#[wILL THATS NOT NICE OMFG]

[cowboy-robooty]

Gus showed me that my cringe ass itager animatic i made when i was 14 got uploaded to bilibili and I'm so fucking embarassed because that video looks like shit (DONT WATCH IT. PLEASE. ITS SO HUMILIATING IM LIKE OH MY GOD I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO DRAW) but i check on it to read the comments and im like uwaghww *cries* because the chinese are so nice to meeeeeee

[fleouriarts]

mini sketchbook dump. lowkey forgot this thing existed until last week

descriptions/refs and such below

1. based on one of the pics i took w hivemind, i told them to do cute poses and riley decided to just go O__O at the camera??? hes so silly <3

2. another livemind thing but this time it's from the video i took of them slow dancing. if i ever say no to a hivemind gay moment... call the cops my identity has been stolen for sure

3. finally drew one of my favorite little hivemind moments EVER oh my god they are so cute. literally me and who

4. this is just a cute pic of riley that i'd drawn literally right when i started doing hivemind fanart so i thought i'd redraw it. adding both the ref pic and my drawing from june 2023 so you can gawk at how much more angular my style has gotten

5. my dearest hex aka @gaydonweaver sent me this old pic of graydon (from a 2018 video i think) and i was enamored with his fluffy hair so i had to draw it

5. another one of my favorite cute hivemind moments... real compilationheads will recognize this as the thumbnail for 'hivemind juicy kissable boyfriend moments' which i remember riley being caught watching on stream 😭 im never gonna forget that i think its so fucking funny

also the section under the cut is a SAFE SPACE so here's some silly and kinda embarrassing sona doodles i did around these

[lagtrain]

THEY ARE STUNNING THEY ARE EVERYTHING THEY ARE THE FUCKING MOMENT

[radrobotz]

OMFG OLD DSI LIVES I WAS SO SURE THIS THING WAS DONE FOR IT SURE LOOKED LIKE IT CUZ IT WAS CHARGING BUT WOULDNT TURN ON I JUST HAD TO HOLD IT FOR A WHILE. maybe the buttons not connected good anymore

[canisvesperus]

Persian humanstuck Eridan… save me Persian humanstuck Eridan…

[theforgetter]

anyway the con last weekend was fun! i got merch of TWO!!!!!(!!!) special interests AND my favorite movey AND my favorite tv show AND my favorite manga. and a keychain of a yuri ship. life is so fucking good

[monpalace]

i sound absolutely unhinged talking about shit from 2017 but if i could telepathically share the thoughts i'm having you would all get it

[elfsyellowflowerzart]

PEOPLE HAVE SENT ME STUFF ON FLIGHT RISING IM GONNA CRYYYYYY

[kof-xiii]

i understand chemisty?????????????????????????????

[daforged]

i think its a little weird and unreasonable to act like people not only have to do the right thing of being kind, patient, understanding etc but also consistently feel good about those things. like … i can be kind to and play with my niece and nephew and support them even when they’re annoying me, because they’re kids and it’s my responsibility as an adult to be kind to them & i can recognise that my annoyance is my problem and not theirs. i can be annoyed at my adhd friend for forgetting or being late to our plans while still understanding that those actions don’t come from a place of malice, and work out those issues out together calmly & respectfully while still being kinda pissed about it, because i’m an adult capable of having an emotional response and then choosing not to act on it. what i’m not capable of doing is forcing myself to be happy about situations that inconvenience me or are objectively exhausting or frustrating. i as a human being am obligated to act a certain way and to treat ppl with kindness and respect even if i don’t want to. and i do and will continue to do so! but you can’t force people to feel things they don’t naturally feel lol and it’s childish to act like you can or like somebody’s a bad person for feeling an emotion they can’t control

[caruliaa]

why did you say that why did u point that out. r u fucking trying to mess with me

[thegreatestheaver]

next semsester i got a 2 hour 15 minute gap between my art and philosophy class oh my god imma be camping out on campus again😭

[i-dont-eat-drywall]

ugh i wanna wear a skirt but i dont have any nice onesss ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so goopfailure ugh al my skirts are weird and short and not spinny and pll might think im CIS and i dont want that *instert gay cryings*

[bbqhooligan]

ok so i was at the worst Its SO Over in a good while, legitimately thinking, sorry gamers i dont think im making it, im talking like. running around at night like a madman in rain, blasting songs from 2016, slowing down to smoke and running back type of feeling. REAL its so over.

so i come back, tearing up, as unsettled as one can get, im calling my friend to say i love you and i just wanted to hear your voice. just so you know. anyway she didnt pick up (god bless shes prolly sleeping no bitterness queen get that sleep) and i was gonna text her something, i was sitting at the balcony, on my phone.

then, the only other person in there, a girl ive spoken once to because she asked for my help in the kitchen, comes, sits across me and tells me "i need to talk to you" so im immediately in Help The Girl mode. she starts telling me shes thinking of leaving the dorms, tells me about the fight she had w her roommates, at first i though she had something Me specific to say but when i questioned she said "i need some guidance and i thought i could talk to you" so probably because im a helpful person -a butch lesbian- and she sensed it. anyway she talks about it all, i give my opinions, she asks for advice, i give advice, she even asked at one point what i thought of her behavior in the fight she had with her roommates, i answered, said she loved the way i speak clearly and purposefully, said she was thankful, somewhere in there we started talking abt school and she asked me if i know this one guy from my major, id probably know him, she didnt want to offend me or anything, veeery reluctantly adding, "hes like a little bit gay" i laughed.

so here i am, having helped a stranger get some worries off her chest at night when she had no one to go to, just like me. holy shit. my pessimistic depressive ass has been taught a lesson of hope and human connection. just like that. all it takes is someone sitting across you and speaking to you.

[aratype]

help qhy is it 29 degrees in the middle of winter bitch

[landofgay]

I bought the full Steven universe boxset im very sorry