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i feel like kim dokja has enough internalized homophobia to be at least a little weirded out by his attraction to yoo joonghyuk + yoo joonghyuks attraction him once he figures out that is indeed what it is. but i also think this is a problem that pales in comparison to the huge fucking complex he has about loving and being loved. so like ultimately it doesn't really matter. like if kim dokja were normal then you could write a whole story about him learning to overcome his fear around his attraction to men and what it means to do so in an apocalyptic world where those social norms are now inherently changed because there isnt really a society anyway. but much like kim dokja continues to wear office friendly clothing despite the fact minosoft is firmly dead there are things from that past you keep doing more out of familiarity than anything else. but because kim dokja is infinitely more afraid of the idea of being in a romantic relationship period due to his ongoing urge to punish himself and his fear of emotional intimacy, by the time theyve worked through that and kim dokja is finally comfortable enough with himself to be in a relationship with yoo joonghyuk hes sitting on the couch cuddling with him like oh fuck, the gay thing. well. whatever. bit late now!
#like i do think if yoo joonghyuk was into kim dokja he would start talking about 'ooc my fav isnt gay :/'#and kim dokja would be like 'why go for a man when you have lee seolwha right there'#but also crucially if kim dokja were a woman she would similarly feel inferior#cause it ultimately comes from a place of hating yourself#rather than of homophobia#in this cause the homophobia is just sprinkled on top#orv#i got distracted half way through writing this and started thinking about homophobia in an apocalyptic setting if you cant tell#but its like. still semi relevant. so...
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so like… controversial opinion but… if you agree there should be more female muses or lesbians… uhh… write them?
#ooc. o kaptain.#[I totally get write what you want. but as a writer for a long long lifetime if you only write your specific niche… you will never grow as a#writer. if you only focus on what you yourself are obsessively interested in… it’s going to repel people from wanting to interact with you.#you literally can’t improve if you don’t move outside your comfort zone in a sane way. and frankly? I’m just off my ass exhausted about#going ‘man I wish I had more female muses to write with’ and getting a bunch of agreement. but no one ever actually writes women. much less#queer ones. and those of us who do just go 🙂 haha that’s nice thank you for being supportive. and it’s never going to change anything. and#that’s exhausting. but at some point? it’s honestly just so disheartening and practically upsetting that I’ve been here since I was 19 and#it has only become more and more voraciously malecentric. in a WILD way that’s completely unselfaware. half this community wouldn’t pass the#bechdel test which isn’t even a real actual thing more than the bare minimum. and frankly? as the writer of mostly female muses? it’s#shitty. it feels a lot like a consolation prize half the time just to be written with and that… sucks. I’m just talking honestly because#this? I hate it. I so hate it. it’s half the reason new interactions feel exhausting. because FINDING them is hard enough.]#negativity /#negativity in tags /
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cobra Kai Johnny literally isn’t even real who is this man. Let me in the writers room you bastardes can’t get it right
#wdym he sat in misery for 30 yrs no he didnt#He was able to talk to his mom abou did and she immediately got divorced and got Johnny therapy#Wdym he’s not a nice young man who enioys reading yes he is#Wdym he isn’t a silly little guy who’s quite polite once he’s able to shake off most of kreese and is just a dapper little gentelman#Yes he is get away from him you don’t get it#“This is ooc” not if ur autistic enough#Wdym him and Daniel didn’t eventually become friends and start dating And live a nice PEACEFUL life together with their 29197482939492#Children they got thru the dojo yea huh#Silver? Cobra Kai reopening? Dude did u hit ur head idk what that means#karate kid#cobra kai#johnny lawrence#daniel larusso#lawrusso#jarmen baby KILL YOURSELF
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My family is still staying in half of the church that wasn’t affected by the bombing because there is nowhere else to stay other than tents. They are limited to one small meal a day and one shower a week. They are sleeping on the floors, but no one can sleep since there is bombing everywhere around them. Even when there is no bombing, they can still hear the loud buzzing sound of the military planes above them, which would keep anyone who hears it awake. Along with everything, My grandma has diabetes and osteoporosis, so she can’t walk. She has to take her insulin medication along with many others; however, she has run out of many of her medications.” Am on my knees requesting for donation. Target $450
this is a scam, confirmed by here and here.
here is the real gofundme. it's almost at the goal.
however, i want to make a statement.
don't let this be a signal that this means all asks like this are scams. no, it's not “fishy” that there are people begging for help in your inbox or on your posts, people are being genocided for already over a year now. it only takes a couple of seconds and thinking power to see if your ask is real or not.
don't want to answer them? fine, whatever. but don't publicly say you think these are scams, keep that to yourself. don't even bother pulling the “woe is me, i'm sorry, i didn't know” tone of crytyping text either. again, families are being killed and losing everything. a majority of the community here are white usamericans who have the privilege of one of the few only things they should worry about is “um but answering this ask will break the immersion of me being a rp account”.
seriously, i'm sick of you all trying to make it about yourselves. “the election happened, it's over for us” this guy has been in office for 4 years already before, you lived. you're fine. you will be fine for another 4 years. trans people have lived 20 years ago, 50, 100 before you. if you need a break, because you can't handle seeing this, then go take a break. nobody is forcing you to stay. this sucks, but you need to live. stop doomscrolling and stop being a doomer.
i understand a majority of people here are minors, and you might not have the money to help, but “how can i still”? just post about it. reblog. spread it around. if you want to help, but don't know where to start, here you go.
vetted fundraiser masterlist. gazafunds and helpgazachildren. palestinian children relief fund. free daily clicks.
#✉️#a corpse is talking. || ooc.#|| don't even want to hear i'm hostile or mean about it. no one listens when you're uwu polite soft bby obviously. ||#|| it's almost my birthday and my birthday wish is everyone to stop mourning and organize together. ||#|| be more active in your community. work together. learn something new. stand up for yourself and others. ||#|| just stop with the negativity talk and then crying about it afterwards. just live. please. ||#|| i have been thinking about making my own blog... we'll see! ||
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whenever i think abt writing Nandor and i get going thru a series of sequences of him behaving like a well-adjusted, caring, adult i have to stop myself, backspace several mental paragraphs and remember that he's basically a semi-captive lion being observed in a nature documentary and he functions on 92% Id
#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nandor#nandor the relentless#neat fanfic trick: if you're nandor is behaving ooc like a normal well adjusted empathetic human being just ask yourself#“what would a lion do in this exact scenario?”#and whatever the absurdity it's probably closer to the truth than not#anyways i have a lot to say abt the amorality of the vampires and how they simply don't function with the same human ethical thought#but that doesnt mean they dont care and love and have social behaviors of their own that shouldnt be judged less than#and will express those emotions in ways that might feel foreign to most humans#...is what i say to myself to keep from crying as i delete 3 pages of nandor talking out his feelings 😭😭😭#(also brief note: when i say he functions on Id its not that he lacks intelligence or the capacity to use it along with his ego/super ego)#(as seen in the s5 finale)#(but rather he's an apex predator so his whole being is funneled into traits for hunting. not other things we think show intelligence)#(in the mordern non hunting/gathering world)#(which is partially why he's so disconnected from the world and struggles to find purpose in an environment that no longer values him)#(truthfully nandor is human but simply the definition of humanity has changed rapidly from what it valued centuries before)#(and leaves nandor lost)#(except for guillermo. his one connection to humanity and what anchors him to the modern world 🥲)#(...looks like i got lost in the tags again...)
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(how many clone ocs do you have? i do like that they’re animal themed)
(I like making OCs!!! Please do not tease me!!!
But really my list says 30, but there is probably more than that!!!
#ooc post#they keep coming and I can not stop them!!!#also two of them have unhatched eggs and I do not know how many there are right now#but thank you#they're not all animal themed but most of them are kjfdkjf#some are plant or mushroom themed!!!#but yes I love making OCs#I have thousands of OCs just for fun#like 20% of them are just me in different outfits#but what is the point if you do not put a bit of yourself into your characters hehe#anyway I am gonna talk about them some more#and see if I can upload to artfight bc the site was down all day for me yesterday and I need to update my characters!!!#I made the mistake of hiding them all so I cannot be attacked!!!
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i'm 100% that person who has a mental list of hcs regarding how all of my muses would or do get along with each other ( especially muses within the same fandom or who have crossovers ) and will always be up for throwing more than one into a thread if the situation demands it or just plotting big interconnected things that don't just involve a back and forth between two characters
#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#also for those who follow me on jack i know exactly how he'd get along with at least 80% of my roster lmao#one day i'll make that extremely niche post on his blog#but threads with multiple muses ? are always a yes#i haven't talked about my proclivity for insane plotting google docs in a while#and my philosophy is always to start small and then build up from there#(it's why i always love being in for plotting for the long haul. s/o to my friends i've been plotting with for literal years)#but getting to build up to the point where we have multiple muses interconnect and it feels like a living breathing /world/#is my favourite thing in the world
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Alastor is both the best and worst person to experience something embarrassing in front of. Because 1. he will always have that knowledge, but its only him who will judge you and make fun of you. And if he really cares for you, he will just keep it between the two of you. I feel like he's def been there for a lot of like Mimzi's moments especially back when they were alive. Those really soft, intimate moments where its not sexual, but there's a level of vulnerability that gets shared. I see it more when he was alive then as a demon. Where he will use that vulnerability to his advantage more often than not. but it'd be cute to see something play where he does take it seriously. Where it is a deep and powerful moment, whether its his own vulnerability showing or someone else's.
#⌜off the air⌟ . // ooc#i really weak for that raw emotional intimacy and he's a hard character to do that with#and i mean embarrassing stuf#the stuff we dont like to share or talk about#you peed your pants in public type of shit#you embarrass yourself so bad you dont wanna show your face but you can show them type of shit#IDK IM RAMBLING
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Merry Christmas if you celebrate it! If you don't, know that it's okay too and you needn't feel guilty for being "the odd egg who doesn't". These are times of relaxation and you should do what you must in order to keep that peace and quietude that is needed in order to gather strength for the upcoming year ♥︎
#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊#I read a psychologist talking about this#and honestly she's right#even if it may not look#like how this festivity is typically done#that's okay#your wellbeing and sanity comes first#even if it takes doing a few extra steps to achieve it#so be kind to yourself#treat yourself to some dinner; get yourself a movie#to watch in the coziness of your home or anything you'd like!#this is your moment to relax
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Big misconception about boundaries: they are for yourself, not other people. You can tell someone that something makes you uncomfortable and hopefully they'll care enough not to do it, but you should never rely on that hope. You set a boundary for yourself. If they do something after you have stated your feelings, then respect your own boundary and disengage.
#ooc : the mortal#so you know#people need to learn to want to communicate instead of relying on assumptions#and when boundaries are concerned if you have any smidge of care for the other person then offer them a space of grace if they get curious#about it and if they show interest in learning#we speak the same language but we don't have the same internal interpretation. that's why we gotta talk shit out#if all parties care then work things out. if someone doesn't care? grieve them. grieve what has been and what could have been...#do your best to move on to better people#own yourself. hold onto your principles values and boundaries. offer grace. people are not a monolith...#obvi if someone makes fun of your boundaries that's just an asshole move#but sometimes your boundary can trigger someone else's boundary. when that happens have the humility to talk further about it#ask about compromises if the other person wishes to disengage. get curious. we honestly have to stop assuming we comprehend the same#because we are all extremely different based on our individual experiences alone. again - we are not a monolith#we each give each other pieces of a puzzle of mutual understanding. we are limited and ever growing#we will be a wip for the rest of our lives. there is no end in sight except death or health issues that can prevent#growth in a certain direction. create a world of compassion with others. lord knows we don't live in one. we gotta make it together#and hopefully leave it for the people that come after us
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fucking love being forced to take accountability and apologize for having emotions in a situation where my aunt is dying because evidently it’s never excusable to get angry when you’re pushed. it’s never fine to get upset when someone literally says to you ‘well we’ve all lost people’ when you mention that you’re losing your second mother.
#ooc. o kaptain.#negativity /#[me: well when someone says something like that what are you supposed to do just take it and move on???? my uncle: yeah that’s what life is.#i mean if you’re in the most toxic fucking situation imaginable yeah that sure is what life is?? ‘I’m isolating everyone’ because#when everyone is telling me what to do and refuses to acknowledge my grief. my brother literally asked ‘so when are you supposed to grieve’#and the answer is??? never you’re never supposed to you’re just supposed to traumatize yourself through an event and then wonder why the#grief is suffocating. except because you didn’t… process or talk about any of it? the fact that the concept of family to some extent is#like… share your accomplishments act like you like each other and then go home and live totally separate lives that don’t intersect until#the next holiday or tragedy. and i have been doing this by. my. self. but nah man no ones allowed to have a breaking point.#like you guys wonder why our aunt suddenly died and we all turned around and went OH MY GOSH???? it’s because idk no one encourages healthy#communication in this family. you hold in all your suffering until you fucking die and then everyone acts like it’s a devastating tragedy.]#death /
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As much as I love Monty as a character, bro would definitely give me the finger and tell me to "fuq off" if I tried fraternizing with him.
Big gator man needs TRUST and RESPECT and someone to worship his massive ego. He'd love someone who would never back down and not be a big ol' sissy 100% of the time.
He really means it when he says "Let's Rock." 😎🐊
BROOOO MONTY WOULD HATE ME SO HARD
I daydream about him a lot and most of them end in him hating me bc there are almost no reasons why he would like me OTL
#Clownie honks#asks#//I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE HIM OOC IN MY DAYDREAMS SHIT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#//Usually he just likes someone to talk at and I dislike talking 😎#//If you daydream do you make yourself in them react in scenarios how you ACTUALLY would. how you WANT to. or whatever forwards the plot
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I assure you, I can handle you. My twin brother and best friend are two of the most discriminated against species in my entire universe, and I've had to practice with them. No charge, but a few diamonds would be nice. Would be a great flex.
Now, you never answered my question. Who are you, Quackity?
{ @dr-skizzleman }
[ his good eye twitches. ]
. . it's less about "handling" me, more about��
okay. okay! okay, fine, i'll play my hand. toss in a few diamonds for your benefit. besides, you already seem to have a sense of who i am, considering you know my name and how to contact me, but.
as i said before, i'm the president of las nevadas. an entertainment hub of sorts. the main feature is obviously the casino, but there's plenty of other options for tourists— aside from mindlessly spending their money on machines, see, and—
#quackitychirps#avian event#ask blog#ooc: the. thhhhe way he's talking about his nation . bro ur seeing LN as an extension of yourself STOPPPP#skizzleman anon
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Wow! That's really cool actually. Thanks for telling me!
#ask post v3#mod speaks#Everyone you should totally translate to learn this cool fact for yourself!#Also sorry on the lack of updates Mod is so insanely busy#But I am totally willing to talk OOC :)
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Sad to see how fast people turned away from "cringe culture is dead" and turned to "anything not canon compliant is bad and annoying"
Character regression
#thylacines can talk#'Oh I hope I'm not like these other annoying people in the fandom' do you not hear yourself? do you not realise how miserable you sound?#it's genuienly sad to see people being afraid of being seen as annoying when they're having fun#fandom clitches exist because people enjoy them. why would you avoid them if you find them fun? just to appease strangers in the internet?#why deny yourself simple joys in life? we only have one after all#i participate in fandoms and media because its a fun hobby for me. not to get a fucking english class#do you enjoy it? does it harm anyone? if the answer is yes and no in that order THEN GO FUCKING HOGWILD#Who cares about what strangers on the internet think?! have fun!!!#who cares if it's cliche or ooc or bad writing?!#and by all means be a little hater about fanon and things that annoy you. rant to your friends. its good for your soul. i do it too#just dont be pretentious and mean about it. your way of enjoying content is not any more 'right' than anybody else's
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I was reading our thread with jamie and anora agreeing to marry in the outlander verse yesterday and did I cry a little? maybe
nooooo skells now i'm thinking about it what have you done
#mercysought#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#skells woke up this week and chose violence#that is actually one of my favourite ever threads we've written together#and we're sTILL writing it dfkjgdfg#can i talk for a minute about how i didn't really know how shipping jamie with someone who wasn't claire would work#but then u and anora came along and it became my favourite thing in the world for him and his character :')
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