#💙🌑 Light of the Moon (Shin-Ah)

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helloooo everyone i have a small selfship animation :] the song is here!

the like. lore to this animation is that yeaaars ago (like 2015?) I drew this using Shin-Ah and wanted to redraw it but using my self insert, Luvenia!. Luvenia is a trans man and uses any pronouns :]

for fun, i have compared the 2015 (?) version and the new version under the cut!!

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perhaps starting working on a thing that is a redraw of an old thing i did with shin-ah yearssss ago but this time im adding my s/i yknow

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since its shin-ah hours. time to post my fave pic

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hold on. rmeembered shin-ah

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Good morning my brain is still rapodly rotating through f/os and characters in general but its fiiine

kis him

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I love he

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Oghghg i forgot how much i loved shin-ah ...i went thru my blog collecting pics of him for my phone and i hghghg he deserves the world and I'd like to give it to him

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hold on sorry im jumping between SO Many f/os today but i remembered shin-ah my beloved my baby .y darling

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the intimacy of a character with a mask who hasn't revealed their face in years to anyone and they finally show the one they care about because of a pact of trust and love and they know the person won’t hurt them and yes there's still hesitation, but as the person strokes their cheek their hesitating drops and they lean lightly into a touch they have not felt in years if they ever felt it at all...will they cry, even just a single tear? will they sit in silence? no matter what they react with, they feel safe at last and dang thats the good shit

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good morning! heres a lil man

wishing everyone a good day!!

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Sleepinh in a minute but

he is so cute. mask comfort item

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i need to keep reading y.ona but it was so like. heavy for me that i think i needed to step back but im also nervous to continue now. but also i need more of my beloved and so the problem is that

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not even 2pm and today is awful (not anyoens fault, just . bad vibes everywhere. planets aren’t aligned or something idk) but im gonna choose to focus on the positive

silly shin-ah saturday

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good morning i had a lot of wild dreams last night but one included my beloved

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i may be not fully fixated on him this second but please know i haven't forgotten him

I miss him every day shit sucks just want my boy back </3 /J

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if i had a nickel for every man i’ve f/o’d who wears a mask because he’s hated and thought of as a monster by literally everyone until a shining singular group of people comes through and helps him not hate himself as much i’d have two nickels. which isnt a lot but its weird its happened twice and i only now noticed