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wonsroyalty · 1 month ago

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R.E.M 🌙

jay x f!reader

003 | dream guest on my youtube channel

You’d tried to wake Natty up but were met with a great level of resistance.

Now you were stood in Jay’s kitchen awkwardly looking at anything other than him.

As soon as he’d buzzed you up he asked you to reach into his pantry to get a bag of flour for his pancakes.

A jumpscare waited for you when you left the room, a man stood staring at you as if you were an alien he wanted to inspect.

“Wonie, move.” Jay sighed.

“Wonie?” you mouthed in confusion to yourself.

You placed the flour on the counter and opened your arms to hug Jay but the hug never came as you were pushed back by the forehead.

‘Wonie’ dashed around the counter to separate the two of you.

“Jungwon.” Jay shook his head.

Your eyes darted around the room, wiping your sweaty palms on your jeans as you slowly processed the embarrassment.

“What if she has a.. knife!” Jungwon held his hands up, surrendering to Jay’s glare.

“I don’t have a knife-”

“She’s not gonna have a knife..?”

Jungwon grabbed your hand then grabbed Jay’s opposite hand.

“Shake hands instead.” he pressed your palms together. “I don’t trust her yet..”

“Nice to meet you both, for Jungwon because I didn’t introduce myself, I’m Yn.” you smiled shaking Jay’s hand while looking at the strange boy.

“You’re really beautiful, you know.” Jay cheesed. “I would ask you to come see a movie with me, but I don’t want to get into trouble for bringing a snack.”

He winked.

You let go of his hands to cover your face.

“Oh my..” you laughed.

“Sorry about Jungwon, he’s a bit… skeptical with people he doesn’t know. He’ll be fine once he gets to know you!” Jay apologised. “He’s also my editor and roommate.”

“My editors also my roommate!” you gasped. “Well, more like my wife.. I pay her rent and she cooks me food.”

“Wife…? Yeah, no I don’t pay his rent, but I do cook him food!” Jay smiled.

“Can we hurry this up, The shoot isn’t gonna shoot itself.” Jungwon rolled his eyes.

You and Jay ate breakfast over the shoot for your video - a q&a with him about who he is and what inspired him to start his channel before moving onto the cooking needed for his video.

He planned for you to make his famous ‘Marry Me Chicken’, you weren’t sure if he was mocking you with the title but the video was running smoothly.

The chemistry between you two was definitely evident, lingering touches and gazes filled with admiration for the other. It genuinely felt like a love at first sight situation.

You leant against the counter while Jay cleaned the surface, blabbering about how your friend Sunghoon burnt down your old kitchen leading to your recent move.

“Yeah, he’s strange sometimes.” you grinned. “But- oh.”

Jay had accidentally swiped a spoon off the table.

You both reached for it at the same time, bumbling heads in the process.

Apologies tumbled out of your mouth rapidly but Jay grasped your own head before his.

“Are you okay?” he asked with concern laced in his tone.

You let your head bobble as he inspected you.

“I’m good, my heads ringing but it’s nothing serious.” you reassured. “Are you okay?”

“I’m okay.” he nodded, going back to the task he was doing before.

You looked into the camera then looked away, rushing towards the oven as the timer beeped.

“You’re not in the office, Yn.” Jungwon tried to frown but the small smile on his lips showed he wasn’t actually annoyed.

“Natty would appreciate the gesture.” you laughed.

“Are you saying that she’s a better editor than I am?” Jungwon argued before walking up to the camera a making a cut symbol.

“She never said- ” Jay started.

“You’re both amazing in your own ways.” you sighed, plating up the meal for the three of you.

Jay grabbed forks for you to try what you had prepared. He swirled a portion of pasta with a fork a spoon before holding it out in front of your mouth.

“Hm..?” you hummed in confusion.

“Open!” he widened his mouth.

He pushed the fork into your mouth, studying your face for a reaction.

“Jay… this is so beautiful? How did you even come up with this recipe!” you beamed, savouring the attack of flavours on your tongue.

Jay gripped your shoulder, beaming with joy.

“I’m glad you like it, we did this together!” he squeezed carefully. “It was my grandmother’s recipe, she taught me how to make it as a kid.”

The two of you got lost in conversation about a series of topics stemming from Jay’s grandmother.

Jungwon cleared his throat then walked into the view and made a cutting sign.

“Right, right. Thank you for tuning in to another Jaybie video, don’t forget to tag me in pictures and videos of you all trying out my recipes, I hope to see you in the next one.”

He then motioned for you to step forward.

“Thank you guys for watching this video, I hope you enjoyed watching us. Remember - No matter where you are, just know that I love you!”

“That’s so cute.” he smiled.

“Oh, thank you.” you blushed.

“Say bye.” Jungwon grumbled.

“Bye!” the two of you waved at the camera.

࣪𖤐.ᐟ SYNOPSIS: when yn, a single mother to 900k+, describes a man she had a dream about, her fans set themselves on a mission to find said mystery man. what will jay do when he’s flooded with thousands of comments claiming that he’s the one..

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a/n: i experienced the WORST case of writers block while writing this omg 😭 it’s so bad 😞 and also sorry for the wait, ill drop the next chapter in a few hours 🤩

taglist: @right-person-wrong-time @i03jae @sol3chu @rikizm @samsayssam @vegahrid @myjjongie @super-amberlynn

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hoeforhao · 1 year ago

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🌙 Fated Under The Rain ☆ Wonwoo Oneshot ☆

↝ pairing: ex boyfriend! wonwoo × fem! reader

↝ genre: explicit language, smut with little plot, minors dni!!!!!! mutual pining but mainly from wonwoo, fluff, slight humor, overall nothing heavy just a small sensual drabble.

↝ warnings: unprotected sex(wrap it up kids), creampie, breast play, fingering, marking. Tell me if I missed any!

↝ summary: will offering lift to the man who left you in pieces amidst heavy rain lead to something your heart has been craving for months?

↝ word count: 2k(am sorry😭)

↝ author's note: was driving back home yesterday while it was literally pouring down outside, my favorite song playing on spotify and all i could think of instead focusing on the road was this plot!

Lemme know if you enjoyed the drabble! Feedbacks always make me feel warm♡

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Amidst the rain seeping it's path down the glass panels, the heaven clan's haze shielding your view from the mundane maneuver of the blurred out world, your glistening beads have found their long craved spot onto the tall, broad shouldered man standing by the signal, hair and shirt completely soaked up from the pouring skies, while his eyes were desperately searching for a way back - was it to his brick stoned house or his lost home?

"Going back home?" thrusting on the clutch and then the brake to bring your car to a halt at the blinking bloody lights, you roll down the passenger side's window as a way to offer some sort of help to the seemingly distressed man on top of the pavement.

A familiar voices grazes wonwoo's ears as his eyes shoot up in anticipation,looking for the owner of the claimed voice, only to land them on you. Did rain cloud his vision? Cuz there's no way that you were now parked beside him, asking whether he's struggling to get back home or not.

"Y-yes" the older nervously scratches the back of his head, not sure of what to say to the person he has pained so deep.

"I can drop you off, if you don't mind obviously" only you knew how hard it was for you to maintain an indifferent composure before the one man you've cared for and treasured so dearly, being fully aware of the fact that he's highly sensitive to rainwater; 'typical cat behavior' you laugh at yourself!

"No its fine. I'll find a cab soon" wonwoo tries to be as polite as possible, even though every vein of his body wants to jump into the car right now.

"I've been watching you clawing onto your scalp in frustration for the past 30 minutes and you think i'll still believe in your 'will find a cab soon'?" you genuinely didn't realise when the old habits took over the new persona and you started acting as the protective girlfriend you were, visualizing that one time he fell severely ill for days after getting poured onto on his way to the office; a memory you never wanna revisit ever again.

"Hop on quick if you don't wanna end up amongst the white walls for the second time!! Only 10 seconds are left to go" eyes quickly deviating towards the beeping timer of the signal, while you shift up the gear and slowly start bringing up your feet off the floor, ready to drive out as soon as the light turns green.

All of wonwoo's self control leave his body seeing the same old care flash by on his lost lover's face, as he swiftly pulls onto the door's latch, positioning his nearly drenched body onto the leather seats.

The defeaning silence between the two past kins were filled by wonwoo's occasional glances at the strong independent lady sitting beside him and the radio playing your favorite songs, those which you constantly looped onto spotify throughout the entire spell of your heart longing for wonwoo.

Looks like even the gods are against you today as a warm wet hand lands on yours that were stationed onto the gear beside. As much as you wanted to engulf those palms into yours instantly and never let them go, you knew quite well that he was now not yours, not your to claim, not your to hold onto. Thus the only thing you could do was keep your eyes fixed onto the slippery road infront and drive him home safe.

But the heavens knew better. Your plans were currently going for a battle with you as wonwoo kept on grazing his soft gentle digits onto the back of your hand, everytime you shifted them to change the gear, drawing small circles on them occasionally.

The sensation now reaching the threshold of your body, making your skin call for the touch of his lips and your insides craving the warmth of his body, it was time for you to slow down your car by a deserted road and park the black shiny carrier under the moonlight.

"What do you want wonwoo?" a stern yet begging pair of eyes turns towards the passenger seat, where the big man was resting his wet body on.

"I miss you y/n. I've always missed you" wonwoo now completely engulfs your palms into his, squeezing them hard from the anticipation of what's about to come his way. "Can...can i feel you for one last time, pls?"

You see the desperation behind those black boba balls, the way those droplets of tears are being held captive in the backroom; besides it was gradually getting hard to ignore the pained screams of your body to feel him beneath you. Abandoning all the huff,anger, hurt that made their home in you for so long, you fleetly jumped out from the driver's seat while pushing back wonwoo's to make enough space for you on his lap.

Startled by the sudden presence of your wet clothed cunt over the tent in his tight jeans, wonwoo's body jolts up in the heat flowing through him, dulling his morals and senses as he only wants to fuck the life out of you right now ; and he shows no delay in his endeavor as he clings his mouth onto your neck like a beast deprived of his meal for months, loitering the supple skin beneath with his marks.

"I missed you so fuckin much y/n" he whispers into your nape, hands roaming up your waist, under your satin shirt, caressing the soft pillowy tummy he has always preferred laying on, pawing onto your boobs over the black lacey bra you wore to work, for lord knows what reasons; while his lips now clutched themselves to your plumpy vanilla lips.

"May I, please?" there's literally not a single person on the earth who can say no to those pleasing kitty eyes. So you just hummed against the kiss - not a passionate one but a longing one; wonwoo's lips were moving on yours in such insatiable hunger that it seemed like he wanted to imprint the taste onto his mouth forever, who knows if he'll ever get to feel them again....as if his lips have finally found their twin flame they've been craving for months now!

One single go signal from you and wonwoo wasted no time in tugging onto the buttons of your flowy shirt, ripping them open in just a matter of seconds. His eyes lit up like an excited puppy upon seeing your bare skin, glowing under the moonlit rainy sky....oh how he has missed this sight of yours so much, you whimpering on him, all vulnerable and begging for his touch against your heated core.

"Fuck you're still so sweet my love" he moans into your jiggly soft boobs, mouth fixed onto one of your hardened nipples, while he pawed at the other one.

The words 'my love' from the mouth of the one your heart still belongs to, still craves for and still wants to be claimed by, does no good in controlling the dripping from your already soaked pussy, as you start roughly grinding against his clothed length.

"Hmmm so impatient for my cock, aren't you pretty baby" a wide smirk creeping it's way onto wonwoo's face as he notices you getting impatient to feel him inside you. Finding it exciting and a prideful moment for him, the hand that was kneading onto your doughy mounds now trails down to your panties under the very convenient skirt your were harboring ; drawing his cold fingers over your sensitive clothed clit sending your head thrown against the windshield of your car.

"Pls..pls stop teasing and fuck me already wonu" you were yourself amazed at how desperate you seemed for his cock in your throbbing pussy.

"But I don't have a condom sweetheart" wonwoo knew absolutely well that you didn't give a damn about having unprotected sex with him as he smirked onto the skin around your nipples, teasing your wet sticky fold with his free fingers ; pulling out a string of slick from your pussy infront of you, he proudly shows you how much of a slut you're for his touch.

"You..ahh...you think...I....shit...fuckin care about having a condom right now? Just go in raw please....haven't felt your cock in me....for so long....fuck" lord if anyone ever got near to the black beauty parked on the roadside and heard the lewd sounds escaping your lips, they would surely be traumatized for days, but that was the least of your concerns now.

"As my princess wishes" and with that wonwoo quickly moves his limbs towards his pants, shoving down the chain of his trousers in the flick of an eye, while he finally releases his strained hard cock from its restraints, precum leaking down its tip as he tries to slightly palm down the pain before sheathing them into your walls.

"Just as tight as I left it" he growls onto your neck as his cock now thrusts into your slick walls at a inhumane pace, as if he slowly down, he'll forever lose the warmth of this pussy. "Fitting me so well into the mould u created only for me to fill"

The rain outside and the haze of all the juices leaking from the two bodies inside the car, creates a mystical world bounded within the tinted glasses of the vehicle, while wonwoo keeps on fucking you dumb onto his lap.

"I...I'm near wonw-- ah fuck" you lose control over your core muscles at the sensation of wonwoo's tip hitting your womb, as your core's glistening cream paints his black jeans white ; not to mention you were now embarrassed at the fact that he has to go home with such stained pants....or maybe not-

"My pretty little whore, so glowy after ruining my new jeans huh" you can feel wonwoo's pace slowing down a bit, knowing quite well what's about to follow. "Lemme return the favor and ruin your insides, ruin your pussy so that no one can get to bury themselves in you, except me.....only my hole to fuck"

Wonwoo's body falls limp onto the headrest of the seat as he shoots his entire load into you, cock still moving amongst your walls, fucking his seeds deep inside you.

"Can i have another chance, please?" wonwoo finally looks you into your pleasure coated eyes while shifting you on his lap to wrap your arms around his neck, resting his sweat forehead onto yours.

"At what? Fucking me?" you were seemingly confused at his words as you didn't think he would be wanting anything else other than sex, after how he let go off your hand in the middle of you two's promised path, 8 months ago.

"No...no...at l-loving you, pls" his voice suddenly portrays a cast of regret and pain, "I know I fucked up, I hurt the one I've loved with all my might all this time. I...I could never get you out of my head y/n, my eyes and my heart kept looking for you at every corner of my messed up life. Pls, will you give your catto one last chance?" something unexpected rolled down wonwoo's cheeks and it was none other than tear drops. Was...was he really crying for you, begging you back into his arms again?

"This time if you leave, I'll make sure to castrate you, so that you can't ever get a girl around you after me" you laugh onto his skin while placing a gentle kiss on his forehead, your fingers wiping off the dried out tears on his cheeks.

"I'll happily place my dick under your guillotine, my highness" wonwoo hasn't felt this happy since months, heart fluttering at the thought of walking beside you again, fingers locked into one another's.

Your heart swells looking at the misty scene outside, remembering how the first time you two decided to date, it was raining cats and dogs as you were pulling him under a tree to sheath yourselves from the rain...and now when the skies decided to grant you another chance at healing your soul with the one you loved, it's raining heavily - again!!!

"Eh but what about your pants wonu, how will you go home with these...ummm...stains" a genuine question you've been dying to ask him, as you surely don't have a change for men's jeans in your car.

"Who said we are going home baby"

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n0tamused · 6 months ago

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Hiya

Please can I request some hurt/comfort with Kaveh, like maybe the reader gets injured. Also I saw on one of your posts a couple months ago you weren't secure with writing him, so if you still aren't I would mind Alhaitham or Ayato <3

A/n: Hello, I'm not sure where I was going with this honestly, I haven't written for Kaveh in what feels like a decade so I hope I didn't butcher him. However, I admittedly rushed a bit so I can get back to you with it and I do hope I was able to provide some comfort to you with this. Hope you enjoy🌙

Contents: Kaveh x reader, gn, hurt angst to fluff, sensitive reader? Imo... Drabble wordvomit

“Where have you been?! Do you know how worried I was about you-” the loudness his tone reached pulled the octaves of his voice higher, unlike the sweet lilt he usually addresses you with. Turning your head sharply to look at him through the thin veil of the dark night, your tear stained cheeks stun him for a good moment, making him choke back words and audibly he stutters and sputters as his eyes widen further. His eyes flicker over your face, across your features until he follows the bend of your arms that hold your leg and foot, both hastily wrapped in bandages - if the situation wasn't as dire as it was Kaveh would've scoffed and made fun of it.

“Where were you-” he asks again, his voice swimming in fear as a chill runs up his spine despite the scalding desert air. More than one question is squeezed into those three words as he rushes over to kneel beside you. Cautious, airy hands hover over the ankle and the shin of your leg, but he refuses to touch you, as if you break from the simplest of touches. He looks up into your eyes again, silently pleading for a response to all the questions brewing in his mind. “What happened to you? Were you attacked? W-When did this happen? Do you not know how long I've been looking for you?!-”

Mehrak swoops into the sands, releasing a little sound that was both alarm and curiosity, the blinking green dots for eyes angled in your direction. Soft little beeps come from the suitcase looking machinery, yet you have little strength to pay any attention to it.

“I-I’m fine..! I just sprained my ankle really badly while I was looking for you and.. I couldn’t walk properly, I thought I wouldn’t be able to make it back” you explain, a breath of ease filling your lungs as you paw at your eyes with your hands to dry your tears, fear still grasping your bones with chilly hands. Not only were you dazed from the scorching sun, but now the cooling night air was slowly creeping up, already heralding a fever in your fatigued muscles. “I didn’t even know which direction to go in, everything looks the same around here” adding that, Kaveh holds his breath as he carefully takes your shin in hand to lift it from the ground, his other hand holding your foot to take a better look at it. He could smell the fear on you and he couldn’t blame you one bit for feeling so scared, he had his moments too where he thought he was lost to the dunes. But not a moment has passed before he was already gritting his teeth, saying “I shouldn’t have agreed to bring you this far out.. ugh, and to even leave you alone.. Why did you go after me? I told you to stay in the shade, I wasn't going to be away for so long and..” he sighs, nearly wincing as he trails off.

He’s grumbling, taking the whole weight of the blame on his shoulders, again, his brows knitting together, angling in sadness as his chin lightly tips down so he could look at your foot, gently probing the skin.

“It’s fine, I shouldn’t have been so stubborn to leave the camp.. Had I gone any further out..” you trail off, dreading to think what could have happened.

Kaveh goes to open his mouth and say something, ready to scold you and lecture you all about how Eremites could have found you, mercenaries, scorpions, and how all of it could have impact him if all he found of you was pieces hanging between a vulture’s beak. He shivers and closes his mouth, remembering the fear and glistening tears on your eyes, tears of frustration and fear and fatigue no doubt.

Keep quiet, Kaveh, he scolds himself instead.

“But you did not, and that is good.. that is a relief.. Would you like to try and stand, with my help of course. We still need to get back to camp” his voice mellows out towards the end, and he lets go of your ankle when you wince at one particular touch from his fingers. He lowers it to the sand slowly and turns to look at you, his elbow resting on his knee.

“No..no..I tried. But… Let me try again” you persist, suddenly feeling a wash of determination to ease his worry or perhaps prove to yourself that what you've done isn't as stupid as it was. Kaveh looks at you, unsure but he doesn't go against it as you're already grasping on his shoulder and trying to lift yourself up.

His hands fly to your waist, stabilizing you when you stumble, bringing you closer to his side so you have something to hold on to. But it all came crashing down when you accidentally went to step on your injured foot, sending a shock of pain up your body. Kaveh sighs, frustrated at the situation, and he is swift to lower you back to the ground. “You can't walk with a foot like that..” he says through his teeth, his heart constructing painfully at your own pain. For what seems like the nth time, he sighs and his arms swoop underneath you. “Hang on to me.. let's try this. One, two and- three” he tells you, and waits until you're clinging onto him before he lifts you up in his embrace.

His arm is underneath your knees and the other supports your back, and now that you're closer to him you can feel the shaky breaths he's pulling into his lungs. He's refusing to look at you now as he begins to tread through the moving sand underfoot.

“Kaveh…” you whisper as you look at him, greeted by the side of his face. The fine sheen of sweat is visible in the dying daylights, and his hair is a complete mess, and you can feel grains of sand throughout his scarves and clothing. “Are you… alright?”

“I am alright.. just..” he looks to the side for a moment, his eyelids falling heavy over his dark colored eyes. “I was just really worried about you..” he confessed, as if it was hard to tell. Were it any sort of other situation, you would've teased and cackled at him, but you can feel his tense muscles begging to feel you, and you're sure he'll begin trembling at any moment.

“Oh, Kaveh…” you coo gently, creeping onto his shoulder like a shy doe, apologetic and sad. “I'm sorry.. I really am. I am fine now, okay? It's just a sprained ankle, it happened before, and this surely isn't the last time I'll sprain it”

Kaveh steals a glance at you, his eyes flickering over your face before he turns his gaze forward again, watching how Mehrak floated ahead to light the way in green and pale lime hues. “It's alright.. I'm just glad to have found you, and that the injury wasn't any worse. But I hope you know I will not forget this, ever” his tone gains a part of its natural flare and passion, still wishing to scold you as if that would teach you a lesson and make you forget how to get hurt.

“I promise to be more careful, okay? Will that soothe you any better?” You lean the side of your head on his shoulder, feeling the tension slowly melting from his shoulders.

“Yeah, right. That's what you said last time as well, and look where that got you”

“Last time there was an accident, that guy pushed me!”

“Oh, spare me- and this wasn't an accident?-”

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jupitermoontarot24 · 5 months ago

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Hi guys !!! Just a quick reading for the weekend!!!! more juicy stuff otw 💗 ENJOY

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piles 1-5

Pile 1

Okay so first off I want to say you have a lot of support around you. this could be physical support but also spiritual support. I feel like you're at a period where your spirit guys are hoping you and real physical 3D as well as the astral plane. but you have Goons like if anybody messes with you they get immediate Karma I feel like also you get immediate Good Karma. So if anyone has wronged you they can be getting Karma this weekend or just in general they can be getting there from. I feel like dressing a lot better this weekend, you might get some clothes, you might buy some stuff for your house or your room. Yeah you have definitely reached Queen / King status so you're basically untouchable. I don't think this has anything to do with the weekend is just the overall energy of you. yeah you're in this nine of Cups nine of Pentacles energy. I feel like you also have a lot of options and love so you might get approached this weekend physically or online. get for some people you could go on a date that could lead to some sexy time. This could be somebody you went to school with doesn't have to be but it could be somebody from your past or it could be somebody new. a horn beeped outside as soon as I said new so for a lot of people this will be a new person. Yes so for you this weekend all the people that have done you wrong or have passed any type of false judgment on you is getting their karma and you're getting good karma. so you'll be being handed stuff energetically and physically because the will has turned in your favor. so you could be going towards unionship this weekend, you will be getting messaged by different suitors just refilling your cup. Yeah cuz I feel like Spirit was watching the whole time and now they're like okay it's time for us to rule in the right person's favor. Overall you have a good weekend but I think this is just the reality of your life now so you just have really good support and fun. The wheel has officially turned in your favor

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Pile 2

So you could be entering in your fairy tale ERA this weekend. so if you were dealing with an ex you could be meeting a real lover. it's kind of reminds me of pile 1 so you could have broken up with somebody or been single and you have now met someone else. this person could be your type, they good know how to work you if you know what I mean. I think it'll be really sexy too this person is rough around the edges and a good way. but they're definitely not Square or too soft, they have a very healed masculinity, take it how it resonates. Definitely read the previous pile because this could be the person you're coming into Union with. ooh and you guys could have a very adventurous night if you know what I mean. this person could have someone and I'm not going to say that they cheat but they might leave their person for you. both you guys can have options so maybe the both of you guys are talking to people casually maybe they have somebody a little bit more seriously but it doesn't matter because you guys are meant to be in Union together. yeah it's almost like Obsession upon the first link so it doesn't really matter if you were in a relationship or this person is going to happen regardless. so this person could message you, they can pop up on you but they definitely want to planning date or you guys will have a date. So it seems like if you do get with this person it's going to be very Serene and peaceful and like a fairy tale. this might be an artist of some type, finger, writer, painter. but something will definitely be changing within yourself you're definitely going to be switching timelines this weekend yeah and by you switching timelines is going to bring you to this 10 of Pentacles instead of nine. and it's going to lead you to a King. This person could have been waiting to come and see you maybe because you had so many options or something. but you definitely switch timelines and you jump into this fairy tale so fast and easy. it's like an instant.Yes like you guys can't deny each other anymore or something happens as to where they come forward. and confess their feelings.

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Ambré - I’m Baby ft. Jvck James

Pile 3

So for you I feel like your weekend forecast involves you hanging out with one of your friends. but it's some good news is being shared so you can have really good news, if you're coming from another pile the good news could be you're coming into Union with a partner a soulmate. for some people you could be getting back with an ex but a good x. you know who this person is so whoever popped in your mind when you thought about it, this could be a twin flame but definitely a soul man. yeah this person could message you or this could be somebody completely new. but they definitely want to have a conversation so I feel like you'll be letting your friend or family member no. but it almost gives me like tea party Vibes so getting together and talking and being excited. There could be different emotions going on. Because of this Union you might have other suitors coming in because they feel this energetically so you might get a lot of confessions or just confessions from people who actually match your frequency. a queen of Cups could confess to you as well this weekend. yeah cuz they might see that y'all are in Union and that puts them and the energy of a race. yeah because this person will feel some type of way about it but the way they go about it is not just being sad if anything they're going to fight for you and tell you how they feel so this person will probably message you as well because they're obsessed with you and they will probably waiting outside with this person. Read pile 2 lol

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Kodie Shane - Too Deep (Official Visualizer)

Pile 4

So for your weekend work as you can have somebody calling you at night. at nighttttttt SpongeBob voice lol.Someone can wake up out their sleep and call you, somebody can have a dream about you and wake up and call you. but it's specifically calling so they probably want to hear your voice it's something that triggers this person to want to speak to you physically. this could be a twin flame because they might feel your energy and they want to call you or maybe they have a dream about you something. Yeah maybe you astral project to this person or they pull you into their dreams but either way I would like to think they have a very Vivid dream about you and it's only about you and it makes them wake up and call you. maybe even in the dream they're getting told to call you and they're waking state. This person probably watches you on social media watches videos of you stuff like that. but this person could dream about like the whole time they've known you so this is somebody from your past especially it's one flame they dream of when they first met you to now almost like their life flashing before their eyes with you they probably even dream of the future too. so this person could dream of when I first met you to you guys being married and having children and stuff. if not that I think this person dreams of the first time they met you up until you guys having a physical Union in real life. so when they wake up they're like I need to have physical Union right now because I just dreamed of it and I seen how it played out. this person could have smoked or got drunk before they went to sleep and that's why it was so vivid or something. but this person definitely they might they don't have your number they might call you through I want to say FaceTime, facebook, Instagram something. I just felt real Dizzy soon as I said that so this person might start drinking right now I am doing this on a Friday so they can call you Friday night. Yeah you definitely have some history with the person so if you guys haven't been seeing other eye they want to fix it.

Chxrry22 - Favorite Girl (Lyric Video) ft. Offset

YK Osiris - They Don't Love You

Pile 5

This reminds me of pile 4 so read that pile first lol. I feel like you will be haunting a lot of people this weekend. you can be Astro traveling to a lot of people and their waking state, and their dreams, and any nap they take you'll be there. You also could be leaving a unwanted timeline you'll be timeline jumping as you Astro travel so anything that you wanted to leave behind you have. but you're going to be invading everybody's mind. somebody could also be calling you while you're with somebody, a lot of people could be hitting you up while you're with somebody specific because everybody is going to be thinking about you. you'll definitely be put on a pedestal especially when it comes to Communications so a lot of people going to feel like they have something to say to you and they want you to hear it. so it's going to be a lot of physical calls or people trying to physically see you because they don't want to be ignored. this could have already been happening you you might notice that people have been texting you out the blue, exes have been texting you out the blue I feel like it's mostly because Mercury retrograde is over. Yeah people could be coming from the club and calling you, you could be on different time zones with people and they're calling you a different times. yeah you have a lot of suitors trying to come in and talk to you. So I feel like your forecast for the weekend will be you trying to juggle all this communication but really just go with your heart and the most stable opportunity. Could be a king of Cups involved

Dub P - Somebody Loves You feat. Corryna (Official Music Video)

Dub P - My Love (Official Video)

#daily tarot #love #pac #pick a card #pick a pile #soulmates #tarot #tarot reading #twin flame #pick a picture #soulmate #Youtube

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curly-capt · 3 months ago

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‘ I have finished! Let me know if you like it! ’

[ The computer beeps before a thing begins printing (?) ]

//OOC//

Will send the link in DMS :)

- 🌙

Thank you Moony!!

[He waits over the printer, glancing around the room.]

#mouthwashing rp #mouthwashing game #mouthwashing #mouthwashing rp account #mouthwashing spoilers #captain curly mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #rp blog #curly the captain

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ask-jamtheimp · 3 months ago

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I've got a gift for Blanco!

A soft dark periwnkle blanket with a pattern of yellow stars and crescent moons across it. It comes with attachable/detachable clips of different sensory textures his cgs Adam and Emily can clip on and take off for him!

the tabs are:

a fluffy purple microfiber square 🟪

a bumpy green plastic oval 🥒

a plush rainbow colored caterpillar in sections that jingles 🌈🐛

a little red ball that sounds like a rattle when shaken 🔴

a string of yellow wooden block beads (a star, a crescent moon, and a sun) ⭐🌙☀️

a crinkly silver cloth foil heart 🩶

a green ridged corduroy turtle 🐢

a plastic pink hedgehog with bumpy hairbrush like "spines"🦔

and a little white plastic guitar with 3 buttons that light up red/blue/ or yellow when pressed with a happy little "beep beep!" "twang" or applause noises 🎸🟥🟦🟨

They're completely optional, so if he wants to just cuddle in the blanket he also can, but if he does like them does he have any favorites? (if he wants, he can show me with the pictures)

And make sure Adam gives him a turn with the guitar toy 🎸🟥🟦🟨 haha!

*Blanco seems to love the blanket you gave him! He carries it around with him almost all the time, and especially loves it during naptime. Hes currently teething on the caterpillar part of the sensory blanket, that one is his favorite. He signs "thank you!" in ASL, and shows you his communication card if you dont know sign language and holds out the uhh... somewhat-slobbery caterpillar toy to you!*

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hold-my-b0nes-togetherr · 4 months ago

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call me, beep me if you wanna reach me 🌙

#waterparks #kawaii #kawaii aesthetic #kawaiicore #pink core #pink fashion #pink aesthetic #2010s tumblr #coquette #coquette fashion #anime girl #anime aesthetic #alternative #alternative fashion #aesthetic #soft girl #softcore #soft aesthetic

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canidkid · 4 months ago

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Beep beep agere alignment headcanons + Canon because she's an oc waow

PTSD!regressor Alucard | mama!Kiara | big brother!Trevor 🌙🌾🐾

No Sypha because my brain wants nothing to do with me today but I think she's also a (occasionally mama) guardian/cg for everybody!

Kiara's whole deal is that she's been Trevor's younger "sister" since before they all met in canon, and later becomes Alucards partner! So technically that also makes her a big sister cg when Trevor's small

#agere #sfw agere #age regression #safe agere #agedre #fandom agere #agere fandom #agere headcanons #castlevania agere #agere castlevania #agere icons #agere oc #agere edit

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lovely-laceys-blog · 2 years ago

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why not?

🥰 now? 👀

….

Now is fine. See you in 10.

#🌙 beep me #hawkinshellraiser

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sunangelstears · 2 years ago

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Story Of My Life - A Bakugou Oneshot

Soul Mark AU

Angst

Reader Death

Katsuki Bakugou × G/N Reader

_____________________________🌙_______________________________

..........BEEP......BEEP......BEEP.......

" shit....Fuck ! Y/n ! Why won't you wake up ?! You promised me that you won't leave mw all alone so why .....w-why ..."

Bakugou spoke , his voice as soft as a whisper in a storm , breaking ever so harshly while asking your unconscious person a heart rending question as his red eyes lay fixed on your pale face . The monitors beeping constantly . Each interval between your heartbeats was another year or teo taken off from his life .

.......BEEP......BEEP......BEEP........BEE....BEE--....

The sound of impending doom had stopped .

His red eyes widened in desperation , clinging onto that last bit of hope , in case what he was witnesssing was nothing but a falsity . How he wished it to be nothing but a nightmare induced dream ..... alas ....

The doctors flooded your room , Bakugou stood outside your door , watching as they relentlessly tried to get your heartbeat back . A nurse started C.P.R whike another prepared her electric quirk that was used instead of a defibrillator .

Tears began to pool out of the ends of his eyes as he watched your body leap from shock andlower again .

He blames himself for what happened .......

As the nurse began to shock you again , he saw a tear creep it's way down your face nd upon pure instinct ,

" LEAVE THEM ALONE ! DON'T YOU DARE HURT THEM ! " , the nurse looked stunned at his words . Forgetting about you , they cleared the way as Bakugou blasted his way into your room ......explosions going off in every angle .

"L-L-Leave...th-them alone .......s-stop h-hurting them..." , he spoke . A raspy voice . Tears streaming from his red eyes as he held you close to his chest , one hand on your head and the other aimed at the staff .

Just then ,

"BAKUGOU ! WHAT ARE YOU DOING !? " , Aizawa burst through the door upon hearing the explosions .

"SHUT UP !! "

"KACCHAN YOU NEED TO LET THE NURSE AND DOCTORS HELP THEM ! " , shouted the green haired boy .

"SHUT THE HELL UP YA DAMN NERD ! " , he looked at them with a wet face , red from anger .

"Bakugou..." , Todoroki spoke .

"SHUT UP HALF AND HALF "

"Your neck is glowing ......"

"HuH !!? "

The nurse held up a mirrorfor Bakugou to see a series of five diamonds creating a flower pattern with four swirls above and below it , glowing on the left hand side of his neck .

" WHAT IS THIS ?! " , he chocked out .

"It's a soul mark " , answered the nurse holding the mirror with a smile . Bakugou looked confused as he should .

" There should be one on your soul mate with a similar or contrasting design ." , she spoke , a smile still playing on her lips .

"WHO WILL IT BE O-"

Bakugou was stopped dead in his tracks as he looked at both your hands glowing . Sharp lines glowing on the front which made an 'X' like shape in the middle accompanied by a blast on the underside with the same diamond flower design .

His eyes widened in surprise . His red eyes narrowed at the sight of your wrist .

" Y-Y/N ? "

The nurses looked at the two of you not saying a word .

" You should let them continue treating her kacchan " , Deku spoke up.

" NO ! THEY'RE NOT DEAD ! DON'T SAY IT ! " , Bakugou shouted .

He sat there clutching your still warm but pale body ....his mark slowly fading .His tears began streaming down his face in an uncontrollable manner , he didn't care . He couldn't care less .....all he wanted was you ! Alive and well....Smiling for him ......Smiling with him . Bright eyes glistening as thetwo of you trained .

"I-I should've nver taken you on the mission . You shouldn't have come with......It-it's all my fault - " , his voice broke and the tears which he thought he could count began to seem endless .

"IT WASN'T -- " , screamed Kirishima .

" YOU KNOWNABOUT THEIR QUIRK ! IT CAUSES IMMENSE PHYSICAL BACKLASH ! THEY TOLD ALL OF US ABOUT THAT !"

" I DON'T CARE.....it's my fault they're dead....."

Meanwhile the nurses hooked you up to the ventilator and ECG machine , your heartbeat was still a flatline ....BP ..0.....you were announced dead at 15:45 on the 16th of June .....

Y/N L/N

Time of Death : 15:45

Bakugou dropped to his knees , prayingbfor it to be a drean

( JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAAJA YALL GOT SCAMMED INTO THINKING YALL DIED ! ! ! )

YALL ARE ALIVE !

Your heartbeat slowly rose back to normal and tour soul mark glowed brighter than it ever has before . In a split second there was streams of blue , purple and orange mixed with red engulfing the room . Illuminating Bakugou's eyes as you woke up from your sleep which almost seemed like it lasted an eternity .

The End

#kazukazuhas #sunangelstears #decaffeinatedcloudkryptonite #bnha #bakugou katsuki #bakugou angst #Bakugou×reader #my post #my hero acedamia #bnha x reader #bnha angst

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leonsleftbicep · 1 year ago

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Your trademark for me will always be ducks. Like, I'll see you on my dash, and I imagine a very polite duckie crossing the road. Just going on its way. A very polite little fella with comically large headphones listening to the heaviest metal imaginable. 🦆🎧🤘

Also, because one of your names is Beep, I just go "beep beep" in my head like the Road Runner hahaha.

oh thats cute, its fitting for me as well. i’ve always been told im like a bird and i’ve always enjoyed water, so when i figured out that ‘Ender’ meant ducks while i was working on learning Norwegian i freaked out (in a good way) and my friends started to just use ‘ducks’ as a nickname name for me. so its now been confirmed that a duck with very big headphones is me (should i make my watermark that?).

the “beep beep” is also very fun, i do that as well when i post something, i make the noise “beep beep” or “beep boop” after the post goes through. its very fun but now i have two main vocal stims of me going beep beep like a microwave and then randomly quacking(mainly because my text notification is that)

you also get 🌙 🌙 & ✨ for that snazzy art, its very cute, would pat on the head and then combust i to a cloud of smoke from happiness

#the duck has thoughts #ask game

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callsign-dexter · 1 year ago

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Hey dear ❤️

You're still doing the ask thingy? If so, I'd have some asks for you 😊

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP.

🌙 What time of day do you prefer to write? Why?

👨‍👧‍👧 Do you tell people in real life that you write fic?

Btw, I really really love your work 🫶🏻❤️🫶🏻❤️

I'm still doing them as long as people send them in! It's fun for me to do and I enjoy itQ

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP

A snippet from My Daughter, My Heart Pt. 3

"Oh hush. Anyways, I think I'm ok with you telling Jake." She said and he was silent about it.

"Are you sure? I mean he did leave you." He said and she nodded again.

"Yes, I know but I don't think it is right to keep a secret like this from the father. I want to give him a chance to be in this child's life even if I moved on." She explained and he nodded understanding where she was coming from.

"I understand but I think I'm going to make him suffer for a little bit but now that I know that I have your permission to tell him makes it easier. I'm still incredibly pissed at him." Javy said and she nodded and then she heard a beeping. "Listen, I gotta go but I promise when I get a chance to call again I will and when we get back I will." He said and she nodded smiling.

🌙 What time of day do you prefer to write? Why?

I usually write at night. Sometimes during the day when I don't have a lot going on but mainly at night, I have written some while there was some down time at work . I write at night because it's a time that I have to myself and and can actually focus on writing and I find that I get a lot done.

👨‍👧‍👧 Do you tell people in real life that you write fic?

3 people know. One is my long time friend of 15+ years. Two are ones that I've met on here @justabigassnerd and @maverick-wingman.

Awww thank you so much! That means a lot to me!

Happy New Year!

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missywritesfor7 · 1 year ago

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🌙Moon’s Light | JJK🌙

Synopsis: Luna is a young paralegal trying to maintain her new found independence and enjoy life. Too bad her job sucks and her boss is the worst. As if that wasn’t bad enough, she encounters a vampire named Jungkook who changes her life in more ways than one.

Jungkook is a shield and protector of the vampire kingdom of Korealis. He’s trained his entire life to block out any and all distractions and focus solely on becoming the strongest. While investigating a potential threat to the kingdom, he encounters Luna who turns out to be more than he could have ever imagined. It becomes his job to protect her, but he can’t tell if what he’s feeling is his devotion to the job or perhaps something deeper.

Secrets are uncovered. Lives are on the line. Hearts are tested.

Pairing: Vampire!Jungkook x Fem!OC

Warnings: Violence, character death, eventual smut, tragedy, some angst, strong language, MINORS DNI

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|| Ch. 41: Happily Stupid ||

Luna wakes up the next morning sprawled across the couch with her first hangover as a vampire. Her and Jimin continued drinking after her impulsive law school application and at some point she passed out. Jimin managed to stumble his way back to his room after he realized Luna was done for the night.

Luna checks her phone to see two missed calls from Jungkook and a string of texts.

[Jungkook]: How much did you drink??

[Jungkook]: I guess too much?

[Jungkook]: There’s hangover blood in my fridge.

[Jungkook]: How did you even apply to law school while drunk?

[Jungkook]: Don’t let Jimin get you drunk again. He’s dangerous if you’re a lightweight 😂

[Jungkook]: Let me know when you wake up

[Jungkook]: I wanted to ask you about the job Yoongi got you, but you were too busy to answer my calls 🥺

[Jungkook]: I still love you though 🥲

Luna giggles while rolling her eyes. She hates that she missed his calls, but she can’t help but laugh at his dramatics. She sends him a text back letting him know she’s still alive and loves him too. She hasn’t heard from Yoongi yet on the details of her new job, but she lets Jungkook know she’ll tell him as soon as she gets the info.

She then sends Jimin a text asking if he’s as hungover as she is. She isn’t even sure what kind of drink she was drinking, she just knows it was sweet and he told her he drinks it all the time. How was she supposed to know that he seems to have an insanely high tolerance? This is proved by his response to her text telling her that he just woke up but he feels fine.

“Oh fuck you,” she grumbles putting her phone down.

She goes to Jungkook’s fridge to find his half empty bottle of hangover blood that is aptly labeled “Hangover Blood”. She takes a small sip to see how it tastes. It’s a little bitter. A bit sour. Kind of thick. And completely disgusting. She looks at the bottle to see what ingredients they put in the drink when she notices a date. The expiration date. The expiration date that was 5 years ago.

Luna runs to the bathroom to spit out the small sip she took and rinse her mouth out with water. Then mouthwash. More water. More mouthwash. A little soap. More water. Then a handful of gummies Jungkook has stashed by the couch that she made sure were not expired.

She grabs her phone and instead of texting Jungkook she calls him. She knows he won’t answer but she feels she needs to verbalize what she wants to say. Putting it in text won’t do it any justice. As soon as she hears the beep to record her voicemail, the tirade begins.

“YOU EVIL FUCKING DEMON THAT FUCKING BLOOD EXPIRED YEARS AGO AND I PUT IT IN MY MOUTH!!! DONT COME BACK BECAUSE I WILL RIP YOUR LITTLE BUNNY LEGS OFF YOU SPAWN OF SATAN!!! WHY DO YOU EVEN STILL HAVE THAT?!? IM FUCKING YOU UP THE MOMENT I SEE YOU AGAIN!!!! THAT WAS SO FUCKING DISGUSTING YOU BIG EYED FUCK!!!”

She ends the call and throws her phone down with a huff. She throws another handful of gummies in her mouth then ventures across the palace grounds to Jimin’s room.

Jungkook has been busy since the moment they left the palace. He gets very little free time, which he’s used to and it never really bothered him before. However he never had someone waiting for him at home that he misses so much like he does now. He gets a rare moment of freedom to quickly check his phone only to see he missed Luna’s call by 5 short minutes. Then he listens to her message.

He lets out a high pitched giggle as he listens to her rant. Suddenly he doesn’t feel too bad that he missed her call this time. He sends her a quick text while still cackling at his little prank that he didn’t think she’d actually fall for. He laughs once more after hitting send then returns to his duty.

[Jungkook]: I love you too, LuLu 😘

Luna’s rage only lasts a short while. Before she knows it she’s back feeling lonely and missing Jungkook. After getting a much more pleasant hangover cure from Jimin, she went back to Jungkook’s room and returned to her normal routine of scrolling her phone while the tv provides background noise.

It’s not long before she receives a message from Yoongi with the details of her new job. It starts Monday which is great for Luna because now she’ll only have to endure a few more painfully boring days.

It’s an office admin position for 3 months located in a temporary office set up just for this project. Yoongi gives the location of the office and even included instructions on which bus to take and which stop to get off at. She’ll be reporting to Yoongi’s cousin, Min Kyunghoon who’s in charge of this project. He provides all of his contact information and ends the message telling Luna to let him know if she needs help with anything else.

She responds thanking him another million times for setting her up with this job. Even if it is only for 3 months, it’s better than nothing. She forwards the details to Jungkook then throws her head back in relief.

She powers through the next few days with ease. Her and Jungkook are still playing phone tag with one of them always missing the other for whatever reason. She’s about ready to lose her mind when finally Monday arrives and she heads out for her first day at her new job.

As she’s waiting for the bus Jungkook sends her a text wishing her luck on her first day. She smiles thinking of how reminiscent this is to her work days back in the human world. Waiting for the bus to go to and from work, except those dreadful days that she had to walk home because she had to work so late. She only hopes this grows into more as she begins her first day of hopefully a new normal. A new routine that will give her the relief of feeling safe with the lifelong desire of hers to feel like she belongs. Like she’s worth more than what she’s felt her whole life.

Jungkook feels relieved. He knows how much Luna likes to be independent and try her best to find her fit in society. He hates that she spent so much of her life feeling like she didn’t belong. He can’t wait to get back home and see her, hold her, kiss her, and of course tease her.

Luna’s first day goes smoothly. She meets Min Kyunghoon who shows her around the office and trains her on what she’ll be doing. It’s nothing she hasn’t done before so she catches on with ease. She leaves at the end of the day feeling excited and optimistic for what’s to come.

For Luna, this week goes by much faster than the previous week. She gets up in the morning and prepares herself for work. She walks down to the bus stop and catches her ride to the office. She spends the day feeling like she’s doing something productive. She gets to know Kyunghoon more along with her other coworkers. She has lunch that Jungkook somehow had set up to be delivered to her at the office each day since he knows she won’t have the money to get her own food just yet. Then at the end of the day she leaves looking forward to doing it all again the next day.

For Jungkook, this week is dragging. Not that they were able to text much as it was, but he started to get used to checking his phone whenever he could and seeing a chain of texts that she had sent through the day. Now he’s getting one, maybe two texts during the day. Then maybe a few later in the evening before Luna passes out.

As far as the objective of this trip goes, things are going great. The King has been impressed so far and has been hitting it off well with the King of this kingdom, Eagleville. They’ll spend the next two weeks in Korealis and Jungkook can’t wait. It will still be much of the same busy routine but at least he’ll get to go home at the end of the day, sleep in his own bed, and see his LuLu. If only this week wasn’t going so. damn. slow.

Friday Luna goes to work proud that she’s made it to the end of her first week. She also knows Jungkook should be home soon and she can’t wait to see him and tell him all about her new job.

Much to Jungkook’s delight, they head home sooner than planned. It’s midafternoon and he’s rushing to his room to see Luna. When he opens his door he’s quickly brought down from his cloud as he realizes Luna isn’t there. Shes at work now and he was so excited that he completely forgot she even had a job.

He chuckles to himself then begins unpacking his things. It doesn’t take long since he typically travels light when working. He finishes then throws himself on the couch finally getting a little bit of real rest. But he can’t rest. He wants to see Luna. He’s never missed someone so much the way he’s missed her these past two weeks.

No one ever told him about this feeling. He isn’t even sure what it’s called. Of course it’s love, but he feels like there should be another word he can use for the overwhelming feeling of wanting someone’s presence near him at all times. The strangling feeling of sadness when his calls go unanswered. The knee buckling loneliness when he has to go to bed alone. What would that be called? Because he doesn’t think love is strong enough.

He waits what feels like an eternity before Luna finally arrives and jumps right into his arms on the couch the moment her eyes meet his. He holds her tight giving her kiss after kiss and letting the butterflies within him release through every fiber of his being.

“I missed you,” he says still pecking at her lips.

“I missed you too,” she says. She gives him another kiss then suddenly stops. “What the fuck was with that expired blood?!” She shouts hitting his chest.

“I thought you would have looked at the label before drinking it,” he laughs.

“Why do you even have that in there?! I could have died!”

“You’re being dramatic,” he says still laughing. “The worst you would have just had a little food poisoning. You’d be feeling better after a few hours.”

“Do you think my health is a joke?” She growls.

“You’re fine, aren’t you?”

“Go fuck yourself,” she hisses standing up and going to the bathroom to get out of her work clothes.

“Don’t be like that,” he teases following behind her. “You have to tell me how your first week of work went.”

“It’s was great!” She exclaims, deciding she’ll rip him to shreds later.

She finishes undressing and showering all while telling Jungkook every detail about her new job. He told her it’s ok to wait until she was done but she was too excited to stop talking. He’s just happy to see her happy. He hardly says a word because he’s so lost in her smile. The way her voice squeaks when she remembers another detail she wanted to share. The way her eyes crescent when she smiles proudly recalling the compliments she received for her picking up on everything so quickly. The way she repeats that it’s not a big deal yet can’t stop smiling on while telling another office story. He smiles along with her thinking just how fucking stupidly deep in love he is with her. He’s so damn happily stupid.

Stupid because the deeper he falls the lonelier he gets when she’s gone. The sadder he gets when their schedules don’t align. The more disappointed he gets when all he wants is to have just one uninterrupted hour with her but comes home to find her already asleep.

It wasn’t so bad at first. For two weeks he remained busy with work, but once that was over he realized just how bored he gets with Luna not around. Part of the time he’s bothering one of his brothers, the rest of the time he’s in his room stuck in his head.

Jungkook is so headstrong, only being broken down by the loving sound of Luna insulting him, but something he hasn’t been able to shake lately is his father. Ever since it was announced that he would be receiving the Medal of Honor, he hasn’t heard a thing from his father. He knows he pissed him off with his speech, but he thought even that would be enough to bring out some kind of reaction from him.

No congratulations or good job. Not a head nod from the back of the crowd or a thumbs up. If getting the highest honor in the land isn’t enough for Minseok to be proud of Jungkook for once, then what has his whole life been for?

Jungkook can’t think of a single time where his father expressed being proud of him. Nothing Jungkook ever did was enough. It’s aggravating, but also disheartening. No matter how much he despises his father, he still can’t let go of the small part of him that still seeks his father’s approval. To still not get it is bugging him to no end. What more could he possibly do?

The only way for him to find out is to face his father and ask him. There’s a chance he may not get a truthful answer, but he feels he needs to try anyway. He doesn’t know what to expect, but he takes a deep breath and ventures down to his father’s room.

The guard watching the door had to be convinced a little more than Jungkook had hoped to allow him to talk to his father in private. He knows he’d never get anything out of Minseok if anyone else, especially a palace guard, is in the room. Somehow Jungkook’s persuasion worked and he nervously enters his father’s room and shuts the door behind him.

Minseok is sitting in his luxury recliner reading a book. To Jungkook it looks like an act. Not that Minseok had been expecting him and decided to look like he was doing something productive, but because Jungkook can’t remember ever seeing his father read a book before.

Minseok looks up at him and sets his book aside without a word. He looks like he hasn’t slept in days and for some reason that makes a tiny tiny part of Jungkook feel sad.

“Hey,” Jungkook says nervously.

“The guard let you come in here alone?”Minseok asks softly.

“I owe him a favor now, but yeah.” Jungkook stands in the middle of the room unsure if he should sit or not. Unsure if he should turn and run or not.

“Why?” Minseok seems very tired. Jungkook is sure he’s never heard his father speak so softly before.

“I wanted to talk to you in private,” Jungkook says taking the smallest step forward. “See how you were doing. Have you been ok?”

“Are you really concerned about how I’ve been, or is there another reason why you suddenly decided to show up?”

Jungkook stands silent a moment. He isn’t too sure why he’s here, but it’s too late to turn back now.

“Did you convince the guard to stay outside so you could unleash your wrath again?” Minseok asks.

“No, I’m not here to do that.” Jungkook looks down at his feet feeling a bit of shame though he knows he shouldn’t. “I’m not going to do that again.”

“No? Even after you had said that before? Yet it happened again and it was worse than the last time.” Minseok’s words are strong but his tone remains low and calm.

“I mean it wasn’t that bad, no cars were destroyed this time,” he says trying to plead his case. “But that’s not the point.”

“Then what is the point? That you saved the palace a few car insurance claims?” His father says sarcastically.

“No, I…” Jungkook takes a deep breath then speaks more calmly and less defensively. “You pushed me. You knew what would trigger me and you did it even after I warned you too many times. I don’t know what you expected.”

“I expected you to keep your cool the way a shield is supposed to. How do you expect to be the best when you lose your temper like that?”

“Don’t do that,” Jungkook says having heard this speech before. “I told you what would happen if you ever harmed Luna. You clearly thought I was joking and decided to test me anyway. Now you want to make it seem like it’s my fault? I don’t know what your issue is, but you need to accept that I’m with Luna. That means she’s going to be around and you’ll just have to deal with it.”

“What is it about her? Ever since she came along you’ve been a different person. It’s like I don’t even recognize you anymore.”

“That’s because I decided to start being myself. I’ve never been happier than when I’m with her. I didn’t even know it was possible to feel so strongly about someone. She didn’t make me a different person she just showed me that I should just be me. If you took the time to just get to know her you’d see that she’s a good person, and that’s why I love her.”

“You love her? You’ve never spoken about anyone like this before.”

“She’s not like anyone else. Why does loving her have to be a problem?”

“It’s not,” Minseok says to Jungkook’s surprise. “I’ve had a lot of time to think. A lot of time wondering where I went wrong. I admit I’m not perfect, but I guess I was too consumed with wanting you to be better than me that I lost sight of some things. I know it may not seem this way, but I truly only want you to be happy, Jungkook. I feel like you’re the only one I have left and it’s not that I’m trying to control you, it’s just that I’m afraid of losing you.”

Jungkook tries to read his father’s face unsure if he’s being sincere or not. He’s never heard his father say anything like this before. He slowly gets closer to his father as he continues speaking.

“Seeing you stand in front of the kingdom and receive the Medal of Honor should have been a great moment in my life. Instead I stood in that crowd thinking I had finally lost you. My youngest son and the only one I have left.”

“If you felt like you lost me then why didn’t you say anything? You had an entire week from the announcement to say something to me. You could have at least sent a text saying congratulations or something,” Jungkook says still itching for that little bit of validation from his father.

“I didn’t think you wanted to hear from me. You were pretty upset last time, I was certain that was it.”

“But I’m still your son. Don’t you think I deserve a “good job” from my father? Or at least an apology for intentionally pushing me the way you did?”

“Do you think it’s too late for us to start over?”

“What?” Jungkook asks a little confused. “Start over with what?”

“Everything.” Minseok takes a deep breath. “I want to try starting over with you. I know it won’t be easy to carry on and pretend like nothing has happened, but after spending all this time thinking, I realize that maybe that’s what we need. I want to try again and try to do better.”

“W-what?” Jungkook is almost certain he’s not talking to his father. Jeon Minseok would never say anything like this. “Who are you?”

“A man who wants to know his son better. Then maybe you’ll know me better and we can fight much less. I guess that’s something I had failed to do all of these years.”

“Wow,” Jungkook says taken aback. “This punishment seems to have reformed you better than the work camps do for murderers.”

“Is that a joke?” Minseok asks raising a brow.

“Yes,” Jungkook says shaking his head.

“You certainly have your mother’s sense of humor.”

“You say that like it’s a bad thing.”

“No,” Minseok chuckles. “It just reminds me how much of her you have in you.”

“Did you just smile?” Jungkook asks in disbelief. “I’ve never seen you smile before! What the fuck is that?!”

“Stop,” Minseok says shaking his head. “You know you’ve seen me smile before.”

“Your evil smirks don’t count. Neither does fake laughing at the King’s jokes.”

“I guess this is another reason why I want to start over,” he chuckles. “We should know each other better than this.”

“Right,” Jungkook agrees. “We should, but we can’t do this if you keep trying to get between me and Luna. You can either get to know her or not, but she’s not going anywhere.”

“I understand,” Minseok nods.

“She’s really not a bad person. Mom loves her, you just have to give her a chance. Please? That’s all I’m asking you.”

Minseok nods again without a word. He’s been resisting getting to know any more about Luna. All this time he only saw rage for various reasons when he saw her. But it’s clear that he won’t get anywhere with Jungkook if he doesn’t at least try to be friendlier to Luna.

Jungkook is starting to feel relieved. Something about his father has certainly changed. Although he doesn’t fully trust him knowing how much of a snake he can be, but something about this conversation makes him feel much more optimistic. Maybe because it’s the first time he can ever remember having a conversation with his father that didn’t end in fighting or shouting. Maybe it’s because he saw his father smile for the first time. He can’t believe this punishment his father has been under has changed him this much.

The true test will be when Minseok faces Luna again. Jungkook won’t be sure that his father has truly changed until then.

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