#???? like not crazy but it does make me sad :(((
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#wanted to come up with a more interesting composition for this but nothing was coming to mind. sad!#will most likely draw another thing related to this episode in the future anyways because it makes me crazy. Does he know?#rusty venture#venture bros#the venture bros#vbros
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You guys ever read the most beautiful, jaw dropping, feet kicking, leaves you with a feeling of yearning fic that it possesses you? yea that was me anyways here’s vampire Kyle and his annoying assigned bodyguard who’s also a witch
(ALSO IF YOU WANT TO READ SAID FANFIC ITS A KYLE X READER FIC CALLED ITS FALLING FOR THE IDEA BY FEDOSAURUSREX ON AO3 THAT INSPIRED ME TO WHIP THIS WHOLE AU UP)
#shroomer's archives: south park#shroomer's archives: dao hanh#I also really love their one shot x readers#genuinely one of my favorite fic writers now#IM SO SAD THOUGH THEY HAVENT UPDATED ANY OF THEIR WORKS IN NEARLY A YEAR…….#sitting by the windowsill like a military wife waiting for their husband to come back from the war#but yea their fic whipped me up into some kind of frenzy I felt like I was being possessed#I felt compelled by the forces of nature to make a monster au#anyways uh ok lore dump basically hanh is his assigned bodyguard and has to help him stay safe#from what? Ghouls and gals and gal pals and werewolves and garlic and stakes and whatnot!!#though she’s kind of. a scatterbrain#which does not mix well when you have arcane magic under your arsenal#and for a thousand year old vampire he does not have that much patience#and if anyone wants to know more feel free to ask cough cough#what who said that#I didn’t say that#teehee the sillies!!#I’m crazy for them#OK ONTO THE ACTUAL TAGS NOW#south park#south park oc#kyle broflovski#south park fanart#oc x canon#shroomer's art !
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Finally got caught up with TADC and to no one’s surprise I’m now uncontrollably sobbing over the tragic doomed loving couple




#OUGH… OUGH!!!!!#TEARING MY EYEBALLS OUR AND EATING MY TEARDUCTS!!!! SCREAMING AND CRYING AND THROWING UP!!!!#moots will know that this trope is my kryptonite. *stares at heromari collection*#genuinely though. the parallels between these two and heromari are crazy#like SO CRAZY even down to the minor details#like kinger’s wife (queener??? is that canon or fanon I have no clue)#liking bugs and him being afraid of them#but they’re less scary when she’s there. when she was there :((#OUGHH THEY BOTH TURN INTO SHADOWY EYE-FOCUSED TRAUMA DEMON THINGS TOO AGHHHHHH!!!!! AGHHHHHH!!!!!!!#yeah this episode killed me so much#they remind me SO deeply of heromari and anything that does that is guaranteed to make me cry#kinger’s fort being dark so he can try and remember his memories with his wife… AGHHHHHHHH#that scene in episode two where he started to remember things when he had the bucket over his head the FORWSHADOWING JSJDNSNSJZJ!!!! SHEIEJS#ANYWAY yeah I don’t think anyone’s surprised I like this show. and this couple. and these characters. and cried over them#I have so many thoughts about them and the other characters and the show and EVERYTHING but that will be for another post#for now!!!! I cry!!!!!#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc kinger#I would tag wife but I don’t know her name so. ough :(#it’s so sad it’s so tragic ough ough OUGH AGH AGAJEJEJSJSJH.#tadc spoilers#‘you look beautiful honey’ END ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW/j
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i need more rhino heirloom art
#why does rhino look so good#original skin and heirloom skin#excal is cute but rhino is strong and big and can break me in half-#i know i will study about how to draw good abs specifically because i wanna fucking strip him#i know i did that before with that smol sevagoth one but thats just. not good#i would call that piece garbage tbh i love the rest of art i made for rhino heirloom but not that#maybe its because those were my first few attempts on drawing rhino heirloom#as for the valentine one? and the sevagoth prime plush one? amd today's rhino?#i am drooling over my own art#oh my fucking god i nailed those so much i WANT those rhinos#its so fucking contradictory that its hilarious and also kinda sad#like i literally fucking drew them. and i myself am going crazy over them. what the fuck is going on#i cant even wish i can see more of them like when i see people drawing characters i love#because its literally me. i have to do that#its a fucking curse#i wanna drool over rhino drawings but i dont wanna draw that. its tiresome#but to my utter surprise theres much much fewer people drawing him than i expected before the skin release#like. are you seeing this??? do you see how majestic he is???? dont you wanna draw him?????#apparently not that much people answer yes so i have to draw him myself. fuck#i really wish someone feels me#okay now i kinda feel why people like using gen ai so much#still shit btw. theres no value in the drawing even if that thing actually spits out rhino heirloom art#theres no passion in there#also if i use that it basically proves that i dont even have the ability to create the things i want and that makes me extremely mad#why am i talk about ai now#oh yeah not enough rhino heirloom art#sob#anyways probably still gonna draw rhino heirloom despite of everything i said#its not like if people starting drawing him they are drawing the rhino heirloom i perceived
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I've seen so many people say "I loved Mike until s3/s4" but like... literally what did he do???
I am genuinely asking because he's been my fav since s1 so maybe I've just always seen his POV and not considered others? Idk, in all his arguments I can see both sides... where he's coming from and where the other party is coming from. I think there is always an explanation for the characters on either side of the argument. So ig what I'm asking is: is this a problem with me just giving him too much slack cuz he's my child or is it a problem with others not giving his POV a chance?
EDIT: I want to add that I know he was rude and said some things he didn't mean, but he always apologizes (or at least tries) and obv regrets it every time (lashing out on loved ones is also a trauma symptom just saying). I also just simply don't think that's a reason to hate a character cuz like... who hasn't ever said something they don't mean or been a little rude? He's human, he should be able to make mistakes without the (ga) fandom going crazy hating him.
#stranger things#mike wheeler#mike wheeler defender#mike wheeler defense squad#i am def a part of that#i am legitimately confused when someone says they hate him#and its so common#it makes me sad#i just have never and still dont understand what he did#can someone please explain this has always driven me crazy#i was gonna aim this toward bylers but i think most of us like him#also if anyone does respond pls dont try to convince me to hate him#you will fail#i got a little heated sorry#i really am curious why#Jay's saying stuff :)#Jay's talking ST <3
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Remind me again not to act foolish with men <3
#its crazy but i genuinely think this guy does not like me even tho we clearly like each other#we spent the entire night talking and then when im like ? trying to set up something for the future he doesn't pick up on it at all 😩#cus our scheduled events are over now so i was like... now were not gonna see each other as much :( .... and he was like 🤷♀️ well#bro tf do u mean im trying to give u an opening here so that we can be friendsssss dont diss me !#its sad too bc we had some nice convos and vibes but hes just so hard to read at times#like we clearly like each other why are you trying to make me look stupid by acknowledging that#bitch !#anyway if he doesent reach out to me im gonna have to send him a picuture of a spider as punishment#diary entries
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are edits on tumblr a thing. i’ve been making sooooo many and they’re all so mediocre but i have rhaenyra and alicent brain rot. also hello to any of my pals if u are there!
#how does one get better#i just keep making them#and i think they’re better?#idk#also i am so zazzed#labor day weekend for me has been a little crazy#i am cat sitting and so so bored#but i went out w my mama today and it was fab#i was so sad and alone bc i was so friends of family for three days#like wow i spiraled quick#but then i saw my mommy and ate lunch and bought some earrings and all was well#also got positive feedback 2 day#AND have some hope for graduate school#this went off the rails#okay goodbye my beloveds#marble woes
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thought abt solas as eurydice again

#goodbye im off to rewatch a 2 hour subbed and multi angled greek slime tutorial real quick#i think tghe worst fucking part of the whole thing is the leitmotif parallel. i literally feel like i have scarlet rot each time i think ab#orpheus and eurydice having the 'la lalala la' thing. solas and the inquisitor having the hallelujah cadence. that is insane. that is insan#''its a sad song / its a tragedy / but we're gonna sing it anyway'' thinking abt those lyric and solavellan to die instantly btw.#like im so desensitized to their romance after so long but truly if i went into this game completely blind again and you told me#that there was an RO who would never sleep with you but would instead harmonize with you to the melody of an old leonard cohen song#i cant even FINISH this joke bc the thought makes me too crazy. even 7 years later it really does inspire shrimp emotions within me#solas nation go watch hadestown if you havent already. you will regret it but do it anyway#''it's a sad song / but we sing it anyway / cause here's the thing / to know how it ends / and still begin to sing it again#as if it might turn out this time'' BYE
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Polyamorous fans 🤝 Aro fans
Feeling alienated by fandom separating all the characters into Typical Romantic Pairings instead of splashing around in all the joyous canon connections between all of them that are explicitly counter-cultural and not-defined by normalized terms
#saw some fanart of z o l u and n a m i v i v i in one pic and i was like why does this make me sad. im gay. these are both good.#BABE. THE RELATIONSHIP HIERARCHY.#it happened again😔#they're all together. they're not all together all together in the same ways between every two people but THEY'RE ALL TOGETHER.#romantic or not im happy BUT THEY'RE AAAALLL TOGETHERRRRR#the two pairs of people in that pic are not ignoring each other. they're not just happy for each other. THEY LOVE EACH OTHERR TOOOOOOOO#it's big and weird and messy and perfect. they're family. they're family. shut up. ugh. im crazy.#my posts#i love when people depict physical affection between the crewmates i just hate when it's exclusively paired up. they're all hugging and#kissing each other on the cheek actually. i was there.
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Sad to say that I WAS a crazy ex girlfriend. But being crazy isn't what made me a crazy ex girlfriend. Being a GIRLFRIEND made me a crazy ex girlfriend.
#does that even make sense#crazy ex girlfriend#LMAO WHY IS THAT A TAG#but yes that man made me into the worst version of myself. and it benefited everyone but me#except for my best friend who i sadly caused suffering#F in the chat for My Best Friend#I'm really sad because i know that this was a traumatic experience and that ive been permanently changed.#it may not seem like it from the outside but on the inside I'm so angry and sad#BOTH. At the same time. i never used to be angry#i dont miss who i was but i feel Crazy sometimes. i wasnt capable of this much jealousy before. these feelings are alien to me#i took a bite of the FORBIDDEN FRUIT (being completely open and vulnerable with abother person) and now i am capable of sin#sin being the normal human emotions i previously did not have access to#as well as some new forms of ocd#anyone else got the ROCD and scrupulosity OCD? Because i did. never let that happen to me again#ugh ugh ugh#for an aromantic guy i sure know how to. fag it up.#ive reached the point where i no longer miss the person he used to be BEFORE he stopped being nice to me#i miss stuff about myself#i feel meaner now i feel more defensive i feel less understanding i feel like my empathy gland is clogged#i hate that i cant recognise myself. i used to be PURE and INNOCENT like a LAMB#but now im not good enough to sacrifice anymore#your god would not be satisfied#love and affection can be expressed as long as its not reciprocated.
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No, see, because, like, you fucked up. Now you have to write that. I need that. I need the Star Park AU.
Below I will present my case:
1) That name is so freaking cute and I love it
2) Your tags made me fall in love with it
3) I know you have more ideas in that beautiful brain of yours
4) I really want it.
Please see points 1 - 4 if you have any questions.
Aafjdjakak Dude?! I'm cackling!
Fuck it we ball. Please look forward to it I guess.
I'll throw more in the tags!
#south park#stardew valley#Star Park AU#you want more??#adventures guild is run by Ned and Jimbo!#they won't let you bring guns into the mines#thats dangerous you see#but when you show up with that dinky little slingshot#they laugh and give you a pistol#but no you cant bring it into the mines dont be ridiculous#Scott is my favorite little loser#and I totally see him as a blacksmith so he probably ends up doing that#(we've seen in fractured but whole that he's crazy strong so it works okay?)#Jimmy owns the tavern and totally hosts comedy nights#If Stan is a good boy Jimmy lets him and his band play there on friday nights#Butters owns the museum#“Oh you brought me cutest little rusty spoon! Thats another good job sticker buddy!”#PRECIOUS#Can you imagine Butters in little overalls. pastel colored shirt with little flowers on his pocket?!#Shelly probably works at the joja mart and is so miserable but she'd rather that then stay on the farm#Ike and Karen would be like Vincent and Jas!#Is...Is Kenny the carpenter? does he build your farmers buildings?#idk but I can tell you he wins flower queen every year at the flower dance#Cartman runs the general store#sells your crops back to the town#(at least the ones he doesnt keep.)#Kyle is the town doctor#he's the only one I trust to take care of these idiots#that makes the scene with Stan drinking himself stupid and laying next to the cliff even more sad#shhh its a secret
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girl who is sad :[
#did a really poor job of taking care of myself the last two days and now i am unforch paying for it#sadness shared is sadness split or whatever but i don’t want to keep texting my friends bc im sad abt the same shit over n over#i feel annoying and not in the fun way :(#like omg what *if* your fics r shit! and everything you put any amount of effort into is bound to fall flat#and leave you feeling empty!! so what!!!#like literally it does not matterrrrrrrrrrrrr#i can simply stop writing . which i have anyways . so it’s like. a complete nonstarter altogether#lowkey considering making my fics unviewable for a bit bc they just make me sad#just like. oh wow you used to be able to at least somewhat make things that people liked and engaged with! that’s crazy!!#and now everything you write comes out clunky and shit which doesn’t matter cuz hardly anyone’s gonna read it#much less say they liked something abt it. lol#sorry i’m in a really shit mood. ignore me i just need to be put in an underwater cave#gonna go play games until my brain stops trying to violently claw its way out of my skull
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Whenever my sister in law comes around and I see her and my brother and we talk about how she plans to decorate the new place once they have the keys and how she's buying stuff for it already and I just think to myself of how bad I wanna be doing that with someone I love who also loves me. And how it must seem so desperate of me to want to be loved this bad but I just do.
#and I'm like only getting older. and i think constantly about how like#imagine i just never get it?#and i know i have my friends. i know i have my family and stuff but jt doesn't replace anything. i can still want them.#i can still have those things and want to be loved in that way#and it's crazy y'know. in my time. 4 people I've known have been in love w me qnd it's never worked out. and yet I've only been in love once#(which is now)#so it's hard not to think it's me. anf that I'm just not destined to experience that kinda reciprocated love.#and that's so sad to think about.#because i do wanna be loved#and i do wanna be accepted#like ran anon said (🙄) i crave love and acceptance a lot. and it's so easy to tell.#and pretending I don't doesn't make it fo away.#i love love and i worry I'm destined to never experience it.#and god does that break my heart.
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heyyy girl !! idk if you know this but there's a user copying your drabbles on tiktok



or it's you? i really want to know so I'll report it or not

i saw this user also copying other fics from here (tumblr)
BROOOO OMG ok wait before i get all heated about this ahaha THANK YOU for letting me know. agh this is such a frustrating issue and i rlly appreciate you reporting it to me. the only platform i post my works on is tumblr so if you ever see fics that are mine outside of tumblr they’re definitely not me and i appreciate you reporting it to me right away. thank you for taking the time to lmk.
if you can report them that would be amazing !! tysm !!
IMPORTANT REMINDER THAT THINGS YOU SEE CREATED BY OTHERS ARE NOT YOURS OR MEANT TO BE STOLEN AND USED TO SEEK YOUR OWN CREDIT so to those who even think about plagiarizing other ppl’s hard work, PLEASE learn from these mistakes and don’t ever do it again. it’s so rude and disrespectful, taking others work and using it as your own. and you’ll be caught in the end for it anyways so i don’t see the benefit here tbh 🤷🏻♀️ this plagiarizing behaviour is ridiculous.
before you even think about doing it, put yourself in ppl like me—my shoes and think about how it would feel to get your hard work used to be someone else’s and they get credit for your hard work. this piece was smth i LOVED and it brought sm joy to me making it and seeing you guys love it too. but now, i’m just disgusted.
#AND THE FACT THAT ITS NOT ONLY MY FICS#UGH#i literally love that fic sm and like the work we put into these kind of things just for ppl to STEAL THEM AND POST THEM AS THEIR OWN IS SOO#FRUSTRATING#like it makes me SO SAD TRULY#like it’s SO rude and disrespectful#how does it feel good to get praise for smth that’s not even yours 😭#it’s a lose lose situation 😭#BRO WHY ARE PPL LIKE THIS#IM ACTUALLY SO DONE#PPL HAVE TO STOP#CUZ BELIEVE IT OR NOT#THE WORK YOU SEE CREATED BY OTHER PEOPLE ISNT YOURS !!!!!#wow omg that’s so crazy 😱😱😱😱#ugh so done w these plagiarists#just imagine putting so much love and effort into smth you created and worked so hard on just for someone to steal it and use it as theirs#ITS RIDICULOUS#em answers#4townn <3#i srsly appreciate you telling me tysm 🫶🏻
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hallo for the bingo thang… i know nothing abt ut yellow or homestuck😭 i do know flowey is in ut yellow tho! how is his characterization? and if its chill to also request a undertale (not yellow) character, asgore !
Asgore ↓
Flowey ↓
BAM asgore and flowey x2 combo
#rambles#ask game#undertale#yea undertales fine!!!! :D#ive been meaning to replay that game#tbh i unfortunately dont have much to say about both of them individually just bc it is hard to parse#my thoughts on them both without consuming the source material again#i love floweys characterization in uty though like i did not know abt the neautral ending until after i beat pacifist#and it blew my mind#flowey is so fascinating i love that critter!!!!#and he makes me sad!!!!#ppretty flower#asgore: i like that hes divorced#i also like that he is funny#& i like the contrast between him post-pacifist/during the true ending vs. when you meet and fight him#him breaking the mercy button is still one of the greatest things. ever (does that make sense)#also i need him to be less weird as in NOT THE DIVORCE GROCERY STORE SCENE IN DEKTARUNE HAHAHAHA#but i need him to stay weird#idk i have complex feelings about his cringefailness#also that he killed six children. thats crazy#oh undertale.....i love u undertale....
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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m#SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work#and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks#in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate#i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's#- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight#so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh#i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me#“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story#if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit#i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels#and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing#as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit#there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved#and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community#we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future#fauxtrainpost.txt
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