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hi. i know it's been a while and i'm sorry for that.
i guess if you'd just like to know what's going on click the readmore?
if you don't wanna read that though, tldr is that i'm starting to draw hs characters for art practice, and that i'm doing this art "series" (i guess?) for myself to improve. oh, and that life is hard sometimes.
so this isn't really easy to say, and especially not to the internet with a buncha strangers following me (haha) but truthfully, i've been having a hard time both with art and with life lately.
i feel like i'm not keeping up with consistency or the expectations i set for myself with art both on this blog and off. i keep finding myself unsatisfied, disgusted, or just disappointed with how my art turns out, or the ending piece. i feel like i used to know where my art was going, and now i've somehow lost sight. i know the individual things i need improvement on (backgrounds, objects, animals, feet anatomy, colour techniques, body shapes, etc etc etc) but it all just feels like so much and if i get practice on one thing, i stop drawing for a while and i just lose the practice i learned.
so i kinda came up with a solution. draw all the hs characters again - interesting, right? (/s). but i'm not gonna do this for the blog (so, sorry followers). i'm gonna do it for me. no expectations, i don't have a set time limit so no stressing myself, and i just draw the characters as i'd like, trying to improve. this is also to just help myself with wanting to draw again - i draw IRL almost everyday, but nothing that i want or that's...well, artistic/creative. i want to create, like it's eating underneath me in my soul, but i can't find myself to do anything more than pencil sketches.
that kinda brings me to my other problem lately: real life. haha.
if you've been following me long enough, you know i don't really post about my IRL problems here, or especially not to this extent. yeah, i've had my one or two vent posts, but i try to keep it off here because a part of me knows its no benefit to have that kind of depressing, low-self esteem stuff on an art blog that i reblog minecraft and john/kat to.
but truthfully, i don't just wanna pretend it's sunshine and rainbows on here. i'm so tired, and i'm stressed, and i've been through the emotional woodchipper lately that i can barely keep my head on straight. yes, i'm trying to get help for all this (i have a doctors appointment soon, and i'm gonna try and get all my diagnosis in order and get therapy, etc) but i'm not coping well with everything that's been happening to me lately, and i can't keep trucking on the same way i have been like i'm more emotionally stable than i actually am.
i'm sorry if i've been acting more bitter, distant, or just different lately. i'm just exhausted, mentally, physically, and emotionally, and i'm starting to run out of energy to just function in my day-to-day. i actually cried at work the other day (for the first time!) for feeling so overwhelmed with everything i had to do (both in my job and outside of it, fuck retail btw it sucks). i have small support in friends and family, but they're not the type of support i genuinely need to function and keep myself healthy. and i can't rely on them in ways that aren't their responsibility, or that i truly need help with.
i'm not trying to air out ALL my dirty laundry here (hehehe) but i just felt like it was better to say i'm struggling emotionally then to just pretend i wasn't struggling at all. if i was a healthier person i probably wouldn't be venting here in the first place, but then again i probably wouldn't have all these problems hanging over me either, lol.
just...have patience with me, please. i just want life to be a little kind, or at least kind enough to get me to my first therapy appointment.
#homestuck#aradia medigo#doodleart#vent#<- its under the readmore kinda#anyways now that im not being depressing anybody see my diff brushes?#i used all three of them cause i wanted to (because i WANTED to. cool)#hs draw ref#<- new tag for this art series#so i can find it easier lol#i love how i said i wanted to improve on things other than people and i am drawing. people. SHUT#im gonna draw tavros or something with a background. maybe#idk ill need an idea but i have time#<- he is trying to comfort himself LMAO#brother the vent is WILD im so sorry to anybody tryna see art in the normal tags slajdfhjhdslf
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despite everything, it’s still you
#tangled#tangled the series#rapunzels tangled adventure#uknighted dream#cassunzel#new dream#princess rapunzel#eugene fitzherbert#tangled cassandra#pansy-art#This was the first time i actually colored their middle aged designs i was kinda stumped so itll probably change next time#rapunzel tag
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Lil birdie and his eldritch demon (build in friend) !!!
#bumfuzzled art#bumfuzzled animations#mha#tokoyami fumikage#my absolute beloved lil guy#dark shadow#they deserve a separate tag#I’m just rotating through old interests#I always kept up with the manga#the story lost me halfway through#but I just had to know what happened to my two favorite students#I’ll probably rewatch the whole series before the new season#which likely means more art!#also I seriously could not log into this account anymore. but we’re so back
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the cutsies
#my art#mcyt#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#wild life#wild life spoilers#life series#wl lizzie#wl jimmy#wl scar#bamboozlers#yay new tag for meeee
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i'm joining in on the fun from tonight's CAS update
i need the chaos of these two
#tmnt#rottmnt#my art#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#cass apocalyptic series#cass fanart tag#rottmnt donnie#future donnie#uncle tello#uncle tello has a new student#thankfully this one's already trained
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DAY 24: First Date
check this out on twt ! based on ch16 of "between the shadow and the soul" on ao3. ANOTHERR heavy recommendation!
#wenclair#wenclairtober#wenclairtober2024#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#wednesday netflix#wednesday series#wednesday 2022#Wednesday season 2#wenclair fanart#wednesday fanart#fanart#digital art#art#wlw#fanfic fanart#ao3 fanfic#i think this is technically their first date#spoilers in tags#cus they werent on the same PAGEE yet in the mall#there was deffo tension#but this chapter is definitely the first date chapter#i love this fic btw guys#this singlehandedly revived my vigor for ao3 fics for wenclair#i was just sticking to my bookmarks and not bothering to read anything new#so im glad i picked this one up#the author is soooo based#like actually#i also think wednesday is so grounded in this one#personally enid is so me
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Good day. THIS is the energy I want to see from SNW.
This one goes out to all my fellow spirk fans in the trenches this week. This is obviously the canon reason the SNW writers couldn't introduce Jim Kirk to Spock until this episode had occurred.
#star trek#st: snw#snw#snw season 2#star trek strange new worlds#strange new worlds#Spock#Mr Spock#star trek fanart#My art#Sam Kirk#Spirk#Snw spirk#k/s#star trek tos#star trek the original series#kirk x spock#Sorry I still don't know how tags work I'm tagging everything I can think of that might be semi related#captain kirk#space husbands#jim kirk#james t kirk#star trek snw#st snw#star trek art#st tos#the premise#ethan peck#snw 2x05#I just really hate how straight Spock is sometimes
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Mental Health Tip! Don't skip meals lest you be fighting demons
#Big Hero 6#BH6#Hiro Hamada#au stuff#uhhhh#cw existential dread#I guess? Not really the exact emotion expressed in this specific instance but it is the overall issue#something something Hiro survivors guilt he keeps avoiding because that's a whole nastier can of worms than standard grief#“I'm moving on from Tadashi's death so I'm almost good!” he says meanwhile the EVERYTHING ELSE is still waiting to be unpacked#Cus like fun fact about grief caused by loss bet money that grief is not going to be the only thing you gotta work on healing#humans brains are really funky about death especially when it happens spontaneously when you least expect it#Anyway reminder that self care and mental health is not linear there are days you think you're good and then you Find Out#but that's okay#so yeah this was supposed to be a quick warm up doodle for another drawing but I ended up messing around with it and now its a thing#I did find a new way of sketching I think I like so we'll see how it goes#been busting out the solid 3px pen I used to used back in 2018 when I started drawing art for the series that's been fun#god bless tags man great for yappers
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starless night
#secret life#secret life fanart#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#trafficblr#life series#secret life smp#gtws fanart#raz art tag#is it perfect? no . is it cool and do i like it? mmyes#trying new things is neat every once in a while actually!#anyway . the sky closed its eyes!!!!! no one is looking!!!!!!!! its over scar!!!!#do you like my freaky little weird scar . he looks like an eye.
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I drew Turtle Casey from Cass Apocalyptic Series by @somerandomdudelmao
Raphs Outfit Mikey
I might make another in the Raph outfit but I just watched Mutant Mayhem so it might have to wait until after I draw mutant mayhem.
I finished the Raph one and now that I've read the latest CAS update I plan on doing the mikey one next
finished mikeys, this is it unless Cass makes a Leo outfit
#tmnt#rottmnt#art#casey jones jr#cass fanart tag#casey jones#casey jr#casey junior#kranberry1006#cass apocalyptic series#i hope cass doenst mind me tagging them...#idk tumblr etiquette yet...#im new here
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doodles of my friends' fic!!! first isn’t canon just pure self indulgence from yours truly LOL
#my art#scarian#c!scarian#c!scar#c!grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#fanart#grian#trafficshipping#hermitshipping#idk im still new to this sorry if i got the tags wrong 😞#mer au#life series#traffic smp#desert duo#desertduo#c!desertduo#c!desert duo
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+ closeups under the cut
listen scott has consumed my soul i had to draw him again while i was home sick from school 😔 i love elves or elf like characters dearly
i dont got much time to draw due to aforementioned school so thisll probs be it for a tiny bit. i have to finish a fuckin cereal box project by TOMORROW!! love that for me
i know very little lore about empires scott. i know like the bare minimum of spoilers so yeah..
#ivorns art#fanart#my art#mcyt#miau#new life smp#nlsmp#empires smp#empires s1#empiresblr#empires season 1#empires season one#rivendell#smajor1995#scott smajor fanart#scott smajor#dangthatsalongname fanart#dangthatsalongname#im procrastinating on finishing all his long series es plural or whatever i dont know the word thats#hashtag embarrassing#idk how many tags to use this feels like a lot#smajor1995 fanart#mmm yummy tags
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i swear i have a healthy and normal attachment to this disney princess
check it out on my inprnt!! :3
#tangled the series#rapunzels tangled adventure#tangled#princess rapunzel#rapunzel#pansy-art#alexa play second child restless child by the oh hellos#it was i love rapunzel day yesterday btw. and i missed it by exactly 2 hours#but what else is new#rapunzel tag
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i truly couldnt be happier that martyn is back to his usual shenanigans
#been slacking on drawing him for the new season bc work has been tiring take this as an apology#wife city <3#martyn littlewood#inthelittlewood#life series#trafficblr#traffic smp#wild life#art tag
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server villain
#life series#secret life#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar#gtws fanart#namemc spoilers#trafficblr#traffic smp#life spoilers#i’ve been told to tag that as i haven’t watched the new session yet#i hope he’s hunted for his crimes and then blows everyone up#no more good times just villain times#i haven’t ever drawn him so i struggled but i really like the result so yipee!#sry my jrwi followers i promise jrwi art soo
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new hyperfixation time merry christmas
#the characters not the irl ppl yall#their dynamic is everything to me#lmk if im tagging anything incorrectly im new to the fandom#my art#hermitshipping#scarian#goodtimewithscar fanart#grian fanart#mcyt#hermitshipblr#life series#trafficshipping#trafficblr
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