#<- that'll be my tag if i post abt it more

[deuynndoodles]

[id: a colored, digital drawing of link from link's awakening as a mer. she holds up an ocarina and examines it, looking confused. bubbles float up as she moves. her tail is a soft blue to pink fade, her fins are coral, and she has gills on her neck. she wears her classic green tunic and hat with an undershirt but no other clothing aside from accessories, including rings, the tempered sword on her hip, and a couple of things around the tip of her tail. end id]

been thinking abt a mer/human marlink au

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1

wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)

bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:

[shirogane-oushirou]

this shouldnt really be relevant to anyone following this blog up until now lmao, but that post i rb-ed on main made me remember that, now that i have a dedicated space for mature posts, this blog is no longer mdni. my main is still 18+ just because it's my catch-all blog for all types of posts, as is my art blog bc i'll occasionally post haha funnie adult humor + i want to retain the option to post some suggestive art if i ever feel like it, but at least here things can be more chill ✌🏻

[turnstechgodhead]

ok to the anon thats talkin w me about mental eelness and bro and the "knight of time" line:

id post your entire ask but its Very Long and im struggling to answer all of it in a way that isnt fucking with my head and anxiety so im going to answer with only the character analysis stuff HERE on this post my apologies

for the record i dont even remotely know how to begin tagging this mess down here and i really think itd be better suited for my nsfw blog but yall aint asking about this on that blog which is fair take care of yourselves

JSYK it's stuff about brocal/intrusive thoughts about inc st and c s a SO kids please avert your eyes for my comfort thank YOU

i dont personally have ocd afaik but as someone who Has intrusive thoughts (actual horrifying ones that dirk, gabe and i have to beat back with a stick, not the ones kids think are intrusive thoughts today)

i definitely think that's how bro approaches raising dave; overcompensating for the accusations from his mind and cal[iborn] leading to total icing him out

okay same anon who was asking abt the “i was raising the knight of time” line. you saying “caliborn made [bro] believe that platonic affection is in fact not platonic at all and is instead sexual[the implications when bro is constantly carrying around cal with his arms around his neck btw. insane.]” is fascinating. is this based off the fact that caliborn thinks even hugging or a kiss on the cheek is “filthy?” it makes me think about ocd/bipolar disorder/misc mental illnesses and intrusive thoughts. i have bipolar and im a huge softie for kids but my intrusive thoughts sometimes try to convince me that my affection is somehow sinister.

YES very much

i need to describe to you my thoughts on brocal really quick bc i think that'll help put it in perspective and idk how else to talk about it;

heres the thing

cal is both bro's boyfriend and his fucking family okay

imagine you're a kid and you have this puppet friend that speaks to you using silly words and tells you that you should eat glass maybe :) or cut your fingers off or tear off your own head and hes the only thing thats taking care of you as a person even if hes mean

he tells you that people touching is inappropriate and vulgar and he cant believe theyre doing that in public (but its okay if we hug and cuddle you know?)

but also as you grow up this puppet starts calling you weird shit like stud or hunky or what the hell ever and maybe. youre going to kiss him

this puppet is the only thing you care about because hes the only thing that cares about you youve been with him for years and years and he talks to you and hes all that matters and now youre obsessed with him and you dont know when that happened but you have an obsessive personality anyway

youll do anything for him. (let me kill for you)

hes the only person you love because you dont love roxy this way (consuming, overwhelming, obligating to do what he wants, because he's all you have)

and well shit

if cals telling you that youre a freak for wanting to cuddle on the baby like you did that once (call it the knight it helps keep your distance) then i guess you're a fucking freak because its not even your right to treat it as family anyway; it's bigger than you. it's more than you will ever be and you need to make sure it doesn't fucking die and apparently that involves at least a little bit of affection cal please understand(what a disgusting species)

[super-novatuna]

Discussing/Going Slightly Crazy over Tears of Themis Main Story 09: Grey Frontier, a Post

will definitely contain spoilers under the cut!

HOO BOY TALK ABOUT MORE QUESTIONS THAN ANSWERS. NONE OF MY PREVIOUS QUESTIONS WERE ANSWERED AND NOW I HAVE MORE HOLY MOLY

my heart dropped when i didn't see a Trial level. more questions, less answers.

let's start by discussing the squares in the little bingo made by @/actualbird, who i will not tag because i do not want to spoil him accidentally. thank u zak for ur services :D

one thing to note is that there are NO bingos this chapter, mainly because one thing most of us probably didn't expect lmao: NXX SEPARATED.

unthinkable. unimaginable. like there's practically NO team stuff in ch9. that's insane. artem was flooded with heirson cases, vyn was dealing with.. whatever the fuck he was doing, marius was presumably busy with managing the backlash of the trial in 08, and that leaves luke, who even though is the one that mc can tag along with for a case is still busy on his own with nsb stuff. hardly any teamwork happening, besides if you count marius' "interrogation" where luke gave him his button back and vyn just guiding mc to figure out what the suicide notes meant... yeah. not to mention artem being skye's attorney???. 99% Win Rate Artem Wing. hello. I have never been more confused. what's the plot behind this? are they all orchestrating a behind-the-scenes plan that'll come together, or are they really all doing their own shit? I'm leaning more towards the former given the nature of the game but gosh this is taking a TURN

translation errors were a lil funny but i could still understand the point which is all i need.

vyn doesn't say anything ominous but saying kys out of nowhere counts a little i think.

jerome 🫰 hes cute but he's uncanny and I'm so curious as to what he's up to. telling the little girl to get marius to pay was nice but there must've been an underlying intention.

no nxx team meeting (i mean with luke and artem. that barely counts because artem was so busy he just let luke have her).

mc figured out abt luke's illness but from what I'm seeing nothing is quite clear and she doesn't know he's got three years oof. artem has a clue but I'm sure he knows nothing either. and marius and vyn have their suspicions but nothing's sure or confirmed.

LUKE PROTECT ROSA !!! YEAHHHH watch ur back u bitchass macho king

do parallels btwn skye and the incident with luke in the hospital count as symbolism idk I'm counting it. i think there's some symbolism a little bit.

for our romantic moment before something terrible happens, ah yes, sweet and worried words on a phone call and then luke has a whole episode. yay. delightful. luke don't fucking die.

no tot story would be complete without an absurd mid-story debate. damn, right in front of the secret nsb station???

no weird luke gadget 😔 sorry he was busy being sick

found family? they aren't even together the marluke moment was barely anything. artem worried about luke having an episode... counts a little. not enough to warrant even a question mark 😔

no nxx meeting, no hilarious bullshit from a boy. sad.

WHAT IS THE TIMELINE SHAKES HYV WHAT IS GOING ON

free space luke is dying

AARON YIPPEEE. good dad.

vincent is a good boy but no intel from him. just him being Best Assistant. Bestest ever.

I didn't cry but i am close to a mental breakdown

LUKE DEPRESSION ASHDJKWKW poor guy.

not sure if Emotionally Charged and Slight Conflict counts as an argument but personally i think kinda?

no baldr because NO TRIAL AAHFJSJJSK

not only do i have more questions about the new Big Bad but I have questions about WHATEVER THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THE WHOLE TEAM.

voice acting 🔛🔝 as always.

NO COURT 😓😓😓😭😭😭

marius was pretty badly injured what the hell WHERE'S HIS PERSONAL BODYGUARD AJDJFWJ LUKE CAN U DO A LIL FAVOR PERHAPS

artem? almost no artem. AND NO CAPTAIN MORGAN IN THIS STORY AT ALL 🥹🥲

luke's hands. r so pretty. in both goddamn illustrations. eeeee

okay and that's all the bingo points sorted, most of it sorted. two other things that piqued my interest was

1. skye harper. she loves taking care of people and she hates seeing people suffering. gerard suffered because of his mom and so many patients suffered because of tyson turner. she wants to protect her patients and the people she favors. i support her actions btw she's so cool for that. artem also supports her so that's a point in our favor! i also think her drinking all night when gerard disappeared definitely is relevant somehow, we'll see in the next chapter.

2. mc is probably feeling a little left out ngl. everyone's got their own thing, and she can't really actively participate in much because she got doxxed and her personal life is being pried into. and she can't do much about anything, not even help artem for some reason, and she's definitely having a personal conflict especially with luke's... everything. i just love mc's character so much i hope she snaps soon tbh.

thus ends my crazy goings. if u read all the way here kudos have a cookie 🍪

and when we get to the whole team about luke's illness... rubs hands together. hoo boy ch10 is going to go CRAZY.

ALSO the nsb is definitely shady and marius does not trust em all that much. i think he trusts luke but his affiliation with the nsb is causing some distance. aaa.

[rollercoasterwords]

i was reading your post about tags and CWs and - the increased popularity of fanfics on tik tok ruined everything. tik tok in general ruined a lot of things. ppl have insane expectations of writers, cancel literally everyone and wish you death when you have a different opinion.

that’s why i spend most of my time on tumblr lol

mmm yeah i mean. to be fair tiktok is the reason that i personally got into the marauders fandom so i feel like i am obligated to acknowledge that it's not all bad and there are some ways in which people are using it to build community that i do think are neat!

but in general.....yeah i do think tiktok is kind of evil lol. like. i mean a big part of the problem is that the format of the app lends itself to shittiness. like it prioritizes short-form content and makes it difficult/practically impossible to actually have any sort of longer or more nuanced conversation. it's algorithm driven which basically either puts people into echo chambers or purposely shows things that'll upset u to evoke strong emotion + get more interaction. it exists in this weird liminal capitalist space where "content" is treated like a product and the goal is always to get more and more views. and it has this tendency to like....simulate a panopticon where everyone feels as though they're constantly being Observed and, simultaneously, feels as though they have the right to Observe other people (thinking abt that genre of video where people post random strangers just living their lives to make fun of them for Content).

anyway when u apply any of that culture that's been....not necessarily created but. extremely exacerbated by platforms like tiktok to stuff like fanfiction it generally just makes it a bad time for everyone!! i have already ranted and raved about this many times on my blog lol i have a whole post abt the tiktokification of ao3 so. yeah. i mean tumblr isn't perfect either of course but i much prefer it 2 any other social media site these days <3

[scandydandyshucks]

helloooo, here's my 18+ horny sideblog (〃∀〃)ゞ

main is @dandyshucks !

no real tagging system yet, just an untagged wasteland of nsft posts

there will be kinks here btw so if u think ALL kink in general is immoral or bad (if it just makes u uncomfortable, i get it! no hard feelings!) then this isnt the place for you; i cannot list everything that'll be here (partially bc im embarrassed LMAO) but uhh mainly dom/sub dynamics and then some pretty average stuff y'know? probably lots of softer stuff bc I'm sappy LOL

might be good to know what there WON'T be, so -> there will be no ageplay/abdl, feederism, bloodplay or anything more than mild painplay, raceplay/fetishising, or fauxcest/incest fetishising on this blog bc those make me personally majorly uncomfortable for different reasons 👍 and another thing to note is honestly any harder kinks will probably not show up here very often if at all (for now)

okay cool onwards we go (ง ื▿ ื)ว

~

🚫 you will be blocked if u draw/write porn abt children, same with any of the "fiction does not affect reality" crowd. also minors dni please! 🚫

[gingerlywuzhere]

intro post for da goobs <33

name(s): lyn (spelt however)

prns: he/him or they/them plz :3

sexu: demi-aroace + achillean (attracted to masculine people as a masculine individual)

gender: transmasc

age: 15 :> (birthday 5/6 if u wanna get me smth <3)

relationship status: 4 yrs w/ my bf (he/they) ^^

language(s) (known): English, Spanish

language(s)(learning): German, Romanian, Icelandic, Irish

nationality: 🇺🇸 (but also secretly 🇩🇪 >:) )

if i dont know your prns, ill refer to u by ur user

you can refer to me however, as long as you acknowledge my existence, im fine w/ it

about me (random order) (:3 = ask me abt it!! /nf)

-audhd

-dyslexia

-Mahayana Buddhist convert :3

-rbs, likes, and tags will differ based of current hyperfixation

-band + theatre kid

-i play saxophone :D

-im demonkin and fallen angel-kin :3

-my fursona is a scene-core fruit bat w/ an emo vampire bat bf :3

-i swear too much in my everyday language lmao ('bestie that's trauma' IK)

-comfy alt style

-natural ginger

-eyes dont work right (nearsighted + astigmatism)

-trying to post and interact more with moots & audience

-jus a weird lil queer kid tryin to not die yet :D

things i like:

-fnaf

-creepypasta

-ww/att

-tsp/ud

-minecraft

-markiplier (he's mine don't touch him /silly)

-the blair witch project movies

-they might be giants

-charlie slimecicle

-that handsome devil

-ICP

-system

-tadc

-tattoos

-piercings

-spooky stuff

-jschlatt

+ like a lot more things

my fave stuff :DD :

-fave fnaf character: michael afton <33

-fave animatronic: foxy <33

-fave cp: the grieving (tawog cp)

-fave cp character: EJ

-fave game: currently either mc, sdv, or tsp

-fave band: System of a Down or Weezer

-fave singer: Mitski or Eminem

-fave song: Chop Suey!, System of a Down

-fave youtuber: markiplier or funkyfrogbait

-fave streamer: charlie slimecicle

-fave actor: matthew lillard (hes so cutie :3)

-fave show: tawog

-fave movie: The Blair Witch Project or Silence of the Lambs

-fave hobby: archery (when i dont lose my arrows lmao)

-fave food: pizza bites :3

boundaries + things that'll get you blocked 🤗

-18+ content, ie; asking me sexual things (bro u drake or smth 🤨), blocked

-calling me by my irl name, dead or preffered, blocked, bc that's just.. creepy

-harassing people over things ive said, vice versa, blocked

-shipping me with my friends/people i interact with prominently or shipping me w/ people i dont know, blocked

-treating me like a child, blocked

-be nice to each other in notes

-if i vent on this blog, dont openly relate to what ive been/am currently going through, u can vent in my dms or asks

-proshippers/comshippers dni, or be blocked

-terfs/homophobes dni, or be blocked

-pro-israel/hamas dni (its NOT about religion), i will block you if you interact with me in anyway

-also just a reminder to support the palestinian people, not the palestinian government or israel, as they're both killing innocent civilians

-anti-furries dni (i am one 🤯), or be blocked

-anti-therians dni (ESPECIALLY if you're one of those 'i NEED a therian gf/bf bro' typa mf, bc therian gf/bf does not need you bro), or be blocked

-anti-otherkin dni (again, i am one 🤯), or be blocked

-anti-xenos dni, or be blocked

-anti-mspec lesbians/gays dni, or be blocked

-including anti- hesbians, and/or she/her achillean people

-trans fetish pages dni, or be blocked

-overall dni if you don't think you'd mind me as a person irl

-keep this blog a safe space for all/most ppl pls :) (or ur b-b-b-blocked pooks <3)

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

god the patronizing hand wringing i've read worrying that if izzy is 'redeemed' in season 2 then all the haters will turn on the show and accuse it of changing its plans to pander to izzy's fandom favoritism. and like, no, probably not! if the writers decide to go in a direction where izzy starts to do better and heals, i currently trust the writer's room to figure out a way to do it that serves the narrative in a satisfying way. idk what could be the catalyst for that kind of growth and change, but i couldn't have predicted most of season 1 so i'll let the big brains on the show figure out if that's something that could work.

i'm more worried about The Discourse if he doesn't get that. certain izzy stans have so wildly reinterpreted the show to make him into who they want him to be, someone's bound to feel betrayed if he continues to be a villain. like i look at the way people complained about infinity train season 3's villain arc for simon, who was imo more sympathetic than izzy, but was given every opportunity to be better and instead doubled down every time until it killed him. so much blame was heaped on grace, who started out in the same place as him, but did put in the work to start doing better, for not trying harder to help him. (how shocking that the black girl who was having a rough enough go at having her own worldviews shattered and confronting and recognizing harm that she'd caused that couldn't be undone was criticized by fans for not also correctly managing the feelings of an angry white boy who decided that any change in opinion was a betrayal to him.)

all that is to say, are izzy stans going to be okay if their guy isn't given the redemption, or in some cases, the hero's vindication they think he deserves? or are they going to blame other characters for not trying hard enough to help him find a way to do better?

i mean, there probably WILL be some people complaining if izzy gets redeemed. i know i take a very firm izzy-critical stance and have gotten into a few arguments w izzy fans about it, but in a fandom this big there are people who are unhinged in all sorts of ways. i dont doubt that SOMEONE out there will get real pissed at the writers if izzy gets a redemption

i am torn tho whether i want an izzy redemption or not. for story purposes ive talked before abt why i think a bad ending for izzy would be interesting to see from a STORY perspective (and also a personal taste perspective), but like you said, if any writers' room could do an izzy redemption arc justice, it's this one. if i think there's something to criticize in ofmd i will criticize it (i have an entire tag for it), but im not gonna like. harass the writers just bc they didnt kill off my least favorite character. nobody with any braincells would do that.

the thing is tho. while i have no problem with an izzy redemption arc as long as it's well-written, i AM kind of terrified of izzy apologists to having MORE reason to interpret izzy as a poor innocent victim. not that i think the writers would actually portray him like that, but if we're given any actual in-text reasons to sympathize with izzy (instead of subtext and headcanon) you KNOW there's gonna be a huge chunk of izzy fans who will be INSUFFERABLE about it

but then youre right, if izzy doesn't get redeemed there's gonna be SO MUCH SHIT. the people who interpret ed as izzy's abuser (🤢) are already gonna have a hard time when ed ends up in a happy relationship with stede (honestly, what fucking show do they think they're watching?), i dont want to even think abt the discourse that'll happen if izzy isn't redeemed. i was only ever in the periphery of the infinity train fandom, but from what ive heard, the discourse was truly horrific

(also tho it's so funny that u mention infinity train bc i brought up simon in the tags of BOTH of those posts i linked above and then i got an anon rlly coming to simon's defense. i didnt rlly get that deep into the discussion w them bc i dont remember a lot of the specific details of infinity train and please nobody send me anons telling me more things abt what happens in infinity train i dont want to talk abt infinity train but i do agree w ur opinion lmao. simon infinitytrain is a crusty-ass white boy who do i feel very bad for but his story was very well-written. grace infinitytrain my beloved <3<3<3)

[trashyandtiredsol]

(sorry if you get this twice: i think tumblr ate my first ask)

hey just letting you know that the post you reblogged abt sex trafficking links or whatever is false information. its just spam for an app.

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/irl-texts-trafficking/

https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2022/11/09/debunking-gap-app-sex-trafficking-rumor/

(not mad or anything btw. just dont want more misinformation to be spread, especially about something as serious as sex trafficking. shits scary enough without misinformation being spread around ^^ /g)

Alright, thank you for letting me know!!

However, I think it's still important to at least know about sex trafficking and not clicking on links from people you don't know or just links your suspicious on!

Again, good to know about the misinformation, or spam about the app, but even then I don't believe that'll be the takeaway from the post (I should have a tag for it actually-)

[lunarmochi]

vent-ish, putting under a read-more just in case

going through my delete later tag is always a bit heavy on the heart. i had to stop myself a bit early because of how much it was getting to me.

i didn't delete all of it, but... it's enough for now. enough that people won't see it immediately when scrolling through my blog.

-

i feel a bit.. lost.

it's been this constant back and forth between "this is my blog, i am allowed to post what i want without worrying abt how anyone else feelings abt it" and "there are people that can see my vents and deepest feeling online. i should stop sharing my personal problems on the internet."

i've started leaving little bits on twitter circle, but that'll just end up the same as here.

i've yet to find a true "safe space" to vent my feelings that's sustainable. of course, there is those other blogs, but it feels just as lonely there.

don't even get me started on people. i'm already struggling having friends and communicating, you think i'd feel safe enough burdening them with my feelings and problems?

i'm at a stand-still right now.

i either keep it all in and wait until it gets bad enough that i have to vent here, or just don't vent at all. neither of which are ideal, but what do i do?

it's my job to handle all of these things alone, so if i can't find myself a sustainable safe space, it's on me to deal with the consequences.

perhaps i should just permanently use my vent blog. that way i won't have to worry about anyone seeing anything at all. it's... lonely... but it's better than nothing, right?

it's better than getting so anxious and worked up over the thought of disgusting someone or being judged for my feelings.

[radnautical]

!! About me !! (also sum important stuff)

Hello hello, As said- My names Robbie and I've been drawing for more or less 8-ish yrs. I mainly draw digitally, so that'll be most of my content :D Multi-fandom! I LOVE constrictive criticism so I'm open to feed back on my art!

MY REQUEST ARE OPEN !! (Btw if you any questions abt your request feel free to message me)

Fandoms I draw for:

Subnautica (+BZ)

Don't Starve!

One Piece

Katana Zero

Stardew Valley

Twisted Wonderland

Chainsaw Man

Undertale/Deltarune

Hollow Knight

Cult of the Lamb

HADES

Wizard of Legend

Genshin Impact

Creepypasta

Yes; I will draw-:

Requested (LEGAL) Ships

Clothing requests for characters (Nothing NSFW)

Gender swaps

Fluffy requests (Kissing, hugging, etc etc within reason)

Gore (These will have TWs)

Ocs

No; I Will Not draw-:

NSFW

illegal/proship ships/content

and that's mainly it! I'll post whenever I can remember [87 thanks for reading :)

my art tag >> #iedraws

[jadetuin]

tag guide/interests

(Also Known As: really old pinned i edit infrequently)

Jade Speaks- original textpost tag i don't use as often as i should (meaning i often forget to tag original textposts as this)

Jade Asks- asks i answer!

Jade Draws- i draw occasionally

Jade Writes - my writing!

Jadetuin's Hall of Sacred Posts - faves tag

Jade Look at Art- later references. Mostly art refs/tutorials and free shit. Sometimes used for ask games or silly comic ideas that'll never be done

Jade Polls - I'm not gonna post too many polls, but this is just for my convenience if I ever need to check one

Watch Later- stuff i want to watch later

Listen Later- stuff i want to hear later

Read Later- stuff i want to read later

mortycore, mosescore, jocore, cherrycore, etc. - these are just my ocs. Don't worry abt it

Stuff I like below readmore

Stuff I Like (in no particular order)

note: there's probably stuff i like not on here

Pokemon ("playing" Violet, played Y, Moon, Omega Ruby, and Sword; watched Platinum, Ultra Sun, Black, and a teeny bit of PLA)

Paper Mario (both old and the latest new one)

SCPs (i actively read new ones)

Les Miserables

Ace Attorney (all except DD and SoJ <- haven't played)

GHOST TRICK

Legend of Zelda (played the original, Link to the Past, Link Between Worlds, Triforce Heroes, Breath of the Wild, and Tears of the Kingdom)

Everhood

Minecraft

Earthbound and Mother 3

Wizard Of Oz

Deltarune

Miitopia

Undertale

Hollow Knight

NES Godzilla Creepypasta

and more

[roughentumble]

Tagged by @hale-of-stiles-heart

Name: shawn

Sign: cancer the crabbbbb pinchpinch

Height: 5'3

Current time: after 0100

Favorite band/musical artists: im indecisive as hell, i cant pick favorites lol. as a kid i liked paramore, three days grace, system of a down... i also like more indie stuff, like penelope scott, and music to cry to(leonard cohen comes to mind). oh and j-pop too, kanon wakeshima, utada hikaru, ikimonogakari, the usual crew. kyary pamyu pamyu but i havent heard anything abt her in ages, i guess she fell out of popularity. ninjari bang bang still slaps tho. ummmm. other stuff. i have a whole music tag to give you an idea of what i listen to!

Last Movie: i watched SOMETHING the other day but honestly i cant remember what it was(which does not bode well for thing in question) so let's just say Nope.

Last Show: i think its called requiem? it was a netflix/bbc limited series, 6 episodes. it was pretty decent, tho i maintain the spooky creatures were NOT ANGELS they were FAIRIES, it makes way more sense if theyre fairies.

Blog created: mmmmm a while ago. 2012? maybe younger idk. i remade at one point so we'll never know the exact year

What I post: memes, whatever random rambling bullshit that crosses my mind, gay people, fandom stuff, geraskier

Last Google search: . literally "". i thought it was an incorrectly displaying emoji and thought emojidex would pop up with an actual image

Other blogs: is secret shhhh 🤫 ;)

Do you get asks: i been known to, ye! got a nice anon or two floatin around.

Following: 867

Followers: 998

Sleep schedule: aint got one, i like stayin up late tho

Do you play instruments? currently? nah. but over my lifetime i've done guitar, ukulele, ocarina.... probably some piano as a wee babe... i think like violin or something..... oh and obviously recorder lol xp

Currently wearing: soft pants an soft shirt. for sleepy times

Dream job: its changed so many times over the years i dont even know at this point. i guess the true dream is just getting one super major ultra best seller of some kind and coating off the money for the rest of All Time

Dream trip: idk, lots of places would be fun to go, but im going to ireland next year and hopefully that'll be really cool! and i always wanted to go to japan as a kid, so maybe like the ghibli museum would be cool

Nationality: US.

Favorite song: seconding amber here, i could never pick a fav.

Last book: i mean im currently reading samuel butler's translation of the iliad

idk who to tag so i shan't. lol

[sesamie]

I’m curious abt ur ocs literally all the time bestie 👀👀👀👀👀 tell me more abt mars & wheat if u want I love them

eheheheee yes i will okay i'm gonna talk about them very basic'ly because i've had ppl ask their general story before soooooo

marsia pann (she/it) is a little kid (like?? 12ish years old? at the beginning?) in a post-apocalyptic earth, who's been wandering around surviving for herself in the wastelandish midwest, until stumbling across what seems like a perfectly running city, ran by all the folks in charge of all the oil and coal and shit, who discover mars breaking into their facilities and take her to the very top, where it's offered a job. they're running out of energy, plainly and truly. efforts to create sustainable energy are like totally given up on at this point. so what mars has to do is go to SPACE to discover alien alternative energy sources and find a new thing that'll work for earth. she gets a spaceship, and a robot companion called wheat (he/they/she), who is really an endoskeleton in a space suit with a cool piece of abandoned tech that never got a chance to be revealed to anyone except a secret team of government scientists before the world ended, so basically nobody that's still surviving knows anything about it. what it is, however, is a lil something i call the interstellephone! it is a telephone in the front chest area of wheat's space suit, that can make calls to any other interstellephone-like tech in the universe. and luckily, as mars and wheat will find out, interstellephone tech is used extremely widely across the universe, and all the fun alien worlds they go to and species they meet and friends they make can be reached through wheat's interstellephone, provided they get the number!

the story does have an eventual canon ending and plot where they finally return to earth and the story plays out, but the whole basis of the oc universe is that a girl and its robot get to hang around the universe and learn about everything and grow up, all from an earthling perspective. it's very hitchhiker's guide -esque, since earth is extremely relatively new and un-advanced, and most other planets are doing some CRAZY shit that mars gets to learn all about as she grows up! it also opens the way for me to say mars can canonically meet the mechs, and the space pirates, and the cojum who crew, and literally any other characters from any other planet or canon or anything at all!!

my tag for this set of ocs is "#mars and wheat" so if you want to read all the stuff i've written about them and art that people have made, that's where you'll find it!!

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Update, Hello Persons

I do realize that I am taking forever to post. Todaay is January 12th, 2020. I am posting my own thoughts on what is going on right now.

The admin of this blog is 23 years old. This blog is kinda like my personal blog pt 2. I try to keep up with tags to indicate what i'll be talking abt so you don't have to read through anything potentially scary or worrying about the world we live in.

Please do not force yourself to read past this point if you do not want to hear my thoughts so far. Also, please refrain from sending anons telling me you here for only clothes when i do tumblr for free and also for me.

ANYWAYS

Guys, what the hell, why does January always feel like its own year? Why does so much always seem to happen around this time.

My birthday came and went. I had cake and relaxed!! New Years Eve was filled with me looking like a cute little paper dude from the old 20's and being avoe to enjoy it with people I kinda like being around. It was lovely.

Of course, bad shit happens to. I'm not gonna focus too heavily on what's happening with the current peach man pres, but please do remember that this guy is doing the exact same thing that Bush Jr. did closer to the end of his first term so that people would vote for him a second time out of fear.

Moving on.

Some... Very serious things have happened in my life as of late. As or very fucking late. I am scared but I know that I will be okay because I can figure out how to survive this stuff like someone who is actually learning how to be an adult.

It's been 23 years of my existence, guys. I've gone through a lot of things. I've seen a lot of people. My struggles aren't as bad as they are for some others, but... None of this is very easy either.

Basically, I am gonna be okay. I'm freaking out from time to time because I have recently gone through a very traumatic experience, as I am not allowed to have a normal family. And you know what, fuck some of them. You can't help someone who doesn't want your help but you can always focus more on yourself because you're fucking worth it and living through that shit means you're tough as fucking nails.

I have... A lot of things to think about. People to re-examine... How will this all affect my work? How it is going to affect my personal life and the lives of others? I am worried about that. And a lot of other things, too.

But you know what, I've made it this far.

So I have to keep trying.

2020 kinda feels like that year finally came around where it was ready to beat my ass but then i spit out blood and call 2020 an amateur or something reference shenxomix

Jokes aside, I am in a really difficult situation right now. I'm not asking for donations, I am not saying this to worry any of you... I just want y'all to know that I have a lot of shit to do this year and this very recent life event just fucking flung me into a speedrunning challenge for some of those important adult tasks. I am okay but I am tired as hell and I need to make sure I'm okay. So I'm sorry that I keep disappearing but eventually we'll have at least queued posts set up for this blog and that'll mean I am slowly returning.

Thank you all for just generally liking my blog, guys. I think ur all pretty dang neat yourselves.

I have to go now but please take care. I do promise I am okay and I will eventually return.

Stay Safe.