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oppenheimer thoughts aka i’m gonna go absolutely insane
#all the FUCKING PEOPLE I’m seeing being like actually the movie blatantly paints Oppenheimer as the villain#did we watch the same film#no it absolutely does not#it attempts to be like ahhh boo hoo he feels guilty abt his huge role in murdering hundreds of thousands of civilians#but it paints him as a fucking leftist hero who was blacklisted by the American govt#an innocent scientist who has ptsd over his fucking war crimes#boo hoo wahhhh poor oppenheimer#‘give it back to the Indians’#I’m gonna fuckinf lose my mind#‘why would Nolan make a movie abt Japanese people’ HOW ARE YOU MISSING THE FAVT THAT WHITE RICH MEN HAVE THE POWER AND PRIVILEGE TO MAKE#THE STUPID FUCKING FAKE MORALLY AMBIGUOUS MOVIES ABOIT POOR TORTURED WAR CRIMINALS#IN THE UNITED STATES IN CINEMA IN MAINSTREAM POPULAR CUKTURE#‘i’m sorry there weren’t more women involved in building the atomic bomb what do you want’ SHUT UP YOU ARE SO BLATANTLY MISSING THR POINT#i’m gnashing my teeth i’m so angry#this movie is so exhausting
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Qitian dasheng and other outfit concept sketches
#I always find it funny when in every iteration wukong is the only one to ever get outfit changes#he ran the fashion department pockets THROUGH#every season china’s Madonna gets a new dress cuz he’s the people’s prettiest little princess#jelly didn’t do a good enough job talking me out of that uglyass qtds design so you guys get to see it#I was going for a more empress dowager look to be unique but it doesn’t really suit him I think lol ^^#back to the drawing board#but I really do like that handsome monkey king sketch#the one with the small monkey in his arms#I like to think he’s actually very motherly to his children subjects <:3#that’s mother#I’m also trying my hand at giving him a more Indian outfit since that’s where they’re going -w-#not really satisfied with any of em lol#the crop top sketch is maybe him directly after getting out of the mountain and being petulant about the band#the tassels STAY ON#digital art#my art#jttw sun wukong#journey to the west#sun wukong#jttw fanart#monkey king#anyways lemme know what y’all think#I actually wanna hear other opinions on this :P#also if you couldn’t tell I’m obsessed with cloud collars at the moment#☁️ 🌺 🦢 ✨
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humans ur formers
#I hit orion with the indian beam he's mine now and I'm not giving him back sorry#the placement of the constellation will be important later I mean what who said that#dee braided orion's hair#and orion pierced dee's ears since miners aren't given the luxury to have it done safely :[#transformers#transformers one#d-pax#pax-16#megop#orion pax#d-16
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ive been seeing a lot of people making sugilite have ashy skin because of this one panel thing
but he doesnt actually, because if you look at him in the rest of the video he has brown skin
i dont think the mini panels are very representative of his skin color since jade and obsidian also have a more greyish color
#but its funny how they dont get drawn grey huh?#also ive seen a lot of people also go eww why does hyv give characters grey skin ('omg they just made them dehydrated...😓')#and that also makes me go hmmm#because as an indian who goes back to india every year i DO see people with a more greyish skin tone. and theres nothing wrong with that???#sugilite hsr#hsr sugilite#hsr jade#jade hsr#hsr obsidian#obsidian hsr#hsr
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peaceful property final thoughts: what is a home?
i remember the first time peaceful property was released as a mock trailer in gmmtv part 1 for 2024, and how excited i was for the series to air. i thought it to be a perfect ghostbusting plot for a show - and taynew have acted in many other non-BL shows that i was not too worried for it to be a BL or not BL. and internally, after seeing that trailer, i had an idea on how the show was gonna be on what it means to have a home, have a family and understand its better meaning.
now that the show has ended, it has come true in its best form. all the spirit stories was so rooted in the little things that most people would want, and each story ngl made me cry. it gave emphasis on family, on building homes, building warmth and building a sense of familiarity with love and care. and how even with care, the financial difficulties of most people get highlighted. it was endearing to me, because it gave me every flavour of drama, angst, hate, anger, horror, fear and love i thought i didnt need but i did. so badly.
i can definitely say the show was a lot on breaking, healing and building new stuff over the old, with the theme remaining constant over all of the episodes. personally, it provided a new meaning to home. we list a lot of thing while we talk about what home means to someone, in poetry, prose, media and daily life. and i believe you cant find one absolute meaning of home. the show said the same thing here as well. however, it add more depth to the things already said. how home lies within the people, not the buildings we create. its the memories that emphasise a home.
and i think here, the best example to explain home was through uncle somkid. the denial of care and affection he felt through years doesnt equate to the comfort he got at last, knowing his father did love him all those years, left him memories and things behind. and for us as the audience, probably, the arc that somkid got may not be correct because one may think the emotional unavailability of gramps and the whole family doesnt give the correct closure that somkid probably needed. but we find out somkid saying that he finally got the closure he needed. and that is something only he could justify, not us.
i learnt a deeper meaning of how home is everything - the chaos, disagreements, fights, denial of love, hate, laughter, envy, jealousy, pride, ego, disappointment, love, care, affection, warmth, being safe and content of being together with people. and feeling that all with people has become so valid. because you go through all those emotions in the course of life with people/buildings/memories you used to call/call/will call home. these feelings dont remain constant but they show up.
the way i interpreted "home" is still vague and may be incorrect, but i have felt this as i keep defining more homes over the course of my life. i have felt these emotions somewhere or the other while being in homes and its now something which makes me feel warm and content. and this show, made me feel it all.
will like to end my string of thoughts with this thought in mind.
#peaceful property#peaceful property on sale#tay tawan#new thitipoom#mook worranit#janhae ployshompoo#dome jarupat kannula#on sale the series#haunted house on sale#home peach kan pang suradech#why is it every TayNew show always putting me in my feels and making me write stuff#i have had so many thoughts on what is home so so much#my thoughts havent ended or gotten a perfect answer#but somehow the show did give me a new outlook to define home#i am too much in my feels rn#the main lead (almost) died (indian soap era edition)#happy ending for the gang but my heart goes out to uncle somkid and gramps for so many reasons#i am surprised that all the actors who were in ep 1 came back in ep 12#full circle moment? idk
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Really should've studied English
so yeah, I have my English pre-boards next Monday and it has come to my attention that I have barely given the subject more than 24 hours the entire year.
Not ideal, but this also happened last year. Anyways, I have finally decided to pick up Flamingo and speedrun through it.
Starting with the very last chapter of poems, I managed to make some notes in an hour. This was my first time reading it and god was it a ride. Like HOW does a three paragraph poem takes an hour??
Also, I used Jen for Aunt Jennifer.
#desiblr#desi tag#desi tumblr#being desi#desi teen#i did read “going places” too but need to re-read it to get a better insight of whatever is up with sophie#and i read “lost spring” back in april#also “a thing of beauty” looks like a headache awaiting. mr keats what the actual-#nevermind it has actually got a great start that is gonna fit so well on a fic in my drafts#aunt jen is actually giving every indian mother#also if anyone needs some help with english you can come talk to me. i know i've barely studied but at least we can discuss/suffer together#if you want i can type out these notes
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Spider-Man India, but... where from India?
A SUPER long post featuring talks of: cultural identity, characterisation, the caste system, and what makes Spider-Man Spider-Man.
I’m prefacing this by saying that I am a second-generation immigrant. I was born in Australia, but my cultural background is from South India. My experiences with what it means to be “Indian” is going to be very different from the experiences of those who are born and brought up in India.
If you, reader, want to add anything, please reblog and add your thoughts. This is meant to be a post open for discussion — the more interaction we get, the better we become aware of these nuances.
So I made this poll asking folks to pick a region of India where I would draw Pavitr Prabhakar in their cultural wear. This idea had been on my mind for a long while now, as I had been inspired by Annie Hazarika’s Northeastern Spidey artwork in the wake of ATSV’s release, but never got the time to actually do it until now. I wanted to get a little interactive and made the poll so I could have people choose which of the different regions — North, Northeast, Central, East, West, South — to do first.
The outcome was not what I expected. As you can see, out of 83 votes:
THE RESULTS
South India takes up almost half of all votes (44.6%), followed by Northeast and Central (both 14.5%) and then East (13.3%). In all my life growing up, support towards or even just the awareness of South India was pretty low. Despite this being a very contained poll, why would nearly half of all voters pick South India in favour of other popular choices like Central or North India?
Then I thought about the layout of the poll: Title, Options, Context.
Title: "Tell us who you want to see…"
Options: North, Northeast, Central, East, West, South
Context: I want to make art of the boy again
At first I thought: ah geez. this is my fault. I didn't make the poll clear enough. do they think I want them to figure out where Pavitr came from? That's not what I wanted, maybe I should have added the context before the options.
Then I thought: ah geez. is it my fault for people not reading the entire damn thing before clicking a button? That's pretty stupid.
But regardless, the thought did prompt a line of thinking I know many of us desi folk have been considering since Spider-Man India was first conceived — or, at least, since the announcement that he was going to appear in ATSV. Hell, even I thought of it:
Where did Spider-Man India come from?
FROM A CULTURALLY DIVERSE INDIA
As we know, India is so culturally diverse, and no doubt ATSV creators had to take that into account. Because the ORIGINAL Spider-Man India came from Mumbai — most likely because Mumbai and Manhattan both started with the same letter.
But going beyond that, it’s also because Mumbai is one of the most recognisable cities in India - it’s also known as Bombay. It’s where Bollywood films are shot. It’s where superstar Hindi actors and actresses show up. Mumbai is synonymous with India in that regard, because the easiest way Western countries can interact with Indian culture is through BOLLYWOOD, through HINDI FILMS, through MUMBAI. Suddenly, India is Mumbai, India is a Hindi-only country, India is just this isolated thing we see through an infinitely narrow lens.
We’ve gotten a little better in recent years, but boy I will tell you how uncomfortable I’ve gotten when people (yes, even desi people) come up to me and tell me, Oh, you’re Indian right? Can you speak Hindi? Why don’t you speak Hindi? You’re not Indian if you don’t speak Hindi, that’s India’s national language!
I have been — still am — so afraid of telling people that I don’t speak Hindi, that I’m Tamil, that I don’t care that Hindi is India’s “national” language (it’s an administrative language, Kavin, get your fucking facts right). It’s weird, it’s isolating, and it has made me feel like I wasn’t “Indian” enough to be accepted into the group of “Indian” people.
So I am thankful that ATSV went out of their way to integrate as much variety of Indian culture into the Mumbattan sequence. Maybe that way, the younger generation of desi folk won’t feel so isolated, and that younger Western people will be more open to learning about all these cultural differences within such a vast country.
BUT WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH SPIDER-MAN INDIA?
Everything, actually. There’s a thing called supremacy. You might have heard of it. We all engaged with it at some point, and if you are Indian, no matter where you live, it is inescapable.
It happens the moment you are born — who your family is, where you are born, the language you speak, the colour of your skin; these will be bound to you for life, and it is nigh impossible to break down the stereotypes associated with them.
Certain ethnic groups will be more favourable than others (Centrals, and thus their cultures, will always be favoured over than Souths, as an example) and the same can be said for social groups (Brahmins are more likely to secure influential roles in politics or other areas like priesthood, while the lowers castes, especially Dalits, aren’t even given the decency of respect). Don’t even get me started on colourism, where obviously those of fairer skin will win the lottery while those of darker skin aren’t given the time of day. It’s even worse when morality ties into it — “lighter skinned Indians, like Brahmins, embody good qualities like justice and wisdom”, “dark skinned Indians are cunning and poor, they are untrustworthy”. It’s fucking nuts.
This means, of course, you have a billion people trying to make themselves heard in a system that tries to crush everyone who is not privileged. It only makes sense that people want to elevate themselves and break free from a society that refuses to acknowledge them. These frustrations manifest outwardly, like in protests, but other times — most times — it goes unheard, quietly shaping your way of life, your way of thinking. It becomes a fundamental part of you, and it can go unacknowledged for generations.
So when you have a character like Pavitr Prabhakar enter the scene, people immediately latch onto him and start asking questions many Western audiences don’t even consider. Who is he? What food does he eat? What does he do on Fridays? What’s his family like, his community? All these questions pop up, because, amidst all this turmoil going on in the background, you want a mainstream popular character to be like you, who knows your way of life so intimately, that he may as well be a part of your community.
BUT THAT'S THE THING — HE'S FICTIONAL
I am guilty of this. In fact, I’ve flaunted in numerous posts how I think he’s the perfect Tamil boy, how he dances bharatanatyam, how he does all these Tamil things that no one will understand except myself. All these niche things that only I, and maybe a few others, will understand.
I’ve seen other people do it, too. I’ve seen people geek out over his dark brown skin, his kalari dhoti, how he fights so effortlessly in the kalaripayattu martial arts style. I’ve seen people write him as Malayali, as Hindi, as every kind of Indian person imaginable.
I’ve also seen him be written where he’s subjected to typical Indian and broader Asian stereotypes. You know the ones I’m so fond of calling out. The thing is, I’ve seen so much of Pavitr being presented in so many different ways, and I worry how the rest of the desi folk will take it.
You finally have a character who could be you, but now he’s someone else’s plaything. Your entire life is shaped by what you can and can’t do simply because you were born to an Indian family, and here’s the one person who could represent you now at the mercy of someone else’s whims. He’s off living a life that is so distant from yours, you can hardly recognise him.
It shouldn’t hurt as much as it does, yeah? But, again, you’re looking at it from that infinitely narrow lens Westerners use to look at India from Bollywood.
AND PAVITR PRABHAKAR DOESN'T LIVE IN INDIA
He lives in Mumbattan. He lives in a made-up, fictional world that doesn’t follow the way of life of our world. He lives in a city where Mumbai and Manhattan got fucking squashed together. There are so many memes about colonialism right there. Mumbattan isn’t real! Spider-Man India isn’t real!! He’s just a dude!! The logic of our world doesn’t apply to him!!!
“But his surname originates from ______” okay but does that matter?
“But he’s wearing a kalari dhoti so surely he’s ______” okay but does that matter?
“But his skin colour is darker so he must be ______” okay but does that matter?
“But he lives in Mumbai so he must be ______” okay but does that matter?
I sound insensitive and brash and annoying and it looks like I’m yapping just for the sake of riling you up, so direct that little burst of anger you got there at me, and keep reading.
Listen. I’m going to ask you a question that I’ve asked myself a million times over. I want you to answer honestly. I want you to ask this question to yourself and answer honestly:
Are you trying to convince me on who Pavitr Prabhakar should be?
... but why shouldn't i?
I’ll tell you this again — I did the same thing. You’re not at fault for this, but I want you to just...have a little think over. Just a little moment of self-reflection, to think about why you are so intent on boxing this guy.
It took me a while to reorganise my thinking and how to best approach a character like Pavitr, so I will give you all the time you need as well as a little springboard to focus your thoughts on.
SPIDER-MAN (INDIA) IS JUST A MASK
“What I like about the costume is that anybody reading Spider-Man in any part of the world can imagine that they themselves are under the costume. And that’s a good thing.”
Stan Lee said that. Remember how he was so intent on making sure that everybody got the idea that Spider-Man as an entity is fundamentally broken without Peter Parker there to put on the suit and save the day? That ultimately it was the person beneath the mask, no matter who they were, that mattered most?
Spider-Man India is no less different. You can argue with me that Peter Parker!Spidey is supposed to represent working class struggles in the face of leering corporate entities who endanger the regular folk like us, and so Pavitr Prabhakar should also function the same way. Pavitr should also be a working class guy of this specific social standing fighting people of this other social standing.
But that takes away the authenticity of Spider-Man India. Looking at him through the Peter Parker lens forces you to look at him through the Western lens, and it significantly lessens what you can do with the character — suddenly, it’s a fight to be heard, to be seen, to be recognised. It’s yelling over each other that Pavitr Prabhakar is this ethnicity, is that caste, this or that, this or that, this or that.
There’s a reason why he’s called Spider-Man India, infuriatingly vague as it is. And that’s the point — the vagueness of his identity fulfils Lee’s purpose for a character that could theoretically be embodied by anyone. If he had been called “Spider-Man Mumbai”, you cut out a majority of the population (and in capitalist terms, you cut out a good chunk of the market).
And in the case of Spider-Man India? Whew — you’ve got about a billion people imagining a billion different versions of him.
Whoever you are, whatever you see in Pavitr, that is what is personal to you, and there is nothing wrong with that, and I will not fault you for it. I will not fault you for saying Pavitr is from Central due to the origins of his last name. I also will not fault you for saying Pavitr is from South due to him practising kalaripayattu. I also will not fault you for saying he is not Hindu. I also will not fault you for saying he is a particular ethnicity without any proof.
What I will fault you for is trying to convince me and the others around you that Pavitr Prabhakar should be this particular ethnicity/have this cultural background because of some specific reason. I literally don’t care and it is fundamentally going against his character, going against the “anyone can wear the mask” sentiment of Spider-Man. By doing this, you are strengthening the walls that first divided us. You’re feeding the stratification and segmentation of our cultures — something that is actually not present in the fictional world of Mumbattan.
Like I said before: Mumbattan isn’t real, so the divides between ethnicities and cultural backgrounds are practically nonexistent. The best thing is that it is visually there for all to see. My favourite piece of evidence is this:
It’s a marquee for a cinema in the Mumbattan sequence, in the “Quick tour: this is where the traffic is” section. It has four titles; the first two are written in Hindi. The third title is written in Bengali*, and the fourth title is written in Tamil. You go to Mumbai and you won’t see a single shred of Bengali nor Tamil there, much less any other language that's not common in Maharashtra (Western India). Seeing this for the first time, you know what went through my head?
Wow, the numerous cultures of India are so intermingled here in Mumbattan! Everyone and everything is welcome!
I was happy, not just because of Tamil representation, but because of the fact that the plethora of Indian cultures are showcased coexisting in such a short sequence. This is India embracing all the little parts that make up its grander identity. This scene literally opened my eyes seeing such beauty in all the diverse cultures thriving together. In a place where language and cultural backgrounds blend so easily, each one complementing one another.
It is so easy to believe that, from this colourful palette of a setting, Pavitr Prabhakar truly is Spider-Man India, no matter where he comes from.
It’s easy to believe that Pavitr can come from any part of India, and I won’t call you out if the origin you have for him is different from the origin I have. You don’t need to stake out territory and stand your ground — you’re entitled to that opinion, and I respect it. In fact, I encourage it!!!
Because there’s only so much you can show in a ten minute segment of a film about a country that has such a vast history and even greater number of cultures. I want to see all of it — I want him to be a Malayali boy, a Hindi boy, a Bengali boy, a Telugu boy, an Urdu boy, whatever!! I want you to write him or draw him immersed in your culture, so that I can see the beauty of your background, the wonderful little things that make your culture unique and different from mine!
And, as many friends have said, it’s so common for Indian folks to be migrating around within our own country. A person with a Maharashtrian surname might end up living in Punjab, and no one really minds that. I’m actually from Karnataka, my family speaks Kannada, but somewhere down the line my ancestors moved to Tamil Nadu and settled down and lived very fulfilling lives. So I don’t actually have the “pure Tamil” upbringing, contrary to popular belief; I’ve gotten a mix of both Kannada and Tamil lifestyles, and it’s made my life that much richer.
So it’s common for people to “not” look like their surname, if that’s what you’re really afraid about. In fact, it just adds to that layer of nuance, that even despite these rigid identities between ethnicities we as Indian people still intermingle with one another, bringing slivers of our cultures to share with others. Pavitr could just as well have been born in one state and moved around the country, and he happens to live in Mumbattan now. It’s entirely possible and there’s nothing to disprove that.
We don’t need to clamber over one another declaring that only one ethnicity is the “right” ethnicity, because, again, you will be looking at Pavitr and the rest of India in that narrow Western lens — a country with such rich cultural variety reduced to a homogenous restrictive way of life.
THE POLL: REINTERPRETED
This whole thing started because I was wondering why my little poll was so skewed — I thought people assumed I was asking them where he came from, then paired his physical appearance with the most logical options available. I thought it was my fault, that I had somehow influenced this outcome without knowing.
Truth is, I will never really know. But I will be thankful for it, because it gave me the opportunity to finally broach this topic, something that many of us desi folk are hesitant to talk about. I hope you have learned something from this, whether you are desi or a casual Spider-Man fan or someone who just so happened to stumble upon this.
So just…be a little more open. Recognise that India, like many many countries and nations, is made up of a plethora of smaller cultures. And remember, if you’re trying to convince Pavitr that he’s a particular ethnicity, he’s going to wave his hand at you and say, “Ha, me? No, I’m one of the people that live here in the best Indian city! I’m Spider-Man India, dost!”
(Regardless, he still considers you a friend, because to him, the people matter more to him than you trying to box him into something he’s not.)
*Note: thank you dear anon for letting me know that the third title was Bengali, twas my mistake for literally completely forgetting
#long post + more tags that kinda spiral away BUT expand on the points above AND kinda puts everything together concisely#BROS THIS IS AN HONEST TO GOD ESSAY#THAT HAS BEEN COOKING IN MY HEART FOR A WHILE NOW. SIMMERING FOR MONTHS BEFORE FINALLY BOILING OVER IN THE LAST WEEK#genuinely hope you read MOST of it because yes it has Quite A Lot Of Exposition but it all matters nonetheless#put in a lot of thought into this so i expect you to do your part and challenge your thoughts as well#you see how i'm not asking for you to listen to me. but to actually Think. i want you to cook your thoughts and add some spice and flavour#and give it a good mix so you can come out of this a little more wiser than before#because!!! yeah!!!! spider man india is just that!! he's indian!!!!! we don't need to collectively agree on where he comes from#bc it gets rid of that relatability factor of spider man. at the most basic level#think of it as a schrodinger's. he is every single culture and none of them at the same time. therefore none of us are wrong!! sick!!!!#pavitr's first priority is making sure HIS PEOPLE are safe. that's probably as far as we can go that relates him back to peter parker spide#he loves his people and working in the name of justice to FIGHT for HIS PEOPLE is just the duty/responsibility he takes up#it makes sense that he loves everyone and every culture he engages with bc that's the nature of spider man i suppose#if peter parker spidey acts as the guardian for the regular folk.. then in my mind pavitr spidey stands as the bridge uniting the people#because society as its core is very fragmented. and having pavitr act as a connection to other folks.... mmmmm beautiful#that's what i'm talking abouttttt !!!#anyways guys this is literally 3001 words on my document EXCLUDING THE TITLE. THAT'S 7 PAGES AT 11pt FONT. i'm literally cryingggg wtf#pavitr prabhakar#spider man#spider man india#desi#desiblr#atsv#across the spiderverse#atsv pavitr#indian culture#india#desi tumblr#what the fuck do i tag this as#agnirambles
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- Part 1 - George Harrison sings Dehra Dun to Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr as part of the Beatles Anthology reunion, Friar Park, 1994 - Part 2 - Peter Jackson uses the same audio in The Beatles: Get Back, 2021
#cheeky peter!#I'm annoyed because the first time I saw get back I thought 'I know that song!'#didn't realise it was the same bloody audio#it's paul's 'indian sounds' that gives it away#the beatles anthology#get back#paul mccartney#ringo starr#george harrison#the beatles
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matthew if he were a buge
#matthew patel#i hate this fuckign picture why is he so white and lanky !!!#give him back his beautiful indian complexion !!!
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Okay but the life of the legendary Shovana Narayan altered my brain chemistry, a superb academic record hold, a maestro in kathak and then also a civil services officer with a long distance marriage and motherhood
If she could do this in the 50s and 60s, wtf is stopping me from doing so, when I have never wanted just one thing to define me
#samridhi speaks#also to my ex who told me things likw your relationship will never work out with him because of different life goals#lol this woman married a diplomat and they managed a long distance marriage too#her husband paved doors foe collabs with the West with Indian dance back then#this is the kind of love I want sure physical intimacy is needed and what not but God I am never giving up all of this to marry#and I still remember him saying you give those soft mothet vibes who is a part time mother and dancer#bye I will girlboss all my life and be all right in front of guys like some of my cousins who think we girls his sisters will just marry#and settle down amd to my ex too for thinking I will be easy and live out a simplw life#fuck everything the only understanding men in my life have been my father brother and my boyfriend at this point#weird that he never grew up around sisters but still is so aware and understanding of women and our desire for dreams#lol I am ranting but yes I have an exam in 6 hours my sleep got over by 2.30#and then I was googling gpat niper prep#yeah it's first sem but I keep wanting to updatw on the info#and God knows what struck me to google dancers randomly who were into civil service academia and still being legends in the arts#then shovana narayan came up
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m.axi after ruining his relationship with ash in s.oulcal4
#ash rambles 💚#I'M SORRY LMAO BUT THIS VIDEO POPPED ONTO MY FYP AND IT'S THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT OF#he really did fumble an indian baddie... the indian baddie being me ofc#however they do get back together eventually though so it's okay! just give it like a decadw#*decade#oh also. speaking of baddies and hopefully not fumbling them... you guys know how I've occasionally mentioned having an irl crush?#guess who uh. um.#anyways i have a boyfriend now!#i've never done this before but hey. it did happen! yay!#OH forgot my m.axi tag#the dandy of the south seas 🌊 🤍
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#can i just say something#idk if it’s controversial or not it’s just my thoughts#so years and years ago when chris said in an interview#something along the lines of#‘Sandra bullock is the type of girl you take home to meet your mom’#and ‘Salma Hayek is the type where you yell action and go to town’#(on who he’d rather film a sex scene with)#and it’s so funny bc it just clicks with me how…#men boys whatever they’re all the same#I’m not Mexican like salma but#I’m south Asian and I’m brown and this is literalllyyyt how all boys think#like white boys#they date white girls#but on the down low they fuck with us but don’t want to be seen with us or take us home to their parents or make us their girlfriend#treated like a ‘dirty little secret’ fr 😂😭#I remember back in secondary school#my friend who is Indian#was hooking up with a white body and at one point he made her walk on the other side of the street from him bc he saw his friends 🙃🙃🙃#white boy* not body lmao#and YES dumb of us to be even giving these white boys attention but like…#we were 16/17/18 year old KIDS who just wanted validation#but anyways it’s crazy…. obviously not ALL white boys and ofc they grow out of it (some of them)#but like it’s so sad#also with Chris like… he’s always only ever dated white women which is FINE like that’s his preference that’s his vibe good for him#but then all this chris ‘Jamal’ evans stuff is like…. kinda sad imo bc#like most white men he might hook up with poc women but of course his girlfriend (now or in the past or in the future) will most likely be#white#which is why I find the jamal stuff kinda iffy lmao#please don’t come at me if you think I said something wrong just tell me nicely or whatever like I’ll understand#I’m just speaking my mind
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We’re partners.
Shahid Kapoor as Sunny and Bhuvan Arora as Firoz in
FARZI (2023), dir. Raj & DK Episode 4: Dhanrakshak
#farzi#farzi amazon prime#tvedit#dailypoc#pocsource#shahid kapoor#bhuvan arora#indian drama#okay there were some monumental moments btwn the 2 of them this episode but none where they were alone LMAO#i rly had to scrub to find any twoshots bc yasir chacha was with them a lot#they were actually so boyfriends this ep tho ... sunny being protective over firoz eg shielding him from the emotional trauma of seeing#naanu go through so much pain and having to be in this hospital PLUS them being kidnapped and sunny making sure firoz is okay#in the way that his first words after they come back to consciousness being 'firoz are you okay?' AND the give me your hand ...#like what was the reason for that moment. he said it so tenderly too ...#can only explain it this way: sunny felt bad after the whole kidnapping thing and wanted to comfort firoz using - once again! -#physical touch. that's their THING man :((#anyway i hashtag love them and all and the next eps only get more intense <3#rahul.gif
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Zee Music doing some weird ass sh*t on Spotify........... literally every Bollywood album i have in my playlist that's licensed to them is still gone (handful of tracks have popped back up under Various Artists. including Kala Chashma i feel like i should mention that). Sam Bahadur, having been released yesterday, is somehow available for streaming. how does this work
#film: sam bahadur#sam bahadur#vicky kaushal#sanya malhotra#fatima sana shaikh#neeraj kabi#govind namdev#mohammed zeeshan ayyub#bollywood#local gay watches Bollywood.txt#i'll be f*cked if it isn't a good album tho. genuinely good album we got Sonu????? Shreya????? Sunidhi????? think Itni Si Bat is my fave#rn but that's just bc it sounds like an old Bollywood song. or just old Indian cinema in general the vibes are giving Ee Mounam#(hello Tollywood mention!!!!!). that's the first thing i thought of#someone at Zee is a S-E-L fan that's the only thing that explains this. and ykw they're right you should be one#i just need that fan to convince them to bring the rest of the catalogue back we are languishing here
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one time when I was in middle school my keyboard teacher asked me where I was from because we had a “perform a cultural song from where you’re from” program thing and i lied and said I was bengali. I wore a red and white saree to the event and everything. and looking back that’s one of the saddest memories I have from my childhood (which is saying something) because it really tells you everything you need to know about me and how I’m never going to feel like I belong anywhere
#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com#“my real family is bengali.’’ “kolkata is where I grew up it’s my real home’’ “my bio family couldn’t give less of a shit about me’’#and ultimately they ended up leaving me too#god. it pisses me off. I’m so pathologically jealous of my cousin who got to grow up in tamil nadu#not tamil enough not bengali enough not north indian enough not english (?) enough sure as hell not telugu enough#my parents were scandalised but I hated them back then#tamilposting#i love tamil so much. i love it so much it is everything to me#and I miss my grandfather. ugh#and I’m so angry that my tamil will never be good enough
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I just gave myself a haircut and my family's first reaction was "you look like some sort of Indian demigod" so I must've done something right
#jelly.txt#when they say indian what they mean is indigenous american but ya...#really all i did is give myself a partial jellyfish cut so i cut only the front but left the back long. so really it's just#a glorified hime but yeah. it looks cool tho! but since my hair is all black it's kinda hard to tell that it's even short in the front
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