was really hard for me to release cupid's mistake because the main idea of that story is a part of me that not even everyone in real life knows about me. it has always been a goal for me to connect with my readers a bit further by explaining the background of the story and how it relates to me. i think this step further is important for telling people that they're not alone if they're facing similar issues; because that's how the people around me has helped me in my mental health journey.

i thought about why i was scared at first but i decided to go for it and i told myself: if people judge me because of this, then they don't have to read it!! it's similar in real life where if people judge me over this, then they don't have to be around me or be my friend. it's as simple as that to me. i can see why readers who don't write think that stories could lean towards being written not based on reality but you're correct anon, it's not an exclusive field and everyone reads for different reasons 🥹🫂 just the same as how writers will write for different reasons. for me, it has always been to talk about these topics and provide comfort. but yes, not all my writings are centred around that because i still love other genres too!!

writing has helped me in ways that i never thought of and for me, it's a healthy hobby that i hope will continue to be 💜 i'm even thinking of taking a unit on creative writing next semester but we shall see about that!! 🥰 if i do, hopefully i can make the quality of my writing better!! 🫶

thank you so much for supporting my work, anon 💝 genuinely, this gave me so much comfort and it's not messy at all by the way! i think this response is messier 😭🤣😭 i have no idea who you are, if we're mutuals, or if we have ever interacted before but if someday you're ever ready to reveal yourself, i just want to give you the biggest hug but for now, here you go: 🫂🫂🫂🫂 thank you for making me feel welcomed and loved in this community 💕

all the best to you too!! have an awesome rest of the day/night!! ☀️🌙

[atypical-dysphoria-culture-is]

not culture is but we have a question ,, is there an atypical dysphoria term for not necessarily being dysphoric about ur species but specifically not having extra limbs ( ex cat ears , extra eyes , extra arms ) ?

I’d suggest to look into Dissomei terms as well as Aldernic terms!

dissodic-archive & aldernarchive are blogs I’d recommend!

[a-gilded-imprisonment]

You don't need control now. Just be honest to me, if you can. I know it's hard. I understand what having control means for you. If you don't want to let go of it, it's fine. But you can talk openly with me, there's no need for any act, alright?

I noticed that you have some problems showing that you care about someone. You usually turn it into teasing and games and the person doesn't feel so cared for like this. It always seems like you're just playing with them but isn't it just some kind of your defense mechanism to not get hurt? You must have gone through so much...

Say if you're uncomfortable to talk about something tho, I won't push you into it.

- 📋

Alright…

*The gambler’s words are hesitant, almost like he doesn’t quite believe what the therapist is saying.*

*Aventurine arches an eyebrow at the other’s words, mulling his thoughts over.*

That does make a lot of sense… it’s no mystery why people can’t love me back… I make it so hard for them!

*The blonde sighs, burying his face in his hands.* I’m used to teasing, I’m used to games. It’s what I do, it’s who I am. 

I… I can’t get attached to anybody, they are only pawns to level the playing field… 

But in the end, that’s not what I really think, is it? 

*His voice breaks, eyes misting as he inhales a ragged breath.*

I want so badly to have at least one person I can rely on… at least one person who can see the real me.

Who can love me...

And I ruin my own chances because I’m so scared of being rejected… of losing.

*Aventurine sniffs, sounding like he’s about to cry.*

This is… this is confidential, right? You won’t… you won’t tell anybody about this?