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｡:°ஐ Hot Topic !

COMING SOON !

the first english single album by lucky featuring ; sunnie + hiro 2023.11.20 @ 6am kst teaser images !

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✸﹏𓉸ྀི ݁ ˖ ◜GET READY! DOLL SUMMER IS HERE!!

DOLL SUMMER is the third mini album of Heartbreak’s beloved girl group Pick Me. It was released on July 10th, 2024 and featured the tittle track STICKY, which they promoted alongside the lead track ACT LIKE AN ANGEL for four weeks. During this time, they performed STICKY thirteen times, and ACT LIKE AN ANGEL another six. In addition, the girls performed each of remaining the tracks at least once, making the total of twenty-six performances from which twenty-two earned them a win.

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⁰¹ STICKY ⁰² GET HIM BACK! ⁰³ CALL ME (4 A GOOD TIME) ⁰⁴ HOW MANY LOVERS? ⁰⁵ ACT LIKE AN ANGEL

⁰¹ The title track might just be the most controversial song on the album. With Pick Me’s carefree and unfiltered style, it’s almost a given that they’ll face backlash for being too bold and "tarnishing" the reputation of K-pop. With STICKY, the drama erupted over its choreography and revealing outfits. Used to this kind of drama, Yue and Kiko went live, with Yue declaring: “Look, I’m done repeating myself. We’re real people, not company-controlled idols. If we want to wear cute little sundresses and shake our asses in our songs, that’s our call. Stop being a fucking pain in the ass and go stan someone else. Honestly, we couldn’t care less”, to which Kiko would add: “And we’re all adults, for you information. We’re allow to twerk on camera.”

⁰² Rumor has it that Jules and Rosie wrote this song with a particular name in mind. Shortly after the group’s debut, both girls found themselves caught up in a rumor claiming they were romantically involved with the same guy, who was allegedly cheating on one with the other. The guy in question was said to be none other than Lee Junseo, a well-known soloist under IDOL MAKER and former groupmate of Jules, artistically known as JUNO. Although the rumor was never confirmed by the companies or those involved, it was never denied either. Years later, with the release of their mini-album, the fire has reignited, and fans are convinced that GET HIM BACK is a silent confirmation of the rumor.

⁰³ CALL ME (4 A GOOD TIME) is yet another testament to the girls’ vocal prowess and their commitment to delivering live. This track is the only one on the album that got its own Band Live Version, quickly becoming a stan Twitter classic for shutting down any haters who doubt their live performance skills. Microphones were on, and the girls ate and left no crumbs! All drama aside, this song is an uncommon occurrence because Yue rarely produces and writes entire tracks on her own.

⁰⁴ No Pick Me album is complete without a Jules-produced banger to let loose and dance until you drop. HOW MANY LOVERS? aligns with the album’s overall sound but adds Jules’ signature fresh and playful twist. Her solo fans devoured the song and made sure stan Twitter was flooded with her fancams. To top it off, the girls released a series of TikTok videos under the hashtag #LoversParty!, where they danced to the chorus alongside various idols, with quick-cut edits switching from one person to another—if you haven’t seen it yet, you’ll want to check out the video above.

⁰⁵ Produced by Heidi, a regular in the girls' discography, ACT LIKE AN ANGEL is the album's most viral track. This comes as no surprise, since all of Heidi's productions tend to become fan favorites, often driving the most traction and success. Heidi's journey as a producer for Pick Me dates back to the girls' debut, when she was personally sought out by Heartbreak to produce Angel of My Dreams, the first of many bops to her name.

ARTISTS CREDITED ﹏ Finn (@bluwavez) ✸ Heidi (@allta1k)

✸﹏Fuck Brat Summer, it’s Doll Summer all along!

✸﹏In an episode of Doll Diaries, the hit behind-the-scenes mini-series for Pick Me, fans caught a bit of drama in the background of one scene. You can hear Sylvia Hara, the group’s creative director and manager, and Yue having a pretty heated conversation off to the side. The mics barely picked it up, but after hours of replaying the clip, fans are convinced Sylvia was going off on Yue for her attitude during one of the group’s win performances, where she looked pissed at Rosie and Jules.

Different fan accounts have slightly different takes, but the general gist of the convo goes something like this: “Yue, you’re not fucking five years old. I don’t give a shit how you feel about them or what you think off-camera. When the cameras are rolling, you cut the crap and smile. I’m done with this bullshit.”

Yue’s solo stans immediately jumped to defend her when the other girls’ solo fans tried to paint her as a bully. She later took to Twitter, claiming it was all just a misunderstanding and that she was having a bad day during the performance. Even Kiko chimed in, saying that everything’s good between the members and that their relationship is actually super close.

✸﹏The girls promoted…[ERROR_NOT FOUND]

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NEED to get lucky back off the ground... i think this calls for an ot4 cb and a hanro piece

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my tiktok is FULL of hyeju ttyl fancams and i literally think the song is hypnotizing me like i need one of my groups to release it asap idk

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HYEJU TTYL @ Inkigayo, 240908

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CHRISTINA NADIN via tiktok.

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240908 MINGYU @ Lollapalooza Berlin 2024

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things im working on in my head that haven't hit the google drive yet

angel's comeback

ficswap (pinterest board made !!)

band things

la vie tour (disastrous)

kitae drabble

slash profiles (.5/6)

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thinking band thoughts... playing with lineups.....

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₊‧⁺˖ ⠀⠀⠀ PEOPLE ARE GOING TO HURT YOU. IT'S A FACT OF LIFE.

CHOI YOONA  was  born  in  seoul,  south  korea,  on  april  30,  1997.  her  early  life  was  marked  by  an  oppressive  and  overprotective  upbringing —  YOONA's  mother  was  fiercely  protective,  driven  by  a  deep-seated  fear  of  the  outside  world.  this  fear  translated  into  strict  and  isolating  rules  for  her  daughter.  as  a  child,  YOONA  could  not  step  outside  their  house  except  briefly  on  their  porch.  this  sheltered  existence  buried  her  social  development  and  exposed  her  to  a  world  limited  by  the  confines  of  her  home.

despite  the  restrictive  environment,  YOONA  found  comfort in  her  mother's  collection  of  vinyl  records.  the  haunting  melodies  and  powerful  vocals  of  the  artists  she  listened  to  sparked  an  early  interest  in  music.  however,  her  mother’s  strict  rules  overshadowed  these  moments  of  peace,  making  YOONA’s  childhood  a  blend  of  fleeting  joy  and  constant  surveillance.

as  she  grew  older,  YOONA's  curiosity  about  the  world  beyond  her  front  door  intensified.  by  the  age  of  twelve,  her  desire  for  freedom  became  too  strong  to  ignore.  one  fateful  night,  she  mustered  the  courage  to  sneak  out  of  the  house  for  the  first  time.  the  sense  of  independence  she  felt  was  short-lived,  as  a  police  officer  soon  found  her  and  escorted  her  back  home.  the  officer's  visit  only  helped  deepen  her  mother's  fears  and  strictness.  that  night  marked  a  turning  point  in  YOONA's  life.  her  mother,  in  a  fit  of  rage,  beat  her  and  confined  her  even  more  rigorously  than  before,  blaming  her  for  disobeying the  rules.

despite  the  harsh  punishment,  YOONA's  rebellious  spirit  remained  unbroken.  she  continued  to  push  the  boundaries  set  by  her  mother,  seeking  brief  moments  of  freedom  whenever  possible.  these  acts  of  disobedience,  however,  came  at  a  significant  personal  cost,  as  her  mother's  punishments  grew  increasingly  severe.

the  turning  point  in  YOONA's  life  came  when  her  mother  fell  gravely  ill  and  was  hospitalised.  with  her  mother  incapacitated  and  facing  the  possibility  of  death,  YOONA  experienced  a  newfound  sense  of  freedom.  this  period  of  her  life  was  both  freeing  and  confusing  as  she  navigated  the  world  outside  her  home  for  the  first  time.  nearing  her  twenties,  YOONA  was  determined  to  carve  out  a  life  for  herself  beyond  the  shadow  of  her  mother’s  influence.

during  one  of  her  explorations  of  the  city,  YOONA  was  approached  by  a  talent  scout  from  GLASSHOUSE,  a  renowned  music  company.  impressed  by  her  beauty and confidence ( that she somehow exhibited ),  they  offered  her  an  opportunity  to  audition.  drawing  from  the  countless  hours  she  spent  singing  along  to  her  mother's  vinyl  records,  YOONA’s  audition  was  a  success.  she  was  soon  signed to  the  label,  marking  the  beginning  of  her  journey  as  VERONIKA.

transitioning  from  her  sheltered  upbringing  to  the  fast-paced  world  of  the  entertainment  industry  was  a  challenging  process.  YOONA,  now  VERONIKA,  had  to  quickly  adapt  to  the  demands  of  her  new  career  while  also  learning  about  the  world  she  had  been  kept  from  for  so  long.  despite  these  challenges,  her  unique  background  and  powerful  voice  quickly  captivated  audiences.  her  debut  mini-album,  VERONIKA,  introduced  her  as  a  modern-day  witch,  a  persona  that  resonated  with  her  rough past  and  her  newfound  freedom.

as  she  continued  to  release  music,  VERONIKA's  themes  of  darkness,  resilience,  and  empowerment  drew  from  her  personal  experiences.  each  release,  from  VERONIKA  to  SPIDERWEB,  told  a  story  of  struggle,  defiance,  and  ultimate  triumph.  her  music  not  only  showcased  her  vocal  talent  but  also  served  as  a  cleansing outlet  for  the  pain  and  isolation  she  endured  during  her  childhood.

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MILA MENDOZA .

“Thanks,” she responds out loud, watching the confusion slide over their face and a curse slip through their mind.  “Oh yeah, forgot to mention, keep your mind out of the gutter while Mila’s around, yeah?” Cate slings an arm around her shoulders pointing accusingly at the rest of her friends.  “I try not to listen but,” Mila shrugs with a knowing smile in Jordan’s direction, “I hear things.”

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the way doa was originally supposed to be just like kind of a bitch and now she's a literal psychopath

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⠀⁰¹ POSER!⠀⁰² BIG FAT LIAR!⠀ ⁰³ B-PLOTS!⠀ ⁰⁴ ONGOING LORE!

⠀⠀ ⠀ scriped by bee. ⠀ ( she/they ) ⠀ twenty-three. ⠀ black.

★☆★  ⠀  𖥦  ⠀  BUT  I'M  A  STAR  !  𖥻  .  ⠀  ratedstar  ,  ⠀  a  social  experiment  looking  into  the  world  of  fame  or  shame,  this  is  what  dreams  are  made  of,  fan  culture  &&  the  lack  of  boundaries,  death  of  a  popstar,  fake  it  til  you  make  it,  never  meet  your  idols,  and  what  happens  backstage,  stays  backstage.

⠀ ⠀ blogs to be added later.

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이초희  ……  (  THE WEIGHT OF YOU: PART ONE.  )

❝Nobody owns life, but anyone who can pick up a frying pan owns death.❞                         ―  William S. Burroughs

CHARACTERS :   CHLOE LEE  …   KLARA BLIX  …    VENUS ENSEMBLE  …   LEE HYOJIN

WORDS : 1.8K

WARNINGS / NOTES : Death. Murder. Choking. Physical Assault. Crying. Loosely proofread and edited lol! If there's anything I missed please let me know! I tried a bit of a different style for this one that I will probably never do again lol! But, yeah, we got experimental so I hope you enjoy! Thank you so much for reading! rbs, comments, and asks are always appreciated ♡

The knocks were booming and started at 11:52 PM on a Monday. 

Yoonah gasps from the living room couch, whipping her head around to look at the front door as Bliss jumps to her feet. Both girls look suspicious, looking at each other and then at the door again as another set of door rattling blows landed on their door.

“What the fuck is that?” Klara groans as she staggers out from her room and into the living room.

“Some freak is pounding on the door,” Bliss dryly replies, figuring it’s obvious.

“Probably one of Yoonah’s scorn lovers,” Sena jokes as she slowly walks into living room, rubbing her eyes with the back of her hand. Yoonah shoves the girl with a sharp look. Sena giggles as she stumbles a bit. Chloe opens her door when another round of knocks come tumbling in.

“Or one of Chloe’s stalkers,” Bliss accuses but she isn’t joking like Sena. Chloe rolls her eyes with an annoyed groan.

“Juyeon isn’t a stalker. Shut up.”

“Did you look who it was?” Klara asks as she approaches the door to look through the peephole. She jerks back almost instantly, a look of fear taking over her expression as she takes a step back. The rest of the girls look at her in confusio, Yoonah stepping up and looking through the peephole only to jerk back as if it’s on fire with a quiet gasp.

“Who is it?” Bliss asks but she’s already looking through the peephole. It’s not like anyone is listening at this point, maybe Sena, but she’s too busy being confused by how fast Klara and Yoonah are rushing to Chloe.

“Hey!” Chloe shouts as the pair begin to shove her back in her room.

“Lock your door and fucking hide,” Klara demands. Chloe starts to panic, looking into the girl’s wide fearstruck eyes. She feels her hands start to shake as she holds onto Klara for dear life.

“What’s going on?” When Klara doesn’t answer, Chloe gets it. She just gives her a look and it’s all clear for her. It makes her shake her head quickly, stiffening in her doorway and not letting Klara push her any further.

“Is it him?” Chloe asks. Her hands are shaking. The banging turns into thuds. He’s kicking on the door. Yoonah’s hands are on Chloe’s face to make her look at her. She’s not near as scared as her and Klara. She always seems to know what to do. Chloe is crying.

“We’re not going to let him hurt you, Chloe but you need to lock your door and hide. We don’t have time.”

“I’m scared. I’m really scared,” Chloe sobs now holding onto Yoonah’s arm as well. Suddenly, Bliss appears and with a heavy hand shoves Chloe into her room. She knows it wouldn’t have happened any other way. Chloe staggers back into the darkness of her room, the door slamming and leaving her in completely darkness.

“Lock the door!” Bliss demands from the other side.

Bliss has never liked Chloe. Chloe has always made things harder than they had to be.

Sitting on her floor, Chloe takes a deep and staggering breath as a sudden cracking sound fills the dorm. Chloe’s eyes widen, scattering towards her door and locking the door after what feels like hours.

There’s shouting, a lot of it, screaming and yelling. There’s thuds and the sound of fists on skin. Chloe can’t stand it. She scatters back towards a dark corner of her room and covers her ears. A paralyzing fear takes over her body, one she hasn’t felt in years. It’s icy but burning at the same time, making her eyes shut tightly and a high sob leave her lips. It makes her shake and bile rise in her throat. She thought this kind of fear was over, that she would never have to feel it again, but she has a deeper fear of that fear taking over and having a grip on her forever.

“Where the fuck is she?”

“Get off of her!” A voice shouts. It’s Yoonah. Chloe can hear Sena yelling as well. Is he hurting Sena? He’s hurting someone by the sounds coming from the hallway, bashing someone’s head into the floor over and over again as Yoonah and Bliss yell at him to stop.

The only voice she doesn’t hear is Klara. Chloe sobs so hard she nearly gags, launching herself to her feet and rushing towards her door without thought. Her only thought is to help Klara, save Klara, protect Klara. She loves Klara more than she loves anyone else in this world. If she dies, Chloe might as well be dead too.

The thought of a life without Klara is a debilitating one. One she can’t ponder on long without another sob leaving her lips.

“Klara!” Chloe wails as she pushes open her door. The scene in front of her is absolute chaos. Twenty things are happening at once but Chloe can only focus on Klara’s crumbled body on the floor. Hyojin is towering above her, shoving at Yoonah and Bliss who fight diligently to keep him away from their friend by hitting him or locking themselves around him to weight him down.

Like a lion who’s caught his prey, he snaps his head towards Chloe. Chloe always thought Hyojin had eyes like a snake. Everything about him was so snake like from the way he moved to how he talked, he strangled the life out of anyone he came into contact with. 

For once, Chloe doesn’t freeze when he looks at her, she runs towards him but not to him. She drops to her knees beside Klara, putting her hands on her arm and rolling her over on her back to see the bruising gash on her forehead. Klara groans softly, eyes shutting tighter when she is facing the lights. Chloe lets out a sob of relief at the sound but the happiness is short lived. She hears one thud followed by another one and a yelp. She doesn’t even have time to look up before Hyojin has her by the hair and is throwing her onto the hardwood floor.

“You think you get to fuck up my life like that? Take away everything I worked for?” He doesn’t give her any time to answer, he never did, wrapping his arms around her throat and clamping down. Chloe shuts her eyes tightly but her hands go up and scratch at his face.

Get his DNA under your fingernails. Make sure you get a trace of him on you somehow. Connect him to you even in death. It’s a mantra she repeated to herself all of their relationship.

Her windpipe is being crushed. Her lungs are burning. All she hears is ringing and she can’t see a thing. She doesn’t want to. If she has to die, she doesn’t want the last thing she sees to be Hyojin’s face.

Chloe has never thought about what she wants to be the last thing she thinks of. She sees her brother’s face, then her mother’s. She’s at Mcdonald’s with them. She’s no older than seven and Jacob has to be ten. He’s holding Chloe’s hand while Chloe holds her mom’s hand, standing between them in a pretty pink shirt and matching pink leggings. She wants chicken nuggets but really only wants the cheap barbie doll toy inside the Happy meal.

Then she sees Klara’s face. It’s the first time they met. Klara was 13 and Chloe was 15. Klara had long black hair and braces but that never stopped her from smiling. They’re walking down the Angelico hallways and to the vending machine, giggling at a stupid inside joke that Chloe can’t even remember.

She sees her mother’s face again. She’s telling her goodbye at the airport, fighting every urge to cry as she adjusts the straps on Chloe’s backpack. Her mom holds her face in her hands, stroking her cheeks with her thumbs. They say nothing compares to the love of your first born and Chloe’s mom really feels it in that moment. There’s so much to be said in her mother’s eyes but none of it escapes her red painted lips instead she just wraps her arms around Chloe’s small frame once again, tighter this time, before kissing the side of her head.

“I love you so much, Chloe.” Her mother whispers, voice tight and shaking.

Crack!

Chloe gasps for air when the pressure is suddenly relieved from her throat, coughing and sputtering as a weight blankets over her. Her eyes are shut still, too scared to open them as she gulps down every breath she’s been missing for what feels like hours.

Then the silence hits her.

The only sound being made is her coughs and gasps for air. When she opens her eyes, she realizes the weight on top is a person. It’s Hyojin, slumped on top of her and unmoving. Chloe feels a panic begin to rise in her when she realizes it’s him on top of her, breathing getting quicker before a few whimpers leave her throat.

“Get him off.” Her heartbeat is in her throat now it’s thudding so hard. Her whimpers turn into sobs as she shoves at him. He feels like cement on top of her. 

“Get him off of me!” Chloe screams, causing a stunned Bliss to jump into action and shove Hyojin’s lip body off of her with a grunt. He lands beside her with a thud then a chilling silence.

No one says a single word. Chloe can’t even hear the others breathing. She herself forgets to breathe as she pushes herself up on her hands, taking a needed deep breath. She turns her head towards Hyojin’s still body, her eyes wide and breathing shaky.

“Is he–”

“Oh my fucking god.”

“Did you just kill him?” 

Chloe doesn’t know who’s talking to whom because her eyes never leave the back of Hyojin’s skull. There have been many times Chloe has wanted to take a baseball bat, a chair, a brick, or anything she could get her hands on and bash his head in with it. As her eyes stare at the dented in back of his skull, watching the blood ooze out onto the floor of her hallway it doesn’t look real. It looks unnatural. She supposes it is. Skulls aren’t meant to cave in like that or at all actually.

“Chloe?”

Chloe’s eyes snap up to be met with Klara’s concerned gaze, feeling her hands on her shoulders, bringing her back to Earth. A sob leaves her lips when she looks into Klara’s eyes, taking her face into her hands. The younger can’t hold back her emotions either, her bottom lip trembling as a whimper leaves her lips as she pulls Chloe closer. Their foreheads press together for a moment before they envelop one another in a bone-crushing hug, faces pressed into one another’s skin.

Though her lungs feel like they’re being squeezed for all they’re worth, Chloe feels like she can finally breathe again.

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STRUGGLING with slash's debut🥲🥲🥲🥲

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wait..... cate's sister who was their parents golden girl and treated as the hero when cate was locked away? who cate has always resented secretly? who only wants her older sister to love her and understand that it wasn't her fault that her parents picked her as the golden child even though she's still afraid of cate's abilities?