#…to not reach out and not reciprocate
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to the people saying jinx could never reciprocate ekko's love in the main timeline because of everything she's been going through... i need you to examine your unconscious biases against mentally ill characters
#i also think s2's pacing issues haven't helped#like we don't know how much time has passed between when ekko saves jinx from offing herself and the final battle#and apparently it wasn't a one day thing because of the jinx fixes everything mini game#there's A LOT we didn't get to see#and that bothers me because then we get takes like this#and it's like... no#just because a character has mental health issues doesn't mean they aren't capable of love#or capable of “reciprocating”#au powder also deals with a lot of shit#she just has a community by her side that supports her#which is what jinx has lacked due to silco's isolation and the trauma she's suffered in the main timeline#and we actually get to see in the show how jinx improves the more she creates meaningful bonds with people and reaches out#SO YEAH#timebomb#arcane#timebomb rambles#i can't stop thinking about them
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Reunion Things
#afk arena#mason doodles#thaden#afk thaden#afk thane#afk baden#baden#thane#first one is just thane calming down baden in an emotional moment. before all his memories come back#second is baden reaching out to thane. who is Surprised he even deserves that sort of touch after all these years. and even with all of -#badens progress hes like SUPER emotional that baden can remember and reciprocate that love he had prior. something thane had doubted would#survive death
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just realized (one of) the reason(s) why i’m so attached to odysseus and athena’s relationship in epic…they remind me of me and my (ex) bestie
#epic the musical#athena <3#odysseus#personal#she was athena. i was odysseus. i alw looked up to her sm#there was also a huge clash in ideals#we also said things we didnt mean (and couldnt take back)#she walked out first but (seemingly) moved on quick. i held on to that anger super tight#we spent 2 years in the same class treating each other like strangers. eventually i reached out first#and we started talking again#we reconciled but our relationship was alw pretty stilted and awkward. there’s none of the sisterhood that we once shared#i think abt all this smtimes on late winter nights like these#like could i have done anything better#why tf am i venting on tumblr im such a weirdo#oh yeah. this was prolly why i was a lil bummed w ody & athenas ending at first. i expected a hug and lots of apologies#and for that connection to kick in again#im projecting so hard#but well you cant snap a bandaid over a bullet hole and call it a day#this is also why i cant listen to ichbw much its way to personal#some wounds cant close right but its ok#oh yeah. she (the girl) liked me romantically and i did not reciprocate. haha#thats prolly why i also enjoy unrequited love trope w ody & athena#okay enough jesus
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genuinely tempted to rewatch ooo for analysis so i have a written record of my favorite things about eian
#silly thoughts#unrelated#eian is really complicated because ankh died so the characterization to use for romance is limited#senryuu already started on the same side so they can resolve fewer issues leading to a hypothetical romance#but since eian started out antagonistic most of the show is actually focused on them reaching mutual support and care for the first time#the build up is for the reciprocation of feelings / meanwhile in build there are mutual reciprocation and affirmation -> marriage end#anyway i do like eian precisely because of that awkward point of a relationship they’re stuck in#ankh is eiji’s white moonlight
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this keeps me up at night btw.
#mipha#botw#loz breath of the wild#TWICE??? SHE DID IT TWICE??????? AND WE'RE JUST GONNA MOVE PAST THAT????????? literally NO one else has been said to be able to do this#and like. hm. is it. is it... love??#like you know how zelda and her powers are implied to work the same. they focus on protecting the one(s) they love & their powers activate#(i know people theorise that mipha was going to tell zelda her power works when she thinks about link but i've always thought she was going#to say that it works when she thinks about saving the person under her care. because it doesnt really make sense to me that her healing#would work for other people if she was only focused on saving link you know? so i've always thought it was just 'saving the people i love')#and zelda is technically able to do this with link after he wakes up and he's the only person her powers woke for#so does this work maybe like an inverse or an extension of how their powers usually work? like instead of it just being their love for the#other person it's the other person/people's love or reciprocated love for them. zelda & link are implied to have really only had each other#but mipha. mipha had a family and a whole kingdom. she was connected to nearly all of them when she passed and both these events#are said to have taken place shortly after she fell. in the dlc she asks link to pass on a message to sidon for her implying that she#can no longer speak to him as she once could. perhaps that's just her power waning over time but if you think about it in the context#of how the domain is slowly losing people who knew her and those who remain only remember her for what she did for them rather than who#she truly was then could she have stopped being able to connect with them because there was no one left who loved her as they once did.#loved her for who she was.#was she in vah ruta reaching out for her father and brother and realising slowly that they were forgetting her#... 'do not cry. just remember' huh.#freya talks loz#so consumed by mipha thoughts i forgot my own tag
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one of thos nights. where i miss my love
#i dont know man. i cant pinpoint the exact time when i just. stopped reaching out to people and being receptive to attempts to reach me#blahhhh#i WANT to talk. more than anything. like so fucking bad. but whenever someone offers to talk. i simply do not reciprocate. WHY#expert self sabotager#eventually i stopped reciprocating with my love as well. you know how it goes#i wish my therapist would respond to my texts
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jerejean warriors i respect and i love you i truly do but how did that pairing even get so big while jeanee has 45 fics total. again i truly love and respect u however i wish i could take some of the jerejean fame and transmute it to jeanee.... i want what u have
#AGAIN I SEE THE VISION#i just can't get into jerejean bc i do not care about jeremy as a person at all right now#hes a disembodied three lines with bleach blond hair#jeanee..... you will always be famous to me im sorry#jean seeing renee and short-circuiting mid bitch rant#renee reciprocating and genuinely wanting to talk to jean even knowing what a mess his life is... jean finding#for the first time since kevin left#a beacon of light that causes him to reach out in what he thinks could be his last moments. renee driving through the middle of the night#to save him#renee “im a bad person trying very hard to be a good person” walker's friendship saving someones life even though none of them know what#would've happened to jean if they never became friends. not even jean#ill most likely be a jeremy warrior once tsc comes out and he becomes an actual person i promise
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#the secret to making friends is to let yourself annoy them#this is a joke but im also being completely serious#all my life I've been too apprehensive to make the first move because im always afraid of being bothersome#but looking back at the friendships through the past 4years at uni... im so lucky that a lot of people didn't worry about bothering me#and decided to come up and initiate conversation anyway#and also. whenever anyone has 'bothered me' by asking about me or wanting to know more... I have only felt loved and special...#so i guess what im trying to say is that#cringe culture is dead and theres nothing cool about prioritizing how you appear over the potential of a real bond#and I was born to be persistent and curious#so yeah. now that my graduate program will start in a couple months and there are opportunities to get acquainted with my classmates#I reach out to people with no attempt to hide my enthusiasm in getting to know them.#I double/triple text a lot and annoy them (affectionate) like i do my bffs and its incredible how 9/10 reciprocate that energy so quick#and despite the cultural differences and minor mistranslations/miscommunications we still manage to find common interests to discuss about#and it's like '!!!!!!! we're besties now'#yeah sure sometimes people might get a bit uncomfy and by the second message if i feel like I'm disturbing them I back off#but i won't know that until i reach out in the first place. so all in all this has worked really well for me and i love itttt#megumi in the tags
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If you're my friend... I think about you a lot.
#mine#most of the day I'm thinking about the people I care about#trying to cheer you up if something's gone wrong#oh you'd like this song I think. wish I could say this to you hope I remember after work. wonder what you're up to#feeling my feelings and thinking my thoughts and putting the words together to tell you about it because I want us both to get to share#and most of this is over text so like it's gonna be different and probablynmore detached for most people#and people are busy and I disappear when I'm busy or not up for talking but#I've been feeling like an afterthought a little#I'm trying to take steps back and not put so much tume and effort into reaching out to people if they're not reciprocating but...#it really doesn't feel good#you're on my mind and I want you around and I want to hear what's up and what you're thinking about and how you're doing#and I guess. i want to be on your mind too. i want to hear that I'm present in your life even when I'm not nect to you.#this is specifically about my closest friends and my partner I'm not asking acquaintances to tell me how much they think I'll like something#but like. hey? you tell me you love me. what does that mean for you?#not as a guilt trip but genuinely I am building my personal version of love and maybe I'm not seeing what you're doing. love languages etc#but I am feeling very alone. and not very loved#I'm not too sure what to do about this. I'll keep trying to talk about it#at some point I have to acknowledge when people aren't listening or can't do what I'm asking though
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Bouncing between the most heart wrenching unrequited love music to my feedism blog is doing numbers on me mentally
#violet rambling#like bro i wanna love someone until death and have someone reciprocate that#lemme give you everything i have while hou return the favor#lets lean on eachother like two trees hit by lightning strikes that just so happened to fall in the same direction#lets regrow our roots and reach out to eachother so our roots are intertwined
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It's 7am and I'm upset. Anywaaay I'll just sleep it off
#ray says#i just feel like i do a lot of reaching out to ppl that isn't reciprocated which i get like you're struggling or busy or you forgot cool np#but i'm struggling and busy and forgetful too? yet our rs relies on my efforts alone. how's that fair? what if i just stopped lmao what if#ANYWAY at least i did smth productive out of waking up this early! i'd forgotten to buy the tickets for my cinema date#reminder that i use the word date loosely. most of my friendly hangouts is a date to me <3
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Timeout for the baby ig
#did we get put in a bucket?#are we dead and dont know it yet?#like#y'all#no one talks to me/us anymore#all our original friends save cloud/silver/shinso have forgotten we exist#idk what that means#did i do somthing?#love our new friends but even then no one really talks to me#im just#here#im here until someone needs me or happens to catch me at my worst#and then its all headpats and kisses then i dont exist again#i know im hard to talk to#i know i dont seem like i want to rant about many things#but if anyone put in the smallest effort i promise I'll reciprocate#but im not going to be in a onesided friendship again#im not gonna be the only one reaching out and engaging and pestering for attention#ig its my fault then huh#idk it just feels like no one cares beyond occasionally interacting with me#i promise i can be funny#i promise i can make somthing worth your time#i just dont know what it is you're looking for yet#i dont like being in the bucket#someone take me out#goblin vents
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i like to be alone too much. i'm ruining the possibility of making new friends
#a poast#girl i am getting too comfortable with being alone and not talking to anyone for long periods of time#i dont really reciprocate when people are trying to be friendly with me#i know i should and that its ultimately going to make me happier but alas i am also perfectly comfortable with not doing it so i dont#yeah self sabotge is my middle name how did you know#friendship and happiness vs the mortifying ordeal of being known#bitches when they're really fucking lonely and crave connection but also have no desire to reach out:
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(( status update: amazing news! i’m unemployed again so i should have plenty of time on my hands to have fun. it’s a relief bc capitalist society was truly no enjoyable place for me. 😖
aaaAAAAaah, i really wanna have fun or just talk to people! we can play games, pick tarot cards, reinvent the world, start a book club, watch movies/videos, bitch about people or the world, casually fuck around, share traumatic stories, bully our muses etc. i’m up for most things if anybody wants to!
i’m trying my hardest not to be weird but sometimes i just can’t help it. i just get too excited… ))
#fazil chirps (ooc)#i have zero income but it’s ok i have my savings#trying not to think about all those people i might’ve scared away already lol#i’ve actually been thinking about picking tarot cards for writing purposes#also want to do a fanfic trope tier ranking thing w someone#with that said i’d actually like to get to know people better i just don’t want to appear overbearing#lots of art and general ideas too but ye it’d just be disheartening to get ignored/overseen#if anybody reaches out i’ll always always reciprocate#god i sound like a proper desperado don’t i? >_>#i banish myself to the corner
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ummm I wish my crush would reach out and talk to me himself because when I do it, it feels forced and I end up feeling like a nuisance! I also hate the small talk because I wish I could just straight up say to him that I want to talk to him all the time, even if it’s about nothing, which is why I message him about boring schoolwork. So now he probably has the impression that all I have to talk about is school (which isn’t wrong lol) but I promise things would be so much better if we just talked IRL and not communicated via text…I’m convinced texting kills eroticism. Like when we sat and talked for an hour last week, it felt so right and now I’m just ☹️ I guess he didn’t feel what I felt or didn’t feel it as strongly as I did because I haven’t stopped thinking about it since and have wanted to talk to him every day since then. Ughhh….
#like plsss don’t be afraid to reach out…I’m here and I promise I will reciprocate whatever is!!!#im not afraid of my desires!! I want to feel you!
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not to be cringe but can i receive affirmations on why people value me that isn't based off pure entertainment value
#it was a bad week for my brain#i feel like i tryyy to reach out and be buddies with people but feeling like its not super reciprocated for whatever stupid brain reason#talk tag
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