#???? like not crazy but it does make me sad :(((
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careers in science
#wanted to come up with a more interesting composition for this but nothing was coming to mind. sad!#will most likely draw another thing related to this episode in the future anyways because it makes me crazy. Does he know?#rusty venture#venture bros#the venture bros#vbros
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hermann thoughts: if i discredit newton and his approach enough, the martial won't give him the equipment for his kaiju drift, and i can protect him from himself. if he despises me for it, so be it. there is little i wouldn't sacrifice to see him safe.
newt thoughts: this is a Best Science competition and i have to Win
#unscientific aside#newmann#pacific rim#thinking about them again today#it's very easy to read hermann's animosity during the movie as him being pissed off at newt for his 'completely crazy'#theories getting attention + being a massive nuisance in general#that's exactly what it looks like if you just listen to WHAT he's saying#however if you pay attention to WHEN he says it & pay attention to his face when no one is looking it's very clear there's more going on im#like the kaiju entrails comment. newt has all these tables with guts set up right next to the line & has clearly been working there for age#theres a big pile of intestinal-looking tubes over on hermann's side of the floor already! not a peep from hermann!#but then when newt tries to join the conversation he happens to throw another little squidgy bit & suddenly hermann jumps on him about it#brings up in front of the marshall how CONSTANT this unprofessional conduct is while also cutting newt off#he physically puts himself between newt & pentecost#interrupts newt every time he tries to talk#starts making snarky little personal comments AT newt to discourage him - 'don't embarrass yourself' 'yes [just get to the point]'#'this is the point where he goes completely crazy' [significant look at newt]#keeps hovering in the background looking between newt & pentecost#like. ok he is SO MAD that newt is getting pentecost's attention here. obviously#the thing that does it for me though is how sad and resigned he looks when newt finally does get to the point#this is not the face of an angry rival#this is the face of a man with ulterior motives for his animosity#i dont think newt has any ulterior motives hes aware of lol he thinks hes in a movie about 2 geniuses vying for scientific superiority#happens to be in love with hermann but hasnt realized because hes so mad at him all the time#he only realizes how much hermann cares when he offers to drift with him
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You guys ever read the most beautiful, jaw dropping, feet kicking, leaves you with a feeling of yearning fic that it possesses you? yea that was me anyways here’s vampire Kyle and his annoying assigned bodyguard who’s also a witch
(ALSO IF YOU WANT TO READ SAID FANFIC ITS A KYLE X READER FIC CALLED ITS FALLING FOR THE IDEA BY FEDOSAURUSREX ON AO3 THAT INSPIRED ME TO WHIP THIS WHOLE AU UP)
#shroomer's archives: south park#shroomer's archives: sp anh#I also really love their one shot x readers#genuinely one of my favorite fic writers now#IM SO SAD THOUGH THEY HAVENT UPDATED ANY OF THEIR WORKS IN NEARLY A YEAR…….#sitting by the windowsill like a military wife waiting for their husband to come back from the war#but yea their fic whipped me up into some kind of frenzy I felt like I was being possessed#I felt compelled by the forces of nature to make a monster au#anyways uh ok lore dump basically anh is his assigned bodyguard and has to help him stay safe#from what? Ghouls and gals and gal pals and werewolves and garlic and stakes and whatnot!!#though she’s kind of. a scatterbrain#which does not mix well when you have arcane magic under your arsenal#and for a thousand year old vampire he does not have that much patience#and if anyone wants to know more feel free to ask cough cough#what who said that#I didn’t say that#teehee the sillies!!#I’m crazy for them#OK ONTO THE ACTUAL TAGS NOW#south park#south park oc#kyle broflovski#south park fanart#oc x canon#shroomer's art !
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Finally got caught up with TADC and to no one’s surprise I’m now uncontrollably sobbing over the tragic doomed loving couple
#OUGH… OUGH!!!!!#TEARING MY EYEBALLS OUR AND EATING MY TEARDUCTS!!!! SCREAMING AND CRYING AND THROWING UP!!!!#moots will know that this trope is my kryptonite. *stares at heromari collection*#genuinely though. the parallels between these two and heromari are crazy#like SO CRAZY even down to the minor details#like kinger’s wife (queener??? is that canon or fanon I have no clue)#liking bugs and him being afraid of them#but they’re less scary when she’s there. when she was there :((#OUGHH THEY BOTH TURN INTO SHADOWY EYE-FOCUSED TRAUMA DEMON THINGS TOO AGHHHHHH!!!!! AGHHHHHH!!!!!!!#yeah this episode killed me so much#they remind me SO deeply of heromari and anything that does that is guaranteed to make me cry#kinger’s fort being dark so he can try and remember his memories with his wife… AGHHHHHHHH#that scene in episode two where he started to remember things when he had the bucket over his head the FORWSHADOWING JSJDNSNSJZJ!!!! SHEIEJS#ANYWAY yeah I don’t think anyone’s surprised I like this show. and this couple. and these characters. and cried over them#I have so many thoughts about them and the other characters and the show and EVERYTHING but that will be for another post#for now!!!! I cry!!!!!#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc kinger#I would tag wife but I don’t know her name so. ough :(#it’s so sad it’s so tragic ough ough OUGH AGH AGAJEJEJSJSJH.#tadc spoilers#‘you look beautiful honey’ END ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW/j
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I've seen so many people say "I loved Mike until s3/s4" but like... literally what did he do???
I am genuinely asking because he's been my fav since s1 so maybe I've just always seen his POV and not considered others? Idk, in all his arguments I can see both sides... where he's coming from and where the other party is coming from. I think there is always an explanation for the characters on either side of the argument. So ig what I'm asking is: is this a problem with me just giving him too much slack cuz he's my child or is it a problem with others not giving his POV a chance?
EDIT: I want to add that I know he was rude and said some things he didn't mean, but he always apologizes (or at least tries) and obv regrets it every time (lashing out on loved ones is also a trauma symptom just saying). I also just simply don't think that's a reason to hate a character cuz like... who hasn't ever said something they don't mean or been a little rude? He's human, he should be able to make mistakes without the (ga) fandom going crazy hating him.
#stranger things#mike wheeler#mike wheeler defender#mike wheeler defense squad#i am def a part of that#i am legitimately confused when someone says they hate him#and its so common#it makes me sad#i just have never and still dont understand what he did#can someone please explain this has always driven me crazy#i was gonna aim this toward bylers but i think most of us like him#also if anyone does respond pls dont try to convince me to hate him#you will fail#i got a little heated sorry#i really am curious why#Jay's saying stuff :)#Jay's talking ST <3
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Remind me again not to act foolish with men <3
#its crazy but i genuinely think this guy does not like me even tho we clearly like each other#we spent the entire night talking and then when im like ? trying to set up something for the future he doesn't pick up on it at all 😩#cus our scheduled events are over now so i was like... now were not gonna see each other as much :( .... and he was like 🤷♀️ well#bro tf do u mean im trying to give u an opening here so that we can be friendsssss dont diss me !#its sad too bc we had some nice convos and vibes but hes just so hard to read at times#like we clearly like each other why are you trying to make me look stupid by acknowledging that#bitch !#anyway if he doesent reach out to me im gonna have to send him a picuture of a spider as punishment#diary entries
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yes, “sick of roses and horny for revenge” is a fucking banger of a line, but can we get some love out here for “maybe Camilla, at least, would figure out something was up…no such luck” ?? like. the degrees of hope and love and betrayal and disappointment contained in just that line? the thought that this woman (your friend)(you have never met) would know you? the realization that she doesn’t? auughugh im insane. it is a CRIMINAL disappointment we don’t get more about the cam n dulcie dynamic because ever little snippet we do have is so expressive. “camilla would have had to cook” “you were both so young” the drawing the funeral… eating glass. btw
#home cooked hijinks#tlt#queue gotta be kidding me#im certainly not immune to the patroclusification of both dulcie and cam but it does make me a lil sad sometimes.#like. cam is not just also there as a set piece to paldulcie. her friendship with dulcie mattered she was THEIR friend not just his !#sixth house crazy af tbh. they look normal and well adjusted from the outside but that’s only because they’re sat beside Harrowhark Georg
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thought abt solas as eurydice again
#goodbye im off to rewatch a 2 hour subbed and multi angled greek slime tutorial real quick#i think tghe worst fucking part of the whole thing is the leitmotif parallel. i literally feel like i have scarlet rot each time i think ab#orpheus and eurydice having the 'la lalala la' thing. solas and the inquisitor having the hallelujah cadence. that is insane. that is insan#''its a sad song / its a tragedy / but we're gonna sing it anyway'' thinking abt those lyric and solavellan to die instantly btw.#like im so desensitized to their romance after so long but truly if i went into this game completely blind again and you told me#that there was an RO who would never sleep with you but would instead harmonize with you to the melody of an old leonard cohen song#i cant even FINISH this joke bc the thought makes me too crazy. even 7 years later it really does inspire shrimp emotions within me#solas nation go watch hadestown if you havent already. you will regret it but do it anyway#''it's a sad song / but we sing it anyway / cause here's the thing / to know how it ends / and still begin to sing it again#as if it might turn out this time'' BYE
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are edits on tumblr a thing. i’ve been making sooooo many and they’re all so mediocre but i have rhaenyra and alicent brain rot. also hello to any of my pals if u are there!
#how does one get better#i just keep making them#and i think they’re better?#idk#also i am so zazzed#labor day weekend for me has been a little crazy#i am cat sitting and so so bored#but i went out w my mama today and it was fab#i was so sad and alone bc i was so friends of family for three days#like wow i spiraled quick#but then i saw my mommy and ate lunch and bought some earrings and all was well#also got positive feedback 2 day#AND have some hope for graduate school#this went off the rails#okay goodbye my beloveds#marble woes
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Polyamorous fans 🤝 Aro fans
Feeling alienated by fandom separating all the characters into Typical Romantic Pairings instead of splashing around in all the joyous canon connections between all of them that are explicitly counter-cultural and not-defined by normalized terms
#saw some fanart of z o l u and n a m i v i v i in one pic and i was like why does this make me sad. im gay. these are both good.#BABE. THE RELATIONSHIP HIERARCHY.#it happened again😔#they're all together. they're not all together all together in the same ways between every two people but THEY'RE ALL TOGETHER.#romantic or not im happy BUT THEY'RE AAAALLL TOGETHERRRRR#the two pairs of people in that pic are not ignoring each other. they're not just happy for each other. THEY LOVE EACH OTHERR TOOOOOOOO#it's big and weird and messy and perfect. they're family. they're family. shut up. ugh. im crazy.#my posts#i love when people depict physical affection between the crewmates i just hate when it's exclusively paired up. they're all hugging and#kissing each other on the cheek actually. i was there.
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🧸♡ ⋆。˚
#it actually does make such a huge difference omg im like ... feels like i got thrown into the floor lost my breath#having someone i like so much to talk to abt things#and share stuff and details abt not only my days but their days too#and talking abt like books that we read or shows/movies we saw and etc etc#sending pics. sending voice messages. all of that#that was so amazing wth???#it sounds like such a mundane thing but it changed my enire baseline. it wasnt a littel thing to me#i didnt share as much as i wanted to because it takes me longer to settle into smth like this#or any kind of connection/correspondence/bond/rapport#im slow bc im so scared of ppl. scared of trusting. scared of opening up. rejection rejection all of that#yeah.. takes me a lot longer than the average person to settle into smth like this#avpd is its own special hell...#i miss it a lot and i wish there hadnt been all the other circumstances so i could've actually relaxed into it#and come out of my shell completely. which i was almost there. now that mental block is gone but it's too late....#i take too long... it is impossible to be patient with me. i really hate everything abt my brain#my desire overtook my fear and it was quicker than it ever has but not enough.. :(#i miss it sm and it made me feel so so much lust for life..#but it's gone now and i can really feel the loss of it#i wouldve done anything i could to save it. or nurture it. or whatever. but it was a sacred treasure to /me/.#it doesnt matter if i try to put out the flames in a burning house if the house is gone and there are actually only the flames left#and since to me it is so special. and like. the fact that this even happened is crazy to me stuff like this feelings and connection never#happen to me. it's like.. special to talk to someone u like & have an established rapport with on a regular basis#and tell them stuff and rant abt like a book or whatever. ask them details abt their life bc u know them and enjoy knowing them#i cant just transfer all of this to someone else. i dont feel like yapping abt the book im reading into the void or someone i barely know#i just dont know... i need that sm and it was so amazing w someone i like sm. & it makes me sad i takes me too long to get fully comfortable#bc of this time were it was the most intense and long lasting for me but also im in love lmao. but other times too...#i take too long and why would someone wanna wait like actually a year (which is how long it often takes me to pass a certain barrier)#im not special. im nothing that great. it is easy to find someone else who is x1000 better than me and wont take an eternity to warm up#i just feel so sad bc i try so hard and then all of my effort just goes down the drain and then i have to do it again if i meet someone#then they'll leave me behind too and get tired of me and not like what they see and then im back at square 1 again
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No, see, because, like, you fucked up. Now you have to write that. I need that. I need the Star Park AU.
Below I will present my case:
1) That name is so freaking cute and I love it
2) Your tags made me fall in love with it
3) I know you have more ideas in that beautiful brain of yours
4) I really want it.
Please see points 1 - 4 if you have any questions.
Aafjdjakak Dude?! I'm cackling!
Fuck it we ball. Please look forward to it I guess.
I'll throw more in the tags!
#south park#stardew valley#Star Park AU#you want more??#adventures guild is run by Ned and Jimbo!#they won't let you bring guns into the mines#thats dangerous you see#but when you show up with that dinky little slingshot#they laugh and give you a pistol#but no you cant bring it into the mines dont be ridiculous#Scott is my favorite little loser#and I totally see him as a blacksmith so he probably ends up doing that#(we've seen in fractured but whole that he's crazy strong so it works okay?)#Jimmy owns the tavern and totally hosts comedy nights#If Stan is a good boy Jimmy lets him and his band play there on friday nights#Butters owns the museum#“Oh you brought me cutest little rusty spoon! Thats another good job sticker buddy!”#PRECIOUS#Can you imagine Butters in little overalls. pastel colored shirt with little flowers on his pocket?!#Shelly probably works at the joja mart and is so miserable but she'd rather that then stay on the farm#Ike and Karen would be like Vincent and Jas!#Is...Is Kenny the carpenter? does he build your farmers buildings?#idk but I can tell you he wins flower queen every year at the flower dance#Cartman runs the general store#sells your crops back to the town#(at least the ones he doesnt keep.)#Kyle is the town doctor#he's the only one I trust to take care of these idiots#that makes the scene with Stan drinking himself stupid and laying next to the cliff even more sad#shhh its a secret
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drinking and doing ad-hoc repair surgery on a book from 1994, but pretending I'm a grizzled detective removing a bullet
#i had a weird gender day#considering writing a requiem for an old name#or playing a solo rpg where you're a lab assistant in some kind of cthulu lab#Anything to distract me from reading The Sad Gender Book and texting old trans friends demanding answers like some kind of crazy ex#how do you stop the underbands of sports bras from folding into two or rolling up and becoming a cutting line of pain#why does nothing fit even when its supposed to#is David still out there somewhere#on the internet#did he make it without me#it's totally normal to have a boysona who you think of a seperate person right? It's a pity I cut him loose at 16 an he never got to grow u#The tumblr tags system is the last true format for the drunken ramble#I'd say delete this later but we all know i'll forget
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rocks for brains if u dislike hermes for his treatment of meteion but like the other ancients. hes quite literally the only one who views her as a person within her own right shes just a familiar (= can be killed &/or replaced without much fuss) to anyone else. just because he doesnt have the language & capacity to go against the norms of the society he lives in doesnt mean he doesnt care about her. i think some of u just hate visibly neurodivergent characters if im honest. there is no one in the world of ffxiv who loves meteion more than he does & there is no one in the world of ffxiv he cares more about than he does meteion & that is final (fantasy)
#ffposting#hermes ffxiv#meteion#endwalker spoilers#i get so mad finding out what other ppl are saying about hermes. all of u shut the hell up#calling him abusive especially intentionally is crazy. you live like this... meow?#did it mean nothing to you all those times he asks the wol to go out with meteion#bc he doesnt want his negative emotions to make her sad. or the fact he values her opinion so highly he bets the fate of the world on it#hes a very very sad & miserable man living in a society basically nobody wants to recognise the flaws of#hes a neurodivergent man in a world that is incredibly hostile to people like him!!! hes literally just unhappy & compassionate!#& that pushes him to an extreme he immediately regrets the moment he snaps out of it & realises what hes done but he cant undo it#u can hate him idc he does do bad things & he upset me so much i barely felt like a person for like three days straight after elpis.#but i draw the line at saying stupid shit!!! hate him for the CORRECT reasons#though at the end of the day u do whatever u want. But so do i
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heyyy girl !! idk if you know this but there's a user copying your drabbles on tiktok
or it's you? i really want to know so I'll report it or not
i saw this user also copying other fics from here (tumblr)
BROOOO OMG ok wait before i get all heated about this ahaha THANK YOU for letting me know. agh this is such a frustrating issue and i rlly appreciate you reporting it to me. the only platform i post my works on is tumblr so if you ever see fics that are mine outside of tumblr they’re definitely not me and i appreciate you reporting it to me right away. thank you for taking the time to lmk.
if you can report them that would be amazing !! tysm !!
IMPORTANT REMINDER THAT THINGS YOU SEE CREATED BY OTHERS ARE NOT YOURS OR MEANT TO BE STOLEN AND USED TO SEEK YOUR OWN CREDIT so to those who even think about plagiarizing other ppl’s hard work, PLEASE learn from these mistakes and don’t ever do it again. it’s so rude and disrespectful, taking others work and using it as your own. and you’ll be caught in the end for it anyways so i don’t see the benefit here tbh 🤷🏻♀️ this plagiarizing behaviour is ridiculous.
before you even think about doing it, put yourself in ppl like me—my shoes and think about how it would feel to get your hard work used to be someone else’s and they get credit for your hard work. this piece was smth i LOVED and it brought sm joy to me making it and seeing you guys love it too. but now, i’m just disgusted.
#AND THE FACT THAT ITS NOT ONLY MY FICS#UGH#i literally love that fic sm and like the work we put into these kind of things just for ppl to STEAL THEM AND POST THEM AS THEIR OWN IS SOO#FRUSTRATING#like it makes me SO SAD TRULY#like it’s SO rude and disrespectful#how does it feel good to get praise for smth that’s not even yours 😭#it’s a lose lose situation 😭#BRO WHY ARE PPL LIKE THIS#IM ACTUALLY SO DONE#PPL HAVE TO STOP#CUZ BELIEVE IT OR NOT#THE WORK YOU SEE CREATED BY OTHER PEOPLE ISNT YOURS !!!!!#wow omg that’s so crazy 😱😱😱😱#ugh so done w these plagiarists#just imagine putting so much love and effort into smth you created and worked so hard on just for someone to steal it and use it as theirs#ITS RIDICULOUS#em answers#4townn <3#i srsly appreciate you telling me tysm 🫶🏻
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I've never been a "born in the wrong generation" type of guy because for So Many reasons I would be dead. Full stop like I would have died during childbirth I would have died of appendicitis age 8 and that's not even factoring in my queerness and neurodivergency and ultimately my mental health (carefully maintained thanks to support/modern advances in medicine and treatment). On Top Of That my hobbies include The Video Game and many such things that are of modern invention (adjacently: including The Device I'm typing this out on right now which has become my main avenue of communication to the outside world)
But I'm just saying that. It WOULD be nice. To exist in a world where fluorescent lighting doesn't exist and everything is possibly 99% less overstimulating all of the time forever.
#and like. a little less capitalist dystopia. i could do with less of that.#but focusing primarily on my own struggle. it's just a bummer sometimes like#i genuinely had fun!!! w my sisters and friends!!! esp at the arcade w ddr that is ALWAYS so fun#but man you can't even take me to your own damn house unless if you're ready to accept vampire rules.#my sister can/does dim the lights if i ask and i don't mind asking it's just fucking crazy to me like#damn uoy guys live like this. bright ass lights ten diff convos at once music in the bg. what if i died on this beanbag#BUT. THAT IS. one thing that is very nice i AM allowed to die on the beanbag!!!!!!! i'm allowed to cozy up and rest#while everyone does their own thing and i can listen in and chime in every now and again. severely underrated tbh#i really only feel a little hopeless when i think about like. public spaces where the only thing i can control is myself#IF i am ever employable again my requirements would be. no florescent lighting. i will die.#which like. kind of limits my prospects.#i do enjoy outdoors/physical work actually though so. i'm just limited bc i have to bind.#i am. so severely. banking on top surgery working out. it won't be a cure-all but by god it WILL open up my options#plus the. constant fatigue. of binding. but not binding is even worse. i need divine intervention (surgery)#SAD. well there are other people in yhe world#but man rhat is like my fave joke to make but i feel so much sadness attached to it. the world will move on without me.#there are a million other people who are far more capable. much 'easier'. ect.#and i know the answer is well there's only one me and there are a handful of people who love me. who keep me and include me#i am very thankful for that.#it's just a bit of a bummer sometimes. i stay silly and have the most fun i can but i am a little sad about it.
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