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lynzishell · 2 months

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They are everything to me

#no story post today #so instead i offer you this #proof they are enjoying their vacation and all is well #for now #work has been super busy and i'm exhausted #so i'm taking a little break today #next week i'll have a few posts to wrap things up with phoenix #then imma take a week off #and we'll dive into the second half of atlas and asher's story on the 19th #i think that will take us through september tbh #just gonna focus on them rather than switching back and forth for a while #i miss them so much you don't even know #the way i can't go a week without checking in on them lol #n e way #hope you all have an amazing friday and wonderful weekend #aries outtakes #atlas extras #asher extras #💛🩵💛🩵

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michsmeesh · 1 year

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have u ever drawn modern au jovier? love all ur work btww^__^

i have drawn them already but i'll gladly draw them again and again and again and again and

#this. took. 3 days #this is gonna be the last request for a while #maybe even last proper art post for a while bc i'm going back to work on monday snif snif #but i hope this will feed y'all well while i focus on work for the next few weeks 😭#anyway i can and WILL talk about my modern au jovier headcanons #at least in this universe they can be somewhat happy ://#they just make me sick what can i say #also if you see any mistakes in this no you dont.#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #john marston #javier escuella #jovier #michsmeesh #my art #art request #modern au

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somegrumpynerd · 6 months

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I'm down for any option honestly, just whatever you guys think would be fun!

...Hypothetically

#UTDR #UTMV #Charlie Stuff #I made the poll a week cause a day doesn't seem like that long #And I don't have any of the others sketched out yet so it'll be a bit before I'm ready to post anything #But this will give me an idea of who to focus on next!#The options are basically do you wanna see the order be Dust then Horror then Cross #Let me decide who's gonna be in the middle cause I think I know which one will be worst #Or do another poll to let you guys vote on who goes second and then after that who goes third #The bonus polls could be fun but it means you guys don't know which I think is the worst and might end up voting for them #Up to you if you wanna play nightmare roulette :3c

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countlessrealities · 8 months

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💜 VALENTINE'S STARTER CALL ! 💜

Hit the LIKE on this post for a short Valentine's themed starter !

I'll work on them during the weekend and post them through next week

Please, specify which muse(s) you want (you can ask for more than one)

Platonic Valentines are very welcome!

We don't need to have an established dynamic, I'm up for fun holiday-themed first meetings

We don't need to have interacted before either, it could be a good way to break the ice

#starter call #valentine's starter call #[[ I'm gonna focus on these next week ]]#[[ something short and easy to get the juice flooding again ]]#[[ the only exception to these rules is my TBA new test muse ]]#[[ if you're interested in him for this hmu! ]]

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atimefordragons · 5 months

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me: *trying to go about my day, work, watch stuff, read stuff, whatever* ttpd: hey, play me again. me: okay!

#honestly it's becoming a problem #I legit cannot concentrate on other stuff #at least I can multitask with work #but if what I'm reading doesn't vibe with the song I stop reading #I cannot focus on any of my wips at all #I thought 3 weeks would help me chill a little #um no #that did not happen #lol #tbh idk how I'm gonna sit through 4 hours of mediocre to a handful of great songs next sunday #preamble ramble 2.0 #personal #taylor swift #ttpd

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kozidraws · 4 months

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#comm wip #i am manifesting that i get all three done by the end of next week #i have no job interviews lined up so I'm gonna focus 😤😤😤

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theflyingfeeling · 10 months

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okay I'm not expecting anyone to care all that much, but I was looking at the prompts for the 18th Day of Gift-Giving for my Olli/Allu fic advent calendar and I'm between two options on what to do with them, so if anyone out there wants to put in their two cents...

(see the pros and cons in the tags of the original post)

#on one hand i'd like to write a standalone with a storyline of its own #because that way i could probably manage to write a better story #on the other hand i kinda feel like i should focus on the main plot after all the standalones i've posted this week #but if i stick to the main plot my options would be more limited 🤔#because i don't feel like making either of them have a random headache/migrain or some kinda personal crisis #just for the sake of the prompt #i know there's barely any plot to begin with but i still don't want to make it too scattered 😅#i have an idea that would work alright for the main story and it would probably turn out cute enough #but some of the other prompts that wouldn't really work for the main story are soooooooo tempting #and i mean. at least 4 or 5 of the stories for next week will be related to the main plot #plus the stories for the 16th and the 17th #so there'd still be plenty for that too!#i'm probably gonna make my own decision regardless of the voting result but i'd like to hear from you anyway #i've never made a poll before and i'm kinda nervous about this lol i really am expecting this to get maybe 3 votes max 🤡#i hate how the title is so huge pls don't be annoyed with me i'm sorry for existing i promise i'll never make a post ever again 😭#not putting this in any tags. you see this if you see this

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meownotgood · 2 years

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I'm not ready for this.

#IT'S NEXT WEEK #AND I'M NOT READY #I don't wanna see him cry #I'm gonna be crying too #I remember in an interview his voice actor shogo sakata mentioned #how he had to do a very emotional scene and he got rid of his script so he could focus on it #and on making the scene as emotional as possible #I think this was the scene he's talking about #my heart...... I won't be able to take seeing it #aki <3

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apocalypticdemon · 3 days

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finally did my goddamn dishes. and that wasn't all i managed to do today. fuck yeah.

had a meeting for thesis prep. bmv trip. rough plan for friday's discussion lecture. cooked dinner for the first time in like 3 weeks. read ~50 pages of academic text for 2 classes and a paper revision.

feels like i didn't do enough but. considering that yesterday i managed... going to classes and nothing else! and monday i was only capable of doing the required meetings i had, this is a pretty good day!

#it's been. a tough few weeks. i couldn't focus at all last week. only got work done on the weekend. yesterday was........ tough.#monday wasn't as rough but was equally exhausting #so! proud of myself that i got. stuff done. big stuff even!#started keeping a task/reward journal to help out too :)#so every night i'll write out some tasks that need to get done the next day #and as i finish them i check them off and give myself silly little stickers to track what i managed!#so i get like. 1 sticker per 10 pages read (bc i usually need a break every 10 or so pages rn) 1 sticker in a diff color for chores.#1 for teaching stuff (laying out a lecture plan/finishing the lecture/doing a dry run/doing the lecture) 1 for meetings etc etc #it's helping bc i have a dumbass brain that doesn't give me dopamine for completing tasks anymore #it all gets lumped into 'yeah i did the bare minimum bc that's what i need to do. that's not special-#-no reward for you! you didn't really *do* anything. just scraped bare minimum!'#turns out that's bad for you lmao to get No Rewards #so i have a journal now! so i have hard proof that shows that i've Done Shit.#and i think the last two weeks i've been 1. underfed 2. overtired and 3. on the verge of burnout #so i haven't been able to do much. but a major stressor is gone now! (the bmv trip...)#and it like. immediately lifted a veil from my brain. 0-60 in like 40 minutes flat.#i hadn't realized how stressed about that i'd even been. it was taking up so much of my brain's metaphorical CPU.#so i'm hoping tomorrow i'll be able to do what i was doing two weeks ago. just plugging along at my usual pace #instead of just barely dragging my carcass forward #so! anyway. update that was unasked for but you sure are getting #i fuckin did stuff today! fuck yeah!#it is now an hour past my bedtime i'm gonna crash tf out. bedtime. sleepytime. good night

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ilkkawhat · 3 days

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Heya! Hope you’re doing okay ❤️

well, i didn't cry today (and more importantly didn't cry at work in front of everybody) so I'm taking that as a sign that things are getting better...I hope 😅

#suuuuuuuuuuper awkward moment when i just started crying yesterday as one of my employees came up to me #(not one of the ones who went to HR)#and she was like 'uhm are you okay' and then i just told her to ask me what she needed to ask me lmao #god i'm just so embarassed that i cried so much this week #esp cause like. i hope it's not some sort of idk defense mechanism?#like did i just start busting out crying cause oh no my boss found out i'm not doing my job so i'm just gonna cry so she doesn't yell at me #or something like that and then keep crying to garner pity #cause that's certainly not my intention at all #i know i fucked up. badly. i'm not donig the job i SHOULD be doing #and was focusing on things i shouldn't focus on...especially like having my techs do their actual jobs #but that's my fault for not laying down the law #for not training them right in the first place for not giving them the proper expectations of what their job entails #but then they're crying that they're overwhelmed which hurts to hear when i see them disappearing just to come back with a cup of coffee #or talking to people across the building when there's no reason for them to be up there #or sitting on their phones while things pile up to be done #and then like my boss is now jumping in and is going to meet with them next week #and inserting herself and two of my other co-workers into the picture to help #which like yeah i need help. a lot of help. but they all have their own jobs #hell there's things my boss does really i should probably be doing #so knowing all of that and again just feeling like a failure at my job makes me feel even worse #like i'm not carrying my weight for the team--i've honestly never felt i have since i became supervisor #i don't think i'm meeting the expectations as a supervisor #as a tech? yeah i was a BEAST and maybe should have never applied for the supervisor job #and i even already told my boss long term career? def not in management for me lol and if i can get out of the supervisor job i will #but i would still want to stay with my boss and co-workers cause we're all trauam bondeded at this point from this workplace #but hey if the worst thing that comes out of this crisis is me getting fired for not doing my job maybe it'll be for the best #..........that's not making me feel any better though

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filet-o-feelings · 10 months

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I'm leaning hard into the holiday spirit this year. Last year I was away for 2 weeks so I didn't even bother putting my tree up. There was one other year recently when I just couldn't muster the mental or physical energy to bother. So, I had the energy and time this weekend and my tree and decorations are already up, I've been burning cinnamon candles and drinking hot chocolate, and there's just a very cozy vibe in here. Who wants to come hang out and read holiday themed fics with me?

I love my little tree

#i haven't had much holiday spirit for several years #so even though I might be spending it alone (I'm trying to get my brother to visit)#I'm going all out #gonna bake all my favorite treats over the next few weeks #everyone that has tagged me in writing things this weekend this is what I've been doing instead #and reading #but there's still a few hours left for my brain to cooperate and write something #I should probably focus on smutsgiving and frozen over fics though #these cozy vibes are making me sleepy though

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sysig · 5 months

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Still normal don’t even worry about it (Patreon)

#Doodles #ADHD #I was Very nice to my fixation - when it was fixated on the thing I wanted it to be lol #Honestly I wasn't even that mean about the two (2!!) other things it wanted to brain-focus on #Mad about it but in that dopamine way lol #''Can we please get dopamine from this thing and not those other things? Please'' ''Lol''#That is not an answer!#It is honestly still really interesting data :0 #I've still never successfully forced a fixation but this is at least the second time I've continued a falling fixation #I wonder what the through-line is hahaha <knows the through-line #I was actually very resistant to fixating on the other things because my pride got in the way again lol #To the point where I didn't even write them down until recently pffft yeah that's how that works #''If I don't write them down then they don't count'' Uh Huh #Even if there are Some similarities to the last time I forcefully refixated there are still enough differences to make for interesting data #Like how the last time I had three in conflict did Not go well it was very rough on my brain - but this time was nice :D #Probably helps that the two-pair were kinda-sort from the same source so really I guess it Could be argued that it was just two in conflict #But I'm not counting it that way and since it's my brain and I make the rules that's what matters lol #The next set is one of the fixations you all saw the TV Guide for this week it's fine lol #The other - it's another video game but hmmm I might see about making fanart if/when I actually get to play it myself #It's very silly so I'm gonna hold onto it for a bit longer haha

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not-xpr-art · 1 year

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crowley sketch ~

#this may become a finished piece eventually or it may not we shall see lol...#good omens #crowley #wip sketch #sketch #digital art #i might put this on ice and focus on doing my august doctor who art since it's getting kinda close to the end of the month....#gonna start working on it next week tho cos i am SO tired atm lol... i'm cat sitting btw lol

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mytardisisparked · 3 months

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I feel like the weight of the last week is finally hitting me and I maybe need to sleep for 48 hours but I just drank a ton of caffiene so I guess I'm gonna read instead.

#maybe next time I go thru a natural disaster bandaging my emotions with memes is not the way #the problem is that when people around me are panicking my natural response is to be calm #its not so much a 'mom friend' function as a 'someone's gotta lead and everyone else is falling apart so I guess its gotta be me' function #so anyway the last week I have been holding myself and my neighbors together and now its friday and I am alone and its all kinda hitting #im emotionally fine I'm just EXHAUSTED #and I'm trying not to focus on the 'what ifs' but i could have lost my house #i could have lost my car #i almost did #tbh I probably could have died last saturday in the chaos of the disaster #and everyone was panicking so much that I am only just now getting to process #ANYWAY HAHA #sorry to get personal #tags on my blog are my journal sorry #personal #prolly gonna delete this later after a hot nap #but I gotta burn off the caffiene first

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jimmyjrsmusoems · 1 year

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if you see me on tumblr at all over the next week PLEASE yell at me. spray me with water like a cat. throw tomatoes at me. i am not allowed to be here!!!!

#i have TOO MUCH to do #tinimmy week is in 12 days but my friend is coming in 8 i think and i won't be able to write while she's here #so i have roughly 8 days to finish all of my tinimmy week fics / moodboards / etc #i'm doing OKAY progress wise but i need to focus!!!!#i have today + the next three days after off (thank fucking god) and i am not gonna do ANYTHING but write #and go to the dentist #thats it #okay xoxo bye c u soon

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ronanlynchbf · 8 months

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basically there's been a void inside of me since i was 6 and that's what's wrong with me.

#YO BRO DESTINED TO NEVER BELONG 👆🔥🔥🙏💥💯❗❗❗#r.txt #like. ever since i was a little kid i've felt a sense of alienation and lonesomeness whenever wherever & it's only gotten worse over time #<- lonesomeness really THE adam parrish word i can't not think of him whenever i use it. also shakira moment woo that wasn't intended but💪#anyway. urgh. february's such a weird month tbh like one day i'm feeling fine the next i'm contemplating changing my entire life and then #i'm back to feeling fine and waxing poetic abt nature only to feel guilty for simply existing and like i'm never gonna be happy EVER in the #history of my life two days later........fuckass month. count ur days 🔫😐#but we move 👍🙏💪#in other more positive news that i am gonna focus on instead of the stupid february feelings: i've applied for a new ID yday which was long #overdue and i'm over halfway through the 500+ page book i was reading for exams and i'm getting a newspaper job so i'll have a little bit o #income and guaranteed at least an hour outside in the fresh air biking and walking every week and it'll also leave me with enough time to #study without me feeling added pressure bc of the job & come july i'll be two years clean <33 so yay for me 👏

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