#[ I'm trying
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Since ko-fi and paypal are having issues with donations, I decided to make a gofundme. I really appreciate all the help y'all have given so far, and I hate to ask for more, but the struggle is still ongoing.
#gofundme#mutual aid#disability#i don't know what to do anymore#i'm trying#i had to fix it because my name was wrong
425 notes
·
View notes
Text
do say more, jensen [x]
#cockles#truly a panel that keeps on giving#also sorry if i got any of the transcript wrong (same for previous video)#i'm trying
516 notes
·
View notes
Text
Be a Lighthouse - Fight For OFMD Season 3
Hi everyone. The news of our cancellation is both incredibly devastating, and quite shocking considering the trajectory of the show and its fanbase. Everything looked like it was lining up in a positive fashion...only for the rug to get yanked out from under us.
I cried. I went numb. I stared at the wall for a while.
But then, something sparked. Like Ed who was resolved to his fate in S1Ep4 only to rocket back upwards, I was struck with a realization: we need to be a lighthouse!
Fanbases have campaigned before, and have gotten results. Sense8 was able to get a two hour finale to properly wrap everything up. Lucifer was able to get picked up by Netflix after being cancelled by Fox. Brooklyn 99 was able to get picked up by NBC after being cancelled by Fox. And many more examples.
Be it a proper renewal, a finale wrap that entails Ed and Stede's wedding, or the attention from another network, I say we fight that good fight. So, here are some ways we can be heard; if you think of any additional points, please feel free to add them!
If you don't cancel your Max Subscription, continue watching the show and leaving feedback on Max's online feedback form. I had a kneejerk reaction when cancellation was announced and pulled the plug...only to sit back and reconsider. I want them to still get my metrics. I want them to still see the show means something to me. And whether that's through words or statistics, I feel like that's something.
2. Follow @renewasacrew and keep up with their resources/campaigns. They're very active and passionate, and have already come up with different ways to fight for our show.
3. Sign the petition to give us just that little bit more of a chance to have our voices heard.
4. Stay active on social media, and stay positive. Continue sharing how much this show means to us. Continue creating. Continue loving. Use hashtags like-
#RenewAsACrew
#SaveOFMD
#RenewOFMD
#BeALighthouse
#OFMDSeason3
or anything equivalent on any and all OFMD-related posts. Keep the buzz about it going on social media. Comment on posts, keep spreading the word, and get the light burning.
5. Renewasacrew has given us another outlet; an official HBO email address. Write an email detailing your personal experience with this show, and how significant a third season would be.
6. Tweet/email other platforms to pique their interest. Be it Amazon Prime, Hulu, Netflix, or whoever else, let's see if we can't catch someone else's attention. A romcom with iconic LGBT representation seems pretty enticing if you ask me!
This show means the world to me. Y'all mean the world to me. So let's show them why. Let's show them why, and get the proper ending we, the cast and crew, and the characters all deserve.
#OFMD#Our Flag Means Death#OFMD Season 3#OFMD S3#Renew as a Crew#Renew OFMD#Be A Lighthouse#ofmdaily#ofmdsource#ofmdedit#ofmdblog#I'm trying#I'M ATTEMPTING
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Miwa, you shouldn't have faith in your little brother
#tsukikage#月影#tsukishima kei#kageyama tobio#kageyama miwa#mini comic#I'm trying#I forgot how to color for comic
343 notes
·
View notes
Text
Do do do doodle
#Batman#Superman#Wonder Woman#dc#dc Trinity#Bruce Wayne#clark Kent#Diana prince#my art#causeimanartist#drawing of me#doodles#I'm trying#d and c have been a big struggle for me - especially their hair
284 notes
·
View notes
Text
Not friends
#day number 50 bajillion of being mentally ill over shadowpeach hi hello#lego monkie kid#shadowpeach#monkie kid#amv#edits#sun wukong#macaque#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#i'm trying (not friends)#i'm trying#not friends#fanedit#video edit#fan edit#maisie peters#azure does a thing#zel dont look#luma dont look
151 notes
·
View notes
Text
Had this concept banging around in my head begging to be released so
I finally forced myself to do it ahaha
#supernatural#mischieviem#castiel#destiel#dean winchester#spn#dean and castiel's profound bond#Dean getting a tattoo of the handprint#probably to honor cas after he gets taken by the empty#I like to make myself cry#literally not 1 happy thought about them#they destroy me#ignore the fact that Dean looks different every time I draw him#Jensen is unreasonably hard for me to draw for some reason#I'm trying#my art#my artwork#i am a firm post canon long hair dean truther#if you have fics like this send them PLEASE
237 notes
·
View notes
Note
it has to be a joke for you to not see how bad ur same face syndrome is like come on man
ok i'm done trying to be funny whenever i get these. fucking stop this. i don't like it and you're not helping me by telling me something i already know and am trying to fix. i didn't ask you and now i want you to stop.
#i think i know who this is bc you said it in my replies once but you've been in and out of my inbox before and i've had enough#i'm TRYING#i didn't think i did for a long time but now i KNOW i do bc people keep telling me#you think bc i don't post about how much i struggle with it that i don't KNOW#what do you gain by sending me this other than making me a bit insecure for a second#i have no problem taking criticism but when it's unprompted like this i don't like it
213 notes
·
View notes
Text
21# Rhinoceros/Supernova
Experimenting with this one.
Line art only:
@outer-wilds-inktober
#outer wilds#outerwildsinktober#eye of the universe#supernova#outer wilds fanart#traditonal art#inktober 2024#my art#artworks#i'm trying#to get back into drawing#hhhgn#outer wilds spoilers
86 notes
·
View notes
Text
DragonCow🐮
#how dragons can be so cool but also not#anyway#lizard looking creatures have a special place in my heart#drawing#sketch#dragon#I'm trying
285 notes
·
View notes
Text
I make everything complicated. I try too hard, I live too little.
496 notes
·
View notes
Text
i keep second guessing all my takes and ideas being all boo hoo i'm going to get a bad grade in jakeology. as if i don't have peers and more importantly as if there aren't already thousands of people out there who have done it so, so much worse than i ever could
#i hope that isn't an overly spiteful way of putting it but i've been really burnt out and really demoralized for the last while!#i've given up on every art piece i've started this year even the ones that aren't tryin to communicate anything specific#there is a lot of stuff wrong with me right now#and being wrong or somehow sub optimal when it comes to fan content doesn't even matter that much and i wish i didn't care as much as i do#mostly i want to make more of the stuff i would find interesting but at this point i'd take the satisfaction of being able to complete smth#i'm trying
72 notes
·
View notes
Text
Steddie Drunk Dialing Fluff
Steve Harrington-Munson was probably one of the happiest men to be alive in the modern era. He had the perfect life, against all odds. Because apparently having your late teens and early twenties ruined by demons equated to a fantastic adulthood.
He had it all. A loving family, the best friend/surrogate sister he could ever ask for, and he was married to the love of his life. And okay, yes. That had included some extremely embarrassing revelations and internal meltdowns and... a pretty brutal disownment. But he had figured it all out in the end. And here he was, a decade later with a ring on his finger and a nice hyphenated name. Not to mention how he was basically a trophy husband.
Eddie hadn't wasted a moment of the last decade. A symptom of almost dying it would seem. He went for the GED, gathered the band back up, moved across the country to chase his dreams and play in every shitty dive bar he could until they were discovered. All while dragging Steve along for the ride.
As much as Steve had believed in him, neither of them had been prepared for his music career actually taking off. Especially not to the level it did. It was undeniable that his husband was an A-Lister, despite how universally hated he was by half the country. You don't get many out and proud metal front man who loved parading around his high school sweetheart at every social event he could. But Europe loved him, as did the entirety of gay, rebellious youths world wide.
It was so stupid. There Eddie was, painted as an insane freak who was fake-married. With tabloids running story after story about his secret children, his drug addiction, a wife from another country, anything that they could think of. All while Eddie spent every free moment at Steve's side, always opting for a night in with his baby when given the choice. And when he wasn't doing that, he was busy playing surrogate fun uncle to the kids, who were definitly not kids anymore. But that didn't stop them from all getting together for Dungeons and Dragons once a month, hundreds and hundreds of campaign hours on everyone's belts. And that was his life. Spending time with his family, forcing them on hikes and runs, volunteering, working occasionally to help Robin with her translating work, all while coming home to the sweetest thing that ever existed.
God, did Steve love that man. Reminiscing about the love of his life while he was on tour was not helping his fretful sleep. He just... really had given him everything. He loved him so much in fact that he was only slightly pissed when he was woken up at three a.m. from the phone ringing off the hook.
Steve reached for it blindly, still half-asleep when he mumbled, "Mm-Eds?"
"Steeeeeeeeeevie," Eddie's voice slurred back at him, "Baby booooy. How's my baby boy? I miss my baby boy."
Steve smiled despite himself, yawning into the phone. Eddie was lucky he was so cute, considering how the love of his life who could not remember what time zones were, "He misses you too. And he's a little tired right now babe. What's up?"
"Day drunk," Eddie sighed, "Guys, morning show, mimosas, hotel room to sleep it off. Missing you."
"You won't be missing me for long," Steve softly laughed. Though... hearing his voice was quite the reminder of how cold the bed suddenly felt, "Just... one more week. That's not too long right?"
"Too long!" Eddie groaned, dramatic, "I miss you now. Why can't I see you now? Wait-Can I see you now? Cause planes and trains and-"
"And no," Steve interrupted with a chuckle, "You'd only get me for a few hours before you'd have to leave again."
"Worth it," Eddie mumbled out, his voice a little muffled as he tumbled around in his hotel bed, "Want my baby."
The pathetic tilt to his voice was enough to make Steve's heart clench. God he was too precious. Suddenly a red-eye in the middle of the night for a two hour make-out session didn't sound like such a bad idea. But he could be the strong one for tonight, "You have me sweetheart. Want me to stay on until you fall asleep."
"Yes please," Eddie sighed, "Love your voice. It's so... nice. Like... audible perfume. Like poetry or something."
"Oh baby you are wasted," Steve said as he laid back down, nestling the phone to his ear, "Please tell me you drank some water before laying down?"
"... maybe?"
"Babe."
"I knoooow. Keep nagging me though. I missed that too."
"Is my bitching your bed time story?"
He could hear Eddie nodding, rusting against the fabric, "And it's the best. Keep going?"
Steve rolled his eyes, but he did what he was asked. Saying every silly little grievance he could think of. He whined about how cold it was in bed without him, how Eddie had promised to take out the trash before he left and forgot. Again. How he hated how quiet it was without him, how much he missed hearing his voice trailing in and out of every room.
And Eddie listened, mumbling out a few sleepy m'sorrys and I love yous along the way. Until all Steve could hear was the slow, steady sound of his breathing. But he didn't hang up. Not when that was one of his favorite sounds in the world. And the perfect thing to fall asleep to.
Steve smiled to himself as he closed his eyes, a little amazed that Eddie could still make him feel so loved, from hundreds of miles away.
But one thing was for sure. He still had to be the happiest man on earth.
#steddie#steddie ficlet#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#ive written steve as a cursed prince#an emt#a counselor#a bartender#but now I write him as ME#Eddie Munson Arm Candy#Offical Title#i havent lost my love for them#im just a drug addict lol#a FUNCTIONING ONE#recovering#it's chill#i'm trying#in a slightly better place#yeah they went to cali for his music career but its cool#Robin went with#I'm going crazy in these tags the fuck#they are highschool sweethearts fuck it#he was in highschool when they met#close enough#fluff#so fluff#im like getting it out of my system#an exercise in writing and then sharing said writing even if it sucks#because I think everything i write sucks right now
357 notes
·
View notes
Text
my local pub recently shut and i'm heartbroken so i'm trying to build it
#ts4#its not possible to build it probably in sims because it's built on a hill but#i'm trying#anyways good morning#i'm in class and i'm tired#need to get my hands on an energy drink asap#my modules this semester are cool though i'm excited to get stuck into it#projects that actually sound fun to do
107 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Bucky?"
"Who the hell's Bucky?"
Officialmood your Winter Soldier au will not be forgotten
#this pic of max gives off major Cap vibes#for all the marvel/f1 girlies out there#maxiel#marvel#winter soldier au#daniel ricciardo#max verstappen#still new to tumblr's tag system#i'm trying
56 notes
·
View notes