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Funfact I have from raising rabbits
Female rabbits are VERY territorial, so if you want them to breed you have to put the doe with the buck, instead of putting the buck on the doe's pen because otherwise the doe will fight.
Anyways, I think it would be pretty cute for Rabbit!Arle to be wary of intruding on your space because of that, and whenever she's in the mood, she tries to convince you to go to her side, her room, her bed etc or she's worried you'll get all mad at her.
Also, she 100% thumps her shoe/foot on the wood and turns her back to you when mad at you.
She even goes as far as to move on the wood or tile if she was on carpet before to make the thump louder, lol.
STOP THAT'S SO CUTE AKSHJDJD
her waiting for you to come to her side or approach her is adorable... i ♡ rabbit arle
side note, i have an ask for a rabbit arle fic so perhaps look forward to that, everyone ♡
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okay
thinking thoughts
let me ride your thigh while you infodump about nerd shit to me. nerdy people infodumping makes me happy and horny
let me suck you off or eat you out while you try to stay composed and keep talking about trains or some shit
be fucking nerdy
be passionate
let me fuck you
nerdy people make me happy, keep being nerdy please
let me please you until your brain melts and you forget what you’re saying 💖
just keep babbling about how good i’m doing even after you cum for me please, i want you to melt for me. to associate the thing you’re passionate about with me
men and minors dni
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If requests are still open, how about jealous wanderer? over something not that serious, and it gets him teased by the reader 🤔 or something like that. honestly though I would love anything youd make, you're amazing at writing soft fluff of him, so please take it less as a request and more an idea (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
when he gets jealous
wanderer x gn!reader
genre: fluff, comfort
warnings: none
word count: 1335
a/n: I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS ONE he is so gjnsghjsk he deserves to be spoiled ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) tysm for the request, enjoy!
hoooo boy, this guy will get jealous over literally anything sometimes.
he can’t help it, he feels insecure when your attention is on someone else. the voice in the back of his mind immediately starts telling him that you’ll forget about him in favor of whoever you’re interacting with now.
the rational part of him knows it’s not true. he knows you shouldn’t be put in a position where you can’t even talk to other people without him getting upset, that it isn’t fair to you, so he doesn’t his best to keep it to himself.
he knows he’s unreasonable about it most of the time and keeps his mouth shut and just huffs for a bit until you come back to him, but you can always tell he’s jealous anyways.
will sometimes even get jealous over animals or inanimate objects. he has hidden things from you on multiple occasions just because you would become so distracted by it that you wouldn’t hear what he said and it bothered him.
poor baby wants attention so bad, but cannot for the life of him ask for it normally. pls help him.
“awwww,” you coo quietly from where you’re crouched in the grass a few feet away. a small orange cat lays at your feet, rolling around happily and eating up the belly scratches you’re giving it. if the cat could smile he’s sure it would be, if the blissful squint of its eyes wasn’t telling enough.
this cat comes around quite often - it’s a stray from somewhere in sumeru city, but ventures off to vimara village on occasion and waits at the docks for the locals to give it fish. it’s spoiled and mischievous and often greets the two of you by swatting at the tassels on the wanderer’s hat, knocking them around like toys and nearly tugging it off in the process.
you are undeniably fond of this despicable creature and always stop to shower it with pets and talk to it like it’s a human baby. the cat doesn’t understand a word coming out of your mouth, but soaks it up your attention nonetheless.
the wanderer watches with a growing frown as you pick the orange tabby up from the ground and into your arms, adjusting it so that it won’t slip before burying your face into its fur and rocking back and forth slowly. the cat is absolutely loving all of this, purring at a clearly audible volume and letting itself be held tightly by you.
he clicks his tongue and turns away from you at the sight, refusing to watch the ridiculous show. he’s standing right here, yet he may as well not even exist with how absorbed you are with the pathetic creature in your arms. what can that animal possibly give you in return that makes any of this worth your time?
he can hear the way you’re leaving small kisses all over its head and grits his teeth against the pit swirling in his stomach. how ridiculous.
when you eventually put the cat down and move to stand in front of him, he refuses to meet your eye, pretending to be fixated on the kids that are chasing each other through the village nearby.
“you ready to go?” you ask him casually while adjusting the bag of supplies on your back. “we should get back before it gets dark.”
“sure.” the wanderer responds dryly, already walking forward so that you have to skip to catch up with him.
you don’t say anything about his pouting until you’re a good distance away from the village, and he presses his lips together tightly the second you turn your body towards him and tilt your head forward to get a better look at his face while you walk.
“please don’t tell me you’re jealous of that cat.” you get straight to the point and the wanderer almost trips over his own feet as soon as the words leave your mouth.
“of course i’m not,” he snaps, arms crossed over his chest. “what do i have to be jealous about?” he can see the teasing smile you give him out of the corner of his eyes and it only makes him frown harder.
“whatever you say,” you clearly don’t believe him and your tone makes it very obvious that this won’t be the end of your teasing, but you leave him alone the rest of the walk back to your place. the sun hangs high as the afternoon approaches, partially hidden by the clouds passing underneath and warms and cools his skin every time the light shines through just to be covered up again.
when you swing open the door step inside, the wanderer makes a beeline goes to sit down at the small table in the kitchen while you drop your bag on the counter and start sorting through the things you returned with. you hum quietly to yourself as you do, and after watching you for a few minutes, his eyes slip shut in the comfortable silence as he rests his cheek against his hand.
the sound of your footsteps approaching is the only warning he gets before the next thing he knows, he feels your warm hands cradle his face while you pull his head into your chest and wrap your arms around his shoulders so that he can’t move. he tenses up immediately, his eyes flying open and his hands bracing against the edge of the table like he’s about to pull away and get to his feet, but he stays put.
he could easily detangle himself from your embrace, but he remains frozen to the spot even as alarms start blaring in his head.
“is this okay?” you ask softly from above him. he can hear the way your voice resonates through your chest and unconsciously relaxes a bit in your arms, your heartbeat a comforting rhythm against his ear.
not trusting his voice, he nods and your fingers start slowly combing through his bangs. you start to pull away after a few moments and he begins to panic, almost grabs onto your shirt to keep you in place, but pauses when you crouch down so that your face is level with his. he isn’t expecting the soft press if your lips against his forehead and feels blood rush to his face at the action, half of him internally begging you to do it again while the other half urges him to flinch away.
you move down a bit to press another against his left cheek, then his right, then on the tip of his nose, and everywhere else on his face except for his lips. the peppering of kisses are so warm and gentle that all he can do is melt into the touch, hands coming up to grab your arms to hold himself steady as your lips delicately brush over his closed eyelids.
when you pull away to look at him he’s pouting again, and you can’t help but poke fun, just a bit.
“are you satisfied now?” his cheeks burn brighter at the question but he refuses to answer and frowns, instead opting to snake a hand behind your head and pull you in until your lips finally meet his.
the kiss is soft and sweet but slightly desperate at the same time, like the wanderer wants to devour you through it, like he can’t get enough. the way you card your fingers through the hair at the back of his neck sends a shiver through his body and he pulls you impossibly closer at the action, lips trembling slightly against yours.
when you pull away with one last chaste kiss and ruffle his hair affectionately before going back to the supplies on the counter, the wanderer can’t help but feel a bit proud of himself. all of this, just because he acted envious over a cat.
he’ll always find a way to get your attention one way or another.
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silky , smooth.
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summary ; doing ellie's skincare before bed.
"the fuck are you doing-" , ellie laughed as you applied serum to your face. "skincare, you could use some." you said as you rubbed the serum in.
"my skin is very clear, thank you." ellie said as she splashed water onto her face from the sink, all you could do was stare as she splash cold water onto her freckled cheeks.
"i just know, you lyin." you laughed - "what??" ellie said as she patted her face dry.. "you only gone use water? no soap? no nothing?" you looked at her, and she nodded. you laughed in response and she just deadpanned you.
"im lost, what's funny." she said as she tied her hair back into a bun. "i wanna laugh too?!" she looked around in confusion, a small smirk pulling at her pink lips. "shh, anyways.. you should let me do your skin careeee. please baby." i said, looking up at her through your fresh set of lashes.
paid for by ellie, ofc.
"..mmcht, uhm.." she hesitated , "pretty, pretty pleaase." you drew out your words- slight of a southern accent coming out with it.
"fiinee.. dont do no stupid shit though." she rolled her eyes.
sassy.
by 12:35 am ,
ellie would not keep her hands off her face, "my skin is so softtt." she dragged her words out, "stop touchin' your facee, it's gonna get all dirty." you said.
ofcourse she didnt listen, she was touchin her face all until she fell asleep , low snores filling the room as she did.
ʚɞ
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𓆤 ⭒𓈒 amaria dominique for igirl ♡ ׂׂ ˖
#trailer park princess#grunge#indie sleaze#2014 revival#2014 tumblr#after doing some research i found that the picture could be categorized under these terms#i also learned what i was referring to as ‘americana’ in the context of this blog storyline is actually trailer park princess#me when i get to create my silly little specific tags: ପ(꒪ˊ꒳ˋ꒪)ଓ#me when i have add content tags so a post can get notes: ( ඉ́ .̫ ඉ̀ ) this is girlphobia </3 (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)#i rather tag actual people who have blogs that fit the vibes instead of core this and core that#i’ve seen people ask ‘what aesthetic is this’ and it will literally just be a skinny in a tank top and the replies had 6 different answers#it’s a tank top that she’s going sell for 40+ dollars on her depop it’s called fashion wearing what you want maybe i donut belong here prof#time for my tagging system my beloved#warm#evidence of life#christ haunted#there’s a cross on da butt <3#amaria giving a lil miz russell here#100
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thinking band thoughts... playing with lineups.....
#⎯ ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡ visions#been thinking about them a long time but only rlly vague things#dont even know if they'll be like a k-band or western idk#they just float around in my brain sometimes
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I am here to sacrifice (share a picture of) one of my stupid children (one of my cat) in exchange for more Dehya anything
the exchange can be one sided, you can just take my child (my dumb cat) and run away with him
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KITTYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
hello again, btw, very nice to see you!!
and, as you wish 🤭🤭 a little dehya drabble just for you... purrhaps lioness!dehya..
(nsfw utc. wlw content. minors dni.)
she looms over you, much larger than you're used to this way. she huffs, looking down with eyes blown wide.
"i caught you, sweetheart." she practically groans, rutting against you already.
your soft little mewls don't help. rather, they egg her on. you just sound so sweet, like a pretty little kitty begging to be fucked.
her head tipped back, though she managed to slip her thigh between yours now, giving you the same friction. and, oh, you sing beautifully for her.
you beg her for more, begging her so cutely to breed you.
too bad you didn't tell her an exact number of times. perhaps you'll be stuck here for quite some time. but don't worry. she'll soothe your sore little cunt afterwards with her rough tongue.
or would that make it worse?
too bad! you're her sweet little mate, she knows just what you need. all you have to do is be a good kitty for her and take it.
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Hi can you write something for scara and his s/o growing old? Well scara can't age but his s/o can! I would prefer it to be kinda cute but also sad.
until death do us part
wanderer x gn!reader
genre: fluff, angst, hurt no comfort
warnings: major character death, very sad ending
word count: 2491
✧.* a/n: took me a while to get to this bc i kept crying thinking about it but here it is! i am so sorry in advance this is really sad, but enjoy!
nothing would make him regret getting to spend your life with you, not even the day he’d inevitably lose you.
no amount of wishing or praying would stop you from returning to the soil of the earth one day and becoming nothing but another memory. the wanderer knew that eventually, he’d lose you too. just like everyone else he had once loved, you were no exception to the passages of time that sow life and death within the fate of humanity.
the first time he met you, this thought passed through his mind in a fleeting whisper when your magnetic pull started to reel him in against his will. the soothing trill of your laughter and the kindness in your eyes reminded him so much of a time before pain was all he knew, that he could already picture the way the light would fade out of your eyes if he let his guard down and flew too close to the sun again.
but no matter how hard he tried to avoid it, every path he went down lead him right back to you in the end. you who insisted with utmost sincerity that he come over for tea since he so graciously helped your grandpa harvest crops the other week. you who would pour him a cup, strong and bitter just the way he liked it, and sit across from him to tell all of the wild stories and legends you heard from the elders in town growing up, never bothered in the slightest when he didn’t have much to contribute to the conversation.
you who slowly crept into every one of his thoughts until he could no longer fight the urge to see you, even though he truly did try to put up a fight. his feet would unconsciously bring him all the way to your doorstep after a long day, the only thing on his mind being the rush of warmth he gets whenever you look into his eyes and smile.
he remembers when you’d open the door to the sight of him with tousled hair and dirt streaked on his skin and pull him inside without a second thought. he’d lean against your kitchen counter as you dabbed a soft damp cloth against his skin, your touch gentle but steady. you’d frown all the while as you cleaned him up, shushing and chastising him for never being careful.
the wanderer was never actually hurt, and he could’ve easily dealt with the issue without so much as a scratch reaching him, but he loved the way you fussed over him. the stubborn crease between your brows, the jut of your lower lip, the brush of your featherlight fingertips—though nothing compared to the unfiltered and honest look of concern and worry in your eyes.
It had been a long, long time since someone had looked at him in such a way. him, just as he was, with no purpose or usefulness to hide behind. a part of him felt annoyed by your insistence to care for him, and by the fact that he allowed you to perceive him as weak. but the other, louder part of him craved and so deeply desired the way you made him feel like he mattered.
and even still, you would never pry. you’d never pester him about why he would show up in such a state in the first place. in the months you had known him, he hadn’t told you anything. not even his name. you knew him only as a wanderer with no destination, and for this he was thankful. he was sure that if you know who he was, the things he had done, the lives he had taken—you would never look at him the same again.
he made no move to hide anything about himself from you, but he also didn’t go out of his way to tell you either. if someone were to tell you, he would make no move to stop them.
but nobody knew him.
nobody until you.
long ago the wanderer swore he would never find companionship again, but by the time he noticed the way he had grown attached to you, it was already too late to turn back.
the existence of his past that had once felt like an eternity became nothing but a ghost in the back of his mind as you became a part of his present. he should’ve known he was in too deep the day he finally agreed to start taking you with him on his travels, but he was too distracted by the hope and excitement on your face as you proposed the idea to him.
he knew it was risky. you couldn’t fight, didn’t know how to lie with a straight face, and refused to butcher and eat an animal even if it meant life or death; but he didn’t have it in himself to say no to you. you, who truly had no bad intentions or motives. you, who listened to every word he had to say with an open mind and no judgment in your heart. you, who reminded him why he had once been so fond of humans.
how foolish he was, to get caught up in the fragile web of a mortal life again. but there was no stopping when he started falling for you.
the first time he had ever snapped at you, raised his voice and said cruel things born from the anguish in his chest, you barely reacted. even as insults left his lips and he told you to get lost, you gazed at him with steady, understanding eyes and waited until he ran out of hurtful things to say.
as his chest heaved with anger and his fingernails dig into his palms where they were clenched into fists, you waited patiently. when he came back to himself and saw the wetness of unshed tears in your eyes, the guilt and regret that followed nearly knocked him off of his feet.
it was cowardly of him, but in that moment all he could do was turn on his foot and flee. he couldn’t bear to see that look on your face, knowing it was all his own doing. he spent until the sun began to set dragging his feet around, picturing the way you would regard him like the monster he was from this point onward.
when he returned to you, he expected to find you upset and disgusted with him. but instead, when he tentatively stepped into your home, he found you sitting half asleep at your kitchen table with a pot of his favorite tea that had long gone cold waiting for him.
you sat up quickly when you saw him cross the threshold, suddenly alert and awake. he could tell you were hesitant to say something, unsure of what state of mind the wanderer might be in right then, so he put extra effort into moving calmly as he approached the table and sat down as not to scare you.
that night, he told you everything. you held his hands tightly between yours and listened from beginning to end, letting him retell the devastating tale of the life he’d lived as a heartless puppet. you cried for him. you told him how sorry you were that he had to experience all of that, how sad you were that it’d been so long since he’d felt wanted. you accepted him, his sins, his selfishness and greed.
no matter how far he jumped, you always met him halfway. he was undeniably, pathetically in love with you.
eventually, almost like it was always meant to happen, the two of you fell into each others arms as seamlessly as a stream flows. it had been a little over a year since the day he met you that you leaned in and kissed him for the first time. the wanderer was only shocked for a moment before he melted into it and realized that there was nothing more he wanted in this world than to be with you.
he was happy, happier than he could remember being in centuries. there was nothing he had to hide around you, nobody he had to pretend to be that he wasn’t. it was as easy as ever to fall into a natural rhythm with you, wandering around teyvat and experiencing everything together. even the things he had already done before felt new and memorable with you.
everywhere you went, it was together. the wanderer had been given a chance to see the world through a clear lens again, though it had become rose tinted over time from the intensity of your affection.
the many sights he saw with you were indescribable, but his eyes always returned to you no matter how breathtaking it was. home was wherever you were, and so the two of you found home everywhere.
but there came a day when he was forced to face reality yet again. many years passed by your side, and even though it was only a short amount of time to him, it was a huge chunk of your lifetime. when your skin began to show wrinkles and people began to mistake him for your son, the terrifying thought crossed his mind.
you wouldn’t be around forever, your time was running out, and it rooted a deep seed of dread into his chest that threatened to bloom into something worse. it dug up old feelings that the wanderer hadn’t felt in years, ones that gripped their icy claws into his head until they were impossible to ignore.
just like everyone else, you would leave him too.
why? why did he only find happiness and belonging in the things that wouldn’t last? he didn’t want to be alone again. it was unfair, and never more than in that moment had he longed to be a normal human.
did it bother you that he would never be able to grow old with you? that people would assume him your grandson and pass judgment if they knew the truth? things would soon begin to grow complicated and people who had known you both would notice that he didn’t age.
you knew this as well as he did, and after a long and painful conversation about it, you insisted it didn’t bother you and made him promise to move forward even when you were gone. you knew he was afraid and that he had already lost so much, that there was a huge possibility that he would lose himself when you left. you feared that he had become too reliant on you.
that in itself was what had him making an oath to himself that he wouldn’t let you leave this world feeling worried about him. and he didn’t have it in him to break a promise to you.
when walking up steps became a difficult task for you, he’d wrap an arm around you and help you make it to the top. when you got worn out more easily and couldn’t keep up with traveling around anymore, he suggested the two of you finally settle down and return to your old house.
as you grew weaker every year and had to rely on him more, the wanderer never once complained or treated it like an inconvenience. he was there for you, just as he had promised he always would be. you never stopped being beautiful in his eyes, even when your hair turned gray and your joints achy. you still had the same sweet smile, the same captivating eyes, the same comforting smell. you were still you, and you were his.
eventually, when your skin had become pale and sallow and your hands too shaky and weak to hold anything, you had slowly reached up and brushed his hair out of his eyes with a sad smile.
“i will come back to you,” you promised weakly, eyes focusing and unfocusing on his face. “no matter how many times, no matter what form i take, my soul will always return to you.”
even as his heart got caught in his throat and tears spilled over his cheeks, the wanderer nodded weakly at your words.
“okay.”
during your final days, it took everything in him to hold it together. he spoon fed you as often as you’d let him, breath hitching every time you struggled to swallow. he stayed by your side and held your frail hands in his steady ones, planting soft kisses against your knuckles and whispering his love for you into your skin.
by the final evening, he wasn’t even sure if you could hear him anymore. still, he laid next to you the bed you shared and retold the old stories he remembers from the very beginning of your time together. it was hard to talk without breaking down when he knew you wouldn’t respond. only the sound of your shallow breathing filled the silence, growing slower and slower by the hour.
losing you was something he had long since been preparing for, but was never truly ready to experience. he had felt grief many times in the past, but it had never hurt this deeply. it was like a sheet of anguish clinging to him, weighing him down and piercing him with nails.
quiet, lonely, and cold, there was a giant gaping hole in his chest that you had once filled. a void that your existence managed to soothe, but it was there again. loud, unforgiving, and so, so unbearably painful.
he cried more than he ever thought himself capable of in the weeks that followed. everywhere he looked, he could only see where you should’ve been. the wind was lonely without the sound of your voice, and the sky dull. maybe it was just his imagination, but even the birds and bugs seemed less lively without you.
there was a suffocating stillness clouding his perception of reality. he didn’t want to acknowledge that time was passing without you, or that he would never feel your warmth next to him anymore, but he knew you were gone. there was nothing he could do.
it hurt. it hurt so badly that he could still hear his own guttural sobs even over the deafening downpour of rain as it soaked him to the bone where he sat hunched over in front of where you had been buried not long before.
he missed you so much. even though he had gone so long being alone before he met you, it was as if he was experiencing it all for the first time again. his lungs burned and his chest ached as he choked on humid air, wishing you were still there to comfort him like you always had been.
“please,” he called softly into the wind, willing himself to hold on to even the smallest shard of hope. “keep your promise.”
there was no response.
he was alone again.
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gojo sits like this on the bed ready to hear about your day whenever you come home school/work
#he’s sooo sily 😭#he’s kicking his feet and smiling when you say you saw something that reminded u of him#gojo x reader#satoru gojo#knives talks ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ
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lissy my loveeee! @lissytopp tagged me in the moodboard challenge sooo!! ૮ ◜ᵕ◝ ྀིა moodboard challenge created by @ellabsprincess <3
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#this is so different than what i put out#BUT HEYYY more abt me#IAM A JAY ENJOYER OKAY!!!!#seashell huntin’! ପ( ๑' ェ`๑)ଓ
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