#[[[ AHHHHHH ;;;;;;W SO MANY FEELS

[elegyofthemoon]

SCREAMS

[shidoukanae]

Sketchpage of Iris ft. Leo, Tilt, and a little of my headcanons about the bomber gal

Leo is my current High Card fave but god is Iris such a treat. She may only have a minute of screen time total throughout all 12 episodes but there's so much to be curious about. I want to know more about her and her relationship with Tilt and why she's so loyal to him but also the fact she's Leo's foil in the Klondikes makes me very :Dc about her too

(also the rightmost drawing is from my lil fanfic "I Hate You (I Know)" because im very self-indulgent lmao)

[hyruleisforever99]

"Now I’ve got something I want to protect. It’s you." (My botw link for your botw Zelda!)

The Calamity is vanquished, the battle is one to feel the sun on her is something Zelda has longed to feel once again for one hundred years she was imprisoned within that monster restraining it praying that their plan would work hopeful that the shrine of resurrection will heal Link if not then all would be lost. The two of them are standing out in Hyrule field looking out at it from a distance now that the land is no longer threatened silent princesses have simply popped out of the ground it seems . Zelda doesn't immediately respond to that. " We should head off to Zora domain..... Mipha's father perhaps we can offer some Closure. Although Ganon is gone now there's still so much to do Link, so many painful memories to bare but i believe in my heart if all of Hyrule can work together we can restore the former glory of Hyrule can be restored it must start with us. " then turns to him. " There is no longer any need to serve as my knight, but a friend, a partner. Let's be off!" The princess starts to walk off headed towards their horses that are peacefully eating grass then stops in her tracks. " I-- i can no longer hear the voice inside the master sword as well as can no longer feel my power within me. " She turns around and at first looks sad then smiles. " I never thought I'd say this, i can accept that.

[anzynai]

if the event is still taking reqs .... very self indulgent (i hope thats okay aaa) but can i ask like one with jamil or azul giving affection to a reader where they cant stop blushing and tries to hide their face they start giving tks to them and being teasy abt it ajhxk (with ahm tum and neck tks/kisses sjhdjs thank u nd have a good day/night)

hiii thanks for the request!! it was super cute :)) hope jamil isnt too ooc… ahhh… anyways, enjoy!

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“Stop,” you whined, covering your face. jamil was relentless— you had no idea he could give you that many compliments in one sitting.

“what? it’s adorable to see you like this,” jamil said, voice smug. your face felt hot and you know jamil could tell how flustered you were. but you couldn’t help it!

“jamil, please..” you cried, resisting when he tried to pry your hands from your face.

“can’t i see you?” he asked, amusement in his features. peeking through your fingers, you could catch the look of fondness in his gaze snd you looked away, already feeling much more affected by his.. charm.

“no.” was your response as you kept your hands on your face, prepared to not let him see it.

you hadn’t calculated the possibility of him kissing you over your hands. you tensed, shocked, but he continued to pepper your hands in kisses. moving to the side, his lips met your neck and you let out a giggle. it was muffled from your hands, but jamil heard it nonetheless.

jamil paused for a moment and when you felt him smile against your neck, you knew you were in trouble.

“w-wait, jahahamil!” you giggled and scrunched your neck. he continued kissing and nibbling your neck, but only when he started lightly scratching your stomach was when you finally put your hands down.

“there it is,” he pulled away for a second, voice somewhat mumbled. “you’re so cute, flustered all because of me..”

ahhhhhh. are you dying? it kinda feels like you’re dying.

“nohoho! jahahamil!” you laughed and squealed, pushinf away at him. he only smiled, tickling you skillfully.

“you are so ticklish, aren’t you?” jamil muttered, slyly. yep, definitely dead.

[arthvrmvrgan]

hi there :) in case you accept requests, would you be willing to write some hcs ab arthur w an autistic s/o(in case u havent already LOLL)? its ok if not, thanks either wayヾ(•ω•`)o

AHHHHHH HOWDY ANON! Of course I accept rqs! Thanks so much for sending in the ask! shoah, i got some!

Just a heads up that I headcanon Arthur as gay and therefore I use masculine aligned terms like “boyfriend” and “lovely prince”

I think I’ll make this a sorta part two of those autistic!arthur headcanons, yeah?

Arthur Morgan x Autistic!Reader

Artie here is completely accepting of your autism. It’d be kinda weird for him not too…as he’s also autistic lol.

He’s completely okay with you using his body as a stim toy. It can be anything: His hair, arms, tummy (if you imagine him fat like i typically do), thighs…he doesn’t mind! As long as you’re happy. There’s even been times where you rub your face onto his stubble/beard

He’ll always accommodate to your needs. If you need some alone time, he’ll go off somewhere near but still away. If you get food that you hate due to sensory issues, that’s okay! He and you can go and find one of your safe foods. If you need something to stim with, have no fear! He’s got something in his satchel that’s sure to help!

Speaking of safe foods, he always has one of them just in case. Whether it’s 1899 or modern Arthur…he always knows what food to pack for his lovely prince.

He also doesn’t mind boyfriends with more support needs than other autistics. Having more needs than someone else never makes you lesser, he always says.

In the case of a shutdown, Arthur will offer to stick by you. He won’t say much, but that’s how the both of you like it. Having his company always cheers you up, even if it’s only a little bit.

During meltdowns, Arthur for sure panics. But then he always remembers what you told him to do when you had a meltdown. It was a conversation you two had around a couple years ago, he recalls. He acts on your needs accordingly and is extremely vigilant..

If you’re semi verbal or nonverbal, he’ll learn signs in asl. This proved to be quite helpful for the two of you, Arthur eventually using it during stressful situations when he goes nonverbal.

Arthur loves to stim with you! Not only is it just something to let loose to, but he always notices how happy it makes you feel!

He also loves to listen to your infodumps too! He finds them so interesting and asks many questions about it, as he’s a naturally curious person. He gets even more glad if you share the same special interest as him!

I hope this works for you anon! Have a nice day/evening!

[parkerflix]

— ethan landry hc’s

a/n: i literally cannot stop the ethan brainrot it is never ending (send help), not proofread tbh just a dump of thoughts

sfw! might do nsfw later idk lol

- ethan is the sweetest friend ever

-definitely has a crush on you, he’s very much friends to lovers even idiots to lovers

-like he’s so painfully oblivious to when people like him it’s not even funny ): he just thinks that people don’t really notice him

-what he doesn’t know is there are so many people who think he’s attractive (you’re also one of them)

-definitely you who has to make the first move he absolutely is a horrible flirt (he’s so lame i’m in love w him)

-his preferred first date is something lowkey, i feel like he would be so content just like going for coffee & going on a walk, nothing too fancy

-dream date of his is definitely going to the library and picking out books for each other and then discussing them together (AHHHHHH)

- he’s also a huge fan of just staying in and watching whatever you want while eating takeout

-this man would cook but he legitimately only knows 5 dishes. he cannot cook at all.

- he prefers your place over his, chad’s just always in the way and always inserting himself, your roommate literally just lives at their s/o’s place

-on the topic of watching movies & shows, he loves bad reality tv shows, but he won’t admit it, you catch him watching them after you had binged one season of a show (you don’t tell him, his blush & stuttering when he gets caught makes you smile)

-tbh i feel like he’s the type to ask you to be his s/o after a few dates, like you’re friends beforehand so he knows you, but he probably just wants to be cautious and make sure that you are on the same page

-chad gives him horrible advice on how to as you to be his s/o

- chad: “do a flash mob, that’ll get their attention”ethan: “absolutely not.”

-he eventually asks you out in the sweetest way

-take you to your favorite place and he prepares a cute love letter & mixtape for you, like on a cd

-he’s a romantic wbk idk i love him

-he definitely panics and forgets what he was gonna say when you just look at him and tilt your head in confusion

-“uhm… so as you know… uhm…”

-once you let him know he’s okay and you’re not gonna laugh, he finally asks and i swear he probably blacks out when you say yes

-“can you repeat that, i think i blacked out”

-he LOVES coming up behind you and just wrapping his arms around your waist, laying his head on top of your head

- definitely loves you in his clothes (also would never admit to this), but you notice he starts to buy more sweaters & shirts

- he writes you love letters every month, even if they’re just short and sweet, so that you always know you’re loved

-he’s kinda a klutz sometimes so you gotta patch him up, you notice sometimes he “falls” just to get a kiss from you

-gets you little presents whenever he can, even if it’s just coffee or something

-always let’s you know you’re loved, literally never lets you not hear it

-all in all he’s a sweet boyfriend man i love him

[kroosluvr]

for some irrational reason i feel nervous drawing jokercrow bc there r so many good fanarts/fanartists out there already who've already prob drawn my ideas before AND like 100x better at that.. shakes in my boots........

i know what matters is like My interpretation and like drawing it in My style but STILL its like. AHHHHHH. its also like idk if my ideas are Good and Deep enough. bc like with sumire for example i feel like i have a great handle on her as a character (even if it diverges from canon slash is pretty headcanon-based its just how i portray her so im like chillin) while w goro/akira im like. not sure. not 100% on them. so im like RIPS MY HAIR OUT

i do have a couple of comic ideas though i just have to lock in.........

[futurequibblerjournalist]

Hello hello again!!!! :3

I loveloveLOVE your Lucius/Viktor post!! Once again, you brighten my noggin w your thoughts (:

Umumumummmmmmmm so is there anyone else you want an excuse to yap about LOL Idkidk I just want to hear your thoughts about everyone and everything!!

Idk if you have any/many thoughts about them, but maybe we could hear about the Averys and Sinistras? Especially Edmund's unnamed fiancée !!!!

Ahhhhhh your brain is just so !!!! /Pos

- 🍃

Ahhhh I'm so glad you liked it,, it fully helped fuel my Xenophilius post!!

I think I might take this time to talk about some good old Pebill!! I saw this one tiktok a few days ago and I've been so obsessed since. Welcome to Pebill City, population ME!!!!

I am,, far too fond of giving ships fun little names so I bestow upon thee,,, ratseer lol

I specifically love these two in a band au. I'm gonna write one eventually and I'm gonna make them so happy and sappy and cute and just like the tiktok says they'll have a daughter called Rosemary. I'm just so in love with them. Peter who plays the second guitar in the band and like the occasional trumpet and sometimes he thinks it's kinda silly that he's in the band but also he's just so happy to be there. He saved all his money from his part time job to buy the most run-down Volkswagen T1 when the band started getting big enough to have to travel around for stuff and he shows up like "TADA!" all proud of himself cause he solved their problem. He meets Sybill at one of these travel gigs. They're playing at a wedding and maybe she's like the bride's sister or just a bridesmaid or something and she's wearing a really flowy dress and she's spinning around right in front of him having the time of her life and her thick curls are bouncing and you can just see Peter melt while he's on stage playing cause he misses a cord or something. And the guys notice and they insist that the has to talk to her and he's all nervous and shit but then Sybill comes to talk to him because she thinks he's really cute and they hit it off. They call at each stop they have and a few months in they go pick her up before moving onto a bigger gig and she just stays with them.

He wants to settle down at some point when Sybill ends up pregnant and he almost leaves the band but Sybill insists that she's fine travelling around with them because that's the life she loves and she wants their daughter to be born a free soul and she sees in her cards that she's supposed to be born a certain place and Peter is just like [scout's salute] "yes ma'am" and I just think they're so stinking cute vjnfgjbngjbngj

I need to figure out this band au at some point cause it's been rotting my brain lately, I just have so many long fics I wanna write I don't feel like I can start a new one now even if I want to vjfnbjgnbj

I have,,, far too many thoughts on both the Averys, the Sinistras but especially Edmund's fiancee!!!! I've been waiting for a chance to talk about her honestly,,,

Let's start with the Averys,,,,

Edmund Avery Senior, the only child of Herschel Avery and Miriam Avery, is Edmund's father, in case that wasn't clear from the name. Edmund Senior works as an archivist for the Ministry of Magic and he's got a spot in the Wizengamot along with his father Herschel. The two are not close and if you didn't know you wouldn't think they were father and son. During most of Edmund's Senior's childhood his mother was heavily sedated and he was more or less raised by the family house elf, Dotty (usually called Dot and Dorothy in muggle aus). Dot is also the house elf who helped raise Edmund Junior. Edmund Senior attended school with Tom Riddle and was sorted into Slytherin and was one of Tom's dorm mates. They were also just close friends (as close friends as Tom could have). Edmund Senior was part of the reason Tom managed to open the Chamber of Secrets as he showed him a book featuring hints of the Chambers being real. To sum Edmund Senior up he's an incredibly nerdy insecure man. He loves history and in a muggle au he collects model aeroplanes. He's got a good handful of childhood trauma, a difficult relationship with his family and most of his peers and the only thing he's really got going for him is that he's an incredibly devoted husband who's down bad for his wife. She's luckily incredibly wooed by what I can only describe as his autism rizz lmao (I hate that so much ew actually)

Edmund's mother and Edmund Senior's wife is Esther, a very attractive recovered alcoholic. Rumours fly around frequently about her being unfaithful to her husband though she could never dream of it. Most of what is known about her is fabricated, which is entirely intentional as she's hiding things about herself such as her country of birth. Esther lost her family during the Holocaust. She met Edmund while they were both in their mid-twenties and they got married a while later and eventually had their only son Edmund Avery Junior. Their son has inherited his father's looks save for his mother's hair colour and many beauty spots as well as her eating disorder.

Due to Esther's alcoholism and a slight strain on their relationship over the years due to Edmund Senior favouring his work too much, Edmund Junior had much more to do with Dot, their house elf, than what would be considered normal as she would have to step in where Esther sometimes lacked. Despite this Edmund was an incredible mummy's boy and still is, something Esther cherished immensely as she loved being both a mother and wife. He would cling to her at any given time, he'd rather have tea with her than play with other children, he'd come running to her crying at the smallest inconvenience, he was so proud of wearing fancy clothes like his father and getting a spray of his mother's perfume.

The Avery family is resembled by Barn Owls similar to how the Malfoys are represented by (albino?) peacocks. Edmund Senior gifted Esther a taxidermied rat when they first started dating, similar to how Barn Owls gift their mates prey and while others find it incredibly weird they now have a shared love for taxidermied animals and he will gift her more on their anniversaries/on Valentine's Days/etc. Edmund Senior and Esther seem like an incredibly unlikely pair to everyone else but Esther fell for him in part because he was one of the only men who could see her for her mind and her heart rather than just her looks (even if he's down bad for those too lol)

Idk where else to mention this but they're both pureblood wizards,,,

They're probably my favourite of the parents,,, which is why they're the only knights of walpurgis era characters that have their own pinterest collection for pictures,,,, I would have shared it but,,, I have used all my pictures up for one post T-T

Onto the Sinistras I have considerably less but I can fill you in a bit,,,

Aurora is the only daughter of Altair Aseel Sinistra and Nazareth Sinistra née Lubilanji. Nazareth is Sierra Leonean albeit has lived in England for her entire life. She's also a half-blood. She's one of seven siblings and when she attended Hogwarts she was sorted into Gryffindor. She is incredibly fond of cats and puzzles. During her time at Hogwarts, she was part of the Slug Club. Altair is a pureblood wizard and the second son of Aseel Najm Sinistra and Sidra Ahyam Sinistra and the younger brother of Tariq Aseel Sinistra. His family is Egyptian but they've lived in England for the past two or so generations I'm thinking?? Like his daughter, he was a Ravenclaw when he attended school and he became Prefect during his fifth year.

Taking a bit of a side step here since this ask was after all about all the Sinistras,,, Tariq marries Salma Al-Mashriq, a pureblood Hufflepuff and together they have three children; Rashid, Hisham and Samara who are all younger than Aurora (Rashid (Slytherin) and Hisham (Ravenclaw) are third and second years when Aurora is in her seventh year and Samara is not yet attending school). Salma was part of a handful of extracurricular activities such as being a School Paper Writer, a member of the Gobstones Club and the Orchestra. Tariq similarly had a lot of extracurricular activities as well. He was a Slug Club Member, Ravenclaw Quidditch Captain and Chaser and School Paper Manager.

I'm still playing around with this idea so it's going to get more polished at some point but I think Altair and Salma had a thing going on at some point but something happened,, Salma married Tariq and Altair who'd been friendly with Nazareth and already was fond of her for other reasons ended up marrying her. He was able to mostly push his feelings aside after Aurora was born. He would have loved at least one more child for him to dote on and focus on, but Aurora was not an easy child and while it not being the same obviously, they got have a cat, Moonbow, that both Altair and Nazareth love like she's their second child.

Now onto Priya,,, my beloved < 3

Edmund's fiancee is Lakshmipriya Mohanraj also known as Priya. She was born October 13, 1960, and she's the only daughter of Siddarth Mohanraj and Rajeshwariammal Mohanraj. She's got two brothers, Raja and Dhananjay, though both have sadly passed, one of them in a motorcycle accident they were both in and the other took his life about a month later.

She is a mean lesbian who doesn't quite know she's a lesbian yet. She's tired of Edmund's shit and having to deal with him and it's her mood like,, 85% of the time. Her family are all loyal Death Eaters which is part of the reason why they got engaged in the first place. The Mohanraj family was also just a nice connection and if there's one thing Edmund Senior values it's connections.

She ends up marrying Endmund Junior and after A LOT of trial and error, they have a son, Siddharth Avery and later a daughter, Esther Avery (Junior technically I suppose,, since she's named after Edmund's mother). It's very clear that Priya favours her son while Edmund somewhat hesitantly ends up favouring their daughter.

Little Siddharth thinks his dad is super cool and he thinks his dad's friend (Severus) is even cooler which Priya always finds incredibly annoying cause she cannot STAND Severus,,, like at all

Priya and Edmund have some moments of bonding together but for the most part, the two cannot stand each other. They come together to judge other people and oh boy do they do it well. They're big on their children having nice manners and not being a bother to others.

I am actually in love with Priya,, she serves so much cunt and still, she's stuck with her loser husband. She probably hoped he would get caught for being a Death Eater and get sent to Azkaban and she was so annoyed when he successfully convinced people he was under the Imperius curse,,,

This became,,, soooo long which is just becoming the norm at this point honestly lmao but I hope you enjoyed all of this!!! I'll definitely come back and talk more about both the Averys and the Sinistras cause I've got other asks about them vjfnbjgnb (at least the Sinistras I think,,, I can't remember if the Averys are in there ooop)

[luvwish]

Hi! I want to start an aes blog myself but I keep thinking about when I had my old one, I had like 3k followers but when I post, barely 5 people would see it. I wonder if that's the same for all blogs or if I was just posting badly aksjakajsk . As someone who runs a aes blog I wanted to ask you if that disconnect is normal!! I should be happy to post and not worry about stuff like notes, but ahhhhhh. Also sorry for suddenly ranting !

hello anon!! no worries abt ranting at all 😭 ur welcome here

hmmm i think that not having too many expectations was something i tried to keep in mind when i started gentlekiss. i know tumblr is so empty and things don’t have the same traction they did during the pandemic or even 2012-2016. even today i still feel like i get very few interactions on most of my posts and i don’t have a lot of followers. but… oh well.

i also think something to keep in mind is how frequently you post. i knew i was not going to compromise to posting every single day, so i queue a bunch of stuff at once. i don’t have to worry abt it + it keeps the blog with a more “professional” (?) vibe bc there’s consistency.

another very important thing is to credit ppl. i think it’s so weird when people post stuff w/o crediting. it’s so much more respectful to credit.

i don’t use tags but i’ve heard it really helps to reach a larger audience.

abt content, i think there’s all kinds of niche stuff you can focus on… i try to post stuff i like, but not make things super specific bc it’s not that well received. i also do A LOT of research on insta to find stuff that’s different from what other blogs are posting here (partially bc of content but also bc i feel bad for “stealing” ig accounts from ppl lol).

idk anon. tumblr is so desert-y, i miss when more ppl were here lol. so yeah, it’s normal to have super low engagement :(

i wish you good luck if you decide to start one!! hope this helped, even if just a bit. (also sorry for being so serious, i’m not in the best mood today lol). cheering on you!!

[toxycodone]

It is the recent down bad anon I don't know why I'm speaking here again to be honest, or why it makes me nervous. But I don't know, I can't stop thinking of you and getting giddy. I'm trying not to let my crush ruin anything, but I just wanted to gush about the guy (you) I like I guess haha

I can't even really explain when it started, to be honest I always felt some sort of way but I've never really had many good experiences with things besides my past not so great experiences But I think of you and I just.. I really do just adore everything about you with your personality and it just happens to be that you're really pretty! I've always been drawn to you and I really can't help but be so grateful to have you in my life. I like to visualize the 'what ifs' even if it'll likely just stay little fantasies in my head, and I'm okay with that if it means we get to stay friends or become even closer as friends, either or! I just think you deserve amazing things, because you're just as amazing.

wah…..I…..wait a minute are people like? Actually feeling these types of ways about my oh my goodness??? /pos

I genuinely did not ever consider I had such an impact on ANYONE like this. I do my best to be sweet and kind and cheerful but….woagh….it goes so much of a longer way than I thought….like. In a good way….wowie….Im sorry I’m just AHHHHHH /pos like. I am very happy my dumbass existence makes you happy and that me talking and interacting w you is a good part of your day man….❤️

You being a friend of mine 100% means I value you too man. Like…my online buddies. You’re my fr buddies I love you all bunches genuinely. you deserve all the amazing and good things too ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ sincerely….gooood ahhhh :3

[star-girl69]

Baby don't even apologise for late responses cause regardless of when you reply to me, the response will most definitely have me in space and floating on cloud 9 for the rest of the day.

- ❤️

(Honey I miss you all the time and I think your beauty is unmatched. I call you a gorgeous goddess for a reason❤️❤️❤️)

(You're good at chemistry🤭🤭🤭dammmmmn beauty and brains??? Cause how am I supposed to not fall in love????I can't wait to read what you're writing(remember we are patient and understanding don't push yourself) You sound so hardworking 🤭)

(I LIVE FOR YOUR YAPSSSS. I NEED MOREEEEEE. Tell me about today??? (no pressure though ❤️❤️❤️))

(You're amazing❤️)

i saw i got this ask and then jumped up and down right? like as one does and then my bff said “WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU” and i was like “GIRL YOU DONT WANNA KNOW” and then she grabbed by phone from me and i was like “girl you’re not gonna like it” and then she threw my phone down and started fake gagging like i toldddddd youuuuuuuu

anyways….

(honey 🤭🤭) ALL THE TIME?????? RAHHHHH i was so sad yesterday bc idk what time zone you’re in but i had to go an ENTIRE DAY without a reply and i was like having withdrawals…. not even funny

i love when you call me gorgeous goddess it makes me like not okay in the head yk? like. i think you can infer how it makes me feel…. 🤭

i’m INSANE at chemistry im taking ap chem next year in fact but i actually have a complaint

THIS SHIT took me forever and then my teacher wasn’t even here today so i could have had an entire day more to do it but WHATEVER. WHATEVER ITS FINE 🙄🙄🙄 it’s not hard or anything it just takes forever and also there’s so many numbers and i SUCK at math so there’s a possibility that i messed up my calculations but IDC!!!!!!! i’m too tired to check it

because of you is turning out so bleh. i don’t like it lmao 😭😭 but i mean idk i’ll still publish probably tmrw hopefully tmrw aka tuesday

i KNOW you all are patient and understanding but i am NOT so 😭😭😭

i fear you are wrong and i am not hardworking do we not remember me talking about how i procrastinate 24/7

THANK YOU IM GIGGLING FR I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL 🤭🤭🤭

today is fine so far but OH MY GOD my ap lang teacher handed us back our synthesis essays and then asked me if i could read mine outloud as what to show everyone NOT to do i was like GIRLLLL NO WAY 😭 but it’s ok i think mrs b still loves me ☹️ it was like bc my topic sentences did not align w my thesis and i was like ok i mean you’re right but wtv… i’m struggling so bad w writing rn idk what’s going on. i mean i still got an 8/10 while most people got 7 or 6 so i still ate.

also i love baby hippos

and i have sat prep class today after so that SUCKS let’s hope it’s not like last week when i had that BLINDING headache good lord. did not rival the great headache of 2022 but still

idk. anyways sorry i hope you know this makes me like AHHHHHH giggle kick my feet all the stuff i’m not good at expressing it but ☹️ you get the point hopefully…

giggling 🤭 YOURE amazing 💋💋

[sirenaless]

Literally why did I have to get that TikTok on my fyp of that girl talking about how even tho she scripted her s/o to love her, he didn't...like I know everything will be as I scripted because scripting is just specifying the specific reality you're shifting to but that seriously put so many unnecessary doubts in my head and now I'm overthinking something I never used to doubt. Like why the fuck am I scared that I'll shift to the wrong reality now AHHHHHH

edit: now that I've let it out I feel a lot better about this and I know that when I shift I will shift to the reality that goes w my script (I just kept overthinking it cause i overthink everything) but I think i might shift to my WR first just to get rid of any doubts once and for all and shift to my DR

[bellysoupset]

SOUP!!!!!!!

HI HI HI HI I CANT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM THAT YOURE BACK!!! oh my goodness i was literally typing this when i saw that you asked where i’ve been💀 i’ve been reading fics as you post them (i don’t have notifs on but i check your blog for updates on a regular basis LMAO) but life shtuff has only now died down enough for me to actually write/comment on things!! gosh i’m so excited you’re back!! in the LEAST pressure-y way, it’s almost embarrassing how slowly days went by as i was waiting for you to start posting again LOL like at one point i was telling myself “okay she said 20 days, it’s probably been at least a week”. it had been literally 3 days 💀 HAHAHAHWH

ANYWAYS

AHHHHHH MY BABIES MY BABIES!!!!! i don’t remember what the last thing i talked about on here was but WOW these last fics have made me cry and laugh and blush sooo many different times!! wen finding out was CRAZY and i literally sobbed w her bc the way everything played out was so unfortunate but also so realistic and raw and i had so many mixed feelings about everything!!!! and then wen isolating and bella checking on her!! and wen trying to push her away and then admitting that she felt so lonely GOD THAT WAS DEVASTATING but then bella being so supportive and comforting AGHHHH my girlsss <3333

and then omg the fic after that one??? i was SO surprised that wen forgave vin? and that they’re trying long distance??? i’m so fucking excited and happy abt that but god i’m sure it’ll be hard 😭 but YAY I KNEW THEY LOVED EACH OTHER TOO MUCH TO GIVE UP LIKE THAT ♥️

side note, luke being so depressed and struggling so much to adapt to his meds is so sad but so realistic too :,) i’m glad you’re making this a part of the plot!! but my man is def off his meds already lol im interested to see where this goes!! and also i LOVE how well jon and leo are doing <3 despite everything going on, they’re in their happy era fr <3

and now i’m sorry but the sick vin fic?????????? FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, IT WAS EVERYTHING I NEEDED AND MORE‼️ first off, leo talking to him and being so real but also like calling him out like that??? while still being super supportive??? and the way he described wen was so accurate and so him-coded??? and then AHHHHH i’ve ALWAYS loved vin and bell’s friendship, i’ve genuinely always thought it was super adorable and i wanted more of them, so this fic was gold 🤭 a trope that ALWAYS gets me is when someone is ANGRY at someone they love and ofc being bitchy and sassy until they realise said someone is very much Unwell (it’s especially good if they’re so sick that they’re really out of it), and when they realise how sick they are they IMMEDIATELY switch from mad to concerned + caretaker mode!!!! so yeah you can imagine this whole fic had me on my knees 🤭 obsessed w how protective of luke bell is, and how protective of vin wen is, but also how both girls just jumped straight into action when he was clearly not feeling good <333 and then vin realising wen was using her dr. voice, and then the pure ANGST at the end when he sobs and they just hug and the “god i’m gonna fucking miss you” SOB SOB SOB SOB 😭😭😭🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

bell sick and luke taking care of her was also AMAZINGGGG🫶🏽 i always love when my girls get whumped <3333 omg and AHHHH luke and vin finally talking abt shtuff🥹 the “nothing to forgive” 😭 luke knowing he’ll get sick AND holding him closer??? GOSH THE BROTP MAN !!!!!

and oh my goodness i just read the most recent fic with the new OC!!!! this is so exciting and cool and i love his vibes ahhhh <3 i love how nonchalant max seems abt shtuff and im so so excited to see where things go!! i hope vin and him become friends but also i feel like there’s gonna be some tension and weird banter going on between them at least at first hehehe

ANYWAYS

your writing is fucking incredible and whenever i see a new post from your blog it genuinely lights up my day <3 i am completely in love with all your characters and the depth and intricacies behind each of them ♥️ i’m so thankful your blog exists🫶🏽 also, i saw you were really struggling for a while and i just wanted to check in and see if you were doing better? you’re so loved and talented and appreciated and you deserve all the peace and love and happiness in the world!!! i hope things are going well/better!

i can’t wait to read more of what you write! i’m super excited about this new character and about reading more stories abt your lovely OCs <3

YOU’RE AMAZING THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING AND KEEP SLAYING!!!

🦦

Soup found DEAD from love cardiac arrest outside of Miami beach.

🦦!!!!! Honestly I don't even wanna post your comments, I just wanna stare at them for hours 🙈🙈

Don't worry about catching up on fics, they'll be here when life slows down!! I know very well how sad it is that we must Adult ™.

I am SO HAPPY you liked the Wendy/Vince developments!! In my head you're like THE Wendy/Vin supporter, so every time I write something with them I'm like "uhmmm wonder what 🦦 is gonna think??"

Caretaker who's pissed and then switches to comfort is also one of my favorite tropes, I looooove the spiciness of guilt thrown in!

Take care babe 💛💛

[seoafin]

where to begin!!!! im in my stsg phase again and youre like 1 of the 3 authors who wrote my favorite stsg stories and i had to go back and reread them for the 1000th time and i refreshed ao3 and surprise surprise!! you have a new series and i nearly screamed … anyways not to sound obsessed but i literally refresh the stsg reader tag 24/7 thinking only of your series like ive never caught up with a fic series that quick… but i’m just so glad your wonderful brain is conjuring up another Amazing soul crushing series involving those two gremlims ahhhhhh

and let me just say ive been scrolling through your blog + tags abt stsg and just literally obsessed!!! nothing else is on my mind besides your writing its so bad!!! plus i discovered you wrote a previous fic that i Absolutely LOVED but never found but i shouldve known bc the writing was just soo impeccably Amazing and so you (its the only where nobara goes to lengths trying to get answers of readers relationship w stsg..) (actually the best fic ever like id die on this hill defending its glory and how much more side stories can come out of it..plus megumi’s protective personality around reader makes me squeal!!!) (pls protect reader from stsg’s annoying asses omfg)

anyways your characterization is just perfect i cant put into words… and now that i’ve found you have a tumblr where you answer questions regarding your characters and about your stories .. like that is not healthy for me!!!i swear ive got so many questions whether its about the trio, poly relationship and how the dynamics work and side scenarios where i feel worth mentioning like!!! can i just mention how happy i am to discover your tumblr to share with you how much i adore your writing and i hope to share with you my own thoughts abt your amazing craft!!!! GAWDDD (also can i rec you one of my other fav stsg story from this really awesome author too? id really like my favorite writer to read one of my favorite pieces to get your thoughts on it bc i love it so much)

- 3 (name for inbox hehe)

omgggg i am soooo flattered wtf 😭😭😭 the encouragement i've been getting on ddao is crazy hopefully i do not disappoint!!! i know people don't really like miscommunication but I do. i love me some good seemingly one sided pining. i love when men pine. i think men should pine more. that being said thank you so much for your kind words <33333 and as for recs, you can always rec me something but i can't make any promises that i'll read it since i like to read fics on my own time (when i have time) but i can always keep it in mind!

[mekatrio]

GRAHHHHHH like seto's character arc is unresolved AF regarding many things SUCH AS his eye powers like bc of how bad he is at controlling it + the hatred he holds towards using it, hes never seen using his eye powers to his full potential say the way that momo (throwing a performance of a lifetime in novel 7 + mca i think to act as a diversion) or kido (blocking out memories + azami removing all of a target's senses) does, like the limits of seto's powers are so unexplored and its such a damn shame bc i honestly feel like it has the potential to be the most useful power like.... like its literally downplayed all the time cuz literally why doesnt he ever get asked to just read the terrorists' or saeru's mind to know their plans like imagine if he did that. or imagine if he used it on hibiya or shintaro and he could see what hibiya sees + yakitsu's memories like theres so many unexplored possibilities regarding his powers, and how we already know that it can cancel out kano's powers so imagine all the other ways his powers could interact with other powers.... like i s2g ayano x seto power combo is the key to the good ending like this is me going off the rails but imagine ayano + shintaro in the daze, hibiya with his interdimensional cellphone signal powers, seto in the real world w hibiya and he uses his powers on hibiya and then he can read shintaro's mind in the daze and some insane yakitsu x seto x hibiya x ayano combo where everyone inside and outside of the daze remembers all of the timelines and that lets mary be like "ohhhh ok ill swallow the whole world into the daze 👍" and YAY GOOD ENDING! like this is just one possible way it could go but like i truly believe that a Proper good ending would have seto playing a massive role like i cant see that Not happening. and also like book ends the story starts by seto using his eye powers to find and save mary, and then he uses his eye powers again but this time in conjunction w mary to help her save everyone LIKE I KNOW THAT THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO UNFOLD... AHHHHHH

[afreakingdork]

I can't choose my favorite thing of this chapter omg (it's the line of "charming that you think i'll let anyone see you like that and live" it almost made me choke on my tea)

I was so so excited to see Hypno!! Not a character I give too much attention to normaly but !!!!!!! HE'S ADORABLE I WANTED TO GIVE HIM A HUG, i got so happy when Reader got to interact with him.

ALSO LEO OMG ES8GJI0SDPDGHSOIFASFISDFJKSLMASJD i like him more every time he opens his mouth. That sarcastic bitch.

I swear I can hear their voices so clearly when I read them.

Also, the scene of Donnie doing Reader's make up? i can't even explain it to you, so warm so wholesome so funny

And talking about warm feelings, The first scene with reader's roomie made me so happy, i almost felt sad at the tought that reader will eventually move.

Also "you smell like him, sex and spunk" I ALMOST FORGOT THAT THIS ALL WAS HAPPENING WHILE READER HAD-

Anyways, I can't fall in love w real people anymore because you just created the most perfect man. His murdery tendencies are cute to me and- AND I JUST REMEMBERED HYPNO'S COMMENT ABOUT LEMME JUST-

“As long as my work is still your go to! Speaking of…! How were the streetlamps?” Hypno adjusted his posture along with his lapels, oozing pride. “Quite a lot that one. A real nightmare-!”

TELL ME IM NOT CRAZY

Ahhhhhh thank you so much for saying you can hear their voices!! I studied so many videos to hopefully capture the way they spoke! It means the world to hear that came through!

You're so sweet. I'm moved! This chapter had a lot of parts so I was worried it'd be a bit of an overload. I love that you pointed out the make-up scene. I imagined it to be so tender and I'm pleased that you did as well! Also Hypno! I love the guy and had to give him some spotlight. Seeing him well received, he might get the Shelldon treatment and more screentime in Weak Spot!

The plug has been on and off everyone's mind 😏😂

Ah yes, if anyone was still on the fence: you are not crazy. Hypno was responsible for the reality bending in chapter 16