#𐚁 mel yaps!

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thinking about gojo satoru. i need a cigarette.

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and if i say i want the reverse? gojo sat on my strap, practically vibrating in the effort to muffle the whines he wants to release?? face a bright, incriminating red and hands clutching the fabric of his kimono as he tries to form a response when someone asks if he’s listening??? what then??????

Clan head!Gojo

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༒ a very wishful reading goal for 2025; full of new fantasy, old classics, retellings, and anticipated releases!

༒ mostly comprising titles from my bookshelf that have been staring at me loathingly, collecting dust for years as they wait to be read. i've decided i need to do something about it :)

if any of my moots or followers are bookworms and want to join in—please do!! this is an open tag🔖 would also love to hear opinions/reviews on these books if yous have read them already <3 happy new year 🐍 !!!

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call for (very early) k'tober requests !!

hey all !!! i've started writing planning out my kinktober '25 fics already (and writing some of them... LMFAO). i know this is very early but...

i wanted to feel out if there were any particular characters, kinks, or character(s) and kink(s) scenarios that my lovely readers and mutuals would like to see?? (drop a comment or ask, whichever you are most comfortable with). these will all be default dom!reader and sub!character. i'd enormously appreciate any reblogs on this post <3

my fandom list is here. i'd only be comfortable writing for media i'm familiar with to ensure i do the characters justice! butttt my list isn't exhaustive so please just ask if you have something you're dying to read about hehe.

as for kinks, i don't have a list but you can check out #𐚁 mel writes! or #𐚁 mel yaps! if you'd like inspo, or just fire away. i promise i don't bite and there's ZERO judgement on this blog LOL. i'm comfortable with dark and light content. hard nos off the top of my head are: incest/stepcest, daddy/mommy kink & pregnancy.

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there is no pressure of course — i have already planned out 31 days but i'd love to be able to give back to those that have been so sweet to me on here, and to anyone who enjoys my writing. i cannot promise requests will be fulfilled, but if any catch my fancy, i'll definitely write them and make sure to tag you next year when i post them <3 i hope this is reasonable hahahah!

looking forward to hopefully hearing from yous !

big love — mel 𐚁

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i need to be sectioned for what i’d do to ghostface

if i survived a slasher it’s because i fucked him

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SERIOUS QUESTION FOR THE PEOPLE! what is the earliest socially acceptable time to start writing my kinktober works for next year??? 😭

i’m like possibly, too excited at the prospect of contributing to a kinktober after years of reading them!! and i wanna make mine real good hehe. i’ve already planned out my days but omg i can’t choose between characters im obsessed with too many 💀 mental illness !!!!

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feeling sentimental tonight and reread is it casual now. i know it’s only been a few months since i posted my first fic but god it’s so easy to be hard on yourself as a writer! and just reading back through had me being like damn, i wrote this shit?? like this ain’t half bad!

reading something i wrote and haven’t revisited in a hot minute is so gratifying! i feel like i’m getting to experience a little part of my soul that i translated onto a page for the first time all over again. even reading some of my old writing from two years ago is both cringy and so sweet—it’s lovely to see how much a person can improve just through enjoying what they’re doing!!

i don’t know—maybe it’s silly!! the fic is by no means perfect at all, and even reading through i kept picking out grammar to change, clunky sentences, parts where the pacing stutters. but when the foundation of that all is someone who loves to write, and more importantly, who feels so giddy and proud reading it back? it makes it so much simpler to think errors are learning and noticing my mistakes is learning too.

anyway, wearing a stupid grin tonight after revisiting it so i wanted to share. i hope any other writers out there, my mutuals or not, can show themselves and their writing a bit of love tonight!! take it easy on yourselves in this world especially, please 🫂

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cillian murphy as scarecrow in batman begins… SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEEE !!!!

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DO NOT FEAR!!! i am the person for the job.

i’ve been meaning to write a monsterfucking fic for agessss. the question, though, has been what monster? hehehe

a few different pairings are bouncing around my head for little kinktober works next year, so at the very least that is when i will write something like that 🫶 alsoooo alien and robotfucking??? obsessed and will be writing for them, too.

the holy trinity of filthy fanfic—monsters, aliens, and robots 😭😭😭

do you ever become obsessed with a character and you just go "of fucking course its that one" at yourself because you are so incredibly predictable

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rewatched The Batman (2022) tonight and i forgot how utterly huge robert pattison looks as batman in this film... i feel completely normal about it, obviously. why do you ask?

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i love writing so much, but right now i just cannot get my thoughts out onto a page. the worst feeling ever!!!! especially when i’m in a writing mood like??? can my brain pls let me write this poly!kny fic 😭

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i recently received the most beautiful, touching comment on my ao3 and it has genuinely made my week. thank you to anyone who comments on what writers share online—you’ll probably never know the full impact your words have but please continue to share them, regardless. your voice will ring out for writers. big love 🫶

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I DID

EVERYONE SOBBED PROBABLY

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something about MCs who are so, so good just kills me.

having your response to the world spitting on your love only be to love more is so!!!

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my life has recently devolved into two states of being…

1. fearing my impending dissertation deadline and writing aforementioned dissertation

2. watching teen wolf

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do any moots or followers have any reccs of/links to writing or fanfic discord communities?? looking to try involve myself a bit more hehe.

happy new year everyone !!!