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atla!au designs part 3 !! one of these things is uh. not like the others
first year trio gojo/choso/nanami
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#geto suguru#yuta okkotsu#mahito#lmhs#atla!au: design#squints at mahito i think i might b trying a bit too hard fr preliminary designs.......#they keep getting progressively more detailed OOPS#atla!au: art#i feel like no one will complain tho so ! anywayyyyy#thank u hisuian zoroark fr ur weird hair n bad posture. stole that 2 put on this freak n gave him some soul orb hair ties#idk if his design adheres very faithfully to anything that can be considered atla canon....but i like it so much ok sue me#i would unironically like mahito more if he looked like this#let him lean more Monster.......pl..pls.......#dont dig too deep into that statement . anyway.#this whole page is full of chars i just Never draw but i dont have a least favourite here ???? all of them look rly good imo??#waterbender garb suits geto's design so well he gave me No trouble#yuuta on th other hand i was Concerned for on account of th aforementioned Orange on a very monochrome char in jjk canon#but i think i made it work? he looks great in th tattoos also??????#maybe th rumors r true and im good at what i do GHFGHGHL#(oh ya after mahito i didnt want to draw Another monster-spirit so i omitted rika but she exists. probably looks similar 2 canon also!)#(sighs ill deal w her later. priorities !!!!)
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A lil something for Whumptober day 10: blow to the head
#I don't think this came out right but I chose to mess up my sleep so i could speedrun this#because I promised myself I would try to post at least some sketches for this#I'm sorry I'm nit used to draw something more than a person like 🧍 but ig it's good to push myself a little 😅#eventully something will come out alright#buut I have to at least try#HI I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TAG#or if I want to but I already put some time into this so might aswell lol#lu sky#lu twilight#linked universe#cw blood#ig... b&w poorly drawn <3#whumptober 2024#lu whumptober#I could've finished it later#ill be sooo tired tomorrow#but it b like that#worst part is I wanted to redraw some sketches I had done troughout the year but I didn't do a single thing#this is all I have and I started it like two days ago lol#I don't like posting stuff I made so recently bc it's so easy to miss obvious mistakes but I want to feel like I made something in time...#almost XD#lu fanart#I'll shut up
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Do your scars ever hurt?
BRO: My scars?
BRO: Most of 'em don't, like my hands. Don't even feel when I cut 'em anymore, honestly.
BRO: Some hurt. Usually the newer or deeper ones.
BRO: This shit? Pretty new. Hurts like a bitch sometimes, especially when It's cold.
BRO: 'Sides that . . .
BRO: . . .
BRO: . . Don't feel a thing.
#...hi#im. not alive. but i aint DEAD#ass getting kicked by uni but uh this question kinda#kidna drjve me insane blacked oit then made this#anyways his death scar hurts like a mf hell randomly get phantom stabbing pains#like hes getting stabbed again#not fun#bro strider#dirk strider#homestuck ask blog#homestuck#asks#i am not exavtky b a c k from hiatus buut maybe ill try answering some asks...#feeds u guys and goes back to study bye#will return to dressing him up barbie style later
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there r things... in my queue...
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#gonna try to do like 2 drafts a day here including some older ones#a la my quota for today is doneso#(i did 3 counting the one i posted immediately but its ok)#honor student rper me here huhuhu#ILL SEE MY MUTS LATER. ILL B LURKING MAYBE BUT I GOT THINGS 2 DO
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tiny dancer
#been doing those timed sketch websites to PRACTICE#he's a dramatic little b#oc: greyson#hoon art#my art#orc#half orc#feet are weird maybe ill try to find those ref pics again and do a proper draw later
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Btw sorry for not getting to asks and drawing lately, I've been busy for almost the whole past week. hangs my head low
#clemramble#last week I was stuck on dog watching duty for 3 days which doesnt sound bad#until you realize one of them is like 16 years old and losing control of certain body functions. old age and all you know the drill#and then right after i was done iwas sent to my grandmothers and ive been doing stuff with her#so whenever i am online its like snrrk mimimimi ... i tried to draw yesterday but almost nothing came out right#but rest assured. i will get to work sooner or later.#i usually dont apologize for inactivity since a.) i have a life outside of social media and b.) i put my trust that you all#also understand that and wont start sending pitchforks and fire in my inbox#likewise i try not to publicly talk about my life in greatdetail but what harm could it hurt for you all to know i have an old dog.#ANYWAYS ENOUGHOF THAT#i will get back on that grind soon... even if its just sketches#just have to wait for that rest period to get over . i DESPERATELY need to work on my askblog.#i did not forget about it im just conflicted bc i want to use the new brush but the canvas is too small for it so im trying to find alts#...or else ill have to redraw the entire background . shudders. gets scared
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YOUR COMPETITORS HAVE ARRIVED
time for the announcement, 64 go in, and one will leave THE MOST CRINGEFAIL LOSER OF ALL.
May the best one win, round one will be randomized and move on from there bracketed
And if you would like to make some propaganda… well just make sure to use the tag #cringefaillosershowdown2023 bc I do wanna see it!
Matthomule from The Owl House
Reigen Arataka from Mob Psycho 100
Berdly from Deltarune
Mike Wheeler from Stranger Things
Phoenix Wright from Ace Attorney
Richie Toizer from IT
Lester Papadopoulos from Trials of Apollo
Asa Mitaka from Chainsaw Man
Dennis Renoylds from It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia
You from Real Life
Doofenshmirtz from Phineas and Ferb
Gabriel Agreste from Miraculous
Harry Du Bois from Disco Elysium
George Costanza from Seinfeld
Izzy Hands from Our Flag Means Death
Kai Smith from Ninjago
Zane Ro’meave from Mystreet
Larry Butz from Ace Attorney
Rick Shades from Epithet Erased
Travis Valkrum from Mystreet
Dante from Mystreet
Baron Draxum from Rise of the TMNT
Lars Barriga from Steven Universe
Apollo Justice from Ace Attorney
Miles Edgeworth from Ace Attorney
Sebastian Debeste from Ace Attorney
Shiver from Splatoon 3
The Riddler from DC
Shang Qinghua from The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System
Shinji Ikari from Neon Genesis Evangelion
Thunder McQueen from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure
Abraham “Abe” Lincoln from Clone High
Beetlejuice from Beetlejuice
Cave Johnson from Portal
Leonardo Hamato from Rise of the TMNT
Childe from Genshin Impact
Dareth from Ninjago
Dan Hibiki from Street Fighter
David Rose from Schitts Creek
GLaDOS from Portal
Giovanni Potage from Epithet Erased
Heath Burns from Monster High
Henry Emily from FNAF
Jadeite from Sailor Moon
Jedidiah Martin from Camp Here and There
Johnny Lawrence from Cobra Kai
Jonathan Sims from The Magnus Archives
Kai Toshiki from Cardfight Vanguard
Vlad Masters from Danny Phantom
Tsumugi Aoba from Ensemble Star
The Cabbage Man from ATLA
The Maverick from OMORI
Team Rocket from Pokemon
Tang from Lego Monkey Kid
Sou Hiyori from Your Turn To Die
Silver The Hedgehog from Sonic
Shun Kaidou from The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.
Sea Hawk from She-ra
Sasha Waybright from Amphibia
Ocean O’Connell Rosenburg from Ride the Cyclone
Zenitsu Agatsuma from Demon Slayer
Percy de Rolo from Critical Roll
Randy Valentine Jade from Dialtown
Seto Kaiba from Yu-gi-oh
ROUND 1 MASTERPOST
ROUND 2 MASTERPOST
ROUND 3 MASTERPOST
ROUND 4 MASTERPOST
ROUND 5 MASTERPOST
ROUND 6 MASTERPOST
#who they will go up against will come later#(didnt wanna grab all the images yet)#i also have another one to choose the competetors for that i wanna TRY and get out today on a diff sideblog#and maybe the one on the third#that might b a bit much to do in one day tho#esp when ive... been playing sdv all day admittedly#cringefaillosershowdown2023#i would tag all the fandoms#but thats SO much ill just do that tagging during the polls#polls
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bellum probably wouldnt know how to kiss
#salty talks#uh.#bellum#realizing this now. tbh this applies to post ph too hes gotta figure that out#he knows of the concept but hes never done it before#in post ph i could see damien teaching him (bc hes the more physical between him and linebeck and linebeck isnt necessarily in a good#headspace for like. most of post ph actually) (tbh linebecks mental state during post ph is something ill need to figure out like ive got#that hes generally a bit more unstable and emotional since hes kinda working through stuff and trying to get better but the nitty gritty is#up to debate still)#look im also trying to figure out stuff for damien to do in this post ph polycule thing. i need to give him a niche beyond Chill Guy#best i got is that hes actually the one linebeck can do b/d/s/m with. bellum doesnt get it and they dont trust him enough#not testing this site dont bother me abt how i spell certain things im not fucking with this#shipfic theyre just dicking around its more lighthearted linebeck isnt processing years of trauma#i mean most of that shit is there but his brother stays alive and hes not chucked into some parallel world at some point#so the later stuff is absent. also hes like five years older for the shipfic. whatever#bellum is familiar with a lot of human physical touch stuff he does watch and interact with them#kissing is just like. yknow. a bit more of a complicated sorr of thing esp since hes never really cared
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today is not a good day
#i am so done with this semester you have no idea#i dont even know why i am still in college i feel like i should just drop out#no matter how hard i study for an exam i cant get so much as a fucking C on any of them#i worked my ass off for this exam and i thought for sure i could get a high B but i didnt even come close#i dont understand i did well enough on my last two exams but i fucked this one up so bad and it doesnt make any sense#theres just no use in me even trying anymore ill never get better than a D on any of my exams#its like these classes are setting me up to fail#im so lost i dont know what is going wrong in my head but it just isnt working#and i hate this#sorry to vent on main but i am so done i am so tired of being stupid i want to go back to when i wasnt failing everything#im so genuinely lost because i thought i knew this material so well so what the fuck happened#to delete later
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#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload?#me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃#listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook#i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort#to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop#being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol#i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like#let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and#make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works#ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil#ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations#bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess#its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively#health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by#medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary.#like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think#of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf#my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its#bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror#when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the#most me coded character to ever exist#unrelated
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trying to write a pair of twins that are 1 girl and 1 boy and realizing it's just rin and len 2.0:
#delete later#oc liveblogging#ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAKJHSKJHK 😭😭😭😭 what vocaloid will do to your brain#i was thinking abt lucian and luna again and if i did take potential story developments LITERALLY ITS HAKJFDKIJLKMLDF#luna even has a fuckign bow in her design too ARE YOU GODDAMN KIDDINGSH ME AHRIUO8TYIJ. MY FUCKING SUBCONSCIOSU ARE JRDKHKL;L#screaming. YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#i do try to have variety in the way i portray sibling relationships obv like some get along better/worse than others etc#but man. VOCALOID DOES IRREPARABLE DAMAGE TO YOUR BRAIN HSKDJH I CAN NEVER BE IN PEACE#funnily enough i was also thinking abt a scenario w/ gekiyaku & kazehiki and in THAT case its a weird fucking. reverse#cause i was like 'wait this is just lucian & luna's story all over again' SO. HUH.#in that case i think potentially its just i keep fuckign reusing the same shit tropes over and over again GODDAMMITTTT 😭😭😭😭 FUUUCCKKKK#IM SORRY IM PREDICTABLE HKJNK 😭 i just. some tropes hit so much fcking harder than others personally idk#my mentally ill brain gravitates towards certain things b/c i have certain issues ig i am A Tad Bit Messed Up 😔✌️
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{Shaman King} ~ Yoh Asakura & (Aspec!/Demiromantic Queer!) Manta Oyamada + "At the Beginning" {+{Minimal} Anna as Support) (near very End)}
By Me {Do Not Reproduce/Re-upload my AMVs/Video Edits Without my Permission Under Any Circumstances} Music (C) D o n n a L e w i s & R i c h a r d M a r x A N A S T A S I A (C) FOX/D O N B L U T H
#amv: at the beginning#koushirouizumi mankin#koushirouizumi sk#koushirouizumi manta#koushirouizumi yoh#koushirouizumi posts#yohta#yoh x manta#qpr yohta#autistic manta#autistic yoh#(T e s t to see if this one d i s p LAYS OK here)#({OK ANYWAY} HI I N E E D PPL TO B E G I N UNDERSTANDING)#(THIS IS THE ONLY KIND OF Q U A L I T Y FOOTAGE I HAD ON HAND BEFORE THE ' ONE WEEK ' A.M.V IN MOST OF MY F A N D O M S)#(This was also my very LAST Man-kin one before most of my later S o n i c X ones {oK BUT I STILL KINDA LOVE IT N E G L})#(Its ***OVER 10+ YRS OLD*** O K)#(I LITERALLY outlined these in my head while IN *S C H O O L* STILL)#(For a long while I was frustrated over how badly the quality got with the transition to H.D. bc it had displayed MUCH BETTER in the Past)#(Its still 'watchable' but m A N I NEED To Remake My Mankin Ones {you can even see the lines at bottom indicating OLD D.V.D footage})#({I also still need to 'finish' watching R e b o o t &also F l o w e r s..... but im eternally fed up Manta ISNT INCLUDED THERE})#({except ONE V. GOOD BUT Still SUPPORTING SCENE where YOH WASNT T H E R E and I dont think it even got into a nIME})#({Once I finish watching all that} {though Ive LONG since finished entire original m a n g a} {I Might Fix These Up Too})#({I also for LONG time decided not to reuse the outlining for KouxTai but also because I didnt have Clear image of direction Id go in With}#({NOW T H O} I Think I MIGHT FINALLY be able to try a KouxTai version down the R o a d {MAYBE FOR d IGIMON TAIKOUVEMBER....})#(Dont @ Me F L O W E R S HAS LONG BEEN O U T NOW OK THANK)#({A.K.A. I Finally Have Tai+Koushiros 0.0005 The Beginning screen times I CAN USE IT IN THINGS N O W..... SOMEWHERE.....})#(Idek but m A N When You Are In Completely Different H e a d S p a c e now than you were 10+ yrs ago makin this in s CHOOL)#({I STILL V. MUCH STAND BY THE T H E M E S & F R A M I N G THO})#(Gd though yEA I NEED to finish re sharing my handful of older Man-kin A.M.V.s and the last few D.N. @ngel + S o n i c X ones)#(If these embed{s} can work Ill see if I can share the others tho theres a few more w s o n g s that might not work lmaooo)
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just a heads up from now until Saturday i will be completely off my rocker 👍
#ill try to contain it#but the horrors#they keep coming#sulley speaks#I’ll prb go back and delete everything later#2 b deleted#don’t get to know me#it’ll be a mistake i promise you 😄👍
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@anon if you see this I'm reluctant to answer your ask bc I Don't Have Anything To Say and I am Confused by the fact that you went it twice 😅 but for the record it's not really the adhd meds I'm worried about lmao
#its the Mix Of Many Medications. the testosterone. and the Nebulously Diagnozed Illness#(and also the gay sex i guess. lmao)#anyway what i think your ask is trying to communicate is 'they let me give blood even though i am on adhd meds'#which. genuinely do not feel bad but like. okay? 😅#its such a specific story that a. i cant tell what the main takeaway is supposed to be#and b. i truly am like. ...okay?? im happy for you or sorry that happened#anyway i saw it and was like 'okay idk why they sent this but i dont have a response so im just gonna. move on'#and then it...... Appeared In My Inbox A Second Time#which is. like. um. im confused by this#......anyway. uh.#delete later#also yk the thing about anon asks is i cant make this easier for the sender to see in any way but if you do happen to come across this.#Thats Why I Didnt Answer 😅
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zzzzzz
#soooo tired.. today was a lot of fun (outdoor boulderiny yayy) but also a LOT I was out literally 9-5. full work day#did some cool stuff tho.... harder stuff than i thought i was capable of n got the beta on a couple challenges that no one else did#actually got one that the instructor hadnt managed to do before which made me feel B-)#i just love problem solving routes like ik my technical knowledge is sometimes lacking but i have a good innate sense for it#i couldnt explain how i figure out how to do smth but the creativity of it is mmmmmm. i rly miss being artistically creative like i havent#really done much for a while but i guess climbing is currently a bit of an outlet for that for me like its a similar kind of stimulation#and i like coming up w beta n then watching someone else use the same. nothing better than a team send#might look into some low level instructor quals next year. or taking courses bc id love to know more technical shit#or at least be able to name technique i instinctively use so i can describe things better#anyway think my roommate might be annoyed at me but idk its probably nothing to do with me. been finding it so hard to read her lately#but might just be projecting. ive felt lonely lately so maybe im imagining distance between myself + others that others dont rly perceive#bc ik i have a habit of that sometimes. i dont knooow. but thats ok. we're all just trying to get by#and maybe ill have my needs met someday and be able to express myself and ill stop feeling so alone in tha world....#anywayyyy gotta shower and then ill watch smth...... feels so much later than it is im so sleepyyy#.diaries
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Putting myself to bed because suffering is not good or useful and there's no reason to beat myself up for something done and over with
#gonne pee drink water and try and actually sleep#i can feel hot with shame and regret later so i dont need to indulge in it now#and then when its not now ill hopefully not feel those feelings as hard and itll b better#bleghhhh
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