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oceanwithouthermoon · 7 months

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saiki being an oblivious harem protagonist is the funniest concept ever to me... its so fitting with the normal tdlosk shenanigans too...

like imagine, maybe hes wearing his ring, is out of town, or doesnt have his powers in the exact moments someone realizes theyre in love with him.. so he doesnt have the benefit of immediately hearing the words "im in love with saiki" so he'll have to figure it out with context clues and yk. emotional intelligence.

WHICH HE SUCKS AT AND DOESNT HAVE.

notice how the only people we know had a crush on him in the show are people who very explicitly thought "i have such a huge crush on saiki.." "i think im falling in love with saiki!" "saiki youre my soulmate, kiss me!" but anyone else could have and he just didnt know... what about people who are more subtle with their feelings, people who havent even realized their own feelings yet, or even people who are actually pretty obvious but saiki just doesnt get it !

(also i wrote this out a while ago and then read this volume a bit later and im adding this cuz it reminded me of it lol)

#not to mention its also in character for him to be like 'well they prob dont ACTUALLY have a crush one me- they just think they do'#cuz that happens sometimes #i left this in the drafts for so long cuz i was like. this phrasing sucks how do i say this better.#but i cant fix it im just dumb and thats fine im sure itll come across somehow someway #whatEVER #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post #torisai #saikechi #kubosai #saikai #um idk what else but those fit with this a lot #torisai and saikechi one sided crushes go so fucking hard

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rapidhighway · 2 months

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gonna vent for a sec but im so tired of this "don't wanna be an inconvenience", people pleasing shit ngl.....do people who do this know that they just come off as really rude and like... it just feels insulting each time

#idk it's so upsetting and discouraging im really tired of it #like bro.... everyone can see what you're doing and #you doing it just communicates that you think im a fucking awful person #if im going to be fine with like someone... putting themselves down for the sake of others #or denying help because thay dont want to be an inconvenience #it just feels rude #if you don't think that i genuinely want to help you #if you think that I'm just fucking pretending or whatever then why are you even here I don't want #a friend who thinks these thoughts about me xd #like #how many times do i have to assure someone #i just feel like shit #it really just feels so shittyyyyyyy #comeonnnnn #people can SEE you people pleasing and doing all that shit #and everybody fucking hates it #it just makes me super uncomfortable and i know it also makes other ppl i know very uncomfortable also #on one hand I don't wanna mention anything to this person because trauma is trauma what the fuck am i #supposed to do about that its just a trauma response but god i have feelings too #i want that person to also consider me because it feels so awful it just taints every single interaction #because it makes me feel like they think im some awful person who's going to be fine #with them carrying all their stuff even though i offered like 5 times and them just pushing themselves aside so i have space #even though im offering to share #AURGHH #it feels so bad #i feel like this every time i spend time with this person or any other person who does this that i know enough to like #recognize the behavior #idk im just tired I can't be putting all my effort #into reassuring every single step it's just sucking all fun out of everything we do together it just feels like shit whatever

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automatonknight · 1 year

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id: a digital drawing of a blue engineer and walenty-an original character. walenty is pale, has long, black hair with horns, a tail and claws. he's wearing square glasses, fingerless gloves, a green, floral shirt over a black tank top and black shorts and shoes. kit is holding a fishing rod in kits right hand. engineer is wearing his hardhat and goggles, a blue shirt, dark blue overalls and brown boots. he also has a fishing rod swung over his shoulder. he and walenty are walking next to eachother, with walenty on the left and engie on the right. the background shows a pine forest. end id

#looks around. hi #art #fanart #dst oc #not superrrr happy with it but hey! it's something. or whatever #walenty also looks like that one philosopher image. having a deep conversation about constant's fish #i sketched this like. fucking ages ago when i first played that one REALLY fucking nice engie character mod i love it so much. i really wan #to draw his roseate skin sometimes too.....#actually let me check it out who made it #<goat slice! very nice mod. i'd say for someone more advanced if you wanna build the buildings and stuff but i fucking. suck at this game #and i was doing just fine so idk.+who cares about skill level. looks its my favorite guy from video game in another video game i like! yay!#^incomprehensible fucking tags sorry. bleeehh #ok bye. i might draw something with walenty and scout later though #ALSO. to that one anon who sent me an ask saying that a walenty and engie fishing trip would be cool....i love you forever from my heart

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piggiebonez · 1 year

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z*adrs dni. ауе хуй в говне

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crypt1dcorv1dae · 24 days

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Anybody else always wonder where their vocal range is?? Cus like. I wonder. I definitely can't hit high notes I know that.. or at least I dont think I can? It doesn't sound good when I try and my voice usually cracks

But right down the middle? And like... slightly deeper? I can handle that ok.

#maybe someday i should take some lessons. that'd be neat.#cus idk like... i just like singing. just for fun. its nice and makes me feel good #i dont wanna do it in front if people but it would be nice to be better at it just in case anyone overhears me lmao #i dont wanna he heard SUCKING....#and i mean i dont think i totally suck. i sound ok for a noob. and yeah i cant hit crazy high or low notes but thats fine #hell even lots of actual famous singers can't do that and they get by just fine with like. whatever the stuff in the middle is called.

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bugaboooooooooo · 2 years

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aaa congrats on 500!!! you deserve every single one, your art is a gift to the fandom!!! if we're doing drawing requests then maybe some scrunkly girl content 🥺👉👈

WEEEE thank you!!! One scrunkly girl coming up <3

Requests are open to celebrate 500!!! <3

#my art #i had so much fun doing this one!!#i played around a lot with the filters so if you look closely theres some fun glitching and fun colours happening :3 #ask #ask me anything!#that green thing is SUPPOSED to be a cataclysm but now that im looking at it im. not sure if that translates well BUT WHATEVER #ITS FINE #also if you have like. a lamp on or whatev the stuff in the drawing DOESNT SHOW THROUGH THAT WELL which SUCKS. so if you want to have a clo #ser look it helps to turn your lamp off :)#does this. does this count as an ask game idk man SORT OF I GUESS #whatever im tagging it as one #ask game #miraculous #ml #mlb #miraculous ladybug #les aventures de ladybug et chat noir #miraculous les aventures de ladybug et chat noir #tales of ladybug and cat noir #tales of ladybug and chat noir #miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir #ml fanart #lady noire #marinette dupain cheng #marinette redesign #just mlb things #ladybug

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tommygettingwrittenoff · 1 month

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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.

#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun #and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel #and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation #after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free #oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date #nah man. itll be fine #and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi #and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and #buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine #the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies #shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains #and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs #and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes #and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a #panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye #he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and #oh.

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conanssummerchild · 2 months

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why cant my brain just repress my trauma forever lol, like it does that thing where i cant remember periods of my life but then it makes me remember again?? and it starts affecting me?? you can keep it if i wanted to remember i wouldnt have forgotten sighhh

#this particular one is making me so uncomfortable #bcs idk what to label it #like yes my dad sucks yes my sisters homophobic thats fine whatever but wtf is this #how tf do i even start to come back from this #its been over 5 years #how do i even begin to describe what happened #i wish i could just forget again but i cant bcs i keep seeing it come up in the fandom im in bcs of one episode #but idk if thats what happened to me #idk idk idkkkk #ugh i hate being this unsure for this long #alex says shit #tw vent

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sodrippy · 3 months

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genuinely reckon i ought to consider switching careers but first off im lazy and stupid as all fuck and secondly i love my work...the fuck else am i gonna do

#everything shrimply sucks #like its fine whatever ill get a new job or ill do smth else after a while things will work out #but i really do love my work i dont Want to do anything else. buuut its becoming more and more impractical ):#and literally i have no other skills and my brain is made of swiss cheese i cannot learn things idk what im meant to do lol

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toytulini · 4 months

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thinking about my oc Bytte. and. her gender is Aro. her Aromanticism is inextricable from her gender experience.

#toy txt post #i love to make an alloaro oc whos a woman navigating a usually masculine role in society far before we ever coined aromanticism #whos Aromanticism informs so much about her but with no language to adequately describe it she doesnt really know how #and so she does kinda blow up her relationships by accident bc she does Want human connection #and what she Wants is to fuck someone whos friends with her and chill about it who will just be fucking Normal about it #and Not Make It A Big Thing and also for other people to not make it a big thing and they can hang out and be friends #but never fucking domesticize her. and its in part a rejection of the misogynistic role of Wife in historic (and even modern) society of #course but its also a rejection of the relationship hierarchy of Wife. of the romanticization. bc of her circumstances the only role on #offer of course has been Wife. but in the hypothetical situation where she was offered the role of Husband? she would at first probably #accept that. in theory. it sounds fine. sure. but if she tried to LIVE like that. to Live even as a Husband. it would Also be Wrong. to put #any of her relationships into that framework is to fundamentally ruin them forever. and she is living in a society that wants that to be #the only framework. anyway its crazy how ive made a character like that exactly Twice at least #(Bytte and Lucille. Bytte is a bit more genderfucky than Lucille. Lucilles gender is also ugly violent scary woman. for reasons)#both of these characters rn are cis. well. not /cis/ cis but theyre afab and women bc i want to explore that but i am thinking lately about #a transfem take. to explore. ive considered it and i dont think i want that for Bytte? all that means is watch out for future ocs #i could do a character very similar to Bytte as transfem and it would be really good but theres something about #and honestly it would probably make more SENSE for Bytte? due to gender roles in like ancient sparta or whatever?#but if shes transfem in sparta i think there would be subtle nuanced differences in how ppl interact w her that i dont necessarily want for #her? if that makes sense. i know this reasoning sounds weak in a vacuum but i Promise i have way more characters than this and i do want to #explore things differently. i promise there are complex transfem characters in witchverse and also complex characters whos asab im not #decided on yet. there are some im not sure i ever want to be decided on? the downside of being incredibly specific about fictional #characters is that it doesnt leave you all room for headcanons #sorry. good news is you can go make your own ocs about it 👍 idk. much to explore. much to think about #also sometimes a ''''cis'''' character CAN have a fun gender to play with honestly its just that mainstream media Never does #so theres no good way to be like no but listenn i swear its fun #anyway this is all moot cos im not a fucking writer im just making up little guys and doing nothing #also anyway. i think my gender is also aro and a little ace. personally. also before u get mad at me about these 2 ocs being like #probelmatic aro rep or smth: 1) aforementioned its moot anyway im not even a writer 2) these arent the only alloaro ocs i have its just #funny that i made this one twice lmao 3) my brain is huge. my ocs are rad. suck my ass. ♡#if only i Was a writer tho god. thered be sooooo many aro characters fr fr

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mekatrio · 4 months

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it is so funny that when i first played ghost trick i found it to be rly good but after playing 4 other shu takumi games i find myself not holding it in such great regards anymore

#i hv a lot to say abt this i tried typing it out this morning but unfortunately all my opinions need minimum 1.6k words to explain #and i am so tired at all times. awawawa #but the gist of it is most of his games on their own r fine but like looking at the bigger picture and patterns of takumis writing its err #very weird tht hes only ever written male protags w peppy female deuteragonists (susato is an exception I THINK idk much abt dgs)#constant sidelining of female characters trauma along w normalized sexism in his writing #and struggling to balance character writing w the mystery makes his writing very 😬 to me #like u play one game like this its fine whateves its a game w flaws #but realizing he has Several games with this problem its like oh... well that kinda sucks

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marsbotz · 7 months

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goodnighttttt everypony [demons clawing at me]

#ok ok. ok. its fine #i have defineitly got so bad again lol oh well #its whatevr im excicted bc i get to play side order finally tmrw #but i also have to go shopping and i think maybe to the drs???? or smth idk i forget what they said #whatever [curls up into a teeny tiny ball like a bug]#[curls up so small i disappear and u cant see me and have to use a magnifyibg glass so u dont step on me]#whyyyyy why whyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!! ^_^ ohhhh the agony ahhhhhhh #[starts tearing away at the floorboards w my teeth but i look rlly cute so u dont say anything abt it]#i wish i cld put images in tags #or like custom emojis i wish we had custom emojis on here #im so tired but im gonna set my alarm early tmrw againi love getting up early #and i need to get shopping done before 11 so i can get back to opick up my switch #bbbbbbbbb #ok this actuslly sucks im going to sleep now bye

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lion-buddy · 1 year

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being the resident nezuko liker is such a challenge sometimes

#ooo these tags contain complaining if u dont like that then see ya around <3 #i would love to scroll through the tag without being bombarded by. awfulness. both bot and fandom posted #yknow. yknow. that is a 12 yr old #it has become!!! genuinely frustrating! it always has been #and i dont mean to complain but. man. im just disappointed #and.while kinda begin the kny mascot she is barley present in fan made content. with meaning. and its all mostly reposted art ugh.#and even official stuff has her only as little child nezuko and!! i get it its cute whatever but it feel so pandery and wrong all the time #i just poitn. that is not her that is a facet u r choosign to hyperfocus on show me the real her #and lets be honest the og stroyline isnt kind to her etiher she is nonexistent after swordsmith #i remember for a time when idid post abt her i was one of the inly consistent nezuko artists who wanted to like. put her in scenarios #and i want reiterate again that drawing cute art and gifs of her is fine it doesnt hurt anyone. i love to see it actually #but like. in a fandom as big as this youd think. youd think they like her more!!!! but no #and. the last thing i want to insinuate is “if u dont like my fav character then u suck” cus thats is not how fandom content works. at all #fandom is a experience for u to cultivate for yourself. and sometimes it just comes up short!!! i guess #it jsut felt weird being lonely in your liking of an aspect of the series where there are so many ppl. yet they all only like the hot men.#which again. u do u. nothign wrong with it. its anime afterall. it can just be frustrating sometimes.#idk! im also not very social so maybe its just my fault but. man. id love to find some other resident nezuko likers that. isnt just shippin #i feel interacting would be so much easier if my fav was like. one of the main boys like everyone else. or i made ship content or somethin #but like i said fandom is for u and u only if that makes sense. the point is to create things u want to see. which is what i do and enjoy #just with nezuko specifcally. i dotn want to put my stuff of her in the tags anymore cuz i just. dont trust the fandom with her. its weird #but also. appreciate those who did interact. i hope ur all doing alright <3 ty for talkign with me :]#i just needed to get this out cuz its. kinda why i dotn post abt kny anymore. especially the s3 fandom im sorry i just dont vibe with it </

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rainbowresurrection · 6 months

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I ended up reading The Price of the Phoenix and while it didn't make me want to bleach my eyes like Killing Time, I still didn't like it as much as I hoped I would. Don't get me wrong, the homoeroticism was intriguing to me, but the actual writing and storyline itself left me with a headache. I think I get my hopes up with these books, given all of the possibilities that the written word has for Trek, and it inevitably sets me up for disappointment lol

#if u liked it thats fine I just kind of hated it #star trek #The only ones Ive genuinely liked so far is STTMP and the one about Garak written by Andrew Robinson #i wish Roddenberry had written more. STTMP was no literary masterpiece but his writing style had a lot of potential and I feel that #he actually captured the characters authentically and you could relate to their feelings #Price of the Phoenix had all of this corny alpha male shit going on that almost made me feel #like the author just didn't know how to write men or something #Like they relied a lot on stereotypes of the time which sucked considering that Kirk and co. are supposed to be living in the future #the dialogue was clunky and even confusing at times #and the characters were just #idk. vapid to me #Like Kirk and Spock's love for each other is portrayed which is nice but basically everything else about them just didnt feel #accurately characterized or otherwise explored #it was basically just muliple chapters of several different versions of Kirk getting his ass kicked & this big weird villain dude taking up #space on the page with his plan to take over the universe or whatever #the reincarnation concept was intriguing but the themes just weren't clear enough for me #the end haha #sttos #k/s #review #price of the phoenix #well Im glad I read it anyway I was curious #i get kind of leary of certain K/S content TBF since a lot of it- esp around that time- comes off as voyeuristic towards M/M relationships #a lot of those ppl didnt exactly care about queer movements as much as they cared about seeing their two fictional favs fuck #yes there were queer writers but we didnt always exactly get center stage in these things #you can tell what is written with respect and whats just kinda. written. you feel me #i love K/S and its history but Im not gonna pretend all or even half of it was written with the intention of uplifting queer men #i ended up having more to say than I realized uhhhhhh to be continued at another date

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seth-burroughs · 1 year

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is it just me that really hates the "Yakou as Yuma's father figure" headcanon

#Yakou's a loser. he sucks. he's the fucking worst and i mean that affectionately #Btw I know exactly why I don't like it but if you ask I'll refuse to elaborate. I can't write long explanations #even writing the tags i have to do long ass pauses between sentences. also this post was supposed to be longer #but i went fuck it. mayyyyyybe i'll expand on it later idk lmao #mine #rain code #But like if I think about it Yakou is certainly A Type of dad. just not the one people tend to like. but i mean its fine whatever #anyway any yumakou shippers in th- *gets shot*

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chiistarri · 6 months

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imsoo normal about guys byw

#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die #fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die #cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh #i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever #this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi #the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare #serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home #everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump #anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms #killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti #save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight #on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work #lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush #cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav #the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms #i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him #sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls #i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim #all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family #noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me #sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep #ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep #post #erics tag #delete later #serenity needs this as a ref in the morning #i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason #shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much #gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb

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