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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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the leverage team would have had a games night… once. everyone cheated so much and in such increasingly extreme ways that all mentions of monopoly are banned in their headquarters (this makes talking about marks who monopolize the market very confusing)
#leverage#nate wouldn’t cheat but he’d be by far the most annoying still. like he’d conduct a whole Scheme to win and give a little monologue wheneve#he made a good move and everyone would want to kill him#parker woukd obvs be stealing money & cards and she’d move their pieces and swap their stuff#but also she’d try to use her turn to rob the bank#sophie would use neurolinguistic programming and dominate the board w properties#which somehow parker would literally never land on and that’s incredibly suspicious but none of them really know how she could possibly be#manipulating that fact? it’s logically impossible bc they’re watching her roll the die and move the piece and sophie knows which properties#she owns so it makes no sense. but parker is parker and she simply will not be caught (even by sophie’s properties)#hardison has studied monopoly theory (yes there are math theories on how to play monopoly) and /tries/ to abide by them but again. sophie i#manipulating him and parker is stealing from him (and sometimes oddly enough *for* him. new money ends up in his bank somehow) so it’s hard#so eventually he resorts to cheating like Everyone Fucking Else and does pretty well bc he rlly does know what sets he wants etc.#eliot is genuinely playing normally. no cheating no math stuff no schemes.#but he’s just sitting there fuming the entire time bc they’re all very obviously messing with the game and he Knew this was gonna happen bu#goddamn hardison & parker especially know how to get on his nerves (often purposely)#he calms down by making some snacks and. resorting to also cheating lol.#leverageposting
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i am in love with your sollux i think
sollux love party :]
if you’re interested heres some of my personal fondness thoughts on him.. big warning for the mega long read ahead aye
as we alr know sollux's rejection of participation somewhat mirrors dave's rejection of heroism, but even without getting cooked to completion i still find sollux's character v compelling beyond the fourth wall
as someone who doesnt get a pinch of that Protagonist Sparkle to begin with, he can openly say he wants to leave anytime…. and unlike dave, he actually Can leave the scene anytime. but he can never be truly Free from the story via permanent character death like the other trolls.
his irrelevancy is indeed relevant - he’s there so u can point him out.
while his image is intended to be a relic of past internet subculture, his role is not only about hehehaha being a Chad or a 2000s cyberforum 2²chan haxxor ragequit gamebro.
his continued existence also happens to add a Bit to the overarching themes of homestuck! a Bit that gives him longer-lasting thematic relevance compared to the trolls who could’ve had more character potential but didnt get to survive beyond the main story.
the Bit in question:
his defiance contributes to the illusion of agency (treating characters = people with autonomy). he’s “aware” of it, and that recognition is worth noting enough to forcibly keep him alive as both reward and punishment.
considering how his personality & classpect is designed its definitely a very haha thing for hussie to do LOL. he’s made to be op asf so he's resigned to doing dirty work, gradually deteriorating along the way but never truly dying. as fans have mentioned before, him openly rejecting involvement after a while of grim tolerance is like if the sim u were controlling suddenly stopped, looked up and gave u the finger while u were step six into the walkthrough for Every Possible Sim Death Animation.
but since he’s just a sim… the more he hates it, the more you keep him around. if ur sim started complaining abt your whimsical household storyline you’d definitely keep that little fuck.
but yeah i like that sollux is just idling. the significance of his presence being that one dude who's always reliably Somewhere, root core Unchanged, no individual ambitions (possibly due to fear of consequence?), and design-wise: a staple representative product of his time.
compared to dirk's character, who has aged phenomenally well into the present (themes of control + AR + artificial intelligence, clearer exploration around navigating relationships/sexuality, infinite possibilities of self-splinterhood and trait inheritance), sollux's potential is really... contained. bitter. defeatist. limiting and frustrating in the way old tech is.
the world continues moving on to shinier, brighter, more advanced automated things - minimalist and metaverse or whatever but sollux is still here 🧍♂️ going woohoo redblue 3d. (tho personally i imagine his vibe similar to what the kids call cassette futurism on pinterest mixed w more grimy grunge insectoid influences eheh)
conceptually-speaking,
at the foundation of it all, the rapid pace of modern development was built off the understanding of ppl like sollux in the past, who were There actively at work while the dough was still beginning to rise
thats one of the cool things abt the idea of trolls preceding humans! the idea that trolls like sollux excelled back when lots of basic shit still needed to be discovered, building structures like networks and codes from scratch, and humans will eventually inherit and reinvent that knowledge in ways that become so optimized it makes the old manual effort seem archaic, slow, and labour-intensive.
but despite information/resources/shortcuts being more accessible now, much of the new highly-anticipated stuff released on trend still end up unfinished, inefficient, or expiring quickly due to cutting corners under severe capitalistic pressures
meanwhile, some of the old stuff frm past generations of thorough, exploratory and perfectionistic development still remains working, complete, and ever so sturdy.
those things continue to exist, just outside our periphery with either:
zero purpose left for modern needs (outdated/obsolete)
or
far too important to replace or destroy, bcs of its surprisingly essential and circumstantial usefulness in one niche specific area.
which are honestly? both points that sum up sollux pree well.
dramatic ending sorry. anw are u still on the fence or are u Sick abt him like me </3
#ask#anon#sollux captor#homestuck#hs2 spoilers#2023#vioart#hs2 sollux explaining girls and bitches to john: 🗣️🗣️🗣️#mr foods‚ setting up the visuals: LMAO ok pause. cool story bro theyre all gone its just u n ur sandwich bro.#now that i think abt it sol's kind of a toaster? awkwardly takes up countertop space#lacks the versatility and sociability of an air fryer/pressure cooker. unwashed and littered w crumbs!#but sometimes the clear‚ frank simplicity of the toaster is a temporary lifesaver for ppl who struggle w low appetite / decision fatigue#or ppl who just have a habit of eating toast for breakfast LOL#and eh ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯ even if u dont feel like toasting today thats ok he's still gonna be sitting there 👍👍#a funnyman..... i curse him in my pan but root for him in my biscuit 🫶
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Still trying to finish other things but in the meantime- updated design for my older May! She's an Ace Trainer
#you cant see it form the angle i put it at but she wears her gym badges pinned on her bag! shes proud of them lol#she DID technically win the champion title but the hoenn region saw what happened in kanto#w a child fleeing into the mountains and becoming a hermit. and were like ykno what lets Not do that#so it was kept a secret. shes free to revisit it now that shes older but she doesnt want any champion business anyhow#shes havin fun travelling#she still does contests! her n brendan both#brendan competes in cleverness n toughness contests may in cute and beauty contests... both of them fight in coolness contests#lisia sits back and watches as she clutches out the win yet again cus the stupid teenagers were too focused on winning from EACHOTHER#that they forgot about winning in GENERAL.#good job guys#not totally set on her team?#she has her blaziken. thats also her mega mon#tempted to give her mudkip its just baby forever#she has access to latias? but i dont think shes using it on her team just for flying#ill prolly let her keep her wailord she also uses in game its funny as hell#anyways its mostly all still up in the air#also her n brendan r fighting over custody of cosplay pikachu n theyre both losing#oras#pokemon trainer may#i forgot to actually tag this w the fandom LMAO OOPS#my own rambling makes me forget#hoenn
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WHERE MY DAE-HO FANS AT?? [crickets]
+ doodles vvv




penis 👍
#OOOUGHAHHHHH#squid game#kang dae ho#player 388#artsbotz#this drawing caused me endless grief. but i have to provide for my son if nobody else will#ill draw him happy soon 🫡#also will draw evil 457 yaoi too#girlll. every time i see ppl switching up on dae ho in the finale i go crazy. most blatant ptsd symptoms ever. OPEN UR EYES#‘oh hes a fake marine’ ‘stolen valour’ STFUUUU!!!!!!!!! YOU DONT KNOW HIM.#<- if this turns out to be the case in s3 im walking into the ocean#but i still think either way he is 100% ptsd. same w gi hunnnn#nobody GAFFFF abt gi huns trauma man. ‘he learnt nothing lol’ you dont get it… you just dont…#anyways YAY…. life is beautiful#i got a watch and set an hourly timer on it to remind me to check my schedule on the hour#but so far all its really doing is jumpscarinh me#so its a success. lol. ok bye
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₊❏❜ ⋮ i'll chase you to the ends of the earth. ⚬𓂂
@dolasach
He is used to it; however, that didn't mean he accepted it.
Rafayel sighed as he let his head rest against his palm, the same thing being drilled into his mind by the endless sea of words spewing the history of Lemuria and the world on the surface repeated like a broken record from the elders. He seemed to be falling asleep and was immediately scolded for not paying attention.
Evidently, something came up that had the elders leave the vicinity for the time being and this served as an opportunity for Rafayel to escape. He had attempted in doing so a few times, but he was sure that this time he would be able to be successful.
A blue fish swam around him and held his hand out, allowing the fish to swim over his palm.
"Shall we head to the surface? It's a little boring right now and I'm tired of hearing the elders saying the same thing over and over again."
The fish continued swimming over his palm before seemingly directing him toward an opening to which he was able to squeeze through. It was then he realized that he was out of the city walls of Whalefall City and was able to swim to the surface.
He thanked the fish before it disappeared back through the city walls and Rafayel didn't have to think twice as he turned away from Whalefall City to swim up to the surface; however, before he allowed himself to fully come out, he swam slowly as the damn words from the elders rang in his head.
"The world on the surface is dangerous, even if those people worship our Sea God, there is a chance that someone will try to capture him."
"As the previous Lemurians have..."
"Rafayel, you must never venture out to the surface world. Your people are here, that is all that should concern you."
And the annoying part of all. "The Sea God will one day meet the Goddess of the Forest, and when that day comes, should he fall in love with her, it will be the beginning of the downfall of Lemuria."
Rafayel always thought it to be those stories to be something a parent would tell to their child to make them listen. And besides, Rafayel had always been, not only a rebellious soul, but one of sheer curiosity.
Once he peeked out from the water, he spotted a woman by the shore. And he had seen a few other humans before, but something about her was different and he couldn't help but to swim towards the shore, closer to her. Who could she be? For some reason... he needed to know and while he doesn't know why he needs to, he simply just has to try; in a way, it felt as though there were residual feelings, feelings that weren't from him and that in itself baffled him.
So without thinking, his mouth opened to speak.
"Who might you be? You don't seem... human to me, although you do appear to be." He tilted his head briefly before letting out a laugh. "Ah, apologies. This is bold of me, I will admit."
#rpv; god of the tides#rp; closed#for; dolasach#eternity will bring you near : ❝ grá mo chroí ❞#god x god : time stills for no one; not even the gods#₊❏❜ ⋮ i'll chase you to the ends of the earth. ⚬𓂂#[ yeets this at u#[ i'm fine. everything's great *excited noises*#[ weeps pls don't feel the need to match the length#[ just setting it up and all ; w ;
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#i got war and peace today . leo tolstoy war and peace#character development bc i used to sparknote all my classics in hs sorry 😟#but ive been wanting 2 read this one soo bad .. sights set on pierre bezukhov .. the yearning . the philosophizing#and i rly enjoy the prose & syntax so far idk i was LOL i was gna read da 4mbessa book but ok trust im not hating im really not but i stared#at the first few pages and o was like i dont want to read this actually LMAOOO#im so pickyyy ab style >__<…. but ya i picked up the pevear and volokhonsky translation#and the intro page excites me . the drops dripped vs branches dripped translation debate sold me ykwim#ugh i love when the authors note goes into a little biography .. setting the scene for why the book was written / inciting events#and how critics regarded his style and what tolstoy wrote in later articles ab role of historian / role of artist and the unique nature of t#this book & how it can be classified . yes… YESSS!!! TEACH ME !#im emvarrassed to say . natasha pierre & the great comet of 1812 is probably one of if not my favorite musicals of all time#so im alr endeared too even if thats just a popularized rendition HAHAHAHA#and i was playing civ vi the other day when my great writer produced war and piece w an excerpt and i wa like ok o need to join the club its#about time#yaay . ok#anyways#im cold its been so cold this week
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Sorry for the spam (^o^;) I just really like your blog
no need to apologize ayy!
in this corner we welcome all forms of enjoyment, regardless of whether you're a
happy to have yall here w me,
headin into homestuck 2024 :^)
#was debating if sollux truly was lurker type but then i rmbr'd him quietly reading all of karkat's memos for a good laugh HAHAHAHAAH#ask#aleemie#homestuck#karkat vantas#sollux captor#solkat#2024#vioart#but o. regarding the etiquette learned frm other socmed#spamming here is safe+good! it does not harm the op by shadowbanning like instagram#and its not 💀 like twitter where ur likes/following are permanently set to public#ur tumblr experience is within ur control it can be as free/empty/curated as u want!!#((tho ofc i do encourage rbing for ppl who've been hoping to start that habit!!#s'cool to slowly work ur way up from the extra special posts that hv lingered longest in ur heart and quietly build ur cache trove :-)#for example back when i was struggling to rt on a new twt acc i just started setting nonsense criteria for myself LOL#like “breaking this void is scary holy fuck ok i shall start by rting posts w brownish/reddish clrs bcs its inspo vibes for my art”#and gradually after a while of deliberate sharing i gained more confidence to share a larger variety of posts that make me feel things!!!!#no more training wheels i may be scared but i love loving more!!!!#same goes for engaging w fics too it takes energy to think of how to comment and thats ok‚ do ur best to explore what works for u!!!!#take screenshots of ur fave paragraphs & start annotating in gallery/notes app if that helps!!!!#also tumblr's customizable queue means u can stack posts and bolt hgehehe. my preferred form of existing on the net))
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mmmmmm. Jon, Martin, Nastya, Jayce, and Viktor all end up in the same somewhere else.
that somewhere else?
being teachers/assistants at Aguefort Adventuring Academy
#too niche?#doesnt make sense?#Jons a warlock#Nastyas an artificer#Viktor is a tomeless bastard(sorcerer)(also multiclass w artificer)#idk what to do for Jayce and Martin#dunno why but martin has paladin vibes to me#for jayce my brains going artificer who multiclassed barbarian#also jon and nastya are TA type things but Viks a full teacher#stardiamond got braught back in this AU (starts sometime during sophmore/junior year) and since nowhere else would hire him he's#stuck at aguefort#vik was half set up as another set of hands and half just to babysit him. make sure he doesnt try to end the world again#shenanigans ensue#(I havent watched junior year)#(nother set of hands cause idc how 'chill and easy' sorcery classes are. putting a bunch of dumb teenagers with power like that in a room-#-is a nightmare)#(I'm also unschooled and dont play DnD so take all this with a grain of salt)#neos scramblings#the magnus archives#fantasy high#the mechanisms#jon sims#martin blackwood#nastya rasputina#jayce talis#viktor arcane#why am I main tagging#IM MAKING AUS AND CROSSOVERS NO ONE BUT 2013 CAN EVEN FATHOM
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that crushed sugar feel
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#i was just describing how this image feels on my Insides but it works for the title hjfsh :3#//her hair is so hard <3 to draw <3 but i love the result so much every time so i'll never stop lmao <3#i have tried using the symmetry brush for her hair before too and it Does Not Work. i am eyeballing this all the time gbghbshf <3#//my art is slowly taking on this Vibe(tm) that i did not anticipate but it's cool :D colourrrrrr#i played around with the subtract layer glitch + the old overlay glitch i used to do all the time#the ink subtracts are set to 50 n the overlays on top are 100. they're both of of the same 2 colours 👍#also still trying to figure out the noise thing! for every piece i'm picking a different layering method (difference is really cool but it#needs even More layers to light stuff back up wauhghh) and let me yap abt that rq i'm in the mood hbfhsjf#so i usually use 2 separate noise layers set to 2 different blending modes: the first one changes a Lot but the second one is usually#difference or pin light depending on if i feel like if it needs to be darker or not. so uuuuusually i put the entire main image/s in a#folder and hit clipping mask on noise-layer1 but that's a hassle (bc of the glitch layers - they don't interact as nicely w/ the bg clrs :/#so this time i set a difference layer over the whole thing and set it to 20%; then lightened the fore-image/s by a pin light layer set to#10% - that also gives it a bit of a warmer feel like tinted film i think hfsh :>#so this layer interacts with Everything! so then noise-layer2's job is to help the fore-image/s pop more (esp since the sticker-outline is#rly light n so is the bg) so what i did was take duplicate noise-layer1 -> noise-layer2 -> 20% pin light#pin light is a Great blending mode for noise i love it a lot <3 it's not great for smaller images but it's reaaaally good for bigger ones o#backgrounds lol :D#//okay i'll stop with all that now hbfshfv ; i should be sleeping actually.. good night ^v^
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i have some thoughts about familiars
took us a while to come up with one for larry
#adventure time#wizard city#peppermint#larry#cadebra#spader#life giving magus#little dude#digital#pep has doves very simple boring animal but theyre so pretty. larry has lizards very classic wizard animal particularly but the BIG ones...#they like him.#i rly liked when max suggested phoenix for pep so i set his dove on fire#he insisted on chinchilla for deb but i thought about it later and you know what. magician. rabbit. come on. MAGICIAN! RABBIT!#and it hit me like. Today. six months later. spader should be butterflies hes so butterflies forever. hes like this egg all gooey inside#we literally never came up with one for blaine.#i kept suggesting cat for everyone bc i am basic but honestly. i mean. their family is rfiends with grand master wizard the Cat Guy himself#maybe theyre predisposed to it#'larrys familiar is a heaving pile of eyes' i was having a rly bad time trying to decide on one but lizards is cute#at the TIME max had decided on snakes for spader but that doesnt vibe w me anymore sorry max. its cute#and i like larry and spader haing similar ones thats cute#but idk. idk. i cant.#i dont think spader ever got a familiar i think they did familiars after he died . peace.#but butterflies is really vibey. because of tthe whole. situation. with the. situation.#larry and deb having familiars like oohooheehee someone to help me and hang out w me#spader having a fmailiar like (wakes up in a scary forest) oh gob. where the fuck am i. save me little critter.#maybe ill draw him with snakes another time... i like snakes.#i have other thoughts on familiars htis is just . images. but . im runnig out of tags and i dont. wanna talk here. just look at my dragons
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i really wanna make more impractical/unsafe body piercings. stuff you cant really do in real life without Issues but its fine for simmies. teehee.
#if/when i get back to making stuff thatll be in my queue#along w all those preset and slider requests#(next thing i plan on releasing ought to be a hand and foot slider set)#i also might wind up remaking some of my other piercings tbh i wanna remake the mesh of the piercing i was using.#cuz it was a curved barbell and tbh if i had just manipulated it into more of a staple shape it mightve played nicer.#might not have even needed metal under the skin...#but on the other hand it would look way worse if there was clipping.#so maybe not.#simoleon
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I was talking with a friend about the canon named women of Les Mis and decided to experiment to see who those are according to Les Mis fanworks.
Behold: your top ten women of Les Mis.
#method was selecting to exclude every man/non-Les Mis character until I had a full set of 10 LM women#this is imperfect because obv Magloire and Baptistine frequently feature with the Bishop whose works are excluded#and that same effect will apply to most of these characters (e.g. any fic with Dahlia that mentions Tholomyès would be excluded)#(e.g. any fic with Mme T where M T shows up would be excluded) (etc.)#however it does feel telling that Leia Organa Sam Winchester and Harry Potter all appeared before Marguerite#who the fuck is writing Ensemble I Just Wanna Talk#Dahlia and Zéphine having the same number mostly confuses me bc I know for a fact that I wrote a fic with only Favourite and Dahlia#so someone write a fic with Zéphine and without Dahlia#Favourite is Problematic Fave so I'm not surorised she has more#I AM surprised that my girl Bappy has more fics than Magnon#but then I'm also totally unsurprised that Mlle Miss/Magnon aka actual canon lesbian couple (not fucking w you this is for real)#hasn't received more screentime. bc fandom culture.#(but also this had started so I could try to see if the fandom had given the snitchin factory woman a name)#(since I had assumed the musical side of things had toxic yuri unrequited jealousy factory woman/fantine content)#(I have been disappointed more by this fandom but God ... do less)#les mis#ao3#shitposting @ me#ignore the timestamp that doesn't matter this is a v normal daylight hours exercise
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angelica's three fundamental truths
disclaimer: this is my first hamilton analysis, pls give me grace as i figure out how this works. all of this is my own opinion, so if u disagree or don't understand smth PLS TELL ME!! id love to discuss or debate :∙D
1. "I'm a girl in a world in which my only job is to marry rich. my father has no sons, so I'm the one who has to social climb for one. so I'm the oldest and the wittiest, and the gossip in nyc is insidious. and alexander is penniless... that doesn't mean I want him any less."
angelica always has her weight of her family name hanging over her head (much like burr). it's not as if she can't handle this responsibility; she is a genius and has good control over herself.
alexander, however, almost makes her forget her duties and loosen her manner (I say almost cuz "what the hell is the catch" & "you forget yourself" show that it was still in the back of her mind). this isn't just because shes attracted to him; alexander is also a mirror for her, a what-if. angelica is a genius on par with hamilton, but is restricted by being a woman and by her status as a schuyler. alexander is hindered by neither of these (as much as he'd love to have the latter), so he functions as the idea of freedom for her. later on (in "take a break"), it seems as if she lives vicariously through him, cuz he's got everything she wants; to stay in new york, to stay with her sisters, to write for freedom and build the new country. i imagine that if she wasn't into hamilton, she'd be jealous of him instead.
2. "he's after me cuz I'm a schuyler sister, that elevates his status. I'd have to be naive to set that aside, maybe that is why I introduce him to eliza, now that's his bride. nice going, angelica, he was right: you will never be satisfied."
while being a schuyler opens many opportunities for angelica, it also means she has to be wary of her suitors' ulterior motives. more important in these lines is angelica's indirect description of eliza compared to herself. angelica knows that she herself is smart and quick witted, and that she fits the skills needed to be an heiress. eliza does not. angelica doesn't call her naive as an insult; it doesn't really seem to occur to her that it is an insult at all. she states it as fact that eliza won't care that alexander might be after her just for her wealth (and she is correct).
(also noteworthy is that angelica doesn't stop loving alex despite that possibility either. maybe the draw of meeting her equal is enough?? even tho she suspects him to be a cheater and gold digger??
...I don't know what they both see in him =_=)
3. "I know my sister like I know my own mind. You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind. if I tell her that I love him, she'd be silently resigned. he'd be mine. she would say I'm fine; she'd be lying."
and finally the key difference between angelica and hamilton: family. more specifically, caring for someone else more than for yourself. angelica has her own aspirations and desires but they will always be secondary to her family, both abstractly, as she preserves her family's legacy, and practically, as she chooses eliza's happiness over her own.
hamilton does not have that kind of bond with anyone. for all that he can be caring and protective of his people and his nation, he will always put himself first. it's not surprising, considering how he grew up, but it still ends up being his undoing.
(also of note here is this description of eliza. specifically that she stays "silently resigned" & lies to cover her feelings when she's upset. perhaps this is what eliza usually does for angelica, but for hamilton she makes no secret of her feelings. to be fair, even eliza herself constantly understates her agency and willpower (see: the entirety of "helpless"). however, when eliza knows what she wants she does not hesitate to get it. I have a few more thoughts about her having an easier life because of angelica's sacrifices, as well as angelica misunderstanding her, but that's for a separate post.)
bonus: "but when I fantasize at night it's alexander's eyes, as I romanticise what might have been if I hadn't sized him up so quickly. At least my dear eliza's his wife... at least I keep his eyes in my life."
earlier angelica applauds her intelligence and perceptiveness, but here she curses it. ignorance is bliss, and if she wasn't so attentive to her family's needs, she could follow her own ventures. but!! don't forget that though she doesn't act on her ambitions, they are always there. she doesn't stop dreaming of alexander, or stop missing her sisters and her city.
tldr: angelica is a disciplined, genius woman of high social standing, and is critically aware of this. she constantly has the weight of supporting her family on her mind, and is devoted to them. hamilton represents her more self-centered desires, and though she doesn't pursue him, she never stops wanting him, and likewise she never fully forgets her personal ambitions despite choosing not to achieve them. in part because of the society she lives in, and in part because of eliza's infatuation with hamilton (aka prioritizing her family's happiness over her own), angelica will never get everything she wants. again, she knows this, and resigns herself to never being satisfied.
#this took far too long to write. and i could write twice as much#but a real yapper understands the importance of brevity so i will leave it here (this analysis exists only because i wanted to set up#a whole other analysis)#i would expand more on. gender and social perception. her similarities to burr. her relationship w eliza#i just. love her sm. oldest daughter syndrome. walking misfortune. intelligent and yet somehow in love with hamilton#shes so tragic 💖💖💖 my girl#hamilton#hamilton musical#angelica schuyler#alexander hamilton#eliza schuyler#hamilton meta#hamilton analysis#THIS IS FOR ALL U IDIOTS WHO WRITE HER AS A PERFECTLY COMPETENT GIRLBOSS. NO!! SHES A REPRESSED LOSER!! A MARTYR!!#YOUVE FALLEN FOR HER SUAVE MASK!!!!#...tho there is a reason im hiding that opinion in the tags
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Bering and Wells Fic - Curiously Cozy (11k - Complete)
AAAAHHHHHHHH I finished on time!! Even despite this thing ballooning out to 11k words! 🎉
This fic is a gift for @purlturtle who tossed out the suggestion of Myka and Helena solving a cozy murder or discussing one, and I turned that into Helena discovering the cozy mystery genre because... I had a torrid love affair with cozy mystery books around the same time as my WH13 days LOL
I would describe this fic as a healing journey and features more introspection than external plot, but dear purlturtle, I hope you enjoy it! And a very happy Bering and Wells Holiday Gift Exchange Day to you! 💜 ( @b-and-w-holiday-gift-exchange )
Title: Curiously Cozy Fandom: Warehouse 13 Ship: Bering and Wells Rating: G Word Count: 10,959 (😳) Genre: Introspection, Slice of Life, Mildly angsty with a definitive happy ending Setting: Canon Divergence, Post-S3 Summary:
When given the chance to look through Emily Lake’s belongings, Helena discovers a wide collection of cozy mystery novels. She’s initially skeptical of them — the titles use puns and there are far too many cats featured on the covers — but then the books turn out to be a useful distraction while the Regents debate her fate. They even inspire Helena to explore a new avenue that helps her work through her conflicted emotions.
Read here on AO3
#b&w gift exchange 2025#Bering and Wells#Warehouse 13#Helena Wells#Myka Bering#my fic#AO3 link is at the bottom and I'm pretty sure I've correctly set it up so clicking the image will also take you to the fic#I CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE BERING AND WELLS AGAIN AAAHHHHH!#Or that this turned out so long!!!#But uh I think I had a lot of bottled up feelings still about these characters so I just needed to sink into them for awhile#So hopefully you all just want to sit with them too because that's what this fic is lol#Also while I wasn't able to make this fic my 100th posted to AO3 somewhere in there is my 500k word :')#So that's pretty cool
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#diary#i had a small cup of coffee and then threw up ^-^ then i napped w my dog for an hour#when i woke up my migraine had started dissipating#so before the sun would set i took my dog out to walk around for a bit#there are mostly car roads and houses here T-T i found this little place next to the road so still car sounds...#but at least a bit grassy fields etc 🙌🏻#my dog is so cuteeee and i love spending time w him. i just miss being able to take real walks in the forest at home :(((#i have him leashed all times bc i dont want him running into the road 😭#but it was nice to walk w him and that i felt better after my migraine#and he is so calm and good with using the elevator#makes me wanna cry bc hes soooo cute 😭
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