#[and then came the Bucky feels]
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If you are alone, that is the quietest, most personal hell. And James, it is very hard to escape.
(an oldie but a goodie, for the most part.)
#realized while uploading a new test that I hadn't posted this one on here! so there we go. I think I have all of them now#vids from back when I took a more classic approach + for the most part just used the material provided by mcu for bucky feel wrong lol#to be fair I did also download roosevelt's original pearl harbor speech for this just to put in half a second of it but still#also. it's been HOW many years since TFATWS came out??? shoot me.#bucky barnes edit#bucky barnes fanvid#captain america edit#falcon and the winter soldier edit#bucky barnes#tfatws#video edits#my edits#tw flashing
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Thank u sm for the tagging me a few days ago my lovelies @joeyalohadream and @alienoresimagines â¤ď¸ here is more babe can i call snippets (lowkey posting the whole fic at this point lol)
(5 times John calls gale in the middle of the night and 1 time gale does instead)
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"Hey you okay? You alright?" He asked, voice coming out frantic as he grabbed Gale's face, forcing him to look at him.
"You came"
Gale said weakly, voice relieved, almost shocked, like he couldn't believe he was here. Before John could even say anything, Gale was wrapping his arms around him in a bone crushing hug, face buried in his neck as he breathed him in.
"Of course I did. You called. Of course I did." He tried to sound reassuring, but his voice trembled with worry.
He felt paralyzed, his heart racing as he instinctively looped an arm around Gale's waist, his other hand gently running up and down his back to soothe his shivering. Gale didn't do well with the cold anymore and seeing him shaking like this dredged up distant memories in John-memories he wished he could pack in a box and lock them away and forget them forever. Memories of the war, of Gale shaking and shivering in the blistering cold, marching across Germany with him, not knowing what kind of fate awaited them. The deep sense of helplessness at seeing Gale with frozen eyelashes and flushed face, trembling, huddled with hundreds of other men and not being able to do anything about it, sipped back into his bones and made space as if it had never left. It felt wrong and unbearable to see it now. Those days were over and he never wanted to see Gale cold and shivering ever again.
The memories crashed over John like a wave, knocking the breath out of him. With newfound urgency, he pulled back, shedding his coat and wrapping it around Gale's shoulders.
âJohn-â Gale breathed, voice strained. His eyes were brimming, threatening to spill over, face pinched with raw emotion. John reached to brush his messy fringe out of his forehead, cutting him off.
âYouâre shaking, Gale. Talk to me. Whatâs wrong? Whatâs the matter?â
John rubbed up and down his arms vigorously, desperate to get him to stop shaking. To warm him up. Gale did nothing to resist it. He just stared at John and bit his lip, his expression pained as he looked away and closed his eyes, hands fisting in his lap.
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Idk who to tagggg omg letâs go with @joeyalohadream (uno-reverse), @onyxsboxes @majorbuckyegan and @happy-days19 (im so sorry if u have done it already! No pressure ofc) â¤ď¸âđŠš
#i was dying to do a u came u called thing#ive been feeling shitty abt my writing recently#so#thoughts on this?#there is still a lot left to write but i have a midterm on mon so u bet ur ass im gonna b inspired and end up writing 20k words or sth#mota#mota fic#clegan#clegan fic#buck x bucky#gale cleven#wip snippets#last line tag
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Im really enjoying the Agatha show for now, but wanda maximoff, kate bishop and billy kaplan are my favorite comic book characters of all time and if they treat billy the way they treated wanda in doctor strange 2 and kate in the hawkeye show i will go there and personally assassinate whoever did it
#i really didn't give a fuck about the mcu for a while until this show came out#they better not fuck it up#i did enjoy kate in Hawkeye but like. so much of her character was deleted to make her a comic relief side character#im definitely not a comic accuracy purist#but i hate it when they take all the depth and the best trates out of the characters so they can keep having the cishet white guys shine#and don't get me started on the antisemitism in the mcu lmao#like i understand not mentioning wanda and pietro are jewish bc they don't have magneto there#but they have literally no reason to delete billys judaism and i definitely feel like they're gonna do it#and i bet they choose to not introduce hulkling at all to avoid the gay storyline (aka. the main romance storyline of the young avengers.)#anyway fuck disneyđŤśđŤśđŤś#agatha all along#billy kaplan#wanda maximoff#oh and they also absolutely mistreated america to but it doesn't matter to me as much bc i dont like her as much as the others#and also i kinda prefer the og young avengers team/ comic run then the one with america and bucky#anyway#marvel cinematic universe#i feel like at this point its better if they don't introduce magneto at all bc#a. they can never make a better version of him then the ex men movies allredy did#b. theyre gonna be all like âhaha no whats auschwitz theres no antisemitism in the mcuâ#anyway tag rant is doneeeee#nvm that#would like to stress im genuinely enjoying the show#all the acting is very good#and the main characters and premise are very cool and enjoyable
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âBucky Cleven, the impervious, the invincible, was gone. If he couldn't make it, who could? His good friend, Bucky Egan, didn't talk much that night.â
âThe loss of Bucky Cleven over Bremen and Bucky Egan over MĂźnster seemed to have cut the heart right out of the the 100th. Without them the 100th was a shadow.â
"What I can't really handle is that when Cleven and Egan were still around, the men were happier. With them gone, the heart of the 100th has stopped beating."
âIt wasn't only that my friends were gone. The spirit was gone. The laughter. Ham, Brady, Warsaw, Crankshaft, Solomon, Murph-always good for a laugh-were gone. Under Dart Alkire and Chick Harding as Group Commanders, anything went with the 100th and it did. When Bucky Cleven and Bucky Egan were setting the tone of the 100th, there was dash. There was derring-do. Flying the war was an adventure.â
â Harry Crosby in his memoir, A Wing and a Prayer
#AND THEN ALONG CAME ROSIE TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER â¤ď¸âđŠš#life in the stalag might have been hard but at least those men had their heart and soul⌠those that survived suffered horribly for it#whatâs crazy is that it feels like thereâs more life in the stalag than there is in the men on base#mota#masters of the air#bucky eagan#gale buck cleven#buck cleven#john bucky egan#harry crosby needs a hug#stalag luft III#mota musings#quotes#a wing and a prayer#real mota#harry crosby
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Bucky/Buck/Curt but Curt and Bucky spoil Gale to the ends of the world
#theyâve literally been on my mind constantly#John and Curt love their wife#Buck doesnât even know where it came from#but heâs over the moon about it#start talking about how theyâre gonna love him and take care of him#heâs actually in tears cause he feels like he doesnât deserve it#they make up for his daddy issues đ#mota#clegan#gale cleven#john egan#curt biddick#buck x bucky#buck x Curt#masters of the air
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since i'm back in my stucky feels, i just need to know why they chose "it's been a long long time" to reintroduce bucky to steve. i mean what in the actual fuck were they thinking if they didn't want us to be absolutely unhinged about them?
#HAVE YOU EVEN LISTENED TO THE LYRICS????#THEY MAKE ME INSANE#'NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD BE / STANDING HERE SO CLOSE TO ME'#'THERE'S SO MUCH I FEEL THAT I SHOULD SAY / BUT WORDS CAN WAIT UNTIL SOME OTHER DAY'#'HAVEN'T FELT LIKE THIS MY DEAR / SINCE I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN'#'YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MANY DREAMS / I'VE DREAMED ABOUT YOU / OR JUST HOW EMPTY THEY ALL SEEMED WITHOUT YOU'#anyway#ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#i mean it's been what? ten years? whenever that fucking movie came out#AND I STILL THINK ABOUT WHAT A DELIBERATE CHOICE THAT SONG WAS#fuck meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#anYWAYyyyy#stucky#captain america#marvel#steve x bucky#bucky barnes#steve rogers#catws
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ok so sending my question here bc this is more marvel comics than mcu related so im like. sliding you a note in class about an somewhat related but mostly tangential topic here đ
so i've been wanting to get into bucky comics (and winter soldier comics) recently but as a dc fan now whose only marvel comics background is reading matt fractions hawkeye (the best ever, currently rereading it to feel something again actually) and part of wilsons ms marvel run back when i was in high school i have no idea where to start. you said that you have read comics for bucky; do you have any recommendations?
hello i love being slid notes this is so sweet <3 bc luckily Bucky is one of a small handful of characters i can *actually* give good recs for on the Marvel side of the fence! so i'm MORE than happy to give recs bc i actually already have a list i'm happy to share. also, BIG agree on Fraction's Hawkeye run, oh my god. that comic means *so* much to me and though i haven't really read Hawkeye comics outside of it, i love it a lot. 10/10 taste <3
so when it comes to Bucky, he has a *lot* of Golden and Silver Age comics as Captain America's teen sidekick and all. skip them. they're not worth it and they're not the version of the character you want to read. honestly, you should just start with his return as Winter Soldier, and go from there so
Captain America (2005) - this is Ed Brubaker's run, it's fantastic and it's the run that brings back Bucky as the Winter Soldier. i will warn you if you're used to DC comics, Marvel does this really confusing thing called legacy numbering. (DC sometimes does it but not as much) so you're gonna notice it'll jump from issue #50 to #600. you did not somehow miss hundreds of comics, it's just numbered that way bc it's the 600th Captain America comic overall. this run is super good though.
Captain America & Bucky by Ed Brubaker - once again numbering is weird just don't mind it. but this will give you a primer on Bucky's backstory as Cap's sidekick without you having to read all the Silver Age stuff and it's a great comic.
Captain America: Forever Allies (2010) - if you want to read where Bucky was Captain America for a bit, this comic is good for that. it also briefly touches on Secret Allies, a team he was on as a teen during the war. i'm not the biggest Cap!Bucky fun, but this is decent.
Winter Soldier (2012) - by *far* the best Winter Soldier solo run. Ed Brubaker my beloved. this is just amazing. this was where i started with Bucky and tbh if you vaguely understand his comics backstory and don't want to read all the Captain America stuff, i think you can start here. you get to see his relationship with Natasha, his spy work it's just. everything <3
Winter Soldier: The Bitter March - if you want to see a story that takes place during Bucky's time brainwashed under Hydra, that's what this one is and it's pretty solid
Thunderbolts (2016) - this comic is most known for the relationship between Bucky and a young girl who's a cosmic cube named Kobik and it's just so delightful. the whole team is really fun and explores moral greyness in superhero work, but mostly i love this one for Kobik.
Winter Soldier (2018) - i really enjoy this mini-series, it has Bucky trying to save a young boy who's forced to be a weapon and there's just a lot of good stuff. always have a soft spot for Bucky trying to do right by kids.
Falcon & Winter Soldier (2020) - a good team up mini-series. also Bucky has a cat so yk, that's delightful. <3
there are other Winter Soldier comics and comics he's in but Marvel's comic world is big and fucking confusing (to me as a DC fan, anyway) so these will be the easiest to start with. my top recs are probably Captain America & Bucky and Winter Soldier (2012), though i'm incredibly biased to any comic written by Brubaker for Bucky. i love Bucky so dearly. he is everything to me. i hope you enjoy!
#necrotic answerings#marvel comics#comic recommendations#brubake is one of my top comic writers solely for his winter soldier stuff#and his catwoman run#also i think it's fucking *hilarious* that jason and bucky were like#the two iconic sidekicks for dying and *staying dead* for decades which for comics is unheard of#and then they both CAME BACK within months of each other.#that shit is fucking hilarious.#winick and brubaker were sharing a braincell ig.#comics bucky is very dear to me even tho i'm not a comics marvel fan too much#tho miguel o'hara is in my top five characters on comics geek. so. idk what that says#my recs for him are: spider-man 2099 (1992) and that's it.#none of the other runs are good i'll do on that hill.#but for bucky most of his stuff is decent#just some of it can be confusing as a beginner#honestly idek if marvel's world is more or less confusing than dc's#like it feels more confusing but maybe i've just exposure therapied myself.#what's the marvel version of a crisis event? i have no clue. do they have that??#don't they just have one timeline too? like everything is cnaon? that's terrifying.#i'm jsut here for my weird guy with a metal arm.
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#zemo: I came here to have a good time but I'm honestly feeling so attacked right now#Sam and Bucky: THAT'S BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE SHOOTING AT US#marvel mcu#steve rogers#marvel#bucky barnes#captain america#the winter soldier#james buchanan barnes#sam wilson#the falcon#captain falcon#falcon#the falcon and the winter soldier#helmut zemo#baron zemo#sargent barnes#white wolf
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if we're being so for real, i was a goner on the winter soldier storyline in the mcu the second they cast sebastian stan as james "bucky" buchanan barnes because i was watching once upon a time season 1 episode 17 hat trick when it aired on march 25, 2012 and became deeply enamored with jefferson's tragic backstory, manic moments, fun little kidnapping habit, and deeply deeply sad eyes
#now you might be saying 'tea that episode came out after the first cap' and to THAT i say 'i didnt watch ca:tfa until after the avengers'#no i have not watched the falcon and the winter soldier and no i have no plans to <3#there is a reason 3/4 posts in my ouat tag are jefferson. he bewitched me body and soul#like HELLO when he reunited with paige? i feel ill. what the hell.#also him breaking into that psych ward to let out belle that was SOOOOOOOO fun#he made such a big impact on me for such a minor character i think back on his wonderland outfits so fondly#tea watches tv#tea watches movies#not pjo#chitter chatter#it's about having a type: unstable sad men with trauma who are kinda violent who are estranged from family and loved ones and also#memory problems are involved. paige baby i am going to be SICK#sorry that reunion scene is SO GOOD and like. its once upon a time. like. its ONCE UPON A TIME. literally what the fuck.#im going to end up on the news.#dear person in the comments of this scene collection youtube video that says#'jeffersons curse was to remember. buckys curse was to forget.' i will see you in the trenches.
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Hey all, the second episode in season 2 is coming out tonight! They said that if you missed last week's episode to get on at 7:30pm ET to see it! Episode 2 comes on at 8pm ET and will only be available for 24 hours after the livestream!
Livestream Link (Angel studios site)
Youtube Link
Picture of Peet so this post is more noticeable
#the wingfeather saga tv show#the wingfeather saga#peet the sockman#artham p. wingfeather#flight of the wingfeathers#fingap falls#wfs#wingfeather saga#when I said peet smiled through his entire interaction with leeli I meant it he's so sweet#also I love seeing his talons animated absolutely FASCINATED to see how they work#he's holding a glipfruit here that he peels and gives to leeli so gently and delicately#reminds me of way back when captain america civil war came out#and people were talking about how insane it was that bucky could gently hold plums with his SKULL CRUSHING METAL HAND#and this feels similar#like yeah peet can turn fangs to dust with those claws#but he can also peel an orange for his niece with them#something something characters with deadly power who choose to be gentle
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oh screw it.
fuck P/ggy C/rter, fuck H/yley Atw/ll (and this is more than about a ship), fuck St/ggy, fuck Endgame, fuck Carter becoming a new Captain and then stealing all SteveBucky moments in order to build St/ggy romance based off SteveBucky only to say that SteveBucky is platonic but St*ggy is romance.
fuck! it! all!
SteveBucky in love and canon. SteveBucky best friends since childhood. SteveBucky married eventually.
STEVEBUCKY.
#steve x bucky#anti steggy#anti hayley atwell#I'm in my feelings again#steve came back to bucky and their friends bc that's the true ending to his character development#not some regressive nonsense that sends him further than he started#what if
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summer winter reading/writing/arting tag
Thank you so much for tagging me @thealterscrolls in your post, you know I love an excuse to overshare about things I like and/or are working on. Though, I'll be nice and keep each list to a maximum of 8 cause otherwise I would go overboard and that would make this already long post longer than necessary. Alright, let's get into it:
Describe one creative WIP project you're planning to work on over the summer: No summer for me for a while but hey, winter for me personally is a great time to work on stuff cause excursions outside the house are at a minimum, and I don't have to feel bad about being inside all day when the sun's already going down at 5 o'clock in the afternoon. Anyway, I'm hoping to work on my In the Absent Place prequel slash companion fic focusing on Jake and the events that lead into that story. It's been an idea I've wanted to do for months and I have indeed started on it but I keep getting distracted from it by other ideas and fandoms (and also working on zine fics). But I do want to finish it. I also have a fic for The Owl House and one for Wolf 359 that I keep coming back to (aka the fics that have been distracting me), so we'll see if I ever get round to finishing those.
Recommend a book: When it comes to reading books, I am both very easily entertained (I rarely give out 1 or 2 stars) and extremely reserved with what I consider a great book, to me at least. I have given only a few books 5 stars. These are those few books: ⢠'Project Hail Mary' by Andy Weir ⢠'Piranesi' by Susanna Clarke ⢠'Loveless' by Alice Oseman ⢠'Radio Silence' by Alice Oseman ⢠'Elatsoe' by Darcie Little Badger ⢠'Good Omens' by Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett ⢠'The Witch's Heart' by Genevieve Gornichec ⢠'His Dark Materials' series by Philip Pullman
Recommend a fic: There are so many great fics I've read that are lost to time because I'm stupid and rarely bookmark stuff (it's that same 5 star problem, y'see). But here's some I have bookmarked or remember really liking: ⢠'Mens Rea' by yellow_caballero (Moon Knight) ⢠'the dotted line' by zippe (Moon Knight) ⢠'An Evolving Situation' by whiskyrunner (Moon Knight, ongoing) ⢠'Puddlejumping' by Davechicken (Moon Knight) ⢠'Misguided Ghosts' by petrichorishly (Lucifer) ⢠'Thermotemporal Equations' by blinkytreefrog (Captain America) ⢠'No Echo' by sh0rtwave (Wolf 359) ⢠'you were the song that i'd always sing, you were the light that fire would bring' by rnelody (The Owl House)
Recommend Music: I like listening to a lot of genres, but I think indie pop is probably my go-to, so pretty much all of these will fall under that. Here are some of the songs I've really been enjoying lately: ⢠'Word to the Trees' by whatever mike ⢠'Christmas in June' by AJR ⢠'Kelly Time' by Owl City ⢠'Bite Down (Bastille vs. HAIM)' by Bastille ⢠'Jigsaw' by Conan Gray ⢠'Bloody! Bloody!' by Junie & TheHutFriends ⢠'Serotonin' by girl in red ⢠'Talking to Myself' by Will Jay
Share one piece of advice: Nothing you learn is a waste of time. Nothing. Doesn't matter how obscure or pointless it feels like it is, everything comes in handy some way or another eventually (and, hey, even if it doesn't, it can still be fun to have that knowledge). So learn! Learn whatever you want, however big or small. Learn that fictional language or lore from your favourite story. Learn about a show you've never watched from an hour long video essay. Learn about that obscure historical event you found in a Wikipedia rabbit hole at 2AM. Learn not because you have to but because you want to and because you're interested. Because no time is ever wasted when you've gained something new.
That's it for me. I'll tag @pizzee, @yellowocaballero, @theophagism, and @mockspector. Consider it my not-so-sneaky way to learn about your projects and/or favourite books/fics. ;)
#tag game#my stuff#personal#book recs#fic recs#song recs#long post#this piece of poki advice brought to from that one time in highschool that:#a) i spent a week and bit learning how to read/write in cyrillic because i liked bucky barnes and I wanted to write/say the code words#in russian (and yes I still vaguely remember how to do that; can I speak or understand russian outside of that though? haha nope)#and b) learnt the origin of the word 'robot' for a sci-fi story I was wrting for one of english classes which hardly helped with writing it#both of which came together to help me on a visual arts exam when the artwork i had to examine had 'robota' written in cyrillic#that single moment made me realise that knowledge and random facts have funny ways of helping you at the most unexpected times#so now i don't feel bad for going down rabbit holes or for learning about things that don't have any apparent practical use#also researching stuff is fun i'm sorry i'm a nerd#and yes before you ask 'radio silence' by alice oseman was 50% of the inspiration behind the itap(listening to silence on the radio) title#it's on my bookshelf. i looked at it. went hm. okay. i think i can work with that
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Anyway. We probably found a new home for bucky and he's probably leaving tomorrow
#only reason its not for sure is#i stayed home when my family went to meet them bc it was a Bad Day#but then they came home like 'they're the ones' and i feel like i cant agree to give him to someone without ever meeting them#so we're gonna take him to their house again tomorrow so i can meet them#then take him to a park alone so i can think about it and have a minute with him#and as long as i dont have a reason to completely hate them#we'll take him back to his house and leave him with them#its so scary bc he got returned so fast last time#and everything my parents have said about these people sounds good but im nervous bc i didn't meet them#which ive been kicking myself over real bad#but :/ its not till tomorrow evening so we have most of the day with him#bucky
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@winniemaywebber hereâs the quote from the book + another section for context because it wouldnât fit in one reply :)
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In the Air Force, a flyer wanted to be "hot." He wanted to be able to handle his liquor and his women. When he got his picture taken, he wanted to look like a rock," short for "hot rock." When a rock went into the air and put on his radio headset, the stiff top of his hat kept his headset from fitting close to his ears. So out came the stiff wire circular grommet.
It never went back in, and the hat with the "hundred mission crush" was born. The more disreputable the hat, the better for the rock.
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Back at the hotel I went into the bathroom. Buck naked, I stood before the mirror. I put the hat on. I tried it at several angles, over one eye and then the other. I pushed it back, with just the appropriate carelessness.
"Crosby," I told myself, "you are a rock."
Harry Crosby in his memoir, A Wing and a Prayer
#EDIT I ADDED A PICTURE OF CROSBY#I literally screamed when this scene came on like actually the face they included it had my dying#harry crosby#mota#part 6#Harry Crosby is a dork#but we love him anyway#Buck naked you say?#I feel like thereâs a joke to be made there about Buck/Bucky lol#mota spoilers#masters of the air#mota musings#a wing and a prayer#quotes
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Bucky Barnes Drabble
(No relationship, yâall this is just pure angst Iâm sorry. Merry Chryslerđ)
Memories are fickle things.
Most of them slip through his fingers like grains of sand in an hour glass.
The ones that stay for longer are more often than not, stained with blood.
Some are hidden behind a haze of white. He sometimes sees through the fog and knows for certain something he couldnât remember a moment before.
Like right nowâas he stands on a quiet cobbled streetâand a few stray notes are carried through the wind.
He liked to dance.
The man he wasâno longer is, can never be againâliked to dance.
Pieces of the puzzle that make up his past have come to him slowly since the man on the bridgeâsince Steve.
Sometimes theyâre biggerâcorner piecesâlike the image of a skinny boy with hair like straw and lungs that failed him more often than not, standing his ground against a bunch of bullies.
Or two womanâone with grey in her hair, the other far younger with a smile so like his ownâtogether in the kitchen joking as they stand by the stove.
Others are smaller more a feeling than memory.
This one starts with his foot tapping to the rhythm of the music that plays faintly in the distance.
He can almost feel the warmth from all the bodies crammed into a noisy music hall. He can just barely smell the cigar smoke and spice from liquor being poured. Hear the laughter of the crowd and sound from the band playing.
The ghost of a hand on the nape of his neck, the whisper of a pair of lips against his cheek.
He finds the source of the songâa small radio left out on a balcony a few floors above where he stops.
His foot keeps tapping to the rhythm that feels like an old friendâand he tries to hold onto the feeling that spreads timidly through his chest.
A car engine back fires, somewhere not far away and the image slips through his fingers, and heâs against a stone wallâchest heaving and palm sweating.
He doesnât remember why heâs thereâbut the fear like ice sliding down his spine has him rushing away.
Memories are fickle things.
#idk where this angst came from but I guess Iâm in my Bucky feels again AND IM SORRY#BUT NOT REALLY#JUST CALL ME THE ANGST QUEEN#bucky barnes#fanfiction#mcu#bucky barnes fanfiction
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how it feels to say "well in the comics-" when the person you're arguing with is specifically complaining that "everything has to be woke now why did they change it from the original"
how it feels to say "well in the comics-"
#comics#dc comics#marvel comics#the most powerful feeling fr lol#me when ppl say sam being cap came out of nowhere and it should've been bucky#when sam was already cap in the comics by the time ca:tws came out
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