#𐚁 mel yaps!

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thinking about gojo satoru. i need a cigarette.

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and if i say i want the reverse? gojo sat on my strap, practically vibrating in the effort to muffle the whines he wants to release?? face a bright, incriminating red and hands clutching the fabric of his kimono as he tries to form a response when someone asks if he’s listening??? what then??????

Clan head!Gojo

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feeling sentimental tonight and reread is it casual now. i know it’s only been a few months since i posted my first fic but god it’s so easy to be hard on yourself as a writer! and just reading back through had me being like damn, i wrote this shit?? like this ain’t half bad!

reading something i wrote and haven’t revisited in a hot minute is so gratifying! i feel like i’m getting to experience a little part of my soul that i translated onto a page for the first time all over again. even reading some of my old writing from two years ago is both cringy and so sweet—it’s lovely to see how much a person can improve just through enjoying what they’re doing!!

i don’t know—maybe it’s silly!! the fic is by no means perfect at all, and even reading through i kept picking out grammar to change, clunky sentences, parts where the pacing stutters. but when the foundation of that all is someone who loves to write, and more importantly, who feels so giddy and proud reading it back? it makes it so much simpler to think errors are learning and noticing my mistakes is learning too.

anyway, wearing a stupid grin tonight after revisiting it so i wanted to share. i hope any other writers out there, my mutuals or not, can show themselves and their writing a bit of love tonight!! take it easy on yourselves in this world especially, please 🫂

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something about MCs who are so, so good just kills me.

having your response to the world spitting on your love only be to love more is so!!!

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i need to be sectioned for what i’d do to ghostface

if i survived a slasher it’s because i fucked him

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happy halloweeeeeeeen!!!

PLEASE feel free to beat up my blog with the halloween cat paws heheh

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Out of the blue, butttt has anyone had issues with their posts appearing in the assigned tumblr tags you’ve given them??? </3

This is a super old account but I’ve only started posting more recently! I’ve double checked all my settings and so I’m wondering if tumblr might shadow ban nsfw content?

Also not sure if i should get in touch with their support or not. Be like hey my nsfw written sub porn about gojo isn’t appearing in the sub jjk tag 🤓☝️(or any of my other fics I’ve posted to date) like that kind of makes me want to keel over and die !! 😭😭😭

Has anyone else had this????? If u did can u lmk if/how u resolved it? ❣️

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I DID

EVERYONE SOBBED PROBABLY

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—𐚁 TAG SYSTEM

#𐚁 mel writes! ➳ my writing

#𐚁 mel yaps! ➳ me chatting shit

#𐚁 howdy partner! ➳ answering asks

#𐚁 cheeky wips! ➳ snippets of current wips

#fic rec ➳ incredible fanfic recommendations

#navi ➳ blog navigation

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boosting this in case any of my writer mutuals (or anyone following me who writes!!) are interested <3

hey, guys!! @jeschalynn and I have created a little discord server called The Lounge, which is meant to be a laid-back community meant predominately for writing, sprinting, sharing ideas and giving feedback! just a chill place where we do what we all love and support one another while doing it!

if anyone is interested in joining and participating, let her or I know, and we'll send you an invite as a test to make sure all systems are go, and then accept anyone else interested!

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LMFAOOOO babe im giggling ngl 😭😭😭😭 you and me both genuinely, something about that man makes me want to just ruin him. he’s so pretty.

good luck on your exam, u got this 🫡!!!

⚠️NSFW warning: Edging, orgasm denial, teasing⚠️

Here’s a little thought that won’t leave my head

Watching a movie with Armin, all cuddled up together and warm. He lets out a contented little sigh, he loves this kind of thing- spending time with you at your place, being wrapped up in your arms. It couldn’t get any better than this.

Softly tracing your fingers over his lower tummy midway through the film, feeling his abdominal muscles twitch and tense under your touch. He pokes his tongue through his lips, forcing himself to focus on the TV screen. He doesn’t want to read into your actions, mistaking sweet affection for sexual advances and perhaps make you uncomfortable…

Dipping your hand past his waistband, wrapping your fingers around his cock, aching and already a leaky mess, who knows how long he’s been this hard, and he didn’t so much as break the silence with a whimper. What a good boy he is. But now, he’s finding it much more difficult to stay quiet.

Stroking his slick length at a pace that has his head flopping back against the couch, jaw slack, eyes fluttering closed. He lets out soft sighs and grunts, sealing his lips tightly together when you shoot him a glare. “Do you mind? I’m trying to watch.”

Feeling him pulsate beneath your palm as he approaches climax, squeezing the base of his length so he can’t cum, sending him writhing next to you beneath the blankets. Edging him like this over and over and over again until he can’t focus on anything besides how desperately he needs his release, fat tears falling down his cheeks.

Speeding up your pace exponentially as the credits begin to roll. He’s panting now, moaning out loud and wriggling away from your grasp, the pleasure is scorching, tightening that coil in his belly.

Asking him some random trivia question from a scene near the end of the movie saying “if you can answer correctly, i’ll let you cum.” And watching the panic flood his features when he realizes he doesn’t know.

Slipping your hand out of his pants, wiping off his slick, and sashaying off to the kitchen, giggling as he desperately runs after you to plead for mercy.

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THIS IS ADORABLE 🥹 i'm such a huge spiderverse fan so this was so fun. ughhh i’d love to live in this universe!!! <3

no pressure 🔖: @vampcubus, @rainydayalchemy, @lycheeerose, @mona-aiko, @kissatoru, @mimi9k, @cocoamoonmalfoy, @brayneworms + any spiderman fans!!! i’m so nosey and love seeing everyone’s spidersonas hehe

ACROSS THE SPIDERVERSE

OKAYYY + open tags as this was really fun to do and i zon’t want anyone to feel as though they can't participate bc they weren't explicitly tagged

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feeling like this rn!!

everyone pls check out their writing, can’t express how incredible it is!

hey darling!

i stumbled on your account like a week ago?? and i feel like i've stumbled through the desert and happened upon the most magical, thirst-quenching oasis ever. your writing is insane! (in the best way possible). your prose is so vivid it seems to conjure the world you're writing about around me as i read. i've been so, so inspired—so thank you!!! i've even been reading your fics of fandoms i haven't even heard of before LOL, simply because the way you write is so enamouring.

anyway, yapping aside, this is all to say that you're incredible! and i'd love to be on a tag list, if you have one? if not, then no worries of course. just happy to geek out for a bit about how inspiring your writing is!

—mel ❣️

WAIT WAITHHFFFFJ UR SO KIND ARE U KIDDING ?!?!? i literally giggled and twirled my hair reading this THANK U you're so sweet. i dont have a taglist officially because i uhhh upload once every blue moon ( especially now with me on my masters course ) BUT i'd be happy to start one for you!! are you happy to be tagged in like . everything? or are there specific fandoms you're interested in :D

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it’s soul-baring—what if they read my first draft and decide it would make better kindling for a sacrificial pyre with my name on it?

writing a book is so hard, like what if people hate it and chain me up in the middle of town and throw tomatoes at me?

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started a jjk rewatch today and forgot how insane i am when gojo comes on screen. one word out of that stupid sorcerer's mouth had me gnawing on my laptop like it was my sleeper agent trigger.

thinking about gojo satoru. i need a cigarette.