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Can you make more Joe Goldberg? You did such aan amazing job on the first one that I NEED a second one. Just please consider. Thank. Love your fics btw 💖💖💖
Lily of the Valley
[Joe Goldberg x Female!Reader]
Synopsis: Coffee might not be his favorite, but things can change when it involves a person like you.
WC: 659
Category: Fluff
Fortunately, I already had this small idea in mind for our lovely stalker man and this request really just put the icing on top of the cake. Hopefully it fulfills your needs 🙌 (also you’re too sweet… thank you so much for the kind words 💞)
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Coffee. The hard, hot, and bitter drink that is the reason many people get out of bed each day and the reason why some people stay up until the early hours of the morning. He never understood the appeal.
But that didn't mean he didn't enjoy the smell of coffee beans roasting, the smell of fresh ground beans being poured into a filter, and the smell of the finished product. He didn't understand how something so bitter and disgusting could have such a calming and comforting smell.
Joe had been sitting in a booth in a coffee shop for the past few hours, watching the world outside go by, sipping a small mug of tea, and his current read, "The Woman In The Window" by A.J Finn, in front of him. His eyes were trained on the people going by, not really taking much of anything in. He was on autopilot, a default setting he slipped into whenever his mind was full of something else.
It was only when a waitress with a short, black pixie cut walked over to his table that his eyes come back into focus, and his thoughts began to slow down. She didn't look like she belonged in a coffee shop. With a long, floral dress, combat boots, and a cardigan, she was far too pretty and too interesting to be serving lattes. She was a rose in a garden full of daisies, a peacock among chickens.
Then, like a snap to reality, the sound of his name pulled him away from her and onto… you. The whole reason he was here in the first place.
If he thought the waitress was a rose, you were a whole bouquet.
"Jonathan! Are you going to order anything, or are you just going to keep sitting there, scaring all our other employees?" You said a laugh in your voice.
He hadn't even noticed the waitress had already left, and now, you were standing by the table, holding a coffee pot.
Yeah, he needs to stop letting his thoughts take over.
"No, no, I was just, uh, reading."
"Reading a book, or reading her?" You said, cocking your head to the side, indicating the waitress who had moved on to another table.
"Reading the book."
"Mhm, sure." You said, not at all convinced. God, he just wanted to kiss the smirk off your face. Those pretty lipstick-covered lips moving against his.
You shook your head, smiling.
"You want a muffin… or something? On the house, since you're a regular and all."
He looked down at the book again, then back up at you. Unlike the waitress, you were dressed for work in a black, collared shirt tucked into black pants and a black apron tied around your waist.
It told him a lot about you, like the fact that you were a rule follower organized. The other waitress played confidence to stand out. You wanted to blend in, but still, he noticed.
How could he not notice you?
"Sure."
"Blueberry, right? Your usual."
"Yeah."
"Okay. I'll be back in a second."
You had just turned to leave before you spun on your heel and stopped.
"And, Jonathan,” you paused. "That book in your hands? Wonderful read."
As you walked away, he realized how his heart had started to beat faster, and he couldn't stop the grin on his face.
A bouquet? No, you were something far more rare and far more beautiful than that.
You were an orchid.
And when you returned with that perfectly shaped muffin and that award-winning smile, Joe decided this would be the last time he ever chased a woman. Because this one?
You?
It was as though you were a mix between all his past loves and yet someone entirely new.
You were that new orchid in the greenhouse, the lily of the valley, and he wanted to nurture you and make you grow.
It's time to stop blending in; he would bring you out to bloom.
#joe goldberg#joe goldberg x reader#joe goldberg/reader#joe goldberg x you#you netflix#you show#netflix you#joe goldberg x female!reader#love quinn#x reader#fanfic#reader#fanfiction#joe goldberg x yn#jonathan moore#jonathan moore x reader#you spoilers#you s4#you s2#penn badgley x reader#penn badgley#gossip girl#dan humphrey x reader#dan humphrey#rhys montrose#rhys montrose x reader#guinevere beck#fluff#mega fluff#joe goldberg fluff
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GerIta Week 2024 - All Days
Day 1 (Mar 16): Garden | “The colours are so vibrant!”
Flowers 🌸 💐 and colors for these prompts . There are shades represent cornflowers 💙 🟦 of Germany 🇩🇪 and lilly 🤍 ⬜of Italy 🇮🇹 ……
Day 2 (Mar 17): Celebration | "I'm glad I got to spend today with you."
Celebration for Valentines ♥️❤️❤️🔥❣️💕💞💓💗💖💘💝 🍫, White Day 🤍☁️☁️, and Italy 🇮🇹 ‘s birthday 🪅🎉🎁🎈🎈🥳 🎉 🎂
Day 3 (Mar 18): Ice cream | “I think you need a napkin.”
Ice creams 🍦 🍨 cakes 🎂 🍰 🧁 , chocolate 🍫 , sweets and drinks 🍬🍩🍭🍡🍧🍹 🥂🥤🧋 all over….
Day 4 (Mar 19): Plushies | “It’s cute, just like you!”
Plushies decorated on layers of pianos 🎹 and the Valentine Love Couple Chair
🛋🛋🧸🧸🧸🧸🎀♥️💖
🎹 🎹 🎹 🎹 🎹 🎹 🎹 🎹
Day 5 (Mar 20): Architecture | “Is this bringing up memories too?”
This handmade pop up card is paper Architecture 💌🔖📝📏📐✂️🌆💒 made by Ludwig 🇩🇪 lol 😆
There is also a sticker of Rome in Italy 🇮🇹 ( at the front of the card ) lol 😆
Day 6 (Mar 21): Butterfly kisses | “You’re so cute when you do that.”
Butterflies 🦋 🦋🦋🦋 surrounding the Valentine Heart Chair of plushies 🛋🛋🧸🧸🧸🧸🎀♥️💖
Day 7 (Mar 22): Free Day (or canon moment)
🇩🇪:
Happy birthday 🎉🎈🎁🎂🎊,
Feliciano 🇮🇹 💓💗💖💘💝💞💕❣️
Also, belated Celebration of Valentines and White Day
Let’s make some cakes 🎂, chocolate 🍫 , ice cream 🍨 , tea 🍵 and enjoy them in the garden of love 💐🌹🌷🌺🌸🌼🌻🪷💓💗💖💘💝💞💕❣️❤️, then cuddle with plushies🦉 🧸🧸🦉made by me and ….exchange butterflies kisses 🦋🦋💋💋💋💋💕❣️
I'm glad I got to spend today with you 🇩🇪🇮🇹💕
How about we cycling and spending this March 3️⃣ in Italy 🇮🇹 to dedicate to your birth month 3️⃣, dear ?
GerIta week 2024 - All days .
Finished 💯 percent.
I had no time to make Chibi GerIta for the pop up card…..so may be I will add some later or for another occasions.....
Thank you so incredibly much for the event @geritaweek
#mixed media#traditional art#ludwig beilschmidt#gerita#aphgermany#feliciano vargas#geritaweek#aphitaly#geritaweek2024#day1#day2#day3#day4#day5#day6#day7
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wriothsley overeating at a tea party with neuvillette and furina 💖
this is so sweet!! he and furina would definitely take delight in discussing which desserts pair with which teas and why, and giving each other recommendations
wriothesley wouldn't be used to such a wide array of treats - furina is an expert after all - and needs to loosen his belt after sampling far too many pastries and cakes at her recommendation, eyes much larger than his stomach. afterwards, in the privacy of their home, he curls up on neuvillette's lap to sleep off his sugar crash, his stomach naueseous and grumbling from being overworked. the hydro dragon unties his pants and slips his hands up his shirt, affectionately rubbing soothing circles over the curve of his sore tummy, palms warm and gentle on his sensitive middle as wriothesley snuggles closer to his touch. some things need more than tea to fix.
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🍓🕯️🍄 ? :)
🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction?
I was a reader of fanfiction for many years before attempting to write. I do have a bit of a experience writing in school - mostly poetry though, no fiction. Then one day, I completely fell in love with Klaine and loved all the fan fic written for them. I have a couple of friends ( we all met through the fandom) and we'd occasionally read fic together and discuss it and our favorite writers. Then one day I thought I'd surprise them with a gift and try to write a fic just for them. It took me over a year to do it - but it resulted in my first ever fic. My friends encouraged me to share it on A03 and to try to write more - and well, here we are! I've expanded now to include the firstprince/RWRB fandom which I adore. 🥰
🕯️ ⇢ on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that? OK so if 1 is like I despise doing it and 10 being - oh my god, its the greatest thing ever . . . I'd say, maybe a 7? Editing is a necessary evil. I think it's really important to do, but it takes me FOREVER and that's the part that makes me not love it so much. I'm very much a perfectionist and nitpicky about whatever I write and that's why the editing phase takes me a while to complete. I do like the end product though after I've given it a few editing passes.
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
I'll do two!
Klaine: Blaine is such a cuddler in bed, like he enjoys being the little spoon so he can feel Kurt's arms around him as he drifts off to sleep. Blaine will shuffle back a bit into Kurt's chest just to get comfy, twine his finger's around Kurt's and hold their clasped hands together over his heart before he closes his eyes. Firstprince: When Alex's anxiety gets to be a bit too overwhelming, Henry will give him a cup of chamomile and lavender tea (which Alex begrudgingly takes even though its not coffee) and slips Alex a couple of Jaffa Cakes ( which Alex will never admit to, but is starting to like) to snack on. Afterward Alex lies with his head in Henry's lap and lets Henry massage his temples and play with his curls. If that doesn't work, then it's onto a full body massage . . which then often leads to other things 😉,
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Thanks for the ask @nicoise ! 💖💖💖
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Does Eddie ever get to drive the truck?😂
Hiii babes!! So I feel like he would get to drive the truck if you absolutely can’t/shouldn’t be driving 😂 but most of the time it’s a hard no, but I’ll give you some examples of when Eddie asks to drive the truck💖
-find all things Eddie’s Southern Belle here✨
*Eddie is just trying to be nice and offer to drive you to work…*
“Hey baby you want me to drive you?” “Honey bunches the only thing I need you to drive me is wild…now be a sweetheart and hand me my purse please.” “Do…do I drive you wild?…that’s a thing?” “Oh sugar you have no idea..now be good while I’m at work don’t get into any trouble I’m all out of favors over at the police station.” “Out of favors?” “Well yeah…who you think baked them that cake when they tried to arrest you for trespassing that one time?…or the batch of cookies and brownies when you got caught with a little too much of the devil’s lettuce in your van?… oh or the lasagna when you ran that stop sign in a school zone?” “The school zone was you baby….so was the trespassing…”
“Sugar plum where are my keys?” “Oh I have them.” “Now…I may be a little spacey but I sure as shit don’t remember giving you my keys…” “I was going to go fill your tank up for you…I know you hate doing that.” “You are just as sweet as a pitcher of tea in the summertime….but that’s okay puddin I got gas yesterday.” “Baby…” “don’t go poutin sugar it’s not gonna work now put ‘em back in my purse and let’s go cuddle on the couch..I’ll take you for a ride later.” “Just let me drive it one time…please.” “Oh honey..I wasn’t talkin about in the truck.” “Oh…ohhhhhh okay…yeah that’s…I’m fine with that.”
“Don’t even think about it Edward James.” “Baby please…you said one day you’d let me drive her and it’s been like…three months since you said that.” “Sugar that’s just somethin I say so you’ll stop beggin…I’m sorry I thought you knew that.” “That’s mean…” “oh don’t you dare go poutin at me puddin…just get in the truck okay? I’ll let you control the radio.” “Can I play Metallica?” “Sure honey…whatever makes you happy…want me to roll the windows down for you?” “Yes…do you have a hair tie?” “I always keep an extra in my purse just for you sugar…now let’s go home….I love you.” “I love you too even though you won’t let me drive your truck.” “One day honey…one day…”
#southern convos#eddie munson series#eddie munson x fem!reader fluff#eddie munson x southern belle#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you fluff#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson x you#eddie munson x fem!reader#Eddie Munson#boyfriend!eddie munson#my little dungeon master baby#eddie munson au
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hewwo! i was going to request for Leona, but i saw you'd like to start writing for other fandoms and characters more. so in that case, may i please request platonic headcanons with the Kamaboko squad? the reader is a hashira who's stoic but very motherly. doesn't show much expression but is always quietly fussing over the quartet in their own way, making sure they're fed, happy, and have a place to sleep? thank you 💖
Title: Lovely Mother: To be edited
Menu: Demon Slayer
Beverage: Jasmine Pearl Green Tea, Pink Lemonade, Fresh Mango Bubble Tea
Main Dish(es): Croissants
Side Dish(es): Orange Crush Pound Cakes
Spoilers: Swordsmith Village Arc
Trigger Warning: None, tell me if there are any
Summary: The reader is a hashira who's stoic but very motherly she shows little emotions but is always quietly fussing over the quartet in their own way, making sure they're fed, happy, and have a place to sleep.
Notes: Also @honey-deerling if you like you can request the Leona one if you like. I don’t mind! I still do want to do other characters/fandoms but I don’t care if you have a request for Leona or Twisted Wonderland that fine!
I’m sorry I took such a long time.
Kamaboko Squad
You first met Tanjiro and Nezuko during the Hashiras’ meeting. You saw how Tanjiro was telling the truth. You felt bad for the siblings, after all you would’ve done the same.
After you heard that they were at Butterfly Mansion you went there to visit them. You were pleased to hear that they recovered well. You met Zenitsu and Inosuke.
Zenitsu started being a pervert with you until you made it clear you were there to check on Tanjiro. Him yelling at Tanjiro. He stopped when he realized you cared for him like a mom. Everytime he sees you he hugs you a cries and complains about something. You just listen carefully and tell him your take care of it or offer him advice.
Inosuke always yelled “FIGHT ME” when he saw you. You would always tell him “I can’t fight you but I can help you improve”. He would sometimes train with you. You always complimented what he improved on and what he could improve on. He always get the bubbly feeling. You always bring food for him as a reward for training.
Tanjiro always trains which worries you. You always make sure he is sleeping well. Tanjiro greatly appreciates it. Always thanking you when you bring him food. You offer Tanjiro extra training with you. Which again he thanks you and takes you up for the offer. You always fuss over his well being thinking he takes his training too far. You often suggest for him to take a break and be a kid. After all he didn’t have much of childhood after his family died.
Nezuko loves you and always loves being around you. When you visit she refuses to let you go. You remind of her mom. You always bring sweets for her. You give her advice on being well a female. Since you were older you has more life experience then she did. Nezuko gets sad when you have to leave.
A/N: So I’ve been having a hard time doing Kanao and Genya’s so heres it so far I hope you like it!
#Demon Slayer#genya shinazugawa#kny#swordsmith village arc#hashira#Tanjiro Kamado#nezuko kamado#inosuke hashibira#zenitsu agatsuma#kimetsu no yaiba#Kanao Tsuyuri#Demon Slayer Headcannons#Kimetsu no Yaiba headcannons#kny headcannons
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7/9/2023
Weigh in, WIEIAD, ranting
Just weighed in, today I am... 90 lbs exactly!!!! GW ACHIEVED!!! I think I'll be in the 80's tomorrow!!!! I'm really excited because my ugw is 85 lbs!!! Now I'm just waiting one more hour so I can eat my omad, it was sooooo good yesterday!!!! The egg yolk kinda tasted like cheese... I can't remember the last time I ate cheese. My lunch is good every day because it's the same thing pretty much every day.
I do OMAD, and I OMAD lunch. I do lunch because it's something to look forward to, and something to look back on and remind myself after that I don't need any more. I always start making it at 5:00 pm. There are two things in my lunch that NEVER change and I eat every single day, and that is one can of tuna and one boiled egg. Usually it's soft boiled because I love runny yolks. I've always loved tuna. I just eat it straight out of the can, usually with a little salt and pepper. Sometimes I heat it up, but I haven't done that in a while. Maybe I'll do that today. The third part of my lunch only changes sometimes, for now it's been a banana, but it used to be oatmeal. Bananas are probably my favorite fruit, I LOVE bananas so much!!!! We're almost out though ☹︎ when there are no more bananas I will switch back to oatmeal, it's so so so filling and so so so warm and delicious and mmmmmm its perfect. Oh yeah!!! And I ALWAYS ALWAYS drink tea!!! NEVER FORGET TO DRINK TEA!!! I usually drink peppermint tea with my lunch. It's warm, it calms my stomach down, and personally I think it's helping me lose faster. I really believe warm things make you feel more full, in your stomach and in your heart ☻
Onto the ranting part... I was FREEZING yesterday!!! I was so so so so so cold my fingernails were like a dark bluish purple. I can't wait for sweater season. Soft, warm, fuzzy sweaters. My blankets are also soft warm and fuzzy so I'm pretty content. I've been watching too many mukbangs lately. Mostly I watch VNM, because I have a MAJOR sweet tooth. Watching her eat brownies and cookies and cakes and chocolates... we can't always have what we want, and that's okay. Temperance is a virtue after all. You have to have a lot of patience and discipline to achieve your goals. I'm working very hard!!! My days are mostly the same. I'm kind of lonely, I know I can do something about that but I'm so tired these days. I'm also pretty moody... I don't like it when I'm moody. I'm just hangry, I feel this halo of peace when I finally have that sweet sweet succulent omad. I can feel my organs tensing up with hunger, but I don't feel any pain. I always feel the mental hunger though. I miss you, desserts and sugar ☹︎
But, we resist or we regret. There was so much pizza and fried chicken last night, it looked and smelled so so so good... I opened up the boxes, looked at them, smelled it a bit, then I brushed my teeth and went to bed. Not a single slice or chicken wing was put in my mouth. I was sad at the time but now I'm happy, proud, and I weigh less.
That's all for today. If you made it this far, thank you for reading!! Lots and lots and lots of love, heart-of-wool 🐑💖
#tw ana diary#anorex14#eedee tumblr#thinner is better#tw ana shit#🕯️as a 🪶#ed no sheeran#tw restrictive ed#tw ana rant#ana trigger#need to lose more weight#thinnblr#i wanna be weightless
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It's a Twisted Reference
I'm already late! Which is fine, I didn't really think I would manage that, but here is day 2 for you to enjoy! 💛💖
@roceit2023
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Masterpost | Roceit Week 2023 Masterpost
Summary: Janus is late for his teatime with the prince. Roman makes his displeasure known.
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“My apologies, my prince,” Janus said smoothly as he took his seat opposite of Roman. “My meeting went longer than anticipated.”
“I’d think as the prince I would have higher priority than some meeting,” Roman quipped and Janus could immediately tell he was in a sour mood.
“Of course, your highness. That’s why they let me go as soon as I mentioned that you were waiting for me.”
“Then why are you late?”
“Because there was business to deal with first but as soon as the discussion moved to more trivial topics, I excused myself.”
Roman frowned but didn’t press further, instead taking a bite of the cake on his plate. Janus took that as permission to start enjoying teatime. He lifted his cup to his lips and took a sip. He could see Roman watched him out of the corner of his eye.
Suspicious.
A second later he could taste why. It was subtle, but he knew how this tea was supposed to taste like and it was just ever so slightly off.
Poison.
Janus sighed and put his cup down.
“Trying to assassinate me again, my prince? What is it that is bothering you this time?” Roman huffed but kept quiet. Annoyed by the prince’s behavior but not willing to show it, Janus controlled the urge to roll his eyes and instead examined his state.
He was starting to feel a bit lightheaded, but it was only just noticeable. A slow acting poison then and not that potent. Even without an antidote, he might survive. Still, he pulled a vial out of his coat pocket that should neutralize it and drank it while keeping eye contact with Roman. The prince didn’t react.
From his behavior, Janus could guess that Roman wasn’t all that mad. If he had been, he would have resorted to more direct forms of assassinations. Janus could still remember the arrow that missed him by a hair when Roman was upset about Janus returning a week late from a diplomatic trip.
If Roman was truly displeased with him, he would make it known more directly.
No, this was a simpler issue, one that the prince wasn’t as willing to admit to.
Something he’s insecure about.
Roman finally broke the staring match they had unintentionally started, his cheeks tinted slightly pink. Janus narrowed his eyes and watched as the prince started to squirm.
“My prince, the sooner you tell me what’s wrong, the sooner we can address it.”
Roman mumbled something too quietly for Janus to hear.
“I can’t understand you, your highness, please speak up.”
“You’ve been distant lately and I don’t like it.”
Janus blinked, perplexed. When he didn’t respond, Roman started rambling.
“You always have meetings, you never eat with me anymore, I can’t find you half the time, you go out for days without telling me and when we do meet, you almost always come late! And you don’t call me by name anymore.” The last part Roman said very quietly, but Janus just managed to understand him.
He thought back to the recent weeks and realized that the prince was right. He had been so busy that he was on the move almost constantly and when he did manage to make time for Roman it was rather limited. And in all that stress he must have unconsciously defaulted back to formally addressing Roman.
No wonder he had been hurt.
“I apologize, Roman,” Janus sighed, leaning back in his chair and relaxing his posture for once. “There has been so much going on, I didn’t consider how that was affecting you as well.”
Roman chewed on his lip and slowly shook his head.
“I know that. And I get that it’s been stressful, I’ve had more to do as well. It’s just… It’s been affecting me more than usual for some reason and I don’t know why and that just built up more frustration. I just want to take a break. With you.”
Janus smiled.
“That sounds wonderful, my dear.” He gently took Roman’s hand in his. “I can clear my schedule for the day and you can drag me wherever you want.”
“You would do that?”
“Of course. Anything for my prince.”
#namiswriting#roceitweek2023#day 2: assassination#roceit#platonic or romantic you decide#janus sanders#ts janus#roman sanders#ts roman#light hurt/comfort#but more fluff#attempted assassination#as said in the title this is a twisted reference#sanders sides#fanfiction#reblogs are appreciated
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Cute Character Questions for Esther St. Claire, please??
@dancingsunflowers-ocs 💖💜💖
ESTHER MY BABY!! Thanks so much for this ask, @dancingsunflowers-ocs!!
(Also tagging @luucypevensie since Esther is basically our shared child.)
the basics:
name: esther judith st. claire. age: sixteen. zodiac sign: virgo. one good trait: her kindness. one bad trait: her stubbornness.
habits:
one bad habit: chewing the ends of her pencils. one good habit: immediately washing her dishes as soon as she’s done eating, even if she only dirtied a fork. one habit they can’t break: chewing her tongue. one they’ve broken: popping every single pimple as soon as it pops up. what they’re afraid of: being hated, tight spaces, blood.
family:
their parents names: theodore st. claire (father), aaron st. claire (father), unknown surrogate birth mother. their siblings names: maddox st. claire (younger brother), Reno (dog). favorite childhood memory: when her family went to disneyland for a week for her papa’s thirty-fifth birthday. favorite childhood toy: her ever after high dolls. embarrassing story: when she dislocated her shoulder trying to swing six-year-old maddox around like she had when he was smaller, refusing to acknowledge that he was too heavy now. favorite family member: maddox. a story about that family member: when maddox first came home from the hospital, little esther demanded that her mattress be dragged into his new room so that she could sleep with her new brother, and she stayed sleeping in his room for his first three months.
what they prefer:
coffee or tea?: coffee. showering in the day or night?: day. taking baths or taking showers?: baths. tv or movies?: tv. writing or reading?: writing. platonic or romantic love?: platonic. iced tea or lemonade?: lemonade. ice cream or smoothies?: ice cream. cupcakes or cake?: cupcakes. beach or mountains?: beach.
favorites:
song: “singing in the rain” from the musical singin’ in the rain. band: abba. outfit: her nevermore uniform; it gives her a sense of belonging to wear it. place: her girlfriends’ nevermore dorm, curled up on one of the beds in a big cuddle pile. memory: finally unlocking her angelic powers and summoning her inherited sword to help in the fight against the hyde. person: her dog reno. movie: hello, dolly!. show: charmed (the original, not the reboot).
send me an oc!!
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Hello skinny legends todays been a day. I literally just got home while leaving at 8:30am. Today technically I liquid fasted. But like not in a healthy way I have copious amounts of coffee. Enough to total 1000 cals.
Liquid cals don’t feel as bad as food cals cause idk, my girl math just makes it make sense to me. But I did get in my exercise and I did get in my 10k steps.
Someone had posted in another 3D page that mixing up cals helps with losing steady weight and not plateau. Once again girl math 🧮
Anywho I did say I would look up low cal foods and I did so here’s some that I picked up today.
Pineberries/ strawberries
** clearly the last one is too much calories for just one dipped so let’s pretend it’s not there 🥲
So fruits and veggies raw in their natural state is really low in calories, like apples, bananas, carrots, celery etc.
I also picked up rice cakes
*I have a major sweet tooth and tend to binge on cookies
So I picked these up
60 calories per serving
I also got these 35 cals per serving
I also picked up coffee which if you drink it black is 2 cals per 8oz
But I use sugar packets and each is about 20 cals a piece
Drinking coffee keeps me feeling full like I ate a meal so I drink 2-3 cups a day
I picked this up to try it out, probably mix it with some blended and season cottage cheese.
2 % Low fat cottage cheese is 90 calories, I would use half of a half and it would be 45. It’s only for me so I don’t need a lot of it to make a sauce.
I also got low fat cool whip that’s 20 cals per serving
And sugar free pudding mix like the cheese cake flavor to mix it in and make a small snack.
And lastly I got some seafood, fish and shrimp are low in calorie and high in protein.
One thing I try my absolute hardest is not to eat any bread, rice, oatmeal or eat too many potatoes. I feel for me especially the carbs spike my sugar levels that then make me crave food all day. Since I’ve restricted them heavily I’m able to control my cravings better. I also drink a ton of water.
Another thing that I forgot to mention is that miso soup is also very low in calories and I I eat that often with some green tea.
If your lucky enough to have an Asian store nearby they a lot of time have low calorie snacks and even lower cal rice cakes than the standard ones in the store. I used to live in Massachusetts and I loved next to one and I got all my foods from there, most were very low cals and very filling. As always look at the nutrition labels and try to plan ahead accordingly. So you’re not struck in the moment on what to eat and end up binging.
Stay safe lovely’s and feel free to ask me for clarity on anything. 💖
#pro a4a#tw ana trigger#tw ana diary#ed behaviour tw#tw a4a#tw disordered eating#dieta ana#ana content#a4a diary#ana tricks#ana meal#tw ed but not sheeran#tw ed descussion#tw eating issues#tw ed diet#tw ana recovery
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JESE.SE. I 👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹* I AM LITERALLY BREAKING INTO YOUR . ASK BOX . AND SHATTERING THE WALLS OF IT BEHIND ME IN MY MAD DASH *🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️ 4 J OC ASK HAME g- O- this is my moment. HEDBWRSGGHFE AWWAAHHH -- OH COULD I PLEASE GET 🍩,☕️,🌌,💐,☁️,🌪️ AND 📎 FOR MELODY AND SACHA??!!💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 BUT BUT. THIS IS ALOT OF QUESTIONS omg 🙏-ESPISALLY FOR 2 CHARACYTERS!! OMG SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO NOT DO SOME OR ONLY ANWSER FOR 1 OR WHATEVER U WANTED!!!! 🙏🙏🙏 THANK YOU JESSE!!!!!! 🐔🐔🐔<333333333!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
WAHHHAHHAHAHHHHH *GETS YOU AND SPINS YOU AROUND AT LIGHT SPEED* GIRTHWORRRMMM THANK YOU THANK YOU SO SO SUPER MUCH FOR THESE QUESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!! 💖💖💓💓💘💘💘💗💗💗💕🫂🫂💕🫂��💓💓💕💓💕💓💕💕💓💓💓💕💓 I'M SO SO HAPPY TO BE ABLE TO TALK ABOUT MELODY AND SACHA OF COURSE OF COURSE THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, YAYYYY!!!!!!! <3333333 THESE WERE SUPER FUN TO TYPE UP SO THANK YOU ONE MILLION TIMES RAMSEY!!!!!! :DDDD <333
🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?
Melody- MELODY LOVES SWEET TREATS THIS IS SUCH A FUN QUESTION!!!! I think her FAVORITE must be vanilla pudding cake!!!! WITH FRUIT AND ICE CREAM YESSSS I'm getting hungry just thinking about it LOLOL!!! And she has a fondness for pudding cake in general, she loves preparing it for friends or family!!!!! But she likes most cakes!!! Including pound cake and bundt cakes (probably her second faves).!!!!!!!
Sacha- THIS IS AN EASY ANSWER FOR HIM HEHE IT's CHEESECAKE by a landslide!!!!! Specifically the standard, white kind. Sacha isn't one for super super sweet foods, so a chocolate fudge swirl cheesecake or like a caramel chocolate cheesecake would probably be too much. THOUGH, the default kind is good and he likes a couple strawberries on the side with NO whipped cream.... He's rather particular about it actually LOLOLLL
☕️ HOT BEVERAGE - do they prefer hot or cold drinks? what is their favourite drink?
Melody- She is definitely a HOT DRINK GIRL!!!!!!! She loves lattes and hot cappuccinos perhaps a little less often BUT Her FAVORITE drink is probably Hot Cocoa! It gets her in the mood for WINTER and CHRISTMAS (her fave holiday!!!!!!), plus it's just so sweet and rich, SHE LOVES IT. Though she has tried Boba Tea and liked that as well! It took her some getting used to, but I think that might be her favorite cold drink!
Sacha- He also has a preference for HOT drinks but his taste is contrastingly less..... SWEET?? 👤 I SUPPOSE!!!! His favorite is black tea!! She most commonly drinks it at home while she's working on creative projects and she is in fact a tea FAN, so she's got all kinds of teas back at his dorm!!! It's practically a must-have for him LMAO! Though, I suppose an exception to his not-too-sweet tastes would be sweet Chai, which he grew up drinking a lot and still has a fondness for! IT'S MORE LIKE A TREAT FOR HIM or something that he has when he visits family!!!! Very seldom does he ever drink it on his own!!!
🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?
Melody- I ACTUALLY HAVE A VERY FUN IMAGE TO SHARE WITH YOU FOR THIS QUESTION!!! I FOUND THE FIRST PICTURE I EVER DREW OF MELODY (side by side with her most current design!!!!! :9)
Of course, her name was originally TIPSY. That's what that's all about HAHA AND I unfortunately can't recall my thought process through physically designing her... :2 I think I was just doodling and she came to be HEHE. Design-wise, I think the first thing I decided for her was that she was going to have a cute, rabbit ear style bow (funny because she no longer has it at ALL 💔, though I think that's where her beret originated from)!!! As for personality, she was inspired by a change I was going through at the time!! Particularly my first experiences with psychosis, interestingly enough! She was sort of a way for me to cope with the scariness of it, since a large part of her character is and was her religious delusions and delusions of prophecy. She's not a PERSONIFICATION of those things necessarily, but rather a character I can share something in common with if that makes sense!!!! :3 I'm super attached to Melody for that reason, maybe that's why she's a fave of mine hehehe.... *twirling my hair giggling etc*
Sacha- HAHA For Sacha, the answer is much more simple: The first thing that I decided about him was HIS MASK!!!!! I think I saw some cool pictures of old, animal based folk art and immediately had the inspiration to make a character with a colorful, tiger mask !!!! :DDDD Sacha was a very hollow character when I first designed them... I really had no actual STORY or CHARACTER TRAITS laid out for them until about a year ago 😭😭😭!!!! BUT I think in terms of personality, the first thing I decided about her was her stoic nature 🧍♂️!!!!!!! Sacha has always been a bit cold and stand-offish, though AGAIN I FIND MYSELF UNSURE OF WHY or what correlation it had to his mask originally!!!! LOL 😖
🌪️ TORNADO - what is the biggest change you've ever made to them? how have they changed from their original version?
Melody- I THINK she changed the MOST in 2021, when I revamped several of my OCs at the same time!!!! Here, she went from light skinned to dark skinned and I made her chubbier as well (consequently darkened her port wine stain too)!!!!!!! I have a picture of her (in a silly outfit) from around this time to show the changes that I made!!! :333
Eventually, I would also exchange the port wine birthmark for piebaldism as well, I think because I wanted to give Jacques his neurofibromas and cafe-au-lait spots but it mirrored Melody's former spots a little too closely... ANYWAY!!!!!!
Sacha- SACHA ON THE OTHER HAND has remained mostly the exact same 😭😭😭 Ever since I first made him .... As far back as 2020. FUNNILY ENOUGH THESE PICTURES ARE FROM 2020, 2021, and 2023 RESPECTIVELY
LOLL ALTHOUGH He used to have this cool thing where his eyes could dilate and constrict like a cat's!!!! But I had no explanation for this . LMAO . I guess the largest change I've made was that!!! Just to make them (more) human since I strangely prefer working with OCs who are just some messed up guy LOL RATHER THAN A CREATURE 👹
☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon
Melody- Melody volunteers at a local church as a choir singer!!! She has a bit of a natural talent for singing actually heehee... She was never FORMALLY TRAINED or anything like that though. AND SHE LOVES BRINGING PASTRIES TO GIVE TO THE OTHER CHOIR MEMBERS. I think she has a close friendship with the old lady who plays the church organ HAHA
Sacha- I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT JACQUES x SACHA FOR THIS ONE JUST A LITTLE BIT 👹 I HOPE THAT'S OKAY. BUT Sacha gives Jacques kisses to wake him up.... LIKE IF they are spending the night together and Sacha wakes up first, he'll gently just kiss his face and whisper at him in French until he opens his eyes. GRRRRR *TEARS EVERYTTHING DOWN* Sometimes Jacques will pretend to be asleep just to get more kisses. 🧍♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️🏃♂️
💐 BOUQUET - create a bouqet for them! what do those flowers mean? are any of the flowers their particular favourite?
Sacha- FOR SACHA I CHOSE Alstroemeria (represents passion and devotion), Salvia ("forever mine"/deep love), Kniphofia (good fortune), Snapdragon (deception/concealment), Tiger Lily (prosperity)!!! Also Tiger Lilys are sort of the obvious answer LOLOLLL I KNOW ITS PREDICTABLE BUT I'm a sucker for the tiger motif... 😞 HAHA I think of THESE ONES, their favorite would be the snapdragon since he likes the delicateness of it hehee... Though I think that he is a fan of most red flowers because of their intense/bold coloring!!!!
Melody- AND FOR MELODY: Roses (passion/love), Poinsettia (good cheer and mirth), Camellia (adoration/longing), Tulip (holiness/forgiveness), Sweet Pea (friendship/gratitude)... AND I THINK POINSETTIAS HAVE TO BE HER FAVORITE.... YET AGAIN, because they remind her of Christmas and winter in general!!!!! Also the texture of them is really pleasant to her, she used to love touching the poinsettias at her family's Christmas celebrations as a child LOL
📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.
Sacha- He acts as a sort of fashion model for Jacques and Melody so they can dress him in their fashion projects for college! He won't show it (much), but he loves it HAHA.
Melody- She used to be a cheerleader!!! She was quite popular in high school too. She was part of several clubs and participated in school events Regularly. Her social friendly nature..... 🫶
#THANK YOU SO SO MUCH RAMSEY AGAIN FOR THESE QUESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💓💓💓💘💘💘💓💓💓 *TWIRLS*#THESE WERE SUPER FUN TO ANSWER HEHE ^_^ I ALWAYS LOVE TALKING ABOUT SACHA AND MELODY!!!!!!!!! <333333#THANK YOU FOREVER *ONE MILLION HUGS*🫂🫂🫂💖💖💖💕💕💕💕💕🫂🫂🫂💘💘💘💗💗💗💘💘💕💕🫂💕💕💓#💭 — ask#oc; sacha#oc; melody#tw religion mention
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🖊️+ Fae please? 💖
I appreciate you asking about Fae! Thank you.
Started over three times because talking about Fae often leads to oversharing.
They're very personal to me. I love them dearly. I love their relationships and how they love and how they're met with mindfulness and support and friendship and desire. They're not a self-insert but they are wish fulfillment.
I have so many unfinished fics featuring Fae already that I've stopped myself from starting more, but after the year I've had of (not) writing, that may have been a bad decision / stumped me creatively.
Single Parent AU
I let myself write a little vampire!Fae x Lorenz: 3,000 word E rated fic on ao3
But I really didn't lean into starting my Monster AU. Little post. 1,375 word M rated post. I have so much blocked dialogue from last year, have some more (Claude is a fairy, Lorenz is a mage / wizard / hedge witch):
Claude: Hunters? (floating upside down somewhere in Lorenz’s line of vision)
Lorenz: Humans who dislike monsters, fairies included.
Claude: Then I should look different. (poof. He’s normal sized)
Lorenz: Heavens. Could you always do this?
Claude: I don't know … it's been a while since I learned, I think.
Lorenz: That's not what - ugh. Okay fine, you need clothes. Come on.
Claude: If you insist.
Claude: (being stuffed into some robes, maybe a tie or cravat or something) That tickles!
Lorenz: Sit still.
Claude: This is fun. More fun than waiting for you to court me, at any rate.
Lorenz: Court you?
Claude: I mean, the milk and cakes were fine conversation, but the baubles and cherries - that was romantic, wasn't it? I left you those crystals as thanks. (pointing somewhere in the room) There's one. So you liked them?
Lorenz: You're mistaken, or I was.
Claude: Oh. Oh well. (now fully dressed) Eugh, what is this?
Lorenz: The clothing that will make you pass for— No. What? (claude has shrunk himself back to tiny size so the clothes start falling, unfilled, then poofs back to full size, but the clothing is different, ending this transformation by kissing Lorenz)
Claude: Better.
Lorenz: (rubbing his mouth) Too rich. Lose the ruffles. (Claude does)
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It'll be silly but if it gets written, hopefully it will be fun.
I've also been rotating a longer Fae-as-a-student AU, and a segment where (have a read more this time)
Byleth takes Lorenz to tea for his birthday, a gift of roses. Fae presents him with a garland of white roses flowers of lesser care, and Lorenz feels obligated to refuse such a romantic gift from a commoner for the sake of imagined eligible ladies scrutinizing his behaviour or the possibility that his father might find out.
I put Fae's dorm beside Lyisthea's (which I guess is also beside Mercedes', but I thought Mercie was in the middle of Lysithea and Leonie but I was wrong), and imagine Lysithea looking tired and approaching Claude, initially saying she needs a favour but when Claude looks All Too Delighted at the prospect of her owing him something she quickly corrects herself to say that she needs him to act as house leader and go check on Fae after hearing them crying.
Fae doesn't tell Claude what about and he doesn't press after asking if it's homesickness; Fae asks to sit next to him for the day.
Lorenz: They're lovely—
Fae: Oh, I—
Lorenz: But it would be inappropriate for me to accept them. Garlands like these are romantic, meant to be given with Hope's of affection. Perhaps it is your Adrestian upbringing that caused you to forget? My father would be very cross if he discovered I had accepted a gift like this from a commoner.
Fae: Of course, I … hadn't been thinking. I should have chosen another flower. My apologies, and happy birthday.
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Lysithea: Claude, I need a favour— No. I need you to be a house leader.
Claude: Oh? What's up?
Lysithea: Fae cried for hours last night. Do you mind checking on them?
Claude: Yeah, get some rest, I'll talk to Hanneman.
Lysithea: Well, I'm not going to be late. Just see that they're alright so it doesn't happen again.
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Fae: Claude.
Claude: Hey there. Rough night? Homesick?
Fae: I'm sorry.
Claude: No need to apologize. But uh, is it something I can help with? [they shake their head] No? Do you want me to get—? [Fae interrupts, afraid he may suggest Lorenz before Zoran]
Fae: No, I— I am sorry. You're enough. More than enough. And good company. May I sit with you today?
Claude: [uncomfortable with vulnerability] Sure thing. [some self-aggrandizing babble]
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Hanneman: And what was the name of this blightful creature that shook southern Fodlan to its very core?
Claude: The shining locust.
Hanneman: Correct. Yes, Lorenz?
Lorenz: Professor, I do not think it's appropriate to recognize Claude's contribution when he is so clearly passing notes during your lecture.
Claude: Oh, you mean this note? [holding up a piece of paper, acting as though he's reading it but I haven't decided if he's lying about the contents] What is that smell?
Hanneman: Is there an odor, Faedolyn?
Fae: I thought so, it may have been something stuck to a log in the fire. Burning moss, or something.
Hanneman: [looking to take their temperature with the back of his hand] May I? You know smells associated with distress is one way for the body to alert oneself to unwellness.
Fae: [conceding] I'm sure I'm fine.
Hanneman: Yes?
Fae: Thank you.
Hanneman: Do speak up, all of you, if there is some manner of disturbance in the class affecting your learning.
Droning, as a group: Yes, professor.
Hanneman: And Lorenz?
Lorenz: Yes, professor?
Hanneman: This was not a test. I would appreciate it if more of the class spoke up more often, but in the meanwhile, if comfort dictates that your knowledge be shared quietly with those who will contribute, then I am satisfied. And that it is the next Grand Duke forging bonds, well, I am encouraged. [Claude being unduly smug]
Lorenz: Of course, professor, I will endeavor to remember this is a forum.
Hanneman: Very good.
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And thinking of the ethereal moon ball, and still Claude dancing first with Byleth; and Fae dancing first with family: Linhardt (before he falls asleep) and Zoran, still, twice with Claude early and once with Claude late, most of the rest of my favorites somewhere in between, and maybe most with Hilda if everyone is sick of swaying - but the dancing is a novelty for Fae, and an excuse to be out of conversation, even if it's tiring. and maybe by the time Lorenz has worked through the major and minor nobility, successful or otherwise in roping them into dance and conversation, and thinks it might be appropriate to dance with an old friend - Fae and Claude are off somewhere having Claude's goddess tower conversation (Byleth gets Dimitri's in this outline).
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I worry a lot of the little scenes in that AU would be boring. dfghgdfhdg
#long post#faedolyn#my writing#sorry i wouldn't have been able to decide what to talk about about fae specifically without a prompt so instead you get. all of this
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Oooohhh! Can I ask about your favorite dessert and drink?
Hi Erika! Thank you so much for the ask! I’d love to answer these questions for you! 🥰
Questions from this “Get To Know Me” Ask Game
🎂 — Favourite Dessert
So fun(?) fact about me, I have Celiac/Coeliac Disease which kind of limits the types of desserts I can have, but there are lots of wonderful desserts that are gluten-free! 😊 While I have been blessed to have some really tasty gluten free cakes, cookies, and other baked goods in my life, my favourite desserts tend to be ones that are naturally gluten free (like ice cream, custards, and jello). One of my favourite naturally gluten free desserts is French macarons (which are made with almond flour). There's a local macaron bakery near to where I live that's fantastic, but I've also baked some myself (it's just a very labor-intensive process and I'm not skilled enough to make the more interesting flavors they have at the bakery 😅). For very special treats (since it's something I can't make myself...at least not yet😅), I love crème brûlée! But my go-to dessert at home is usually something simple like ice cream or jello! 🥰 (And now I'm reminded of a scene from one of my favourite movies "My Best Friend's Wedding", so I think I'll end this with a gif 😁)
Gif from Buzzfeed
🫖 — Favourite Drink
I love tea of any kind, but my favourite is probably Darjeeling. My favourite soda pop is Dr. Pepper, and I also love apple juice and strawberry lemonade. For something a little more out of the box, I adore any flavour of blue gatorade.
In terms of an alcoholic beverage, I'm not a big drinker because I'm kind of lightweight, but I do enjoy making up my own cocktail recipes (it's a lot easier and more cost-effective for me to mix my own cocktails at home since Celiac/Coeliac Disease limits the kinds of liquor I can have too). If I go out to drink with friends (which is a very rare occurrence), I usually order something pretty standard like a Vodka Cranberry or Rum & Coke. Dirty Shirleys (Sprite, Grenadine, & Vodka) are pretty good too! 🥰 I also appreciate a good wine and prefer red wine over white though I tend to like rosés the best. There is also a local vineyard that makes wines out of other fruits which is pretty great. [I actually loved their cherry wine so much it actually inspired one of my fanfictions ("Wine Therapy")]. 😊
Thank you so much for the ask and for playing my ask game! 💖
#thanks for the ask and for playing my game dear!#weirdly enough i feel like i write a lot about cake for someone who can't really eat it 😅😂#get to know me asks#acacia's ramblings#answered asks#erika 💙
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tea and books asks 📚🫖
@firemandeanbuck tagged me to answer these!!! so thank you 💖
What period of history do you enjoy learning about? I'm gonna out myself here and say I'm not that much into history, sorry 🥲 I like reading fiction set in the past and in the future, but I don't particularly engage in studying one specific period in time.
Who is your favourite fictional character and why? Damn, that's a difficult question! Right now it's Dream, but I have many others, surely, that I can't remember right now. Loki is my Marvel fave, but I'm sure anyone could tell lol
What do you order at a café? A slice of cake and an iced-tea. I can't drink coffee, unfortunately
Libraries, botanical gardens, or art galleries? All of them. I want them all.
Do you have a favourite film soundtrack? I'm trying to answer these genuinely without looking stuff up to not pretend I have a favourite soundtrack so... no. None that I can remember.
What does your dream home look like? Very different from the one I'm currently living at, you can be sure of that lol. I'd really like a space that I could maintain on my own or with little help needed. Other than that, I would like to have a studio to record vocals and other stuff and a nice reading/craft room. Probably just one TV in the whole place too.
What makes you feel better on gloomy days? Long showers, always. Water has great healing properties.
What are your top three films? Books? Films 🥇 Howl's Moving Castle (dir. Hayao Miyazaki) 🥈 Capernaum (dir. Nadine Labaki) 🥉 Sorry to Bother You (dir. Boots Riley) Books 🥇 We Need To Talk About Kevin by Lionel Shriver 🥈 Greedy - Notes From a Bisexual Who Wants Too Much by Jen Winston 🥉 The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides
Are you an organized person, generally? Yes and no. People tend to say I am but I know for a fact that I'm not.
Do you have a favourite classic novel? The Portrait of Dorian Grey
What character archetype or trope is your favourite? All-knowing yet dense queer disaster
Do you prefer baking or cooking? Cooking.
Which season do you feel at home in? Early spring
What is your opinion on poetry? I'm a songwriter, so I owe my craft to poetry. I love it!
Do you speak formally when texting and emailing? When emailing, yes. When texting, only if it's not someone I know well.
How do you organize your music playlists? By mood!
Who is your favourite author?
Chai or hot chocolate? Never had chai, but hot chocolate doesn't have the same appeal it used to have.
Do you prefer forests, sea shores, or meadows? Sea shores.
If you were to cultivate a fruit orchard, what would you grow? We actually do grow fruit here! I have an acerola orchard and we grow pineapples too :)
this got VERY long, but if you wanted to know a lot of information about me without any context, this is the post for you lol for this very reason, I'm not tagging anyone, but all my dreamling nation children are obligated to do this now lol
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🎀 Life update split into little paragraphs (10) to make it easier to read 🎀
I am doing really well, barely eaten over the past week, yesterday I had to eat normally to pretend to my mum that I’m fine and I purged a lot thankfully (I’m getting pretty good at it now) and today I had low cal fibre bars to push down anything that’s left over.
Then I had a chew and spit binge, because I need to pretend I actually ate stuff so yeah I had to do some cooking but I’m actually still doing good because other than the low cal fibre bars I haven’t actually eaten anything else.
I have the rest of today then 3 more days to fast and maybe chew and spit some more but I also have a lot of studying I need to do because I have a deadline on Monday then another on Wednesday. Man, this whole ed thing makes you have to plan things and I’m so disorganised and I’m super bad for procrastinating.
The one bad thing is I picked my skin pretty badly yesterday so it’s all red and blotchy and bad but it’s ok I can deal with it, I will buy a face mask later.
Right now I’m gonna clean the entire house (get my steps up) then go get my face mask, then come back and do some work. My grandparents are also supposed to be dropping food here but I have no idea when, I also need to work out what I’m gonna do with it. Tomorrow I’ll get up at 4am to study because I find that works well. I need to stop having so much black tea and coffee because it’s making my teeth yellow too.
Sorry that’s a lot of updates in one go but I’ve been drowning in brain fog recently, for obvious reasons.
Feelings:
I can feel and see my ribs and hip bones and my shoulders are bony and my legs look thinner and I weigh the same as I did at like 14 before puberty so I’m pretty happy about it.
I hAte that I had to eat yesterday but it’s a small sacrifice if I consider that if I was found out I’d be forced into recovery. I’m annoyed at myself for eating four 78 kcal birthday cake fibre bars today but that’s 312 kcals that will go straight through me and later I will do 6000 steps which is 300 kcals to make up for it and an extra workout later this evening. Also since I won’t eat for the next three days the fibre will be necessary, especially to get rid of yesterday’s leftovers (bread hurts to purge ok) I mean that’s not much considering extreme hunger, it could have been a lot worse (it almost was hence the zero kcal chew and spit ‘binge’), besides it’s probably good to have a metabolism day to speed up the weight loss :)
I’m proud of myself because I normally binge when I’m with my mum but I turned down some of her suggestions (like getting fries) and I didn’t overeat (by a normal person standard) and while it hurt my stomach so bad because it’s probably smaller by now, it meant I wasn’t suspected and I’m ok now to ⭐️ve for 3 days. Though I do wish I had lied and said I already ate lunch, I didn’t think of lying at the time but it’s ok I’ll remember next time.
Sorry for rambling but thank you for reading this far and I’ll keep ⭐️ving and updating and all that good stuff. Love ya byeeeee 💖💖🎀
#anor3×14#tw ana diary#ed bllog#rexy girl#anarec1a#restrictive ana#ana y mia#tw ana diet#edbllr#ed but not sheeran#tw ed diet
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Hi, I'm sick at home so here is what I think all of my OCs (or most) would taste like if you bite into them ^^
💖 sonas
Prickle: Watermelon candy, mainly watermelon sour patch kids
Eli: cigarette smoke but also chocolate
Salem: Ube cake, they are literally the same color
Benjamin Beedles: uh, coffee
🌄 Sunstreak city
Parker: orange sherbet
Cynder: Strawberry
Pistol: uhh, strawberry banana I think
Dotty: Peaches, her last name is peaches, tho realistically she'd taste like gator
Cecil: idk, some sort of fruit salad I think
Dandelion: He probably tastes like skin. Tho, idk how many people did this but if you ever took a bite of a dandelion imagine that's what he tastes like.
Milk Tea: I imagine she tastes like strawberry milk tea but my gf said she probably tastes like butter flavored cotton candy, whatever that is
Mini Magica: Mango
Gumdrop: I feel like this one is obvious
Desmond: Probably chalk tbh, that texture too
Elliot: Something about him makes me think he'd taste like water
Bigtop: uhh, raspberries maybe, or a combination blackberry and raspberry
Saturn: banana
🐰 Rabbitville
Adah: fruit punch maybe
Aurora: gardenias, but the way they smell
Chloe: erm, blue raspberry snow cone
Cream: coffee, but like with a lot of sweetener and milk in it
Lola: dum dums dragon fruit lollipop
Lucy: uh.. mushroom maybe
Molly: hamburger or like, some tasty vanilla and chocolate thing, like marble cake
Starshine: cinnamon roll, cream cheese icing
Sugar: brown sugar
Squidge: Monster energy but if you took all the flavors and mixed them together so you're basically drinking battery acid
Penelope: chocolate chip cookie, but like double chocolate so the cookie is chocolate as well
Peanut: cotton candy
Miles: Animal cracker
Maxwell: Idk, old yogurt?
Latte: um.. a latte
Io: Fruit gummy but like.. cold. Iced fruit gummy
Inu: pineapple maybe? Pineapple cracker
Inky: Rocks, or the way pen ink smells. Or Hot Topic ig
Honey: ik what you're probably thinking "ah she tastes like honey bc that's her name" NO she tastes like bees
Finley: Either button mushroom or fresh basil
Eleanor: grape fanta
Daisy: cream filled donut but there's so much cream that it's all you can really taste
Courtney: pomegranate
Anthony: fish sticks. Fried fish sticks
James: orange peel probably
Owen: felt. He's not made of felt I just think he'd taste like it
Wesley: lavender
Arachnid: roses I think
Clue: blueberries, but the sour ones
Jupiter: idk smth nasty
Daredevil: spicy candy, like cinnamon candies
Nightstar: uh Ireland
🐦⬛ Ravendale
Zapp: Batteries
Toodles: Probably balloons
Peony: metal, they aren't made of metal, I just think they'd taste like it
Mel: caramel or graham cracker
Maxxie: glowstick fluid and mint
Jester: clown makeup and licorice
Cozii: peanut butter and chocolate
Clementine: pine tree or fudge
Bonk: peanuts
🪽 Afterlife
Cryptid: Charcoal
Spinach: spinach, artichoke, maybe together
Creation: Croissant
Demetri: cherry candy
Brandi: Alcohol, non specific
Aura: idk but her eyes remind me of sweet potato
Edmund: Glitter/neg
Theseus: paper
Locket: meringue
Nova: lilac, the color, and stars
Viper: snake.
Roulette: pennies
Renn: butter
Sariel: butter again
Yeshua: paprika
Misc
Bubblegum: bubblegum
Cherpie: froot loops
Hopscotch: those stupid little hard fruit candies that I don't understand how anyone likes them
Indigo: Squid ink
Jeremy: the moon
Kiwi: weed. Probably kiwis too
Mochi: oreo
Sandy: gingerbread
Sunny: honey :3
Okay. That's all I'm doing, I still have more OCs but eh
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