#❤️[Out of Body]
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shes my collar (i’m the one that put it there)
#firefly wedding#hotaru no yomeiri#(sweats) yeah#my art#doodle#doodles#yeah. i drew this with my dick. In the most ace way possible.#vol 4 cover art put something in the air i fear!!#why does mitsueda ask if hes been tamed and kotaro says hes obedient. why.#he wasnt even tamed he just does it himself.#lol satoko im in love w u so u own me body and soul now ❤️#(satoko doesnt know the extent of it)#yk the ….i think 17 extra…#where he has this look on his face when he says even if i die ill protect you#UNHINGED#yeah i tried to. uh. ref that expression. LOL#but um its kinda hard in the opposite angle LOL#sorry that line is so unhinged. esp because 18.#hes passed out and yet.#ok!!!!!!!!!normal!!!!!!!normal!!!!!!!!!
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Speaking of Switzerland. You Should Look At Him Now.
#Oh my darling Basch Zwingli no body out here does it like you I love you ❤️🤍❤️🇨����🇨🇭🇨🇭🇨🇭🇨🇭#hetaari speaks#hetalia#aph switzerland
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“You’re going to blow out your arms,” the villain observed. They watched as the hero merely grit their teeth, shoving themself through another pull-up. It looked painful, and if the sweat slicking the hero’s brow was any indication, it was.
They waited for the hero to let themself drop from the bar and accept the villain was stronger. But they didn’t.
Three more pull-ups, and the villain stepped in.
“Hero,” they said slowly. “You’re about to tear the ligaments in your arms. You need to stop.”
The hero blew out a shuddering breath. Struggled for purchase, fighting gravity—and let themself drop.
The hero’s hands were bleeding, calluses torn open by the bar. The hero didn’t seem bothered when their own hands shook so much that their blood began to splatter on the gym floor.
For a moment, the villain could only stare at them.
Shit.
They didn’t know how to handle this. They knew the hero was dedicated. They knew the hero was strong, and perpetually trying to be stronger, but they hadn’t thought…
They hadn’t thought the hero would be so willing to tear apart their own body for success.
It was supposed to be fun, the villain thought. They felt a little sick as the hero pressed their palms together to soothe the bleeding, an action that was practiced and familiar. As if they had done this before.
The hero reached for something in their bag, smearing blood on the side, and pulled out a roll of blue electrical tape. The villain didn’t understand why, until the hero tore a strip off and made to wrap their hands with it.
The hero would be the death of them.
They crouched in front of the hero, plucking the electrical tape out of their hands.
“What are you doing with this?”
The hero blinked at the villain like they were the strange one in this situation.
“Wrapping my hands?”
The villain hissed in a breath.
“With electrical tape?”
The hero flushed slightly, looking down at their bloody hands. They looked close to tears.
“It…sticks to skin, really well. And it doesn’t move, either, when you move your hands or wherever else, even if you’re fighting. Plus, blood doesn’t make it come off, at least, not for a while.”
The villain blinked at them.”
“Blood doesn’t make it come off,” the villain repeated, processing. The hero nodded, reaching for the electrical tape. The villain settled it out of reach.
“Not if you wrap it right.”
Dimly, the villain realized that meant the hero had done this enough times to have it down to a science.
“And you couldn’t use a bandaid?” The villain asked incredulously. The hero shrugged a shoulder, then winced at the motion.
Yeah, the hero had absolutely blown out their arms.
“Bandaids move—“
The villain hushed them.
“Be quiet for a second.”
The hero, wisely, went quiet.
The villain rubbed a hand over their face, then studied the hero for a moment. They took one of the hero’s hands into their own, studying the damage.
“Why did you do this to yourself,” the villain murmured.
“What do you mean, why,” the hero snapped. “It’s my job.”
“Your job is to save people,” the villain corrected. “Not destroy yourself.”
“I’m not destroying myself—“
“You are.”
“Shut up—“
“Hero.”
“I need to be better,” the hero snapped. Their voice rang out across the gym, echoing into the rafters, and they both froze. After a moment, the hero spoke again, voice soft. “I need to be better.”
They said it like they needed the villain to understand. The villain wondered who they were really saying it to—the villain, or themself.
“Better than who?”
“Everyone.” It was hushed, like a secret.
The villain watched them, waiting.
The hero took a shaky breath
“My whole thing is being the best. I have always been the best. That’s the only reason I matter. If I’m not strong enough, then I am nothing, so I need. to be. better.”
The hero had started crying, very quietly, like they were afraid to take up too much space.
The villain was not equipped to handle gifted kid burnout.
“There’s more to you than just being a good athlete,” the villain said hesitantly, and the hero shook their head.
“No. There isn’t.”
“Hero.”
“Can you give me back my electrical tape?” They hiccuped to contain a sob.
“No,” the villain said firmly, and then the hero really was sobbing.
“You don’t understand—“
The villain didn’t. Not really. They had never been the kind of talented that the hero was.
They wondered now if maybe that was a blessing.
“I don’t,” the villain agreed. “But I do understand that you’ve saved half the city, and you give everything you have to give, and you always do your best.”
“But I-“
“No.” The villain stopped them. “You are doing your best.” They tipped the hero’s chin up until they met the villain’s eyes. “And it is enough.”
The hero froze, eyes darting over the villain’s face. They wondered if anyone had ever said that to the hero, if whatever mentor they had was giving them anything other than orders to be stronger. Be better. Be more.
The villain had some new targets to take care of, it would seem.
For now, though, they had to take care of hero.
“We’re going to go wrap your hands,” they said softly. “And then we’re going to take care of your arms, and you’re going to take a nap.”
The hero nodded, watching them like they were some kind of good, selfless person.
“And if I ever catch you using electrical tape again, so help me, I will put you six feet under.”
That startled a laugh out of the hero, and they let the villain guide them to their feet.
“Fine.”
The villain turned to them. “Okay?”
Are you going to be alright?
The hero seemed to understand.
“Okay,” the hero agreed.
Yes.
And so, it was.
#writing#writing community#snippet#angst#heroes and villains#ficlet#writblr#hero/villain#hero whumpee#exhaustion#overworked#villain caretaker#whump#kind of#in case you’re wondering. yes you CAN do this to yourself. it’s completely possible#essentially what happens is if you do a motion (a pull-up) more than your body is capable#it gets mad. this is different from training till failure. this is to failure and then beyond#so while you started using the correct muscle groups you those muscles get tired and despite the tired you don’t stop#so then your body switches to muscles it SHOULDNT BE USINF and then you fuck up your elbows (in the case of pull-ups)#and then you can’t straighten your arms for a week bc the ligaments and tendons and all the little movement parts want to keep it curled in#I’m not a doctor#I’m just a gifted kid who was an athlete who got burnt out and destroyed her body lmao#this is possibly maybe based on true events that occurred#anyways. I’m not a doctor but you can use electrical tape on wounds. yes it sticks. yes it stays. it’s honestly very useful.#electrical tape > bandaids#do not do anything listed here it is BAD. do not blow out your muscles it hurts. properly clean ur injuries. I beg you.#don’t get injured at all#thank you to my friend who went “pull-up’ competition and then watched me create this angst#love u besties. drink water. go to sleep. summon demons. ❤️ self care
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Gods favorite little idiot
(This is a bad thing)
#cw body horror#cw disturbing imagery#cw eye horror#cw eyestrain#pretty sure I got everything covered not really sure if this counts as any of those things but just in case#ottto#placeholder until I name the god#someone said it looked like hair BUT ITS SUPPOSED TO BE A FABRIC GOD IS BALD??? I haven’t worked that out yet#this was wild to draw lmao because when I drew Otto the color palette is so lack luster so when I zoomed out I almost freaked myself outLAM#I had so much fun designing this guy 💥#anyway lore drop for Otto ❤️#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#my oc art#2024 art#snow leopard#sfw furry#furry anthro#furry art#yog azaroth
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Doodles based on the one intro scene and the reveal.
#i need to draw out his whole body soon#🎨 chy creations 🎨#self insert#self ship#❤️ wasteland romance ❤️
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This got long and annoying so its under a cut now
The way in the fight w the museum director insul gets the same big injuries he has given trianon (so far), aand particularly the ones that T thinks back on often as specific sources of fear/humiliation/control (pepper sprayed in the eyes; kicked in the balls; choked with smth small and thin ((wire / car window)))….. im too tired to formulate a proper Thought abt this but the fact this all happens right in front of tjat one painting of dante & virgil in hell + insul and the director are in the exact same pose right as insul is about to die* is obviously so meant to evoke the idea of contrappasso….. at this stage trianon isnt “””strong””” enough (doesnt understand Insul enough and most importantly doesnt fully inhabit himself and his own strengths) to be able to pay back Insul’s violence (as he does later, though not in such a literal way anymore) so tje director will do for now🥰 bc they both need to descend into hell they both need to be subject to physical and psychological violence in order to strip down layers……. so its cool how the director serves that purpose for this phase 1 both in story for insul himself (who eats shit in this fight) and also as a sort of alert for the reader like make no mistake they are BOTH gonna get put thru the ringer. even the top has to wade through cocytus! or smth
#i wrote and erased so many asides and digressions bc they were nit relevant but#and obviously im not trying to imply this is a story about giving back what you got just as bad in order for Badass Self Improvement or#whatever to be achieved#like the n1 innovation of SW in so much Twink Chained To Radiator and Tortured literature#is that the resolution is not ‘he chains tje kidnapper back😈 he seemed so uke and frail bjt hes the strong one now!’#NOR ‘he learned to be happy chained to the radiator (or toilet ig) bc thats what he wanted deep down all along#and just needed a tough strong man to give it to him❤️’#but rather it creates this beautiful and perfectly calibrated solution where#the suffering that one party inflicts on the other becomes fundamental to the existence & identity of said party#and vice versa. ‘if i lost you i would lose part of what happened to me / insul reached back answering the same’#like by the ending insul does still absolutely have physical power over Trianon and he beats his ass black and blue regularly lol#but also Trianon has this gorilla grip on insul’s soul and sense of self and self worth; a sense that was kind of nonexistent or#dormant or repressed in Insul before and hed managed to be a ‘strong’ person without it bc thats the kind of thing you can live without in#Society if youre a strong able bodied masculine man. but trianon teases out the messed up abused little boy underneath and its like#NOT at all a beauty and the beast hes vulnerable around me ❤️ fantasy its actually kind of horrific.#like trianon does very much do some psychological torture yandere shit to insul …….. and by the end he COULD kill him and walk away but#he CHOOSES to do that……..#and ofc this is all deeply weilian not as in lines up perfectly with what she says necessarily but is very much in discourse with her ideas#anyway I’ve typed so fucking much and for what….. -_-‘’ sorry#serious weakness
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big fan of how delusional the saw fandom is
#party post#saw#chainshipping#okay ❤️ yay ❤️#like yeah adam is clearly still alive#the reason lawrence looks so guilty is obviously just because he swapped out the bodies without telling john#duh#sure bbg
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wait oh my god the chilchuck professional disordered eating is canon, I thought people were just committing like. micro aggressions against half foots.
#tw ed mention#That’s fascinating though#He’s very skinny but I sorta thought that’s just how half foot bodies looked 😭#No turns out bc he’s taller than most half-foots in order to maintain his job he had to actually starve himself#Ok. I feel like literally all of chilchucks baggage can be tied back to him being a half-foot. Besides the divorce stuff#That’s just bc him and Dulcie share the “I will keep all my emotions locked away until I die I love repression ❤️” gene#Tho it’s also canon that he gained weight bc of Senshi feeding him all the time#In my beautiful reality they are living together
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I'm reading poetry at 1 am and spiraling over like 45 emotions at once, which is how poetry was meant to be enjoyed, I think
#hella off topic in tags again lol#current list of favorites:#The Kiss by Stephen Dunn#Connubial by Stephen Dunn#Rain by Raymond Carver#the lesson of the moth by Don Marquis#May to December by Megan Fernandes (I need to buy her book at some point)#The Woman Who Turned Down a Date with a Cherry Farmer by Aimee Nezhukumatathil#and I Like My Body When It Is With Your by E.E. Cummings.#I do not CAREEEEEEEEE if any of this is low-brow poetry. I do not know what high-brow high-quality poetry even is and I'm fine with that.#all I care about is if it makes me feel things and if I personally like it ❤️. I do this for fun and not to rip it apart because it's 'bad'#i've spent too much time around pretentious literary people and that shit seems exhausting! ngl!!!#I have no interest in it. even if what I love is garbage then at least I love it#and I am not just pretending to love it because it makes me look smarter or whatever.#it's one thing if you're autopsying poems out of love for literary analysis and criticism or for a degree#but nothing gets me more than people who ruin others' enjoyment of simple things just to feel above them.#like oh? you like better poetry than me? you care more about feeling smart than enjoying things? should we throw a party? should I call CNN#sorry 😭 this got so salty but pretentious people really tick me off. I've met far too many of them#and I am PERFECTLY HAPPY with my trash interests! I am a raccoon! I love trashy things! thank you very much!#ok i'm going to sleep now though because in true 1 am fashion I am not staying on topic lol.#I tryyyyy to keep complaining/negativity to a minimum here but whatever. I am allowed to have this lol#I like my maybe-bad-poetry-but-i-wouldn't-know. I like bad 90s music. I like campy-ass batshit 2009 FFN fics. I like taco bell. amen.
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top 10 sentai blacks yes its important that Junichi Haruta is here twice
#sentai#top 10 out of 16 lmao sorry @ the fellas left out#(i know for certain what my top 3 seasons are but i wanna work out the top 5)#(and these top 10s are helping me visualise. helping me decide. helping me make hard decisions)#(also i like making lists fight me with rocks about it)#LIST TIME#NUMBER 10 jou boonboomger he has captured my very heart and soul. what a lil guy (will probably end up higher once the show is over)#NUMBER 9 kaguragi kingohger he's so slimey. complete bastard. absolute snake in the grass 🥰🥰🥰🥰#NUMBER 8 masumi boukenger brat <3 <3 <3 would you like to see him kiss go on gold? you can see him kiss go on gold if you wanna#NUMBER 7 ryu dynaman the best kind of ninja is a body dupe ninja 😌#NUMBER 6 gunpei go onger i am spraying him with a hose (the g in g6 stands for gunpei)#NUMBER 5 misao zyuohger used to bully my friend with pictures of sulky misao. shes a girl now. with mine and gunpeis help you too ca#NUMBER 4 jiraiyaaaaaaaaa kakuranger cowboy. you get it. you understand.#NUMBER 3 kuroda goggle v normal about him i promise#NUMBER 2 hayate changeman pretty privilege i forgive him for everything he's ever done in fact i would pay to see him do it again#(if you watch metalder you can in fact see him do it again all be it a little less kickable and a whole lot more useless ❤️❤️❤️)#NUMBER 1 HYUUGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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I miss being a single father of my hooligans with chainsaws 🚬
#take me back... i know i was going crazy at the end and my body was violently revolting#but I forgor ❤️ I'm ready to be hurt again ❤️#wait actually let me figure out what to do about my new and annoying symptoms of post traumatic stress#that i apparently now have as a result of that experience. and Then take me back#beckett.txt#field journal
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the idea of summer got so much more freeing when i realized i can wear whatever i want. like i can be trans and wear a v-cut flower print bikini. i can be trans and wear board shorts and a t shirt. i can be naturally hairy, or i can trim, or i can shave it all off. literally it doesn't matter. do whatever you want forever. happy summer everybody
#me making two personal posts two days in a row? unheard of#nonbinary#trans#transgender#trans tag#queer stuff#theo.txt#this post brought to you by i just bought a bikini and didn't feel dysphoric or bad because i realized this past year my body is my body and#has no bearing on the validity or veracity of my identity.#sorry to bring out the big words but you know i mean#so i can wear that cute 'womens' swimsuit and still want to be called he/him sometimes. maybe even while in the suit#i love having weird gender. great experience would recommend ❤️
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Happy Mad Rat Monday!!!❤️🐀🎩‼️‼️
This week i drew the official pin designs for good luck in actually trying to buy them🎉🎉 (and because I've always wanted to redraw them anyway haha)
#my art#mad rat dead#cw eyes#cw body horror#mad rat mrd#heart mrd#rat god mrd#idk if i can tag all the characters JSHJSH#ALSO I THINK THEY WORKED I THINK I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PURCHASE THEM IM SO HAPPY#Wish me luck in the shipping process so that they get home safe and sound❤️#please they were 130 dollars❤️#monday ratposting#also wish for a 3rd restock because they sold out SO fast and theres a lot of fellow mrd fans that didnt manage to get a set#i hope nis makes more mrd stuff after this bc if a couple of pins selling out in less than 3 hrs isnt a sign that ppl want more mrd#then idk what is LMAO
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Angst Drabble
(Read at your own risk: major character death, blood, gore, hurt no comfort)
read on AO3
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Katsuki wheezes, the cold winter air burning his lungs while he sprints as fast as his fractured knee will allow.
What’s waiting for him on the other side of the tall, vacant office building is no doubt worse than the pain he’s feeling now.
Dunce face had been snatched from right under his nose during their battle, literally.
One second he’s trying to clean the idiot’s slashed abdomen while they take a short pause in an alleyway during a siege, the next some bat-looking humanoid extra swoops down and yanks his flailing body into the air.
He watched, quirk refusing to work from how dry the air and how exhausted his body was, as the figure carrying his friend as he flailed in the talons climbed higher and higher into the sky.
What the fuck even is that thing. It’s not what they’d been looking for, nothing about Dracula wannabes on the comms.
Nothing that could prepare Katsuki for his failure to protect his friend. Nothing to blame on anyone.
But his wrath did nothing to stop those talons from retracting, from flesh to be ripped from his friend’s sides, and for him to plummet from the sky.
Denki’s sharp yell abruptly stopped after only a few seconds.
A small pop tells Katsuki if he could use his quirk it would be going ballistic. His hands feel like they could split in half, and even the smallest explosion is agonizing.
He skids around the corner of the building, nearly tripping over his feet as his body tilts at some impossible angle.
And when he sees his friend, crumpled into the ground, he does fall.
The last few yards he runs half on his feet and half falling over his hands.
His friend’s yellow hair is completely stained brown, and the red of the blood seeps down onto his dirt-speckled forehead.
His legs are pulverized, telling Katsuki he was unlucky enough to have landed feet first.
Denki’s eyes are glassy, practically vibrating in his head as he tries to look over at Katsuki.
He moved toward him, trying to make it easier.
The guy’s hand is shaking as he tries to move it, first down to his hip, then when he feels the bone clearly sticking out, he lets it fall back to the pavement.
There are bits of flesh and blood around a six-foot radius from them, and Katsuki doesn’t know how his back must look, but he’s surprised he can move at all.
Katsuki leans down, laying a hand on Denki’s chest.
“Hey, you’re going to be okay.”
The panic button has been pressed on Katsuki’s suit, and Denki’s was as soon as his vitals were fucked up on impact he’s sure.
An ambulance will be coming soon.
But they both know that’s not what he means.
“I… can’t see.” Denki rasps, small specs of blood spraying onto his chin as he speaks.
“Just listen to my voice, it’s going to be over soon, Denki. You did so good.”
Katsuki wills his voice to calm, to stop wavering. He wants the last thing his friend hears to be as strong and capable as he was.
It’s what he deserves, damnit. After you failed.
“I know, Kat. I’m… it’s coming I c-can feel it.” He sighs, blood dripping from his nose down his cheeks.
Katsuki rips his glove off and brings his hand up to brush a pink tear away from his fluttering yellow eyes.
Denki hums, the straining muscles in his neck relaxing slightly.
“Kat, I don’t want… ev’ryone t’ worry. So-“ his lungs rattle deep in his chest, “I die on ‘mpact.” Chest heaving, every word looks like it feels like hitting the ground again, “‘Kay?”
Katsuki blinks heavily, willing himself to keep his focus on Denki but the weight of the situation is pulling him somewhere deep in himself.
“Yeah.” He rasps, looking into Denki’s sightless eyes one last time as his friend smiles and lets them close, calmed by his answer.
“You were gone when I got here, Denks.”
Denki sighs again, nuzzling into the ground as if it were the soft bed of grass on the hill outside Heights Alliance that their friends would so often catch him sleeping on in the spring.
Like it’s Eijirou’s bed on game nights when he was too lazy to go back to his own.
Like it’s the last time he’ll ever sleep.
“Didn’t feel a thing.” His words barely a whisper on his last exhale, but Katsuki hears them clear as day.
And when the ambulance gets there, and Hanta and Mina fall to the ground in hysterics, Katsuki will tell them that it’s okay.
Denki died on impact. He didn’t feel a thing.
#angst#major character death#Drabble#whump#denki kaminari#bakugo katsuki#bakusquad#bnha#MHA#llyn writes shit#blood#gore#body horror#hurt no comfort#wrote this on my work break. couldn’t get the idea out of my head#enjoy you masochists ❤️#tw death#tw blood#not beta read#not even proofread#hopefully I get to it later lol
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Concept (based on my own experience):
They don't try to talk you out of T, but they tell you they find it easier to suck your dick when the area is shaved, and you accidentally miss your scheduled shot because shaving takes so long (getting distracted by dysphoria, fingering yourself, humping the showerhead etc) and you just forgot to check the time...
ohh that's so sneaky! i don't take mine as shots but it certainly wouldn't be hard to distract me from my schedule anyway until it's just easier for me to skip a day instead of taking T way too late ❤️ finding activities that cause schedule conflicts, that being shaving at least once a week because i feel so good when my pussy is smooth and it's easier to shave it regularly too, and them helping me out to "make it faster and easier", but somehow it always ends with their fingers deep in me fucking me to who knows how manieth orgasm, my T sitting forgotten on my shelf yet again ❤️
#asks#idk if your experience was consensual from this but in any case i hope it worked out alright in the end ❤️#fucking with hormones can be hard for your body after all#fakeboy#ftm girl#ftm misgendering#misgender me#misgendering blog#misgenderingkink
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Me: "Wow what a perfectly normal art posting of characters hanging out in a platonic manner. I love it! It's so cute. I'm going to reblog–"
The caption: They are the siblings. The. Siblings. The sibs. The siblings. The siblings of ALL TIME. The most absolute siblings of all time.
[Insert ben affleck smoking gif here] "...You do you but. Never mind."
#certain relationships being defined in sibling terms or terms like parent/child? this too can be a notp if you don't like it#idgaf how much I loved that post before if the body of the post which everyone can see no matter how much it's reblogged siblings tags#characters I dislike seeing as siblings that way well then I will not be putting it on my blog#no different from someone who won't reblog overt ship art from a ship they dislike on their blog#However yes I admit seeing characters who aren't canonically adopted or blood related siblings constantly tagged and captioned#as THE SIBLINGS THE SIBLINGS just annoys me for some reason#while seeing a post that turns out to be ship because it's captioned 'the boyfriends❤️' doesn't put me off at all#Maybe I'm just annoyed by the sibling-ification of strong platonic bonds in media for characters people don't ship and how heavy handed it#is and that the 'SIBLINGS of all time' shtick is (rather than being simply just showing you like these sibling characters/like them as#siblings) often comes off as op staring into your soul emphasizing the word 'siblings' as a threat for anyone who doesn't dare see them as#'the siblings they are' or whatever#hope I'm making sense#who knows
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