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Hello, I am a search engine, more specifically for transid terms.
I just go by search engine, it/it's pronouns
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You may request for me to search for a term, I will try my best to find the term, but I cannot guarantee success
If you find a term that I have not found, please let me know by either reblog or ask
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💣 Malparasocial
(Mal- Prefix meaning bad/ill/wrong) (Parasocial- Usually used to refer to one-sided emotional bonds with those unaware of one's existence (celebrities/idols, etc).)
Malparasocial ; Having a negative one-sided relationship with someone unaware of your existence.
MP/E or MP/O (Malparasocial Enemy or Malparasocial Other)
"How is this different from simply hating a celebrity?"
Malparasocial is intended for those who's negativity is extremely personal, possibly in relation to mental illness or disordered thought patterns. It goes beyond being invested in celebrity drama, disliking someones music/art/personality/etc, or similar.
"How would I know what I'm feeling is Malparasocial?"
Your negativity is for notably personal reasons.
The negativity is persistent, and thoughts about your MP/E have a significant impact on you mentally/emotionally.
You feel drawn to "keeping tabs" on your MP/E, despite the negative emotions that may arise from it. Or feel a sense of control when fixating on them.
Examples;
Your parasocial other starts a relationship with someone you disapprove of, making their new partner an MP/E.
You blame a celebrity for issues affecting your personal life, and depend on fixating on them to feel control over your situation.
⚠️ This term is not to be used by those who are pro-harassment or support violence towards celebrities/idols/etc. (If you are trying to recover from impulses/habits to harass or be violent towards such; You may use this term, and I wish you the best of luck in your recovery.)
#radqueer coining#transhateful#transhateful please interact#radqueers please interact#radqueer safe#tw negative#tw violent urges#tw violence mention#tw harassment
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Another one of Dark Cacao and Dark Choco's ancestors: Berry Choco Cookie.
The first wielder of the Strawberry Jam Sword. (Feat. Grape Choco Cookie during his younger years).
I'll be going into more depth on the two's backstory. This is part 1, focusing on Berry Choco's side of the story.
⚠️TW // CW FOR THE FOLLOWING: ⚠️
Mentions of violence and death.
There's an image at the end that some users may find to be eye straining. It also contains a bit of blood. Not gorey or graphic, but just in case you may find it disturbing.
Berry Choco doesn't actually mind control Dark Choco as this artwork I made may imply. He's very much dead and not conscious the whole time Dark Choco had the sword.
The sword itself is cursed with magic that amplifies whatever negative emotion you have tenfold. The 'voices' Dark Choco hears from the sword are echoes of his emotions amplified to a painful degree. This very magic was what led Berry Choco to his untimely demise. It didn't directly kill him, but it did lead him to destroy the new home Grape Choco found refuge in after the brothers had been separated.
Speaking of which, the brothers in their prime were undefeated warriors, fighting any foe that crossed their paths. As victories stacked up, they grew arrogant, facing more and more dangerous foes. One day, they decided to attack the great Jade Dragon, guardian of the heavens. However, they were over powered by the ancient beast, their powers stripped away from them, and each one banished to the furthest corners of the world, forced to wander about until they can find peace.
Berry Choco, furious and driven by pride and anger, scoured the lands in search of an answer to defeat anyone who dared stand in his way again. He stumbled across forbidden Strawberry Jam magic (essentially blood magic in human terms), and 'tweaked' it just a bit.
This however resulted in him being unable to control the magic, becoming too absorbed in his quest for bloodlust.
When he found his brother again, he was happy to see him, but was shocked when he realized Grape Choco no longer wanted to be a feared warrior, and had actually settled down, with a child on the way.
Berry Choco was left confused, hurt, angry, full of rage— especially towards his brother's partner. How dare they corrupt him! How could they have managed to convince him to just give up everything they've fought for?! Unable to accept his brother's new found life, he was consumed by this dark magic, and ended up destroying the village, killing so many people. And eventually, his brother's partner.
He died by the hands of Grape Choco Cookie, shortly after. The tale of the two brothers vanished into obscurity, turning into nothing more than a local legend. Though whispers of his cursed sword still remained. The only evidence of his existence.
Berry Choco Cookie was practically dead for the longest time. Until, somehow, he was resurrected, brought back as a ghoul, a living puppet of the dead. What's that you say? He can finally get his revenge..?
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#dark choco cookie#dark cacao cookie#grape choco cookie#berry choco cookie#dark cacao's family#cookie run oc#cookie run au#strawberry jam sword#🌌🖌️#🌌🏠#🌌📝#🌌⚠️#edit: I'm upset I didn't draw his hair right in that second image but then again I had artblock at the time oops#legacy of cacao au
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[Mod Release] Give Tip to Waitstaff 🍽️
Ever wanted your Sims to show appreciation for great service? Now they can! This mod introduces a tipping system to your Sims' dining experiences.
✨ Features:
Leave tips ranging from 5% to 20% of your bill
Tips are automatically calculated - no math needed!
Seamlessly integrates with the existing restaurant system
💫 How to Tip:
Click on your waiter/waitress
Select the restaurant pie menu
Choose "End Meal and Pay Bill + Tip"
Pick your tip percentage:
Pay Bill + 5% Tip
Pay Bill + 10% Tip
Pay Bill + 15% Tip
Pay Bill + 20% Tip
⚠️ Important Notes:
The tipping option is only available when you have an unpaid bill
Once you've paid your bill, the tipping options won't appear
The original "End Meal and Pay Bill" option remains available for those who prefer not to tip
Currently, tips are deducted from household funds but not given to the NPC servers. This feature may be added in a future update!
This mod adds a small touch of realism to your Sims' dining experiences
📋 Requirements:
The Sims 4 Base Game
The Sims 4 Dine Out Game Pack
Lot 51's Core Library
📢Terms of Use
Feel free to:
✔️ Link back to the original download page when sharing
✔️ Translate the mod into other languages. Please provide me with the link to the translation and link the original translation on your translated version
Do not:
❌ Reupload or distribute mods on other sites
❌Place translations on Curseforge
❌Place translations behind any form of paywall (including early access)
DL (always free): Patreon | Ko-fi
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WHAT BEING ZENON’S LOVER IS LIKE…
SFW + GENDER NEUTRAL READER + HEADCANONS + SPOILERS ⚠️
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This was so short y’all im sorry my brain is not braining
❥ Out of all the Zogratis siblings, Zenon is the best person you can be in a romantic relationship with. Of course, all the Zogratis siblings have their flaws—Zenon included—but he’s still the best person to be with.
❥ Zenon would prefer a partner who can keep up with him, whether it’s in terms of strength, intelligence, or ambition. He has duties to attend to and missions to complete, and he wants someone who he knows is perfectly capable of handling themselves when he’s not around.
❥ His immense loyalty to the Spade Kingdom would also extend to you, and like his loyalty towards the Spade Kingdom, his loyalty towards you is just as committed and devoted.
❥ Unfortunately, a common struggle throughout your relationship with Zenon would be his lack of ability to express emotions. You already have an insight into his love for you, but that’s pretty much all you have. This leaves you craving more emotional intimacy within the relationship.
❥ But nothing goes unnoticed by him. He will notice this, and he will try to do something about it. He’s already not the best at expressing his emotions in general, let alone with his siblings, but if emotional intimacy is something you really desire, he’ll try his best to accomplish that.
❥ He is not an affectionate man. Not in public, at least. It’s not because he’s embarrassed or annoyed; it’s because he simply doesn’t want to do anything lovey-dovey out in public. He’s basically a man who prefers a private relationship over a public one, not wanting too many people to know who his most beloved is.
❥ In private, however, he will relax around you and return a few gestures. For example, during cuddling time, he may slip an arm around your waist and rest his chin on top of your head. Always a big spoon, by the way. You will never catch him being the small spoon.
❥ This should go without saying, but he can and will fight for you, and he will get the job done quickly. Unlike his siblings, who tend to toy with their opponents, Zenon does not play around. Especially when it comes to your safety.
❥ This man will pull up on whoever made the poor decision to harm you the same way he pulled up on Yami. Zenon is more of a fight-now-protect-later type of guy. But don’t worry, because once he’s mercilessly defeated your attacker, he’ll carry your body the same way he carried Dante.
❥ Speaking of Dante, Zenon would not want you anywhere near him—in fact, he wouldn’t even want them to know about your existence. It’s not you; it’s his siblings. He knows they might be a nuisance if they find out about your relationship with Zenon.
❥ Quiet moments are common with Zenon. Like, really common. Zenon enjoys the tranquility of being alone in quiet atmospheres, but now that he has you, he can spend them with you. It’s moments like these that Zenon cherishes the most, staying drilled in his head forever.
❥ In conclusion, we love Zenon.
#black clover spoilers#black clover#black clover x y/n#black clover x reader#black clover anime#black clover manga#blackclover#bc#zenonzogratis#zenon zogratis#Zenon Zogratis x reader#zogratis siblings#zogratis x reader#zogratis#zogratis family
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STILL CRUISING!
⚠️DISCLAIMER: This is LUKOLALAND only. Skip this if you're not a shipper.
This is only my point of view and it is written with the following assumptions: 1 L and A are done or almost done, 2 L and N are endgame. Skip if you don't believe.
No harm intended.
From the beginning, Jake has been publicly acknowledged as a close friend of Nicola, with their connection going back to long-term, platonic interactions and they may have been on vacation with their close friend Louisa Harland in 2022. Their frequent appearances together, such as attending events and casual hangouts, have always been within the framework of their established friendship. Thus, interpreting these appearances as anything more overlooks the historical nature of their bond.
Jake is well-known in Nicola’s circle as a close, supportive friend, which has never suggested any romantic attachment. Yes, men and women can be friends, just like people say Nicola and Luke are "just friends." I've seen no photos that suggest any romantic involvement, not even the ones from the festival. Nicola is naturally affectionate, especially with those she loves, and Jake is also openly touchy with his friends. From what I've seen, there's no romantic energy in the way they look at or touch each other. If they are dating, their lack of public displays of affection is surprising for both of them, given how comfortable they seem with being physically close to friends.
They are together in public and not afraid to be seen together.
Nicola and Jake being seen together in public while Luke and Nicola remain unseen doesn’t necessarily indicate anything romantic between Nicola and Jake or a lack of connection between Luke and Nicola. Public appearances can often be interpreted in various ways, but they don’t always reflect the full story.
In photos where Nicola and Jake appear together, their body language consistently conveys camaraderie, but not romantic intimacy. There’s a significant difference between physical closeness that indicates romance and that of friendly affection. Most of their photos reflect the latter, showing a comfortable dynamic more indicative of platonic friendships.
The existence of photos with Jake doesn't invalidate the belief in Nicola’s relationship with Luke. Public figures, especially close friends, often maintain deep connections outside the public eye. The consistent emotional undertones observed between Nicola and Luke are based on documented interactions over the years. Photos with Jake neither negate nor disprove those observed patterns with Luke. In fact, if anything, these friendships can coexist without conflict, as Nicola can have close friends who are men without them being romantic.
Luke and Nicola's lack of public appearances together or in photos might not mean anything significant either. The fact that they aren’t seen in public or photographed together could be a deliberate choice, especially if they’re trying to avoid speculation or protect their private lives. Given how public scrutiny can impact relationships, it's plausible that Luke and Nicola may simply be choosing to keep a low profile.
Ultimately, just because we see Nicola and Jake together more frequently doesn't disprove the belief in a deeper connection between Nicola and Luke. Absence from the public eye can often be a sign of wanting privacy, rather than a lack of connection. For those who continue to believe in Luke and Nicola’s bond, it’s important to remain focused on what’s been consistently observed over time: their history, mutual support, and undeniable chemistry.
As for staying on the “ship,” it’s about faith in what has been witnessed before, and understanding that public appearances can be misleading. The quiet moments or periods of absence don’t necessarily diminish the belief in their deeper connection.
That’s why I’m staying on this ship. Until there’s concrete evidence of anything different, everything I’ve seen suggests close friendship, not romance. I believe in the genuine bond Luke and Nicola share, and I think people often jump to conclusions based on limited information. We are all making assumptions here, and the only reason I'm even in this corner of the internet is because I truly, intuitively, and faithfully believe in what I've seen between them. It would take much more than speculation or scattered photos to change my mind. Their connection stands out, and unless proven otherwise, I’m confident in what’s unfolding.
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Are you gonna give splinter a dragon?
I know that probably not now ('cause all the ninoo conection does not exist) BUT in the shreder fight splits kinda of... Accept his ninpo?
Is he going to have a dragon then? 👀😶🌫️
( ̄▽ ̄) so without getting into spoiler territory, there is a main story I’ve written out for this au. And the subject of splinter (and other characters) has popped into my head as I’ve written out the story’s outline.
I’m not going to give a direct answer and just say: the nature of the relationship between dragon + character is being developed and that I’ve mentioned previously I’m not opposed to playing around with canon or shuffling events if I liked too
If you don’t mind spoilers and just want answers before I get to certain points in the story, you can read below ⬇️
⚠️ (sorta long answer)(spoiler-y for spitfire story)⚠️
I have plans to develop a dragon for splinter. 🎉
Splinter’s character is a bit tricky as it’s referenced he’s lived a life in the hidden city before he was the boy’s father. Meaning he’s potentially come in contact with various mystic beings/ weapons. Yet throughout the main show his character is shown to hide away his past and almost ignore his connection to the homoto clan.
So, as a character that is in a way shunning his family’s past but also may be familiar with mystic magic, splintz is a hard one to place with a dragon.
I’ll state it clearly and say we’re not really going to see splinter with a dragon for a while - sorry :(
But the homoto clan is a special one. Ancestral ghosts, a noble purpose, their own ninpo separate from mystic magic - they got a lot. The base idea of the dragons is brewed from the unique qualities of the homoto clan and how it might look if that ninpo + mystic magic and came together.
So because the base idea of the dragons is “homoto ninpo” + “mystic magic” it can be safe to say splinter will be seeing some sort of dragon in the future. He’s just got some things to come to term with similarly to his development in the show
So it looks like for the time being, the boys might need to stumble around and look for clues outside of splintz for answers about their new unique powers :}
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#i hope this makes sense#I got a story written out guys - I swear#ask box#ask answers#spitfire asks#tmnt spitfire#rottmnt spitfire au#hit#rottmnt spitfire#tmnt spitfire au#my art#rottmnt#tmnt
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PLUSHIE DREADFULS (SOME HEADMATES!)
⚠️WARNING⚠️ HEADMATES MAY NOT TURN OUT EXACTLY AS DESCRIBED. ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING CAN BE CHANGED TO FIT YOUR SYSTEM.
⋆NAME: MEIRA, THERON, NOAM, ASTRAEA
⋆PRONOUNS: SHE|HER, THEY|THEM, IT|ITS, STAR|STARS, BUN|BUNS ⋆GENDER: GENDERFLUID, MIDNIGHTRABBITGENDER, HAREALIEM/HAREALIASC, BUNNYPLUSHIC, DISSOCIATIVEGENDER ⋆ORIENTATION: BI-LESBIAN ⋆TERMS: FEMININE, MASCULINE, NEUTRAL ⋆AGE: 22 ⋆ROLE: ACCODARE, OVERSEER ⋆SOURCE: @/TSEL-BAS, PLUSHIE DREADFULS (DID) ⋆DESCRIPTION:
SAY HELLO TO MEIRA! THE FEARLESS LEADER OF THIS LITTLE TRIO! SHE'S FEISTY YET PROTECTIVE OVER THEIR HEADMATES.
IT'S ROLE IN THE SYSTEM ISN'T SET, SO IT CHANGES DEPENDING ON THE NEEDS OF THE SYSTEM AS A WHOLE OR A CERTAIN HEADMATE.
STAR WATCHES OVER THE SYSTEM AND KEEPS TRACK OF OTHERS TO KEEP THEM SAFE FROM HARM. IT'S BUNS MISSION TO DEAL WITH GENERAL THINGS INVOLVING THE SYSTEM, SUCH AS DEALING WITH DISSOCIATION.
SHE LOVES TO PAINT AND DRAW IN THEIR SPARE TIME. USING ALL SORTS OF DIFFERENT MEDIAS AND TOOLS TO EXPERIEMENT WITH ITS ARTSTYLE. ⋆FACECLAIMS:
⋆NAME: CYRA, ELIO, SYLVAINE, EVREN, DEYANIRA ⋆PRONOUNS: SHX|HXR, HY|HYM, IT|ITS, BUN|BUNS, STITCH|STICHES ⋆GENDER: GIRLBOY, SOLIBUNIC, TRAUMABUNGENDER, RUNNINGRABBITEUS, BPDTHING ⋆ORIENTATION: GAYBIAN ⋆TERMS: FEMININE, MASCULINE ⋆AGE: 17-19 (AGESLIDER) ⋆ROLE: BPD HOLDER, TRAUMA PROCESSOR ⋆SOURCE: @/TSEL-BAS, PLUSHIE DREADFULS (BPD) ⋆DESCRIPTION:
ELIO CAN BE QUITE ENERGETIC, BUT ALSO HAVE MOMENTS OF ANGER, FRUSTRATION, AND JEALOUSY. SHX IS THE BPD SYMPTOM HOLDER AFTER ALL.
HY TAKES BOTH THE BPD SYMPTOMS AND ALL TRAUMA EXPERIENCED BY OTHER HEADMATES AND STORES IT INSIDE OF ITSELF TO HANDLE LATER. BUN MAKES SURE TO DEAL WITH IT IN A HEALTHY MANNER RATHER THAN BOTTLING IT ALL UP AND HURTING STICHSELF
SHX ENJOYS BREAKING SOCIAL NORMS AND GOING ALL OUT IN EVERYTHING. FROM OUTFITS TO THE WAY HY ACTS AND TALKS. IT'S QUITE ENJOYS ALTERNATIVE FASHION ALONG WITH PUNK IDEALS. FOLLOWING THEM PRACTICALLY TO A T. ⋆FACECLAIMS:
⋆NAME: NEFELI, KALEN, CYRAN, SYRIN, KOA ⋆PRONOUNS: HY|HYM, SHY|HYR, IT|ITS, OU|OUCH, PAI|PAIN ⋆GENDER: DEMIBOY, AFFECTIBUNIC, BLUEBUNNIC, BUNBODIMENT, ACHEGENDER ⋆ORIENTATION: PANSEXUAL/PANROMANTIC, DEMIAROACE ⋆TERMS: MASCULINE, NEUTRAL ⋆AGE: 14 ⋆ROLE: PAIN HOLDER, PAIN MANAGER ⋆SOURCE: @/TSEL-BAS, PLUSHIE DREADFULS (CHRONIC PAIN) ⋆DESCRIPTION:
KOA IS QUIET, SHY AND ALWAYS IN PAIN DUE TO BEING A HOLDER FOR CHRONIC PAIN. BECAUSE OF THIS HY PREFERS TO STAY BY HYRSELF TO DEAL WITH, AND MANAGE IT SO THE REST OF THE SYSTEM DOESN'T HAVE TO FEEL THE PAIN.
IT ENJOYS SOFT HOSPITAL AESTHETICS AND HAS AN INTEREST IN MEDICAL KNOWLEDGE, FROM SIMPLE DIAGNOSISES TO FULL ON COMPLEX SURGERIES. IF IT EXISTS, OU PROBABLY KNOWS ABOUT IT.
OH, AND PAI KNOWS ALL ABOUT BUNNIES SEEING AS HY IS ONE. IF YOU NEED HELP RAISING A RABBIT OR KNOWING WHAT TO DO BEFORE ADOPTING ONE, SHY HAS YOUR BACK. ⋆FACECLAIMS
DIVIDER CREDITS- @/FANGURO
#anti radqueer#radqueer dni#endo safe#build a headmate#build an alter#headmate creation#alter creation#headmate pack#alter packs#headmate template#alter template
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Until we reach the surface
Poseidon x Amphitrite! Reader 🔱x🦈
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( ⚠️Warnings: angst to comfort, self destructive behavior, mythology Poseidon,)
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A story where you’re Amphitrite, Oceanus’s eldest daughter. However you unfortunately have to seal your fate with a certain sea god….
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Amphitrite, Oceanus’ eldest and powerful daughter. You had existed before even Zeus himself was born and you’re awfully good friends with the greek god of the Underworld himself. As you are older than most deities you have had a good relationship with the elder deities. A lot of deities during the centuries wanted to be with you or marry you. However none of them even peeked your interest nor had your father approval, as both you and your father knew that you had to marry a certain man. Did you like the thought of that? No. But you had to. Because it was your duty as the eldest.
You were in your room brushing your hair when a maid came in to tell you that your father requested to see you. When you arrived you had noticed the atmosphere was thick and that it must be something very serious so you took a a seat and waited for your father to speak about the matter.
‘Daughter, I have called you here because i want you to prepare a ball for about 3 months from now.’ Your father stated as he looked at you from his throne.
‘I see, May i ask for who we are having this ball?’ You asked him as you knew that he gave you a lot of time which meant that it must be for someone important.
‘We are going to have a important guest.’ He replied. You looked at him with a serious expression. If this guest is so important it could be 3 options one, a very important deity. Two, a new sea god or three it could be him. However you had your hopes on the first two.
‘Alright, then i’ll dismis myself to my room.’ You said but before you could leave you were stopped by your father. You had not moved a inch and kept still as you felt strong arms wrapped around you from behind.
‘Please take care.’ He said as he hugged you. You looked back at him and hugged him tightly. You knew that those words meant that he was going to be here and that you might marry him. Your father told you that those 3 months was the longest he could get before he would come. You told your father that you’d be alright and dismissed yourself as you were getting emotional.
Back in your room you decided to take a bath and think about some things. You knew that he would come sooner or later…yet you found yourself still uncomfortable at the idea of him actually being here. Why did it have to be now? You understand that you have to be the one that marries him because you otherwise had to remain a virgin but what if you later wanted to get married if have kids? What if you dislike being his wife? You calmly told yourself to just think rational. You knew you were strong, and you won’t let it get to you. You’ll survive this.
🫧🐠 ~3 months later~ 🫧🐠
You had come to terms with things…or so you liked to believe. The ball was okay. Ofcourse you received a lot of compliments for the decorating and preparations. Both Oceanus and Tethys were in front of the castle to welcome the guest. You on the other hand made sure your sisters were ready for the ball as you went over everything just once more to check if everything was perfect. A horn was blown to give off that the special guest had arrived.
You had met Hades half trough the ball and talked to him about the latest of things as he was a very close friend of you since forever. He even told you that he had a crush on a special goddess he saw when he once visited the mortal realm. You had began to like a ball bit by bit as Hades was there by your side the entire time. Little did you know that a pair of blue eyes had been staring at you the entire time . You’re laugh and beautiful dress were hard to miss. Ofcourse he had the attention of all your sisters but that didn’t matter because he had already decided that he wanted you. Not only was he annoyed by your sisters gushing over him, he hated that you were close to his brother. Why were you so close to him? Why are you there laughing with him when you should be with him instead? There were a million questions popping into his head until it hit him. Why was he so fixated in you? Did you put something in his drink? Why is his heart beating so fast by even the sight of you? What the hell was happening with him?! He didn’t know why or how he was feeling this way but boy did he hate it. A snarl was spread across his face as his eyes narrowed at the sight of his brother and you laughing. It got so bad that that the glass of wine in his hand shattered. Soon all your sisters took a step back as the glass shards fell to the ground. You didn’t even bother to look back as you were not interested in this guest whatsoever.
‘Is everything alright Poseidon?’ Tethys asked him as she was pretty calm about the whole situation. She soon noticed the glare Poseidon had on his face and followed his eyes.
‘You have made up your mind I see.’ Tethys spoke with a smirk was on her face as she seemed to enjoy Poseidon’s jealousy. Poseidon on the other hand had not said anything at all as he was to busy stating at you and his brother.
‘That is my eldest daughter, Amphitrite. Shall I call her over for you?’ Tethys didn’t even wait as Poseidon watched her walk over to you and his brother. Soon you were walking towards him and actually standing in front of him. He felt weird. And not in a good way. Poseidon’s eyes could only narrow as his brows furrowed together.
‘I heard you had requested to see me.’ You said uninterested as you gave him the same look he gave you. Cold and apathetic.
‘You.’ Poseidon said in a booming voice which made everyone take a few steps back…except for you. You still remained in front of him with that cold and apathetic look.
‘Yes, me. What is it that you want from me?’ You asked nonchalantly as there were a few gasps and a wheeze from Hades who found this whole situation amusing. Poseidon glanced at his brother and then back at you. He looked at you like he was inspecting you, looking carefully at your features. You could feel his eyes wandering over you but you weren’t going to let something as trivial as that scare you. He stopped when he reached your hair. Your hair was interesting. It presented the waves as it looked like it was streaming. He soon turned away and walked over to your parents as the crowd themselves also began to go back to talking. You just raised a brow and thought nothing of it as Hades once again walked up you.
After the partly you had said goodbye to Hades and went outside to get some fresh air. You had begun to walk and were quite far from the castle. You sighed and sat down on a rock as your eyes had caught the attention of some jellyfishes. You sighed again but this time with a smile as some if the fishies had started to swarm towards you. You didn’t mind one bit that they cuddled against you as it tickled a bit. After a while you decided to go to the beach and look at the sunset. However when you were finally getting comfortable you noticed a figure standing behind you and did not bother to turn around.
‘Do you have any business with me?’ You asked coldly now turning to face him. ‘Poseidon.’ Poseidon looked at you with his cold and emotionless eyes as he grabbed your wrist and tried pulling you closer. Unfortunately for him you had already grabbed his wrist with your other hand and flipped him over. Poseidon was now staring at you with his vision upside down. Not only were you treating him as a lesser, you also just floored him. The audacity. Poseidon thought to himself…yet he could not help being a bit amused by you. No one would even dare to do this to him. So why shouldn’t he just toy with you a little longer? Poseidon let out a soft chuckle as he got up and dusted himself off.
‘You’re very strong for someone who has no choice in life.’ Poseidon said to you. Even though his voice was serious you knew he was trying to mock you for not having a choice in marriage. What pissed you off more was that he had a twisted smile on his face.
‘And you’re pretty weak for a god.’ You said back at him in the same mocking manner as you also had a smile on your face. Poseidon could only smirk even more as he stepped closer to you.
‘Then you should get used to it. Wife.’ The moment he said that last words your face returned to it stoic self. You went quiet and looked at him as he looked at you back. Only this time it was not mockery but…a hint of love?
Unfortunately you were to angry to notice it and it also didn’t help that you had a short temper when it came to him. Blinded by rage you had failed to notice that there was a large body of water starting to rise. Poseidon seemed to find this very amusing as he had never seen any sea god do this before. The large body of water had taken a form of your father, Oceanus with tentacles coming from the back and claws attached to the end. Poseidon felt a different emotion. It wasn’t like when he first saw you or heard you laugh. It was something different…fear. You soon realized what you were doing as the large body of water lost its form and crashed into the sea. You only looked at Poseidon with eyes that looked like they killed him, skinned them, cut them, put them box and threw them in the sea. Poseidon demeanor did not change on the outside but he seemed to love that you put some fear into him. You made your way back into the sea leaving him behind standing in the beach with a smile of victory.
‘She didn’t leave because she lost. She left because she would’ve teared you apart.’ A voice said as Poseidon could hear the scrunch of the footsteps against the sand.
‘Is that so? Hades.’ Poseidon said not turning as he was still facing the direction where you were standing. Hades knows his brother very well. Even though he was just gazing at were you just stood he could see the hints of pink on his cheeks. Hades could only wonder if Poseidon was a sadist or a delusional man.
Back at the castle you made your way to the throne room and barged in. Both your mother and father looked at you in shock when they saw the fury on your face. You took deep breathes to calm yourself as your once furrowed brown were now tilted upwards.
‘Why did you agree?..’ you asked them in a soft voice. Both your parents looked at you with guilt in their eyes as they knew you had not wanted this. Neither of them had the heart to tell you that the wedding was soon yet you already figured as Poseidon had called you his wife.
Defeated you turned your back against them and walked away. In the halls you had your sisters who congratulated you and some of then said they wished they married him while others were a bit sad that they hadn’t been chosen. One of them even revealed that the wedding was in 2 days. As soon as you heard that you barged into your room and locked the door. You sat against the bed and thought for a moment until you started crying. You didn’t know what to do. You know you have to. You know they all expect you to. You know that you have bo right to complain. You thought you were ready to face it….Yet here you are crying. The only option is to tun away and never look back. Your family won’t be sad because they have lots of sisters right?…..No. You will not let him bring you down. You have lived for centuries while he is practically a fetus compared to you. You’re not going to let a doodoo ass nobody let you feel this way….
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Note: I made the version where Amphy! Reader was Oceanus’ daughter to make her more powerful than Poseidon. I also made Hades good friends with Amphy! Reader because i don’t like the dynamic where Hades would blindly justify Poseidon because that does not sound very logical to me.
Also i’ll make a pt2 cus idk if it would be too much.
@miss-seanymph-pani @monstertreden @viostar2095 @vilereign @lotusmybeloved
#snv poseidon#shuumatsu no valkyrie#snv amphitrite#ror amphitrite#ror poseidon#amphitrite#record of ragnarok#amphitrite x poseidon#ror poseidon x reader#snv poseidon x reader#poseidon snv#Common poseidon L
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Hello, how are you? I hope you’re doing okay. I just came here to request something.
May I request a Xenophanes x Reader (Pronouns preferably She/They.) So reader is a demon who takes the form of Amy Rose and she gets along with his puppets (Soul Tails, Knuckles and Eggman.) like they’re all friends with Reader and surprisingly she’s also best friends with Fleetway Sonic which is how Xeno and Reader met each other. Fleetway and Reader were just hanging out together one day and Xeno just popped in to annoy Fleetway but ended seeing Reader and him hanging out together.
That’s about it.. If you can’t do it don’t worry about it..
Xenophanes with a demon reader
Hey there! Thanks for the ask!
I’m doing great, I really appreciate you asking. Hope you’re doing great as well. Honestly I really like this idea. I enjoyed writing this and I hope you enjoy reading it. ~Blaze/Dawn
Part 2
Pronouns: She/They
Warning: ⚠️ Some swearing + Slight mentions of torture⚠️
Requested: Yes/No
Characters: Xenophanes + Fleetway + Xeno’s Puppets (Tails + Knuckles + Eggman)
Proofread: ❌
Credits: Art by ??? + Banner by arivenchy (Edited By Me) on Pinterest
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- Honestly in all your time of being a demon you never thought you would see this kind of shit. You see you're a demon who has taken the form of a classic Sonic fangirl Amy Rose with some changes to her appearance. You're no different from other demons that exist, you use your powers to do some things to people nothing more nothing less. You never thought you’d met someone similar to you or at least have had the same sort of goals as you. Well that changed when you met a certain yellow hedgehog. Fleetway.
- When the two of you first met honestly he kind of caught you off guard, he kind of looked like sonic in his super form just crazy. Same for him although you don’t look exactly like her you sort of reminded him of Amy and he wasn’t sure about it.
+ “Who are you? What the hell are you doing here?” The spiraled eyed hedgehog questioned you almost getting in your face almost using it as a scaring tactic but at the same time there was some confusion yet curiosity to it. However, you were completely unfazed with his attempt to scare you. In fact it kind of annoyed you due to how close he was to you practically in your personal bubble. You placed a hand on his face moving him back easily before speaking up “Have you ever heard of personal space? Anyways if you would like to know my name is [Name], who are you?” The hedgehog gave off a slight smirk as you spoke “[Name] huh? Guess it suits you for a lady like you.” Fleetway let off a slight chuckle as he said that before receiving a slight glare from you due to him not answering your question “I asked you a question and I would really appreciate it if you answered it!” “Oh I can already tell I’m going to like you” Another chuckle escaped his mouth before finally answering “You can call me Fleetway” he jokingly placed his hand in front of you like he wanted you to shake his hand. You looked down at his hand before shaking it in return.
- That’s how the two of you met and eventually and somehow became friends. You know when you have that one friend who you constantly question why the two of you are friends? That’s basically the dynamic between the two of you. He likes to rope you into shit and for some reason you don’t question it, even if you did he somehow convinces you to go along with it. But you don’t mind it, you can even say that you might consider him a friend. A close friend. Little did you know he had more friends. Well I say ‘friends’ because honestly he finds some of them in his terms ‘nuisances’ but nonetheless he knows them and you are about to meet one of them.
- One day Fleetway invited you over and of course you couldn’t say no so you immediately arrived at his place. You two were hanging out minding your business when the door immediately opened causing both you and him to turn your heads to see who did that. You could hear an annoyed sigh coming from Fleetway as you were faced with a tall ass hedgehog. He had some sort of resemblance to Sonic only different, his fur was purple, his eyes were clearly different, he had crystal-like things coming out of his quills and not to mention an X forming across his chest with some dried up blood on his gloves. He had a sly grin on his face as he spotted Fleetway not taking notice of you just yet.
+ “Hello Fleetway!” He said, his tone clearly indicating wanting to disturb his silence “The hell you want Xeno? Can’t you see I’m busy with someone?” He shot back pointing a finger at you who was currently taking in every single feature of Xeno. The smirk dropped from Xeno’s face which now turned to confusion. He moved his eyes from where it currently was to where Fleetway was pointing to. His eyes immediately took notice of you, seeing how similar yet different you looked to Amy he couldn’t help but be slightly interested in you. “Who the hell is she?” He spoke up wondering who you were and why the hell you were hanging out with Fleetway? “This is [Name]! They’re a close friend of mine” He said proudly smirking at Xeno, showing you off like a prize. “Wow, you have friends Fleetway?” Xeno teased back, chuckling to himself “The hell is that supposed to mean?” Fleetway said, offended by what Xeno said and was only made worse when he heard you chuckle as well “Hey! Don’t encourage him!” Fleetway playful punched you in the shoulder. Seeing how you joined in with his teasing, Xeno couldn’t help but smirk to himself.
- From that day on Xeno couldn’t help but wanting to get closer towards you, maybe even becoming your friend as well. He somehow manages to find a way to hang out with you when you aren’t around Fleetway and decides to ask you some questions about you. Like what you were and what powers you had to which you happily answered them, happy that someone was interested in what you were, this caused Xeno to be pulled closer towards you. This is how the two of you became friends.
- You two get along really well, due to the two of you having somewhat similar goals. Sometimes when he is busy torturing or whatever he does with his victims he might ask you to join just to add some spice to the experience. You two also hang outside of those things, just using that time to catch up with each other and what you two did.
- Due to the constant affiliation with Xeno you got to know his puppets which consists of a dead version of Tails, Knuckles and Eggman. Surprisingly the four of you get along. Well, they only get along with you due to them being aware of who you are and of your powers and strengths as well as you being friends with their tormentor. Beside those reasons they genuinely do get along with you. Mostly Tails and Knuckles in a way due to them thinking and sometimes even confusing you for their friend only to be slightly disappointed and reminded that you aren’t her. Eggman also sometimes confuses you for Amy but he can actually distinguish the difference between you and her. But despite this when they aren’t being forced to do things by Xeno, when you come visit them they find genuine relief when they see you and sometimes when you tell them the things you experienced.
- When xeno sees you interact with them he really appreciates the four of you getting along. Even if he knows they are mostly doing it because of him and they don’t want to face the repercussions of not getting along with you, still he appreciates it.
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ehem , transsick or permasick ? ^_^
I could not find exactly transsick or permasick, but I did however find a term that's very similar
Medisick/MediPermasick
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May also be related, but also permasickvoice on transID.com
#✅ found term#⚠️ term may exist#questioning second tag because I could not find the exact term#pro transid#radqueer#transid#transid safe#pro radq#radqueers please interact#radq interact#radqueer safe#transsick#permasick#pro radqueer#radq please interact#radq safe#rqc#pro rq 🌈🍓
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Welcome to the island of Club Penguin!
‼️questions open for Ace, Gary, PH, JPG, Rory, Dot, Agent, Aunt Arctic, Sydmull, Franky, and Rookie‼️
To find asks use #📬
To find story use #📖
To find clues outside of the story/ asks use #🔎
You will be taking part in a mysterious EPF case in the year of 2013, only a few weeks after the Halloween Party. Throughout your investigation, you will be asked to use your critical thinking skills and potential puzzle solving to help progress through whatever issues arise during your time on the case itself. You will have other EPF agents as well as the Elite Puffles around to help, including island civilians if it comes down to that. Do note that this is set in 2013! Puffle creatures, such as Dino puffles and so on will not be present right away! Any other puffles, such as the border collie, tabby, ghost and such will not be allowed to show as they were introduced in 2014, however questions about them can still be asked just wont be answered as though they currently exist.
This story will be partially interactive via polls and sometimes character asks whenever deemed appropriate.
⚠️This story will have dark elements and visuals, including character death and gore!! If you are uncomfortable with such themes then please don’t interact!⚠️
This au will be posted on 2 separate platforms, Instagram and Tumblr under the same username featured here. If you have trouble finding the account, please go to my main account via instagram and it will be tagged in one of the pinned posts, the username being LilMissRandom4607
Please read any previous asks before asking a question!! If it’s already been answered it’s probably not going to be answered again. Plus I hide clues in most the text 😉
Please keep most the asks close to the plot of the story as possible- I don’t know many fandoms and don’t want to misinterpret it nor does it make sense to any of the characters anyway. However you may be creative with the questions, and allowed to be inappropriate with them (to an extent!)
Do NOT ask me to add your oc I will only do so if i personally feel we’re on good terms/ are semi-close acquaintances/ are a friend/ or I know you well enough in person! These asks/ comments will be ignored and deleted; if it continues from the same person they will be blocked and possibly reported, no exceptions, this is considered harassment to me
There won’t be a regular posting schedule as art takes a while to do even when I’m on a drawing spree, plus I’m working on a side horror au while working on this
Warning once again there will be dark themes present! Including darker topics and visuals! Don’t like, just block or ignore the post please!
Asks will be open but I may not get to everyone! Just please be patient with me as I’m both the artist and writer for this story
Character shipping will be present!! If you don’t like a ship pair, keep it to yourself I don’t care if you don’t like it, not my problem, don’t be rude to strangers cause you hate something they like period; this will result in a potential block if necessary
Headcanons will be present! Especially for Rookie and Gary. There will be others present for each of the agents but it’ll be most noticeable through the two mentioned
Swearing will be present!! While I myself as the artist of this story isn’t entirely comfortable with swearing, I tend to use it to push along part of the narrative and make things a little more tense whenever deemed necessary, and to push more towards headcanon I’ve built for some of the characters, if you are uncomfortable with such then please don’t interact or comment anything negative about it please
If you do have questions for me, the artist themself, please don’t hesitate to ask! Whether it be through DM or anonymous ask I’d be happy to answer!
Artist and writer is @lilmissrandom4607
If I need to later on, this post will be edited to accommodate whatever I needed to add✨
#club penguin#club penguin story#halloween#club penguin rookie#club penguin 2013#dark story#jetkie#Spotify#📖#📬#🔎
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THAWING ICE QUEEN (part 64)
–one night of fooling around with the annoying campus king gojo satoru (he thinks so), turns into...well, something else more long term
CHARACTERS: gojo satoru x you | geto suguru | jjk characters
GENRE: college au | smut | smau | smau + prose | everything in between | ons | fubus to lovers | aged-up characters | idk where this is going
⚠️ TW/CW: strong/mature language | 🔞 | mentions of alcohol, smoking, etc. | this has narrations | god-awful pet names | will add more if something arises
MASTERLIST | CHAPTER INDEX
<<prev part 64 next>>
A/N: Contains prose.
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Warmth. It was the first thing you noticed the moment you came to. The weight that pressed against your side, along with the steady rhythm of breaths that fanned your neck, was oddly comforting, lulling you back to sleep. But you knew enough from your bleary eyes and slightly throbbing head that you slept long enough.
You turned your head to that side to find a sleeping Satoru, his white locks tickling your cheek. A quiet chuckle bubbled up in your throat. He really weathered your cranky mood and stayed beside you as he promised. He held you together in silent consolation and even moved your supposed outing to the next day without complaints.
Despite what anyone may say about him, Gojo Satoru was a fierce friend. At least you could say so for yourself. He had always been sensitive to your needs and never dared to do anything you didn't consent to.
Adjusting your position to face him, you quietly watched him sleep, taking in every detail of his face. He had such long lashes, thick enough to cast shadows over his cheeks. He appeared as if he didn't exist in the same plane of existence as you did with how he appeared in the fading light of the late afternoon sun.
Unable to resist it, you slowly moved your finger to touch him lightly. You didn't know why you suddenly needed proof that he was really there with you, but you just did it anyway, gently tapping the tip of his nose. His face scrunched up slightly, but like a child, the dimple on his left cheek appeared as he smiled in his sleep.
You found yourself caught in a trance, watching every nuance of his expressions in his unconsciousness, also smiling to yourself before you even realized it. You found it silly. Since when did you feel joy in the simple things he did?
"What are you dreaming about, Satoru?" you whispered to him with an equally quiet giggle. You smoothed the pad of your thumb just under his eye, sighing. "You're so pretty it's actually unfair."
Your eyes then strayed to his lips, plush and always soft to the touch. You knew very well how they tasted, along with the cocktail of sensations they could elicit from you. You knew you'd do their bidding without qualms or second thoughts.
One just couldn't help but be attracted to Gojo Satoru, and you weren't an exception. As if to prove a point, you inched closer before you could even make sense of what you were doing. But before you could get too close, the sound of his quiet laughter stopped you, and those unbelievable blue eyes opened to meet yours.
Warm fingers wrapped around yours, and you swore the warmth spread across your cheeks as you watched Satoru plant a kiss on your knuckles before easing your enfolded hands under his cheek.
"I didn't mean to wake you," you had the brains to say.
"You think I'm pretty?"
You smirked at him. "I wouldn't let you touch me otherwise," you teased.
He pouted at that, and your eyes immediately strayed to his lips, making your throat go dry. "You let Suguru and Nanami touch you, so you think they're pretty, too?"
"You get to do more, so I guess that says something."
He was easy to please, already grinning at you. "So I'm the prettiest?"
"Definitely."
"I'll take you somewhere nice tomorrow for that."
"Where?"
"It's a surprise." He kissed you on the cheek before getting up and scooping you in his arms, making you yelp but otherwise hold onto him. "Let's get dinner."
"Uh...I can walk?" you protested weakly. "Nope. You're not going anywhere. Not even an inch away from me."
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© ORIGINAL WORK BY nanaminokanojo. CHARACTERS ARE INSPIRED BY GEGE AKUTAMI’S JUJUTSU KAISEN. [20231004]
PHOTO/IMAGE/GIF/FANART/ANY MEDIA CREDITS TO THE RESPECTIVE OWNERS.
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About me / Blog !!
Hiiya everybody :3
The name’s Phoenix (He/him). I am a gay trans-man and also have some craaazy AuDHD chat. I’m extremely obsessed with transformers, and unsurprisingly, this blog is going to be about Transformers related stuff, plus, honestly just whatever the hell I feel like posting. This is an ask blog (if that’s the right term? Lmao). It’ll mostly be me answering asks in my inbox and such (more details on that further below).
I try to post as often as I can, but I am indeed still getting my education, so no promises that it’ll be daily.
HERE’S MY UNCENSORED STUFF (Bluesky)
HERE ARE MY OCS (Toyhouse)
FAQ
⚠️BEFORE YOU CONTINUE !!!⚠️
This blog is a safe space. Everything here is LGBTQ+ accepting, and we don’t want any bigots/r@cists/ableists/sexist ECT!!! Some posts are also 18+.
Tag guide on my page!!
#100 cat transformers - The entire catformers series. (Newer ones are just tagged with #catformers)
#oc - Anything oc related
#redesign - My redesigns of existing characters for my AU!! Love doing them sm.
#art ask - Any asks that are art related
#yapping post - Any post/answered asks without art
#comic yapping - (maybe upcoming??) yapping my thoughts about the transformers comics as I read them!! (WILL INCLUDE SPOILERS)
#valveplug - 18+ STUFF!!!
About my ask inbox! (Under the cut because it’s long)
So, basically, you can ask for whatever the hell you want. But!! I do have a few categories of things that I do specifically if you feel uncertain of what to ask for ;3 (Note: Categories can overlap)
Additionally, I’ll add a ⚠️ at every category I am currently really interested in doing. Might make this a consistent thing I update!! (You can ofc still ask for anything but yk xD. People sometimes give me the “what do you want people to ask you for??” So-)
⚠️Inserts
So, this category is basically just images you want characters drawn into! Send in an image, and tell me what characters you want ;3. These can include:
Cat pictures. (Had a series with the tag #100 cat transformers)(“End credits” video here)
Blursed images. (?)
Silly group pictures.
Generally images with people!
Skits/comics
I am an enjoyer of drawing comics and skits. I probably have a bunch under #comic ngl. This category is mostly:
Requesting comics of certain interactions/situations.
Sending skits (or “tiktok audios”?) to have characters do.
Drawing trends/memes (If I can call them that? Example: That one dress, “I’m not calling you a good boy.” Ect.)
⚠️Redraws/Character redesigns
I love character design and the symbolism over it. Besides, why choose one gen when you can have them all in one?? Anyway, this category is:
Asking for a redesign of a character.
Also “X in your style.”
Redraws of comic panels. (mostly crossing generations, but any redraws are cool)
Maybe you’ll even be lucky and I’ll recreate some animated scene.
You know what? Fuck it. Ask me to draw a completely new character from an idea of yours. It’ll be great.
⚠️Ocs/Headcanons
I have some personas plus AU’s. And I love ocs. Please.
Question about my AU’s or ocs.
Drawings of my ocs in certain situations??
(May answer questions in their POV if that’s specifically requested someday.)
Headcanons!
YOUR ocs.
Your ocs with my ocs??
Ocs. Ocs and AUs and Headcanons everywhere. All of it.
Ship art / valveplug
Of course, this is also on board. Including:
Any ship. Self-ship, canon ship, rarepair, I don’t care.
Robots being absolute FREAKS. Together, or alone? You decide.
Also cute wholesome stuff if you just want fluff.
General drawings
This is just other stuff I am also willing to do:
Drawings of characters.
Drawings of characters in certain situations.
Ngl as long as it’s related to transformers I’m willing to do it.
Answering any questions people may have!
I will answer any and all questions people have. Other than obviously super intruding things but I think people are smart enough not to go asking for my address.
Questions about my (least) favourite anything.
Questions about interests.
Questions about my AUs or headcanons!
Questions about specific ships.
Stupid questions. There are no stupid questions.
(Also I will take fanfic recommendations. Just noting that.)
Basically everything. I love having an excuse to yap.
❌Stuff I am NOT willing to do❌
Answer politically related asks. I’d just like to keep my blog politic free for the most part. It isn’t relevant to my blog.
Do drawing requests from other fandoms. (unless if it somehow involves transformers, like idk a crossover.)
Answer questions about me that are very intrusive! I think the boundary here should be kinda easy to figure out.
NO pro shipping 🫶 yup. (I don’t do TFA Bumblebee ships either, since I kinda interpret him as a child as well.)
#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#ask blog#about my blog#about myself#intro post#pinned intro#blog intro
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my maladaptive daydreaming experience
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⚠️ !! major tw: mentions of su1c1de, sh and depression !!
okay, i came across this disorder "maladaptive daydreaming", which is when a person can get so immersed in their own fantasy world that it disrupts their life. and i think i may or may not have it.
children are dreamers--they have an extraordinary imagination, often living inside their fantasies in hopes of painting the monochromatic reality surrounding them. even i've been existing inside my own fantasy world since i was very young. i played with barbie dolls and stuffed animals--sometimes even with random objects i found lying around the house--and i had poorly-drawn sketches, wrote stories, made skits with my sister using mom's camera, and pretended i had magical powers like Elsa. i did anything to bring out my inner world. i often fantasized out of mere boredom while studying too. who hasn't done that when they were a child?
as time evolved, so did my naive daydreams. i discovered anime at the age of 12, along with tons of other shows, animatics and comics, and they intensified my imagination. i made room for a variety of characters, though many of them left forgotten. i don't know why i'm elongating this. of course, it's not that deep.
ah, then COVID-19 came, and so did my loving companion--loneliness. things were rough during quarantine, and i didn't realize how frequently i retreated to my fantasy world. i used to spend more than an hour in the shower, acting out scenes with fictional characters, and even more before sleeping. just like any teenager, when i turned 13, i found myself intrigued by the concept of romance. even if i was stubbornly in denial. i started reading more romance books, crushing over anime characters--i was practically introduced to a whole new world. romanticizing about love with fictional characters brought me warmth during my stressful moments.
when i turned 14, i was already suffering from depression and intense suicidal thoughts, oh, and not to mention, my self-harm tendencies. i started believing no one could provide me the love and support i desperately craved for, so i sought refuge in my inner world. music often played a major role in this--it's basically the perfect catalyst for daydreaming. i grew emotionally attached to my 'paras', in a way how one can be obsessive over their partner. i imagined myself in the arms of a lover, being comforted while receiving words of affirmation. i imagined how 'he' would react when i was hurting myself or attempting suicide. i cried to 'them' instead of asking for help. i didn't think anyone would help me, so why bother?
this excessive habit of fantasizing became my escapism--an addiction. i was so lost in my world that it started affecting my own life. i was losing track of time, couldn't focus on simple tasks and studies, and knocking things over while walking. i always kept my Spotify tab open so that i can daydream while listening to my playlist mid-tasks. when i fought with my parents or when they were fighting, i locked myself in my room, put my headphones on, and blasted my eardrums with songs and daydreamed.
music became my alcohol, and daydreaming was my escape from reality. who needs therapy when you can escape to your fanciful brain?
here are some OCs i created for myself: Ryuu, Noelle, and Azar. luckily, they don't solely exist inside my head--thanks to my artistic hobbies, i've conjured them into my own works. Azar is one of my recent paras, also the reason why i started my project, 'Soulbound'. and i drew Lucian and Ryuu in my sketchbooks.
on the brighter side, daydreaming can have its own benefits i guess. only sometimes.
i never really came to terms with my illness until now, and though i wish to get better, i also don't want to. these characters in my head are like my companions, whom i can feel safe and find comfort in. they've helped me bring out my artistic side, and i cannot be any more grateful. and sometimes, it scares me to think of what would happen to them once i get an actual partner. will i grow out of my daydreaming? will i lose my creativity and get accustomed to my tedious routines? will i see my own self-worth and face reality in a proper way?
do i really have to say my last good-bye to the characters whom i've grown to cherish the most? it makes me want to cry just thinking about it. i love all of them dearly.
(idk why i ended up writing sm uhh oh well- if anyone ends up finding this, i appreciate you taking ur time to read it <33 to those who are going through this, ur not alone. let's hope we can overcome this together :3)
#maladaptive daydreaming#my maladaptive daydreaming experience#mental illness#vent post#vent#venting#rant#rant post#ranting#im just a girl#girl blog#personal diary#online diary#send help#mentally ill#writing#tw sui implied#tw sh related#depression#diary entry#digital diary#i need therapy probably#actually madd#actually maladaptive#mdd#madd vent#mdd vent#maladaptive daydreamer#immersive daydreaming#paracosm
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⚠️ ~ WATCH YOUR STEP - MIND THE GAP ~ ⚠️
[You are now entering the Liminevator, we hope you enjoy your stay]
(Info under the read more)
Hello hello and welcome! This is a blog for a little side project I ( @nnugatoryextravagance ) have been working on that's tangentially connected to my primary oc project.
The Liminevator is a machine that was built by a man named Professor Katzehund Schrödinger, that was originally intended to be for having a safe way to find out the truth about the strange reported phenomena of people slipping from this reality into another with no way to return, not only was this found to be absolutely real but of course something also went horrifically wrong in line with it's creator's declining mental faculties, as a result The Liminevator we now know was born, a dubiously self aware machine that has become its own little divot in the unstable framework of the Crafengoverse and has made getting lost outside of reality easier than ever before, once you enter the doors to the lobby, weather on purpose or by mistake, you'll only be left with two directions left to go: up, or down. Watch your step and mind the gap as you head inside, we hope you'll enjoy your stay, you have an eternity to settle into after all.
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This intro post will also serve as a sorta guide for how this blog works
First, there's the levels system for how the floors are categorized
Second, there's a list of basic terminology thats used a lot
Third, there's what the tags are for (don't worry, there aren't too many):
"💔 - Characters" - This tag is for posts about the different denizens located within the bounds of The Liminevator
"🛗 - Floors" - This tag is, well, for posts that're about the floors of The Liminevator
"⚠️ - Anomalies" - This is a blanket tag is for the various animals(?) and things and such found around most floors, whether or not they're just harmless critters or violent beasts is further distinguished by:
"🐾 - Friends" - For anomalies that are safe for denizens or are helpful in some way
"🦴 - Foes" - For violent anomalies that cause active harm to denizens
"🧀 - Fiends" - For anomalies that don't neatly fall into the Friends or Foes categories
"🪄 - Objects" - A tag usually paired with the above three to specify anomalies that don't show enough signs of vitality to be a sort of animal or are very blatantly just an anomalous object of sorts
"💊 - Other Phenomena" - File entries that don't quite fit other categories, wether it be things like illnesses, denizen biology, elevator events, metaphysical phenomena, anything really
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"📖 - Stories" - a tag for short stories about the elevator denizens (that isn't part of a database entry) either by me or others
"🎨 - Art" - and a tag for any art (that isnt part of a database entry) either by me or others
"🍿 - Etc" - Miscellaneous posts
And thats all of them for now, I may add more tags as I need them but :]
(For the sake of filtering, tags for certain common triggers of things will be formatted like [bad thing] tw)
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OOC: (One more important note and a bit more of a personal anecdote about this project, while most of it is primarily my usual worldbuilding shenanigans given a silly twist, many aspects of The Liminevator exist as a way for me to come to terms with the multitudes trauma I've experienced (most obviously with the elevator denizens themselves of course, even sometimes through how I got the characters to begin with), hell this whole thing was born not long after an event with a now ex partner that left me deeply re-traumatized and I have been using it to help me recover from that and distract from ongoing issues, like my health and etc.)
(There will be heavy themes of unreality, occasional unsettling imagery or descriptions, characters with mentions of disturbing events in their past, characters doing awful things to eachother thanks to either the perceived idea of zero consequences or misplaced good intentions, and whathaveyou. Everything I ever mention will be tagged accordingly however so don't worry, but if I do mess up please let me know and I will rectify it asap. All I can hope for is maybe this project might be able to help someone like me out there too <:] or at least inspire someone to do something cool)
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