#☆ out of compassion 》 ooc ☆

[agapestricken]

hello, hello, you all — so... i hope you all are having a great thursday thus far, and i thought i'd bring this up now since i hadn't before; but with ana's zombification comes some noticeable differences to his behavior as well as appearance. because, and don't get me wrong, he was already pale before... but now anastasiy's skin now has this pallor that takes on a sickly look. and it has become necessary for ana to have to apply some concealer to his skin daily to hide the fact that his lips are, indeed, sort of tinged blue + some veins (particularly around his eyes and mouth) can clearly be seen and it definitely isn't the most uhh. natural look, to say the least JSJSJ

now, i'll probably cover more about his behavioral differences later, but one thing is that this man does have these SICK and TWISTED urges to consume human flesh as a zombie would in typical fiction would... so that's lovely / j LMAO nahhh, i'm totally being sarcastic with y'all right now as that is actually horrifying. but anastasiy does try his darndest to resist giving into this temptation because cannibalism is a BIG no-no in society for a reason (because its absolutely terrible and extremely gross) + with... slightly mixed results 😬

[dreadwxlf]

WHAT KIND OF VILLAIN AM I?

No Moral Compass

You are cold, analytical, and you strive to be as objective as a person of flesh and blood can be. Either don't understand the concepts of good and evil, or you understand it perfectly and think it's a load of bull. Some may call you selfish, some may call you unfeeling, but you're just doing what you believe will yield the best results, plain and simple. Why bother with petty ideals of right or wrong when you can do what will actively help those you give a fuck about? Your goals may be selfish or noble or anything in between, but you will not let anyone make you feel like garbage for going after them. You couldn't care less about what people brand you as. You just care about getting shit done by any means necessary.

Tagged by: @theredconqueror (ty!)

Tagging: @faebhaal , @dirthara-an

[lilxmcrtes]

『 ☆ 』 ~ Hey friends. Been a while. Comment and update me on the haps? I do not know when I will return to writing but I wanted to see how yall are

[cyberpawn]

thinks about witch vale

[museguided]

( no but Mika convinces himself constantly that people outside of his (mostly deceased) family are not to be trusted. Like he tells himself several times before he's reunited with Yuu. The fact that he needs to remind himself tells me he still has a soft heart. But he's been hurt, brutally, and he thinks himself as some unforgivable monster for just existing on top of that. )

[talentforlying]

the mermaid: do you think ever really loved me? constantine: ah, now. listen, you can go back and forth about what's genuine, what's lies. none of it matters. you take it from me ... all love's magic. and all magic has a price.

behold: a guy who has been so starved of affection and approval and visible love his whole life that he takes whatever he can get when the opportunity presents itself to be loved, regardless of what it will cost him. who loves unapologetically and hard and without regret, regardless of whether it's good for him.

[castelias-cat-queen]

just kinda makes you seem like an asshole outside of your muse tbh

//Okay, enough.

//I'm not the one who started the slur interpretation. The community did. I only bring it up when asks implicitly bring it up first. I'm on this blog because I like writing. I like writing slimy asshole characters because it's fun to come up with wordplay.

//Every other RP blog on Rotomblr expects the courtesy of separating the muse from the mod, and I'm no different. This is a villain blog. Designed to be a villain. Does the Jenny blog get these kinds of asks, with no reading comprehension at all?

//I'm not exactly having a great time right now, so I'd appreciate a little bit of basic understanding.

[primordialruin]

Zooming in on the family photo at the park only to see that Lilith has little eyebags. Maybe I'm right after all. Maybe she's actually overworked.

[cromwellharvests]

let's! 👏 go! 👏 lesbians!** 👏

[aa-carnivorousfatality]

hey hey. hey guys. hey. what if carnage killed you in such a bloody fashion and as you laid there, choking and slowly fading. his talons and fangs soaked in your blood. he cupped your cheek and gently stroked it with his thumb. as he stared into your eyes, curious and warm. but something sinister no matter. or maybe he runs his talons through your hair as your head lays against his chest. and he kisses you? a slight hint of hunger, but he's careful. the only thing is. both your mouths are bloody and he's whispering sweet nothings in your ear as you leave this plane.

[zoomingupthathilla]

Dustin is so dang sassy... just the way he speaks in season one.

[sonicprim3d]

Hey, fellow Sonic writers

Consider

Big brother Oliver-

[feminaferitas]

//ooc; taissa saying it's not going to be "i'd better put on a jacket" cold but "dying feels like falling asleep" cold

the writers of this show make me insane actually

[lilxmcrtes]

I... would like to write again. I don't think it will be very good. It will be messy and I need to get reacquainted with writing and my muses but... I would like to write again

[endawn]

tweaking his witcher verse again. he was born as a katakan, but at some point or another he was captured, enthralled & experimented on by a higher vampire named mo.lag bal. a higher vampire who had a particular disgust in humanity and wished to bend them to his will. the experiments done on pax turned him into a katakan/higher vampire hybrid and most memories expunged. in a moment of pure animalistic instinct and rage, he broke free of the control and escaped. ruin and death was left in his wake as he indiscriminately slaughtered and consumed. this continued until his senses returned to him and he woke up in a daze and alone in the forest adjacent to a small village. when he emerged from the woods, a kindly cobbler discovered the seemingly half-elf near his door.

[onestepfcrward]

i saw a take on shadow’s character by a fandom blog that, while it wasn’t necessarily wrong, still really irked me because i dislike the idea that shadow is just an apathetic asshole who does not care for the betterment of humanity, a lot. i feel like that’s really glossing over who he is as a character and what his character arc sa2-06 established for him, and over all just. is putting him into one bland, boring 2dimensional box where he’s just an edgy asshole who hates people and thats it.

don’t get me wrong, i totally agree that he has a disdain for humanity especially considering literally everything humanity has put him through emotionally, physically, and mentally, and will CONTINUE to put him through well into the future. he really has no reason in particular to care about humans other than the fact that his best friend was a human and that he was created by humans. that’s it. and one of those facts is reason enough for him to grow resentful on the notion that humanity loves to play god and mess with forces beyond their comprehension (and like, shadow’s life sucks. should he really be thankful for humanity giving life to him for that??)

but! at the same time, i think that he can hold disdain for humanity / resent them for what they did while still being able to acknowledge his purpose and what he’s meant to do in life. i think shadow can still be curious about humanity and still be curious about people while having an overall apprehension towards those in power. because he does! because he’s mature and wise enough to recognize that, while the main portion of humanity sucks - especially the ones making all the rules that govern, there are still good people out there who want to help one another and make the world a better place. people like maria, who share the same hopes and dreams as her. people like amy and like sonic, hell even rouge is a good person deep down. like, to say that shadow flat out hates humanity would be hypocritical of one of his defining character aspects which IS the relationships he’s formed with people. (i include sonic/amy/rouge under the humanity bracket because they have human level intelligence / sentience and it feels weird excluding them even if they’re technically mobian)

and like, it’s fine to have preferences for how you wish to see shadow portrayed. me personally, i LIKE seeing shadow have a softer, compassionate side. even if it represents itself in a weird, estranged and subdued sort of way given just who he is as a person and how he expresses himself, clearly he has SOME compassion for humanity. otherwise, would he be going through all of this bs to actualize his promise to maria? would he have just left rouge to die all those times he’s saved her? would he of become enraged by the idea that some unknown force harmed his teammate omega? 

i think, personally, shadow can get pretty wrapped up in his resentment towards humanity. he still has a lot of strife to overcome and may never fully let it go. but i think it’s that mentality that contrasts so nicely with when he IS faced with people who don’t represent what he’s had to deal with over and over in his life. people like maria who appear to remind him that, while it’s true that people can be very selfish and fight over frivolous things, most people are good and want to lead happy lives. it’s those moments like his confrontation with amy at the end of sa2 that get in touch WITH his compassion that’s become buried over time, and draw out that softer, more human side to shadow. and to ignore that aspect of his character, well, he may as well of just let the planet be destroyed by the space colony all that time ago then.