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HERRRRRRR IT'S MY BABY IT'S MY GIRL THE WOMAN EVER!!!!!!! <33333333
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hihi friend <3333 requesting something a little more different bc as someone who loves a good breeding kink (in form of dirty talk and dirty talk only!!) i still do not EVER want kids and cannot fathom the whole birth process. can i ask for what loganās reaction would be a reader who doesnāt want kids?
maybe theyāre not that established in their relationship and theyāre fooling around (awink) and when logan brings out the breeding talk she just kinda panics and pushes him off/uses her safe word because she does NOT want kids
like i said kinda different but ur one of my fav logan writers and i canāt find anything like this so i wanted to request it š« š«¶š¼
As someone who also doesnāt want kids but has a massive breeding kink, real. (Also FAVORITE???? EEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKK)
Logan with an s/o who doesnāt want kids!
ā¦ To be entirely honest, Logan never thought of himself as a fatherly type, hell, he never thought of himself even staying in a relationship long enough to even have kids.
ā¦ You however, are the exception.
ā¦ He can see himself growing old for once, more importantly, he can see himself growing old with you.
ā¦ So is it surprising that somewhere along the line instead of just you and him, he started imagining a kid hanging off you too?
ā¦ He wouldnāt even know how to bring it up, and heās still of the belief that heād be a god awful father
ā¦ But if youād have him, heād try his damndest to be the best father a kids ever gonna have
ā¦ He doesnāt tell you that heās even thought of having a kid, too afraid to bring it up in case you get scared
ā¦ But one night it accidentally slips out while heās got you pinned under him
ā¦ It really was an accident, you just sounded so good and you were squeezing his cock just perfectlyā
ā¦ Something inside him snaps, tears itās way to the forefront of his mind, eyes fixated where his cock almost bulges against your stomachā
ā¦ Right where youād be carrying his kid
ā¦ He bows over you, practically covers you with his body, head bent and panting into your ear like a wild animal.
ā¦ Heās not totally aware of himself, almost as if heās a spectator; he feels everything, maybe even too much.
ā¦ Youāre scratching at his back, moaning his name so pretty, begging him for more, more, donāt stop, pleaseā
ā¦ It was an accident when he holds you by the hips, growls in your earānot gonna stop, not until Iāve put a kid in you.
ā¦ Youāre always the most beautiful thing heās laid eyes on but for that moment, when you locked your legs and begged him to breed you, you looked like Aphrodite herself. The way you milked him for all heās worth, heās not sure heāll ever reach a high like that again.
ā¦ The next morning he wakes up beside you, a dopey smile on his face when he sees the evidence of your love-making on every inch of you.
ā¦ His hickeys, fresh and dark, painted across your neck, all the way to your collarbone.
ā¦ Quite simply, you look like you got attacked
ā¦ However, even better than those was the proof of his love, your cum-stained thighs, just slightly spread apart as you slept.
ā¦ He wonāt lie, it took him more than a bit of self-control not to take you again after seeing that.
ā¦ Lucky for him, your eyes fluttered open before he could pursue that train of thought.
āGāmornināā you groan, stretching your very sore body. When you feel the remnants of last nights affairs on your skin itās as if a switch is flipped, the slight frown on your face, the hesitant look you give as you quickly waddle to the bathroomāhe did something wrong, he just doesnāt know what yet.
He waits until after the waters stopped, giving you a peace offering in the form of his t-shirts. It overshadows you, but itāll do.
āDid I do something wrong?ā He asks nervously. Loganās never been good at talking much, but he tries his best when it comes to you.
āNo, no,ā you deny, but itās written on your face. You can barely look at him, fiddling with the ends of his shirt.
āYou sure? Because you ran out of bed like a bat out of hell.ā
Again, you canāt seem to keep your eyes on him. āItās not you per se, I meanā¦ā
āSay it,ā he insists. āI can handle it.ā
A pause. āDid you mean what you said last night?ā
Even the mention of last night makes his body tingle, the remains of each and every memory fresh in his mind. Thereās a lop-sided smile on his face when he answers, lackadaisical even. āI said a LOT of things last night darling, youāre gonna have to be specific here.ā
You bit your lips nervously. āWhat you said about being pregnant.ā
Oh, he thinks, and now the shoes finally dropped. At the time you seemed enthusiastic, but looking at you nowā¦you look scared out of your mind.
Heās quick to move closer, inviting you to sit beside him with a couple taps to the bed. The moment you do heās got you in his arms, making sure he can feel you relax before he says a word.
āDarling, be honest with me, do you want to have kids?ā
You tense in his hold, both dread and fear evident in your voice. āI donāt know? Maybe in the future?ā
āMaybe aināt an answer.ā He says, stroking your hair. āNo need to lie.ā
You shouldāve known Logan would see right through you. You shake your head with a sigh, unwilling to look at him in fear of the disappointment youāre certain is painted on his features.
āā¦Not really, no. But if you wanted themāā
āStop, donāt finish that,ā he sighs. āIf you donāt want kids, then thatās it. No kids.ā
Shock, relief, a flurry of emotions take hold of you when you pull away, staring him down for any hint of dishonesty. Your heart soars when you donāt find any.
āAre you sure? Because it didnāt seem that way last night,ā you stutter, and heās quick to soothe your worries.
A quick peck to your lips, and he makes himself crystal clear. āListen to me, Iām not gonna force ya to do something you donāt wanna do. If you donāt want kids then thereās nothing to worry about, Iām not an asshole.ā
Your eyes almost water, the weight of fear lifting off your shoulders as you weakly chuckle. āYāknow, the amount of times Iāve had this conversationāit always ends in a break up. This isā¦really refreshing, honestly.ā
āYouāve been dating a bunch of assholes,ā he taunts, kissing your temple. āDonāt worry though, youāve got me.ā
āAnd youāre not an asshole?ā You chuckle, leaning forward to kiss him.
āMhm,ā he mumbles. āNot to you, at least.ā
As he does so, he makes it a point to pull you closer, bury his face into your neck and inhale. āEven if you donāt want kids, I still get to breed ya, right?ā
#Iām gonna be honest I do not think this is my best work#but I have GOT to clean out my inbox#healthy heaping of smut/fluff tonight :3#Robo writes#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett smut#wolverine#wolverine x reader#wolverine smut
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Hi! Could I have some headcanons for Ares with an s/o (gn, so everyone identifies themselves) who likes to touch/play with his hair? This big boy didn't get much screen time without that damn helmet, but I would love to poke that curl of his like a cat at play, hehehe
And if it's not asking too much, what would be the reaction of Zeus, Hermes and Hercules seeing Ares with his s/o in his lap, playing with his curl while they have a normal conversation apart from the fact that s/o looks like a cat, lol
Amo seus posts <3
āļøOooh! Welcome back, my sweetest! ^^āļøThank you for your request, pretty cute and lovely I may add. It was really fun writing about this lil' dumb guy. āļøHope that you are having a great day! E EU AMO VOCĆ <3333
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Ā Being fully honest, Ares just loves when you touch or play with his hair. He loves when you just sit on his lap and take off his helmet and then starts running your fingers through his hair.
Ā It didnāt matter where or when, he would always be there, standing still and letting you do so.
Ā For your S/O, thereās no better thing than knowing you are so in love with him that you would do something like that.
Ā For Ares, this feeling is way more than just loveā¦ Being this chill with someone, not even having to say anythingā¦ Itās just so unbelievable.
Ā For the GOD OF WARā¦ You taking off his helmet is a way of saying āI love you, as a God, as my partner and as yourselfā¦ā Itās a physical way of showing him that he is loveable and that you stayed for HIM.
Ā With that being said, I believe that Ares wouldnāt mind quite a bit. He thinks itās cute enough.
"S/o? Why did you stop...? Wait- N-No... I-I wasn't wanting for more... Well, MAYBE I was wanting you to continue..." "Okay... I will admit, I like it very much, my warrior... I just... Can't, your hands are so skilled in everything... And yet, they aren't like mine. Your hands are soft, gentle and it carries no harm to me..." Ā "I feel myself wanting more and more of you each time." - Ares wasn't one to deny that he loves being pampered by you... But, sometimes, he feels like he shouldn't show how much this matters to him... He doesn't want you to feel obligated to do this everyday... He wants you to do it because you like it too...
Ā But - donāt get me wrong tho - He isnāt like that when thereās people around. Not that he is embarrassed, itās more of a respect thing - If thereās other people in the room, he wouldnāt let this happenā¦ But would cuddle a lot with you afterwards, reassuring you that it was because he isnāt too big in PDA.
Ā He is too āshyā... Sometimes.
Ā If anyone says that āItās okay to do thatā while they were there this MAN LITERALLY LOOKS AT YOU WITH PUPPY EYES.
Ā Donāt let him waiting-
Ā If you do so, he will worry and ask if everything is okayā¦ While kissing your face- He doesn't care about the people now.
Ā They can watch AND DIE JEALOUS HAHAHAHA
Ā He is such a hopeless romantic.
As always, you were looking directly at your God of Warā¦ The goodest boy in all Olympus, Ares. Sitting on his lap while just playing with his hair, you could feel all of his worries being vanished by the mere touch of your finger. In those moments, you realize how in love he isā¦ Itās so sweet. Yet, you always were lost when Ares did that with you too or when he started to kiss your handsā¦ It was just so sweet of himā¦ Unknowing to you, there were three āfofoqueirosā or spies watching your interaction with your partner. Their eyes were focused on the way you treated Ares and how he reacted to every touch. Zeus was in a complete shock! He didnāt expect THIS at all. āOh- OHHHH- MY SON-ā He is cutted by Hermes, suggesting him to be quiet. Hermes was still with a composed and calm facade, even though he was invested in seeing what this could lead intoā¦ And poor Heracles was so lost! He covered his own eyes, not wanting to be a thirdā¦ Or fifth wheel. āā¦I didnāt expect him to be so in love with thisā¦ Person.ā Hermes said with a grin, he didnāt see you as nothing less than aā¦ Peasant. āQuite a match.ā āā¦They are so cute! B-But looking is wrong! We should go away!ā Heracles said, trying to get out of here without moving, but ended up almost tripping- āShhh, donāt be the party pooper.ā Said Zeus with a big smile. āAnd be quiet, you twoā¦ This old man needs some romantic tea.ā Zeus was looking directly at you lovebirdsā¦ He was with a sweet yet devilish smile on his face. But inside, he was actually proud of his son - he thinks you are a good catch and he actually doesn't mind this show of affection, he thinks itās cute and he is actually invested into this relationship. Hermes wasnāt looking at it too much, he was more interested in the reaction of the other 2ā¦ He doesnāt actually care about thisā¦ [He actually thinks itās a good fanfiction material that he will write it down later-] Heracles thinks that he shouldnāt even think about prying into your and Aresās private matters. And they wouldnāt interrupt any one of you- And Heracles would FORCE them to get the fuck out-
#shuumatsu no valkyrie x reader#shuumatsu no valkyrie#snv x reader#ror x reader#x reader#headcanon#shuumatsu no walkure#gender neutral reader#gn reader#reader insert#snv ares#ror ares#ares x reader#greek gods
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Hello! I recently redownloaded tumblr to read more Viktor fics (I used to just lurk through AO3 the past few months), because I was withering dry wanting to consume more about him.
Iām so joyous finding your ACOI series, and I feel like Iām being hydrated like a plant!! I canāt even begin to count how many times your writing has made me laugh at the witty dialogue exchanges, smiled so big at the characters reactions to one another (so silly to me, esp Readerās absolute distaste against Viktor LOL), and how you encompass the diversities of each detail to make the world feel so alive: thatās what I love about the show because of how connected everything feels, and youāre able to replicate that feelingāIām just on the third chapter, and Iām so addicted! I have a habit of reading a fic all one on go, but I want to pace myself for this one and truly enjoy it; to let it shimmer and turn the plot in my head multiple times. So soooo good!!
P.S. Seeing the memes, even though some I donāt get (referring to later chapters), it still makes me laugh. Oooh rivals to lovers tag save me, rivals to lovers tag save me (youāre my savior).
oh my god, dearest anon you made me shed a tear by how sweet your message is
i am sincerely so happy you are enjoying it that much !! i've mentioned it to friends before and other peeps but i doubt myself a lot of the time and keep thinking that my writing ain't as good as i could think it is, but seeing so many of you lovely people come to me and tell me such sweet and honest things makes me genuinely so happy that it lightens my day no matter what. i'm forever grateful for all the kind messages because without them i don't know if i would have gone back to writing ACOI, so from the bottom of my heart, Thank You.
your message is absolutely the loveliest, i screenshotted it to keep it in my gallery and read it later whenever i'll feel down! <3
the memes and art are INCREDIBLE !! i cannot stress this enough that i crave all the thoughts and memes and fanarts and questions you guys are sending me, truly, i wait every day to receive anything in my inbox because i know it'll be golden.
YOU are my savior, anon, for this message and for taking the time to read all that i write with my silly brain <3333
#mads' asks ā¢ Ż Ėā§Ėā āļø#acoi#a crown of ink#viktor x reader#viktor x you#arcane viktor#arcane viktor x reader#viktor arcane#viktor arcane x reader#arcane x reader#arcane#wow this made me emotional
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I know Iāve probably done enough yapping about stsg and how much I love them but but but butā¦.. the way u talked about suguru being jealous when reader has a partner?? Simply because he wants to make sure that youāre being loved and cared for enough??? Iāll actually explode right now oh my god Iām so serious heās so loving?? Iām gonna be perfectly honest if I was his bsf I would be completely insufferable because if you wanted me to spend even a moment apart from that man you would have to drag me away kicking and screaming HES SO WIFE MATERIAL AUGHHHHHHHH. Oh god but imagine him if reader was cheated on by their partner I need to see him feral and ANGRYYY šš -stsg anon :3333
^ stsg anon this was my live reaction reading this YOUāRE SOā¦ā¦. wow we are just FEEDING each otherās sugu obsession arenāt we ššš AS WE SHOULD!!!!!
BUT NO OKOKOK I . this makes me a little insane. FIRST OFFFF iām so glad u agree??? i just think itās so vital that he isnāt some possessive douchebag who thinks you belong to him or whatever, he just has a very firm belief that you deserve the best and that happens to be Him LMAO. he knows you better than he knows himself, knows what makes you happy and what buttons not to push ā so he really just wouldnāt be able to stand seeing you with someone whoās making you uncomfortable, who canāt give you what you needā¦ :<
tbh that might also be what pushes him into confessing because heās like im RIGHT here. i can show you what you deserve. i would fold
BUT STSG ANON MY LOVE MY LIGHT THE CHEATING IDEA????????? GENIUS.
oh he would be fucking FERAL alright like genuinely i think thatās the only time you really see him Angry. iāve talked abt this before but !! to me sugu really is the kinda guy who seems very chill and composed but the MOMENT his loved ones are involved heās just Fuming. like. heās soooo scary.
first off. i think he would just be in disbelief??? like heād believe you INSTANTLY donāt get me wrong but his brain just physically canāt wrap itself around the fact that someone would cheat on you. ESPECIALLY someone who is just so undeserving of you????? he thinks youāre soooo out of their league so just . the idea of it ā¦ā¦ he doesnāt get it. he doesnāt want to understand.
but okok so his mother instincts would definitely tell him to focus on comforting you first and foremost. he just has this really insatiable need to soothe you. so if you come to his house and youāre just sobbing then his immediate instinct isnāt āim gonna kill whoever did thisā (thats later lol), but āi need to make sure theyāre okay.ā
ohhh and if you call him ā¦ he is RUNNING to your house asap. no matter how far away it is. if itās close enough to walk i think youād open the door to see him just sweating, panting etc etc bc he literally ran as fast as he could to get to you. sprinting down the street like his life depends on it ohhhh heās soā¦
AND THEN heās just. so soothing. soso gentle. makes you tea and lets you cling to him and urges you to get all the tears out. just rubbing your back and whispering little soothing murmurs into your ear :((( until you calm down. and THATāS when he makes you tell him whatās wrong.
and ohhhhhhh boyā¦.,,,,, stsg anonā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ the way he would just silently go feral. like. you barely notice it. youāre probably too upset to. but something in his jaw tightens and his eyes go dark and his hold on you grows just a smidge tighter, like that protective instinct inside him is crawling out of his skinā¦
itās a little tough but i think he keeps it all under wraps as long as youāre there. so he can focus on making you feel better. just reassuring you, letting you know how much you deserve, how you shouldnāt waste your breath on someone so useless. like itās OBVIOUS that heās angry yk but he tries to maintain his composure. for you.
but ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.. after that. like. iām thinking maybe you stay the night and he lets you sleep in his bed (maybe crawls in beside you if you ask for it bc youāre just really in need of stability and heās far too eager to give it to you), and then you wake up and heās making you breakfast and just kinda. casually lets you know that heās gonna Talk to your partner. your ex partner. because if thereās one thing he refuses to budge on, itās the fact that youāre breaking up with this idiot whether you like it or not. thatās the One thing where he doesnāt even hear you out, heās not having it, you deserve to be happy and no one is allowed to hinder that.
and so he Talks to them <3333 and by talk i mean he very calmly but firmly tells them never to contact you again, and that if he sees them try theyāre dead. (is he just trying to scare them? does he mean it? who knows who knows but what matters is that it works and you dont hear from them again <33)
i just really think this whole scenario makes something inside of him snap. i think that silent fury bubbles up every time he sees you question your worth, every tear you shed because of it. suguru is just so empathetic yknow? it tears him apart inside. makes him want to throw up.
and ohh god forbid you got trust issues after the whole cheating thingā¦ i think thatās probably when heād confess because heād quite literally rather die than have to watch you go through the same thing with some other idiot. he really, genuinely, sincerely doesnāt trust anyone but himself to love you enough.
anyway im done in conclusion i love Suguru Geto <3333
#THIS MADE ME LOSE IT STSG ANON#LIKE GENUINELY#HES SOOOO#oh ur so realllll i would NOT let this man be away from me for more than two seconds if he was my bestie#hes SO wife and so loving and just <33333 he just loves you sooooo much its ridiculous#ask tag ā©#stsg anon !! ā©
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-OMG!!! Iām so excited to read this!!!
-Theyāve already been dating for TWO YEARS?!!!!
-āThe educational system was preventing you from seeing your man ā HAHAHA
-āAnd make fan edits of you while I waitā GIRL, the way she exposes herself šš
-Not that being an excuse of Y/N about Megumi not supporting her hobbies šš
-āI thought you liked my editsā HAHAHA š That for sure would be me
-āI love you pretty baby, Iāll see youā Heās so sweet!!!!
-Megumi and Y/Nās best friend are so funny!! Theyāre almost always fighting!
-He got Y/Nās favorite flowers!! Thatās so cute!!!
-āThat man is an ogreā ššš
-Not Megumi being angry and jealous at Yuuji and best friend!!
-Jealous Megumi supremacy!!!
-āyour best friend yanked your collar again and youĀ screamedĀ as megumi grabbed you and pulled you up against his chest, shielding you away from your lunatic girl friend as she cackled and pointed at megumiā (I imagined the meme of that lady carrying a man and pointing, Gumi would be that woman and Y/N the man thatās being carried)
-āMegumi is a weirdoā Poor Megumi
-āI thought we were best friends Fushiguroā AWWWWWW
-āAnd not be around idiot insane people anymoreā HAHAHA, but low key Megs and Y/N are a bit insaneā¦
-āYour best friend is clinically insaneā So is his!
-āRemember when I fucked you in here?ā HAHAHA is how he says it so casually to me
-I love it when people describe Megumi with wet hair as a young version of Toji!
-I love it when he calls us ābabyā
-āif you put it in my purse i swear to god iām never letting you see me naked ever againā HAHAHA, he got scared by that!
-āI worry that itāll bother you eventuallyā āO wonāt. Did your ex-boyfriend make you feel bad about it? is that why?ā OMGGGGGG, he just goes straight to the point
-āAnd then I started payingā I mean, it wouldnāt be so bad if they would done like I pay this night out, you pay the other, or something like that
-āSince I bought you dinner are you gonna buy me this?ā Boy, I think that if youāre dating someone it should be like both on the same level, and I hate that he acted like because he did one thing Y/N needs to buy things for him? Like it would be better if they did those things bc they wanted to and not like that
-āWhat a fucking idiotā We all say in unison
-āi do what i do because i love youā¦ and because youĀ deserveĀ it. and because iām supposed to.ā š„¹: my honest reaction when I read that
-Wait! What if Y/Nās ex knew Hannah and they were friends or something and Hannah knew about him being Y/Nās ex and convinced him to go with her to a basebnak match where he sees Y/N with Megs?? And he just gets angry bc heās an idiot?! (Iām just thinking he would be idiot enough to do that)
-Megumi is such a savage!!!
-ābaby Iām flashing the city, pleaseā HAHAHA, I loved that!!
-OMG THE PICS!!!!!!!!!!
-āCool baseball manā I LOVE THAT, like she said it before, and just putting it in the teddy bear is just their inside joke!!! I love that!
āGumi, money is a social constructā I mean, YES.
-OMFG!! I LOVEEEEEEE MARY JANES, actually, I recently bought a red pair! So it makes it feel real!!!
-āHim laughing at youā why is he like that?!! šš
OMG!!! This was super super cute, it made think of Megumi got sweet tooth bc of Gojo bc I imagine him just buying sweet things for (almost) every meal of the day, also Y/Nās isnāt much mentioned but I hate him from the little I know of him!
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BAHAHAH BRO reader is the realest of the REALEST and will make it known that her mlb man is HAAAWWTTTT !!! š«¦š«¦š«¦ AND THE DYNAMIC BETWEEN THE GROUP, ESPECIALLY MEGUMI AND READERS BEST FRIEND IS SOOOO FUN FOR ME TO WRITE I DIEEEEE !!!! IM HAPPY TO SEE YOU FIND IT FUNNY HEEEHEEE <3333
AND YES OH MY GOD thatās exactly what i was trying to do š«¦ megumi looking like toji š«¦š«¦ MEEEEOOOOWWWWUUHHHH !!!! so scrumptious.
AND OH MY GOD THAT IS SUCH AN INTERESTING IDEA WITH HANA AND Y/N EXXXX I HADNT THOUGHT OF THEM INTERACTING LIKE THAT !!!! and he definitely would be enough of an idiot to try and do something like that bro šš like pls šš GTFO
STOOOPPPP I LOVE MARY JANES TOO SO SO MUUUCHHHH THE GASP I GUSPED READING YOU JUST GOT A PAIR !!! I LOOOVEEE THATTTT !!! <3333
and LITERALLY exactly that !!! mlb!megumi has a HUGEEEE sweet tooth because gojo was serving him and his sister sweets and ice cream and cookies for breakfast lunch and dinner growing up š»š»
I LOOVEEEE YOUUUU I REMEMBER YOU DOING THIS FOR THE PREVIOUS FIC TOO AND I AM ASBOLUTELY FLOOORRREDDDDD AAAHHHHH !!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR READING AND FOR STOPPING BY TO TELL ME YOUR PRECIOUS THOUGHTSSS MY LOVEEE !! š„¹š„¹ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF !! <333 SMOOOCCHHHH !!
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hi future me this is a free pass to answer all the questions you want to >:))
hi past me, thank you for this opportunity >:))
Cruel Summer: Was there anything that stopped you from shipping with your f/o at first or was it love at first sight? Are things more complicated than they appear?
> FUN FACT: i remember watching the s1 finale for the first time and when kendall was going through it for a second i was like "hm. that's awful. that's so good. maybe he will be my guy...." which IS WILD. HE WAS NOT MY GUY.
i'd found tom handsome and interesting as a character but like, he didn't really become important to me until like. season 2 finale. i recall very vividly suddenly feeling Something over his struggles, and it kinda brought him to my mental spotlight so to speak. and then i started to look out for him and it kinda spiraled from there... so it wasn't love at first sight, i think that i had to see his development and the way the story and events began to affect him to start catching feelings. and it caused it to be a bit of a slow burn to me (if you can count a WEEK-ISH a slow burn LMAOOOO). but once he stepped into my noggin he has not left since <3
The Man: What strengthens your f/o in your opinion? What do they believe strengthens you?
> i'd call it his adaptability. being able to take blows while pretending that things don't faze you and fawning and groveling but also holding all the grudges and shittalking when the others aren't around. i love that one description of him that is something like "he's adapted himself to the conditions perfectly" and i'm just like. yeah....... i know..... :') like that is such a "good" skill (as in i wish it wasn't good but it totally is), i relate to it A LOT and i feel like it really carries him.
as for me, sort of a total opposite, he thinks what strengthens me are my sincerity and that certain kind of earnestness i just CANNOT stop expressing no matter how hard i try to appear nonchalant. i have strong emotions about things and more often than not i will make that clear. often it also means i'm very dead-set on things and my opinion cannot be very easily changed. but he thinks that it's really admirable.
Death By A Thousand Cuts:Ā How do you and your f/o handle bad times/how are youĀ there for each other when life gets rough?
> i'd say prior to the cruise drama, we would seek out reassurance but without really getting too deeply into what it is that is bothering us. we would be there for the other physically, maybe say some generic reassuring BUT still sincere things. it wouldn't really be until we have to sit down and talk everything out around s3 that we would dare to like. properly express our worries and truly tell the other what's actually the problem. no longer hiding the real issue. we'd become more honest and communicate much better. i think the biggest thing that'd help us would be to just. unconditionally accept the other's thoughts and feelings and not judge them. making each other feel safe without the fear of a negative reaction or a downplay of the other's emotions. little things like that <3 and handling the humiliation of being vulnerable by being vulnerable together, an even exchange if you will....
False God: Do you think of you and your f/o as soulmates? Why or why not?
> secretly, YES. not sure we'd ever admit it to each other because while we are silly romantics, that might be A BIT too much. especially on my end, i wouldn't dare to say it out loud. but we'd both have moments where we'd realise we're totally meant for each other on a soulmate kinda level <3333
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Moew <3333
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hiii!! i saw your inbox post and ur like my fav ever windbreaker writer š³š³ i have a habit of falling asleep literally everywhere and i was wondering if u had any thots on how wooin/owen/sangho/jay (idm who!!) would act with a reader like that?? feel free to ignore this if u donāt wanna!!! love u <3333 :D
omggg i have same habit, and the worst part that im drooling on random thingsš„“
and btw i hope u will like this, bc i have feeling that it went in a little bit wrong direction((
warnings: no, maybe a little oc, but it my thoughts. enjoy!!!š
wooin.
we all know that he likes to mock people. he's not mocking you, but he's a fucking pranker. he can turn on fake alarm sounds and then tease you for a long time about your reaction. once when you fell asleep at the table while doing your homework, wooin wanted to scare you, but you woke up unexpectedly abruptly and hit him on the nose with the back of your head. wooin didn't come up to you from behind anymore.
one day, when you were hanging out with his friends from sabbath crew. you got bored and leaned on his shoulder. āhey, baby its cute and everything, but can you not....ā and then he catches you drooling on his shoulder. as a result, you fell with your bike, and wooin got a couple of bruises from you.
sangho.
super stoic outside, but inside have a really warm smile at the sight of you falling asleep on the sofa in your shared living room.
his first time actually blushing was when you both was in taxi and you fall on his lap. he pated your head. i mean man had nothing better than this in his mind, just that masculine urge to protect what belongs to him. sometimes when he is really annoyed or pisseed from his work just join you in your naps. like sangho drugs you to bed with him without any words and don't let you go. aria once catch both of you sleeping in your clothes together, right after work. that was a great picture to be honest, sangho were hugging you from behind, so technically, aria didn't see you because you were covered by her brother's broad back, but she saw your crossed legs. (uwu cute <3). she never let hwangyeon know about that too intimate moment.
owen.
omg so cute, 10/10 highly recommended!!! he is absolutely adores how cute you look when you suddenly fell asleep. he have spacial album with the strangest places where you fell asleep. (so far, gym remains the undefeated leader, gods know how it even happend) he literally acts like those moms in social nets who are ready to take pictures of their children 24/7. yeah, he have a lot of photos of you and photos where you sleep in strange positions and places.
owen ready to melt when you falling asleep on him! double points if you fall asleep in taxi, so he will have opportunity to take you in his arms and carry you to home.
BONUS
dom kang.
king in making you blush in front of friends or whoever it is and has the first place in it, because who else was capable of such a thing?... he has a photo where you fell asleep in the toilet... but you made him promise that he would never show this photo to anyone. (spoiler: vinny saw this photo)
#[ ~ koi.talksš£]#windbreaker#webtoon#windbreaker webtoon#windbreaker headcanon#windbreaker x reader#x reader#wooin x reader#wooin windbreaker#wooin#owen windbreaker#owen knight x reader#owen knight#sangho choi#dom kang x reader#dom kang#dom windbreaker
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hello cecilia!! how have u been!! itās time for my monthly appearance
can i req kid! jamil somehow getting transported to the current world and is stuck in nrc for a good few days ? since crowley ever so GRACIOUSLY insisted that WE take care of him he just sticks besides us most of the time? jamil finds out too cause drama!!
(also i 100% believe jamil wouldāve stuck his tongue out at present jamil after mc picks him up and plays with him. heās just like that sometimes and jamils reaction would be funny)
Kid! jamil would be a shameless, envious little shit<3333 and he def would, heād be that kid that sticks his tongue out + flips present jamil off behind mcās back after being picked up
ā¢ Child! Jamil x Gn! Reader
ā¢Warnings; Platonic relationships. gn! reader, this is how iād imagine meeting him would go + his impression of mc
Letās be honest, youāre going to NRC, which means that you are swamped with many of any various possible work loads (which can be anything at this point). Knowing that now, on top of any and all of that, you have been so graciously volunteered (Not by your own will!) to take care of a child? Youāre almost convinced Mr. Crowley is trying to pull excuses out of his ass to make you work..
You donāt know this kid- Or even how to take care of kids, like, in general! Sure, you may or may notāve had some cousins and siblings thatād come around, but thatās not āhavingā a child, thatās- Thatās having someone thatās within your right to bully, but would absolutely tag team another bully with you. This, though, this is a whole ass child and you are a tired NRC student that just wants to pass classes and make it to the end the semesterā¦ Yeah, safe to say, youāre not pleased, even less so when you actually meet the kid for the first time!
When youāre set to pick up the kid from Crowleyās office (with the only info being given that his name was āJamilā), upon opening the Principles door, youāre met with surprising amount of silence and Crowley sitting on a comfortable looking chair, looking fucking nervous. Sweating buckets, not even joking, youāre quite sure the room would flood, and the kid.. Was nowhere to be seen? Fucking wicked, did he get picked up by fantasy parents and adopted already?
Ah shit, never mind then, nope, not gone. Just, uh- Just sitting besides Crowleyās weirdly oversized desk, with some coloring books. God damn, that kid has pretty creepy eyes, or maybe youāre just starting to get scared from him staring into your everything.
Youāre not sure but at this point in time? Youāre either too scared or too tired to ask, you just wanna go and eat unhealthy cereal for dinner.
The meeting goes on, Crowley rants about how he would absolutely take care of the kid that popped up in his school, but with how much work he had, he just couldnāt. Which leads to him telling you that it was essential you take him with you, to not let any (major) harm come to Jamil.
Jamil was quiet, though, you wouldāve assumed he was shy or nervous but he was intently staring at the both of you.. You wouldnāt describe his expression as nervous or intent, scared or whatnot, but he wouldnāt stop, and Jamil had this strange air of security that you couldnāt dream of having.
Jamil is reserved, much more than a kid would be, he doesnāt seem to be panicking but definitely isnāt comfortable. As much as heās staring at you throughout you being in the office and discussing food and clothing, Jamil didnāt seem to quite process what was happening.
When the meeting had fortunately come to an end, an unnecessarily dragged out end but nonetheless, an end, Jamil only stood up with a huff, turning his head away from your outstretched hand. He didn't want to be here, he wanted his sister and his Mom, why couldnāt he be sent back? It couldnāt be that hard if he had come here, right?
Jamil felt his eyes burning and his throat hurt, albeit he stayed quiet and settled on hugging himself. It was boring here, and he hadnāt seen anyone else, and heād have to stay with some stranger! There wasnāt much he could be described as besides āannoyedā and cranky, crocodile tears refusing to stop building up until he was silently sniffling.
#{..jamil anon..}#twisted wonderland#twst x reader#twst x you#twst headcanons#twst jamil#jamil x reader#jamil viper#twst drabble#kid!Jamil#{..šøwritingšø..}
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Flower | 37
; Hoseok x Reader
; Genre: Fluff
; Word Count: 5k
; Warnings: Discussions of IVF, sperm donation
; Synopsis:Ā You finally decide to take a dip into the world of online dating and find the Flower dating app. One of the top matches for you proves to be a guy who looks to be your complete opposite; tattooed, pierced, a metalhead and ohā¦incredibly handsome. What happens when you throw caution to the wind and reach out to him?
; A/N: Thank you for the reception to the last chapter! :D I think that was the most comments/feedback in a long time for Flower haha. It means a lot to me to have your comments like that <3333 I hope you enjoy this one, perhaps itās not really what you were expecting. I changed the last few around and the characters had decided this was the way they wanted to go! (it might sound silly but honestly, characters have a life of their own!)
; Flower Masterpost
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āMeeps!ā Hoseokās calls from the hallway, catching your attention from where youād lined up all your baking ingredients on the counter. āIām heading out.ā
Placing the glass bowl down carefully, you wipe your hands clean before heading out and smiling at him brightly. Heās got a dark denim jacket on alongside his new favourite black leather biker style boots, looking suitably rocker and even more sexy. Maybe you had a thing for those boots.
You donāt let him know this though, just watching as he pats his pockets to check he has his phone and wallet before a concerned expression takes over his face. Chuckling, you reach out to tap his hand, revealing the car keys heās panicking over and causing his cheeks to fluff a pretty rose.
āThanks. Do you want me to bring you anything back later? I can swing by the store on my way back home once weāre done?ā Shaking your head at him, you squeeze at the hand youāre still touching and give him a thankful smile.
āNo, Iām good. Weāre going to order in later. Maybe that Japanese place that we ordered from the other week or something. Thank you, though. Enjoy yourself, okay? Text me when youāre going to set off.ā Hoseok nods before leaning forward, giving you a quick kiss before heās out of the door.Ā
Standing for a moment, you overhear the sound of his car starting up before turning around and heading back into the kitchen. Grabbing your phone, your fingers tap at the screen as you let the girlās know that the door is open for them to just walk in. Almost as soon as youāve sent the message into your group chat, youāre distracted away by the bark from Ciri at your feet.
Sheās still pretty small, only a little bigger than sheād been three months ago when Hoseok had proposed, but you think that just makes her look cuter. Thankfully, sheās been very easy to train so far and sheās currently sat so prettily as she looks up at you, big eyes staring intently at your hands.
Another short, sharp bark makes you laugh as you glance at the stuff youād gotten out to bake with. Crouching down, you stroke her fur and make baby noises to her until her tail is sweeping the floor rapidly.
āCiri-billy, I havenāt even started yet! You canāt eat them as they are now. Have some patience my darling.ā You donāt know why you call your pets the nicknames that you do, or even where the names come. They just tend to pop out of your mouth when youāre talking to them and you just roll with it.
Itās caused Hoseok to laugh more than once to hear you call Kasumi your chicken or Ciri your little pudding. Particularly given you donāt call him by many pet names, instead just using his name or Hobi. Occasionally heāll get a ābabeā or a āsweetheartā but itās not too often.
āSoon my bub.ā Giggling, you give her a final stroke before standing back up and facing the counter. Quickly opening Spotify and beginning the playlist of your favourite songs, you keep your phone within easy reaching distance while looking over the recipe youād printed out earlier in the day.
It takes only minutes for you to become entranced in what youāre doing; careful measuring of ingredients and the delicate balance of mixing them to create a wonderful treat. Only what youāre making today isnāt for yourself, or even your best friends.
No, theyāre for Ciri. Youād found a recipe for grain-free dog treats and youād decided to try making them. Part of you couldnāt quite believe what you were doing, particularly for a dog, but you would enjoy seeing Ciri enjoy them all. It wouldnāt surprise you if Hoseok decided to try and eat one himself.
Youāre so involved with baking and singing along to the music that plays through the Bluetooth connected speakers in the kitchen, obviously something that Hoseok had bought because youād considered it pointless, that you donāt hear the front door opening. Itās only when you turn to put some of the finished treats onto the wire trays that youāve lined up that you realise when Chungha is suddenly standing in front of you.
Shrieking, you jump and have to battle to not drop all the freshly baked goods onto the floor while cursing up a storm. Almost immediately she moves to help you, apologising profusely as she yelps when grabbing a falling dog treat, her face twisting as it burns her fingers.
āOh fuck! Chungha, shit. Are you okay? Oh my god, come over here.ā Tugging her to the sink, you turn on the cold water and shove her hand under it, ignoring her whine of pain as the cold water interacts with her burn. The two of you focus on making sure itās okay, even resulting in you going to grab the first aid kit Hoseok had bought a year ago when a sudden voice interrupts.
āWhat is going on here?ā Two sides of wide eyes turn to Soyeon, letting her see the medical stuff youāve haphazardly thrown on the side as youāve looked for the burn ointment you could have sworn was in here. A glance at the treats causes a small āoā to form on her pretty lips before she leans against the counter, elbows on the top.
āOoh, baking mishap?ā Teasing you with a grin and a wiggle of her brows, you nod before handing Chungha the tube youād finally found. She gives you a smile of gratitude and applies some to her hand, her lips pursed into an adorable pout as she concentrates. Youāre so busy concentrating on watching her that you almost miss Soyeonās hand as it reaches out to the wire trays.
āNo!ā Shouting, the word causes her to jerk in surprise as she snaps her hand back with almost obscenely wide eyes. Cringing, you realised that youād perhaps been a little bit too loud and give her an apologetic wince.
āSorry. I just...theyāre not for us. Theyāre for Ciri! I found a recipe to make some treats for her so I thought Iād give it a go. Think I made enough for her?ā Brow raising, you chuckle while gesturing to the ridiculous amount. Perhaps youād bought a little too many ingredients and gotten just a little excited in it.
Thereās no way you could feed Ciri all this before they went off. Sheād end up getting sick, and you hated having to clean that up. Which meant you couldnāt because then Hoseok would have to clean it up and you know heād whine and pout the whole time.
āI can take some back for Mandu?ā Soyeon offers, referring to the cute golden labrador that Jungkook and her had adopted two months ago. Theyād gotten her from a shelter as a puppy and Jungkook had been the one to pick her name, unsurprisingly choosing something food-related given mandu was Korean-style dumplings.
āSure, Iāll make sure you can take some back for Eevee too,ā Glancing to Chungha, you gesture over to the box on the other counter. āFor us though, I did make us some triple chocolate cookies! Not entirely sure how many are left because Hoseok was being a locust.ā
That gets a snort from them all as you separate the dog treats so that all three dogs will get an equal amount before washing your hands. Chungha puts the kit away and takes out two glasses from a cupboard before handing one over to Soyeon. The two take a glance inside the fridge before filling them up with fizzy lemonade.
As far as you knew, that was just what Hoseok liked to drink with one of his alcohols. It made it more like a soft drink or something.
Grabbing the box of cookies, you head into the living room and sit on the couch with a leg curled up beneath you. Your best friends follow and sit as well, looking over at the television where Netflix has been paused in the show youād been watching. One of what was considered to be your worst traits was that you took far too long to watch the āpopularā shows, which is why youād finally started watching Breaking Bad way too late.
Hoseok had been bugging you to try and watch it for years now but youād just never been interested.
āOoh, youāre getting to a good bit.ā Chungha comments, reaching forward to grab one of the cookies out of the box and munching on it. A soft noise of happiness leaves her as she chews, her butt wiggling as the flavours melt on her tongue.
āShh, I already have to put up with Hoseok doing that. I donāt need you doing it too,ā Pursing your lip into a pout, you cross your legs and grab the sleeping Pikachu cushion from your side before hugging it. āIām going, to be honest with you as well, I donāt really like this. I donāt get the hype.ā
As expected, both of them look at you with shocked faces that make you want to laugh. You donāt know what it is about going against the grain but the reactions you got never ceased to amaze you.
āAre you kidding? Breaking Bad is like...television perfection! The character arcs are just...urgh, exquisite.ā Brow raising, you watch as Chungha continues to wax poetic about the show while Soyeon nods along and interjects now and again in support.
āWell, I think itās pretty boring. And I donāt like Walter. Heās an asshole.ā More shocked looks cause you to reach out and take the PS4 controller, exiting the show and moving on to look through the large list of shows and films Netflix had on offer. Without any input from either of them, you settle on The Umbrella Academy.
Youād already watched both seasons but it was something easy to have on in the background while you all probably talked instead.Ā
āHowās wedding planning?ā The question comes from Soyeon, who lets her head drop onto the back of the couch. Kasumi is laid out next to her, probably purring contentedly as her soft fur is stroked and she gets all the scratches and love. Ciri is currently curled up between Chungha and you, her tail hitting your thigh gently.
āGood, good. Weāve chosen a date and booked the venue so...weāre going to get the invites done as soon as we can. Before we get onto picking stuff for the actual ceremony and all that, weāre going to book the honeymoon. Priorities, you know. I think weāre leaning towards Argentina for two weeks at the minute but that might change.ā You were adamant on exploring the world with Hoseok and Argentina would be your first foray into South America.
Which wasnāt much really considering youād only ever visited Italy and Thailand so far. But still, when the opportunity arose then you would grasp it firmly.
Chungha finishes off her cookie before brushing at her mouth delicately, āHave you bought one of those wedding plannerās? Where it lists out all the stuff for you to plan and add in ideas and stuff?ā
Nodding, you smile at her before gesturing over to the bookcase to the right. Alongside the books, video games, figurines and plushies that had accumulated over time was the binder that youād purchased only days after getting engaged. Part of you was still trying to get your head around the fact that you no longer had a boyfriend but a fiancĆ©.Ā
And in a couple of months then youād have a husband. It was odd to think about.
āAh, itās all exciting to think about.ā
āIt is, but I donāt have much more to tell you at the minute, to be honest. We havenāt decided much more apart from that and I havenāt looked into anything else. Iām trying not to overwhelm myself, you know? Go slow.ā That gets them both nodding in acknowledgement before they look around.
āWhereās Hoseok gone today?ā
āOh, heās gone to a concert with Taehyung and Yoongi. Some...weird prog-rock band or something. Heās been playing some of the songs lately and they sound odd but heās into it so,ā You shrug with a wry twist to your lips, causing them to snort. āI doubt heāll be home before midnight, to be honest, so...we have the house to ourselves, ladies!ā
āI mean...Iām pretty sure the most exciting thing weāre going to do is just eat food or something. Which is probably all we ever do when weāre together. You guys are not good for my waistline.ā Soyeon groans, patting her flat stomach and you give her a droll stare.
āReally?ā
āYeah?ā Chungha backs you up and you canāt help but laugh in amusement, giving her an equally amused stare. Sheās just as skinny as Soyeon is but you canāt bring yourself to argue with either of them. Everyone has their issues going on after all.
That thought makes you frown and you reach out to Soyeon, clasping her hand tightly as you watch her with concern. Your sudden change in demeanour causes her brow to lower, gaze skittering away from yours given how intense it was.
āYouāre okay, right? Thereās nothing wrong or anything youād wanna talk about?ā The sincerity in your voice makes her smile softly, her free hand coming to rest against your own and squeezing it gently.
āIām okay, I promise. It was just a joke, honestly.ā Twisting your lips slightly, you stare deeply into her eyes before nodding slowly in acceptance. After spending so long hating yourself, you didnāt want to let your friends feel even an iota of the self-hatred you had. Especially when they were so pretty anyway.
āSo err...while weāre still talking about moderately serious stuff, I have something to ask both of you. I mean...well itās kinda weird that Iām asking you both but I figure I should ask you to get your permission before asking them.ā Chungha is babbling and you tilt your head in question, brow creasing as you wonder what on earth sheās trying to get at. She seems nervous given the way her fingers play with themselves and her eyes skitter away from your direction.
āDahyun was supposed to be here, you know that, but sheās ended up having to go see her grandparents as her grandma is sick right now. Otherwise, sheād be here too. So...weāve decided that we want a kid. And weāre looking to adopt, weāve put our names down and everything but it takes a while to even get approved for that. But we also would like to have a baby as well. Like...one of ours. I know Dahyun, in particular, is quite eager to get to experience pregnancy because sheād always dreamed of having a baby but as you can guess, being lesbians we donāt have the option of getting pregnant so easily.ā Now your eyebrows have lifted high, probably almost to your hairline as you listen to Chunghaās nervous words.
It doesnāt surprise you that theyāre wanting to have kids now. Theyāve been together for a while as well, and you know that theyāve been considering whether or not to get married. For the moment though, theyād just registered themselves in a civil partnership, unsure whether they wanted to go through the whole wedding thing just yet. Though you did not doubt that they would eventually go for it.
Kids were the next logical choice for them, and you felt excitement bubbling in your stomach at the thought of Chungha being a mommy. Even if you didnāt like kids, it didnāt mean that you werenāt excited for your friends when they wanted to have them.
You could imagine that it was a bit more stressful for Chungha and Dahyun as a lesbian couple, as compared to a heterosexual couple. The more you thought about that actually, the more unfair it seemed. People were getting pregnant all the time by accident, but your best friend had to go through so much effort to get the same result.
āSo, weāve looked into IVF and all that stuff. Thereās not just IVF, there are other methods too. But if weāre spending money on it then weād rather have the best chance of success, you know? Iām not explaining it very well but Iām not a scientist either, weāve researched it a lot and had a preliminary appointment either way. I just...have something potentially awkward to ask.ā She pauses at that, her face twisting into a picture of nerves and hesitation.
A glance at Soyeon has you catching eye contact, but neither of you says anything and decide to let Chungha go at her own pace. You have an idea as to where sheās going with this, but you feel that she should at least be allowed to get there on her own.
āSo, we can use sperm from a sperm bank, right? Itās all checked over and vetted, but itās really expensive. And I know that sounds rich considering weāre wanting to have a baby and the last thing they are is cheap, but weāre trying to look at all our options for the moment. What Iām trying to ask in a long-winded way is would either of you be okay if we asked Hoseok or Jungkook to maybe donate? I know it sounds awkward given we know them and youāre both dating them but they can get everything tested and Iād feel a little easier if we knew the sperm donor, you know?ā A grimace takes over her mouth, causing you to frown as you reach out and squeeze her leg in reassurance.
āHey, thereās no need to apologise. I think weāve all been friends for long enough that something like this can be discussed without ridicule or negative emotions, right?ā Looking to Soyeon, you feel relief as she smiles and nods in agreement. āIām excited for you to start a family! You know Iām not one for kids so I canāt say I understand the whole process youāre going through but I can assure you that Iāll support you and Dahyun the whole way. In terms of a donation...well itās up to you, Soyeon, and Jungkook. Hoseok literally canāt.ā
Glancing between them both, you make a scissors gesture and watch in amusement as both their eyebrows rise in realisation. It wasnāt something youād discussed with them before, even if Hoseok had been fine about it, mainly because youād felt Hoseokās health and your sex life werenāt things to casually talk about. But you felt it important at this moment to make sure Chungha knew that you werenāt being callous.
āOh? That makes sense though, youāve never wanted kids and it doesnāt surprise me that Hoseok doesnāt want them either then. So that leaves Jungkook, huh?ā Soyeon chuckles, leaning back against the couch and stroking at Kasumiās ears gently. You wonder what sheāll say, given itād mean her best friend having Jungkookās baby before she does.Ā
Some women wouldnāt be on board with that, and you suppose itās a sign of how much Chungha loves and trusts you both that sheās querying you both with this. On the other hand, you have complete confidence that if you both turned her down then she wouldnāt be offended and they would instead use a sperm bank as sheād said.
Chungha turns more to Soyeon, playing with her hands as her nerves ramp up. It must be affecting Ciri because the dog sits up, tilting her head and staring almost in concern at your friend. Smiling, you scoop Ciri into your lap and scratch behind her ears until her back leg is going.
āYou can say no, I wonāt be offended. Nor would Dahyun, if she could be here. We donāt expect anything. I just wanted to ask you both first because I felt itād be rude of me to just go to him instead of querying with you two. Youāre my best friends and they are your boyfriends after all. Also, Jungkook can definitely say no too. Once again, we donāt expect him to agree if heās not comfortable with it. I just...wanted to ask, you know? We kinda considered all of Hoseokās friends because neither of us has many male friends and weād love to be able to have a better idea of the donorās personality, a more detailed medical history and everything. Plus, with us having to do everything medically then it helps to make it a little more ānormalā for us. He doesnāt have to be involved in the babyās life if he doesnāt want to be, otherwise, Iād just like for him to be known as an uncle. In the future, weād tell them who their sperm donor was if Jungkook was okay with it and they wanted to know.ā You find yourself nodding, appreciating the fact that Chungha and Dahyun have thought this through.
While Soyeon might agree to let them ask Jungkook, there was every chance that Jungkook might not want to agree anyway. Maybe he doesnāt like the idea of another woman having his baby, even if he wonāt have any rights to it. Some people didnāt like things like that. Or maybe he just didnāt want to, for whatever reason.
The fact that she was making it clear that Jungkook and Soyeon were both allowed, even encouraged, to say no if they felt uncomfortable at any moment settled you. You didnāt want to think that your friends were being forced or coerced into something just because they felt that they had to do it.
āWould it be cheaper though? I mean, Iām assuming theyād have to do tests and stuff to make sure heās not got any diseases or genetic things that they ideally donāt want to pass on? Doesnāt that cost a lot?ā Chungha sighs and nods, her lips turning down slightly.
āWe would, but the difference is that I doubt weād have to do those tests often. So if he agreed then weād have the tests done but then after that, we donāt pay anything else. The sperm bank that was recommended to us is $1000 for just one vial of sperm. So if that doesnāt work then we have to pay out again. And Iām not saying we wouldnāt pay Jungkook, weāre both willing to offer but the idea of being stung for that much for a tiny vial is painful.ā The price makes your eyes bulge while Soyeonās jaw drops.
āHoly shit! A thousand dollars for something he just washes away? Fucking hell, heās wasting thousands every time he jacks off. Oh my god, that must be the most expensive thing Iāve ever had in my mouth then.ā Snorting, you bite your lip in amusement as you consider how many times Hoseok had ejaculated with you. Though you doubted the man was getting anywhere near a thousand dollars, it was still mind-boggling to know that the price tag on a cumshot.
āItās ridiculous, right? I mean, okay itās not really because obviously, they have to do all those tests and stuff. But still! You can understand why we were shocked. Either way, if you or Jungkook says no then weāre going to go that way. I want you to know that weāre not laying all our eggs in one basket. No pun intended there.ā That makes all of you chuckle, the mood lightening up as you do so.
Reaching forward to the box youād placed on the coffee table, you grab another cookie before handing more out to the two of them. Each takes one with a grateful smile before biting into it.
āIām okay with it. Iām not sure whether I want kids or not and I think weāre just taking it as an āif it happens then it happensā approach. So, to me, Iām not bothered if Jungkook says yes. Plus, youāre my best friend and Iād much rather you have a baby where you know the dad and can get more information from him. And oh my god, Jungkook would make such good babies. Theyād be adorable and he has the sweetest personality!ā Soyeon squeals, shaking the cookie around in excitement as she imagines his metaphorical children.
For a moment, you imagine it as well and canāt help but smile. You certainly hoped that his babies would all get his big, emotive eyes alongside his endearing personality. Before you can comment on it though, Soyeon continues.
āI will make it clear though, that he doesnāt have to say yes. He might not be comfortable with the idea of having someone he knows having his kid. Or he might not like the idea of not being involved in their lives in a father kind of way. On the other hand, he might turn around and say that he isnāt bothered at all and will give you as much as you want. But I want it to be up to him. Thankfully, Iām not a hugely possessive person so Iām not bothered by the idea of his kids with someone else.ā
Watching Chunghaās face carefully, you canāt help but smile at the palpable relief that spreads over it upon Soyeonās words. That smile vanishes though when you see her eyes glisten, the unshed tears forming fast and causing you to gently put Ciri onto the floor before youāre scooting over to her. Wrapping your arms around her, you make reassuring noises.
Youāre not one to get emotional, nor can you handle other peopleās emotions, but your best friends are different. Theyāve been in your life for long enough by now that you feel the urge to care for them, to listen to their worries and soothe their fears. Seeing Chungha, who is normally so strong, starting to cry at Soyeonās words makes your stomach hurt.
āHey, hey!ā Soyeon gushes, rushing over to the other side of Chungha until youāre all in some kind of weird cuddle fest. It just makes Chungha let out a laughing sob, the sound thick as the tears slowly start to fall.
āIām sorry. I just didnāt know if I was doing the right thing asking you both this. I know itās something so big and important. You might have told me to fuck off and got angry with me at even thinking of it and I was so scared that youād be annoyed by it. I mean, how many other people are going to ask their friends if they can have some of their boyfriendsā sperm to knock up their partner?ā Wiping at her tears, you tut softly as you try to erase the eyeliner and mascara thatās begun to smear as well.
āI mean, it is a slightly odd ask. I think we can both agree with that,ā Soyeon nods in agreement, running her fingers through Chunghaās hair. āBut weāre your best friends. You didnāt demand this from us, you gave us a choice and made it clear we can deny it. Iāll be honest, if Hoseok hadnāt got the snip then I wouldāve said no. Iām not personally comfortable with the idea of someone else having his baby. But I know that you would have accepted that choice and not tried to push me. Same as youāll accept whatever decision Jungkook makes.ā
āYeah, sheās right. We love you, and we know you love us which is why you felt you could ask this of us. Iām more than happy to help my best friend start her family and I know that Dahyun has made you happier than anyone else has over the years. If everything works out then Iām going to be the coolest aunt ever.ā Grinning brightly, Soyeon manages to succeed in making Chungha laugh softly.
Getting up, you rush off to the bathroom before coming back and handing her some tissue and make-up remover wipes to clean up her face. A brief smile of gratitude is given to you before she proceeds to scrub at her face.
āYouāll both be great auntieās. Even if youāre not going to be hugely into the whole thing.ā Sheās looking at you then, wry amusement in her eyes as her lips twist slightly. Feeling heat spread in embarrassment at her words, you shrug and murmur an apology.
āDonāt worry, we wonāt push anything on you. That is, even if it manages to happen. Who knows, maybe weāll get approved for adoption super quick and we go through that first instead? I have no idea whatās going to happen.ā At that moment, Ciri decides to make her presence annoy with a shrill yap.
Looking down at the floor, you chuckle at the sight of her annoyed face that she got pushed off the couch. Reaching out, she jumps up and wiggles herself so that sheās half on Chungha and half on you.
āOkay, I think weāve had enough emotional and in-depth talks for today. Or at least, for this hour. How about we put on YouTube and just start watching animals being funny? Cheer us all up.ā Reaching out for the controller, you exit Netflix as Soyeon nods.
The conversation isnāt quite over, you can tell that much, but you know that for now itās just being put onto the back burner. You donāt have much more participation you can give the whole thing given youāre not being involved in it, but youāre sure that Chungha and Soyeon will talk everything out much more in-depth before Soyeon asks Jungkook.
Itās an important topic but given Chunghaās emotional nature right now, you donāt want to push it any further just yet. Instead, you figure itās time to lighten the mood a little before any more serious talk can be had.
āFind one of those TikTok compilations, theyāre so funny.ā This comes from Soyeon as she points at the screen.
āWhat? No way, you have to watch like 20 TikTokās to find one funny one. Vine was so much better.ā
āThose are fighting words.ā
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HELOO im here with a prompt!!! ādo you remember what it feels like to love?ā āi canāt even remember who i am.ā buckytony,,,, maybe? šš
Oh man oh man oh man, hell yeah!!!!! I was so excited about this I almost missed my math test!
Iāve never got a prompt on tumblr before, so hopefully I do this right?? Thank you sooooo much!!!!!!! I made an ungodly squeal when I saw your requests. Iām so pumped. <3333
Here we go, coming from this angstyĀ Prompt List.
Title: Poking BruisesĀ
Paring: Winteriron (Buck x Tony)
āIām in love with youā.
When Bucky first thought about what it might mean, what it might feel like, to fall in love again after Hydra, after what he had become, he had never envisioned it going very well.
He scarcely even entertained the idea of being in love, not even as a form of self punishment.
Not until Tony at least.
So when Bucky admits this truth for the very first time into the space between them in the medical wing as his reasoning for nearly getting his arm blown off again, he doesnāt expect it to go any better than those fantasies of unreciprocated love that were born from Buckyās self loathing.
Heās expecting that Tony will be uncomfortable at best, apathetic at worst.
Denial is not what he was expecting.
āNo youāre not,ā Tony says after his face clears of the shock that was present a moment prior.
Tony laughs, though Bucky can tell itās strained.
āYou donāt really get to decide that part,ā Bucky replies, defensive but uncertain.
Itās not the first time heās argued with Tony, and if heās honest with himself he was definitely prepared for this to be an argument. Just not the one that they seem to be having.
Bucky was prepared for a lot of things today, and Tonyās anger was one he both expected and dreaded. He expected Tony to be angry that Bucky landed himself in medical, healing factor rendered pretty useless with the extent of the damage, at least for a few hours. Tony was always upset when Bucky got hurt. He never liked seeing people hurt, especially if Tony himself manages to walk away unscathed.Ā
Tony was unscathed now, because Bucky was really, really not.
Sometimes he just forgets that the suit is as much of a shield as it is a weapon. He forgets Tony doesnāt need, and most definitely does not want, Buckyās protection.
But usually Tony reels him out for a while, and then hugs him just this side of too tight given whatever injury Buckyās sporting that day. The hug is just as much a reprimand as the lectures are, but Bucky barely registers that part most of the time, he gets too caught up in Tony.
Buckyās never been to medical before though. This is more than a tender shoulder, a bit of road burn, or a fresh bruise for Tony to poke.Ā
Tonyās not hugging him now.
He was holding Buckyās hand when he woke up though, looking tired and stressed.
It was a pretty quick turn around before he looked ready to smack some sense into Bucky once he groaned himself to full consciousness.
Bucky was familiar with the sentiment, since he harboured a similar emotion every time Steve did something stupid like Bucky just did.
Bucky was pretty sure, when Tony demanded to know why the hell Bucky did what he did, and he chose honesty for once, that that whatever the reaction was, it was going to fucking hurt.
Maybe the rejection would be enough to get it through Buckyās thick skull that he should just leave Tony alone.
āDo you even remember what it feels like to love?āĀ
That was not the kind of pain Bucky was expecting to feel but Tony was as apt at poking the metaphorical bruises as he was the physical ones, it seemed.
Do you even remember them?
Bucky was honest with Tony in Siberia when he asked, so heās honest now when he replies, his voice rasping just as tight as it was when Iron Man was choking him all those years ago.
āI canāt even remember who I am, most of the timeā.
Tonyās face, his sunglasses forgotten and for that Bucky is infinitely grateful because he can actually read Tony now, flashes with something like pain before a vindictive mask settles over his features.
Tonyās sitting at his bedside still, and Buckyās glad for that too. He doesnāt need to strain his voice to speak. Tony doesnāt stand and make the uneven ground theyāre standing on any more defined.
Tony is not an uncaring man. Bucky loves him for a reason. He might do his best to project a certain aloof attitude, but he cares far too much for his own good.
He cares about Bucky.
Frets over him when Bucky has those bad days. Vindictive isnāt the emotion Tony feels, and Bucky damn well knows that.
Bucky cuts off whatever Tony was going today next, and itās hard, as hard as it was the first time, but he still gets it out, doesnāt whisper, but he doesnāt exactly shout it, either.
āBut yeah, I remember what it feels like to love,ā he says, āFeels like this,ā he says, āLike youā.
āYou are a recently un-brainwashed Nazi assassin, Bucky,ā Tony says.
Bucky nods, and he knows that his love for Tony isnāt what Tony wants, he knows that his love isnāt what anybody would ever want.
āWhatās that saying, uh,ā he mumbles, āYou are what you love, not who loves you?ā he tries for a rueful smile, but itās more a grimace and he knows it.
Tony just blinks at him.
āThatās about you, not me,ā Bucky corrects a moment later, feeling awkward at how quickly it seems that their argument has lost its fire. āIām not half the man you are, no matter how much I love you,ā he says.
āOh my god, youāre an idiot,ā Tony says.
Bucky isnāt going to deny it when he opens his mouth to speak, but Tony still cuts him off.
He does it with a kiss.
āIāve been in love with you for months,ā Tony tells him, and Bucky wonders if maybe they found some kind of morphine that works on him because he feels high as a kite, āBut Buckyā¦ā
And that was the rejection coming, wasnāt it?
āYouāreā¦ youāre recovering. Youāre fragile,ā Tony says, clearly for lack of a better word.
That startles a laugh out of Bucky though, āNo, not fragile,ā he denies, ājust an idiot,ā but maybe Tony was too because he was still close enough that Bucky could lean in and kiss him again, and again, and again.
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Deku vs Kacchan 2, full episode live reaction/commentary
AHHHH itās time and finally here, the important and long-awaited cathartic showdown Iāve been wanting to see animated for ages, as one of my most favorite parts of the manga, both character and relationship wise. ;A; Managed to stay offline and avoid reaction spoilers so I could see it fresh for myself without any distractions. So here we go with my whole in depth breakdown of the episode! 8āD Where I repeatedly get stabbed in the heart and end up completely losing my shit! Length: 4000+ words.
Edit: several of the subās lines have since been shown to be mistranslated, which I still transcribe here for comparisonās sake, since I already have the mangaās script memorized anyway. :āD
Last ep left us hanging with Dekuās reaction to Kacchanās proposal for a fight, so bam, Iām glad this ep starts off immediately with his fumbling answer to him (midpoint of ch117). Ahh, if thereās one thing I miss from the manga, itās the panel of Kacchanās deadpan reaction to Dekuās rambling. The anime instead keeps his face half hidden untilā
GAH!!!! ;A; THERE IT IS!!! His sudden face of open and honest sincerity! (One of my fav manga panels actually.) Subs have his line as, āWhat part of you made All Might do what he did? Let me see for myself. If the way you admired him was correct, then does that mean my admiration was wrong?ā Oh noo... :āO The anime doesnāt show his whole face warping into a pained, unnerving expression like the manga does (and in a way I was hoping to see that transition animated), but instead shows an extreme close up of his eye, desperate and dead serious. Gbhgh, very tense and chilling (omg plus that dramatic choir ost swelling in the bg is getting to me too). Ā
Flashback to both their childhood lines about All Might! UGH!!! I was not expecting baby Dekuās line to be that broken and watery! Dā8 And said over the image of them standing opposed like that??!!! URGHHH fucking hell!!!
Crying and trembling baby Dekuās aspirations, said when he found out he was quirkless, with his dreams probably permanently crushed, and emotionally at his lowest, helpless, and most vulnerable point, REALLY GETS TO ME?! Fuck!! Just a prelude to seeing Kacchanās turn at his most emotionally vulnerable too. (gwah, break for the opening, hah I forgot that hadnāt even played yet :P) Ā Ā
ā¦.!!!!!! šš Shit, shit!! Thereās almost no room to breathe here! Ayy they show Kacchan stretch his arms and note how Deku uses kicks now (yoo heās observant and watches Deku too), but gah! You can really feel Dekuās āhold on, wait!!ā pleas, because holy fuck this is jumping into it so fast! Iām not ready either!! D8Ā
Ok, I can actually breathe a bit when Deku slows down to analyze which hand Kacchan will use, but ohh!!! They animated one of my fav effects, the popping sparks on Kacchanās palm before he lets it all loose. :āD Hoo, āYou like to read a lot into things, huh?ā They donāt show the mangaās direct view of his smirk for this line, but do show the panels for their dual āCome on!ā vs āAre you serious, Kacchan?ā lines. (Hooboi, Iām recognizing manga panels left and right here. And why yes, Deku, Kacchan has been dead serious about what he wants from you this whole time.)Ā
Yooo, that one sliding shot of them closing in face to face from the preview, but damn, that extra shot of all the over the top destruction to their vicinity. Whew, now thatās impressive for showing the scale/magnitude and seriousness of his explosions. :O (The collateral damage wasnāt shown nearly to that extent in the manga however, so wow. Also uwaah at the chilling ost for when Aizawa is notified.) Ā
Ayyy!!! My fav bits of popping sparks are animated again. :D What isnāt shown is the mangaās detailed close up panels of them crouched on opposite sides of the road, but rather now theyāre standing there, until Kacchan forcefully leaps onto Dekuās side. Visually this is an interesting and heyyy symbolic change.Ā
Mmmm!!! Dekuās pleas for him to wait remind Kacchan of when baby Deku used to say the same to him in the past. :ā))) To wait for him so Deku could catch up from following behind. Hrgh, symbolic flashback montage time. ;.; āNo matter how much I beat you up,ā ehhh more like he knocked Deku back down whenever he intruded too close for comfort, to try and make him stay back and stop pursuing him (to no avail however), āyou were always stuck to my back like glueā¦!ā Yup, because Dekuās spirit never gave up. :ā) Ah, and now present Kacchan telling him, āDonāt run! Fight!ā feels like a very challenge TO Dekuās tendency to always stick close to him. The Deku heās always known canāt just break that behavior now and run away, especially not when Kacchanās actually invited/allowed him into his space this time (figuratively, by acknowledging and offering the fight)! :O
āEven though we both admired the same personā¦!ā ;.; To which Kacchan also recalls All Mightās words to him from their final exam, and how their levels of growth are different. (ok and by the way, the ost during this part is !!!!!) Fuck, fuck!!! D8 All Kacchanās repeated and desperate questions āwhy?!ā during their rapid back and forth of mixed blows, blocks and kicksā¦! (omgggg this animated sequence!) To Dekuās surprise counter-kick back, andā¦
The trip and FALL. (btw ost completely silences now) Itās coming itās coming itās comingā¦! Notice the position of the streetās center divide line. How both of them are stopped so close to the center now, yet still edging on opposite sides. Deku, shocked and realizes Kacchan might be hurtā¦powers down and instantly runs to him with the familiar outstretched hand & offer to help! ;A; Throwback to the river incident when Kacchan also fell and Deku offered THE same question, āA-Are you okay?ā Ooof, the instant nerve button and animated slap away!
Ffffruuggh!! Shit, itās happening; Kacchanās voice is breaking. ;A; How he teeters and stands up swaying. āWhy did I end up having to chase after the back of someone who was always behind me?ā URGHH oh goddd, Iām in pain with the raspy broken delivery already. Also, now that Kacchanās standing up, his feet are parted on both sides of the line, where now both him and Deku are standing in the center of the road. āWhy did a damn small fry like you get strongā¦and become acknowledged by All Mightā¦? Why is it that you become strongā¦but Iā¦ā SHIT SHIT SHIT;;; āWhy was Iā¦ā Ohhhh my god, the slow raise of his headā¦!
āWhy was I the one who ended All Might?!ā HHHRRUUGHHH!!! THERE IT IS!! The most pained face of desperation and anguish. At probably his most conflicted and emotionally vulnerable point that heās ever been in the story ;A; Just fucking end me where Nobu makes his voice crack and go all shrill while letting it all out. Some animated sakuga on the delivery and shake of his head here too, kkrghh. ;.; āIf Iād been stronger and if I hadnāt been kidnapped by villains, then that wouldnāt have happenedā¦ā (ost starts again, and hrgg yes, the animated wipe at his eyes) āAll Might tried to keep it a secretā¦I couldnāt tell anyone! Even if I try not to think about itā¦it just comes to mind unexpectedly!ā (fuck me upppp, the way they animated him shaking his head here ;A;) āI donāt know what to do!ā THE TEARS!!! Itā¦it finally happened, and welp, Iām a mess now too. ;A; Kacchanās line where he wails he doesnāt know what to do, would have had extra context/weight with Twiceās chapter shown before it (as in the manga). Because Twice notes how important it is to know āwho you are and what you want to doā...and right now we see Kacchan currently struggling at that same personal and internal impasse. (Fortunately it looks like Twiceās part will still be adapted later.)
The shock here, that Deku feels, that I felt when I first read this part in the mangaā¦and the realization that solidified with it, made me finally understand who my fav character was all along. There was no longer any doubt or denial holding me back anymore. Kacchan is that bleeding heart. At his most openly raw and vulnerable, bearing his true self for the entire audience and most importantly, for only Deku to see. Oh noā¦MY BOYYYYYYYY!!! ;A; <3333 āHeās been carrying this with him this whole timeā¦! More than meā¦this whole timeā¦ Heās been worrying about itā¦Thinking about itā¦ā
Hrgh, and Deku understands now too, just how much self-blame and guilt Kacchan put himself through after All Mightās retirement. Kacchan had been in more pain over it than Deku. With Deku shouldering the responsibility of All Might passing the torch onto him with the āyour nextā line, Kacchan had shouldered the responsibility of believing he was the very reason that caused the end to his idolās legacy of heroism. Taking a stab wound through his own heart, enduring that burden all by himself, and without able to tell anyone about it either. All while keeping up appearances that heās āstrongā on the outside, yet all along hating how weak he actually is. Because of his inability and powerlessness to prevent this huge loss from happening in the first place.Ā
āThere might not be any meaning in this fight. There might not be any meaning in winning or losing. Even so, I thought that I had to go through with it. Because right now, Iām the only one who can accept Kacchanās feelings.ā
BOIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! There it is! ;A; Because itās so true. Deku is the only one who can possibly understand both the familiarity and magnitude of what Kacchan is going through now. Good lord, Deku monologues this while Kacchan slowly steps towards him, teetering on the edge of the literal white line!!! Ah wait no, he steps over it and runs to the other (Dekuās) side of the road!! URGHHHHH!!!! Destroy me with this visualĀ āwalking the lineā symbolism!! ;A; Even Deku braces himself over both sides of the center line, to receive and deliver an answering kick right back at him, in the physical language Kacchan wants right now. Here we goooo~
More Deku internal monologue: āHe mightāve just wanted to release these feelings he couldnāt do anything about by fighting. Even if that was the case, I couldnāt just completely reject him. It was kind of twisted if you thought about it.ā Hrm, choosing to word it as a ātwistedā way of thinking, huh. āFrom kindergarten to elementary school, middle school, and high schoolā¦Weāve known each other for a long time, but until now, weāve never talked about how we really felt.ā Krgh, fuck me uppp with that shot of them back to back together. ;A;
Ahhhh!!! This part of the action resembles Nakamuraās a bit, with the dynamic zoom ins, impact frames, and flashy flame effects. ;A; Can only just sit in awe and watch it happen. No thinking indeed.
GUH! All the way up to the physical strike Kacchan gives to Dekuās coreā¦ouch ouch;;; That bit animating how Deku dents the railing from the force of impact tho. D8 Omg these manga panels are implemented so quick, with them reacting and continuing without pause! Deku backflipping off the rail, but Kacchan catches his arm and throws him. The recoil landing him back in same place where Deku first landed on the rail too. Gosh these details!! DD8 Ā Ā
āItās only natural, but Iāve gotten strongerā¦ā hrmm, the manga had it seem like Deku was comparing his slow reaction time to Kacchanās rapid moves, while also praising him out loud too. Now, the subs have Deku talking and referring to only himselfā¦to which Kacchan responds with āWhatāre you smiling about!?āā¦so which pronoun is the truth. But oh shit!!! Yoooo, that ost begins! 8āDD
āIām sure youāre up to something! Thatās what makes me sick! I canāt tell what youāre thinking! No matter how much I beat you up, you stick close! Even though you were nothing, itās like youāre looking down on me!ā *gasp* Only now, does Deku finally register and hear those words. Itās the same thing Kacchan told him during their first vs match, how he felt Deku was always looking down on him. They didnāt stop to listen to each other, and couldnāt even accurately read each otherās signals, this whole time! āThat attitude you have like youāre better than me, like youāre seriously gonna surpass meā Itās an eyesore!ā Because yep, Kacchan just canāt understand Dekuās intentions either. Canāt read or fathom why on earth Deku would bother to keep coming back to him regardless of all his attempts to keep him away.
āIsā¦Is that what you thought?ā (ah yes, and I notice how Kacchan is standing on both sides of the white line again) āI mean, normally, if someone keeps looking down on you, you wonāt want anything to do with them anymore.ā Ya Deku, because thatās the same thing Kacchan thought about you too, that he felt like he was also being looked down on, by someone who was perpetually and already deemed the weakest, so he tried to distance himself from the walking conundrum (the contradictory person he couldnāt understand: Deku) that incited those confusing and wary feelings. Avoiding Deku didnāt work, physically and verbally pushing him away didnāt work, because Deku always returned back to him. If Kacchan ultimately couldnāt do anything about it, then the only thing left for him to wonder, is WHY?!
āBut like I said before, because I had nothing at first, along with the parts I hated about you, I saw vividly all the amazing things you could do!ā UWAHH!!
There it is, the subās version of the āto the same extent as all of your unpleasant traits, your sheer amazingness at everything you do was so brilliant to me, it was blinding!ā :ā))))) āYou, who had so much that I didnāt have, were an amazing person much closer to me than All Might!ā BAWWWWW!!! There it is! ;A; His āKacchan sugoi!ā Comparing everything he admired in him to something much closer, reachable, and worth aiming for in his life than their far-off, distant idol, All Might. ;.; As the answer to Kacchanās why: Deku had always chased and sought after him, because he was that personal source of inspiration. How Deku viewed the positives he saw in him was so important, it likely kept the hope of his aspirations afloat ever since he was a toddler, when Deku had otherwise nothing else to keep him going. Without Kacchan nearby in Dekuās life, itās doubtful Dekuās spirit would have even grown as strong as it is today. Kacchan is that important to him!!
(Holy fuck this is only just the HALFWAY POINT of the ep!! ;A; They managed to cover THIS much content in 10 min, whewboi thatās impressive.) Ā Ā
Omgg there it is, Kacchanās unhinged grin at seeing Deku momentarily gain on him with a solid hit he could not avoid. Hoho, perhaps he likes it. ;) Finally getting a worthy answer and challenge to play toe to toe. His game on literally flares at that! Bonus: his eyes finally have a visible shine returned to them!!!! ;A;
Ok omg wait no, THIS animated part looks more like Nakamuraās style! Improvising off the mangaās panels for a flashy new set of choreography with plenty of impact frames!! 8D Fav part, to no oneās surprise: the shot of Kacchanās glowing/sparking palm. Oh fuk thatās cool. <3
Hoho, and itās not just Kacchanās game thatās sparked, Dekuās has been too, to the point he even starts channeling Kacchanās more ill-mannered traits. āThis is gross, so I canāt tell you to your face, butā¦ā (omg wut, gross? Heh goodness, Dekuās that embarrassed by it. :P) āWhen my feeling of āI have to beat youā is stronger than āI have to save you,ā I inadvertently start spouting more insults. Thatās the part of you that I hate, but the image of āvictoryā I have inside me is of you.ā ā¦!!!!!! Urggkgh ;.;
Dekuās inner confession time. When he wants to win just as badly just as Kacchan does, aka his āwhat would Kacchan do?ā moments, without consciously controlling it, he starts behaving just like him too, foul-mouthed and all. :āD Even taking on the parts of him he dislikes. Kacchanās influence runs that deep, and heās set that much of an amazing, winning example to strive for, that Deku pretty much unconsciously becomes the embodiment of him whenever he gets desperate too. Whew, let that sink in. For how much Deku values Kacchan. :āD Ā
Hooo, love the shot of Kacchan leaping up, for the way itās framed AND because his eyes appear to be glowing red. :āD Yuuus, adapting a manga panel so nicely!
āIām not a nice enough guy to just go along with your stress-relieving fight.ā Hoho! And yuus, Deku has his own backbone to fully stand up to him with his own strength. Omgg and the shot zooming in from afar with the camera doing a full rotation around them leaping at each other! Ahhh! So cool!
Dekuās not handicapped to stick to just his legs (that would be using only half his repertoire, which wouldnāt fly in an honest, all-out challenge vs Kacchan) āI want to beat you, the incarnation of victory!ā ;A; āIn order to meet the expectations of All Might, who chose me!ā By delivering his classic, straight āsmashā punch!
Krhggh!!! The punch actually brings shine to Kacchanās eyes too, at the moment he resolves not to lose. His trademark tenacity and resourcefulness are not to be underestimated! Omgg, the animation of his arm grabbing Dekuās sleeve! :O Flipping them into an explosive pile-drive right down to the asphalt.
Smoke clears, and AKLFHLGHGJHGJ?! Itās the pin where theyāre both breathing and wheezing hard!!! (Truth be told, when I first saw this page in the manga, it left me going uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh forā¦what it almost looks like. :P) Fucking hell, animation team went even further with the tightening movements in the close up shots for each hold. ERMM š;;; Ahahaha wow, I canāt ignore how suggestive this looks, uh, and hears. Omg BONES pls. ;D
Yooo, and even though Kacchan won this, heās not happy or gloating about it either. Rather he reproachfully questions Deku, while still taking heaving breaths over him, ahh and thereās less blood on his face than expected, that if he has All Mightās power, then what is he doing losing? āEven with that powerā¦even if you made that your ownā¦You still lost to meā¦Heyā¦Why did you lose?ā Like Kacchan canāt believe it himself. Heck, even from the pained look on his face, itās almost like he wanted Deku to win. Ā
Speak of the devil! Because the man himself arrives, having heard the whole thing. Ayy, and we have both boys completing each otherās sentence upon seeing him too. :ā) Ā
Kacchanās āItās too lateā¦ā while looking away, in response to All Might apologizing for not noticing, has me pained. ;.; Now, fully asking All Might the same āwhyā about Deku too, for a clear answer this time. āI thought you were strong as someone who could already compete; he was powerless but more heroic than anyone else, so I decided he should also be able to stand in the ring.ā Ā
āIām weak, too, you knowā¦!ā ;A; Ah!!! Oh no, my heart. āI always wanted to be strong, like you! Itās because Iām weakā¦that I made you turn into thatā¦!ā Uhuhuu, oh no, my boy. <333 Ooof, and while the manga showed Kacchanās pained, guilt-ridden face to All Might here, now the anime shows Dekuās astonished reaction to his line too. :ā) Mmm, that moment of rare yet honest humility from Kacchan. Savor it, for the truth of how he feels. Ā
Double oof and BAWWWW!! Animated Dad Mightās reassuring and comforting hug!! ;A; That none of what happened to him was Kacchanās fault to begin with. Along with All Mightās regret that he overlooked how this would affect him, only seeing his strength from the outside, and ending up making him bear that kind of burden alone. (Heās still only just a 15/16yr old kid to be dealing with this! D:), Krgghhh aww man, Kacchan really needed this; heās practically starved for it. Even if the softness received from his idolās compassion and a sincere apology still hurts. The reality still stings. Uwah, that dejected slap away from his touch. ;.;
āAfter being a hero for a long time, Iāve seen that being fixated on victory like you, Young Bakugo, and wanting to save those in trouble like, you, Young Midoriyaā¦If either of those feelings is missing, then a hero wonāt be able to carry out the justice he wants to carry out. Like how you, Young Midoriya, admired Young Bakugoās strength, and how you, Young Bakugo, feared Young Midoriyaās heartā¦Now that your feelings are out in the open, I think you both understand. If you both recognize each other and can focus on making each other stronger, then you can save people to win and win to save people, becoming the greatest heroes.ā
DESTROY ME RIGHT NOW!!!! ;A; Itāsā¦the iconic LINE! Bonus YES!!!! Animating their slow, softening expressions to become more open as the realization sinks in, just like in the mangaās split panels! ;A; AHHHHH all of my feels! <333 Because itās just as All Might says: that by supporting and helping each other improve, especially in the specialized areas where the otherās lacking, their combined strengths can become much stronger together than they could only operating alone. Greatest hero duo foreshadowing! 8DĀ
āYouā¦had the strongest guy lay the groundwork for you. Donāt lose.ā :āDDD That kind of humble encouragement from Kacchan to Deku, ahhh good. Ā
Omg, All Mightās extra line, āI should be bowing and begging you to keep this secret. Just how much will I need you to be considerate for my sakeā¦? Sorry, thanks.ā !!!! ;.; I donāt remember this line put exactly like this, but itās justā¦compared to what All Mightās already had to do, prostrating himself in front of others to keep his word, Kacchan isā¦well, when things are truly important, heās probably one of the most honest and faithful guys there is. He keeps true to his word; he can be trusted. :ā) āIām not being considerate. Itās just too big a risk with too many drawbacks to spread this around.ā Heh well, taking the smart and logical excuse then. :P And just like Kacchan can be trusted where things matter, All Might deems it worthy at this point to allow him the truth behind everything involving OfA and its history too.
Hoooo, I love how afterwards, when both boys are following All Might, on both sides of the road now, theyāre also at the same equal distance back, side by side, without either falling behind. :ā))) Ahh small symbolism for whatās changed in their dynamic. āJeez, damn Deku, whyād you have to go and tell me for?ā BECAUSE HE CARES ABOUT YOU, DUMBASS! And didnāt want you to feel like you were being tricked or lied to! ;A; (Yet...Kacchan still felt that way anyway) Agghh well, these hopeless fools. :ā) Bonus soft Kacchan. <3
āBut unlike what Iāve been doing until now, Dekuā Like how youāve been watching me and everything around you and absorbing it to get stronger, Iāll also make everything my own to go higher. Higher than even you, the chosen one.ā :DD Yuus! Kacchanās conviction not to cease his own aspirations, but rather to focus even higher than Deku, and now with a greater awareness on how to approach that mutual climb.
āTheā¦then, Iāll go even higher than that! I have to get higher than you!ā Ā āI said, Iām gonna surpass you!ā āAnd Iām saying that I need to go higher than that!ā āWhat?!ā
Ahaha, it shifts to their comedic bickering back and forth, as All Might muses how theyāve become more like proper rivals now. :āD Yuus, and now the secret behind All Might and OfA became a secret among the three of them. :ā)))
Even more comedy seeing them both captured in Dadzawaās tape! XD But whatās also so nice/fun about this is how they react like a pair of equally troublesome kids, both on the same page now. :ā3Ā
All Might gives his astute explanation, āYoung Bakugo felt responsible for my retirement. He had to face the exam with those pent-up feelings, and in the end, his inferiority complex exploded.ā Hmm, exploded quite literally. āIt was because I didnāt realize and was negligent in his mental careā¦It was a fight brought about by the failure of adultsā¦ā :ā)))) Iām glad All Might is humble and aware enough to realize and admit all of this. Tending for the studentsā mental health, especially after a potentially traumatic event, and especially as children with no frame of reference on how to deal with any of this alone, is so important. Even the adult teachers learn how to do things better. Itās also heartwarming to see how All Might takes up the responsibility for causing Kacchan to fail his exam, reasoning Kacchan was too preoccupied with the pent-up feelings over his retirement that he couldnāt properly focus. Trading Kacchanās responsibility of shouldering the burden, onto his own. Dad Might is so good. <3 Ā
Hooo, and yup, Kacchan owns up to what he did and admits he threw the first punch. :āDDD Oho, but Deku wonāt run away from what happened either, āI also went in pretty hard.ā Ayyy, slowly maturing boys. <3
*end credits break*
AFTER CREDITS SCENE!! Of their house arrest cleaning!!! :āD Oh sweet, Uraraka asks if theyāve made up. :ā3 Yes, she supports them getting along too! YESSS then the quiet scene of them vacuuming alone! 8D
āAbout my Shoot Styleā¦ How was itā¦?ā *long nervous pause, from both their povs* āThe motions when youāre preparing to do a move are too big.ā *cue soft mellow ost!* āEven when you got faster, I was able to just barely react in time. Itās not good for a slugfest.ā āI see...ā āWhen you used it with your punch, it made me mad.ā *cue Dekuās honest surprise, and WOBBLY SMILE* ;A; Ā āI seeā¦!ā
HRGGHH yes, their newly soft, tentative, awkward, yet ānormalā interactions. :āD As tender as a band-aid freshly removed and the skin left to heal on its own. The awkward dorks are taking wholesome baby steps now. With Kacchan willingly offering Deku encouragement and fighting advice in his own way. ;A; (Heh, Dekuās mixed, overly telegraphed style made him mad when Kacchan actually got caught off-guard.) Boi I cry, especially when the ost finally started up, nurturing that collective awwww moment. They are good and learning boys, and this is just the beginning! :āD
PREVIEW TIME! Ā
ā¦!! :O Yes, itās Twice!! What was skipped from ch 115 looks to be moved here. (This ep61 adapted content from mid117-mid121.) Ā *gasp* OH SHIT, Overhaul tease!!! Andā¦!!! *screeching gasp* ITāS HIMMMMMMM!!! ;A; MIRIO!!!
AHHHHH <33333 Although my hype was off the charts to finally view this ep in its entirety, ahh omg I have plenty of more hype in store to finally see HIM animated as well! Xā3 Oooh, this shall be good, with the Big Three tease too!
#bnha#bkdk#anime spoilers#bkdkpositivity#meta#commentary#long post#hooboi last time i did such a long ep commentary was for the last season's finale#how ABOUT that!? two bkdk season finales! 8'D#so much good content to talk about#yup this ep destroyed me in all the best ways#took almost 170 screencaps because i have no chill#what an emotional and visual spectacle
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free! dive to the future episode 10 liveblog/review thing
i appreciate anyone who is actually reading these weird liveblogs, hahahahahaha. i know that i kind of ramble on and on and on. hopefully you guys like my rambles!!!
my previous liveblogs:Ā (episode 1) (episode 2) (episode 3) (episode 4) (episode 5) (episode 6) (episode 7) (episode 8) (episode 9)
watch the episode here:Ā http://www.crunchyroll.com/free-iwatobi-swim-club/episode-10-the-grab-start-of-hope-775641
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"it wasn't anything special," says albert. haha this reminds me of something i get annoyed by... i hate when a highly skilled artist says this after making an amazingly good-looking artwork!! they're like "this is just a quick 10-minute doodle. sorry it's so ugly," and yet, it looks waaaaay better than my artwork *sob* *sob* *sob*
okay, that's a nice shot of albert's gorgeous body <3333
makoto knows about odin??? aaaaah he's so smart!!!! lol i had no idea who odin was.
so albert is not an alien, but a god?!?!?! and... haru's mind has been torn apart?? ;__;
STUPID GUY!!!!! he asked everyone else to leave, but i think he should give a married couples exception for makoto to go talk to haru <3
rin and sousuke meeting again ^_____^
that shirt rin gave him is so kawaii, lol. i wanna see him wear it tho.
rin being a little embarrassed was so precious!!!
*dramatic pause* A SUCCESS!!!!!!! (yay!!!)
I HATE HOW THIS SHOW GIVES ME SO MANY FEELS, UGH.
rin isn't crying. he has pollen allergies that make his eyes watery, or something.
i know it was just a fist bump but it was the most romantic fist bump ever <33333
haru, come on, text makoto back pls ;__;
mako is so sweet, he apologizes when he did nothing wrong XD
just fyi, i am trying to watch this episode while eating and i keep forgetting to eat because i am too nervous lol
"i heard something from a friend..." uh, who?
massage?? =) =) =) sounds like a good idea to help haru =) *prays to kyoani writers to create this scene* PLEASE? ...PLEASE? ...PLEASE? ...PLEASE?
what happened to nao's eye? if this has already been revealed, then i forgot ^__^U
mako leans down while talking to masaki, that's a little detail i noticed that is so cute <3333
wait, we didn't find out who nao's "friend" was...
even ladybugs are attracted to makoto's awesomeness. hey if i were a ladybug, i'd land on makoto too.
mako's phone is vibrating. IT'S HARU!!!!! ... no, it's not =(
omg what??? congrats, rei!!! and to think, he didn't even like swimming.
i love how a dark cloud just randomly appeared behind rei lol
nagisa mentions how everyone is going to see each other in tokyo... omg, there's going to be a big reunion!!! =D i am so excited!! =D
haru suddenly becomes this magical fairy tale prince. okay, i'd watch that anime. XD
omg makoto looks adorable in that outfit. <3
"BKC NANASE" LOL WTF GOU. what is wrong with you. XDDDDD
hahaha makoto's facial expression is like "uhhhh this is kinda strange"
makorin date yaaaaay XD all right, to be honest, i kinda ship it. >////< like, not seriously, but like... kinda sorta. a little bit. they are cute together!!!
um, that thing is not cute at all. ^__^U
rin, how are you calling someone else weird when you have shark teeth????
makoto being so happy about sousuke's surgery is melting my heart... (but my heart has already been melted many times this season so i don't understand how it is still melting more and more...)
makoto (casually): oh btw, haru swam an IM. rin: *spits his drink out all over makoto* WAIT WHAT?!?!!?!??!?!?!? hahahahahaha
rin is so dramatic, like he is about to lead an army into battle. but he's just going to go with makoto to see haru. XDDDDD
whoa, haru looks mad o__o
hey coach... don't be so hard on haru!! it's not haru's fault that he lost to an alien god.
no, haru wasn't always this competitive. he is acting out of character...
haru's like "this is stupid, i'm outta here." lol.
there is really dramatic music during this casual conversation so it's kinda weird
"he doesn't listen to a thing i say." but that's because what you're saying is confusing and vague.
"i haven't looked at my phone in two weeks" huh??? how are you a young person in today's world who doesn't use their phone??? something is extremely wrong here. XD
hahaha i figured this would happen. makoto would explain things in a way haru would understand. of course haru understands mackerel, hahahahaha, makes sense to him!!!
i love how haru took a moment to think about what mako said. that was funny. ^__^
rin is like "good, i approve of this mackerel teaching method."
i can imagine that haru is pretty surprised to suddenly see rin appear out of nowhere!!! o__o
"i was swimming, but it didn't feel like i was swimming." huh???
soft piano music in the bg, awwww it's so cute.
huh? makoto heard what rin said, through the windows? either rin was talking very loudly or makoto has hearing superpowers. XD
"what can i do?" asks makoto. well, makoto, i have an idea. why don't you give haru a massage, like nao instructed you to do earlier in this episode????? come on!!! (okay, so maybe that's not exactly what nao said, but that's what i heard!!)
yes, mako knows haru well, but it's also true that he is good at reading people in general, not just haru. of course, haru is the person he can read most of all, but makoto can also read others.
wooooow that little part with haru taking off his swimcap and shaking his head as sparkling drops of water fall around him was one of the most magical moments of my life and i will cherish it forever.
"don't tell him that." makoto should totally tell him that. =P
i literally laughed out loud at the timing of haru (and rin) walking into the room. haru, you should have come in just a little bit earlier and then you would have heard what was just said about you that you weren't supposed to hear!! lol!!!
haru is so confused like "why is he a good coach? he's just annoying."
ugggghhhhh, makoto, you are not listening to me. -___-UUUU you are blatantly ignoring what i said. i said give HARU a massage. you've got the wrong person!!!! ;___;
misaki doesn't really know all the specific examples you're talking about, makoto... ^___^U
"i'm sure swimming with natsume-kun again will open your eyes, too." well, idk about that. i thought haru was the only one who has the power to give people epiphanies while swimming with them...
well this is awkward. misaki and natsume aren't happy to see each other =(
his goggles flew off??? i feel sorry for his eyes, then! XD but i guess this is the "opening your eyes" makoto was talking about hahahaha
awwwww that is so sweet. natsume was happy for just a second and then he held back because he didn't want to make misaki feel bad awwwww ;__; ;__;
...but misaki was a good sport and congratulated him anyway. okay, it's official: these two kids are extremely adorable!! =)
why is makoto so shocked that he helped misaki? that's kinda the entire point of his job. XD
makoto has a new dream!!!! he's so fired up and determined. aaaah i love him so muuuuuch <3333
aaaaaaand here comes the iwatobi crew. this will be fun!!! =D
ummm okay, that's it. the episode's over... i am sad because that was a fun episode to watch. i really liked it, and that's because this episode had a lot of makoto in it, so of course i'm going to like that. XD and i just loved seeing makoto discover some of his own strengths. he even figured out his new dream at the end. he's just so special!!!! he is someone who has a positive impact on other people around him, and that is so clearly seen. it makes a lot of sense that he wants to be a trainer. he knows how to bring out the potential in others, because he can understand their feelings and figure out the best way to challenge them and encourage them.
oh, and... as of now, it is a real, true, canon fact that makoto is good at massages, which is yet another thing that makes him more perfect. <333333 this is really important to me. no seriously, this is something that matters to me a lot. this is like if the writers had thought, "hmm. what can we make makoto do that would be the #1 most amazing wonderful thing that sachi-pon would love???" it's like they read my mind and are trying to appeal specifically to me!!! ^___^ this is exactly what i would have thought of... uh... i mean... already thought of. okay, i thought about this a long time ago. >///////< but now this has gone beyond my fangirl fantasy and is a real thing that exists in the actual show. XDDDD hooray!!!!!! *waves pom-poms like a cheerleader* now all i need is a scene of makoto using his massage skills on you-know-who, and i'll be fine. ^__^
yes, i do have a problem with being too addicted to makoto. no, i do not intend to see a doctor. i intend to live with this problem forever. <3
wait... were there other people in this episode too? i forgot about everyone else besides makoto. uh, oh yeah. there was haru. he was so sad after the loss, but i think he's starting to feel better now, so that's good. i was getting worried when he wasn't texting makoto. =( don't do that anymore, haru!!! ;__;
also, there was rin, and later, makoto, finding out about sousuke's surgery. both of them had such excited reactions!!! and yes, rin, you cried, admit it!!! (haha) but yeah, it just shows how much those two care about sousuke. i loved those moments!!!
i am so happy for the big reunion in the next episode. i think it's going to be a little crazy, but definitely a lot of fun!! and of course, rin and haru's big showdown. who will win?!?!?!? also, what about the mysterious alien god????? how can anyone defeat him? the only way to defeat him is for haru to... TURN INTO A MERMAN!!!!!!!!!! (yes, i am still talking about merman throughout this whole season)
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Takeruās Role in Digimon Adventure Tri Part 3: Kokuhaku
So, some of my blog followers were interested in my take on Takeru during Kokuhaku, so Iāll be writing this now! Iāve watched the movie about five times now, and each time I fall into tears. I also feel that Iām starting to see Takeruās reactions well now. Iāll go over all of the moments that include Takeru, and what i see them telling us, in a similar fashion to what I did with Hikari post! Super, super long post under the cut, and spoilers for those who havenāt seen Kokuhaku, so enter the cut content at your own risk!
Takeru and Hikari at the front of the Ichijoujiās Residence
After the events of Ketsui, Hikari and Takeru decide to go to Ken Ichijoujiās residence to try and find some answers. No one answers the doorbell, not even Kenās parents, which is pretty odd. They also canāt get in touch with other 02 kids, namely Daisuke, Iori and Miyako.The next dialogue tells quite a bit about Takeru thou.
Hikari does some flashbacks to the supposed Digimon Kaiser Ken (which we all know by now not being Ken after all, but Not-Gennai instead) after this line, and looks very worried. Takeru then says the following:
This line shows that at the start of the movie, Takeru is still the very kid full of hope, not willing to give up just yet.
He even manages to cheer Hikari up with this, making her hopeful as well. Having the crest of Hope seems to be quite a nice feature for Takeru. This scene as a whole is a good starting point for Takeruās arc, since Saikai and Ketsui didnāt really give that much hints on what his conflict would be. At least I couldnāt think of any hints.
The chat between Takeru and Jou at Koushiroās
Takeru goes to visit Koushiro later on, and has bit of a chat with Jou about how Koushiro is pushing himself too hard due to what happened with Meicoomon and infection. This scene still has the kid with ever hopeful attitude, when heās trying to tell Jou that itāll be fine.
Oh god this line hurts. He truly believes everything will be fine, so no need to worry. And like just a minute later everything god damn changes!
Patamon showing signs of infection
Patamon and others get out of the Server Room Koushiro had them put up. First everything is fine, Takeru hugging Patamon with happiness. But then the worst thing ever happens...
Patamon is showing first signs of infection with having flickering butt. Itās sorta looks like a glitch in a system.
And it begins! This is where Takeruās hope starts to have a u-turn! He just said that everything will be fine, and now it apparently wonāt be.
Heās checking the tail to be able to confirm what he saw. Aww Patamon is tickling.
Heās clearly still trying to hope that he was just seeing things here. This exchange of eye contact is really omnious-looking, so to speak.
Patamon closes his eyes, and it pretty much tells us audience to get prepared for whatās gonna happen next, because...
The infection kicks in the next second! Seriously this is some scary stuff. A cute little digimon suddenly turns savage.
Screenshots donāt do justice because he just had the sort of a āOh god noā kind of face animation. He canāt believe what heās seeing right at that moment.
Patamon starts fully acting like savage and Takeru tries to hold him still.
Patamon bit Takeru oh god please no! Looks like Patamonās teeth hurt.
Looks like Jou heard something because heās looking at Takeru now, asking his name. (Just look at how happy other digimons are.)
āOh no Jou-senpai heard me!ā
āMust hide the evidence!ā
(Iām sorry I couldnāt resist ;_;)
Takeru is so hard trying to keep Patamon in check and to calm him down. Seriously, it hurts to see this.
Takeru is so trying to protect Patamon here. He doesnāt want to admit to Jou that Patamon is infected. Itās like, his protective side kicked in.
Jou seems to sense something is wrong with Patamon thou. I mean, he can see him struggling in Takeruās arms.
Please stop torturing Takeru D: Analyzing this scene as a whole is really tough because it hurts seeing them like this.
Ok Patamon is now trying to break the infection mode.
And it works! Patamon is back to normal aaah <3333
Heās back to his cute self! (Also cleverly hides his sharp teeth now)
Takeru is happy to see Patamon back to normal as well. But itās not like this didnāt leave a scar to Takeruās mind set thou.
That alone tells how much Takeru wanted Patamon to stop struggling and be back to normal. He was apparently squishing Patamon quite hard. Takeru apologizes quick.
Takeru, sweetie, why are you lying? I know youāre scared for Patamon, but wouldnāt it be easier to come clean? Takeru apparently is too scared to admit it, and I guess itās due to the fact that he had just said that everything will be fine. He just got the harsh counter-attack for that statement.
Bit of dialogue about not trying to break Koushiroās place occurs, and after that Patamon notices Takeru bleeding from his bite marks. Not sure if Patamon knows what he did. It doesnāt seem like it.
Takeru doesnāt seem to want to tell Patamon about it being his bite marks. Aww Takeru ;_;
Blessed image of the two. Just look at them. As much as it hurts.
"I wanna be with Takeru!ā
This scene was hard to name. It continues straight from last scene. Following dialogue is all said by Takeru.
Jou said this line, like trying to understand why Takeru is asking this.
Takeru, Iām not sure youāre gonna like the answer even if youāre asking it hypothetically.
Before we move on, can I just say how cruel it is to show our happily eating and chatting digimon partners while having such heavy dialogue? I guess theyāre not listening to Jou and Takeru at this point, but still.
After hearing Jou say that they might have to fight them if they were to be infected, Takeru pretty much looks like he didnāt want to hear that. Even when it is the harsh, harsh truth.
Patamon gives us a confused eye-blinking. Maybe heās starting to realise that maybe heās infected, and thatās why Takeru is asking such things?
Jou is such an honest soul. Even more after he overcame his conflict in Ketsui. He means well, but heās too honest here. Then again, Takeru isnāt honest to him so he has no idea that he needs to be more considerate.
But while this dialogue happened, Takeru is silently trying to sneak out with Patamon. He does tell Jou that heās going home, but it kinda looks like Takeru hopes Jou wonāt turn around to him. Well...
Jou did turn around and saw his plan. Busted!
Heās so trying to hide his true intentions and make it sound like heās just cautious.
This is such a huge line from Takeru. Here right now, on this screen, heās losing so much hope. Heās turning from optimistic to pessimistic. Thinking of worst-case scenarios.
I agree with Jou, stop that non-sense talk-. Oh, right itās actually coming up ahead. Damn. ;______; Now even the digimon get interested whatās going on around them, turning heads towards Takeru.
Seriously Takeru, wouldnāt it be easier to come clean :( This is honestly a truth from him, he does want to be with Patamon right now. But he also wants to try and avoid spreading the infection.
Come to think of it, heās probably scared of the whole scenario because of what happened in Adventure day, with Angemon dying. Having your digimon partner die twice would be god damn aweful. No wonder he wants to be with Patamon right now.
Now thereās an episode with Patamon wanting to go home with Takeru. Patamon at this point has probably sensed that Takeru has indeed some good intentions behind his actions so heās gonna help Takeru.
God damn it Patamon donāt make me cry ;_;
Jouās face is gold thou. He doesnāt know what to do about this anymore.
Well, apparently Patamonās episode worked and he goes home with Takeru.
...God damn it Patamon why is all this cruel stuff happening to such a cute digimon like you I canāt handle this. More over, why does this have to happen to Takeru of all people I canāt handle it!
Dialogue under the bridge with everyone (well, almost)
Even a whole day after (or so it seems since theyāre gathering here after school), Takeru tries to convince others allās fine, itās just Patamon wanting to be with him. Iām amazed at his skill to hide himself. Hikari definitely is worried, like sheās able to tell something isnāt right about Takeru right now.
This is such a heavy dialogue that itās hard for me to just skip any of it. All of it is important.
Takeru is probably reacting to this because of Patamon. But interesting thing is..
Sora and Yamato seem to think Takeru is telling them to consider Meikoās feelings there. Well, itās not completely wrong, but it also sort of saved Takeru from being busted with Patamon being infected. They do all believe Meicoomon got infected at this point after all.
Hikari seems to be able to tell thereās more to it thou. As a quick sidenote, considering how such good friends Hikari and Takeru are ever since their childhood, itās no wonder theyāre able to tell when something is wrong with each other.
I want to quickly say that I missed the interactions between Taichi and Takeru, they were so great in Adventure. Heās saying this line with sort of a mature tone as well. (Also look at sulking Yamato, heās sorry for saying such line)
Takeru flashbacks to some event that probably happened earlier that day before school. He seems to really try to convince even the infected Patamon that everythingās fine. Nothing is wrong. God damn.
Takeru seemed a bit spaced out at this point, when Hikari says his name.
Heās constantly lying to himself. Itās eating himself alive.
I feel so, so sad for Takeru. All these scenes, theyāre eating me alive! No wonder he wants to be with them as much as he wants, Patamon is infected and could turn full-time savage any time now. He wants to spend as much time as he can before that happens.
Even when everyoneās trying to decide on whether they should have their own Digimon Partners visit them, Takeru canāt exactly hide his sadness. No one is taking note to it at this point, which is... interesting. They are pretty actively speaking about how they should have their Digimon Partners visit them, so I guess theyāre not focusing on Takeru at that moment.
During this conversation thou, Meiko gets detached from the group. It goes on for a while until Hikari tells others that they probably should stop. Everyone apologizes to Meiko, who then with a smile tells everyone to go pick their digimon. Takeruās face is interesting here.
I actually now noticed that Taichi makes similar face too, but I think whatās running in Takeruās mind at that moment is that this conversation occured because he took Patamon home. He probably feels bad for it during this moment. Itās probably why the next scene happened from Takeruās point of view as well.
Takeru tells Meiko about Patamon being infected
See what I mean? After everyone leaves home, Takeru apologizes to Meiko about what he did. He feels responsible for making Meiko feel out of place under the bridge. Meiko says itās fine and is about to head home, when Takeru tells her without real words that he wants to confess something.
Itās quite big for him to be able to confess Patamon being infected. And he confessed it to Meiko of all people. I used to think this was because Meiko was new to the group and easier to approach when needing to confess, but nowdays I actually believe itās because he still at this point believes Meicoomon is infected as well, and itād be easier to confess to Meiko since she would know the pain.
Takeru is crashing at this point. Heās falling more and more into the path of despair, losing any sight of hope. Heās still trying to hold it together, but itās only a matter of time before he crashes completely. And we all know when that happens.
After Meiko starts apologizing with shaking hands, saying itās all her fault, Takeru sort of snaps out of his despair for a moment, realising that heās making Meiko feel worse for some reason.
Seriously. At this point he didnāt know Meicoomon was the cause. He genuily tried to tell her itās not her fault at all. This hurts. Freaking hurts.
āIām infected, right?ā
Can I skip talking about this scene? No? D: I know, it is the big scene for Takeruās Arc, and probably his lowest (I mean his mind is so low at this point the despair is high and hope is starting to be pretty much gone) point in the movie, but I literarily crash every single time! This scene hurts that much! But Iāll try...
The start of the scene is already omnious. Takeru appears to be preparing to see Patamon, not wanting to show off what he knows of Patamon being infected.
He takes a deep breath, and opens the door.
Heās saying that line with such a calm voice. Great holding of your feelings there Takeru.
Heās so skillfully hiding his despair oh my god.
;____; Patamon please.
Aaaaaah Patamon is giggling here I just noticed this is even worse now. No wonder Takeru is having hard time hiding his despair at this point.
Patamon shows of signs of infection again. Oh god Iām not ready. Takeru is spooked by it too.
Watching Takeru here hurts so much. Patamon knows of that happening? Oh god no.
PLEASE DONāT SAY THAT WITH A HAPPY SMILE ON YOUR FACE ;_; I know heās trying to not make Takeru cry but it hurts!
Takeruās realisation on Patamon knowing that now. Gosh the screencaps donāt do justice to his reaction.
Thereās bit of a silence after this line, it makes it sound like Takeru is left without words.
Takeru is starting to panic. Heās trying to convince himself and Patamon that thereās still hope left. But the voice in this scene... itās clear itās meant to tell heās lying even to himself and heās quickly just trying to avoid the inevitable line that is coming up. Iām not even ready myself.
Patamon no!
PATAMON NO DONāT SAY IT!
Do you guys have ANY idea HOW MUCH PATAMONāS LINE HURTS MY SOUL AND HOW MUCH THIS WHOLE SCENE HURTS? The falling suitcase is perfect shock animation. Perfect. No questions asked. Heās not believing his ears. He canāt believe what he heard. Heās falling deep into despair, and all hope starts to be gone.
Heās trembling here hard, heās ready to cry, heās trying to hold but heās ready to cry. Same here ;_;
DONāT YOU DARE TO SMILE YOU ;_; Hold on, I need a break for a moment...
Takeru canāt hold it either ;_;
I... I canāt say anything. We all know how he feels. He let all his feelings out. Good kid, cry ;__; Cry your feelings out.
Yamato being the big brother
Sun has set, and Takeru is still in the same pose from last scene. Heās stopped trembling, so heās calmed down and stopped crying at least. The door starts ringing thou. And guess who is behind the door!
Side note, Takeru actually says Aniki here. I find it interesting that Takeru switches from different big brother words in Tri. Heās used Oniisan, Aniki and Oniichan. Iām not sure what exactly is the difference between those three words, but I find it interesting, especially when Hikari is always using Oniichan on Taichi. Anyways, moving on.
Gabumon and Patamon say their greetings to each other, when Yamato starts talking the following:
Aaaah Takeru is busted. Yamato is very observant as well.
...Wait, you didnāt notice? Takeru dear, lousy excuse, how would you not notice! Erhm, moving on! Next dialogue is just amazing from Takeru.
Suuuuuuure Yamato, sure. Well you didnāt fight with him this time thou krhm.
Actually, good question, why would he?
Iām with Gabumon!
:D But can we talk about Takeru in this conversation? Heās definitely doing his ātroll little brotherā act here, possibly to hide that something is wrong from Yamato, by distracting him with this conversation. Or maybe Takeru is a bit surprised that Yamato came by? Maybe he genuinely thinks Yamato came to whine talk about someone.
Look! Yamato noticed! If youāve been following me for a long time, you may have noticed me constantly talking about how I love the siblings in Adventure. Yamato is a great big bro. Takeru sounded a bit surprised of this thou. He didnāt believe his brother of all people would notice something being wrong with him? Cāmon Takeru :D
This scene first looks like the kind where Takeru is gonna confess to Yamato. And I think he was going to. Patamon seems to believe so as well. He goes to sit on the table and has a bit of a pause before he continues.
Yamato just leaned forward after that line. Heās listening.
Patamon is feeling omnious, possibly wondering if Takeru is gonna confess or not.
Takeru is quiet for a moment again, and I believe this is where he decided to not bother Yamato with the infected Patamon info. After all, when he continues...
He becomes the troll little brother again lol. Yamato is gold.
After a long silence...
Just look at him. Just few minutes ago he was an emotional mess, and now heās able to put on his troll little brother face again. Amazing skills Iāll say.
As a bonus, Iāll include the last part of the scene even thou I have nothing to add, I just love it.
Next up is the smooth transition to Soraās scene so, letās move on! Actually no wait!
That is a worried face! Iām 100% certain! This happens while Takeru is on phone with Sora. He is certain Takeru wasnāt honest but doesnāt want to push him, or so it seems. Awwwww Yamato.
Hikari looking for Takeru at school
This scene is extremely brief, but serves as a boost to show how much Patamonās words are bothering Takeru. Iāve seen people compare this scene to 02 ep 13 where Takeru is looking for Hikari, and I agree, it is kind of a pararrel to it.
Last moments between Takeru and Patamon before Meicoomon appears again
The scene after the Digimons find out about Reboot with Takeru and Patamon is so sweet, but... I donāt know what to say about it. Thereās no words. I feel itās better explained through seeing the animation, the screencaps donāt do any justice in my opinion. Iāll try to see if I can find a gif... oh yay I did!
See how Takeru is hugging Patamon? Patamonās infection is getting worse. The worst part thou is that Patamon knows whatās coming ahead, and heās not telling anything to Takeru. Patamon why ;_;
Meicoomon appears
Time for the big scene! Iāll try to cover only the Takeru bits because this scene is long!
In this scene, Tailmon gives Hikari the silent signal of going in and letting her evolve. Patamon wants to join but since Takeru at this point is way too scared of losing Patamon, since heās pretty much lost all the hope, he wonāt let him go.
Later on, after Angewomon has joined the fight and itās looking grim, following dialogue happens.
See how desperate he is in keeping Patamon close to him? How his despair has grown? How he canāt see any hope?
Everyoneās hearing his despair now. Look how they all turned to Takeru. Next bit hurts, hold on I need to prepare.
;______; Hikari hold Takeru, there you go girl. Aaaaaaah this scene hurts too much.Takeru doesnāt want Patamon to go. He knows whatās gonna happen. His despair is so strong.
Patamon evolves to Angemon and for a while, he seems to be doing fine. Until after the scene where Koushiro figures out Meicoomon being the source of the infection. After that scene, weāre back to the Meicoomon fight, and well...
Angemon has a stroke infection numbing him and he falls down. Takeru quickly tries to go to him, but Daigo Nishijima stops him. But this is the scene where everyone comes to realise Angemon is infected, and the situation is about to go dire. Angemon first manages to control the infection, but is soon overtaken by it and is fighting against Angewomon. After other kids realise theyāre all gonna get infected one by one, Takeru finally falls down. No really he does.
This is where Takeru lost all of the little hope that might have lingered. Itās the point where he meets the darkness of his crest. His voice event sounds devastated. Man these voice actors are good at showing emotions through voice alone.
I just love how caring Hikari is for Takeru here. She doesnāt seem to know to find the words, or how to comfort him, but itād be imposisble to do in such situation. At least sheās there for him. Do you even wonder why I adore these two? Cough cough, moving on.
Koushiro appears, everyone gets infected one by one until thereās only MetalGreymon and Tentomon left (Tentomon not in the fight yet). Reboot countdown starts, and following dialogue happens (I cut it down to two screencaps).
Takeru sounds mad. He just had his partner lose control of himself and now thereās something else as well? Iād be mad too.
After this, everyone but Tentomon is infected the saddest scene in Digimon history happens, and I cry. Erhm I mean. Everyone is not prepared for it. Koushiroās backup plan failed due to infected partners being too strong for Kabuterimon, and devolved Tentomon didnāt want to be saved alone (God DAMN it ;_;). So... reboot happens, everyone gets rebooted, every single partner is now gone. Next scene hurts so god damn much.
Heās in tears ;_;
He stood up.
Weāre shown this scene. And then well.
This whole scene is quiet but darn emotional none the less. Takeru is crying his feelings out. Heās not holding back. Cry Takeru, just cry.
Side note! Yamato is the best big brother Takeru could have Iām so glad heās holding him there, Iām so happy heās there for him right now. Ok hold on Iām crying now too. TAKERU JUST CRY YOUR FEELINGS OUT ITāS OK ;_;
But all that dialogue is Takeru talking, thought itās not from the scene directly. Itās like, a post-scene line. Next up is a collague scene of how time is passing by while Digital World is still rebooting. But thatās it for this scene!
Post-Reboot scene with Koushiro
Thereās couple of small scenes here with Takeru, but all of them a important on showing how heās slowly recovering from his falldown. First up is conversation with Koushiro.
Takeru shakes his head next as a no to the question.
Next bit is important for Takeru.
Koushiro actually turned his head towards Takeru :o Oooh.
Heās blaming himself. He just wanted to protect Patamon. Cāmere Takeru ;-; Heās not even at fault for what happened. He always seems to be afraid of seeing Patamon again since he wonāt remember Takeru anymore. Poor thing. Next up is Koushiroās bit that I believe is whatās helping Takeru to recover slowly to his old self again.
These lines stuck to Takeru. He will actually repeat these later on. Koushiro helped Takeru overcome his despair in a sense. He doesnāt do that here just yet, but itās the start.
Takeru and Patamon Illusion
Small scene, with no words at all, but shows just how much Takeru misses Patamon and feels guilty. The Illusion of Patamon is interesting. Iām honestly not sure what itās supposed to tell. But the scene is sweet none the less.
Talk with Meiko about going to the Digital World
After Koushiro tries to convince everyone to go to the Digital World to meet with their Digimon partners again, they all hear a whistle, and together decide that itās time to go meet their rebooted Partners. Takeru decides to go and try convince Meiko to join them as well. And while others are talking to Himekawa and Nishijima about a plan on how theyāll be going to the Digital World, following dialogue happens between Takeru and Meiko. Iām not skipping anything because itās very important.
Takeru, are you sure you want to know? You do? Ok, prepare yourself.
Brace yourself boy!
He didnāt expect that. I bet heās thinking something along the lines on āWhat what?ā Next up Meiko explains more in detail about Meicoomon, and itās shown to us mainly through flashbacks. Next bit of dialogue is important for Takeruās reaction.
Look at him.
Just look at him!
He canāt believe what he just heard.
He so wants to shout at Meiko, I get that kind of feeling here. Heās definitely blaming Meiko at that moment. But then, a familiar sound happens.
He hears the sound of the whistle, and time sort of stops. He briefly looks at the illusion of Patamon.
Look, those words snapped Takeru out of his incoming burst of anger, and he calms his mind. He then turns back to Meiko.
Then he repeats what Koushiro told him before.
Heās slowly going back to his optimist side again. He wants to see Patamon again. And he wants the same for Meiko and Meicoomon as well. Itās clear in following dialogue that happens when Meiko snaps and tells Takeru to stop being kind and to just outright blame her.
See what I mean? Patamonās words of not wanting to make everyone cry stuck to Takeru as well. Thatās why he decided to not blame Meiko here. Possibly. Thereās more to it as well, which Iāll get to in a bit.
Takeru why are you saying this when you didnāt wait for her ajhsfjhfgsjhsfgjsfgsjhfg sorry letās move on!
Before heading to the Digital World
Jou asked this by the way. Next Yamato asks Daigo Nishijima if he knew, which he apologizes about. Sidenote, Koushiro turned his head to them quietly without a word, he came to his conclusion and didnāt share it with them! Koushiro, you canāt fool me!
Look how everyone turned to Takeru. And this is what I was talking about before.
Everyone has a look at Takeru after this before he continues.
I hope you see what I mean. He canāt really blame Meiko for hiding the truth, when he himself wasnāt honest either.
And that was all of his moments in Kokuhaku!
Seriously, Takeru no doubt shined in Kokuhaku. His conflict didnāt get a full finish in this movie, but he did start recovering and showing signs of being an Optimist again, filling with hope. I really like how he was shown in this movie. The scenes in the Digital World didnāt have anything for Takeru so i wonāt be covering it in this post. Only thing I could point out there is how Takeru is the first one to run towards the sound of the whistle. But itās not really big and I donāt know what to analysize from it.Ā
If youāre actually reading this line, then oh my god, Iām so sorry for this long analysis, and thanks for spending such time on reading this. I hope it was a satisfying one! This did take me several days to finish, mainly due to the film being so heavy for me. (I hope you guys enjoyed having me torture myself with this great but emotion-high movie.)
Bonus scene before Iām off!
Takeru is back to taking care of Hikari I love it \o/
But anyway, thanks for reading, and have a nice day! This was Aleira, signing off! ā„
#digimon#digimon tri#kokuhaku#confession#takerutakaishi#digimon analysis#maybe you guys need to prepare some time to read this because i went a bit nuts with the amount of screencaps#i'm sorry :'d#this post is so long there may be some typos#i'm too lazy to check them out#i'll fix them later if i find any#but here we go enjoy
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Ā Ā Ā [ @interdreamedā - YāALL MAKING ME YELL ABOUT KELS ALL THE TIME SHEāS GONNA GET SICK OF HEARING IT LOL Iāve actually done this meme for her way back here ( x ) but Iāll do an updated version! ]
my opinion on;
character in general: Burnet is legitimately my first actual waifu and I mean that in the weebiest way possible. Prior to her there were a SELECT few female characters that I really liked, and it wasnāt bc I have anything against female characters omg I just like hot men Ā A LOT. But the literal MOMENT I saw Burnet I loved her. Before I played the games I L O V E D HER. I would watch countless different YouTubersā letsplays of SuMo and just watch the part where they meet Burnet to see their reactions (and the part where they meet the Masked Royal bc all those reactions are gucci af lol). Her character design is also just 10/10 all for me haha! Sheās so pretty and such a fucking babe without being all over exaggerated and buxom beyond reason like mostĀ āhot female cartoon/anime charactersā are, you know what I mean? I just want her to be happy, I want her husband to make her happy in all the ways husbands are supposed to and more.Ā how they play them: Gurl oh gurl howdy, Kels is a damn fine Burny-bear yes she is! Even in the ways she gets mad at Kukui are just so perfect and feel so right! Kels really has her take on Burnet well thought out and I love hearing her HCās and interacting with her I die ;A;Ā the mun: *INCOHERENT YELLING TBH* Iām so happy to have met Kels and clicked with her the way we have! We talk almost every day and I love discussing new AUās and headcanons for them! Some of my favorite discussions have been about our Game of Thrones AU, Pirate AU, and sharing my idea with her about Burnet getting a mantine, whoās name is Poi, and I cannot wait to introduce him to you all bc heās just a presh flying carpet ;A; All in all, Kels, I freaking love you! And wouldnāt trade you for the world tbh
do i;
follow them: WHAT KIND OF HUBBAND WOULD I BE IF I DIDNāT AND IF YOU DONāT IāLL FIND YOU MARK MY WORDSrp with them: Some would say maybe too much??? But idgaf I love RPāing with her fite mewant to rp with them: * H E A V Y B R E A T H I N G *ship their character with mine: *EVEN HEAVIER BREATHING THAN BEFORE*Ā
what is my;
overall opinion: Kels is my khaleesi who i shall forever protect lol Sheās a quality as fuck Burnet and deserves all the love of mankind and the gods tbh. Kukui couldnāt have asked for a better whifee ;A;Ā
**Note: Munās answer are all to be completely honest. Donāt send url if you donāt want brutal honesty.
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