#【 OOC 】 » talking to yourself .

[tls12lessthan3]

i feel like kim dokja has enough internalized homophobia to be at least a little weirded out by his attraction to yoo joonghyuk + yoo joonghyuks attraction him once he figures out that is indeed what it is. but i also think this is a problem that pales in comparison to the huge fucking complex he has about loving and being loved. so like ultimately it doesn't really matter. like if kim dokja were normal then you could write a whole story about him learning to overcome his fear around his attraction to men and what it means to do so in an apocalyptic world where those social norms are now inherently changed because there isnt really a society anyway. but much like kim dokja continues to wear office friendly clothing despite the fact minosoft is firmly dead there are things from that past you keep doing more out of familiarity than anything else. but because kim dokja is infinitely more afraid of the idea of being in a romantic relationship period due to his ongoing urge to punish himself and his fear of emotional intimacy, by the time theyve worked through that and kim dokja is finally comfortable enough with himself to be in a relationship with yoo joonghyuk hes sitting on the couch cuddling with him like oh fuck, the gay thing. well. whatever. bit late now!

[enidonline]

cobra Kai Johnny literally isn’t even real who is this man. Let me in the writers room you bastardes can’t get it right

[godblooded]

fucking love being forced to take accountability and apologize for having emotions in a situation where my aunt is dying because evidently it’s never excusable to get angry when you’re pushed. it’s never fine to get upset when someone literally says to you ‘well we’ve all lost people’ when you mention that you’re losing your second mother.

[tossdoll]

My family is still staying in half of the church that wasn’t affected by the bombing because there is nowhere else to stay other than tents. They are limited to one small meal a day and one shower a week. They are sleeping on the floors, but no one can sleep since there is bombing everywhere around them. Even when there is no bombing, they can still hear the loud buzzing sound of the military planes above them, which would keep anyone who hears it awake. Along with everything, My grandma has diabetes and osteoporosis, so she can’t walk. She has to take her insulin medication along with many others; however, she has run out of many of her medications.” Am on my knees requesting for donation. Target $450

this is a scam, confirmed by here and here. 

here is the real gofundme. it's almost at the goal.

however, i want to make a statement.

don't let this be a signal that this means all asks like this are scams. no, it's not “fishy” that there are people begging for help in your inbox or on your posts, people are being genocided for already over a year now. it only takes a couple of seconds and thinking power to see if your ask is real or not.

don't want to answer them? fine, whatever. but don't publicly say you think these are scams, keep that to yourself. don't even bother pulling the “woe is me, i'm sorry, i didn't know” tone of crytyping text either. again, families are being killed and losing everything. a majority of the community here are white usamericans who have the privilege of one of the few only things they should worry about is “um but answering this ask will break the immersion of me being a rp account”.

seriously, i'm sick of you all trying to make it about yourselves. “the election happened, it's over for us” this guy has been in office for 4 years already before, you lived. you're fine. you will be fine for another 4 years. trans people have lived 20 years ago, 50, 100 before you. if you need a break, because you can't handle seeing this, then go take a break. nobody is forcing you to stay. this sucks, but you need to live. stop doomscrolling and stop being a doomer.

i understand a majority of people here are minors, and you might not have the money to help, but “how can i still”? just post about it. reblog. spread it around. if you want to help, but don't know where to start, here you go.

vetted fundraiser masterlist. gazafunds and helpgazachildren. palestinian children relief fund. free daily clicks.

[bottombaron]

whenever i think abt writing Nandor and i get going thru a series of sequences of him behaving like a well-adjusted, caring, adult i have to stop myself, backspace several mental paragraphs and remember that he's basically a semi-captive lion being observed in a nature documentary and he functions on 92% Id

[ask-the-totally-real-peppino]

(how many clone ocs do you have? i do like that they’re animal themed)

(I like making OCs!!! Please do not tease me!!!

But really my list says 30, but there is probably more than that!!!

[immobiliter]

i'm 100% that person who has a mental list of hcs regarding how all of my muses would or do get along with each other ( especially muses within the same fandom or who have crossovers ) and will always be up for throwing more than one into a thread if the situation demands it or just plotting big interconnected things that don't just involve a back and forth between two characters

[hellsbroadcaster]

Alastor is both the best and worst person to experience something embarrassing in front of. Because 1. he will always have that knowledge, but its only him who will judge you and make fun of you. And if he really cares for you, he will just keep it between the two of you. I feel like he's def been there for a lot of like Mimzi's moments especially back when they were alive. Those really soft, intimate moments where its not sexual, but there's a level of vulnerability that gets shared. I see it more when he was alive then as a demon. Where he will use that vulnerability to his advantage more often than not. but it'd be cute to see something play where he does take it seriously. Where it is a deep and powerful moment, whether its his own vulnerability showing or someone else's.

[balloonboyismyson]

As much as I love Monty as a character, bro would definitely give me the finger and tell me to "fuq off" if I tried fraternizing with him.

Big gator man needs TRUST and RESPECT and someone to worship his massive ego. He'd love someone who would never back down and not be a big ol' sissy 100% of the time.

He really means it when he says "Let's Rock." 😎🐊

BROOOO MONTY WOULD HATE ME SO HARD

I daydream about him a lot and most of them end in him hating me bc there are almost no reasons why he would like me OTL

[ask-post-v3]

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Wow! That's really cool actually. Thanks for telling me!

[tasmanianstripes]

Sad to see how fast people turned away from "cringe culture is dead" and turned to "anything not canon compliant is bad and annoying"

Character regression

[collaboratiiveanarchy]

Okay ummmm let's talk about more Spinner w/ those quirks and his feelings and stuff idk I have feelings

The fact that he has zero control over these quirks, at least right now, and even if he did, USING them puts him at risk of going *brain dead* again. And he even repeats that he told himself he wouldn't think too much because it was painful.

He absolutely maybe thinks he would've been better off turning into a Nomu, more HELPFUL. He blames himself obviously, he said he knew if he'd just taken one more step forward/reached out and made a better choice, he could've saved Tomura.

He's riddled with anger and guilt/ survivor's guilt. He's stressed, he's got a lot of big feelings. He doesn't sleep well, he doesn't eat too much either (he doesn't have an appetite). He absolutely has episodes where he lashes out l, grows, gets monstrous and scared when he can't stop it because he just gets more worked up with his stress.

I just-

[immobiliter]

I was reading our thread with jamie and anora agreeing to marry in the outlander verse yesterday and did I cry a little? maybe

nooooo skells now i'm thinking about it what have you done

[fadewalking]

this post is about spiders

I'm scared of spiders just as much as the next guy. I do however, own several of them as pets at this point (hands off, display pets only as my fear keeps me from ever wanting to actually touch one), including a black widow and as of today, a brown recluse. And i know that they're the United States boogey monsters of spiders, but the lack of knowledge around them from the general population is staggering, and im getting kind of tired of it. Every single person in my life has reacted with anger and horror at my perceived stupidity from "Keeping an animal that can and will kill you if given the chance". And very few people are even willing to believe me when I tell them the truth.

Like the fact is that it just isn't true that either spider can kill me. Unless im allergic to them, which would be like winning the lottery (of pain and death), then I as a healthy adult cannot be killed, not even close. I'm not saying they're puppies or anything, they do have a medically significant bite, or more accurately- they can have a medically significant bite. But they can also choose how much venom to deliver in a bite, and they do not want to waste it for something that isn't prey.

Both of these spiders are also incredibly shy, and you have to be actively squishing them to death for them to want to bite at all. If i was bitten by either of these spiders, i would spend an afternoon at the ER, and then go home and for the next few weeks/months (depending on venom amount), i'll be in a good deal of pain while i recover. Is it a walk in the park? absolutely not. But these spiders just.. aren't life threatening. I also don't plan on touching them at all let alone harassing them aggressively enough to get any kind of bite.

[lususnatura]

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a song that i associate with my muse meme!

AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3

hozier - who we are.

icehouse - crazy.

depeche mode - personal jesus.

[revvnant]

stewing over how mike wants william to hug him so bad but never asks because why would you, as a man, hug another man ( yes even your family ) and also because he keeps a tally of every time william said no and holds it against him and has made it such a huge thing in his own mind that if william did hug him he'd flinch and what i'm really getting at here is that michael can get to a point where he's so entrenched in a build up of small slights between big fights that he shoots himself in the foot and denies himself comfort, creating a cycle where he constantly craves william's affection but also refuses it every time it is offered, which makes william upset, which makes him offer it less, which convinces mike that his father doesn't love him, which makes him withdraw and refuse affection, which