#♥️ - destiel

[sunflowernovak]

boyfriends copying each other

[transfemcastiel]

Art request: how about Cas driving the impala?

this is the single most important moment of cas's life and may induce a heart attack in him despite the angelic immortality. dean is having an awesome friday

[maximumeffort69]

hi

[charliesrambels]

destiel divorce arc bitched

[the-mpreg-guy]

you are so real for that post about cas never staying, but I gotta defend dean because he literally does ask cas to stay. s6-s8 all he does is beg cas to stay! in s9 he kicks cas out under duress. I think the actual problem between them is that neither of them wanted to confess being in love first. Cas only does it because he'll die immediately after - and I think there are a lot of reasons why Dean never said it (outside of CW interference) but the tragedy really is how badly and obviously the two of them wanted each other yet they could never find the right words or right time ...

no need to defend dean bc we are in complete agreement! i’m only on s6 in my rewatch however so i didn’t have the receipts to add to my post regarding that dean doesn’t push cas away as much as the fandom likes to pretend. really truly the only time i can remember him actively doing that is during the divorce arc (which i dislike anyway) and it was for pretty valid reasons imo.

on s9: people make a huge fucking deal over dean kicking cas out of the bunker when a) he DID NOT want to do that b) literally pleaded in more than one episode with gadreel on cas’s behalf c) could not fucking stay away from cas after kicking him out and d) apologized after the cat was out of the bag.

oh yeah and cas also completely understood why dean did it and forgave him. anyway the reason i brought it up in the tags is that from cas’s pov, for a short while, it did look like dean was pushing him away. however that arc was by no means the beginning of cas feeling that he’s inadequate to sam and dean and imo doesn’t make a lasting impression on him.

i kind of agree with your assessment that neither wanted to confess first, and raise you: dean did but didn’t think that angels were capable of loving the same way he did (from the mouth of jackles himself). i think that both of them kind of terminally existed in a state of “i’ll take whatever i can get from him” which is why we see them engaging in domestic and emotional intimacy constantly but never physical throughout the show.

it really is a tragedy that neither of them were ever on the same page while dean was alive.

[firelight-system]

Look, anti proshippers go away. Idc what you like, it doesn't affect me because if I don't like something I'll block it

Besides, I ship stuff like immortal x mortal, angel x human, 456/001, which would technically all fit under comship so if it bothers you, block me and fuck off my blog

If they're both consenting adults idgaf

[transfemcastiel]

"I love you."

It's said earnestly, tearfully. It always is. Nothing ever changes about these words. About his face. It feels like Dean's watching a recording, rewinding it time and time again. But it's not the same.

There's no longer the imminent fear of Death. He hears Billie outside, but he knows she'll never make it through. The building presence of the Empty, burned so vividly into his mind, will never arrive. He's not sure if this is crueler or kinder. They're stuck in this back and forth. These same few minutes. Nothing more and nothing less.

Something leaves Dean's mouth. He's not sure what. He doesn't care anymore. Nothing he says is ever his own. It's some news. Of a world that's been passing by without him. He's just the mouthpiece of whatever is happening. Sometimes it would be small, innocuous things. Someone's birthday. Maybe a show is returning. Sometimes it's something big, life changing. Global news. Something he would've cared about a long time ago. Everything blends together now.

He wants to say something else. Do something else. Every time, his mind rolls with possibilities. Of what he could do. Of reaching out. Breaking this format. But- Dean remembers Cas's hand on his arm, and fear run cold through his veins again. There's so much he needs to say to Cas. So much he yearns to do. But one wrong step can rip this from him. At least here, it's just him and Cas. Everything else is set dressing. He doesn't have to worry about Chuck or Jack. He doesn't have to worry about what Sam would think. Here, he can cherish Cas's face. His voice. His words.

He wonders if Cas knows. If he's been stuck like Dean. Most days he fears this is some awful dream. The trappings of some witch or other awful thing. It would make the most sense. But there's no way to know for sure. He doesn't know if he wants this Cas to be real or not. Cas doesn't deserve the torment, of living his last moments over and over like this. Stuck here with Dean, who can only parrot someone else's words. Cas doesn't deserve this, but Dean doesn't want to be alone.

Dean looks into Cas's eyes. They shine with an awful combination of joy and grief. He feels something on his tongue. Not words being dragged out of his mouth, puppeteered by something unseen, but words of his own. Words he's been dying to say for daysweeksmonthsyears- so long. It would be so easy. To open his mouth and speak. He's begun rehearsing it in his head. Keeping himself sane yet driving him further towards insanity. Dean just has to open his mouth and-

He blinks.

"I love you."

And a stranger's words are already pouring from his mouth.

I've never watched a single episode of spn but I've been thinking about the implications of being stuck inside a meme

[eggchef]

Maybe a destiel creature thing? Wings or something else fun ♥️

[scoobydoodean]

When I first got here, I came across Cas-focused meta writers who seemed so logical and confident but were so off on Dean. Like off in a way that felt hard to argue! I was never able to put my finger on why before discovering your blog. I felt so powerless. There were a few prolific Casgirls with a vested fetish in abusive Dean and you helped me find the Casgirls I vibe with more. There seem to be so many pro-Dean Casgirls that speak up so much more now!

There was this weird thing going on for a while where a small group of people seemed to think they got to decide what everyone talked about on a given day on spnblr and if you didn’t fall in line with their agenda, they’d reblog your original posts no one forced them to read to add the most obnoxious, catty, passive aggressive commentary and their friends would also dogpile. There was already a destielblr split transpiring over that when I started posting more frequently again/doing more meta writing (post The Winchesters). It was very refreshing to see people who actually like the show and Dean talking about the show together and setting boundaries with bloggers who thought having like 1000 followers gave them the right to control spnblr. Gave me a much more refreshing place to land when I came back all fired up to start hissing and biting. 😂 Glad to help continue what new (and old) pals started <3 The tag catalog has been a fun project and despite the The Deancrit Destiel Wars I have had the time of my life with all of you. ♥️

[transfemcastiel]

many such cases

[DAZED FROM BLOOD LOSS] hey not to kill the vibe completely but i think i am in love with you

[transfemcastiel]

this is season 10 to me

[babyboywinchester]

Hey dear,

It's me again, i was the one asking for fic recommandations and complain about castiel.

First of all, thank you for the answer. I didn't know Jensen insisted about the less screentime, they share. I read already that he didn't like the ship but that other part was new to me (so thanks for the Information 😊)

Now to the fics. I read your fic... and it was soo well written and such a joy to read!! I just wanted to let you know that, if you would write another one, i will definitly read it!!!

For myself, i like the whole Omega verse, but also slowburn and jealous Dean storys. Or in general, dark, obsessive and especially protective Dean fics.

(Sorry for any mistakes🙈 english isn't my first language)

Hope you have a great week!! ♥️

😊-anon

Yeah, Jensen is a very vocal hater of Destiel. For good reason… when he gets constantly harassed and sexualized over it… and Misha just keeps stirring the pot.

Oh I hate my fics because I see all the glaring typos now… I promise to you all I’m not that stupid I just don’t want to put someone through Beta reading my terrible mess of fics and obviously I don’t catch everything… Anyway! I am so glad you enjoyed it! I have a ton bookmarked, too, and you can always go through there and find exactly what you want because I, too, love dark and possessive Dean! I mean… that’s canon Dean let’s be real.

I actually have a sequel sorta to Always The Wolf You Know. It’s just the same story but from Sam’s perspective… who knows if I will ever finish it and post it, but I digress.

That’s okay! I’m a native English speaker and I’m not the best at it! Do you mind me asking what your mother tongue is? IS IT RUSSIAN? 👀 I have a very soft spot for Russians.

[maximumeffort69]

cam skmeone prepare a destiel confession meme for when the voting results come out

[trenchcoathunnybee08]

Why is it that every god dam time I think something won’t happen in the SPN fandom I make the mistake of checking the trending page and yall are up there??? And you know what? First thing I see is the Destiel meme per usual and I think “oh what world changing news is being covered this time? Who died?”

Instead I find out Garth and Benny are getting MARRIED!!!!

It’s always when I’m the least ready. Like it wasn’t even Misha this time. The show just keeps getting gayer by the day. I swear there was something in the air on set or some shit because there is no way there can be this much homosexuality coming from a signal show that ended almost 4 years ago. Just how?

Fr though that’s amazing and i wish them a long and happy marriage. ♥️

[carolinagirl80]

In light of a very kind, self proclaimed heller anon that I had, I was inspired to make a post about shipping/fictional writing in general.

I am very much a “ship and let ship” kind of person. The only places I draw a line are with children and beastiality. Same with regular fiction. If it’s something that makes you happy, or makes you cry (if that’s what you want) or makes you feel what you need to feel from reading it then you should be allowed that, and no one should judge you for it.

Some things can be very dark, but that’s nothing to shame a person for either. Reading a fictional story is very different from something being enacted in real life. Just because you enjoy reading it, doesn’t mean you wouldn’t be appalled in a real life situation.

Reading fiction is meant to be an escape into fantasy away from the pressures, stress and mundane of your normal life. It allows you to “experience” different ideas and perspectives. Imagine life or situations in a different way. Nothing about that should be bad or shameful.

When it comes to shipping though, there’s another layer to add when the ships are RPF, or based on characters that are on screen. That layer is the fact that there are real people at the core of those ships. Real feelings, real reputations.

I think some shippers these days tend to forget that, or just not care. If the actors/actresses are open to the ship and comfortable being involved in discussing it or being involved with it. Then by all means, have fun with that. (Within reason of course, being respectful still matters).

When they are not comfortable with it though, please, please, please, respect that. No one is saying you can’t read or write it or even discuss it, (by all means, have at it, enjoy it!) but leave the actor/actresses alone about it. Just because they are famous, doesn’t mean they lose the right to respect and boundaries. Don’t shame them if they dare to speak against it or disagree with your take on it.

Of course, for me, all of this comes with the idea of Wincest/Destiel and all other SPN related ships in mind. However, it holds true for all of the many, many ships that exist.

I would gladly befriend any heller or wincestie that is respectful, without hesitation. It’s not about WHAT you ship, but what you DO with it. ♥️

[roselees]

🌹New Year, New Wip Game 🌹

'the rules: list all your wips (or as many as you feel comfortable sharing), and open your ask box for people to inquire! share the ideas you had, any plans for it, a snip if you're feeling generous! whatever makes your lil heart happy.'

Thank you for the tag @paigegonerogue ♥️ gonna tag a few people below, as always no pressure!

In no particular order:

Duplicity (Criminal Minds / Supernatural, destiel, FBI!Dean and Journalist!Castiel, alternate universe - no supernatural, loosely follows the arc of the first four seasons without any actual supernatural creatures as insane as that sounds; the 'yellow eyed' demon from season one is in this verse a serial killer the BAU are hunting down after he comes out of hiding after twenty two years lying dormant, while Castiel is a true crime journalist looking for his big break)

Twenty First Century Survival Blues (The Last of Us, Sarah!Lives, tessjoel endgame, cross between a romcom and an angst-fueled drama)

Snowed In (working title, The Last of Us, Jackson!Era, Ellie's first patrol goes wrong / Joel is a total mother hen, canon adjacent)

Reap What You Sow (The Last of Us, Hunger Games AU)

The Ache of Everything Unsaid (sequel to Blood Runs Thicker Than Water)

Villain!Tess fic that loosely follows the proposed outline of the first game before it was scrapped in favour of the current plot

Tags: @adhdprincess @consultingzoologist @sixhours @auburnstargazer