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GT Writing/Reading Question
Ive been writing GT stories for some time now, and reading them for much much longer, so I'm curious what the consensus of this topic is (my opinion and reasons in the tags if you're curious)
#Opinions ahead!!!#don't read until you answer the question#i dont want to influence your answer!#okay#personally i don't really include to many details when writing gt stories#or any story really for that matter#I rather focus on the interactions and showing what is happening#instead of focusing on the ways the characters hair flows in the cold spring wind#or the way the trees were wet with dew after the light downpour of the afternoon#I still include details when i feel they are necessary and HELP to further the experience#but i feel that a lot of the time these details are just fluff#and not the good kind#the kind that slows down pacing and makes it harder to stay focused#this is obviously my personal opinion but unless a GT story is truly truly captivating me i usually will skip over the super fine details#I often find myself skipping around to the dialogue of the story#I think details that describe the setting and like situation are totally fine and ADD to the story#and I love it then but i feel a lot of times it is just wasting the readers time#I don't wanna waste yalls time i want you to enjoy my story to the fullest#soooo yeah#I like detail but using it sparingly is a virtue IMO#very curious about the general consensus because i feel like this is an unpopular opinion on GT tumblr
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Welcome to the “they’re just like me fr (derogatory)” club featuring no color because I would rather die than draw Sif with color
#keese draws#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#jackie stern#oxygen not included#ignore how I made sif look comically tiny I didn’t mean to even if I’m right#also the (derogatory) mostly applies to just jackie but sif made me remember I have hashtag issues so he gets a lil too#I do deeply adore both of them I just like jackie more because she’s a terrible person#which in turn means I bully her harder#I wish I could imagine fun interactions between sif and her or olivia but alas I don’t think it’d be very interesting#jackie would not be interested in talking to sif and olivia as much as I love her isn’t a very interesting conversationalist lol#I’d still enjoy watching her and sif interact but I feel like sif would get kinda overwhelmed by her technical questions#same with jackie if she actually did talk to them but I think she’d be more keen to seek the scientists of their world#and then she’s like this time craft needing immense power thing is bullshit I did it and it generates infinite power all by itself#and then she blows up this planet too to prove her point or smth#but yeah there’s smth deeply wrong with these guys I think they should die horrifically over and over again#but alas that only happens to one of them 😔#I’d love to put jackie in a timeloop she’d actually probably be actively happy for the first maybe few months but once she starts to crack#she’d just spiral soooo bad and shes absolutely incapable of self reflecting so her ass is not escaping#rly the most interesting question of looping jackie to me is how long would it take her to even for a second think she might have done a#single thing wrong in her life lol#sif vc aw shit I just messed smth small up time to have a breakdown over it#jackie vc wtf why did the earth blow up this must be dr.techna’s fault
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Okay, so. No one needs to hear me out on this. I’m just saying. One day I’m going to crack and heave out all my biting commentary about Naruto gender and clan and lineage politics through the lens of an always-a-different-sex Kakashi fic or outline, and it’s just going to… exist… out there.
No one else gets changed, it’s just Kakashi, and it’s going to be a nightmare from start to finish that’s definitely also heavily tinged by my personal perspective on being agender aro ace.
#somehow I feel like this should get its own tag…#idk#I’ll figure it out later if the idea strongly persists#ANYWAY right out of the get go#you immediately have the shift in how Sakumo interacts with Kakashi#and especially the more toxic tinges of what ‘honor’ means for female shinobi#on top of Kakashi’s existing trauma around Sakumo’s death#PRO TO OFFSET THIS CON THOUGH#MORE KUSHINA#HI KUSHINA#I LOVE YOU KUSHINA#and fuck YES I’d heavily explore how this changes the team Minato dynamics#because from Kakashi’s side you have even more struggles over fitting ‘ideal expectations’ of being a shinobi#then contrasting with Rin’s perspective on the interplay of frontline vs support roles for female members#then poor Obito who you canNOT convince me was entirely properly socialized#and puts his foot in his mouth many times with Kakashi#not just due to what he absorbs from the Uchiha clan but also as the only male member on the team now#and then the whole friend killer thing still happens YIKES#ITS EVEN WORSE NOW#because Kakashi is growing into the teenage years without Minato or Kushina’a support anymore#and it’s time for gross lineage/heir politics that Kakashi escapes from by flinging herself into ANBU#even harder than canon maybe#clan raised vs civilian raised gender morality in the context of shinobi life FIGHT
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Pivotal bright spot (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#The Captain#Hhhhhh <3#I am once again ''Who am I without you'' - ZEX relies on Zelnick to affirm who he himself is! His Captain is a huge comfort!#It's the codependency for me <3#The way Zelnick comforts him is so sweet ;; He can be quite attentive! When he chooses to be hehe#He's hesitant and concerned but overcomes it to give ZEX what he needs in the moment ahh he's deserving of being a leader ♥#Like covering his eye for him - and repeating back his greeting! ;;;; How many times has ZEX introduced himself that now it's repeated back#How many times has he said those exact words so confidently that Zelnick can repeat it back to him#So confident in his identity until it's all brought into question - too many pieces that align Just So to know one way or anything!#How would his human love know so many details - but such specific details are concerning as well! What's real and what's not!#What's experienced and what's mentally real - or false! There's so many tricky mental traps set agh it's so good <3#It's so interesting how their character flaws interact with their self-assuredness hehe <3 Zelnick is brash and bold!#ZEX is careful and prideful - so which takes a harder hit in matters of the mind? ZEX is at a disadvantage in Max's body of course#Hghh there's so much about this scene that's so good tho ah#ZEX's worries of his own level of self-delusion bleeding out into accidentally telling lies - he's quite honest! Mostly ♪#But here it's all just deep concern - not of Trying to manipulate but being so far gone that he can't Help but do so! Being out of control!#Of course that would be very scary for him :( And of lying to himself? The kind of thing that's wholly repulsive to him </3#Ughhh this scene breaks my heart because they really love each other and ZEX wants him and needs him but I know what will happen ;;#At least they're able to give each other a bit of comfort in the moment - whether it's true or not (it is true haha) the contrast helps#Even in Max's body and even unsure of himself getting to hold his human - this human - feels real and right <3#He's still worried afterwards of course - takes something convincing to pull him out of it! - and Zelnick continues to comfort him <3#I love palm kisses as well ugh they're so sweet ;; <3 What a lovely way to show his solidarity! Hehe ♥
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Some 4 hours in and a summary of my thoughts while playing is a mix of Grump It and frequently chanting 'leave me alone'.
Anyway, I would thoroughly recommend ISAT.
#in stars and time#like I don't suck at fighting#I just hoard items then become allergic to actually using them#maybe it's because everyone is L45/46 rn but damn those sadnesses hit harder than I'd like them to even when they're resistant moves#one thing I need to get used to is the fact the enemies respawn so easily#and man those change god blessings don't seem to have any noticeable effect on me at the moment#I can get as frustrated as I want about my health worries though#the interactions between characters when we discover new stuff together makes it all worth it#like god I love them especially Siffrin and Isabeau's friendship
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Anyway Lucajen and Athykiel are the superior WMMAP ships imo
#platonic lucathy is the only lucathy i can accept#i was meh when i first read it#but rereading it i dont like the romantic undertones of the relationship lmao idk why it doesn't work for me#ATHYKIEL ON THE OTHER HAND#beloved#love it so much#absolute perfection and had such good perfection i was sold on their first interaction#lucajen just has a lot of untapped potential for me#idk why but they give me kyohru vibes from fruits basket??#she fell first he fell harder annoyance to lovers type vibes#immaculate#i just want more jenette tbh#she's my fave in the manhwa can you tell?? lol#wmmap#jennette margarita#athykiel#athanasia de alger obelia#ijekiel alpheus#lucas wmmap#lucajen#mousie.txt
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I think one of the hardest parts of healing is when you truly love the person or people who hurt you, especially if they realized their mistakes and are making moves to be better.
My childhood was affected negatively by a few people I really love, and that’s why I have agere as a coping mechanism. To make up for what I lost in my childhood. But at the same time, I can’t be too mad at those who hurt me because they were just as lost and confused as I was/am. I have to acknowledge what their childhoods were like, the time they grew up in, and where they learned their habits from. Often the people who hurt us were hurt by people too or grew up in an unstable environment. That’s not always the case, and I’m not using that as an excuse for their bad behavior or the negative ways they treated me, but it puts it in perspective and makes it easier for me to let things go, which helps me a lot.
Did the way they treat me when I was a kid hurt me? Yes absolutely. But who they were then is not who they are now. They’re not perfect, but they’re healing too. I wish it happened sooner and I wish I didn’t have to be the brunt of their anger, but that’s why I’m ending the cycle. Maybe the person who hurt you never apologized or changed for the better. That’s their problem, not yours. You can heal and be better. But if they did I think it’s fair to them to recognize that. If I’m allowed to heal, shouldn’t they be allowed to heal too?
I don’t know if that makes sense but it’s something I think about a lot. Forgiveness is a powerful thing, and even if the person you’re forgiving doesn’t change completely or at all, it still gives you the opportunity to get that weight off your chest. Because at the end of the day, the way they treated you wasn’t your fault. It’s a hard pill to swallow, and it hurts sometimes, but it also frees me from a lot of anxiety.
#this was all over the place so I hope my point translates#I’m not excusing abusive behavior or saying you have to forgive the people who hurt you#I’m just saying that in my experience it helps me let things go#this is about my parents btw#they hurt me but#I love them so much#they are hurt people too#and I’m lucky they are trying harder to unlearn their bad habits#not everyone gets that…#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#age regressor#age regression#agere blog#agere positivity#quizzyrambles
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also the Biggest Eternalest Moods
#cagey things unite#not a lot is more distilledly; viscerally Autistacity Moments than mordecai in stressed mode italicized Please Don't Touch Me#the striking verisimilitude. let's squop; boys#truly beautiful again that these two have met over brunch & politely declined to interact w/each other in the least. reasonable#real recognition of ''don't bother this person at all Or straightup start shooting'' approach#fun; enriching; perhaps informative to juxtapose these two as well....#for one thing you could count ''did you kill your dad'' handshake b/w them#if you suppose that [mordecai is most driven by grief for atlas] as a ''that was his dad'' kind of situation#sounds like he was off to a terrible start as one if it was predicated by tossing mordecai into the crucible of Learn By Doing hitmannery#but like ''oh perfect you already know your lines'' type [terrible fatherhood? realism points]#though not like we know what mordecai's definite actual dad was like. don't want to insult him. just that he died & all#and maybe also a younger sibling too....noted a Family Photo ft. his mom with a baby in addition to his other younger sisters#and the picture taken by whom. likely as anything his dad then....#personally i lean towards [mordecai kind of in love w/atlas] but many things fulfill the Aggrieved By His Death peak relevant situation#lackadaisy#and i do have that marigold bowling team post fr lol. just have to like; make it#autistic cagey things unite even harder
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Just hate-scrolled hella so uhhhhh let me do smthn really funny 😊
TERFS die challenge trans people be realer than you ever were. Dare I even go out on a limb and say that I would kill every TERF I see by slingshotting stones at them. You're just jealous that trans women are exponentially better women than you could ever be 🖕.
Now look at my funny cat.
#hate scrolling involved unfortunately going through their tags which actually#lead me to discover several blogs spamming stupid shit to inhibit actual transphobes from communicating#let me join in and make it harder 😊😊😊#terfsafe#terfs please interact#gender critical#idfk anything else but basically 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕 TERFS SUCK MY FUCKING CLITTTTTTT#// transphobia#tw transphobia#okay good night. love you all kisses kisses hugs for all#except well. TERFs lmao.#strange night I'm having but 🫡 sweet dreams to those who deserve them
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every few months I go "maybe I DO want to play ttrpgs" and then usually nothing happens because I get too nervous and also realize that I don't care for roleplaying (you know. ttRPg)
#But is it a 'I genuinely don't enjoy this' or a 'I'm bad at this so it's stressful but could be fun'? I genuinely don't know.#I tend to think it's more of the first because of the way I'm with ocs too (dgaf about them)#but it's like... Maybe if you have people to bounce off of...#my friends are trying to get me to play dnd with them and I 1) don't want to play dnd#and 2) it might be harder to try roleplaying with people I know well then ones I don't & half of probably won't interact with much again?#I mean there's up- & downsides to both...#I can't believe I'm thinking about this again .#I'd actually love to try like. A letter type game that's just writing back&forth I read something like that a mutual+their friend did once#Writing is still hard and I'm not good at it but it's easier than coming up with something on the spot! It's the improvisation of it all 😓#That game was about a mech & pilot. it was cool. Sighs..........#rosa talk
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The riddler but he's wearing the cardigan from that one post that says the riddler if he slayed which is so wrong of them bc he ALWAYS slays that's like his thing
#the riddler#dc#dc art#dc fanart#the riddler fanart#love this guy#art#myart#also real quick just wanted to say thank you to everyone whos liked or interacted with my stuff on here bc it genuinely means a lot#ive been posting my art on instagram for 3 years and ihavent passed 100 followers which can be a bit demoralising#idont want to make everything abt engagement and numbers bc its not. i draw bc its what i love doing but this is what i want to do for a#living too#and its harder to do that if you dont have an audience#but even just disregarding all of that#kind words mean a lot to me and ive gotten a couple on here now and it makes me very emotional#anyway. the riddler#hes my silly little guy
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Since we are discussing romantic partners... Stan goes for someone who would make him laugh / laughs at or at least enjoys or tolerates his jokes, someone who listens and wants to spend time with him, someone who would go along with his schemes or at the very least not be put off by them. Also, I don't think he'd like anyone who actively tries to change him.
Honestly, he is probably not the best partner; he has admitted that he doesn't think before he says anything and often gets slapped, he lies compulsively even to people he cares about, he 'has little regard for other people's emotions or possessions', but that could just be him putting up walls because he doesn't want people to get close/living a lie for three decades and it's hard to be yourself after that. And, y'know. He's just unabashedly a jerk.
One thing is for sure, Stan would fight for you. He would kill for you. He has your back. You mess with someone he loves, and you mess with the Pines family type deal. He flew out to Vegas to marry a damn coin-operated machine, so flings would be quite chaotic, but they'd also be fun. He also seems to be weird with money (won't buy Mabel pancakes because of the 'expensive flour' but will openly bribe people/go to Vegas), so gifts might be sparse, but if you like doing nothing like watching TV or playing cards or going for a road trip then he's the guy for you.
He's a lot, but if he loves you, he will love you fiercely.
#( headcanons. )#( this isnt even mentioning how GROSS he is in canon. this guy doesnt wash his hands after using the bathroom#( i dont want to dissuade people from shipping because it is fun! and i love the ships we have!#( but i wanted to comment#( also he is openly misogynistic in canon :/#( i wont justify that with him being born in the 50s i will slap him#( sir it is 2024 we do not do that#( um. what else#( oh he would probably show a partner off like he did with darlene. walking with her and pointing at her#( i think he has a lot of issues to work through but hey. like i said. he would love fiercely#( young stan isnt much better#( anyway. bedtime lol.#( goodnight friends ♡#( thank u for shipping with me. and writing with me#( i cherish every interaction even if theyre fighting#( oh wait also if you are pretty/handsome he might fall harder looks seem to be a big part of finding someone attractive#( and whatever happened with lazy susan i don't remember exactly what he said at this moment
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feeling like such a loser lately and like is it the winter or is the introversion or is it the disability???
#for a while now its been so hard for me to discern if social stuff is hard because im ND or because im an introvert#theoretically i love parties but im horrible at them on my own#i dont know what to say or how to start conversations#i desperately want to mingle and talk to people and have a god time but idk how to start that interaction#esp because i dont love talking about my work/home life (bc it makes me feel like a loser!) so i dont want to ask people about their work#in case they reciprocate and ask me about mine#also the masking#the masking is exhausting#!#the ND masking not covid masking!!#im afraid ill have nothing to add to a conversation#im afraid when i do speak up that ill ramble about something no one cares about or talk fkr too long or being jn skmething that feels like#non sequitur and ill watch peoples eyes glaze over as they scan the room for others to talk with#i have no social anxiety about like asking for help or directions or “hey where did you get that pizza it smells so good”#or “omg i love your outfit!!!”#but in a room full of people who sort of know each ither#or like p much any space where there are clumps of people talking and im not in any of them?#i feel like a bother and incompetent#i crawled out from under my rock for my only social engagement this month and theyre on their 3rd of the day and loving it#hoping eventually i wont feel the need tk mask so much. i know that makes things so much harder#=
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Another "hot damn that's some blindness you got going on there" moment: watching a vod of a Tomb Raider Remaster speedrun and not being able to tell if these are the new graphics or old until I see a blue skybox somewhere. XD
#just blind things#they didn't change the sound effects and everything does look the same#sometimes the old graphics are actually easier for me to see XD#part of why I sucked so bad at this whole series#is that everything blends into the bg so I never knew what to interact with#also no depth perception makes 3D platformers and shooters way harder haha#tomb raider#still love these games tho#lara croft is cool and I'm glad people stream them so I can enjoy them even more#still have my copies of the guides and the original games
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//btw apologies for the bad english, i swear i'm doing my best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#//reason number one i'm not writing long loooong things anymore: i got burn out using another language than my mother tongue and it got me#good so i'm trying my best to avoid that again if i can i do try for longer stuff but it's waaay harder and longer still got blocked when#tho trying lmaooooo//#//also people making fun of you and making no effort to help you when obviously you're struggling with that didn't help#//it's not an excuse just trying to put the issue into words???#//tho it's not bc i can't write longer stuff that you have to stop yourself from writing it i still have an issue WRITING not READING i#love reading my rp partners ramblings it makes me feel like they enjoy the interaction lol//#ooc;;asterrambles#ooc;;tobedeleted
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#i know it's silly and stupid#but i cant help but feel sooooo hurt that he doesnt wanna follow me anymore#or interact with my blogs#... this is really childish and embarrassing#but i wanted him to interact with me so bad i've tried a few times to like send him posts and stuff (that remind me of him)#but he still doesnt interact ... it's like he doesnt want to have anything reblogged from me on his blog#it just feels like he's trying to keep me as far away from him as possible#like he just doesnt want us to be close at all...#that hurt bc i love him sm all i want is for us to be close#actually it hurts even more bc he said he wanted me. he made me believe he felt all these things for me#and then he just suddenly started to slowly pull away#and i get it i get it.... he isnt in love with me and he doesnt care to keep me close#that's that on that!! but i just cannot let go#i should be strong and cut him off and focus on myself and meet someone who'll love me the way i need#i just feel like i have a connection with him i cant find with anyone else#and that makes it so so much harder for me to just leave#even if he clearly doesnt want me close#it just hurts so much#how he doesnt even want to interact on tumblr 💀#how he like hates my blog now and how im only bad energy in his life#it hurts!!!!!!
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