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squirrel that wants to beat you up
#can anybody tell me why he's doing that i can't find info after a quick google search#<- i have been enlightened#noro.txt
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#karkat vantas#homestuck#art#my art#homestuck fanart#last drawing of the night#wish i could do more but#itll have 2 wait#posting 2 stop myself from working on it more lol....#this drawing session has enlightened me 2 the power of basic round bursh...#all these have been one layerdrawings#its a pretty fun process#gonna have 2 try iy out in photoshop 2 at some point
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here is your reminder that all trauma is valid.
trauma is to do with how our brains process (or don't process) memories and experiences and that if something is traumatic for you then that is trauma.
it doesn't matter if you or someone else thinks it should be significant or not or if someone else went through the same thing and wasn't impacted by it. what matters is if it's significant to you and how it impacted you.
a huge part of recovering from trauma is allowing yourself to accept that you had it in the first place.
#I've been seeing a trauma informed therapist and its very enlightening#i spent so long denying that i had any form of trauma despite having all the symptoms because I've never experienced anything *that bad*#but it doesn't have to be one thing even. it can be a lot of little things that build up.#it doesn't matter if someone else went through the same thing and wasn't impacted by it. you where.#adhd#trauma#recovery#love letters to you
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“Aside from TGWDLM (and a brief BF cameo), Ted Spankoffski has long hair and we as a fandom need to represent that more often within our fanworks, ” I say into the mic.
The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame when a voice speaks and commands silence from the room.
“They’re right,” he says. I look for the owner of the voice. There in the 5th row stands: Joey Richter himself, with long hair.
#‘what’s your source that Ted has long hair’? you ask. Joey personally told me in a cameo /gen#am I really spreading propaganda if I’m speaking the truth?#Did I use to draw Ted exclusively with short hair? yes. Have I been enlightened since then? yes. I will lead this crusade if needbe#just remember if your drawing long haired ted with his hair down that you don’t draw it too long or it ends up as scrags#I had multiple people ask me why I draw ted with long hair that I resorted to making a diagram#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#starkid#team starkid#starkid productions#starkid fanart#fanart starkid#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#tgwdlm#tgwdlm starkid#tgwdlm fanart#the guy who didn't like musicals#the guy who didn’t like musicals fanart#hatchetfield ape man#Workin boys#nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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It's the monster smash! Featuring Lump with that thick ogre rump. Redraw based on the oil painting La Femme Damnée, 1859 by Nicolas François Octave Tassaert. Pictured below!
#i don't know how anyone takes fine art seriously when#mofos have been painting smut like this since forever#bg3#redraw#auntie ethel#lump the enlightened#dark urge#durge#devlin#monster SMASH#monsterfucker#nsft#ejoym art#long post
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THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast
#sherlock and co#s&co#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things#decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair#and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of#arsenic green etc#they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some#and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but#I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut#john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth#mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid#(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood)#(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade#if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch)#a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat#I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse#there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public#and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them#happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru#ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u#have a good night lads. enjoy motion
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rainbow dash and j makes so much sense i think
gift for @hayleymarriedjakuraii !! hope u enjoy <3
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt fanart#j rosales#j moreno#arei nageishi#jarei#my art#artlying#i havent drawn ponies since like 6th grade why was this so hard#also its AREI DAY !!#i forgot and i dont have time to draw anything else#so i added her last minute oops#silly fun fact!! i used to not rlly like jarei but ive now been enlightened#i need to draw them Even More to atone i think#later tho too many ideas not enough time#more j art coming your way guys i just have hw to do first#not to get real and personal for a sec but#i also had two family members pass in the past couple months and have been doing Not Too Well lately#but drdt and esp content from the vas has really been helpful in lifting my spirits#so i really wanted to do something for hayley while shes going through something similar#idk how much this will actually help but i hope it brings u a bit of joy during hard times!!!#but yeah this was the only gift i planned#the other j art coming up is just bc you have too many fire ideas and i have to draw them all lest i perish
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Y'know. I never really understood the INTENSE Alana Bloom hate (in regard to how she behaves with Will) until I started thinking about it a bit more (and also the help of a fanfiction lol).
Why would you kiss someone who just confided in you that he was having a mental breakdown, having just had an episode earlier that drove him to break through his chimney?
Why would you treat a forty-something year old man like a child? (See: the scene where Freddie is offering her hand to Will, he ignores her, and Alana does the little tilt stare thing that just screams 'shake her hand, Will')
Why would you tell a man who is notorious for not having many friends that you don't want to be in a room alone with him?????
I don't know. It really rubs me the wrong way. And then how she started having an affair with Hannibal? That weirds me out. A lot. Like. Will had to be out of the way and unavailable for you to go after the guy that you saw as stable and good for you?? So Will, who you always perceived as broken, was also always a viable choice???????
Do you get me? You guys get me. You guys get it. Alana in SS3 though. She's ok (but only really because of her responses to Hannibal living his best locked-up life tbh lmfao)
#Hannibal#NBC Hannibal#SZANNIBAL#Alana Bloom#Will Graham#I really don't want to dislike her but she's not making it easy lmfao#And don't you DAAAAARE come at me with 'but Will kissed Alana first!!!' yea and why didn't she pull away? It takes two to tango#Just to be clear I do not hate her. She's silly (pos) and I wish that Will manages to make Hannibal break the Promise about her#Esp since I have been enlightened about the nature of her character LMAO
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He thought school was for one day only! He MAD!!
#also I’ve recently been enlightened#just started reading crush. by etorphine and have been geeking about it ever since#I have to change my designs for Mello and Matt#art#death note#fanart#mello death note#mihael keehl#matt death note#death note fanart#mellodramattic
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(Bonus animation!)
[Video ID: Digital animation of Osvald lifting Hikari off of the ground from behind. Hikari looks back at Osvald, visibly annoyed, while a red X symbol and text saying “Why would you even consider this correct?!” appears to the left of both of them. /.End ID]
#hikari ku#partitio yellowil#partikari#osvald v. vanstein#octopath traveler 2#starkitt draws#starkitt animates#the last animation was originally supposed to be a separate post#but I have been enlightened by a friend#and now it has been added :D#anyway uh um yes hikari is tiny and honestly I should prob work on my other projects now-#this took forever :’D
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I fear this man still want that cookie so fucking bad (good for him)
#jayvik#arcane season 2#jayce talis#NO BECAUSE HEAR ME OUUUUTTT#You can see the terror in his eyes upon looking at Viktor enlightened self#but he's mesmerized too#hypnotized#I know my man didn't talk or he would have been on his knees sucking and fucking#do not talk to me
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I've been told my last ask was like 2 months ago.. So i should send a new one!
Also how have you been? Sorry for no asks in the last 2 months, I kind of didn't know if I already sent a ask in or not
I don't remember if I sent one already or not but how about Papirate in a sea battle? I think that would be cool!
Bread. Bread, my friend. You come to me and ask me how I am doing after dropping this wonderful prompt?
I am thriving. I’m running on 5 hours of sleep, caffeine, and sheer Papyrus fueled obsession. My house is plastered in sketches of Papirate now.
Thank you, my friend. I needed Papirate in my life, and I have now been enlightened.
(I’m doing WONDERFUL, thank you for asking! :D I hope you are too?)
#asks#papyrus#undertale#papirate#papyrus undertale#floof draws#(also I DID answer you asks out of order- in case you were confused.)#(I’ve been stewing on this one for a while)#(and then the papirate fever hit me and I have a new obsession)#(thank you for this enlightenment and introducing me to papirate)#drawing requests
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To be fair, as someone in a very long term relationship who has shared a bed for 7 years, we still say “my bed” more than “the bed” or “our bed”. Out of both habit and the fact that it means we can clarify which side of the bed we mean. I will not lose hope 😭
any time someone shares that they do something similar to dnp in their own long-term romantic relationship an angel gets its wings
#as someone who's never been in a long-term rs / openly talked to many people who have been - it's so enlightening to hear things like this#ftr it's not that i desperately care whether dnp are romantic or not. they could be just friends and good for them.#it's just that their signals are confusing af and we just have to parse them LMAO#so a new vote/hint either way helps#dnp#dan and phil#asks#anon
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1: Magic is a Metaphor < 2: Morgana is a Lesbian > 3: Merlin is Gay > 4: Arthur is Bi
Building off of the whole metaphor idea, Morgana's character arc is basically that she starts to question her identity because she's having all of these dreams and thoughts that she doesn't understand. Then Gaius, who is straight up a conversion therapist, literally gaslights her and is like, 'no no, you're just going crazy, you're overreacting, here, why don't you take all of these drugs to suppress those thoughts?'
Meanwhile, Uther is saying all of this stuff about how sorcerers are all evil and should be killed, and Morgana will try to argue with him and he will just be like, 'well, why do you care so much?' And she's all, 'oh, no reason. I'm just an ally. I'm just really passionate about social justice.' Like, girl, we've all been there.
And then once Morgana does come to terms with her identity and she realises how fucked up the way that she was treated is, she goes batshit and starts a revolution and assassinates her dad. And good for her! I honestly think that all repressed lesbians deserve a little bit of murder, it's only fair, especially if they look so hot doing it.
Also, Morgana doesn't have any male love interests. I mean, she will sometimes flirt with men to manipulate them into doing what she wants, but it's very clear that that is what she is doing, she never actually cares about them or follows through.
Besides, Katie McGrath has never played a heterosexual in her life. She's basically straight up said that she played Morgana as a lesbian. You know where she said that? Here:
Hear me out.
Are they technically half-sisters? Yes. But omg the sexual tension between these two is undeniable. You really do think that they're just going to kiss at any given moment. This has been straight up confirmed. This is a quote from the same conversation as earlier between the main producer and Katie McGrath, where they fully admit that there are definitely lesbian undertones there, and not only did both actresses play it that way, but it was written that way. So I rest my case.
Gwen knew about Morgana's prophetic visions from the start and she was never scared of it or tried to deny that it was magic. Instead, she was always by Morgana's bedside (or in her bed) so she could hold her face and stroke her hair and tell her she would be okay. Gayasses.
Although, as Iori Miyazawa can attest, yuri is often best found in the absence of it. Because once Morgana accepts her identity and her magic becomes an unavoidable part of of her life rather than thoughts she could repress, she begins to push Gwen away, often in the form of telling her not to undress her anymore.
Then this tension between them is emphasised when Morgana starts having nightmares of Gwen marrying Arthur and is really upset by it for some reason. I know that she justifies it by saying that she doesn't want Gwen to take her place as queen, but if you think about that for more than 5 seconds, it makes absolutely no sense. Arthur is still going to be king regardless of who he marries, so unless Morgana is planning to follow the legend a bit too closely and marry her brother, then Gwen is absolutely not taking her place.
And yet Morgana spends the entire rest of the show obsessing over Gwen, including: planting false evidence to break up Gwen and Arthur, using necroLancey as a puppet to seduce her, kidnapping Gwen only to tenderly caress her face and force her to have dinner with her, and then of course enchanting Gwen to kill Arthur so that Morgana can be queen, and Gwen will seemingly also still be queen. And they will be two queens, together, platonically. Hmmm
#now with an added morgwen slide since I didn't have it when I first made this (like 2 years ago now) because I had not yet been enlightened#morgana pendragon#morgwen#morgcest#merlin meta#bbc merlin#merlin#the magic of metaphor
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i think this is the first time ive digitally drawn chip. petition to keep Babe around shes funny
lupita design bc shes so special 2 me i desperately need more of her in s5
more cricket and gabriella bc they r so funny 2 me .. dancing is based on this image
final note here r some silly sleepwear doodles -
if anyone has any doodle requests feel free 2 sends them in i have No Ideas 😭😭
#bcg#big city greens#big city greens fanart#chip whistler#does babe have a tag..#babe bcg#chips scar is sort of closer to some of the concept ones that r from the crash#lupita bcg#gabriella espinosa#cricket green#the others only appear in the pjs so idk guess i wont tag them#spent the whole series like “idk chips alright” then saw an edit of him to cupids chokehold and i think ive been enlightened#was at a hotel recently and caught spacecation airing it was no different from watching it normally but with ads but still. fun experience#love that movie fr#one more note. i drew the pjs bc i was like Wow what if they all had one big sleepover. then i didnt go any further with that concept#lupitas there bc i was thinking itd take place in the farm house#ok send tweet i have to stop rambling
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I've been thinking on how in the original livestreamed GenLoss TSE
Hetch sounds passive aggressive and almost snarky, almost if he has some sort of personal grudge towards ranboo.
But, in the Founders Cut he sounds maniacal, insane, deranged. but also with a sense of pride and vigour almost as if he is watching his magnum opus getting its shine in the limelight.
Which i think fits his character alot more
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