#悲伤 的是,
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albeewill · 2 years ago
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fishbloc · 10 months ago
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fishyinbowlosoup · 4 months ago
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rough storyboard made base on this song -> 我的悲伤是水做的(作者版 (my sadness is liquid formed)
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hanniedream · 1 year ago
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sionyond · 2 years ago
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我没有想到 ​所以开心! ​没有料到!谢谢您!Albert! ​ ​有人离去,不免脑海思绪动荡 ​多东西想,所以没有什么话好讲这几天😞😞😞 ​ @say士林,节哀吧! ​虽然少了一个人很大力给你做按摩的人 ​你如果怀念她,我可以模仿她 ​得空过去揍揍你的 ​冥冥中自有安排 ​由不得我们伤心! ​ ​我老板讲 ​可能她去找迪伟了! ​你放心啦! ​我们迟早有一天的 ​但请务必做到自己离开不会有遗憾 ​请珍惜当下的每一秒,每一刻 ​我确定自己是快乐的 ​请你也为我、大家确定一下! ​#生命中还有许许多多值得我们当下珍惜的人 ​#我不在你们离去时去悲伤你 ​#我在可以找你时找你可以见你时见你 ​#我时时刻刻都在想你好 #​想你快乐 ​#生命能快乐让自己快乐让喜欢的人快乐 ​#我想见你就见你 #我珍惜你 ​ ​#不在你没有时想你 ​#不会后悔要再珍惜你 ​#我没有后悔每一刻每一秒就是了 #别让自己这一生留下遗憾 (at Maypark) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmSvOgWqv_r/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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y-khuynh · 6 months ago
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我们最后选择的是跟自己的悲伤和解,不是 忘却。因为那曾经使我 悲伤过的一切,也是我 最热爱的一切。
Điều cuối cùng mà chúng ta có thể lựa chọn là làm hòa với nỗi buồn thay vì cố quên đi. Bởi vì tất cả những gì đã từng làm ta tổn thương cũng chính là tất cả những gì mà ta yêu quý nhất.
Y Khuynh d��ch.
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ruanbaijie · 2 months ago
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我是谁 who am I? @userdramas event 18 music [in/sp] @asiandramanet event 11 duos: font pairing ↳ full lyrics below cut
有多久,沉沦世上,忘了我该是谁 无所谓,感受不到灵魂温热的泪 有多久,盲了双眼,忘了我曾是谁 无所谓,是人是鬼,习惯冷漠中醉
how long has it been since I sunk into this world, forgetting who I ought to be? but no more can I feel the warm tears of my soul, so it truly matters not. how long has it been since I was blinded, forgetting who I once was? human or ghost, I’ve grown used to drunken indifference, so it truly matters not.
有个声音尖叫伤悲 狠狠抽我的心,怒骂我的无为 像场噩梦,缠绕我的魔鬼 死命狂追,嗜血无罪
out there is a voice, in sorrow it screams, as it flogs my heart, berating my apathy. just like a nightmare, tangled around my demons, in a desperate chase, bloodthirsty yet unsullied.
在人潮汹涌中孤独呐喊 烈日当空灼伤着我狂躁不安 那干渴已久再次跳动的心脏 烈焰烧得我狼狈不堪
in the bustling waves of people, I stand alone, screaming under the scorching sun, I am restless, burning that long dried heart, now once again beating in the flames, I burn, unkempt, crumbling
在这条无处逃亡的路上 我能再次看到滴血花朵绽放 那也曾是我向往的豪情万丈 欲望之光,毁灭前觉醒的希望
on this path with nowhere for me to run once again can I see blood dripping and flowers bloom those too were the noble dreams I once had that longed for light, that hope of awakening before ruin
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zhansww · 11 days ago
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《都一样》 performed by Xiao Zhan
在一个陌生城市 里流浪 Wandering in a strange city 放下遮挡 最随意的模样 I let down my guard, as casual as I can 不怕和你遇上 I’m not afraid of running into you 看沿路灯火辉煌 Watching the bright lights along the way 寂寞的橱窗准备 Lonely shop windows 好就快要退场 Ready to close up soon 熄了那些渴望 Quench those desires 每一双爱过的翅膀 Every pair of wings that has loved 都一样 Is the same
撒一个心虚的谎 Telling a guilty lie 遗忘的都该遗忘 Forgetting what should be forgotten 我并不是假装 I’m not pretending 不过带点泪光 Just with a hint of tears in my eyes 这回忆已经模糊 Those memories have already faded 映照一幕幕迷惘 Reflecting scenes of confusion 我已准备妥当 I’m ready 接受那些失望 To accept those disappointments 每一个停留过的行人 Every lingering passersby 都一样 Is the same
若谁能安放我匿名的悲伤 If someone can hold my nameless sorrow 不想我的 眼泪被谁欣赏 I don’t want my tears to be appreciated by anyone 心都一样 最天真的过往 Our hearts are all the same, the most innocent past 是我心上 最后的武装 Is the last weapon in my heart 曾抬头看的星光 The starlight I once looked up to 每一颗微微发烫 Each one faintly burning 孤单也许���常 Loneliness might be ordinary 等待时光流放 Waiting for time to pass by 陪心事摇摇晃晃 Swaying with my thoughts 思念是偶尔张望 Longing is an occasional glance 街道人来人往 At streets filled with people coming and going 明天有谁来访 Who will visit tomorrow? 每一个远方都在身旁 Every distant place feels close 都一样 All the same
不用谁安放 我匿名的悲伤 I don’t need anyone to hold my nameless sorrow 不想我的 失落被谁欣赏 I don’t want my loss to be appreciated by anyone 心都一样 最天真的过往 Our hearts are all the same, the most innocent past 是我心上最后的武装 Is the last weapon in my heart
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itougcx · 2 months ago
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尽管在玩完海滩篇之后伤感了几天,但是这种悲伤竟该死的上头!尤其每当我半夜闭上眼睛,很多前几部的伏笔都会浮现在脑海之中…很喜欢这系列的衔接感,在反复复盘之中不停带给我惊喜,于是最近产生了这样的脑洞:如果宇宙的可能性不止于此,那么苹果可以有几个面? ​​​
中文版的可以在我的微博和lofter上看,自己翻译了简陋的英文版发在这边😇
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terryvaran · 10 months ago
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他的迪斯马四肢齐全五体健全、好好的;悲伤是因为迪斯马不让他把另外两个头带回宿舍
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baosam1399 · 1 year ago
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〔Bài dịch số 1106〕 ngày 28.11.2023 :
年轻的我们心脏都是比较小的,一点苦难放进去 都显得大。长大了的人,心脏就变大了 即使更大的悲伤装进去,也照样可以冷静的离开,平静的遗忘。所以忍耐吧,有天我们的心脏会长的比悲伤大
Những người trẻ tuổi như chúng ta nội tâm đều khá bé nhỏ, một chút "khổ" bị nhét vào đó cũng khiến chúng ta cảm thấy nó thật quá sức chịu đựng. Nhưng khi ta lớn hơn, nội tâm cũng theo đó lớn hơn, dẫu cho nỗi khổ có bị phóng đại như thế nào, ta cũng vẫn có thể bình tĩnh mà rời đi, bình thản mà quên lãng. Cho nên hãy cứ nhẫn nại, sẽ có một ngày trái tim ta sẽ lớn hơn nhiều những tổn thương ta đã phải chịu.
- (Hoài Vũ Vũ/baosam1399 dịch)
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peach-blossoms · 2 months ago
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虚构 (The Mask) – Zhou Shen
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Album: 《反深代词》 - Track 13 Lyricist: Tang Tian Composer: Zhou Shen Arrangement/Producer: Qian Lei [T/N: literal translation of title is “fabrication / fiction” all artistic liberties in translation are mine, and paragraph breaks were added for ease of reading]
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选择瞳孔的颜色 Pick the colour of the pupils 剔除多余的骨骼 Remove the extra bones 一键抹平了皱褶 Smooth out the wrinkles with one click 你是爱我的 You love me
缝合翅膀多完美 The wings were sewn so perfectly 提亮眼神不伤悲 No sorrow speckles the eyes 清空阴暗面颓废 Weary, despondent expressions are cleared out 我们相爱了 We love each other
如果我是我虚构的一场秀 If I am a show that I fabricated 如果我变回怪兽谢幕之后 If I turn back into a monster after the curtain call 如果滤镜后 If behind the camera filter 我满身污垢 I am all covered in filth 关节会生锈 Joints about to rust 笑容会变丑 Smiles becoming ugly
我没能给你分开的理由 I cannot give you a reason to part 我在你逃走之前先逃走 I would flee before you can flee 如果没有这些如果 If there are none of these ifs 你才会爱我 Then you would love me
多么完美的镜头 The more perfect a camera shot is 多么恐惧被剧透 The more fear there is of an exposé 一个我淡定自若 A me who is calm and composed 一个尖叫着求救 A me who is wailing for help
你爱我是真的 You love me is true 可你从来没看见过我 But you have never seen through me 天哪多荒谬 God, how absurd it is 爱是编辑的人格 To love an edited personality
如果我是我虚构的一场秀 If I am a show that I fabricated 如果我变回怪兽谢幕之后 If I turn back into a monster after the curtain call 如果滤镜后 If behind the camera filter 我满身污垢 I am all covered in filth 关节会生锈 Joints about to rust 笑容会变丑 Smiles becoming ugly
我没能给你分开的理由 I cannot give you a reason to part 我在你逃走之前先逃走 I would flee before you can flee 如果没有这些如果 If there are none of these ifs 你是否爱我 Would you love me?
多渴望被爱着 To thirst for love so much 却因此感到绝望为何 Yet to also feel despair because of it 在幸运的时候 During moments of feeling lucky 怀疑自己不值得 Doubting that you deserve them
Oh也许你能够 Oh may be you can 帮我拉开遮住脸的双手 Help me pull apart the hands covering my face 颤抖却温柔 Trembling yet pliant 说你依然爱着我 (说你依然爱着我) Saying you still love me (Saying you still love me)
也许我是我虚构 的一场秀 Maybe I am a show that I fabricated 也许我变回怪兽 谢幕之后 Maybe I will turn back into a monster after the curtain call 也许滤镜后 我满身污垢 Maybe behind the camera filter, I am all covered in filth 关节会生锈 笑容会变丑 (会变丑) Joints about to rust, smiles becoming ugly (becoming ugly)
也许可以 就这样破烂依旧 Maybe it would still be tattered like this 也许可以 就这样奇怪依旧 Maybe it would still be bizarre like this 也许还有 那么一点期待 Maybe there is still a little expectation 也许没人逃走 Maybe no one fled 我无法给你留下的理由 I cannot give you a reason to stay 可不可以不需要理由 Can you not need a reason?
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intotheswollenriver · 3 months ago
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忽然悟了一点,天狼星对于又被关在家里不让他出去这种命令,除了对童年时期的应激创伤之外,应该还有一种可能性是:比起担忧自己应付外部环境的能力,他更恐惧和焦虑的是需要应付内心世界,比如悲伤和焦虑感,因为他的舒适区是朝向外部环境并且与之互动,因此来规避内心的情感痛苦。
所以他被关在一个封闭的环境下简直就是在强行让他直面自己12年来被关在一个满是摄魂怪的悲惨经历所带来的痛苦回忆。因为环境的限制,这种童年大房子并没有能让他引起兴奋和新的正面经验的活动,所以他不得不直面自己一直以来都在逃避的情感,不得不胡思乱想,没有任何外界活动能让他避免这一点,就更加无法忍受呆在这种地方,讲通俗一点就是:他需要让自己行动起来以此来规避自己所要面临的情感风暴,这种不健康心态的情况下,就算他想逃向外界也会越来越焦虑,反而更加做不好事情,是个恶性循环。
但幸好ad没有让他这么干,ad做的事情是对他最好,也是最正确的事情,不幸的是他最终没有呆在原地,他想跑在内心的恐惧和伤痛前面,但是他逃得越急,恐惧和伤痛就追得越紧,最终把他吞噬。
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gilding-the-time · 13 days ago
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(切换至原作者发帖)某些人请不要再偷我的图假装是你们自己画的了!看在我现实中狗屎一样的生活就饶了我吧!!!!明明是我自己画的画,结果仔细一看上面的一连串水印没一个是我的!我都精神有问题了!你们还要我怎样?!!!!!!我已经放弃了!我已经投降了!为何不放过我?!为何不放过我?!!!!!!是不是作为人类的我只有死去才会消减痛苦!
I give you permission to repost my images or use them as your avatar wallpaper. But who asked you to impersonate the original author? How dare you announce to the public that my paintings are done by your own hands? (These words are directed only at the thieves)
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我无法忍受!我无法忍受!我想要做的前人们都做过了!!!!!我想要!的公平都是不公的虚构的!!!!!!!睁——开——双——眼——看不见眼前————你丢失了一切——清澈的海面——模糊了视线——趁着夕阳还没消失前————再看天空一遍——————————非酋排洪渠汽配会佛i会否我去发你放弃哦吼if前后qfejioqfiqf曲阜哦发货脾气哦防护服武器悲哀藏在现实中 不敢去想 一些想象中的悲伤——————————不断——摧毁——梦——中——的——世界————掏空了——流——浪——的光————我站在城市的街角————只买了敷衍——的——希——望——————————啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊——————huqhhfqhhfhqhfhf东钱湖回去hi哦防火墙前后佛佛号锟斤拷困困困不断摧毁!的!世界!!!掏空了!流浪的光!!!!!我站在城市!的街角!!!!却买了敷衍!的希望!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!我要你看穿我!不是杀了我!你说你爱我!却这样对我!不断摧毁梦中的世界!!!!掏空了流浪的光!!!!!!!!!!!!我站在城市的街角!!!!!!却买了敷衍和希望!!!!!!!!海浪尽头的你啊!!!!!!到底何时归来——————————不再说!不再说哦↓↑却说那有始有终——————————他明白!他明白!我给不起!!!!于是转身向大海走去!!!!!
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aworldforastage · 11 months ago
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A Totally Subjective List of Favorite Danmei Novels I Read in 2023
Joyful Reunion :: 相见欢 by 非天夜翔
Governor's Illness :: 督主有病 by 杨溯
The Return of Cambrian Period :: 寒武再临
The Plays of Lips and Teeth :: 唇齿之戏 by 张佩奇
Blazing Armor :: 火焰戎装 by 水千丞
After the Disabled God of War Became My Concubine :: 残疾战神嫁我为妾后 by 刘狗花
Wilderness Vegetation :: 荒野植被 by 麦香鸡呢
In Name Only :: 有名 by 木更木更
Placid Chang’an :: 太平长安 by 盐��� Yany
Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me :: 欲言难止 by 麦香鸡呢
Joyful Reunion :: 相见欢 by 非天夜翔
“相见欢,原本是我们的曲子。” "'Joyful Reunion' originally belonged to my people."
[action, political intrigue, coming of age] -- At its heart, Joyful Reunion is a young man's coming-of-age, as he grows up in a war-torn world and decides on the type of man and leader he wants to become. This novel isn't easy to read with it pacing and length, but its reputation as an iconic historical political danmei is well-deserved. There are no "good people" and "bad people", just humans trying to survive in a harsh world and live their own truths. The main romantic arc is fairly light, while the most controversial (i.e. beloved) "second male lead" in all of danmei is lurking in the background. But I love that Duan Ling finds someone who supports him through his worst days, and they give each other strength and hope to stay true to their best selves.
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Governor's Illness :: 督主有病 by 杨溯
“去吧,”沈玦道,“你生,我去找你。你死,我去陪你。” “Go,” Shen Jue says, “If you live, I’ll come find you. If you die, I’ll go with you.”
[wuxia, secrets and conspiracies, revenge plot] -- The powerful Governor of the Eastern Depot has a massive bounty on the head of an infamous assassin. Who knew it's because they are childhood friends who want to find each other? Despite a tiny bit of palace intrigue, this is mostly a wuxia story, focusing on the complicated bonds between masters and disciples, and far too many blood debts and sect secrets. The first part of the novel is brutal. I love plot-heavy stories but I intentionally ignore parts of this one during re-reads because it is just so heartbreaking (unrelated to the romance arc). But Xiahou Lian never stops seeing the best in Shen Jue and Shen Jue never stops wanting the best for Xiahou Lian. And that strong bond gives them -- and readers like me -- some hope and comfort as secrets and enemies from the ghosts of Xiahou Lian's past continue to launch them into one action-packed challenge after another. (My review here)
The Return of Cambrian Period :: 寒武再临 by 水千丞
这就是末世,个人的悲伤在全世界的悲伤面前,渺小无比。 This is the apocalypse, and the grief of an individual is utterly insignificant compared to all the grief in the world right now.
[apocalypse, action/adventure, superpowers/mutations] -- I don't know how to summarize 1.7 million words briefly so here's a much lengthier review. It's an action-adventure with super-powered humans and mutant "monsters of the week". It's a mystery and heroic epic trying to solve and conquer the cause of the apocalypse. It's a social commentary sketching out what humanity keeps and saves and becomes when modern society crumbles. It's a love story -- many love stories, romantic and familial and platonic and more-- that reminds you what gives humans the courage, purpose, and determination to stand up in face of overwhelming adversity is love for and from the people we keep in our hearts.
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The Plays of Lips and Teeth :: 唇齿之戏 by 张佩奇
周辰瑜回到舞台中央,说:“这出《乌龙院》,我和贺辰烽常说,不过这还是我头一回演阎惜娇。” 说着,他转过身,对身旁的晏朝说:“人家第一次都给你了,你要对我负责。” 晏朝:“……” Zhou Chenyu returns to the center stage, and says, "I have performed 'Wu Long Yuan' many times with He Chenfeng, but this is my first time playing Yan Xijiao." He turns to Yan Zhao, who is standing beside him, "I'm giving you my first time, you need to take responsibility." Yan Zhao: "..."
[ celebrities, comedy, traditional arts] -- This is a novel for when you want stories about celebrities, with all the fun of "CP fans" and Weibo drama, but also a break from actors and idols. A TV host and a Xiangsheng actor meet in a reality show that teaches them about each other's careers. While they are expected to provide some fan service to boost ratings, they also develop genuine respect and fondness for each other. With a comedian as a main character, this novel kept me laughing with xiangsheng performances and the main couple's funny antics. There is a bit of angst when the main characters struggle with their careers and their relationships with their respective families, but luckily, they find each other and a path forward together.
Blazing Armor :: 火焰戎装 by 水千丞
可那个"孩子",他又天真又残忍。 But that "child", he is so innocent and cruel.
[mystery/procedural, romance, firefighters] -- A departure from the norm in the 188 Boys Club, this novel is a plot-heavy slow-burn romance, following the work of fire captain Ren Yi and police officer Gong Yingxian. I got really drawn into the "cases" (fires) that Ren Yi deals with, and learned so much about fire trucks, rescue protocols, and fire risks of various materials. Gong Yingxian is a traumatized genius orphan with a large inheritance, weird hobbies, and no social skills. He repeatedly hurts Ren Yi's feelings and betrays his trust, for reasons ranging from uninformed callousness to intentional manipulation, but technically none of that is about their romantic relationship. I don't want to downplay the seriousness of his actions, but there is something precious about the guy who confesses his feelings with the bones of his dead pet lizard, and gets frustrated because Ren Yi can't decipher the romantic symbolism of the lizard's heart-shaped tail bone.
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After the Disabled God of War Became My Concubine :: 残疾战神嫁我为妾后 by 刘狗花
“瞧好了,他,靖王,我是他���妾,他是我夫君。” "Look carefully! Him, the Prince Jin, I am his secondary concubine, he is my lord husband."
[transmigration, romance, political intrigue] -- History professor Jiang Suizhou fails a student paper for using unofficial records, and ends up transmigrating into the wild events chronicled in the paper. Like any decent protagonist of a transmigration novel, Suizhou saves himself from a gruesome fate, falls in love with the coolest person in their universe, and change the world for the better. Despite the setting, the political plot is kept light and simple. A great treat for when you want sugar-pie feel-good comfort read with a tiny bit of plot.
Wilderness Vegetation :: 荒野植被 by 麦香鸡呢
如果可以,谁不想体体面面的,体面地爱人,体面地被爱。 If given the option, who wouldn't want dignity? To love with dignity, and be loved with dignity.
[scum gong crematorium, reconciliation, mental illness] -- My favorite HE crematorium novel! Xu Yan dumps emotionally abusive boyfriend Shen Zhi whom he has loved and tolerated for years, and starts a new life and career with supportive friends and family. This is finally a sane universe where no one retcons or minimizes or excuses Shen Zhi's actions, even if there were genuine misunderstandings and he genuinely loved Xu Yan. During the crematorium phase, Shen Zhi respects Xu Yan's boundaries and refusals (though he does repeatedly return to ask again). It takes time, but he works hard to grow as a person, to think and behave differently, and eventually lets Xu Yan go out of love and respect. When Xu Yan initiates the reconciliation, it feels like they have a chance this time because they have both changed and grown in meaningful ways.
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In Name Only :: 有名 by 木更木更
“当他落在了我这儿,我这儿就是春天。” "When he lands where I am, where I am becomes spring time. "
[actors/celebrities, fake relationship, mature characters] -- Two award-winning actors fake a relationship to quash a scandalous rumor. They gradually get to know the real person behind the other's accomplished career and polished public persona, and fall in love. The tone of the story veers is mostly sweet and funny, with a splash of angst that they conquer with their own strength and each other's support. It's so comforting and relaxing to read about the love story of "mature men" in their early 30s who know how to communicate productively, take care of the people they like, and really accept and empathize with each other's imperfections. (I wrote about the novel here.)
Placid Chang’an :: 太平长安 by 盐盐 Yany
“你既然选择了大理寺,查找真相、还原真相就是你的事,而我身为摄政亲王,稳定朝局,制衡天下是我的事。你做你该做的,剩下的我来处理。” “Since you have chosen to join the Court of Judicial Review, investigating and uncovering the truth is now your duty; I am the Prince Regent, so stabilizing the court and governing the nation is my duty. Do your duty, and I will handle the rest.”
[mystery/procedural, court politics] -- The newest Zhuangyuan Su Cen has a sharp mind and keen eye for solving mysterious. As a high-profile rookie official, he is soon swept into the factional rivalries at court -- and the Prince Regent's bed at night. The plot is mainly driven by a series of cases Su Cen investigates for his work and at the behest of people around him, and many mysteries point back to a few old cold cases and a secret organization. The grand finale feels a bit underwhelming compared to the set up, and the side characters are somewhat flat, but the individual cases and the main couple are engaging. The relationship arc is a sweet but measured exploration into the charms and woes of a relationship with large gaps in power and age (40-ish vs early 20s). They are both capable but not overpowered, leaving the story with believable suspense throughout.
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Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me :: 欲言难止 by 麦香鸡呢
其实他知道不应该用‘等’来形容。许则像只风筝,没有人握着线,风筝在高空被吹得飘摇不定,但还是竭尽全力地留在原地,不是等谁来牵那根线,只是希望能再看某个人一眼。 Actually, he knows it shouldn't be called "waiting." Xu Ze is like a kite with no one holding the string. The kite wobbles as it flies high in the sky, but it still tries so hard to stay in place, not waiting for anyone to pick up that string, but just hoping to see that certain someone on more time.
[ABO, Alpha/Alpha, (temporarily) unrequited pining, amnesia] -- Scholarship kid Xu Ze has harbored a secret crush on Golden Boy and fellow Alpha Lu Heyang for years. They eventually begin a secret relationship in high school, but it ends after Lu Heyang gets amnesia, and they don't meet again until years later. The pining in this story is absolutely suffocating. Xu Ze has always prepared for his feelings to remain unrequited, and Lu Heyang is far from forthcoming and reassuring about his own feelings and commitment during their high school relationship. After adult Lu Heyang risks everything to recover his memory of their relationship, it's devastating to see Xu Ze break down in Lu Heyang's arms, finally coming to terms with how desparately he has wanted and waited for this reunion, and finally getting his Lu Heyang back. (I wrote more about this novel here)
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【FSG设定整合】Sans(红酒)
*讨厌垃圾食品。
*刻板作息,每天充足睡眠。
*有隐藏的酗酒属性,情绪不稳定的时候会酗酒。在会谈中会告诉你因为咖啡并不喜欢所以在努力戒酒。现在一天只会喝半箱。(怪物不会酒精中毒)
*不喜欢抽烟,但情绪很不好的时候会抽。不会用烟斗,偶尔抽的时候就去咖啡的房间里顺一根走。
 
*不习惯短信,喜欢直接打电话。手机的电话簿只存咖啡和同事们的电话,相册里连照片都没有,桌面也是默认的。
*在真结局里女王恢复视力后试图教女王怎么使用手机,尽管他非常不擅长发短信。他们使用的手机是诺基亚大哥大那样的板砖机……
 
*红酒会约你“谈谈”,和他的约会正式说法是“见面会谈”。那时会穿正装西服,外观看起来好像是有肚腩的绅士。从肚子那里能发现他带给你的礼物,他做了一盘蝴蝶面给你。(很好的伪君子)在会谈中他会告诉你一些关于地底的事情。比如:
你有没有察觉到,地底的怪物其实从来没有见过人类。地底怪物对于人类的仇恨是由统治者灌输而形成的,牺牲了如此多的人去为了一个没人真正理解的概念奋斗终生。
“为了地底的繁荣,干杯吧。”
和你碰杯之后……对瓶吹一整瓶红酒。
 
*红酒的更衣间很大,查看更衣室的描述是“充满了精致的手工男人的衣服,属于一个很矮的男人。还有一些年轻男孩的衣服,属于一个很高的男孩。”
*中年人的审美,鞋子只有皮鞋,家里的拖鞋是红色的。
 
*不知道其他时间线。
 
*红酒被“警告不能碰人类的灵魂,会融合掉”,就算曾经见到人类的尸体,也只是学习到让人类活着的方法。
*第一次见到你时,红酒说“按照我对人类构造的了解,我会尽可能让你战斗到仅仅是‘严重的受伤’为止”(因为第一次打烂了失败了)。(具体情况请看“非主要NPC”版块)
 
*红酒的LV非常高,破五位数,但是ATK和DFD特别普通。LV的数值是他害死的人数。他管理的劳改营死了很多人,间接杀死的人数也算进了他的LV。
*使用的武器是魔法枪,藏在魔法骨头里,弹药来自军火商Grillby。在战斗中会高速连射,中间只有一小排空挡需要你来回移动避开子弹。
他的GB发射的炮弹是连射的,速度很快而且反应时间特别短;是大范围爆炸的,会占据很大范围的行动范围框,连射的炮弹有很多重叠区域,没有安全区;战斗中的行动范围框是俯视的(记录里说会画一个示意图,但是我并没有看到相关图片)。他说:
“我不想杀了你…运输一个人类灵魂风险太大了,我只想让你严重受伤。”
*在对战中不会自称是“~~的Sans”。
*你每次HP1时,你会在监狱醒来,这时你总能看见教你越狱的纸条“我帮你把笼子每格中间都隔了一条锯开了”“我把钥匙给你了”是咖啡写的小纸条。
*他会宽恕你是因为你手上有咖啡的小纸条,这时他会问你“为什么你有my great Papyrus的字条?”他觉得咖啡终于有朋友了……因此他不会逮捕你。但是他会让Alphys逮捕你,他自己下不去手,让下属做。
 
*对Undyne、Alphys很好,因为是同事;对女王也很好,会谈笑聊天。
*控制狂和独裁政客,所有的官员都把女王和民众中间架空掉了,可能几乎在女王外的最高地位上。他想出了Flowey的粮票-金币兑换的政策(这部分的内容在“在Flowey”版块有具体解释)。
*他只对体系忠诚,谁做王都一样,但他尤其喜欢女王,利用女王失明干他自己想干的事情。对他而言保护体系就是保护弟弟。
 
*无所谓民众的性命,他需要的是这个国家的正常运转,无论你杀谁,他都不会在乎。在平息叛乱平民的时候会酌情长时间关押审问或者当场击毙。
*在NE中,如果只杀除了红酒之外的人,酒会表扬:
“你作为士兵更加熟练了!”
但如果杀死了Alphys,他会稍微不高兴一下:
“你想替代她的职位?你还差得远呢。”
(还有部分与红酒相关的内容在Alphys的板块中有提及)
你杀死女王之后:
“我有一千种女王驾崩之后的统治方法,我不介意一个一个试哦。”
GE中他会使出全力:
“你杀死的人太多了…”
 
*红酒不能审判你,只能在战斗中途被你暗算死。在GE中“宽恕”红酒就是砍掉他的小腿,确保他不会阻拦自己前进。这个情况下红酒会疯掉,进入暴君结局。
→他疑心重重…哪怕是追随者他都不信,一旦有上位者就��刻秘密地降罪枪决,用尽一切手段维护自己的统治。
→身上装备的是装甲义肢。这样的羞辱比死亡还要痛苦,拉扯着他变成一个固执、满腔怨恨而且自我中心的人,开始否定任何与人类有关的事情。
→在这个结局中他可能把咖啡囚禁起来了,怕他在自己不在的地方出事。无尽的过度保护,病态的爱。因为他的种种暴行,咖啡不再与他交谈
 
*小时候见过船夫。在TE结局见过船夫之后再回去见酒,酒:
“哎呀,你见过了我的老朋友,很可怜的一个人。
“ *Wink* 我在你这个年纪的时候就认识他了…你想知道我怎么认识他的?你还是不知道的好。”
在NE/GE杀了船夫,酒:
“你做得不错,实验自己的武器是每个士兵最原始的欲望!”
*认为NTT是一个很好的机器,符合他价值观的东西。把他看做很好的“物品”而希望拥有一台。酒:
“他用民众更能接受的方式达到了我们的目标,真是精良的机器,机器做到了魔法做不到的事情,这场革命真是了不起。”
 
*不是慈母型是严父型,如果叫了咖啡却不出来他会生气。不出来吃饭晚上就别吃了,会把吃的倒掉。但是半夜会在咖啡房门口留个面包。
*红酒为咖啡做了很多事情,但是他从来没问过咖啡的想法,认为自己已经充分明白了咖啡的想法,咖啡只是一个不懂事的青少年而已。不成熟的想法完全不想听。以为了国家和家人奉献感到自我满足的哥哥。
*在咖啡非常非常难过的时候会说:
“你是男子汉啊,遇到问题比起徒有悲伤一定要自己面对。”
但是不问咖啡为什么伤心。
(在“有关咖啡的自杀”版块中也有相关内��)
 
*如果和红酒说“我想和你结婚”,会得到“这种政治婚姻我要请示去女王哦”的回复。态度太低贱的结婚对象他完全没有兴趣,他喜欢“能自己照顾好自己”的人。
 
(关于红酒过去的其他内容,请看“Gaster与红酒、咖啡”版块,以下都是细节补充)
*红酒的成长阶段:幼年/监禁/红领巾时期(咖啡的培养皿时期)→青年(国王和女王的内���)
*(根据聊天记录,这段不确定是否保留)红酒是Gaster亲生的孩子,精子来自精子库,不知道父亲是谁(同类怪物是没有生殖隔离的,所以是一个骨架怪物。)
*以前他对Gaster的称呼一般是Gaster/科学官(对外)/妈妈(偶尔的私人情况)。
*小时候经常被Gaster关禁闭,最开始当兵的时候不肯杀怪物会关很久,有了咖啡之后也会因为庇护咖啡或者顶撞母亲被关一两天。最后一次太生气了把门砸了(这个时候红酒已经成年了),因为Gaster之前说要拿咖啡填核心炉,自己又莫名其妙被关了起来了,红酒大概猜到要发生什么了。填炉之前还有身体检测,给他提供了一些时间。在这时候就已经产生了杀死Gaster的念头。
*最后的成人礼不是杀了弟弟,而是弑母。成人礼合格之后彻底变成了一个怪物。
 
*他逼疯了Asgore。(具体内容请见“皇室一家的过去”版块)在PE结局中他会问Asgore“还记得我吗?”,Asgore说不记得,红酒说“那就好。”
*红酒会二话不说立刻通过攻击/射击击倒来自其他au的骨兄弟。如果人们知道另一个世界存在,那必然构成威胁。
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(红酒的约会服装)
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(红酒与Chara的一段对话,大意是红酒说:“哈!您的运气真不错,他,同您说了话吧?他受了自闭症影响,不怎么说话,就连我出面也少有什么言语。您一定是特别的人。”)(翻译来自聊天记录截图)
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