#𐚁 mel yaps!

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thinking about gojo satoru. i need a cigarette.

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and if i say i want the reverse? gojo sat on my strap, practically vibrating in the effort to muffle the whines he wants to release?? face a bright, incriminating red and hands clutching the fabric of his kimono as he tries to form a response when someone asks if he’s listening??? what then??????

Clan head!Gojo

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SERIOUS QUESTION FOR THE PEOPLE! what is the earliest socially acceptable time to start writing my kinktober works for next year??? 😭

i’m like possibly, too excited at the prospect of contributing to a kinktober after years of reading them!! and i wanna make mine real good hehe. i’ve already planned out my days but omg i can’t choose between characters im obsessed with too many 💀 mental illness !!!!

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feeling sentimental tonight and reread is it casual now. i know it’s only been a few months since i posted my first fic but god it’s so easy to be hard on yourself as a writer! and just reading back through had me being like damn, i wrote this shit?? like this ain’t half bad!

reading something i wrote and haven’t revisited in a hot minute is so gratifying! i feel like i’m getting to experience a little part of my soul that i translated onto a page for the first time all over again. even reading some of my old writing from two years ago is both cringy and so sweet—it’s lovely to see how much a person can improve just through enjoying what they’re doing!!

i don’t know—maybe it’s silly!! the fic is by no means perfect at all, and even reading through i kept picking out grammar to change, clunky sentences, parts where the pacing stutters. but when the foundation of that all is someone who loves to write, and more importantly, who feels so giddy and proud reading it back? it makes it so much simpler to think errors are learning and noticing my mistakes is learning too.

anyway, wearing a stupid grin tonight after revisiting it so i wanted to share. i hope any other writers out there, my mutuals or not, can show themselves and their writing a bit of love tonight!! take it easy on yourselves in this world especially, please 🫂

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i need to be sectioned for what i’d do to ghostface

if i survived a slasher it’s because i fucked him

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i love writing so much, but right now i just cannot get my thoughts out onto a page. the worst feeling ever!!!! especially when i’m in a writing mood like??? can my brain pls let me write this poly!kny fic 😭

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i recently received the most beautiful, touching comment on my ao3 and it has genuinely made my week. thank you to anyone who comments on what writers share online—you’ll probably never know the full impact your words have but please continue to share them, regardless. your voice will ring out for writers. big love 🫶

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something about MCs who are so, so good just kills me.

having your response to the world spitting on your love only be to love more is so!!!

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DO NOT FEAR!!! i am the person for the job.

i’ve been meaning to write a monsterfucking fic for agessss. the question, though, has been what monster? hehehe

a few different pairings are bouncing around my head for little kinktober works next year, so at the very least that is when i will write something like that 🫶 alsoooo alien and robotfucking??? obsessed and will be writing for them, too.

the holy trinity of filthy fanfic—monsters, aliens, and robots 😭😭😭

do you ever become obsessed with a character and you just go "of fucking course its that one" at yourself because you are so incredibly predictable

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rewatched The Batman (2022) tonight and i forgot how utterly huge robert pattison looks as batman in this film... i feel completely normal about it, obviously. why do you ask?

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merry christmas ya filthy animals !!!

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I MISS WRITING !!!!!

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I DID

EVERYONE SOBBED PROBABLY

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happy halloweeeeeeeen!!!

PLEASE feel free to beat up my blog with the halloween cat paws heheh

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Out of the blue, butttt has anyone had issues with their posts appearing in the assigned tumblr tags you’ve given them??? </3

This is a super old account but I’ve only started posting more recently! I’ve double checked all my settings and so I’m wondering if tumblr might shadow ban nsfw content?

Also not sure if i should get in touch with their support or not. Be like hey my nsfw written sub porn about gojo isn’t appearing in the sub jjk tag 🤓☝️(or any of my other fics I’ve posted to date) like that kind of makes me want to keel over and die !! 😭😭😭

Has anyone else had this????? If u did can u lmk if/how u resolved it? ❣️

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boosting this in case any of my writer mutuals (or anyone following me who writes!!) are interested <3

hey, guys!! @jeschalynn and I have created a little discord server called The Lounge, which is meant to be a laid-back community meant predominately for writing, sprinting, sharing ideas and giving feedback! just a chill place where we do what we all love and support one another while doing it!

if anyone is interested in joining and participating, let her or I know, and we'll send you an invite as a test to make sure all systems are go, and then accept anyone else interested!