#‘’boy no gender’’ is me yippee!

[morg-among-the-stars]

The vibe my gf @strawberryfemmesapphic and I bring to the function!!! (we’re lesbians!!! As she very accurately and very gender-excitement-ly put it, we are, “Silly boyish (no gender) and excited girlish (no gender)” respectively <3

Multiverses exist so there’s SOME world where Clark Kent and Lois Lane are lesbians together and I’m living for the mere idea of that

[gogoconvstore]

mclaren & prema boys texting their long distance s/o? any kinda vibes are fine (altho slight missing them and being sad about it vibes would be 🤌🤌)

much love bestieee!!

-bear anon

I Miss You, Please Call Me

Lovers; Oscar, Lando, Kimi, Ollie, Arvid, Dino Plot; You're too far away from him in his opinion, and he wants you bad, like really really bad Reader; Gender neutral Genre; Hurt/Comfort

CW: suggestive at parts Authors Note: These are the "prema boys" from when this was requested last season

Writing as head canons btw. Crazy how since this request I upgraded from bestie to husband yippee!!

Oscar Piastri 81;

Oscar wasn't one to show how much he missed a person while away

Not with you, and not with his ex, and frankly it made him seem like he didn't care

But oh boy, did he miss you

So when you received a call late at night, while relaxing in your shared home in Australia, from Oscar you knew something was up

But answering to hear Oscar crying? You were panicked and immediately trying to comfort him before he could speak.

Unfortunately your beautiful voice only made him miss you more.

As he sputtered out his words about how he missed you and needed you, your heart broke.

Against your will you couldn't go join him so you worked as hard as possible to make his return all the better for him, with his favourite foods and drinks, and skincare

But when he got bad one thing led to another and now he was asleep in bed after a long night and hadn't even got to do the real things you'd planned

Lando Norris 4;

Lando is a stage 10 clinger, forcing you to always come to races and be around him all times possible

So when you couldn't come Silverstone because of your best friends birthday, he was destroyed

You were gonna miss his home race? He didn't think he could go on

The last few days prior to his departure involved laying in bed with a whiny Lando as he clung to you like when he came back you wouldn't still be there

He even almost ended up not even going before you forced him too

While he was gone you received a call from him whenever he was free

Lots of him whining about "How dare you make me be here alone!"

You felt a little bad at first but eventually you told him to suck it up, and being the submissive boy he is he immediately agreed, only calling once a day

Kimi Antonelli 12;

It was his first race in F1 and Kimi was ecstatic and he was heart broken for the thing he was about tell you

But it wasn't his fault for what you'd to him to mess up his memory! And as a result he may or may not have forgotten for an extra pass to the race and so you couldn't come with him

He was so sad you couldn't be there to support him at his first race

When he told you, you were completely understanding and nice about it

That somehow made it worse, he wanted you to be angry with him because he thought he deserved it

But on the day of the race when you showed up after his 5th place finish he was a wreck and angry

Not at you for showing up but at himself for even making you have to pay for it without him knowing

You took his mind off of it with a homemade rendition of his favorite meal (and maybe victory sex)

Ollie Bearman 87;

You'd told him you couldn't come to the race because you were visiting your friend in another country

And he was accepting of it, he hated ever pressuring you to do anything or to cancel your plans

Secretly you had set a plan with his parents and Kimi to come secretly

He tried his hardest to not call you or text you because he didn't wanna bother you while you were with your friend but you heard from Kimi that he was acting tense and short tempered

And when it came time for you to surprise him you could hear him ranting to Kimi

"Why couldn't they just come? Was their friend more important? Do they wanna break up? I just feel like I failed them! It's just fucking stupid Kimi!"

Your heart broke hearing him talk about how he thinks you didn't love him

When you came into the room Ollie scrambled off the couch, tripping and falling to your feet and immediately grabbing at your legs and babbling your name over and over

He stared up at you as you cupped his face and greeted him

He felt horrible when he found out you had heard what he had said and took a lot of convincing that you weren't mad

Arvid Lindblad 4;

He'd always relied on you to help him keep a schedule when he was in F3 but now he was in F2 and you had gotten sick with the nastiest case of ear infection (me too fr) ever and couldn't come to the race

And that fucked with him really badly, how was he supposed to stick to his schedule?

He had called to whine about "can't you please just come?" to which you promptly shut down, reminding him altitude pressure wouldn't be good for your ear

He was devastated and at that point, very tired, so he took a nap

As a result he may or may not have missed his first media session cause he was asleep

(Un)Fortunately the race ended up being canceled and he was able to come back home extra early

Unluckily for him you weren't quite as amused about it as he was and now you're committed to going to every race regardless of if you're because you don't want him missing another thing

Dino Beganovic 8;

He cried he told you that you couldn't come to the first race, his team wanted his full attention on the race and he was absolutely destroyed

You tried to comfort him but he just snapped at you which made him feel worse!

Had he really just screamed at you? Oh no this couldn't be happening! You were gonna hate him and it was all because he couldn't act right, or so he thought

And so that's how you ended the night sleeping separately before he left early the next morning

But in his spiraling that night he had blocked you on everything

So the whole weekend he was spiraling more, because of his hysteria that night he had forgotten that he'd blocked you

The whole time he thought he was right, you DID hate him now and would never wanna see him again. The whole time you're freaking out because he had blocked you.

He just wanted to hear from you again. To hear your sweet voice through his speaker as you said all the right things to get him to feel however you wanted. God he needed you

So when Ollie asks him why he'd blocked you (after you'd texted Ollie) he spirals again

He'd acted idiotic again, you must really hate him now right? Wrong.

When he finally called you picked up on the first ring and over the next two hours were able to resolve everything

By the time he got home he was just ready to sleep in your arms

[quixoticprince]

Yayyy!! Yippee!! I finally get to make one of these!! Art without the text under the cut and some long-winded elaborations:

How long I've been playing: well, it hasn't been a straight 11 years, rather off and on - but I have drawings of these guys dating back to when I was 14, so I'll give it to me. And man I had no business reading the fanfics I was reading back then It's also crazy how this was a super influential media for me in so many ways. It's the reason I ever made a tumblr, it changed the direction of my drawings for a long while, my broken sense of humor (gmod animation memes and yt poops were the brainrot back then), tf2 Sniper changed my god damned gender (rather, it was the inspiration for me to start socially transitioning at 15). This is part of my personal lore that I tend to not admit to 😓

Your main: I've always been completely ass at the game, and I can play flexibly, but I enjoy playing Sniper, and more recently as Heavy. Whenever I'm sitting around somewhere, occasionally throwing sandwiches and attracting Medics, I feel like this:

Favorite character: When I was younger it was definitely Medic, and I think you can tell that he's still up there based on how much I've drawn him! However, since getting back into it, I've felt quite a shift in focus towards Heavy, very strongly. It's unfortunate that he's side-lined in a lot of fanwork, and I think I'm also complicit in this so far - but for me it's cuz, how tf2 works is that it's going to prioritize humor over character and consistency haha, and Medic is just so loud and insane that he's really easy to make fun stuff with. Heavy is a more serious and grounded character, not to say that he's not funny or that he doesn't have his own cartoon slapstick moments! But that aspect of him is what is really really intriguing to me. I love his quiet, stoic, and intimidating character, I like how loud and boisterous he is when filled with bloodlust in contrast! I love his bird story and him getting into wrestling as a child from Poker Night. I love his back story setting, there's so much to extrapolate from a young boy in Russia growing up during WWII, what his parents must have been through before that from the aftermaths of the revolution, all the way to his fathers execution and his imprisonment. I love his strong relationship with his family, his role as an older brother, as a protector, as a man - the way that he performs these roles - and because I personally see him as bisexual - how his orientation intersects with all that! He is incredibly fascinating to me and I wish that he was played around with more to see a lot more corners and angles of these things that I listed! There's way more that I want to say here too but this is getting very long 😅

Character I relate to: It's so interesting that a lot of the characters have very strong, tho maybe dysfunctional, families. Heavy, Demo, and Sniper in particular really speak to me in that relation. From Heavy being an eldest brother (I am also an eldest sibling) the parentification that comes with that, especially with him probably being like 10 years older than his sisters from the looks of it. Demo and Sniper both struggle living up to their parents expectations (although there's a lot of love there from everyone), being disappointments in one way or another (not gonna deep dive into that lol), and the general alienation both of them feel. From Sniper not knowing why he's not like other Australians to Demo being "a black Scottish cyclops." And well, I'm Filipino, I'm queer, and mentally ill so - there's a lot to project there!

Class you want to play as: I find Medic incredibly stressful to play as but I find the idea of battle medics incredibly funny. However I usually find myself rushing around madly trying to cater to everyone, and I'd like to just not give a shit and just start stabbing people with a saw lol

Favorite ship: "I just like the dynamic" - The dynamic:

No but fr, they're really compelling to me, I'd probably need a longer more thought out post as to what I like about them and I was already going crazy up there ^ Overall tho I like that they're practically built for each other in terms of mechanics, really plays into my desire to spiral into intense codependency haha. I also think that Medic's drive to cheat death and hide behind meat shields plays really well into Heavy's desire to be a meat shield and a protector, and how nice it is in turn, that Medic can grant this man who's been around death, starvation, and war invulnerability. (He outsmart boolet, yknow?) They're also depicted together a lot and I like how much they enjoy each others company, and bring a lot of joy to each other. It's beautiful to me :'^)

Character you like to draw: What can I say! Medic is handsome! He is very fun to draw and easy to make memes and shit posts out of!

[grimm-writings]

YIPPEE YOUR REQUESTS ARE OPEN AGAIN can i get a scenario where chilchuck slowly falls in love with a gender fluid reader? maybe he’s confused about their presentation at first, but then finds himself attracted to their masc and fem sides :0

two sides of the same coin

…ft! chilchuck x genderfluid! reader

…tags! fluff, end of manga spoilers, implied bisexual chilchuck, the mortifying ordeal of having to explain your identity to someone not in the know

…wc! 935

…notes! this request makes me so happy, because i’m also genderfluid!!! i’ll be using primarily my own experiences with my gender here, so i hope it’s to your liking! happy pride month!!! <3 

“So, you’re… everything.”

“Yes! I guess you can say that.  Although it’s more like it varies.”  Your hands move in the air to communicate your point.  “Sometimes I’m a girl, sometimes a boy.  But I’m also sometimes both, or sometimes neither!  Or maybe I’m partially a girl and partially neither, or I’m partially a boy and partially neither.  And then, on the rare occasion, I am everything!”

You can only watch in real time as Chilchuck slowly loses brain cells.  You’d fear that he may not be able to readily accept you, same as the rest of your party.  The reaction was positive enough (though Marcille and Senshi particularly need time to adapt properly) but there’s still lingering confusion.

Chilchuck slowly nods, though you can tell he isn’t exactly grasping it yet.  “So… What am I meant to call you?”

He’s trying to keep his language respectful.  That’s more than you can say for others you came out to.  You can tell Chilchuck is trying, even if this is unfamiliar ground for him.  He might know enough about different romantic and sexual preferences, and maybe more simple means of gender transition.  Your identity is… hard to explain to someone not in the know, though.

“Just ask,” you reply.  “I might have some indicators in clothing that could help.  Like…”  You gesture towards your current outfit.  “I’m presenting pretty masculine at the moment, yeah?”

“Yeah…” You don’t miss how Chilchuck eyes you up and down.  “So I should keep an eye out for how you dress?”

“Precisely!”  You snap your fingers into a point at Chilchuck’s face.

“Don’t do that.”

You drop your hand.  “Sorry.”

Chilchuck leans back on his seat, folding his arms over his chest.  If he was being honest, this only makes his heart confused.  He was already more used to you presenting masculine throughout your dungeon crawl.  You did express occasional disdain for your current dress, but can’t do much about it.  That in of itself made him wonder if he liked guys.  Now you’re saying you’re a girl sometimes?  Or neither?  Or everything?  He can’t even imagine you in a dress without his mind screaming at him in embarrassment.

You take in Chilchuck’s expression.  Brow furrowed, clearly trying to process your explanation.  He’s definitely accepting of it, just confused.  If there was a way you can explain it better to him…

An idea flashes through your mind with an “ah!”

Chilchuck perks up at your sudden yelp, blinking.  “Something the matter?  Wh– Hey, what are you doing?!”

You had practically scampered on all fours to where your travel bags were, digging around for something.  A few seconds pass before… “GOT ONE!”

Returning to Chilchuck’s side, you hold up one of the gold coins in… someone’s possession.  The half-foot cocks an eyebrow at it.  “What’re you getting at here?”

“This coin is still the same coin when it’s flat in my hand like this,” you begin, before flipping it over.  “Or when it lands on tails.”

Chilchuck watches as you place the coin on your thumb, and flip it up into the air only to let it land randomly, 50/50 chance each time.

“I can’t control whether it lands on heads or tails.  Sometimes it does something really peculiar and stands on its side, or it’s on a slant in some way.”

You watch as the gears turn in Chilchuck’s mind.  “So you can’t really control how your gender works, sometimes you just… feel a certain way?”

“Exactly!  My dysphoria – that’s the term for feeling uncomfortable – can fluctuate, but it’s still the same coin.  It’s still…”

“It’s still you,” Chilchuck finishes, turning his head to look up at you with understanding finally brightening in his eyes.  You can’t help but fluster a little.

It’d be a while since then until you’d make it back to the surface.  Everyone is as accommodating as ever to use the right pronouns when you tell them what for.  It soon comes naturally to just let you live as you are.  It’s welcoming and warm with everyone.

A nice spring breeze blows through your skirt as you make your way down to the entrance of the forest where the feast takes place.  You can spot your party from a mile away, your boots hitting the dirt path as you run over.

“Leave some for me!”  You exclaim in greeting, causing your friends to turn their heads.  Marcille gasps in wonder as she takes in your appearance, meanwhile Izutsumi makes a small noise in surprise.

Chilchuck is stunned into silence, and you can just tell the tips of his ears are going red before he keels over and spits out his drink onto the grass.  “W-What are you wearing?!”

“A dress, Chilchuck,” you quip back, sitting in between him and Marcille.  “Laios still being harassed by Yaad and the rest?”

“Hang on, we’re not moving on from this so fast!  Let me look at you!”  Marcille adjusts herself so she can inspect your look.  “I didn’t think you’d suit a dress so well!  Where’d you get that petticoat?”

You are about to answer when Izutsumi interrupts; “you look so… different,” she relays.

A sheepish chuckle escapes you, as you turn to Chilchuck, who has since been staring at you.  He blinks once you perceive him and glances away.  “You’re still you.  It…  You look very… you. It's nice.”

You can’t help but laugh at his flustered attitude, leaning down to kiss the top of his head as he gives out to you.

You are accepted, and you are loved.  What place could possibly be better than here?

[coleslawleviathan]

okay so. i challenged myself to try and draw some snakes and try to capture the features i want to stand out for them. i wanted to see if i could make them all look distinct but where its obvious they look extremely similar.

heres the main lineup but i want to get into design elements for them as well as some personal headcanons.

FIRST! bibo.

okay so. i'm going to toot my own horn here. i think his beard looks so fire and i did a good job. i imagine this design is around the portable ops era... not much else to say because most of the interesting stuff (at least to me) comes from the differences the others have from him.

V!!! I LOVE YOU V!!!!!!!!!!

for venom snake, i made him look like big boss but Something's Off. in the game people often (notably huey and the boss' ai) don't recognize him as big boss for a few seconds. an imperfect replica because you cannot get that close with plastic surgery. i made the fat distribution on his neck a bit different from bibo's because i imagine the way that the human body configures itself is hard to change. if you noticed the little snake-tongue-shaped-hair-doohickeys, he is the only one with a slightly different shape. it's a genetic thing, you wouldn't get it. just thought that was silly. his hair texture is different, too. can u tell i like him a lot. also, my favorite detail might be his different nose shape. they never got bibo's nose right i guess. in mgsv, he actually has a bit of a downturned nose, and i honestly don't think i captured that enough.

TIME FOR MY FAVORITE BOY. LOVE OF MY LIFE. HOLDER OF MY GENDER ENVY. solid snake :3

SNAVID! the most obvious difference here is his nose. he broke it as a kid lol. i love headcanons. there's not as much to say about him as with venom, but i can say that he is incredibly handsome and i like him. i think he is cute. was he free yesterday? if so i would like to have dinner yesterday with him yesterday. well... i will say that out of this specific lineup i think he looks the most like good old dad. which is awful and i feel bad for him.

FINALLY: LIQUID!!!!!!!

i gave him his canonical sharp nose and high cheekbones! i based a lot of his features off how he looked as a kid so he really has little shit vibes about him. he also has thinner eyebrows, and i headcanon that he does them himself lol. he has less sideburny sideburns than his brother. his eyelids are also smaller. he also does look kinda like kaz so its plausible that he tricked dave! yippee! i also like drawing his hair. its such a great hairstyle. it reminds me of a lion's mane.

N E WAYS... i hope you enjoyed me rambling about giving these goobers a more realistic design for future reference. i like talking about this kind of stuff. life is so much better without same face syndrome.

[sugaryplum]

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ SPRING CELEBRATION EVENT ⋆˚✿˖°

YIPPEE 100 FOLLOWERS !!!! ⋆. 𐙚 ˚ i know it’s not a crazy big achievement but 100 people who care about my writing in any way is a lot of people for me. so i wanted to thank u by making a small event <3 feel free to participate, whoever you are.

open till: 5/5/2025 characters i can write for: basically all from the harry potter universe + the added slytherin boys + marauders, excluding the fanmade marauders era characters, i dont know the lore unfortunately:(

lilies — send me a description of yourself (your personality, interests, fun facts, anything you think is important), preferred gender of your love interest if that matters to you & i will ship you with a character and write some headcanons about your potential love story <3

ladybugs — send me one of these plot prompts + a character and i will try to write a little story/blurb/headcanons based on them.

sunrays — send me one of these dialogue prompts + a character and i will try to write a little story/blurb/headcanons based on them.

cherry on top — basically talk to me ! ask me anything ! or tell me anything, i’d love to hear from you ♡ tell me about your crush or rant about school, rank your favourite ice cream flavours, anything!

send all the orders through my inbox, feel free to be anonymous if you want to, order however many times you want! just keep in mind it might take me a while to complete your orders. i've got so many final exams in may so all i do in april is study and occasionally go on tumblr.

OKAY THANK U, I HOPE YOU ORDER, BYE BYE

[noemilivv]

Hello :) I saw you were doing Hazbin Hotel matchups and honestly I would be very excited to see who you would assign to me (no pressure ofc!!!) so I hope this request is finding you at a good time ^^

ABOUT ME: Feel free to just call me Zo! I’m AFAB and I use she/her as my pronouns. While not officially diagnosed due to growing up in a household who treated it as taboo something that I couldn’t “catch” I definitely fall under the umbrella of neurodivergence. From past research I’ve found ADHD symptoms relate to most of my experiences.

SEXUALITY/ROMANTIC TYPE: To be frank, I’ve always internally struggled when it came to my sexual and romantic identity. Found myself craving some sort of connection that traversed the likes of just platonic bonds but the couple times when someone showed interest in me I’d clam up and push them away. The couple crushes I did have always happened to develop after I had built rapport with them, after we had grew close. So for the sake of labels and for this matchup I’d definitely like to say I’m demiromantic? In terms of sexuality all I got for you is that I’m not repulsed by it??? All I know for sure is if I like them, we’d have to have been friends or at least know each other. (In terms of gender I’m fine with either or! I’m just curious to see who fits the box el oh el ^^)

PERSONALITY: Oh boy. Ok so to start off with I’m an INTP 5w4😼…. My hog warts house is Slytherin. My temperament is Melancholic (my sub temperament is tied up between Melancholic sanguine and melancholic phlegmatic). I definitely fall under the umbrella of shyness, however I’ve also noticed that depending on my company I tend to emulate the majority of the vibe. A half hearted defense mechanism in order to fit in is what I assume it be. I’m told I’m a very emotionally intelligent person, and my friends prefer to talk to me about issues and problems due to the fact that while I can comfort I can also hold them accountable and give them solid advice. They also make jokes on how I should’ve been a psychologist if I wasn’t actively getting a degree in early education. I’m terrible when it comes to changing topics which just makes it me all the more unintentionally hilarious. I’m always more funny when I’m not actively trying to be, I just have this unknown charisma that activates when i don’t try hard being funny </3. I struggle when it comes to maintaining my relationships and also most of my responsibilities, maybe it’s a numbness for my own priorities but it’s so easy to help other people in their own slumps, that when I’m forced to face my own issues and problems I can’t help but make myself numb to it and push it on the back burner. Not for lack of care, but more of seemingly frozen in place, it’s all so terrifyingly overwhelming that I just don’t even acknowledge it. Scarily good at doing that while also avoiding spieling my own feelings on personal matters that my friends always believe I have my all together. So ironically enough while I’m good at helping my friends communicate I’m terrible when it comes to communicating about myself (yippee⁉️ #imworkingonitiswear ) more or less I’m laid back, However I did used to be more of a doormat, luckily I don’t bend backwards for every little thing that breathes now LMAO. I do have a bit of a competitive streak when it comes to games (cough uno cough) and I definitely have a penchant of using my mind and other mediums as a form of escapism. Which can be ok, but sometimes I overdo it.

LOOKS: Medium length dark brown hair, round hazel eyes. I have a round face, and here in the future I want to get wispy bangs to compliment my face shape :D. Pale but not too pale skin, I have the pear shape body type, in the sense that my hips are wide, and I have somewhat big thighs but other wise I’m relatively flat. I do have a bit of chub when it comes to my midsection. Oh! I’m like 5’5 (maybe a little taller????)

LIKES: My cats Basil and Mugwort (literally my sons). I prefer more morose weather like rain. I quite like fall compared to the other seasons. I used to draw a lot but now I don’t as much, still a joyful hobby nonetheless. Recently bought a couple new books and am getting back into the grove of loving reading once more. I will absolutely demolish croutons of any kind. Currently really into mlp, it’s those TikTok infection slideshows I swear (I redownloaded the game….) I like to ramble about my interests like animation and its evolution, cats (the breeds, the care, the everything), and much much more.

DISLIKES: I hate beans. The taste. The texture. If I see beans in food it’s an immediate ick. I will gag. Overstimulating events, like I can bear with it and grow accustomed to it, but that’s doesn’t mean I’ll like it every single time. I hate being/feeling like a burden. Oh and not really a dislike and more of an annoyance(?) the fact that ritz cheese and cracker packs don’t come with the little red plastic spatula to spread your cheese anymore. I assume because it could prove to be a choking hazard, but still I’m just like 😞

LOVE LANGUAGES: Had to really scroll through my gallery because I did take an online test before!! Physical Touch was my highest (ie im extremely touch starved but am too awkward to initiate </3) Something in me just yearns for some kind of comforting touch, but I always tend to swallow it back and push it away for fear of rejection. After that focus, intellect, acts, and words of affirmation were literally all tied not even 5% behind phys touch. I’m just a kind of mentally paralyzed overthinking insecure(ish) gal, my bad bro 😎 But on a real note the confirmation that I’m being seen and heard will make me melt.

Alright!!! Hopefully my yapping was coherent and not a chore to read through!! I think it’s really cool you’re doing this and I’m mainly curious to see who it is you’d pair with me! Because I have a favorite character in mind who’d jump with joy to see, but that’s just because of bias 😭😭

And if it’s not too much of a bother is it alright to ask not to pair me with angel dust? It’s mainly personal preference so hopefully it’s not too much of a bother :))🫶🫶🫶

hey zo! this was quite the adventure to read through haha, after some deciding, I decided to go with…

Alastor !!

I can see you and Alastor meshing well together due to your craving of a platonic bond (you both may or not have a QPR? idk)

Alastor takes deep appreciation for not only your charisma and wit, but also your ability to read the room and match everyone’s energy, it’s helpful in certain situations with him

He isn’t the most touchy feely person you’ll meet in Hell, but he does make an effort, you’ll both usually have your arms loops while holding hands, or he’ll let you lay your head in his lap while he reads and he’ll rub your scalp

But Alastor isn’t afraid to tell you how it is, he makes sure you know your worth, and that he sees you all too clearly

[vancruejovi]

I got my first boy monster high doll and he’s just sooooo special to me as a guy doll collector. I love how doll companies are putting just as much effort into the boys and girls (and other genders now too yippee!!) as each other. Girls deserve to have more variety in their dolls, in all respects (race, gender, disability and of course fashion) and boys deserve to have toys that look like them too! Idk I think it’s really sweet

[chawsthetransfemdino]

I just got back from a horror convention down in Maryland (Monster Mania) and the gender envy was going HARD. Idc that it's cosplay, I still want their gender god damnit. I did get to meet David Arquette tho and I fanboyd HARD about his pro-wrestling career.

I went with a friend and it's her Birthday tomorrow, so David gave her a free autograph (normally $60) and then she started fanning out so we both were fanning out HARD

Then she went to meet Tom Savini and he was lame ngl. He didn't really talk at all, even tho his line was empty, but she got a picture so she was happy

I carried her stuff around (she got more selfies than I did so I held the stuff), including her Beetlejuice purse, and bc ig I'm fem passing now and I was holding a purse, some random Krampus cosplayer referred to me as a girl and I tweaked SO HARD. Like, THANK YOU SO MUCH SIR. YOU'RE THE BEST. Sadly, I was on boy-mode bc I'm not out to my dad so I had to "correct" him.

I got a book called "Cthulu explains it all" and an autograph with David Arquette. There wasn't a lot of merch, which bumbed me out bc I've been looking for a Hellraiser puzzle box for a while now, and I still haven't found one

We stopped at a record store on the way back tho and I got Mettalicas black album for $20 which is EXTREMELY cheap so yippee

[chaoticbuggybitchboy]

Hi!

I kill anti vaxxers on sight

I do not answer donation asks and do not reblog most donation posts. For my mental health. Seriously.

dino nuggies

Nicholases: Anthony Mikey

Nicks: ant; glow

Gender: wobbly (transmasc enby)

Pronouns: ey/vey/zey/they/he any just get silly

Orient.: aro/ace

Status: queerplatonic whore

Age: minor ig

Pronouns Page

Blinkies

Languages: English (native), Spanish (decent), Romanian (bad)

Brain Stuff: OCD, psychosis, bipolar disorder, and suchlike

Physical Stuff: hyper-mobile Ehlers Danlos Spectrum Disorder; postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome; migraines

DMs?: I’m awkward and may not answer at all. If I don’t say anything after like, two days just assume I either forgot or was just uncomfortable but didn’t want to say anything. Feel free to try again if u want with something else I might reply then. I’m an unpredictable feral rat about DMs sometimes. Idk. Don’t assume I hate you.

Tone tags?: yes

Asks: anything nonsexual and not asking me for money I will not respond to those

Flirting/compliments?: non romantic and nonsexual

Swearing: I swear so much I don’t always register the use of the word fuck and my phone has autocorrected ‘duck’ to ‘fuck’ before.

Previously pinned post: horses

My overly active ao3: ant_is_in_an_anthill

My neglected art blog: @ants-awesome-art-blog (also present here tagged as ‘ant art go brr’)

My danger days fic specifically: endangered gays fic (yes! That’s me!! I’m that guy!! Yippee!!)

Side blogs:

@cherri-cola-soda & @broken-acid-in-the-morning-light & @moth-moon-the-whore & @dead-spider-in-the-sun & @crazy-yellow-bitch (kjrp)

Things I talk about pretty consistently:

- danger days

- Myself

- My danger days fic

Blog tags and more abt me under the cut

Things I talk about sporadically:

- Dracula

- The Historian

- The end Cretaceous Extinction Event

- Star Wars

- TMA & TMAGP

- Languages

- Bears in trees

- Other assorted music artists

- My intense craving for a Mikey Way 2012 fender bass guitar

Tags (I’m still sorting my blog so it’s sporadic and more will be added)

Chaoticbuggybitchboy - literally anything I said words on

Some blogs I interact with semi regularly have their urls tagged

Malevolent ant - me thinking about malevolent whenever I remember to listen to it (sunny I’m so sorry)

Complaining - me. Complaining. About anything and everything

I have a couple levels of vent tags there’s mild vent and cw vent

Infodumping in the tags again - what it sounds like

Ant activated - things relating to world events and general activism stuff

Making up words - for when I’m making up words again

Me when he /p - me posting about a boy I like. I’m sorry. Not stopping.

Ayudame - when I need help but in Spanish

Wtnv rambles - welcome to Nightvale, where I ramble.

Ant the space cadet - Star Wars talk

Showing and telling :] - yeah

My posts that hit it off - ones that took off in some way

My hit bit posts - the two(!!!!) posts bears in trees official reblogged

Marigold corpse fic - a different thing I wrote, also up on ao3 :]

Ant makes polls - get this I make polls

Danger days tags:

Danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys - umbrella tag for all danger days content (yes I chose the longest possible tag)

Endangered gays fic - my massive fic series and anything at all related to it (including when I ramble in the tags so remember to check there if ur interested)

Loosers au - “like a cigarette”

Danger days - general danger days; not associated with my fic

Danger days art - art

Ddttlotfk - album stuff talking about the songs rather than the lore

Cosmere tags for my own sanity:

Ant in the cosmere

Ant on scadrial

Ant in the final empire

Ant in the roughs

Ant on roshar

[fortemelody]

(context you prob need for this story: i am gender-fluid)

a lil rant about a moment i had recently

i remember going to the mall with someone i had never hung out with before about a month ago and wanting to look presentable.

it kinda hit me that day that how i interpreted“presentable” in my mind was automatically feminine despite this friend literally being someone else in the lgbtq+ community as well (so they would’ve accepted me now matter how i presented). nevertheless, i curled my hair and made sure my makeup was perfect.

i came home after a very long day, looked at myself in the mirror and just kinda went in my head “this isn’t me”.

it honestly was a terrifying but much needed realization. i obviously don’t feel like this all the time becus of my gender changing constantly, and also my brain just decides to like certain feminine things over others too (for example i discovered a new found love for painting my nails earlier this year; something i used to not like). no matter what gender i feel like though, i think a good basis to live by now is if i can look at myself and be satisfied with what i see at that current moment.

i’m still learning a lot more about myself though and it’s honestly quite frustrating. before this moment i haven’t felt much dysphoria, but now i think i do to a degree. like it definitely doesn’t anxiously overtake my life (that’s just how i personally feel and i am grateful for that) but it’s to the point where i did actually just get a binder (yippee!) and stopped wearing most makeup. im also confused as to if i actually “feel” like a boy or if i just wanna dress like one (both are valid i just genuinely don’t know regarding myself 😭). and finally the worse offender: i’m so worried that due to my confusing and not fairly dramatic dysphoria that this is just a “phase” even though i would never tell this god awful phrase to any other trans person and it’s been over three years since i came out to my friends.

being gender-fluid literally got me tweakin like ohmygoddhgkgkgkrlelsl why couldn’t god just give me ONE GENDER LIKE WHO JAMMED THE PRINTER IN HEAVEN

yknow how there’s that sayin “april showers bring may flowers” okay well what about “may dysphoria brings pride month euphoria” LIKE PRETTY PLEASE YALLL I CANT DO THIS NO MO ☹️☹️☹️

[pineappical]

Did I hear you wanted book recommendations about British boys who go to boarding school and change the fascist regime instead of becoming a cop? While also having serious discussions about sexuality, growing up, sexism, and cultural differences?

In Other Lands by Sarah Rees Brennan is about a boy from England getting offered a spot at a school in another land, a magical land, and jumping on that opportunity because honestly his home life kinda sucks.

Unfortunately for this pacifist who enjoys the benefits of the industrial revolution, the Borderlands are more "magical Sparta" than he was expecting. Elliot soldiers on anyway (metaphorically of course, he leaves the actual soldiering to the elven love of his life and that warrior trust fund kid he can't get rid of) and has adventures that makes me cry from tears and just straight up sob.

It's a great book that I love, and when I read it for the first, second, and third times at thirteen it reshaped my brain when it comes to how I view gender.

YIPPEE YAY YAY I LOVE BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS!!

[unlikelytalezombie]

Introduction Post (Why did I wait so long to make this?)

“Alive, but gay.” My name-I’m unlikelytalezombie- uhhhhhh— call me whatever, or Zombie :3

My age- wouldn’t you like to know, weather boy? (minor)

My gender and sexual orientations: Female biromantic aegosexual (and taken yippee!)

My pronouns: She/Her/Hers

Honorifics: dude, man, bro, ms, miss, mrs, comrade, mate, sister, uh… mostly anything other than mr and sir.

My fandoms- Wings Of Fire, Hazbin Hotel, Renegades, TMNT (specifically rottmnt and 2012 sometimes), Murder Drones, Helluva Boss, Ramshackle, Ninjago, PJO, Pokémon, Death Note, Assassination Classroom, The Promised Neverland, She-Ra And The Princesses Of Power, Harry Potter, Warriors (the one with the cats), Dr.Stone, Yorazuka Family, Rapunzel The Series/ Rapunzel’s Tangled Adventure, Unordinary, Hooky, Cursed Princess Club, TADC, Unordinary, Gravity Falls, The Owl House, Young Justice (the show), The Clone Wars Series, The Bad Batch, the Renegades Trilogy (marissa meyers), SpyxFamily, Marvel, DC, and a whole bunch others I forget.

My interests on this site- random facts and history, anything random, goofing off, art, asking random stuff to people, and my fandoms.

Do I update daily?- No, I usually don’t, but if go on Tumblr for long enough, I probably will.

Are you secretly afraid of your mutuals?- YES. I have no idea why the somewhat popular people with lives followed me- but they did so YIPPEE. I don’t interact that often with them tho. :( but I might someday.

INFJ, Taurus, existent human :) (April 25 🎈)

try and make the worst Christmas tree of all time- open to everyone :3 Also BTW I live in Massachusetts :D

(source:animatedtext)

[me-and-my-cloud-friends]

Should I know who you are?

What just happened? I can't remember what I was doing... why am I here again? Where's my room? I think I have a room...

Recording start.

Remind us your name.

Oh! This one's easy. I'm Tommy! Hey- [The sound of a slap.] Owwie...

Your full name.

Uh... Tom... Thomas? But I also heard people call me something else, like... uh- 041? 041_005!

You are not allowed to speak of that.

Why not?

Don't ask questions.

But- [hesitation, then a sigh] okay.

How old are you again?

Another easy one! I'm 8.

Don't comment on the questions.

Okay...

State your gender.

How do you scientifically say "boy" again? I forgot...

...your godly parent.

Hey, you didn't answer my question.

You're not the one that asks things here. Godly parent.

It's the- the- uh... The water and cloud lady! The... titaness? I forgot her name.

...good enough. For today.

Static.

People I know:

I think I do know some people. I just forgot who they are.

Ooc under cut!

Yippee another one!! He's a facility oc, go to @glitchyk for more info on the place because it's SO COOL :>

Tags!!

#was i supposed to do this? — answering asks

#i wanna hear the clouds! — general posting

#i forgot what i was doing — end rp

#mod taking a swim — ooc posting

[kylarstalker]

PC interview (yay! yippee! yahoo!)

Choose any amount of your OCs/PCs then answer the following questions. Make sure to be creative and have fun ^^ btw the Q stands for questioner so don't forget to have a little fun messing with them too! ^^

tagged by: @lovekylarforever (though he tagged my main eheh HIII!)

INTERVIEW: below read more cuz im a yapperrr

Rory smiles warmly at the stranger that sits across from him, a friendliness in his expression that almost hides the sharp calculation in his eyes. Ah... or were you just imagining that..? It's gone as soon as you noticed it... He really does seem nice enough as he idly plays with the straw that sits in his milkshake.

Q: Let's start off with a brief introduction. -shuffles papers-

"Of course!" He nods his head, leaning forward ever so slightly. "Rory. R-O-R-Y." He spells it out, making sure the interviewer jots it down before nodding, satisfied. "You'd be surprised how often people spell it with an i."

Q: How would you describe yourself?

"Hmm!" He's still just stirring his drink, thinking about it. "I don't know, really..! There's nothing really special about me. I'm just a chill guy who likes reading. I like to think I'm pretty easygoing... maybe even friendly? Reliable too, I'd hope!" He shakes his head with a laugh, placing a hand on his cheek. "Geez, but that makes me sound pretty full of myself, doesn't it?"

Q: What's your height?

"Hmm, I think my last checkup had me at 180cm..?" Or 5'10", give or take.

Q: Boy or girl?

"Boy, last I checked!" He laughs like it was a joke, seemingly thinking it should be obvious just looking at him. It's pretty clear that the thought of exploring his gender has never really crossed his mind.

Q: What do you do to relax?

Well, that's a good question, isn't it?

Of course, he's not going to answer that truthfully. He can't just tell a complete stranger that his ideal passtime is staring at dead bugs, after all. That does tend to raise red flags pretty early in a conversation...

Not to mention the other pretty little things he likes staring at.

"Like I mentioned earlier, I like to read." He lies instead.

Q. What's your Favorite Color?

"Green." He answers automatically. Didn't have to consider that one... but judging from the distant way he glances out the window, it's clear he's thinking about it now.

Q: Do you want a hug? x3

His attention snaps back to the interviewer, and for a second there's a barely concealed look of pure disgust in his eyes. Just a second though, before he's tilting his head, giving an awkward and slightly concerned looking smile. "Me? No, I was just thinking. Don't you worry about me!"

Q: What's your favorite food?

He forces himself to relax, to appear all warm and friendly again after that little... hiccup. "Oh, I'll eat just about anything. I do prefer savoury foods, though." He doesn't care, it doesn't matter in the slightest. Still, it's all about appearances, isn't it?

Q: Do you love anyone? If so who? -raises eyebrow-

His eyes widen slightly, an unidentifiable gleam to them. It feels...

Dangerous.

But he covers his mouth, hides the smile like he's shy about it. And he nods his head.

"Yeah... there's a certain butterfly I have my eye on." He admits, a certain tenderness sneaking into his tone.

Q: Do you have any kids?

He just laughs at that and shakes his head, watching to make sure the interviewer jots down a clear no.

Q: Have you ever killed anyone?

He flinches, and shakes his head. "No, of course not." Surprisingly, that's the truth. At least, he thinks so.

Maimed, certainly. But killed? Ah... not that he's aware of.

Q: Do you hate anyone?

"Geez, these questions got dark pretty quick, don'tcha think?" Rory exhales, but he doesn't actually answer the question. He doesn't quite think he could lie convincingly about this one.

Q: Have any deep dark secrets?

He glances over his shoulder, shuffling forward a little and tapping a finger to his lips in a hushing gesture. He leans forward over the table, and drops his voice to a whisper, making sure nobody but the interviewer would hear.

"I skip classes sometimes... I'll claim I'm going to the nurse, but I'm not. Don't tell anyone, okay?"

Of course, he has much, much worse things going on. But you'd have to torture that information out of him to get him to drop this sugary sweet façade.

Q: Do you have any bad habits?

"Mm... have a tendency to chew on the inside of my cheeks when I'm stressed." He nods, again offering partial truths to keep the real sick shit to himself. "The skin around my nails isn't safe either... ah, but I'm trying to work on that!" No he isn't.

Q: Do you play any instruments?

"Hahh, I wish. I've never had any sense of rhythm, unfortunately." He shakes his head. Rory spends his time quite differently... no time for musical pursuits.

Q: What's your favorite thing to do?

"Aside from reading? Hmm... I go to the arcade sometimes... and I like the park. Sometimes I go mushroom picking, when the season's right."

Q: Where do you think you'll be in ten years?

"Ahh, I've never known how to answer questions like this..." He laughs softly. "I like to think I'll have some stability... maybe even a family, if I'm real lucky." He sounds hopeful there, but it's clear he's chewing on the inside of his cheek as he thinks about it. So he probably isn't very confident in that, as things are now...

Q: Thank you for answering these questions! That'll be all! :D

Rory seems relieved, but he doesn't let it show for long. "Mm! And thank you for the milkshake." He raises the untouched drink, before standing, taking it with him. "You have a lovely day, y'hear? And stay safe out there~."

tagging: 🫵 YOU. if you read this, ive tagged YOU!!!

[beautiful-songbird]

Hey! Now I have time to reply to the previous ask!

Well yes I actually read your bio! :D

So, again, huge thank you for sharing your worldview and mindset, that was fascinating! The way you treated yourself through the years seems very authentic and bold. I myself don't identify as queer, but there used to be a time where I definitely struggled with the concepts of what a "woman" is, what a "man" is and what healthy attraction / relationships between the two sexes actually look like. It came from being raised by a single Dad, which caused me to have no perception of myself as a "girl". I never thought girly softness was something I could allow myself to have. I'd always known that my views were "off" and warped away from normalcy to a degree, but I was also clearly having to pretend to be someone I'm not to get by. So I figured I just needed to tune into my truth and find the courage to be myself, and that weirdness would all go away. And it did. I feel much more comfortable with "traditional" men's and women's roles now than I used to... I feel more like "woman" instead of "other", and that's positive, although I'm still not quite ready to pursue romance with a man, because I do still question if I'll ever be feminine enough to match his masculinity well.

The difficulties were strongly connected to my emotions and my sense of identity, but the thought of "queerness" never crossed my mind. That's not a label that would have ever occurred to me to identify with. So I'm still wondering if that's what queerness can feel like to others, or if it's something else entirely. I just don't know. All I can do is ask and speculate.

In any case, I believe that queerness originates from a real, valid and totally healthy emotional need, but can be expressed unhealthily when that craving is placed above everything else. It's obvious to me that to many queer people, their sense of identity has become their God. And while other people cannot tell them who to be or what to feel, they don't have the final say either. I want to coin this term, which I think many might greatly benefit from...: "Identity bows to Jesus." No one can tell us who to be, but we can't either. The final word on who we are belongs to God. So whatever we believe about ourselves is alright, if we can just surrender it at the throne. I guess our views align pretty well here, which does make me happy :)

A funny thing that happens from time to time is I get to teach others about the existence of intersex people. Like. No. In a perfect world, there should be two sexes, but in this current reality, there aren't. It does get physically and hormonally messed up. Lord help those people, because if anyone gets to say they're "other", it's them. And whatever sex someone believes they are and what they have been taught is "normal" about that, plays into their preferred gender, plays into their sense of attraction, I think.

Well ya, don't take anything I just said as set in stone, I'm just wondering and pondering and rambling. Looking forward to your answer!

Yippee!! I was waiting for your response!

Obligatory note that this post is not for people to debate any of this stuff in the comments, you can disagree with me, but I am not arguing with anyone! These are just my opinions

I 100% understand your struggles with gender. I identified as genderqueer of some sort on and off for like 3ish years (?). I've never felt quite "girl" enough, but I've discovered part of that stems simply from the fact that I'm autistic and just don't feel "human" enough either. I also grew up with mostly boys, and I've always been a tomboy and had a lot more interests in traditionally male things, like woodwork. I also am abnormally strong for a girl and am generally just built more "masculine" (at least when you define femininity as small and fragile). The older I get, the more I've realized that gender really is a social construct, though. I'm really just a person. The only times I've really felt "feminine" was when I was in situations with the guy I like where I didn't feel like I had to be in charge (a very uncommon feeling for me, especially with guys because of how immature how many of them seem to be).

I think I've subconsciously identified as queer for a while, simply because I have allowed myself a label on the aroace spectrum since I was about 15. For me it was more of just feeling othered when talking about stuff like that with others. Growing up, all of my friends liked multiple guys a year, and I've only liked two guys ever, and even after realizing I liked girls I think I've only liked two girls as well. Pretty much, I just don't relate to the way other people view sexuality/gender, and that makes me queer. I couldn't tell you how other people define it, especially because that label in particular seems to be more broad and personal.

I definitely agree with you that people make their identity their god. I personally think that your feelings don't define who you are as a person, but I say that as someone who also has anger issues that I had to spend years learning how to control. I don't think those emotions make me an angry person simply because I don't let those occasional feelings define my entire person, so I think that's similar to the way I feel about making your sexuality your whole identity. I think it's a bit easier for me to separate those two things because I've been saved since I was two years old, though, so my identity has been in Christ for as long as I can remember.

Gosh, don't even get me started on the intersex thing. I had a very heated debate with another Christian on here who insisted intersex wasn't real because "sex is based on chromosomes" and when I tried to explain to her that some people have XXY chromosomes, for instance, she said "well that's a woman because there's XX chromosomes." I gave up on that argument because I could see there was no reasoning with her. Like, obviously God intended for their two only be two sexes, but look at the world. Was any of this what God intended? No!

I have definitely seen a lot of intersex people who were raised as one gender (either because their parents didn't know they were intersex or because they presented as one gender, so it was easier for the parents to just pretend they weren't intersex, I guess?) It really seems to just depend on the person as to how it affects their perception of themselves and how they view sexuality.

I did also mention part of my struggle with gender is because I'm autistic, and I know a lot of autistic people struggle to fit themselves into the boxes our society has built around gender. I think for me personally that has more to do with the fact that I just overall feel alien to this world. Once I kind of came to terms with the fact that I felt alien and that I actually enjoyed being labeled as weird, I think it was easier for me to settle into the fact that gender just doesn't really mean anything to me. I'm just a girl because that's how I was made, and everything else is up to me.