ughhh god me and the innate attraction to fill out a random ass ship chart every 6 months. i did this before but it wasn't detailed enough so i hated this. i THINK this is detailed enough i don't know i actually doubt it. i saw something doing this chart for bsp and then i wanted to do it for mtt poly vut then i literally forgot who did it originally 😭😭😭
doing the bottom left section was cracking me up because killer is such an enigma. "be nice!" and then "but also treat me like shit!" what a goddamn freak bro he needs get shipped off to therapy. and then its something nice and fluffy like physical affection and then it immediately 180s to emotional vulnerability. like hello pick a side you fucking freak. and for the slidey bar ones notice how killer is almost ALWAYS on one of the ends??? he has to be one of the extremes or else he dies it seems.
the closeness over time chart 😭😭 they doNOT get along. i was gonna put another dip near the end but i was like "ehhhh they have more than enough issues the people will get it". also for the bugs one i think dust would love bugs. hes very used to them and even made friends with some. but horror would HATE THEM. all the bugs died out in horrortales famine so he hasn't seem em in a couple years. so when he does its a whole ass jumpscare
GODDD i love qpr horrordust. theyre soooo qpr coded my queerplatonic freaks. bitches. i like how on the love languages chart each of the mtt satisfies one of the others. none of them would get gifts theyre too fucked up and lazy 4 that. horror would be confused if someone gave him a gift (horrortale w/ alizas ketchup thing) killer would just forget about it or ditch it in a few days. and then dust would actually accept it but he wouldn't know wtf to do with it if it doesn't have an obvious use
for strategist/impulsive I WAS STRUGGLING. because like all of these bitches are cunning AND emotional. horror is definition of sceming from the sides but he also has his outbursts. dust is always planning ahead but like horror he has outbursts. i guess killer isn't a strategist bc he just always has a vibe of whats gonna happen but (not so surprisingly) he has outbursts even if he claims hes not emotional. so i had to choose,,,,,
i was also tempted to just put them all at arrogant. because they're definitely all stuck up assholes. but i was like nahhhhh... horror's the only one that would be regularly arrogant. dust's just self assured and confident whilr killer has no idea when hes even being arrogant
music category ehehehe. horror would LOVE natural sounds like rain and leaves rustling bc its not too overwhelming for his screwed up processing thanks ti his head damage. dust would totally listen to undertale osts if they existed in utmv. also other osts. i think he would totally be a gamer. also classical music. and killer has no preference (just like everything in his damn life FORM YOUR OWN OPINIONS YOU BITCH!!!!)
i think this just cemented my stance on arohorror acedust and go with the flow killer. killer would have absolutely zero preference on ANYTHING became he genuinely does not give two fucks. and for arohorror (you can't spell horror with ro. which is in aromatic. woahhhh) i just think he would be icked out by romantic handholding and dates and stuff. it just feels RIGHT. but he'd be decently ok with tangoing. and dust is just the opposite. he'd be uncomfortable and grossed out by sexual behaviors but he'd absolutely be a romantic. i think dust would be a romantic he just gives off those vibes. as a person on the ace and maybe aro spectrum i have to blast my favs with the aroace beam. it's just mandatory
hey i read your latest post n wanted to know that sometimes it happen to feel like this, I know it's shitty cuz I had a TERRIBLE year last school n felt super down all the time n unloved. But there was more in me and so in you! You are an amazing person ( at least from what I'm reading in your blog) and I'm sure you'll find the love you deserve and you're searching for n it'll be worth every minute you've been waiting for that love to come, ok? But until then try to love yourself a lil ok? Give yourself that lil care you'd use for your partner: if your hypothetical gf told you or wrote you that she's exhausted n feels unloved what would you do? Spoil her a little and show her that you care. Well, you gotta do the same! Give yourself a joy chocolate or a warm bubbly bath or whatever floats your boat, and try to connect with your friends n communicate how you're feeling, I'm sure they'll help you n love you. Sometimes loneliness and isolation due to a bad mood just make you overthink and that's why you gotta meet your family n loved ones! They're the ones that tell your overthinking side to shut the fuck up cuz you're beautiful n caring n amazing n you just gotta understand how AMAZING you are
Srry for the long writing, I just wanted to help a lil n let you know that people care about you, I hope I didn't offend or sound mean...
Here, take some flowers they always make me feel better I love flowers 💐💐✨✨✨
Have a nice dayyy!
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Aw, well thank you! And I’m sorry if that post came off depressing for you or anyone else, looking back it does sound pretty depressing😅 I promise I’m good though! Sometimes it’s just 5am and you gotta let out some more melancholic/existential thoughts ig. Promise I’m not THAT hopeless all the time, it can just feel that way sometimes when you’ve got a lot of other stuff going on too and truthfully most of the time I’m WAY more excited than sad about the potential of love feeling more real for me in the future :)
I’m sorry to hear you’ve had periods like that but I feel like it isn’t an uncommon thing and I hope you remember there are lots of people out there who relate and to take care of yourself too :)
Thank you for the tips and you absolutely didn’t sound mean or offensive, you’re very sweet as always <3 here’s some treats in return for the flowers🎂🍰🍪🍦🍫❤️❤️
Rui I'm gonna cry because I'm worried about you for some reason (that i don't know of) and I'm emotional and tired bro I don't know why I'm so worried about you stay safe bro 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
I haven't done anything stupid yet today or get visited by the Avengers. So I will be around here for a long while lol.