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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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vectorized except it isnt because i refuse to learn akjsdhjks
#blurry babbles#it aint perfect but whateverrrrrrrrrr#lemres#puyo puyo#puyoposting#wish i knew about the ruler trick before i did this but at least doing the lineart was sorta fun but not really asjdkjas#i do lineart in a way thats easier for me to do and it kinda shows but here was A Struggle cause i actually had to follow the lines 1 to 1#and then i still messed up a bit cause a couple lines are thinner than how they were in the original but I Dont wanna open it again so-#its staying like that akjdhkdsh#dont try and put this on nexus pls i just did this cause i was annoyed at how bit crushed it was and wanted it as my discord pfp#do i put this in my art tag#cause i did redraw it its just like. should i?#ill just have it for the talk tag
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OOOH MORE WIPS UPON YYEEE i amm gonna crawl outa this artblock even if it KILLS ME! and speaking of killsing. whats with THIS dead guy huh??? its chip jrwi baby yeaaah its undead chip baby yeaaaahh its chip n hes fucken dead and rotting and gross and OOHHH IM SO PROUD OF HIm(for being dead)
#riptide spoils#HEY REMEMBER THAT SPOILER TAG I MENTIONED I WOULD USE#ieah i know its ppprobably commonish knowledge rn what happpend to chip n stuff but yknwo.#still a pretty big fuckan spoily#ANYWAY LOOOK AT HOW MY STYLE SIMPLIFIES AND BOILS DOWN ALL THE COMPLEXITIES INTO CONSISTANCIES#i think the flow of my art going from more detailed to less detailed is fun heheheh weeee!! having fun and drawing!!#ALSO I MISSED DRAWING CHIPP OUHHH ITS BEEN SO LONNGGand now look at him...hes gorgus....HES SO CHARMINGLY GROSS#twirling my hair kicking my legs honesttllyyyyy ive been sooo in love w chip since i started the show... hes just so cute and stabbable#like i waant to see him in unimaginable pain and agony and also i want to see him hold hands w several other characters#INCREDIBLY easy to ship w people if u just look at how much every1 WANTS this guy. like remember how niklaus treated him. like damn.#ill draw another 'i ship chip w everyone' page again.someday.if u wanna see the first one u gotta go dig it up. go fetch.#anyway isnt it wack that chip is just dead now and hes jsut gotta deal w that and hes about to go into a big important arc as a dead boy#CAN U IMAGINE the reactions when he comes home. he wears the disguise ofc but all it takes is a hug to realize that he is rotting mush now#and also bones. HES TERRIFYING. hes gross. HES EVERYTHING U WANT. is he okay.#TRUST THE PROCESS! THE HOLY WATER SHOWER HURTS BUT WELL. MAYBE THATS HOW ITS SUPPOSED TO BE. UNDEAD BASTARD. FUUUCK#IM working on other doodly pages. finishing up an edyn one thats VRY OLD.also a queen doodly page.ouuhh i gotta relisten to som eps tho...#but i dont have TIME or SPACE FOR PODCATS RN!!! HELPP!!!WAT THE FUCK IS JUDGMENT??????AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i hate when i really like a song sound-wise but when I actually sit down to look at the lyrics, they're just. let's say, clumsy at best. i miss my misheard version...
#seele.txt#u know when a song is trying so hard to be deep but when u actually look at the lyrics#they're just half connected phrases glued together with cheap rhymes#like it's the kind of thing where u can just see them going 'no one is gonna notice right?'#but i know....#(i know bc that's exactly the kinda shit i would do just to finish smth already dhhxkxzkjx)#this is about several cla*ro songs#<- just dont want it to show up in their tags but i still wanna yap#and it's like. i still like the songs. they're melodious. some of the lyrics *are* nice but#a lot of the lyrics are just. trying too hard ig which makes them clunky
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just wanted to share this vid again bc like. i am STILL obsessed w it to this day. i think about it so often
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it was a speedpaint for a commission by the incredible @kiwi ... honestly my favorite commission ever. tbh. the way turnis and calabris are rendered is just. perfection, i cant stop looking. kiwi if u see this if i could commission u a thousand times over i would bc holy shit dude this brought me so much joy and continues to bring me joy even now
#i think i saw u make a post abt being unsure abt pursuing art anymore? and this post isnt meant to like#make u be like 'oh i change my mind bc one person likes my stuff' like nah im not tryna do that#u gotta do whats best for u of course#i just wanted to let u know that even if art isnt what u want to do anymore. u at least put a very bright and warm spot in my life w ur art#so be proud of what youve done up to now at the very least! and i hope u can be happy w what youve accomplished and created#again. if u dont wanna do art anymore then im still gonna support whatever u decide is better for u and makes u happy#bc youve at least given me something that makes me happy too :) and i want that for u as well#sorry for rambling at u in the tags even tho u might not see this LOL i just wanna show my love and support is all#love u kiwi#Youtube
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Ya know, I'm starting to think a certain chunk of the OBX fandom just hates women lol
#yall fucking hate kiara and act like shes the worst person ever for... being confused about her own feelings#act like sarah is somehow worse because shes a fictional character who cheated on her shitty manipulative ex and is a bit impulsive#and somehow also hate sofia's guts even though she's barely had any screentime???? because she's rafes girlfriend??#like please chill about fictional women and their complicated love lives lol#like i get being annoyed or angry at the character choices (eg: having sarah 'flirt' with topper to 'get back' at john b- kiara's strange +#+ relationships with the male pogues or her 'stringing pope along' because she was confused about her own feelings about him- sofia kinda +#+ just showing up and not adding much to the plot other than having a lil talk with rafe about maybe not killing his dad lol) but like????#acting like these characters are inherently horrible for being complicated and making bad choices or being badly written is just weird#like people act like the only reason anyone would ever want kiara to be shipped with any of the guys is because they cant handle +#+ male/female friendships when like??????? she just has good chemistry with the guys and the only other good female character is sarah whic#like- if you just dont think theyd do good romantically but still wanna ship her then its not like you have much of a choice lol#RAMBLES IN TAGS#JESUS#sorry :)#some of yall just hate women lol- like just say it lol#THIS ISNT EVERYONE BTW.#some people just dont like the characters and thats fine#but like- violent hatred for these female characters for basically no reason is a bit MUCH#🪲#yall dont get tags- i dont wanna get jumped lol
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#wanna get back into toh but the bits and pieces of stuff ive seen on tumblr and ig is. rancid#the show will always be good and dear to my heart despite its flaws#but the fandom?#theyve sandpapered down luz and the lumity ship in general and removed anything that made them interesting#instead of focusing on any of the relationships between characters that they spent all show building up#instead theyre just spamming the tags with mindless h/u/n/t/l/o/w fluff#bc compulsory heterosexuality i guess#im sure there are still a lot of ppl who make great art and fics for toh#and im sure a lot of ppl are still having interesting discussions about parts of the show that i would want to talk about#however i go into the tags and am immediately assaulted with hunter and willow playing out hallmark movie scenes#and i immediately lose interest#tbh the crew played into this shit towards the end too and it felt super cringe#not just the huntlow stuff but also sanding away any of the bite with lumity or even the clawthorne sisters#and not doing anything with willow and gus except for one scene shoved in last minute#they were more interested in catering to fandom stuff than telling the actual story even if it turned out pretty alright in the end#this is just a problem with rly big fandoms mostly#this is what happened to star vs the forces of evil i think#dont quote me on that i stopped watching in season 3#anyway owl house good fandom bad#how dare fandom not cater to me specifically#i want to participate in fandom but i dont want to do the main activity of fandom#which is to sift through piles of garbage to find stuff that i actually like#shut up pandora
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nobody strips faster than haruka, i swear
#im still not mad about it#k so because i dont wanna keep confusing people i will put in the tags that im talking about FREE#which is an anime lmao im not talking about yakuza haruka#i dont plan on tagging my posts about free just because i dont want them to show up in the main tags#but if anyone comes back here because they saw my post and had a wtf moment that's who im talking about lmao
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idk but have some more oneus. this was right before we started screaming for hwanwoong to samba dance and he did
#mari.mp4#oneus in são paulo#just gonna waste some tags here#so this doesnt show up on search hopefully#cause i dont wanna spam#and i have a log of shit to post#but i still want this tagged and organized on my blog y'know#anyways#oneus#hwanwoong
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im gonna be honest. the only reason that im even slightly compelled to keep watching mystery incorporated at this point is so that i can say sucks in full confidence :\
#sdmi negative#sdmi critical#< filter these tags if you don't wanna see me complain#if you like it that's great im happy for you#i dont. i think it's bad#i've seen most of season 1 and i have to say there is very little to like outside of concepts and the background art#i wouldnt care as much as i do if i didn't have to see everyone hype up this show like it's gods gift to scooby#and recommend it to new fans without mentioning the misogyny or the racism or the sexualization of minors or the normalization of abuse or#you get what im saying?#i like some shit that sucks sure. but i know it sucks and im not gonna just rec it willy nilly#i wanted to like this show so bad but it's just not good#even aside from the harmful messaging#a scoobydoozies original#i still haven't watched past the racism episode btw but ive seen more stuff about season 2 and. most of it isn't v encouraging#despite claims that s2 is a lot better than s1#like i sure hope it is. that's not exactly a high bar
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Consuming a newer piece of canon source material that you don't relate to at ALL is so funny like. just that visceral reaction of That Is Not Correct
#/hj obviously canon will have its own creative story it wants to tell and its not going to be dictated by my thoughts memories or fantasies#but its still really funny#for specific context this is about Cr*tical R*les N*ne Ey*s of L*cien#censoring bc i dont really want this to show up in the actual tags#and yeah Im a Lucien fictroject#what of it#but yeah even tho I think it was pretty well written and the story parallels between Lucien and Molly were cool#it was just really strange to see since I formed a while before the book was published so while I do have several source memories#a lot of them dont super duper line up or are different than how the book says#spoiler warning in case youre wanting to read it#but for instance the whole Br*vyn thing is super duper weird bc obviously I dont have any psuedomemories of her and then also Im gay so#yeah its just weird in a funny sort if way#also this is our first post so thats cool#we'll be working on an intro post in a while but for now if any other cr*t r*le introjects wanna interact feel free to we have several#just know tho that yeah Im here and we also have introjects of the Briarwoods so its understandable if you dont want to interact#endos dni#non traumagenic dni#osddid#actually osdd#introject#fictroject#fictive#long tags#Lucien🥀
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i think i am slowly feeling more and more comfortable age re/gres/sing....i thought i was only a dreamer but like. ive kinda regressed 2 times now? it was nice and comforting but i kinda wish i had somebody to talk to while regre/ssed without needing to hide it :(( eueurhghgh
#martin howls#not tagging this as ag/er/e#ik i said i didnt rly want to talk about ag/er/e on here but i have nowhere to put my thoughts and nobody ik i can talk to about it </3#my close friends dont rly pay attention to my rants about it in rant chat so i dont wanna talk about it there T~T#oueueu..#they r supportive tho#EDIT: I JUST REALIZED THIS STILL SHOWS UP WHEN U SEARCH UP AG/ER/E NAURRRRR
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the power of writing a really angry post and taking a deep breath and deleting it
#even though i know im 100% right lmao#when you got an au so weird that you dont plan on sharing anyway bc you dont want to feel bad about it#that you start contemplating fandom behavior particularly in your current fandom#ahhh. amazing#i miss the yoi and assclass fandom i want to be able to talk to multiple people about luca#i liked being able to read a conversation about the show while being a lurking 3rd party member#like when youre at a hangout and you stop talking and just listen to your friends talk#thats what i wanna be doing#i say i 'miss the fandom' as if theyre not still here. correction: i miss being in it#and ofc i can just. be in it again#but theres something about it when its the thing you literally cannot stop thinking about#i woke up at 630 am and my first thought was luca and last night i fellasleep and my last thoughts were luca#smth special there (adhd probably)#all of those tags isnt what the post is about so i still count it as i didnt talk about it#this is a diff thing that im not mad about just a little melancholy
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me when i write a whole post on my thoughts and feelings being partway through the magnus archives because the idea of rambling where people can see it is the only way i can make myself organize my thoughts but then i dont post it bc i am so so scared.
#i dont want non follwers to find it tbh#im so used to my posts only getting like... 2 notes#im worried that someone from main tags will just choose to come along and be a dick#oh well dont tag it with maintags then!#except if someone is searching related stuff it might still show up bc tumblr search by default just looks for content. not tags.#if any mutuals realllly wanna see it i might post it idk
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Do I even remember how to make an analysis post
#speculation nation#in theory i look at pages and i let the insanity take over#black out and then suddenly theres a mile long post before me#im just wondering whether i should try to describe the fight in full or if i should just focus on the coolest things#it'll depend on what i want it to be i guess#a part of me is also nervous about the possibility of tumblr eating the post again 😅#i dont wanna go thru all that effort just to have it not show up on the dashboard or in tags 😮💨 again 😮💨#i still need to shower. but im thinkin about it.
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These tags are so accurate, and so are so many of the others.
#they wanna keep eachother safe so badly#but they also dont do it great when they need to be open about it#aziraphale needed to tell crowley he was actually scared#crowley needed to tell aziraphale the danger he was aware of ie the book of life#they are so used to doing things alone#they have each other but have rarely had a open coversation#and season 2 really showed that they both needed to adapt#and they still spent 4 years not being open being scared of the other shoe dropping#aziraphale protecting one of his worst abusers adn bullies#and he's so scared that it's going to bite him in the ass#but its the truly right thing to do and that's what he always wants to do#he just wants to do the right and kind thing#and yes he messes up sometimes but he does his best and he learns#my tags were going somewhere and I think i lost my idea somewhere
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