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starlostseungmin · 5 months ago

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sparks fly — yang jeongin.　（ as the day ends ）

summary : you stopped celebrating birthdays after you woke up to the harsh reality of the world around you but what if your best friend gave you a gift that would paint your blank canvas into something more than what you were expecting?

✰ pairing : bestfriend!jeongin x fem!reader (with she/her pronouns)

✰ genre : friends to lovers, mutual pining, college au, a slice of life, romance.

✰ warnings : jumping to the waterfalls, reader’s parents always fighting, reader is an only child, mentions of food and a bit of alcohol, kissing, profanity, dark places, lmk if i missed one, semi-proofread.

✰ word count : 7.4k

✰ playlist : sparks fly by taylor swift, youth by troye sivan, paradise by chase atlantic, perfect blues by hannah bahng, and you! by lany.

disclaimer !!　after a year from the last fic of this series, i have decided to write the fic for jeongin please see the series’ masterlist and playlist. hi @starseungs my beloved this is my “thank you” for writing me that seungmin fic mwah 𖹭 reblogging and leaving feedbacks are highly appreciated.

What do you know about young love?

It is caused by infatuation, that’s a sure guess. Yet sometimes it becomes serious after everyone considers it a simple crush.

It paints a smile unknowingly as they stare at the ceiling before they sleep. There’s a possibility that they won’t be able to because they keep on tossing and turning. Maybe stalk their crush’s social media trying to be careful not to press the heart button imprinted under an old photo, wonder if they also think of them, steal glances when no one else is looking, and always make sure that they’re doing good from afar, cheer for them secretly, daydreamingーJeongin was once like this.

A regular high school student who went to school like he usually does didn’t expect to fall in love with another schoolmateーthe one that made his heart fly with the clouds upon seeing you standing on a line at the gym during the orientation. Was it love at first sight? Or was it because he knew you were one of the top students while he was almost at the bottom of the rank out of 350 students in your batch?

It was the first. The second one was a plus.

His friends knew.

It was obvious how he skipped class just to walk past your classroom and when the teacher caught him, he’d profusely run away. Or there were times he’d slip letters into your locker on White Day, Valentine’s Day, finals week, or when he saw you feeling under the weather. Those letters were written anonymously with that horrible handwriting you could barely read but made you feel better.

He’d get into the same bus and leave at the same bus stop to ensure you get home safely. You thought he was living around the neighborhood when you saw him but never gave much attention to it. Lend you his umbrella when you didn’t have one so he’d run under the rain heading outside the campus without you getting a chance to say thank youーafter that, his friend recognized the umbrella sitting on Jeongin’s desk with a small note instead. Blood rushed to his cheeks upon reading the note as his friends teased him.

Jeongin was lovesick and you thought he was just being a gentleman. You were too busy to give it some time and he hid it even if his friends pushed him to confess, he didn’t.

Graduation passed by, and nothing happened. He kept it to himself, but he was fine admiring you from afar. He thought it was fine to go to college separately and forget about his first love. But there was this part of him that was not prepared to lose. He worked hard, studied hard, and had to take extra classes to take credits. Fortunately, he passed the entrance exam and decided to go to the same university. Although it wasn’t that easyーforget about getting high grades and class validectorianーthat was yours to take, but for him? Doing those things would write back to the question of what are you willing to do.

You noticed those fox-like eyes, the thing you always find cute ever since high school. Friendship arose between you and him when he finally took the courage to talk to you during a minor class you shared way back in the first year of college. It took him a year just to start a conversation by asking for an extra pen because he forgot his own. His sheepish smile captured your heart immediately and became comfortable after exchanging a few words. You became inseparable ever since. To you, it was the start of a new friendship but it goes deeper than that for him.

He wasn’t in the same major as you but shares minor classes when he gets the chance and even if your schedule doesn’t match, he’d find a way to see you, always.

Being friends with him made you crazy in some way. It has created a strong bond and happiness that fills the space of your heart. Laughs and cries were shared, and he talked a lot as you listen, it also highlighted your differences, the way he loves reading mangas while you prefer novels, the way he has siblings and you don’t, the way he loves skipping class and don’t give a fuck type of person while you encourage him to stay until the bell rings. Your grades have differed ever since high school and he admits that he was stupid and carefree. His clumsiness makes you laugh out loud making his heart leap constantly when he hears it every time even if you find it ugly erratically. And yet, he always carries the same dilemma; still, nothing comes out of his mouth.

And throughout the years in college, you’ve gotten so close that you can’t live without each other as if your day wouldn’t be complete without seeing him. Jeongin would complain how clingy you are but on the inside, he wanted to scream and run to the streets with his heart beating so loud. He was contented with having to stay in this relationshipーone that he could enjoy without malice.

Linking arms as you walk together, making everyone believe you are a couple, sharing a bag of chips during breaks, he’d open a can of carbonated drink so you wouldn’t waste your energy for it. He’s the guy you can drag around when you invite him. Choose clothes for him, try out the weird ones and take pictures in front of a mirror, ice cream dates, convenience store hang-outs, study dates even if he’s lazy, bursts in front of your door when you get sick, respects your opinion when it turns to be an opposite perspective from him, lend his shoulder for you to cry on, will sing trot songs to cheer you up, will bang the karaoke night with his beautiful voice, will kiss your forehead good night after he drops you off, Jeongin is that fucking green flag.

“I think the school is trying to kill us,” You heard him say as you both sat on a table at a coffee shop with books scattered on the table. “Why do we have finals every other week? I have at least, 2 or 3 brain cells left. Could be worse though. Actually, I have none left.” He added while shaking his head and focused his eyes on the computerized texts. You could only laugh at him but he is hardworking.

“Don’t tire yourself too much just because you want to pass. Overworking yourself would only make your body weak. There is always a healthy way to pass. We are in this university to pass the exams, not pass away.” He would say as he watched you getting exhausted at the library on a Tuesday afternoon, studying and you called him to bring you food. “Do you want the second option? No? So eat! I don’t want to be the bastard who’d say ‘I told you so’ when you leave for the afterlife just because you’re abusing your body for a paper.”

“A paper that would determine our future, buddy.” You spat as he sighed like a grandmother losing patience.

“Shush, take a break!”

You are determined to keep him. Nobody cared as much as him, not even your parents. Those fox-like eyes, the cute smile that shows his dimples, his laugh that sounds funny yet comforting, he cares, he always does and even if he was just standing there, fireflies start to appear, sparkle and shine. You know Jeongin is a special one that you’d always put first and the one you will always choose above anyone else just like how he is treating you. He is the yellow color on a watercolor set, and as the brush comes in contact with the blank canvas, it paints a bright shade of happiness.

Of course, Jeongin doesn’t know that. You just like watching him have that serious face as he gets busy reading and annotating.

What do you even know, Yang Jeongin?

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Two months passed and the day you didn’t want to come, arrived. You made it clear to yourself that birthdays are not important anymore now that you’re an adult. It became a regular day ever since your parents started fighting and it became a part of their routine. This day has been crossed out. It is a school day after all and something to forget.

The golden sunlight peeks through the glass windows reflecting the glass wind chimes and making rainbow lights on the flat surface of your designated table. It was a quiet afternoon at the local cafe, just across from the campus. Lo-Fi music was played in the speakers with the average volume as the crew asked for orders with their gentle yet hyper voices. Only a few customers decided to take a seat and do their work while others ran for a takeout, rushing minute after minute.

The abandoned cup of iced coffee had its water droplets forming a puddle at the bottom of where it was standing. It has been an hour since you started to study for your midterm as your dear friend is running late for a meeting. Jeongin.

The pen dances on the empty page of your iPad creating a font of your personalized handwriting. Summarizing a paragraph for annotating became a helpful habit. Jeongin was supposed to meet you a little bit early today but work got in the way and he almost forgot about you. But as a friend with good principles, he apologized multiple times on the phone and asked you to wait for him. And now, there he is with disheveled hair, a crumpled hoodie, untied shoelaces, and eyeglasses not being in their rightful place. He was a mess when he arrived, but even if he does, he is still as cute as ever.

“Fuck! I’m such a bad friend,” Jeongin groaned in disbelief while catching his breath after all the running. “Today’s your birthday and I didn’t even get you anything,” He added, placing his bag on the empty seat beside him. He knew it was a special day, and even if he felt like he had known you forever, he couldn’t decide what to give you.

“What’s the big deal? You know I don’t celebrate birthdays that much,” You smiled, tapping his shoulder for reassurance.

“Won’t you accept a Happy Birthday at least?” He asked, taking out a beige styrofoam bento box from a paper bagーopening it showing a small cake colored with (favorite color) and decorated with (specific design) with the words “Happy Birthday, Y/N!” You were in awe as your hand patted your chest, almost wanting to tear up.

“I thought you didn’t get me anything?” You asked with those teary eyes.

“Material things, as a gift? This cake is not included, unfortunately.” He said, stabbing the cake gently with a single candle and lit it with a match he brought with him. “This is the reason I’m late, so please accept and make a wish?”

You looked at him trying not to burst out crying about him being this thoughtful. It is your birthday indeed, everyone had said their greetings and gave you small gifts but you weren’t up for it. You appreciated them but at the same time, the sentiment didn’t feel the same as how Jeongin made the effort. It felt a little extra when he started singing the happy birthday song with his head tilting from side to sideーdancing to the rhythm. He felt warmth in his heart the moment he saw how blissed out you wereーhands being clasped together, closing your eyes shut with your brows knitted together as you made a wish quietly before blowing the flame away. It was cute.

“Yay!” He beamed, clapping his hands in joy. “What did you wish for?”

“Silly, we don’t say wishes out loud. They might not come true,” You smiled. “Thank you, Innie but, don’t push yourself too much about giving me a gift,” You added, sliding your iPad inside the bag to make space on the table.

“I am going to push myself Y/N,” He said with a grin showing his adorable dimples. “And, are you still going to drink this? I’m thirsty,” He added, pointing at the half-empty cup of iced coffee you ignored for the past hour.

“Innie, that’s not water,” You spat as he shrugged his shoulders, taking it for his consumption. Shaking your head at his behavior, only a soft chuckle escaped from your lips.

“Coffee runs in my blood,” He said after burping making you sigh in response. “But anyway, I don’t care if you love birthdays or hate them, I will fulfill something for you.” He added as you raised a brow at him in confusion. “What I mean is tell me something that you want before the day is over,” And that was the best he could offer.

“Are you for real?” You asked. “The cake is enough,”

“No, it’s not. I mean, the cake is from me and you didn’t ask for it. I gave it to you out of my will and it’s rare of me to be this generous, so just tell me anything,” He said with a cocky smile on his face while crossing his arms on his chest. “I want you to ask something and I’m going to wait until midnight for you to tell me what you want. Although I can’t give it in a snap, whatever.”

“What if I don’t?” You asked again making him frown in response.

“Then I guess I’ll have to wait for your birthday next year,” He answered, puffing his cheeks with a scoff of disappointment. “But I’m not forcing you, okay? It’s still up to you. I mean my gift is not always a material thing that satisfies your wants, it can be quality time or if you need a pretend boyfriend because someone has been pestering you and you don’t want it or if it’s something more than what I can provide I willー” He was baffled when he heard you laugh and tilted his head like a curious kit (a baby fox). “What?”

“Listen, Yang. You, coming to see me at this hour and giving me this cute cake is already a gift,” You said which made him utterly speechless and dumbfounded. Jeongin looked at you with wonder and confusion, his heart was about to go crazy at any minute now. You didn’t know how much impact he had with only one sentence.

He is enough.

“Fine,” He smiled in defeat as he proceeded to fix his clothes. “But I’m still going to wait until midnight. If you need anything.”

“Of course,” You said with a reassuring smile.

“Good, now eat.” He said gesturing to the cake with his hand while handing you a fork.

“Thank you!” Beaming at the sight of it, you shoved an average slice of cake in your mouth and loved it at first bite.

Getting distracted today is enough and how could you read or study when a human-sized fox appeared out of nowhere with a bento cake in a hand? A leisure, an escape from this poor life. Celebrating your birthday, even for a short while, wasn’t so bad after all. Especially when it’s only you and him together. Never in your life have you had the chance to celebrate your day, thanks to your parents who always get themselves into a never-ending argument, and your lack of free time.

You saw him taking a full bite of the cake and felt perplexed. It was normal, indeed. He loves to eat and shove bigger food portions as if someone would steal them away. It made you smile even more. He kept adjusting his glasses on the bridge of his nose as he ate, his cheeks puffed as they were being stuffed, that innocent look. He’s the cutest out of everyone. Nothing could ever top this moment unless your feelings would grow out from the bottle you’ve kept for a while.

“We finished it.” He said as you realized the bento box was empty but had crumbs in it.

“Oh.” You answered.

“I should’ve gotten a bigger one for you to enjoy at home,” He laughed sheepishly while rubbing the back of his head. “Maybe later? You didn’t tell me what you want, just yet.”

“We’ll see about that,” You smiled. “Aren’t you supposed to be at practice right now? You’re running late too. I didn’t notice the time.”

“Am I?” He panicked and glanced over his wristwatch. “Fuck!”

“It’s fine, Innie, you can leave.” You said, shoving everything inside your bag and tidying up the tableーprepared to be left alone. For sure, Jeongin would rush to leave but he didn’t even move one bit. Thinking about going home has made you grow tired for the day. You didn’t want him to leave either and spend the rest of the day together. Yet he would leave, eventually and you’ll be forced to go home and be welcomed loneliness. The day is a few hours away before midnight. What could happen?

“I’ll leave when you leave.” He said.

“But you’re late. Seungmin and the guys are waiting for you,” You answered while he shook his head in response.

“You always worry,” He answered, shaking his head with that silly smile. “It’s fine. I can be a little late. Do you want to go home instead?”

“I will,” You smiled bitterly. “Thanks for the cake though. I loved it.”

“You’re welcome,” He beamed as you both left the cafe. The happy thoughts died down when the word home came into the conversation as you left.

The bustling sounds of people getting out from their respective work and students going home are always a sight in a big city. Students from your university hurried home, others had other plans, and some had to leave for their part-time jobs or just chill somewhere not wanting to go home yet but didn’t have much choice and Jeongin was leaving in a few minutes. You decided to sit down on the bench just like the other people hanging around while waiting for the bus to arrive.

You were sure Jeongin was talking about how things went during his practice yesterday but that information didn’t sink in. You hated the loud sounds of the city, but it is what keeps it alive. Never a dull moment you’d spend a day lurking around and finding something that catches your eye. They talk loudly, they talk to themselves, others are occupied and you don’t know what’s for you. A gloomy day even if the sun is up and ready to set. Your birthday will end soon.

Jeongin caught you spacing out after a while of talking about his day and how excited he is if ever you tell him something you want. And yet, he couldn’t blame you for it. The midterm is fast approaching, your parents forgetting your birthday, and the loneliness you feel every time you come home. If only he could do something to cheer you other than his presence.

“Are you okay?” He asked, snapping you back to reality.

“Huh? Yeah, yeah,” You smiled awkwardly. “Sorry, what were you saying?” But Jeongin only shook his head and smiled at you.

“Your bus is here,” He said, pointing at the red bus as it parked in front of the people getting off, and people get in.

“Oh, right,” You said, taking your bag and hanging a strap on your shoulder. “I’ll see you around Jeongin,” You added standing up and heading towards the bus.

“Y/n!” He called that and made you turn around.

“Yeah?” You asked. He was ready to say itーready to risk your friendship on the day of birth but he held himself together and wasn’t able to relay words in the next few seconds. There was a pause as if he was hesitating. Hands balled into fists, Jeongin didn’t want to ruin this day any further for you.

“Happy birthday,” He said. “I hope you enjoyed our little birthday date. Get home safely, yeah?”

“I did, don’t worry and I will!” You smiled. “Thank you, Innie.” He smiled back and leaned forward to kiss your forehead.

The loud beating of your hearts started to be heard and you both knew it was normal. The hidden feelings show in his acts of service but you were determined that it was because he is your friend. He was waving at you goodbye as he watched your bus leave the shed before turning around, and walking away. It was sweet and endearing yet he exhaled heavily, mentally choking himself for almost spilling his secret. He took another deep breath while tugging the strap of his bag on his shoulder as he stood there stuck at the thought. Better stay quiet for a bit and upon ruffling his hair, he the bus stop.

You sat beside the window with a middle-aged woman taking the empty seat next to yours. It was full, the driver was focusing on the road, others were chilling with their phones and some girls in high school were giggling over something. Too bad Jeongin doesn’t constantly witness this because of his agenda. A son of a rich man who wanted to pass the throne to his children but at the same time he had a business to do on his own一you too is a part of a wealthy family but you were consistently ignored by the fact that your parents are always busy, and full of arguments. No siblings to mess with, just you who go along with life. You could’ve gotten a place on your own but the house already made you feel that you’re living alone. Your dad is a workaholic man who always has business trips and your mother is always busy in the law firm that she owns. You got used to it, the loneliness, how to take care of yourself, and the peace of having the house all by yourself. But when they come home, it starts to get messy.

And your hunch was right, you were welcomed by their mess.

“What a day,” You sighed quietly.

You shake your head at the sight of themーtheir voices echoing through the room to the walls. The same argument they always have. You’re growing tired of it every time and no one even bothered about your presence when you announced you were home. Words keep repeating all over again, you hate it and it’s not even 7 pm. You wish you had gotten a place on your own to avoid this commotion as you were expecting less of their presence tonight. You thought your dad was away and your mother doing overtime, but everyone ended up here. You ignored them and went straight to the kitchen to cook some ramen and waffles for dinner. Nobody cared inside this household and you can’t help but cry sometimes. It affects every piece of you and it is all about small things to the bigger ones.

A sigh escaped your lips as you washed your dishes and headed upstairs with your belongings, washed up and getting ready to study again, but their voices still echo. Your mother never stops babbling nonsense and your dad gets angry every time she speaks of rubbish. Their professionalism disappears when it comes to this. Slamming your hands on the table, you grabbed your phone and slid a few things inside your backpack before calling Jeongin. You remembered his offer and it was the only escape you haveーyou needed to get out of there not caring about what time of night it was. Jeongin’s phone rang in the middle of his break, he was supposed to go overtime for the dance practice and head to his father’s office afterward but priorities came first. He saw your name on the screen and immediately picked it up while drinking his energy drink.

“What’s up?” He asked, showing his excitement. “Have you decided anything yet?”

“Kind of,” You sighed heavily.

“Are your parents home?” He asked again as his smile faded when there was a long pause before you could even answer. “Want me to pick you up?”

“Aren’t you busy?” You asked, worried about his welfare.

“I can ditch them for you. They’ll understand, eventually,” He chuckled which made you smile on the other line though he couldn’t see it and that’s when Hyunjin suddenly glared at him.

“You’re leaving?” He asked as Jeongin placed his index finger telling the older boy to shut up. Hyunjin dramatically got offended.

“Should I leave now?” Jeongin asked as you sighed in disbelief. You didn’t have much choice either and you want to get out of this fucking household.

“Can you? Look if you can’t it’s fine. I’ll just go somewhere and go home later.” You answered when Jeongin rushed out of the room. Chan had to yell at him but the younger one made an excuse. It is a Friday night anyway, he needed the time to get out and leave early. But all he thinks about is you and he knows exactly what’s going on.

“I’m running to the parking lot as we speak. Meet me at the convenience store a block away, yeah? Be there in 10.” Without even waiting for your answer, he dropped the call. You sneaked outside of your house and ran to your meeting place.

It was cold. Summer is almost at its end and the surroundings are preparing for the fall season. The stars were shining bright but the moon was hiding behind those gray clouds that used to be silver and white during the day. You stood outside the store as the streets slowly came to be quiet. A few people walking around, a stray cat just passed by, and two kids eating sausages as they talked about the latest animeーit felt less lonely to be outside. A sigh of relief escaped from your lips as you hugged yourself from the cold and now you wait.

Not a moment later, Jeongin parked his car in front of the store and headed outside, only to be welcomed with a tight hug and a desperate sense of feeling that you wanted to leave. His arms wrapped around your shoulders, enveloping your figure as he heard sobs coming from you. It was weird. You were used to your parents fighting all the time and sometimes you get in between. Your body became immune and eventually stopped crying ages ago but why did your tears stream to your cheeks when you saw him? What would you do without him?

He stood there, clenching his jaw because of your parents again. He hates it when you cry, he doesn’t like it when you get hurt, and he gets angry if something bad is going on especially when it involves youーyou’re just too precious to him.

“Where do you want to go?” He asked, skipping to ask questions related to the problem.

“Anywhere but here,” You said in between your sobs. Jeongin kissed the crown of your head, opening the passenger seat’s door before signaling you to go inside. He had to jog around and drive away. What’s the point of keeping you in that hellhole just to suffer?

And yet, you had no idea where you wanted to go.

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Jeongin drove slowly as your head rested on his shoulder watching the car take the road. The radio plays a song from Lany that matches the vibe of a quiet night and relates to the situation you just had. His eyes kept glancing at your side while yours were fixed at the front. Only a small smile painted on his lips was shown. You were hugging his arm, drowning in deep thoughts about what just happenedーwhat a day, indeed.

You tried to be happy, at least.

“Are you hungry?” He asked.

“No,” You answered. “I just ate.”

“Any places you wanted to go?” He asked again.

“I seriously have nothing in mind,” You sighed. Jeongin suddenly parked the car by the sidewalk, probably kilometers away from the city proper. The streetlights were on and a few cars passing by. “Why did we stop?” You asked, pulling away from him and sitting properly on your designated seat.

“Just making sure everything’s fine before we go.” He answered as you cocked your head.

“I’m fine?” You told him as his hands cupped your cheeks upon seeing that glum expression of yours behind that facade. It made you caught off guard as your heart started throbbing heavily as if it was pumping more blood than usual.

“You know how I hate it seeing you like this, can you smile for me?” You stared at him for a few secondsーeyes softening at the sight of him, and nodded again, smiling halfheartedly as he kissed your forehead. I hope he knows how my heart is racing right now. What are we, Jeongin?

His face says it all. He’s worried yet he couldn’t bring up some words to make you forget about your sadness. Happiness is temporary and one gesture of pain can push it away. The same goes for what he did that only lasted for an hour and your parents’ ruined it. Yet, you were sure that didn’t matter for now as your happiness was driving you away from the mess.

From the urban scenery to rural and none, the highway became quiet. Streetlights have become rare ever since passing by the citadel. You weren’t bothered by it. Just follow the road. You said it doesn’t matter where. A lightbulb suddenly appeared above Jeongin’s head upon learning that he gets to decide.

“Are you sure anything is fine?” He asked just to be sure.

“Yes.” You answered firmly.

“Okay then,” He said. “There’s this place we went to in high school.” His car entered a pathway heading to a forest, one that was starting to creep the shit out of you when it got fully dark out. The asphalted road ended a few miles ago as the car went deeper into this unfamiliar place. Not a few moments later, Jeongin turned the vehicle around near a body of water.

“Where are we?” You asked, searching for signage around but nothing and it was too dark. The car’s wheels were creating crushing sounds on the ground as the rubber tires ran through some pebbles and not a few seconds later, Jeongin stopped.

“Here we are!” He beamed as he left the lights on.

“Isn’t it a little scary?” You asked again as he got down and opened the door for you.

“No, this place is safe.” He reassured.

“How did you know this place?”

“Ahh, summer camp in high school.” He said with a proud smile. “You said to go anywhere so I brought you here! Don’t worry, this place is safe and I’m with you so if someone’s out there, we’ll die together.” He added as he placed his hand on his chest making you smack his arm in response. “Ow!”

“Be serious! Yeah, I know I told you to go anywhere but,” You sighed.

“But what?” Jeongin asked, rubbing his arm as you looked at him.

“Nothing,” You smiled. “I’d be happy to die with you.”

Jeongin was caught off guard by what you just said. If he’d be honest he would climb that slope that leads to the top of the waterfalls a few miles away from here and jump to the plunge pool.

“You love me that much huh?” Jeongin smirked as you rolled your eyes.

“You know the answer to that,” You chuckled and started to walk away.

Yes, he does, but it doesn’t tell the whole story about the definition of that kind of love. You were just friends somewhere in nowhere because of your wish to leave your home for quite a while. Jeongin is actually happy inside. He followed you to the side of the river a few meters away from where he parked his car.

“Do you feel better?” He asked as you took the direction heading to the slope.

“I do now. Thanks to you,” You smiled, shoving your hands inside your pockets. “What can we do around here?” You asked.

“Well, I can set up the car so we can stay the night here and watch the sunrise together.” He shrugged. “I got the materials at the back of the car anyway.”

“Sounds good.”

“Yeah, I feel like you won’t ask me to take you home any time now.” You heard him laugh as you giggled in response. The sounds of the grass getting crushed by your shoes were loud as the crickets sang through the quiet atmosphere with all the fireflies in the air having their lights shine and fade simultaneously. “And since you’re asking about something we can do, can I suggest something?”

“Sure! What is it?” You asked him.

“I told you that this slope would take us to the top of the waterfalls right?” He asked, pointing to the waterfalls as you nodded. “We can jump off and go night swimming in the plunge pool!”

“What? In our clothes?” You asked, shocked.

“Yeah! Don’t worry, I brought extra just in case.”

It seemed like a crazy idea but doing it isn’t going to be bad after all. Maybe it is risky that it made your heart skip a beat after hearing what he just said. Jeongin seemed excited as he might have done it before during the summer camp but it was a bit challenging to take it in a snap. You looked at him as if he was insane with that unsure expression you have in your face but Jeongin chuckled upon realizing the danger of his words.

“You don’t have to do it if you’re not comfortable.” He said, still having that smile on his face. “You can watch me dive!” He added as he earned a smack on his arm from you.

“You’re crazy, aren’t you?” You told him. He was caught off guard by how it sounded from your mouth. It’s like you became upset and worried about what might happen. He was about to apologize when you kissed his cheek out of nowhere making his heart leap and cheeks were brushed with pink. “The last one to get there is a fucking loser!” You laughed as you ran to the top.

Jeongin was left dumbfounded and frozen on his spot. He shouldn’t be this obvious as he takes his hand on the spot where you kissed him. It felt different this time that you were both alone and far from the crowd. A once normal routine became to feel something else. Maybe if there were people around, he would stop but the beating of his heart and the urge to capture your lips are a different story. He wanted to, but he couldn’t and it took him a minute before realizing you were gone as he followed you to the top.

The thoughts of you won’t leave him. He became so distracted after it that he couldn’t hear what you were saying when he stood beside you as you watched the water flow down and the sounds of it were loud to soften the volume of your voice. It wasn’t a harsh body of water and you were ready to jump and feel the coldness of them. You knew it would be, somehow, unsure and dangerous but, Who cares? It’s my birthday and my best friend is with me. I only live once and jumping to the water down there wouldn’t be a problem. Right?

“Jeongin! Hello, earth to Jeongin?” You called, snapping your fingers in front of his face when he noticed he became quiet.

“What?” He asked, finally coming back to reality.

“Are you okay? You seemed hot.” You asked him, worried as you placed your palm on his forehead which made him more flustered. “If you’re going to chicken out, it’s fine!”

“No!” He said, frightening you. “We’ll jump together.” He added as you giggled.

“Okay, should we hold hands?” You said, reaching out your hand to him. He couldn’t hide the redness of his cheeks now and his hands were cold. He was thankful that it was dark and the lights were only provided by the full moon and his car below, facing the river. Jeongin wasn’t nervous about jumping, he was nervous because of you. It is what it is.

He looked at you and nodded as he took your hand, tightening its grip so it wouldn’t be easy to let go. You smiled at him, giving your full trust. You know it’s crazy but you’re willing to take the risk after all and when everything is on the water, who would know what can you do?

“On the count of three. 1…” Jeongin started.

“2…” You continued.

“3!” You both screamed in unison as you jumped off the waterfalls and went down on the plunge pool hearing a loud splash against the cold water. It took a few seconds before both of you could reach the surface and wipe your faces with your hands to dry them off. You both looked at each other and laughed at the excitement and thrill that you felt regarding what just happened.

It was, indeed, fun. But not until the laughs died down as your eyes locked. Jeongin’s eyes went to your lips as the urge to kiss you became stronger. You waited for him as you fell into silence with that awkward yet serious atmosphere. It wasn’t long after that, you felt his hand on your cheeks as your lips met his. He couldn’t stop himself anymore. At first, it felt soft, shy, and gentle the moment you closed your eyes to kiss him back. He’s over the moon with it as he pulls you closer to his body and your arms wrapped around his neck to finally accept it wholeheartedly.

Jeongin wasn’t expecting anything in return but he was surprised and thankful that you reciprocated his feelings back. Your lips were warm and soft as they touched his, quietly making a sound. Jeongin tilts his head to capture your lips even more as they go deeper and hotter despite the wetness and cold of the water flowing against your bodies. He pushed himself even closer to you as the kiss became urgent and desperate. You don’t want to protest from it as you wanted this as well. Your fingers reached for his black locks as he let out a soft grunt.

The evening air felt warmer than cold. You didn’t know if it was the body heat that projected the temperature. The serene moonlight and the stars shone in the sky as the fireflies flew around as they witnessed a love that finally reached the surface. You and Jeongin stood there, feeling the warmth as your hearts raced with your kisses sending jolts of electricity down to your nerves.

He pressed his forehead against yours after you both pulled away from each other’s lips. “I’ve always wanted to do that…” He said as he kissed your forehead and hugged you tight.

“I’ve always wanted to be kissed by you.” You said, burying your face in his neck, and hugging him back. “I like you so much, Innie.” You added, looking at him. It was true and proven, those fox-like eyes and the big smile he painted on his lips felt like the world stopped for a while as the fireflies lit up around him. “I see fireflies when you smile.”

“My heart didn’t stop beating for you ever since we were in high school. I wanted to tell you before but I couldn’t. I worked hard to go to the same college as you and every bit of it was worth it. I’m sorry I took long enough, I didn’t want to ruin anything about us.” He said, taking the went strands of your hair behind your ears. “How long did you have feelings for me?”

“Quite a while now,” You said taking his hand and kissing the back of it. “Same sentiment but maybe this time, it would feel different.” He couldn’t hide his smile and feelings anymore that he kissed you again as a sign of making it official.

This relationship is finally sealed with a kiss.

“Is it a bad choice that I didn’t bring clothes?” You asked as you both headed back to the car.

“I told you I brought extra so you can borrow mine.” Jeongin giggled as he held your hand tight.

“You’re my savior.” You said, kissing his cheek making him flustered.

“Oh come on. I still get shy when you kiss me.” Jeongin pouts as you laugh, giving him a quick kiss on the lips.

“It wasn’t that bad when we didn’t know we had feelings for each other.” You answered, rolling your eyes as Jeongin scoffed while taking his bag inside.

“Go inside and change, I’ll wait here.” He said.

“Okay,” You smiled, took his bag, and went inside the car. Jeongin picked up a few pieces of firewood around to make a fire. He sat down on a log as he waited for you to finish when suddenly he heard the car’s door open, revealing you wearing his shirt. Jeongin started blushing hard when he realized it suited you. It made his heart go crazy that he wanted to jump from the waterfalls again.

“You look beautiful,” He blurted out as you smiled widely, slowly getting shy.

“You should go change too. I’ll let these dry,”

“Okay, just sit here, alright? Keep warm.” He answered as he went to kiss your cheek before going in.

Not long after that, you sat down on a log as you both warmed up yourselves by the fire until it died down. You left your clothes outside to dry and settled at the back of the car to lay down together and cuddle. Jeongin’s arm snaked around your shoulder as your head rested on his chest, hugging him tight. It was the most comfortable position you ever had as he pulled up the covers so you could rest up soon.

“This is the best birthday gift you’ve ever given me.” You said.

“It feels like it’s my birthday too.” He said as his fingers played with your hair. “I also received one.” He laughed.

“Thank you, Innie.” You said, glancing up at him as he kissed your forehead in response.

“Anything for you.” He said. “We should go to sleep.”

“Okay,” You answered, scooting closer to him as he wrapped his arms around your waist to hug you even more.

“Good night, love.”

“Good night, Innie.”

And as the day ended, you were happy how you came hereーto be hugged and kissed by the boy you loved secretly for years, it felt like a dream. A dream that became your reality.

Bonus:

You woke up the next day with your phone ringing nonstop. Jeongin started panicking when he received 99+ messages and 325 missed calls from both parents and friends. You were also in the same state as you opened your phone, cursing and rattling inside the car first thing in the morning.

“We’re fucked.” Jeongin blurted out as he moved out from the back of the car.

“I am so dead.” You said getting worried and nervous at the same time.

“We should hurry!”

“Should we make the bed first?” You asked.

“Leave it and sit here now. I’ll take care of that later!” Jeongin said as he started the engine and you hurriedly took the passenger’s seat. He immediately stepped on the gas as the car drove back to the highway heading back to the city. Meanwhile, you are starting to get more nervous about how to explain everything that happened. You were about to call your mom when Jeongin saw you.

“Who are you calling?” He asked.

“My mom. Dad and her are so pissed. What am I going to say?” You asked him, biting your lower lip.

“You’re not going to tell them what happened to us, are you? I mean the kiss and jumping off the waterfalls? They might kill me, Y/N!” Jeongin cried while driving.

“Relax, Innie. I won’t.” You sighed. “What about you? I’m sure everyone is worried. Did you tell anyone?” You asked.

“No. I just left without saying anything and my lips are sealed if you don’t want me to tell a story.” Jeongin answered as he stole a glance at you upon realizing something. “Should we leave them curious?” He smirked which made you smirk as well.

“Oh, hell yes.”

“It’s a deal then.”

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sakamaki--perfect · 2 years ago

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(@bluebird-dolly-bride)

A ‘knock knock’ was the start of this story. When a girl from foreign lands came to a place where the dark eclipsed her own brightness. The cold climate outside, in the place she stood waiting for the owners of the house, was the antonym of the ensoleillé climat she had on her birthplace. The travel on the chariot with the man without face was long and exhausting, but the excitement was wrote on her face with capital letters. Even if she saw in the monumental construction a similarity with the Baroque churches, those which had the task to minimize the human being, she found a particular good taste in the darkness that the place sustained. The wind made her golden hair move at the compass of her long dress. She closed her coat trying to keep the warm. In one hand she hold her suitcase filled with dreams, in the other hand, a letter of the one who wanted her here.

All her dreams were finally heard. That ‘knock knock’ was the starting line. The door opened, and two cold crimson eyes received her.

“Good afternoon, dear Sir. I pray you to forgive my late incoming, my name is Cassandra Bleucœur. I was invited to came here because of a kind recommendation of your highest member. Take this please, I hope you find on this the answers to your posible doubts” the girl who looked like the sun, extend the stamped letter to the one who she confounded with the butler of the household. Her fast speech probably was something the other occupants will never understand, but, thankfully, the one who received her with taciturn eyes was able to talk. The letter was signed for his father. Another bride finally arrived.

A ‘knock knock’ was the start of this story. Leaving thw organized workplace he has made for himself, he was excited. Even though the emotions fail to display on his handsome features. A youthful, stoic man heads towards the entrance of this ill fated mansion. Supposedly, a girl was sacrificed to this place. An unfortunate girl. It hadn't been long that they had a coming of age ceremony, but two brides have already ceased to live.

The gate of despair was opened. That ‘knock knock’ was the starting line. He observes the lady with his gaze, in appraising manner.

“Good afternoon. No dear, you're rather early, Cassandra”, taking the letter, he opened it to skim over the contentー which of courseー he already knew. His gaze returning to the girl, “I'm Reiji Sakamaki, the sevond son of this estate. And the letter is relevant. Come in, please”

Invitations to jump into the den of lions. An unfortunate girl. He leads her into the living room, her luggage being carried by another man who looked like an actual butler.... Sure his attire looks way formal to be a casual outfit. But just perfect to welcome a guest.

“The introduction will start in the evening. Cassandra, Do you know why you're here?”

#reiji sakamaki #sakamaki reiji #Cassandra Bleucœur #Cassandra #sakamaki--perfect #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers rp #rp #ーAu Romance #(( Wahha so excited for this one!#He's in a different outfit #And we're gonna imagine that #I can't edit his sprites omgg #but I do think chaos Lineage outfit is more suitable ))

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slashyourheart · 2 years ago

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a writing blog by noire 🖤 guidelines + characters i write for under the cut.

any pronouns + 18 + matchups & requests open.

🦷 HORROR CHARACTERS ー

i'm just getting into the horror scene, so this list will be added to the more i watch and play.

MOVIES & TV

kurt kunkle (spree)

amanda young (saw)

lawrence gordon (saw)

adam faulkner-stanheight (saw)

patrick bateman (american psycho)

billy loomis (scream)

stu macher (scream)

pennywise (IT movies)

losers club members grown up (IT movies)

steve harrington (stranger things)

eddie munson (stranger things)

jonathan byers (stranger things)

robin buckley (stranger things)

jim hopper (stranger things)

joyce byers (stranger things)

001 (stranger things)

ellen ripley (alien)

VIDEO GAMES

ethan winters (resident evil)

leon kennedy (resident evil)

claire redfield (resident evil)

any of the dimitrescus (resident evil)

karl heisenberg (resident evil)

harry mason (silent hill)

james sunderland (silent hill)

lisa garland (silent hill)

pyramid head (silent hill)

ji-woon hak (dead by daylight)

jake park (dead by daylight)

danny johnson (dead by daylight)

🦷 NOT HORROR BUT I STILL WRITE FOR THEM ー

anakin skywalker (star wars)

the riddler (batman 2022)

bruce wayne (batman 2022)

arthur fleck (joker 2019)

peter parker (the amazing spider-man)

harry osborn (the amazing spider-man)

sephiroth (final fantasy 7)

cloud strife (final fantasy 7)

tifa lockhart (final fantasy 7)

zack fair (final fantasy 7)

aerith gainsborough (final fantasy 7)

arthur morgan (red dead redemption 2)

kieran duffy (red dead redemption 2)

sadie adler (red dead redemption 2)

707 (mystic messenger)

🦷 REQUESTS ー

⚰️ please don't request more than 5 characters in one ask.

⚰️ when requesting multiple characters they can be from different medias, like resident evil mixed with stranger things.

⚰️ try to keep it the same theme, so like cuddling with x and y. not cuddling with x and dates with y.

🦷 MATCHUPS ー

⚰️ for those who don't know, a matchup is sending an ask with some info about yourself and i'll match you with a character who i think you're compatible with. anyone can send one!

⚰️ include your sexuality and fandoms you want so i know which characters to match you with! an age is appreciated too, so minors and adults can be matched with characters their age. i match with characters outside of my writing list too.

⚰️ you can put your hobbies, personality traits, and characters you DON'T want so i don't accidentally put you with someone you hate. don't put your crush though - i wanna give you an unbiased match.

🦷 WHAT I'LL WRITE ー

⚰️ character x reader fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, smut

⚰️ aus, can be soulmate aus or fix its or whatever

⚰️ lgbt content (though i'm not limited to just lgbt stuff to be crystal clear)

⚰️ poly relationships

⚰️ for kinks i'm open to almost anything as long as it's not in the don'ts section.

🦷 WHAT I WON'T WRITE ー

⚰️ nonconsensual smut, unsanitary smut (like pee kinks), ddlg, ageplay, raceplay

⚰️ characterxcharacter (unless, for example, it's something like steddie x reader)

⚰️ romance between family members or kids and adults, or a teacher with a student

⚰️ abuse/cheating portrayed positively (i can absolutely write recovering from a relationship like that). i likely won't write about a reader who harms themselves at all

happy requesting!

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mypersonmyg · 5 years ago

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Collar Full | teaser

*thanks @namluve for the amazing banner, i love it so much and you were so patient with me ily

Pairing: Jeongguk x reader

Genre: fluff, smut, f2l, college au

Rating: 18+

WC: teaser: 354 | full fic: upwards of 12k

Warnings: none for the teaser/ more included in full fic

Summary: Jeongguk asks you to help him make a short film for the girl he’s been crushing on which leads to one (fake) romantic summer

a/n: i’m really very excited for this fic and wanted to drop a lil teaser so you all have something to look forward to :D

Taehyung slurps half sogged cereal, ears peeled for your tale of infinite whoa. He’d been shocked to hear your rapid paces, the sun just barely glimpsing over clouded horizons. Your hurried explanation followed his task of a sobering breakfast before he prompted the details of your evening.

“What?” Is his response, drowned in his still droused state. Your recount ends with a collapse into the nearest chair, eyes bugged in silent expectation.

“He actually said that to me!” Your hands wave in the animated sort, your lack of sleep the precursor for three cups of coffee before Taehyung had risen providing energy to rival that of a sugar crazed toddler.

“So...Jeongguk asked you to help him wax poetic about some girl he has a crush on in the form of a romance that you’re meant to film with him as his co-star?” Taehyung��s lip twitches, movement too flashed for the naked eye, before downing sugared milk. “You said yes, right?”

“Iーwhat? I said I’d think about it followed by some weird mumbling that I didn’t even understand.”

“You have to say yes,” His words drip with cunning. “I mean, you want him to be happy yeah? If you helping him get the girl is what makes him happy then you have to do it. You’re contractually obligated.”

You inhale, retort settled at the tip of your coffee coated tongue. The stomp of feet down sturdy stairs stops your arrant reply. Jeongguk rounds sharp corners, hand sweeping the lids of sleep burdened eyes. He barely glances in your direction, the tense of the room indicative of the night prior. You slide your empty mug against the table and Taehyung stands, bowl clinking against his spoon.

“I gotta go, not be here, so I’ll see you guys later.” He slips through the door, the front slamming behind him and you seek escape as well. Thoughts a mirage of different emotions, your most current lay in the anxiety of Jeongguk’s words to you just hours ago. His posture had stiffened, hands wringing over the table, and the steady shake of worried legs had not gone unnoticed.

full fic 8.10.20

#bangtanhq #bangtanarmynet #goldenclosetnet #btswriterscollective #jeongguk x reader #jungkook x reader #bts x reader #bts fluff #bts smut #jeongguk smut #jeongguk fluff #teaser

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fireblight · 3 years ago

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Send me ✔ and I will bold my preferences for your muse!

My muse(s): Karin! Technically I have original headcanon-based NPCs but I haven't developed them to the point of writing them yet lmfao.

Do I know your muse(s): yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse

I only know the info presented by your bio, but I'm very happy to learn more to make writing easierーI love OCs honestly lmao. The only thing is I'm totally unaware of Bleach or the #lore so there's some stuff that goes over my head, but I'm totally up to get a tl;dr if you want to play in your canon ( since that's where your OC must thrive I imagine! )

Italicized bc of the aforementioned, but again happy to be informed enough to write in that 'verse as accurately as I can, it feels unfair to just write in Narutoverse lmao. Although a good compromise could be AUs etc that either combine elements of both or are in a totally separate setting, i. e. fantasy AUs ( to keep true to as many elements of our muses as possible ), modern AUs etc, whatever your heart desires lmao.

Pre-established relationships? yes | no | depends on the relationship

Also I prefer establishing dynamics thru chatting ooc / writing together a couple times to get a feel for potential dynamics. but then again sometimes you get a psychic vision of the perfect dynamic in which case if such a vision ever graces you you have full permission to slide in the DMS with an idea!!

#softmortem #WOOPS took a bit to finally get to these asks #we love a drained social battery #BUT #i luv ocs.. and i luv.. writing with ocs even if i dont know the og lore hbfds #but i used to rp in the ocrpc a lot so i'm used to not knowing ppls canons LMFAO its no thing #we could def make something... work... >:0c...#aus are always a good way to start imo but in gen i'm up for anything #« inbox : a ghost in the throat »

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raiyakun · 6 years ago

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Two Worlds

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As always my brain randomly decides to kick into overdrive when thinking of AUs so it took on a life of its own (ADKJSHDKASD), but this was very fun to think of so please have the rest of it under the cut.

(TW for those who might be prompted to check out W: [mostly minor] character deaths, violence, blood, which get more prevalent in later episodes. The music volume changes quickly at certain points too. My concept so far only covers the early half of the series, but still TW for mentions of violence, blood, and minor character deaths.)

(Also a sidenote because I’ve had comments with other AU concepts (；´∀｀) This won’t be a 1:1 AU. The basic premise stands but I make a bunch of changes especially with character roles like splitting and/or splicing roles.)

❝Keith Kogane is the hero of the immensely popular action mystery webcomic W. Marco McClain, the series’ artist and writer, has become practically a household name as everyone has gotten addicted to the story of Keith, a young man who once rose to fame as the prodigy who became the youngest Olympic judo gold medalist at 18 under his father’s training but gets embroiled in a series of tragedies and injustices as his father is later found dead in their home and his mother discovered missing, with Keith framed and later imprisoned for the murder and abduction by the ambitious prosecutor Zarkon Daibazaal.

Keith is later proven innocent and released following a year in prison, then disappears from the public eye for years only to reemerge later as the successful co-CEO of Voltron Co., and alongside his mentor and brother figure Takashi Shirogane, co-CEO Allura Altea, and assistant Acxa Marmora, he establishes W, a TV program that aims to solve criminal cases and mysteries and give people the justice that they seek for. But Keith’s ultimate goal is to find his father’s killer and his mother’s whereabouts, a goal which he will stop at nothing to achieve.

Meanwhile, Lance McClain is a new resident in the esteemed cardiovascular and thoracic surgery department of the Garrison University Hospital under the tutelage of Professor Iverson, who doesn’t exactly have the most stellar impression of him. That is, until Iverson learns that Lance is the younger brother of Marco McClain, writer and artist of W. Lance sees this as a chance to get on Iverson’s good side and decides to visit his brother Marco, who in reality has had little contact with his family after dropping out of medical school to pursue being a comic artist, much to the disapproval of his and Lance’s parents. His sister Veronica, herself also a doctor at the same hospital, advises him against the idea, but Lance decides to push through.

At Marco’s studio, though, Lance learns through his friends Hunk and Pidge, both assistants to Marco, that his brother has been missing since the previous night, which is a problem since the deadline for W’s latest chapter was the next day. They have absolutely no idea where he could’ve gone, and in the middle of their conversation, Lance finds out about Marco’s plan to kill off his comic’s main character, much to his disbelief. Hunk brings him into Marco’s room to show the last panel he’d worked on his tablet, showing Keith lying in a pool of blood on a hotel rooftop after getting stabbed by the story’s mysterious killer.

After Hunk leaves him alone in the room to attend to a call from the editor, a bloody hand suddenly shoots out from Marco’s tablet to pull him in, and Lance finds himself on a high rooftop, with nobody but a bloody young man with a mullet at his feet.

Lance is incredibly confused, but quickly jumps into action and helps out the man, saving him from dying from a collapsed lung by puncturing his chest with a pen, the man’s eyes opening for a split second just as Lance does so. After paramedics arrive to bring the man to the hospital (with Lance feeling quite proud he managed to save someone under pressure. Take that, Iverson!), Lance is thanked by the hospital’s manager, and Lance learns the name of who he’d just saved: Keith Kogane.

Wait. Is it a coincidence? For him to have the same name as Marco’s character? But Lance recalls the bloody hand that pulled him in and realizes how the man was lying exactly like Keith in the drawn panel was. And at the corner of his vision, Lance catches the words To be continued appearing out of thin air just before he finds himself back in Marco’s room.

And that’s how Lance’s curious experiences with moving between reality and (what should have been) fiction begin. What’s worse is that whatever events that happen while he is in the comic world end up getting reflected in W’s story, to the point that Iverson accuses his of forcing his brother to base a new character on himself.

And Marco is little help to Lance’s predicament. He reappears like nothing happened and refuses to listen to his younger brother talking about what he experienced, instead cryptically proclaiming that he needs Keith to die in the comic, even if it goes against what the readers and his editors (and Hunk and Pidge) are hoping he would do.

Lance manages to save Keith’s life a second time after getting sucked into the W world again, and he discovers that the world follows a weird logic that revolves around its main character, and that Lance would only be able to get back to the real world whenever something shocking to Keith happens.

As for Keith, meeting the man who saved him on the rooftop that one fateful night leads him to believe that he has the key to his existence, his purpose. But the man seems elusive and....very weird. He has a nameーLance McClainーbut it’s as if he swims in and out of existence, with no one knowing him or him disappearing without a trace. But despite his friends’ doubt, Keith is resolute that Lance McClain holds the answer to the mystery governing his life.

The question is, is that a mystery both him and Lance are prepared to unravel?❞

(end of Part One)

This was getting long so I just decided to bunch the rest of some important details into bullet points (；´∀｀) (there’s a LOT more since a ton of stuff happen in the series so there’s a bunch more to come after this. Some might be confusing if you don’t know what happens in the series but I’ll try to clear them up in later posts ksdjfhksdfj)

Romance isn’t a big point in W, but its readers popularly believe that Marco is building a love triangle with Keith and Allura, with whom Keith shares a hatred for Zarkon and some common ground due to her parents also having been murdered, and Acxa, who used to work for Zarkon but whom Keith convinces of Zarkon’s evil and hires as a personal assistant-slash-bodyguard. Lance believed this too, at first, since when they were younger Marco told him about his plans, although at present Lance isn’t sure if Marco still intends it since he’s only played with the idea in the really early chapters but has not touched upon it again. (Later, when Lance and Keith realize they’re falling for each other and the comic IRL begins to turn into a romantic comedy, Iverson rants at Lance about how the story is getting completely ruined by the “new character Lance” and that Keith should’ve gotten set up with one of the two heroines, only for Lance to yell back at him “Well how are you completely sure Keith is into girls in the first place!”)

Shiro’s role is a combination of Do-yoon’s and Hyun-seok’s from W. He was an athlete also trained by Keith’s father and a close family friend. He took Keith in after his release from prison and became the program manager of W. (No, he does not get Hyun-seok’s fate.)

Hunk and Pidge share Soo-bong’s role, although their reactions to realizing Lance can somehow get into the webcomic world are very different: Hunk is extremely anxious while Pidge gets excited and curious.

Keith’s father was murdered by stabbing, and Zarkon framed Keith as the murderer with the knife that Keith got as a gift from his mother as the murder weapon. It’s what Keith secretly keeps under his pillow (which Lance is aware of, much to Keith’s shock. But Lance only knows it thanks to having a lot of knowledge about the webcomic details from the real world).

Lance gets caught by the police in the comic a similar way that Yeon-joo in the series does, but this isn’t due to any purposeful set up by Allura or Acxa the same way the series did for So-hee. I really don’t like how the writing treated So-hee sdjkfsdkjfksf. Lance genuinely becomes friends with Allura and Acxa, and instead it’s Zarkon, thinking that he can use Lance as the key to send Keith to jail permanently, who’s the reason Lance is caught by the police. Allura and Acxa try to help him out but are prevented by Zarkon until Keith’s return.

Marco used to be very close to both Veronica and Lance when they were younger, since all three used to share a love for comics and Marco had a talent for drawing (and although they don’t remember it at first, both Lance and Veronica contributed ideas to what eventually became W). But their parents wanted them to aim for “real” jobs and pressured Marco into studying medicine. While Marco rebelled and left, becoming a small artist that anyone barely knew until W blew up, Veronica chose to bury her love for comics and pursue medicine, thus becoming a doctor. Lance is caught between the two routes they took (wanting to pursue his own dreams like Marco or persisting in the field with Veronica). Despite looking stern most of the time, Veronica is indeed worried and cares for both her brothers.

Eventually, Veronica gets roped into the mess as well, especially after Marco gets attacked and sent to the hospital and when she finds a hysterical Hunk and Pidge yelling about them and Lance getting chased by a killer only for her to find Lance passed out and so weak he needs to be hospitalized.

Eventually, both Lance and Veronica realize that they are able to influence the W world too, since the comic’s logic recognizes them as “part-creators” due to Marco having taken inspiration from them when he was originally planning the comic. I may or may not have a Veracxa agenda here KJFHKDJFHDKSJFHD. Bottom line is: instead of just Yeon-joo and her dad in the original, the three siblings can get dragged into the comic. Okay I admit there is a Veracxa agenda here.

Aaaaaannnnd more to come because W has like 3-4 arcs and both my sister and I can’t stop watching it because it’s cliffhangers everywhere KJDHKJSHKSDJFHKDF

#klance #klance au #lance mcclain #keith kogane #vld lance #vld keith #Raiyakun!! Art #Raiyakun!! Rambles #This got so long DKJHASKDJ #also redoing the background of the intro was KJHDKJHASKJDHASd #also i know I drew them in their canon casual clothes but in the AU they'd be in their twenties #W AU!!#long post

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hungline · 6 years ago

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if these sheets were the states

pairing: yoonminseok genre: angst, fluff, smut, online romance au, road trip au, rated xxx warnings: sexual content, anal sex, car sex, misunderstandings words: 2780

summary: The drive from Connecticut to Illinois is long. Not as long as the drive from Illinois to California will be, but at least Yoongi will have company for that leg of the journey.

It's a road trip. Something all three of them agreed to go on after Yoongi had finally gotten signed on by a record company. This is to celebrate Yoongi's accomplishment and to help Yoongi move into his new apartment in Los Angeles as well.

It starts as a friend thing.

Yoongi meets Hoseok on twitter, in love with the songs he uses for his dance covers, and one day.

One day Hoseok follows him back, setting Yoongi's veins on fire when he first gets the notification on his phone. Hoseok follows him back and when Yoongi opens the twitter app, he finds a message waiting for him.

It's Hoseok because of course, it's Hoseok. A simple hey has Yoongi vibrating in his chair, fingers buzzing with the urge to message back. He has no idea what to say though and after consulting with Namjoon, he decides that firstly, Namjoon is no help at all, and secondly, a simple hey in return will suffice.

Hoseok takes the wait for a response graciously, all smiles even through text and Yoongi who once hated emoticons, gets a fuzzy feeling in his chest whenever Hoseok ends his messages with ":3".

Cute doesn't begin to describe it, at least not in the way that Yoongi thinks it should. And it definitely doesn't cover how he's feeling either.

They become good friends though, to the point where Yoongi begins to playback his newest tracks for Hoseok's scrutiny.

Hoseok immediately falls in love with Yoongi's music and ー unbeknownst to Yoongi ー with Yoongi himself.

The first time they rabbit, Yoongi doesn't turn his camera on until the very end, when Hoseok is too absorbed with the film they're watching to notice the change of color in the corner of his screen. Yoongi's a nervous shaking mess, but he eases into a calm demeanor gradually and when the film ends, Hoseok doesn't do a doubletake like Yoongi thought he would.

Instead, Hoseok smiles at him and it makes a delicious curl of something swell up in his chest until it's trailing down his arms and buzzing in his palms and fingers. Hoseok keeps smiling with that megawatt smile of his and Yoongi falls in love.

The next time they rabbit, it's by themselves - and the next five times after that as well.

Until their seventh time when a new friend of Hoseok's joins them.

Jimin is beautiful and he steals Yoongi's very breath away, but he's determined to not seem like some creep or weirdo and keeps his camera on despite his instincts screaming at him to turn it off, turn off the camera and run away. Because there's no way in hell that Hoseok would ever want to date him when there's someone like Jimin who exists.

And Yoongi gets the appeal too because he finds Jimin just as attractive as he finds Hoseok and there are butterflies in his stomach the entire time they rabbit. By the time their movie is over, Hoseok is asleep on his end, head pillowed on his arms with his hair covering what little is shown of his face and Jimin is smiling at him fondly. There's a twinkle in his eyes that Yoongi's seen on his own face whenever he's smiled at Hoseok on his screen as well.

Jimin is, without a doubt, either in love with Hoseok or crushing on him badly enough for it to be seen by anybody with eyes in their heads.

Yoongi knows he's lost this battle before it's even begun.

And yet, when Yoongi's getting ready for bed a few hours later, Jimin has followed him on twitter too. Yoongi blinks at his screen a couple of times before his fingers move of their own accord and he's gone and followed Jimin back.

Yoongi's screwed, but he may as well act friendly. This is for Hoseok's sake just as much as it is for Yoongi's own.

The drive from Connecticut to Illinois is long. Not as long as the drive from Illinois to California will be, but at least Yoongi will have company for that leg of the journey.

His furniture is already in his new apartment. Yoongi only has three bags with him in the car, one full of his clothes, one with his toilettes, and another half-empty to make room for anything he might buy on their road trip. They take little to no space in his trunk and Yoongi really hopes that Hoseok and Jimin didn't pack a lot of stuff.

When he arrives in Illinois though, he pulls off in a rest stop and texts Hoseok, double-checking that he has the right address before he continues on with his merry way.

The drive to Hoseok's apartment isn't as long as Yoongi would have made it out to be, but it takes little less than an hour. Hoseok is waiting for him on the curbside, one duffel bag in hand and Yoongi rolls to a stop beside him, his breath caught in his throat.

"Hey," Hoseok says, a wide and bright smile spread across his face as he leans in through the open window.

Yoongi stares for a long minute, almost unbelieving of just how much more beautiful Hoseok is in real life. Hoseok still smiles at him, waiting for him to come to his senses and when Yoongi does, he hops out of his car to open the trunk for Hoseok.

His duffel bag doesn't take much room and when Yoongi's shut the trunk, Hoseok leans in and kisses him full on the mouth.

Yoongi doesn't startle back or flinches away, merely leans into him and opens his mouth the teeniest bit to let Hoseok's tongue slide past his.

The drive from Illinois to California is long and sometimes boring, but Yoongi has Hoseok for company and that makes it all a little better.

Hoseok is touchy as they drive and Yoongi likes the sound of his voice. Especially when Hoseok tells him in full detail how he fell in love with Yoongi from the first moment he had heard his music ー which actually dates back all the way to when Yoongi was in high school and posted his songs on soundcloud. Yoongi listens with rapt attention as Hoseok traces his fingertips over Yoongi's knuckles and tells him how he thought about Yoongi sometimes and tried not to let on how big of a fanboy he was until he noticed that Yoongi had liked a few of his tweets in a row and he'd immediately followed Yoongi back.

Yoongi pulls over when Hoseok says, "Sometimes when I'm lonely, I'll play your mixtape and fuck myself with my fingers while I think about sucking your cock."

Hoseok's smirk has never been wider than in that moment and Yoongi feels a little odd that he fell stupidly easy for that. But he just continues to stare, doesn't really do anything about the words Hoseok just muttered like some love confession and maybe in a sense, it is a love confession but Yoongi is too nervous to think about that now.

"Like that, don't you?" Hoseok teases, raising a brow at the elder when he continues to only stare. "Bet you want to take me in the backseat and make me choke on your dick."

Yoongi sputters and ignores the coy looks Hoseok throws his way as they continue to drive while the sun steadily goes down.

They stop at a motel soon after, somewhere in Utah, and Yoongi really only does it because the sight of Hoseok wincing as he grabs his lower back when he gets out of the car at a rest stop to use the bathroom really pulls at Yoongi's heartstrings.

(But also because when Yoongi rides Hoseok ー which he fully intends to do, thank you very much ー he wants Hoseok to be spread out on a bed.)

So, they spend a night in the motel and Yoongi whines as Hoseok fucks him fast and furiously with Yoongi bouncing in his lap. His thighs are spread wide for Hoseok and Yoongi takes it all like a champ, all too aware of how the tight clutch of his ass sucks Hoseok in and takes him in easily like Yoongi was born to be fucked by Jung Hoseok.

Hoseok domineers everything that night, unwillingly to let Yoongi feel nervous or wary of anything. He takes control and leads and it leaves Yoongi feeling breathless when Hoseok manages to make him come three times in a row that night.

Yoongi doesn't say anything when they wake up except a gruff good morning and accepts the quickie that Hoseok offers him before they lumber into the shower and clean up.

They're out on the road quickly afterward and Yoongi lets Hoseok drive the rest of the way to California, butterflies fluttering in his stomach when he thinks about seeing Jimin.

Hoseok's been receiving a lot of messages from Jimin while they drove across America and Yoongi still feels a tight coil of jealousy whenever he sees Hoseok's phone light up with another message from Jimin.

Because they all say or imply the same thing over and over again.

I love you. Can't wait to see you. You're so cute and precious to me.

So from the messages alone, Yoongi knows that Hoseok and Jimin are together because Hoseok responds with the same level of enthusiasm and affection that Jimin sends. And Yoongi never took Hoseok as the type to cheat on his significant other, but he's more concerned about the fact that Yoongi isn't jealous of Jimin for having Hoseok's love and affection to himself.

He's jealous of them both having each other.

He wants them. Not separately, but together. Wants Hoseok to fuck him from behind while Jimin kisses him. Wants Hoseok to suck his dick while Jimin fucks his thighs. Yoongi wants them both and he's going about this all wrong.

The rest of the drive to California is quieter, Hoseok speaking less and less as they grow closer to their destination. Yoongi doesn't say anything either, just accepts all the touches and kisses and revels in all the attention Hoseok gives him because he knows that once they reach California, whatever is going on between them will end.

Once they cross the state border of California, Hoseok pulls into an empty rest stop and ushers Yoongi into the backseat where he spreads himself open for the elder and fucks himself back on Yoongi's cock. Yoongi grips his hips the entire time and bites a hickey into Hoseok's throat before he remembers the silent vow he made to himself about not leaving any marks because Jimin would be sure to see them. Except that when Yoongi bites down, Hoseok comes with his name on his lips, not Jimin's.

And that by itself blows all of Yoongi's rational thoughts out of the water as he makes it his duty to leave a necklace of hickeys on Hoseok's throat for Jimin to see the next day.

When they pull up to Jimin's house, it's mid-afternoon and Jimin is at the door with his three siblings hanging off him.

He smiles at them and waves, then enlists his siblings to help him with his bag. Hoseok pops open the trunk of Yoongi's car and rearranges the bags so Jimin's will fit. Jimin kisses his siblings goodbye and doesn't step towards the car until they're all back inside.

Jimin then turns and throws his arms around Hoseok's neck, pulling him down to kiss him fiercely.

Yoongi watches on, tensing the teeniest bit when Jimin's fingertips press against the hickeys peeking from the collar of Hoseok's t-shirt. However, Jimin's undeterred by the sight of them, how fresh they are, and Hoseok leans into his smaller frame, giving his control over to Jimin. Jimin hums in content, a hand now reaching out blindly.

It isn't until Jimin pulls back from Hoseok's mouth that Yoongi realizes Jimin was trying to grab a hold of him.

Yoongi almost topples over with the force of Jimin's kiss, but Jimin bunches a hand into the back of his tank top and keeps him steady. Hoseok is there then too, pressing himself up against Yoongi, leaning in once Jimin has leaned back to press a kiss to Yoongi's forehead.

They form a huddled circle between the three of them and Yoongi looks into both of their eyes, looking for some kind of answer as to what the hell is actually going on.

Jimin winks at him, then kisses him again, only pulling away to whisper, "I expect an identical necklace."

Yoongi flushes, his face feeling hot as Jimin reaches over him to touch Hoseok's hickeys again. Hoseok presses himself closer, smiling that megawatt smile of his and Yoongi is so gone.

They climb into the car again, Jimin waving goodbye to his siblings who have their faces pressed up against the window and Yoongi holds Hoseok's free hand while Jimin lounges in the backseat as they drive away. It probably still smells of sex back there, but Jimin isn't complaining and that right there answers all of Yoongi's questions.

It goes without saying that Yoongi really had nothing to worry about to begin with.

The Californian coast is beautiful at night.

Stars reflect upon the water's surface and Yoongi is glad that Jimin suggested they take this route downwards to SoCal. It's nighttime and the moon hangs in the sky, casting it's pale light down upon them.

Yoongi's been more than tempted to pull over and climb into the backseat, but for the moment, he's more than content to just watch.

Jimin has Hoseok spread out in his lap, lips on his heart-shaped mouth, with his hand creeping up Hoseok's shirt. Hoseok is panting and whining and Jimin takes to twisting his nipples before he lets his mouth trail lower to add to the collection of hickeys that Hoseok is already beginning to accumulate.

Hoseok cants his hips upwards into Jimin's other palm, dragging Jimin's mouth back up to his and Yoongi watches it through the rearview mirror. How Hoseok reacts to every touch of Jimin's hands on his skin, how loud he gets whenever Jimin flicks at his chest or scrapes his teeth along Hoseok's throat and jaw.

It's beautiful, to say the least.

Jimin and Hoseok know that Yoongi is watching them too. They're putting on a show for him, waiting for the moment his control will break and he'll pull over to finally ー fucking finally ー join them in the backseat.

Because it had all started as a friend thing. They were friends up until the point that they weren't just friends anymore. Hoseok had kissed Yoongi, had been dating Jimin and Jimin had known that Yoongi and Hoseok had gotten up to things on their way to California, but Hoseok had discussed it with him at length how they'd get Yoongi to join them. It had worked obviously because Jung Hoseok is no idiot, but Jimin had never doubted that anyway.

The only one who doubted anything at all had been Yoongi. Because he'd been in the dark and in denial of the way he felt for them both, for the way he wanted them both at the same time. He hadn't given himself the chance to hope until Jimin had kissed him with nothing but desire and fondness and relief instead of the anger and jealousy that Yoongi had initially expected.

Because Jimin and Hoseok want him too, want each other and all three of them together. It makes perfect sense really.

Yoongi's an idiot and that's pretty much a fact, but Hoseok and Jimin are wonderful and want him back as well ー and that too is a fact.

Yoongi, eventually, pulls over when there hasn't been another car in sight for twenty minutes and pushes his way into the backseat where he topples onto Hoseok and immediately kisses Jimin. Jimin holds him steady, tipping his head back to kiss him properly while Hoseok wiggles his shorts off and starts rutting up into Yoongi, his cock painfully hard. Yoongi keens and leans down to kiss Hoseok while Jimin coos at them, petting their hair and moving them into a more comfortable position.

Because it had all started as a friend thing, it definitely had, but that's not how it ends.

It ends differently.

It ends as a more than friends thing.

But it doesn't end. It keeps going on for a long time. Even when Yoongi is thirty-five, living in a tiny house in Santa Ana, he still has Hoseok and Jimin and they are definitely much more than friends still.

#yoonminseok #yoonseok #yoonmin #jihope #btssmutclub #btswritingcafe #btswriterscollective #kwritersworldnet #btsguild #betareadernet #bts #angst #fluff #smut #p:ot3 #p:yoongi/hoseok/jimin #f:itswts #m: fic

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ao3feed-thorki · 5 years ago

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by yo_translation

現代AU 。スウェーデンの田舎で、強制的に夏休みを家族と過ごすはめになった10代のソー。アンハッピーな夏休みーそこでロキと出会うまでは。

北欧のミッドサマー、夏至祭を背景に描かれる、10代のソーとジェンダーフルイドなロキの恋のストーリー。性描写があります。

Words: 24848, Chapters: 1/1, Language: 日本語

Fandoms: Thor - All Media Types, Thor (Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Thor (Marvel), Loki (Marvel)

Relationships: Loki/Thor (Marvel)

Additional Tags: Genderfluid Character, Genderfluid Loki (Marvel), Intercrural Sex, Loss of Virginity, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Summer Romance, Loki likes dresses, Alternate Universe - Teenagers

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/38D6w72

#AO3 works tagged 'Loki/Thor'#ao3feed #Loki/Thor #Thorki #Thunderfrost #Thorki fanfiction

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legolasgoldy · 6 years ago

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VI. The Lovers || VIII. Strength || XVIII. The Moon || ★ Seven of Pentacles || ☆* Two of Wands || ◥█̆̈◤ Four of Cups || ━━╋⊂ Three of Swords

Tarot-inspired Prompts

// Phew, sorry this took a few days these questions are so gooddd. It took a lot of typing, I hope its not too much to read!haha XD Thank you so much!!❤ @blind-mutant //

VI. The Lovers - have your character’s heart and mind ever been at odds with one another?

X-men verse: Yes, a few times. When he first started getting his mutation and really struggling to come to terms with it, he was really confused as to what he should do. It took him a month or two to decide, and ultimately his head chose to leave to spare his family from any problems his mutations would cause even though his heart told him to stay and have their support.

Also with Rhys, there was a lot of his heart telling him something his mind hadnt quite realized yet. It was a very subconscious thing because he knew he loved him, but never thought about in what way. It was obvious to everyone else, he absolutely adored him, loved his smile, his voice, everything about him and spent time always thinking of him. The problem was, it didnt click in his mind right away that all of those feelings were much more than friendship. All he knew, was that being with Rhys made his soul happy. When he did finally realize, everything just seemed to make sense but due to the whole drunken night incident a whole new struggle arose. He didnt think Rhys would feel the same way so that made his head clash with his heart a lot. All of it was a misunderstanding of course

In Mainverse: Phew, Im only going to list one time and make it brief or else we’ll be on this one question forever. When crossing the Helcaraxe, it was nothing but a mind and heart battle. He was constantly aching for comfort but hating everyone for hurting him so badly, but somewhere in his mind he knew he didnt hate them, he loved them and thats why it hurt so bad. It took the whole elven 30 years in the Helcaraxe to finally cope and his mind and heart match as much as it could.

VIII. Strength - is there a moment your character has ever had to fight for something or someone?

X-Men Au: In his usual X-men verse he hasnt had to do anything extremely drastic, but he does defend the people he cares about from judgemental people on several occasions. It sounds awfully tame but I think eventually when on his own and living with Rhys, both of them having jobs, having a happy life. He feels like they did a lot of work to get there too. Finrod helped Rhys through a lot of hard times, and they overcame past demons to live happy and together. Sometimes those demons do resurface but they fight back against that.

He does have a verse where he and a friend were captured, and he protected them from Hydra, and for the sake of not writing a lot of gore, in short theres a lot of biting and fighting. He gets muzzled, his hair cut, tested on, but eventually he gets his friend and they get out but the friend doesnt make it far, the friend supposedly drowns in the river. Key word being supposedly. XD

MainVerse: Yes. There is a lot of war throughout his lifetime that he fights in and a lot of emotional turmoil. He had to fight to be with Maglor the moment they first fell in love. Feanor forbid them to be see each other, Maglor had to marry someone else, etc. That was the least of his problems though, when they all were fleeing Valinor he had to fight to try and keep his cousins/friends from killing each other ( which they did) at the first kinslaying. He also had to fight and struggle to keep his family alive in the Helcaraxe. Then there was just so much fighting in Middle Earth. The only time there wasnt, was in the time of great peace when Morgoth was quiet, and Finrod was free to run his kingdom happily and be with his family and lover, still in secret, but he’d take it. After all that crap, keeping their romance secret wasnt as big of a deal anymore. Thats not to say it didnt bother him sometimes, but there were worse problems.

XVIII. The Moon - what is the most significant secret your character has discovered?

X-men AU: Aside from finding out what happened to Rhys, there isnt much else significant. His life in this au is relatively calm compared to all other aus. Unless you count teenage talk, and secrets swapped between friends. Theres tons of those but none of those are massive secrets.

MainVerse: Probably when Ulmo came to him and gave him a hint of what was to come and what he needed to do to prepare. Any secret from a Vala is hella significant. Similarly, the most significant secret he ever kept himself, is that he was shagging his half-cousin for centuries and they in fact were kinda secretly married twice XD Also, any events of his foresight telling him something can also count.

★ Seven of Pentacles - what tests your character’s patience more than anything?

Prejudice.The only smidge of patience he has for it, is giving them a chance to educate themselves on the matter and be a better person. He’ll even offer to educate them. If they keep squandering that chance then he has no patience for them. You can lead a horse to water but cant make them drink, if hes gatta just forget them and protect innocent people from them then oh well. He tried. Hes not gonna tolerate someone whos ignorant biased hateful views hurt people.

ー☆* Two of Wands - has your character ever had to make a tough decision between two choices?

X-men AU: This goes along with the first question. Most of his tough decisions were due to his mind and heart saying two different things. When his mutation started surfacing, not only did he feel like he had to choose between leaving and staying, he felt the need to either keep in touch or break up with his boyfriend. Those were two very very hard decisions. Of course he had only just turned 16, he was such a young boy and in his mind at the time those were his only choices. He got so afraid that his family would suffer if someone judged him, he wanted them happy. The same with his boyfriend, they had both planned to go to go through highschool together then attend a college of the arts to study music. They had such big dreams that he suddenly didnt think he could do anymore. The thought of trying and failing, then hindering his boyfriend from achieving his dreams was too much, he couldnt find it in himself to risk everyones happiness, and/or safety. Heaven forbid him being a mutant were to effect his parents jobs! Or people pick on his little siblings at their schools. He thought of everything bad that could happen, and in that already stressed/very frightened state he decided to leave. Of course Charles Xavier found him and told him about the institute, and this whole thing was mended but it was devastating at the time.

MainVerse: Whether or not to leave Valinor was a choice that changed his entire life, and set his entire future in motion down the path of doom. It sounds really dramatic and it was. ;-;. When all the Noldor decided to leave when the trees were killed his mother wouldn’t go with them, and he couldnt bear to leave her but he felt the need to go and protect his father and siblings too. So he told her he would take care of them for her. At that time there was no doom of Mandos, and there could have been a way back to see her at some point and time. It wasnt too unreasonable to think seeing as the Valar said they could go, and they hadnt committed any crimes yet.

After the kinslaying he had a choice to turn back with his father and his people, to be forgiven and have the curse of doom lifted off him but he couldnt leave his siblings, cousins, and lover. He had to choose to stay with them, and thus making the decision to never see his parents again until he died. In a way he had no choice, he couldnt let his siblings, cousins, and lover go to middle earth, where the dark lords were, alone. Theres no way he could so in that aspect it was an easy choice, but hard and heartwrenching all the same. Another tough choice was to travel through the Helcaraxe but that wasnt his sole decision, its more complicated so I wont mention that one.

◥█̆̈◤ Four of Cups - how indecisive is your character?

Finrod is pretty decisive, the only decisions that are difficult for him are the ones where his heart and mind clash like the other questions asked about. He has such a big heart, he always tries to consider everyone and do whats best but sometimes the situation calls for a lot of thinking rather than acting on emotion. Something that important takes a lot of thought.

━━╋⊂ Three of Swords - what was the worst betrayal of trust your character has ever experienced?

X-men au: I think going back to the tough decision question about his mutation beginning to surface. At the time when that happened, he felt very betrayed by his own body. Everything just started tumbling to pieces in front of him. His body kept changing and his teeth were growing so his mouth was incredibly sore around his canines not to mention accidentally biting himself a lot. His ears, and sense of smell, and taste were malfunctioning from the change so noises that didnt normally bother him hurt sometimes to the point of bleeding ears, things that normally tasted good suddenly tasted bad, he kept smelling things he didnt want to smell. Not to mention his voice started doing really weird things and he suddenly got abnormally strong. Not only was all this suddenly happening to him, his fear of what would happen to everyone else just made him feel betrayed by the world for not accepting him and forcing him between a rock and a hard place. Of course later, things did work out and he realized there were a lot of people who supported mutants too, and that he just had to see it. The longer he had his mutation he felt like it was who he was meant to be, now he wouldnt know what to do without it. Just being so young and everything happening so suddenly did make him feel betrayed for several months.

Mainverse: Hm, well theres several betrayals that he went through although things like the kinslaying wasnt directly to solely him so I wont elaborate on those. I would say its a pretty good tie between his uncle Feanor refusing to let Makalaure/Maglor be with him and basically forcing Mags to marry someone else specifically to keep them from ever being married was a pretty bad betrayal at the time. Feanor had always been rough around the edges, but Finrod had never expected that extent of a betrayal.

The biggest betrayal of his entire lifetime I would say is what Curufin and Celegorm did in Nargothrond. Finrod had been one of the best kings in history, he was sweet, compassionate, loyal, trust worthy, he cared about everyone not just his own subjects. His kingdom thrived and was so happy, he kept it hidden from evil all that time. There was such an immense level of respect between him and his subjects, and Curufin and Celegorm specifically visited Nargothrond to try and undermine that respect and trust. They widdled away at it and planted all kinds of seeds of doubt to the point when Finrod decided to go with Beren to retrieve a silmaril, it was absolute mutiny. Everyone in the entire kingdom turned on him because of what Curufin and Celegorm had done and said to them, only a single handful of people remained loyal to him. A single handful, thats it, out of that entire massive kingdom. Finrod simply took off his crown and tossed it on the floor bc thats all he could do, it was such a betrayal there was nothing else he could have done. Finrod went into Angband with only part of that handful of people because no one else would follow him. They all died except for Beren who Finrod died protecting. Luckily his nephew Orodreth got the crown and not Curufin and Celegorm, but much good that did..Not long after Nargothrond fell and Orodreth and his daughter was killed, and most of Nargothronds people were either killed or enslaved. So.. yea. Massive Betrayal. Hugee. Lead to the entire kingdom and its people being dead.

#this-is-gizmo #Hopefully theres no bad typos i dont think i can read through all that again X'D i wrote too much #blind-mutant #Thank you <333 #My Finrod Headcanons #AU: Xmen #but also main #answered

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kimonobeat · 6 years ago

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Wink Lyrics: Only Lonely

English translation and romanization below the cut.

ENGLISH

The 12′o’clock signal, breaking the magic spell This twinkling town is an unfaithful Misty Jungle

I quietly take off my heels, which make me stand on my tiptoes And let my dreams take over in your arms

Only Lonely Only Lonely Give me something more wonderful Than romance, before this excitement Turns into sadness

The lights of the harbor adorn my windowsill We love each other with initialsーan insincere Weekend

I just wanna do a dance of passion Escorted by your smile

Only Lonely Only Lonely Give me something more thrilling Than romance just for the moment Make me forget just how lonely I feel

Only Lonely Only Lonely Give me something more wonderful Than romance, before this excitement Turns into sadness

Only Lonely Only Lonely Give me something more thrilling Than romance just for the moment Make me forget just how lonely I feel

ROMAJI

rei-ji no shigunaru mahou wo tokashite kirameku kono tokai wa uwaki na Misty Jungle

senobi saseru hi-ru wo sotto nugisutete anta no ude no naka yume wo azukeru

Only Lonely Only Lonely koi yori mo suteki na koto kudasai tokimeki kanashimi ni kawaru made ni

minato no raito ga madobe wo kazari inisharu de ai shi-au fujitsu na Weekend

anata no hohoemi ni esuko-to sarete jounetsu no dansu wo odoritai dake

Only Lonely Only Lonely koi yori mo suriru na koto kudasai genzai dake sabishisa wo wasuresasete

Only Lonely Only Lonely koi yori mo suteki na koto kudasai tokimeki kanashimi ni kawaru made ni

Only Lonely Only Lonely koi yori mo suriru na koto kudasai genzai dake sabishisa wo wasuresasete

#wink #ウィンク #especially for you #translation

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yanyan-chen · 7 years ago

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COLLEGE AUーDING ZEREN pt.1

•have you seen this boy dance??

•because WOW

•did i fall for him the second he started dancing???? yes

•ok on with the story

•zeren has been dancing for as long as he could remember,,

•boy was probably dancing in his mother’s womb lol

•whenever he heard music, his body couldn’t help but move along to the beats no matter where he was. like he’d tap his feet,, or bop his head,, or do little arm movements,,,sometimes he forgets about his surroundings,,,,like once,,, he was at a cafe w his friends right

•and he started grooving to the song,,,and as the song went on, his movements got wider,,,and then his elbow hit quanzhe’s drink

•let’s just say that zeren spent almost the entire day trying to remove the stain from the poor kid’s shirt

•only to have to spend $30 buying a new shirt

•and have quanzhe swear that he’ll never sit next to zeren again

•anyways,,

•he’s been in various dance competitions and either won first or second place, never anything less

•dancing was something that meant a lot to him. whenever he was stressed or overwhelmed, he would dance to relax his mind

•so when he got to college, he obviously chose to be a dance major

•he even became one of the leaders of the university’s dance team and always performed at festivals

•dance team also consisted of zhengting, jieqiong, and chengxiao

•so speaking of the dance team

•they were holding auditions soon to recruit two more members to fill in for the members that just graduated

•guess who decided to try out!!!

•if you guessed that it was you

•ding ding ding zeren you’re correct

•dancing was also something that you loved ever since you were a kid

•you loved how dancing allowed you to freely express yourself through all sorts of movements and there were no restrictions on what you had to do

•contrary to your life

•your parents expected you to become a doctor or just anything in the medical field. nothing else was allowed. they always disregarded your dreams and forced you to live the way they wanted you to. they’re always comparing you to their friends’ children too. like “so-and-so got accepted to one of the top universities. why aren’t you putting in more effort to be like him?” “so-and-so got all 100s on her report card, why aren’t you putting in more effort to be like her?”

•”why aren’t you putting in more effort to” was a phrase that you constantly heard throughout your life. they were never satisfied with your accomplishments. whenever you get high 90s on anything, they ask why didn’t you get 100s. they always say you don’t put in enough effort or you’re doing things half-heartedly when you really work as hard, if not harder, than the highest achievers. even when you get academic awards, they say “that’s how it should be”

•all you want is for them to acknowledge your achievements even if it’s just ONCE

•so when you got to college, you decided to go to one that was far from your home

•it also so happened to be the one your best friend, chengcheng, was going to, so you were more than content. you chose to be a pharmaceutical sciences major to satisfy your parents’ wish, but chose to try out for the dance team so you had something you were interested in in college. you wanted to join in your first year of college, but it was full ///:

•but not anymore !!

•so! onto auditions

•it was set to be in the afternoon exactly a week after the first semester began, and chengcheng went with you for support, but also because another good friend of his would be there

•you sat in one of the seats as you waited for your turn, and everyone was really talented so you were lowkey Shook™ and wanted to run away bc there’s no way that you can win against them?? but chengcheng wouldn’t let you

•when it was finally your turn, you were like !!!! the whole time you walked onto the stage. it’s not like you lacked confidence or anything, you were just nervous........cause y’kno......one of the judges was none other than THE ding zeren

•you’ve always watched him dance at festivals and you admired him a lot. not only did he have good as hECK looks, but he was such a skilled dancer

•but hey, you weren’t the only one admiring him. bc at one of the festivals, he was walking around w the dance team when he noticed you at your group’s stand selling snacks and his heart skipped a beat bc ?? you’re so beautiful ??? who are you ??? and before he could go to you, zzt pulled him away saying that they needed to prepare to perform soon. so today, he was determined to find out who you are and talk to you. but then he looked at your application form and was surprised bc ?? a pharmaceutical major?? joining the dance team???? everyone that auditioned so far were dance majors or fine arts majors. so as cute as you were, he was ready to complain to ting about how they’re gonna waste their time by watching your performance bc he really wasn’t expecting you to know how to dance, but no he froze the second you started moving. you were so graceful ??? and you controlled all of your movements so well. you hit every beat of the song and you gained more confidence as you danced

•soon, it was over and zeren over here was like :O

•so were all the other dance team members tbh

•cause, as yixing would’ve said, you had the balance

•they all unanimously agreed to recruit you

•after a couple more people performed, the dance members got together to choose the last person to join. then, zhengting came up on the stage. “thank you to all of you for showing your interest in joining our dance team!! you all are very talented, but sadly, we can only choose two members” he proceeded to give a little speech about how they shouldn’t give up even if they aren’t selected and that they should try again next time. when he finally announced the names, you were on the edge of your seat with your hand tightly holding chengcheng’s. “the first member we are accepting is.......zhou yanchen!” the auditorium erupted in applauds, and it took a few minutes for it to die down. “and the last member is....” you could only vaguely hear your name bc chengcheng immediately started screaming and jumped out of his seat. “I TOLD YOU THAT YOU’D MAKE IT I’M SO PROUD OF YOU” he’s such a precious kid i love him. lots of people were applauding for you too. you were still in shock when chengcheng shook you and nodded his head towards the stage, indicating you were supposed to be going up. you quickly stood up and nearly tripped as you made your way to the stage. you and yanchen bowed to the audience and judges before thanking them. the whole time, zeren couldn’t take his eyes off of you. he was awestruck by your talent and on top of that, you were gorgeous bro

•after auditions, chengcheng ran up onto the stage where you still stood, talking to yanchen. you saw him running up and expected him to go to you,, but nope he turned the opposite way and went up to zeren

•was he the friend that chengcheng was talking about??? THE ding zeren is friends with your idiot chengcheng?????? you were frozen as you stood there, staring at chengcheng and zeren speaking

•you only snapped out of it when zhengting came and started to tell you and yanchen more details about practice

•fast forward to a week later

•spring was coming !!! meaning that the spring festival was coming soon!! fun activities !!! cool performances !!!! gOoD fOoD !!!!!!!!

•so it’s been a decent amount of time since you were accepted, so you became fairly close with all of the members, especially yanchen and chengxiao. you and zeren only had small talk every now and then about the choreography, when practices were, or something stupid that chengcheng did recently

•anw back to the festival! the committee in charge of getting the festival ready decided bring back the romance concept. cause y’kno like flowers, love blossoms during the spring. i’m so poetic

•for the acts, you guys decided to send three groups to perform a medley of couple dances

•the pairings were chengxiao and zhengting, jieqiong and yanchen, and............you and zeren

•you were surprised when zhengting announced the pairings.........bc omg you were gonna dance with ding zeren..........to a couple song !!!!!!!!

•zhengting said the names were randomly chosen but he’s a liar he lowkey thought you two would look cute together but he totally wasn’t planning on telling anyone that. zeren was hoping you’d be his partner too tbh so the boy was thrilled to hear his name being called with yours. he’d been wanting to get to know you more but he never knew what to say or was too shy. but he managed to muster up the courage to ask if you were free that weekend to come up with a choreography

•you were super excited bro

•but had to come off chill so you were like oh,,,, yeah sure

•but on the inside you were screaming with joy

•when the weekend came, zeren knocked on your door. taking a deep breath, you checked your reflection in the mirror quickly before opening the door. you smiled and greeted him as he greeted you back, flashing a grin that exposed his dimples. your heart almost jumped out of your chest because wow he’s so adorable and good-looking??? he was dressed in sweatpants and a normal t-shirt.......but still....how can someone look so good???? you probably looked like a bum

•that’s not what zeren thought though. he thought you looked pretty with your hair tied up, a couple of loose strands framing your face. his gaze went down to your lips and noticed the shade of lipstick you applied was slightly lighter than what you usually had on before they quickly went back up to your eyes. neither of you realized you were just staring at each other until your roommate coughed, making you both flustered before zeren spoke up

•”oh, uh, ready to go?”

•“yeah! let’s go”

•so you both headed over to the practice room. it was kind of an awkward walk bc neither of you knew what to say nor have you been alone together. but halfway there, zeren decided to ask you something he’s been curious about

•“so...how come you’re not a dance major?”

•”ah...my parents didn’t want me to choose that. they wanted me to have a medical profession. it’s fine though, as long as they’re happy.”

•he noticed the hint of sadness in your voice as you said the last sentence, so he chose not to question you further. upon arriving at the practice room, you guys jumped right into it. first, you needed to choose a song. you and zeren looked through a list of songs prepared by ting and didn’t take long to settle with say you won’t let go by james arthur. as you listened to the song, your bodies flowed with the melody. but since this is a love song...........you had to be fairly intimate......and the thing is....... you were both flustered messes. you were either tripping over your own feet or you stepped onto each other’s feet. but overall, you guys were doing well, like you got most of what you needed down. so, you decided to call it a day and head back to your dorm rooms. as you were going back, you debated whether you should ask zeren to join you for dinner since it was already 7pm, but before you opened your mouth, zeren invited you to go to a restaurant with him. the restaurant that he took you to was relatively small and close to campus. as soon as you walked in, you were greeted by a warm aroma of freshly cooked noodles. an elderly woman, whom you assumed was the owner, cheerfully welcomed you in and led you to a table. she took your orders and before she left, she commented that this was the first time zeren came in with a girl and not his rowdy friends, causing zeren to groan and usher her to go away. she only smiled innocently before disappearing into the kitchen. shortly after, she came out with two bowls of noodles

•and it was love at first sight because they looked SO GOOD and after you finished drooling over the food, you tasted it and the taste was even better than its appearance like omg where has this restaurant been all my life. and as you ate your food, zeren started to ask you questions like “when did you start to dance?” and “why do you like to dance?” and once you gave your answers, he’d share his own answers before you asked him some questions

•and this went back and forth until both your bowls were empty. you could feel yourself opening up more with each question and the same thing goes for zeren. zeren hasn’t been able to feel this comfortable around someone that he wasn’t close to before. he really enjoyed being in your company and wished he had talked to you sooner afterwards, he walked you to your dorm before going to his own

•during the next couple of days, you and zeren spent more time together in the practice room (and quickly finished the choreo) and inevitably grew closer. as that happened, you started to notice that you’d see him around campus more often. one morning, you walked by his lecture room and saw him standing outside. you asked him why he didn’t go in and he answered that his teacher was late so he just waited outside. this continued every morning though like you’d see him just standing there on his phone or looking through a notebook, and when you walked by he’d always greet you with a smile and ask if you slept well or make some kind of small talk

•and you’d be lying if you said that wasn’t your favorite way to start your mornings

•he gave you coffee once saying that they messed up his order so he got another coffee for free but for some reason the “messed up” coffee was exactly how you liked your coffee so you were like ???

•other times, you’d pass by him on campus and he’d always wave enthusiastically with both hands no matter how far he was from you and honestly that’s just the cutest thing ever. or he would end the conversation with whoever he was talking to and then run over to you and ask where you were going next and he’d walk with you to your next class

•one morning, you walked by zeren’s class and didn’t see him. you thought that he must’ve just overslept, so you continued to your class. but afterwards, you still didn’t see him at the usual spots that he’d be hanging around, so you decided to call him, but he didn’t pick up. when you saw one of his friends walk by, you asked if he’s seen zeren but he said he hasn’t seen him since yesterday afternoon. worried, you decided to head over to his dorm to see if he was there. as you were walking to his dorm, it started to rain. you cursed under your breath as you began to run to the dormitory, but you still ended up getting soaked. upon arriving, you walked down the hallway, unsure which room was his. probably should’ve thought of that before coming but anw. as you continued down the hall, chengcheng came out of one of the rooms and saw you. “HEY, IT’S Y/N! wait, are you okay? you might catch a cold like that”

•”i’m fine! don’t worry. have you seen zeren? i haven’t seen him all morning and he wasn’t picking up my calls so i wanted to check if he was okay”

•”have you checked the library? he was having trouble sleeping last night so he went there”

•”oh, i’ll go there now. thanks” and you turned to leave but then started sneezing continuously. chengcheng took off his hoodie and threw it over your head

•”put that on. you’re already getting sick” and you thanked him again before pulling it over your head and going to the library. chengcheng just watched you leave and sighed. “they obviously like each other but they’re too dumb to realize it”

•when you got to the library, you went all around it but couldn’t find him. as you were leaving, you bumped into zhengting. you asked if he’s seen zeren, and he replied that zeren just woke up and is heading over to his class now. you were relieved to hear that he was okay, but now you were concerned about yourself because you were shivering and constantly sneezing. zhengting offered to take you to the infirmary or get some medicine for you bc he’s an angel but you declined and said that you should head to class now. anyways after all your classes were over, you went over to the practice room to rehearse. zeren came slightly later than the planned time, and you noticed that he wasn’t his usual upbeat self. like he greeted you half-heartedly and there was just a negative aura surrounding him. and you would’ve tried to cheer him up but you honestly had no stamina left like you really should’ve taken some medicine before coming

•and because of your lack of stamina, you began getting frustrated because you were constantly half a beat off. you could tell zeren was feeling frustrated too but he was trying to hold it in. but as soon as you stepped on his foot for the third time that day, he couldn’t control it anymore. “what’s wrong with you? why aren’t you putting any effort into this? is it because it’s not your major so you don’t care?” you would’ve been fine if he had only said the last sentence. but no his first sentences hit you hard, because memories of all the times that your parents said that to you came rushing back. you immediately grabbed your things and rushed out of the practice room, leaving zeren there alone. his frustration dissipated when he saw the upset expression on your face as you left. he let out a sigh as he went to the back of the room and sat down, leaning against the wall. not too long after you left, chengcheng came running in looking for you

•”where’s y/n??”

•“oh...she just left. why?”

•“i have some medicine for her cold. she was running all over the place looking for you even though it was pouring outside”

•and that’s when it hit him. you got sick while you were worrying about him, and yet you were trying your best to practice

•and he even yelled at you. feeling guilty, he grabbed the medicine from chengcheng and ran out of the practice room

•chengcheng just froze there and stared at his hand

•like bro what just happened

•zeren ran out of the performing arts building but then stopped. where could you have gone?? he contemplated calling you but he doubted you’d pick up. then, he remembered about the place you’d always go to when something upset you

•the rooftop

•the boy nearly flew up the stairs at the speed that he was running at. when he opened the door, he found you sitting with your back against the wall, one earbud in your ear, and your eyes closed. he took in a deep breath as he slowly approached you. you were slightly startled when you felt something nudge you, but relaxed when you saw it was zeren. “uh...hey. here’s your medicine”

•“oh, thanks”

•you were quiet as he explained, slowly starting to feel bad for storming out on him after how badly his day was going. you forgave him, saying that you understood why he acted that way after all that he went through before explaining exactly why you were upset by what he said. he listened attentively as you talked about your parents and all the expectations they had for you, and how they always dismissed it when you met those expectations, and how they were never supportive of you. he apologized again before pulling you into a hug, mumbling how he never meant to hurt you like that, or at all for that matter. you were surprised at first, but quickly returned the hug. zeren decided that there was no way that you could practice in this condition, so he took you back to your dorm. he came back not too long after leaving and brought you a bowl of noodle soup. you expected him to leave afterwards because you were more than thankful that he was that thoughtful, but no he invited himself in saying “my mom said that you should never leave a sick person alone so here i am. let’s watch a movie”

•and that’s how your roommate walked in to a sleeping you and zeren wrapped in a blanket and snuggling on the couch with hercules still playing and an empty bowl on the table

•she def took pictures for future references, and you were both embarrassed messes when she woke you up

•a couple days before the festival, you were completely well again and the three groups practiced together. everything went smoothly and you were all satisfied with how it went. on d-day, you were slightly nervous because this was the first time that you would be performing in front of such a hUGE crowd. but everyone in the dance team especially zeren reassured you that you would do great. after watching a couple of the performances, it was finally your group’s turn. the performance went so much better than you expected. like as soon as you stepped onto the stage, your nervousness melted away. the crowd loved the performance too like they were cheering louder than they did for the other ones

•so yeah!! spring fest performance was a big success, and zeren decided to ask you to go to disney to celebrate with him

•and of course you agreed

•and yanchen overheard him inviting you and he was like wow we used to be best buddies how could u leave me out

•unofficial date at disney!

part two

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