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hi. i know it's been a while and i'm sorry for that.
i guess if you'd just like to know what's going on click the readmore?
if you don't wanna read that though, tldr is that i'm starting to draw hs characters for art practice, and that i'm doing this art "series" (i guess?) for myself to improve. oh, and that life is hard sometimes.
so this isn't really easy to say, and especially not to the internet with a buncha strangers following me (haha) but truthfully, i've been having a hard time both with art and with life lately.
i feel like i'm not keeping up with consistency or the expectations i set for myself with art both on this blog and off. i keep finding myself unsatisfied, disgusted, or just disappointed with how my art turns out, or the ending piece. i feel like i used to know where my art was going, and now i've somehow lost sight. i know the individual things i need improvement on (backgrounds, objects, animals, feet anatomy, colour techniques, body shapes, etc etc etc) but it all just feels like so much and if i get practice on one thing, i stop drawing for a while and i just lose the practice i learned.
so i kinda came up with a solution. draw all the hs characters again - interesting, right? (/s). but i'm not gonna do this for the blog (so, sorry followers). i'm gonna do it for me. no expectations, i don't have a set time limit so no stressing myself, and i just draw the characters as i'd like, trying to improve. this is also to just help myself with wanting to draw again - i draw IRL almost everyday, but nothing that i want or that's...well, artistic/creative. i want to create, like it's eating underneath me in my soul, but i can't find myself to do anything more than pencil sketches.
that kinda brings me to my other problem lately: real life. haha.
if you've been following me long enough, you know i don't really post about my IRL problems here, or especially not to this extent. yeah, i've had my one or two vent posts, but i try to keep it off here because a part of me knows its no benefit to have that kind of depressing, low-self esteem stuff on an art blog that i reblog minecraft and john/kat to.
but truthfully, i don't just wanna pretend it's sunshine and rainbows on here. i'm so tired, and i'm stressed, and i've been through the emotional woodchipper lately that i can barely keep my head on straight. yes, i'm trying to get help for all this (i have a doctors appointment soon, and i'm gonna try and get all my diagnosis in order and get therapy, etc) but i'm not coping well with everything that's been happening to me lately, and i can't keep trucking on the same way i have been like i'm more emotionally stable than i actually am.
i'm sorry if i've been acting more bitter, distant, or just different lately. i'm just exhausted, mentally, physically, and emotionally, and i'm starting to run out of energy to just function in my day-to-day. i actually cried at work the other day (for the first time!) for feeling so overwhelmed with everything i had to do (both in my job and outside of it, fuck retail btw it sucks). i have small support in friends and family, but they're not the type of support i genuinely need to function and keep myself healthy. and i can't rely on them in ways that aren't their responsibility, or that i truly need help with.
i'm not trying to air out ALL my dirty laundry here (hehehe) but i just felt like it was better to say i'm struggling emotionally then to just pretend i wasn't struggling at all. if i was a healthier person i probably wouldn't be venting here in the first place, but then again i probably wouldn't have all these problems hanging over me either, lol.
just...have patience with me, please. i just want life to be a little kind, or at least kind enough to get me to my first therapy appointment.
#homestuck#aradia medigo#doodleart#vent#<- its under the readmore kinda#anyways now that im not being depressing anybody see my diff brushes?#i used all three of them cause i wanted to (because i WANTED to. cool)#hs draw ref#<- new tag for this art series#so i can find it easier lol#i love how i said i wanted to improve on things other than people and i am drawing. people. SHUT#im gonna draw tavros or something with a background. maybe#idk ill need an idea but i have time#<- he is trying to comfort himself LMAO#brother the vent is WILD im so sorry to anybody tryna see art in the normal tags slajdfhjhdslf
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can you do gem and joel as fast and furious 😎🔥
Yeah!! They're having the best day ever!
#gem the mechanic#sorry no new outfit for joel because i cant think of one ):#sketch tag#geminitay#smallishbeans#life series#wild life smp#mcyt#my art#answered ask
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drew all the lifers in my style before the year ends ! took a while but i had so much fun :> Original template by @/xmaruu11
#trafficblr#3rd life smp#life series#grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#mumbo jumbo#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#jimmy solidarity#scott smajor#impulsesv#skizzleman#tangotek#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#inthelittlewood#martyn inthelittlewood#rendog#ldshadowlady#bigbst4tz2#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#my art#mcyt#ive wanted to do this since i saw the template#im new to the life series but the brainrot is so extreme#happy new year too ! idk what the future holds but have a great year ahead to anyone reading the tags#also talk to me about the life series please im. going insane
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despite everything, it’s still you
#tangled#tangled the series#rapunzels tangled adventure#uknighted dream#cassunzel#new dream#princess rapunzel#eugene fitzherbert#tangled cassandra#pansy-art#This was the first time i actually colored their middle aged designs i was kinda stumped so itll probably change next time#rapunzel tag
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redstone supervisor
#redraw of some old art#ethubs how i missed u#also experimenting w light bdubs redesigns#and im coming to the realization that im just making both their hair more. anime.#idk i just think bdubs w a lowkey emo spiky haircut eats#omg anyone who left nice tags in my last post and remembered me ILYSM#i never really talked here just posted my art and only yapped in the tags#if anyone is wondering where i disappeared..... esports#LOL#to twt cuz tumblr has like no action on that front#im still in it! if u care abt vct my art acc there is murkyburakh#the offseason has been dry lately so etho called to me#and bdubs#actually i started catching up on his episodes first#cuz building cool#i havent watched wild life or finished secret life idk if i will cuz ngl i just liked the series more when it was simple boogeyman stuff#or maybe i'm just hung up on last life and nothing will top it for me who knows#i'm still an incurable tags yapper i guess#anyways happy new year everynyan!!#ethubs#ethoslab#bdubs#hermitshipping#my art
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Lil birdie and his eldritch demon (build in friend) !!!
#bumfuzzled art#bumfuzzled animations#mha#tokoyami fumikage#my absolute beloved lil guy#dark shadow#they deserve a separate tag#I’m just rotating through old interests#I always kept up with the manga#the story lost me halfway through#but I just had to know what happened to my two favorite students#I’ll probably rewatch the whole series before the new season#which likely means more art!#also I seriously could not log into this account anymore. but we’re so back
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Happy New Year!
I took my time with this update because hehe spoilers, this is probably one of the most important pages in the comic.
Here's to hopefully more, or at least more substantial updates this year! I wanna get to the nitty gritty of the fun stuff :>
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✨Masterpost✨
#Wanderer#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise season 3#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#wandererAU#wanderer au#my art#we get a new tag in the next update#one that's been used on this blog before but new for the series!#dw it's a good one and I'm excited!
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BAMboozelers new skins :)
#I didn’t get around to rendering this one but wanted to get it out before it inevitably got lost in my pile of ‘work in progresses’ lol#they’re techinically not new anymore either#oh dear#trafficblr#traffic fanart#life series fanart#wild life fanart#wild life smp#solidaritygaming#solidaritygaming fanart#jimmy solidarity#ldshadowlady fanart#ldshadowlady#gtws fanart#gtwscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#goodtimeswithscar#art tag
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the cutsies
#my art#mcyt#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#wild life#wild life spoilers#life series#wl lizzie#wl jimmy#wl scar#bamboozlers#yay new tag for meeee
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i'm joining in on the fun from tonight's CAS update
i need the chaos of these two
#tmnt#rottmnt#my art#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#cass apocalyptic series#cass fanart tag#rottmnt donnie#future donnie#uncle tello#uncle tello has a new student#thankfully this one's already trained
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DAY 24: First Date
check this out on twt ! based on ch16 of "between the shadow and the soul" on ao3. ANOTHERR heavy recommendation!
#wenclair#wenclairtober#wenclairtober2024#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#wednesday netflix#wednesday series#wednesday 2022#Wednesday season 2#wenclair fanart#wednesday fanart#fanart#digital art#art#wlw#fanfic fanart#ao3 fanfic#i think this is technically their first date#spoilers in tags#cus they werent on the same PAGEE yet in the mall#there was deffo tension#but this chapter is definitely the first date chapter#i love this fic btw guys#this singlehandedly revived my vigor for ao3 fics for wenclair#i was just sticking to my bookmarks and not bothering to read anything new#so im glad i picked this one up#the author is soooo based#like actually#i also think wednesday is so grounded in this one#personally enid is so me
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Good day. THIS is the energy I want to see from SNW.
This one goes out to all my fellow spirk fans in the trenches this week. This is obviously the canon reason the SNW writers couldn't introduce Jim Kirk to Spock until this episode had occurred.
#star trek#st: snw#snw#snw season 2#star trek strange new worlds#strange new worlds#Spock#Mr Spock#star trek fanart#My art#Sam Kirk#Spirk#Snw spirk#k/s#star trek tos#star trek the original series#kirk x spock#Sorry I still don't know how tags work I'm tagging everything I can think of that might be semi related#captain kirk#space husbands#jim kirk#james t kirk#star trek snw#st snw#star trek art#st tos#the premise#ethan peck#snw 2x05#I just really hate how straight Spock is sometimes
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starless night
#secret life#secret life fanart#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#trafficblr#life series#secret life smp#gtws fanart#raz art tag#is it perfect? no . is it cool and do i like it? mmyes#trying new things is neat every once in a while actually!#anyway . the sky closed its eyes!!!!! no one is looking!!!!!!!! its over scar!!!!#do you like my freaky little weird scar . he looks like an eye.
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i truly couldnt be happier that martyn is back to his usual shenanigans
#been slacking on drawing him for the new season bc work has been tiring take this as an apology#wife city <3#martyn littlewood#inthelittlewood#life series#trafficblr#traffic smp#wild life#art tag
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she shiny on my duo til i
#pigeon draws#life series#pearlescentmoon#geminitay#everytime i post art i forget how to tag#shiny duo#gempearl#can use as pfp if you want just credit me#was trying a new shading thing idk how i like it but its cool i think ?#anywayyyy#gem and pearl <3#cant stop drawing them omg....
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[spite] has entered the chat >:P
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#cole dragon age#manfred dragon age#dragon age cole#dragon age manfred#cole the spirit of compassion#manfred the skeleton#dragon age veilguard spoilers#<- i guess ?????#also does spite have his own tag...? idk sorry but#heard there was another spirit in the area *twirls hair and kicks feet* I LOVE YOU SPIRITS I LOVE U ABOMINATIONS I LOVE Y#this originally started as a nod to the banter about manfred being “mesmerized by the steam” while making tea#but then i made it about spite as well :] now there are THREE spirit friends (well... probs more like frenemies but yknow) :P#btw i changed coles outfit/design bc i saw the veilguard concept art of him (UGHHH MY BOY HE LOOKED SO GOOD IM DEVASTATED oTL)#also i hc that cole is very picky w food bc he seemed grossed out abt it when talking to blackwall lol#so even tho hes “used” to eating now he has a hard time w weird new things (in this case tea). autistic food aversion :]#which is extra funny in this case bc manfred (and spite) would be like “whats it like” while cole is like “...bad :(”#anyway yeah hope u guys like this one :D im very happy ppl seem to like this series(?) bc i really like drawing them !!! <3
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