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[sainz100]

Max & Daniel throwback to 2018 | Futsal in São Paulo | x

[petitsdieu]

☙ BLUSH ME. for a short starter / one liner / movie quote, that likely won't stay petite. ❧

[svnnygraves]

[ … ] ❀ you’re not from around here , are you? i figured because you totally just missed { SUNNY GRAVES } walking by. don’t tell me you don’t know who { SHE } is ? they kind of look like { OLIVIA COOKE } and i could be wrong but i think that they might be { 29 } years old right now. they’ve been living in palmview for the last { TWENTY YEARS }. and i don’t know if anyone has ever told them this before but they kind of remind me of { JANIS IAN } from { MEAN GIRLS }. if you stick around the town long enough you might catch them in action working at { MARINA MARKET } as a { CASHIER }. you see this town isn’t really that big of a place, some folks like to call them the { THE MISCREANT } of palmview! they took a liking to the name too after a while, go figure. oh crap, they must have heard me yapping. they’re coming this way. i got to warn you though, rumor has it they can pretty { CONNIVING } at times. i wouldn’t take it too seriously though, from the times i’ve spoken to them they seemed pretty { WITTY } to me. we see each other all the time since they live in that { ONE BEDROOM } apartment beside me over in { MANGO BAY }. i better leave you to it. it was nice meeting you!

☾ playlist. ☾ pinterest. ☾ muse. ☾ connections.

━━ ⟢ i. the basics

full name: sunny louise graves birthday: 06/12/1995 big three: gemini sun, sagittarius moon, scorpio rising  height: 5'5"  mbti: infj sexual orientation: bisexual  hometown: point pleasant, west virginia  

━━ ⟢ i. personality tidbits 

has held a grudge for anyone who's ever done or said anything bad to her 

probably regularly comissions etsy witches for hexes 

has that anxious avoidant attachment style that makes her go swerve when she feels someone pulling away™️

she's a chronic ghoster 😔

she's pretty guarded but lowkey she's a hopeless romantic, although i don't thinks she'd even know what to do with a relationship that was healthy. she's like a dog chasing a car tbh

 she can be very all or nothing in regards to that so like you may get a text from her once every other week or she’ll bomb you with them all at once in a span of five minutes

she thinks she's a great friend, but she's intense so she's not for everyone

struggles with anger issues, has outbursts that usually happen at the worst possible time 

her hometown is where mothman was famously cited, and yeah she makes that a personality trait

she practices witchcraft and has an altar to the deities she worships

she loves to believe in the unbelievable, ghosts, aliens, anything paranormal, she's all over that

she's unconciously very self motivated, but lowkey thinks she does things for other people's benefits

she tends to have a criminal mindset and lacks boundaries stemming from her own upbringing

she doesn't really see anything wrong with crime as long as it in her eyes is justified

actively is always scheming her revenge, never get too comfortable she's coming even if it's years in the process :/

playlists are her love language!!!!1

finds comfort in meditation instead of going fucking insane, sometimes both

always falls for emotionally unavailable people, a lot of times her bosses or people not available 😭

very into metaphysics like tarot, astrology, etc

loves horror movies and probably watches at least one a day (probably while she’s eating dinner ngl)

━━ ⟢ i. go deeper

tw: alcohol, drug use, abuse, suicide

m o m m y i s s u e s 🥳

sunny grew up in a tumultuous household with her parents always fighting and money was always tight

 it wasn’t until she was 9 that she moved to palmview where she was hopeful things would improve since her father landed a better job, but things quickly deteriorated

as she got older her mom developed bad habits with drugs, and her father coped with alcohol 

 as a byproduct she was kind of abandoned emotionally, and didn’t really have anyone to turn to

her mom was self medicating a larger problem under the surface, and sunny had the misfortune of walking in on her mom trying on several occasions to take her own life

as a result she couldn’t focus in school or, would hyper focus on the wrong things and daydream instead of listening in her classes

got the rep of not only the new kid, but the weird new kid 

and as things usually happen, one day when her guard was down because her mom appeared to be doing better, so she decided to go hang out at a friend’s house after school one day. 

when she returned home later than normal, she walked around her house looking for her mom. to her disbelief, she found her mom hanging from the shower curtain rod, and was in denial that her mom was really gone since she’d always caught it in time before. 

hours later her father found sunny holding her mom up talking to her limp body about how she made a friend at school finally. 

when the emts arrived on scene trying to load her mom onto the stretcher, sunny wouldn’t allow them to take her mom away from her until her dad had to physically pick her up and carry her away 

she blamed herself for not being there for her mom sooner

she hasn’t ever really dealt with her mother’s death, i think in a way she tried to acquaint herself closely with death instead. she would buy ouija boards trying to contact her mother from the other side. hire psychic mediums, go to palm readers, anything for a sign from her mom. i think her anger really manifested more after her mom's passing, and caused her to stop caring as much about the consequences of the law because she felt like she had nothing more to lose.

━━ ⟢ i. connections 

 literally anything and everything

people she’s once passed on the street and projected romantic fantasies on, friends, friends of a friend, cousins, exes, ex hookups, ex situationships, enemies, neighbors, regulars at the market she works at, old co-workers, old classmates, old classmates that used to bully her, someone she's stolen from, people from places she's vandalized, etc etc gimme gimme gimme 

[touchbased]

fuck it… like for a starter 🤧

[dweetling]

i want to quit you no i need to quit you but i'm afraid of what you might do

[immobiliter]

know that i always want to write new things with flint, but a) he is a tricky muse to write with if there's no plotting or discussion beforehand ( on the fly stuff just doesn't work with him, trust me, i've tried ) and b) in addition to being a big fan of his character, i am also the number 1 flint hater lmao

[doom-the-narrative-back]

this is how wyll joined the party right

[oncillamoltres]

hi sorry to the one person who followed me here for my short-lived attempt at a flight rising roleplay blog. this is now a place to dump pokemon IRL roleplay worldbuilding and character rambles.

i'm Oncilla i go by she/her like the night sky and he/him like a girl and it/its like a thing with sharp teeth. 20+ years old.

RP blogs:

@lovenpeace-pkmn -- N's sisters that you probably didn't know he had navigate life outside of team plasma and post about their dogs. (most active)

@tranquill-feathers -- concordia lovenpeace's vent sideblog. really just an extension of the above. sometimes contains important lore and context for things happening with lovenpeace

@vullabies-and-skeledirges -- my trainersona who collects pokemon bones from the woods to sell to cubone trainers. (mid activity)

@fog-with-a-blog -- N's zoroark partner discovers the wonders of the internet. shared lore with lovenpeace. (mid activity)

@black-ice-white-snow -- anthea from a bad end AU, now a fugitive from team plasma's reign of terror, seeks the aid of kyurem to overthrow ghetsis. (inactive i forgot that story-driven blogs are harder than slice-of-life ones. i'll figure something out eventually. maybe a fic)

@fablefangs -- biology nerd/former Sinnoh protag does pet shows with her beloved hydreigon (low activity, still finding my feet with this one)

i also used to run @alolanratttatas and @septemberskies-pkmn, but i've lost inspiration for those ones.

[lovethytendytenderly]

Tagged by @tjarry Lmao love you 🥰

make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! then, tag as many people as you have wips.

Let’s see, I’m gonna exclude anything posted but just scrolling through fic my drive we have:

🌺🪹🏒

🐭🪹🔥

200 goals smut

A Softer SidTanger

Christmas Rabbit

Goaliecule Heatfic

Masterdoc

EK/Jars/Tanger nesting!fic

Fangs Ficlet

Nesting ficbit Dump

Northern Downpour

Shower Fic / Something Comforting

Sidney Crosby Gender Essay

TJE Angst Miscomm

Wishbaby AU

I don’t have file names on my notes app since it’s the first place I write and then I move it to gdrive so I’m just gonna share the first line I think. Im not gonna double share if it’s got two different names.

Addams

“Everyone wants Tristan to talk.”

“It's late when Tristan hits call.”

Since technically poetry edits are also wips in that folder there’s

Build God

Control

Open Me Carefully

Periodic Table

Sacrifice

Technically there’s still some wips in the master docs listed below:

Fob Lyrics

Fob 2 more weeks

Discord Poetry Planning Threads (ie one day I might start an edit lol)

Baseball is about going home

Celestial Bodies

Ebs/Canner The kiss™️

Eulogy

Have I?

Rat A Tat

The magic you hold

I don’t have enough fic writing mutuals to do one per wip holy cow no and I’m not tagging writers/poetry posters I follow that I’m not mutuals with so uhhh tagging @podcasts-8-my-heart @ullybug and @prettyhockey tho idk if you write or just beta. Anyway if you see this and wanna do it feel free. Asks are open if you wanna ask questions or get summaries/spoilers/snippets.

[msmc-796-official]

...I've been thinking a lot about what Morse said recently. Maybe it's because of all the stress, maybe it's because Upper Management has been keeping a closer eye on our squad in the wake of... well, everything that's been happening lately. I don't know.

Being a mercenary, especially in this current state of the galaxy, especially working for a company like MSMC... you're really never able to go home again, are you? You sign your life away to a future of uncertain work and violence, and the only manna you have to your name is forever soaked in the blood of those you kill. Friends and squadmates come and go and live and die at the barrel of a gun. Even if you can go home again (which many mercenaries can't) - it's not really home, is it. Not the one you left. Not the one you remember. Not the one you wanted to come back to.

MSMC's corporate policy of "neutrality" aside, you're always going to have people who despise you for being a merc. Double-crossers, here-for-nows, garbage men, rent-a-guns - all sorts of insults get tossed around when describing us. All accurate terms, I suppose, depending on what particular crime we're being accused of that day, but hurtful nonetheless. Just because we fight for a paycheck rather than some abstract "purpose" (as if by getting paid, we somehow lack our own reasons for fighting), we are demonized, scorned, belittled; all for walking away from battle with someone else's money lining our pockets. (At least we know where our manna comes from when we get paid. Even if we don't always like the answer.)

Since becoming a PR Representative for the company, I have come to learn that many among Upper Management do not take kindly to what they refer to as this squadron's "philanthropic efforts". At the risk of losing my job, I will openly say that I disagree - it is not a poor business decision to assist one's allies. The net worth of community-building and owed favors is, admittedly, a bit hard to put actual monetary value to compared to the demographics of recruitment and contract assignments, but our squadron would not be success story it is today without the support of our friends.

Mercenary work is seldom an honest business. MSMC may specialize in so-called "grayspace contracts", but the truth is, we are but one of many who exploit the loopholes left for us in the wake of SecCom. Where there are state actors who do not wish to bloody their hands, there will always be non-state actors willing to do the dirty work for them, so long as the price is right. It's a fact of the business.

…I'm not sure what I'm trying to say here, really. I was told exactly what I was getting into when I signed on with MSMC (the benefits of having a legal team to your company's name, I suppose), and I agreed to the terms which were presented. While I'd like to hope that my fellow mercenaries across the galaxy can say the same, the truth is more likely that many were coerced, deceived, or otherwise betrayed when they signed their contracts. This does not sit well with my conscience, but it is a burden I must grieve in silence.

Maybe there is still a way home for me, if I ever give up this life. For Kennedi and Slipshod... I fear I cannot say the same. For me, joining MSMC was but a choice among many choices; for them, it was a last resort, a way out of a situation that had become untenable. If our squadron ever falls apart... no. I owe it to them to never let that happen. I speak for PR alone, after all - the fault lies with me.

-- Angel

[petitsdieu]

I’ve got fragments and concepts of replies.

[kndhearted]

WHAT ARE YOUR HANDS COVERD IN?

SOMEONES HAND ⸻ You will not let go. You will not let go because–because you love them. Your hold bruises their skin, makes it tender and so very painful. Blood vessels pop and cloud on the surface, fingers soak with the colour of sky and blackberry fields and still–still you hold on. You cannot imagine their hand not in yours, their warm palm not against your freezing one. They cry silently, turn their head away. You hold them tighter because you do not want them to cry, you want them to be safe. They cry harder. You love them so much, dont you? (I just knew that there could only be one answer. Our hands are made for each other and I promise you that I will never let go of yours. @kuroi-yume)

tagged by : my favourite person @kuroi-yume

tagging : @stcut-hearted, @myfistyourface, @raged-ghoul, @vesani-fox

[touchbased]

concept: you let one of my girls edge one of your guys

[dweetling]

you are my favorite mistake ~

[knotdispenser]

name: Bane Coil nicknames: none (yet) age: varies (appears 23) gender: Male pronouns: (he/him/his) secondary gender: Either. occupation: art student/ pool boy(?) notable features: diphallia species: Amphisbaena / gorgon(?) fc: Milo Manheim

[autresdieu]

i love how i've been saying i'm done writing men and here i am, my multi only men so far.