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So, listen I’ve had this drawing in my files since I saw Mutant Mayhem in theaters and I love it but I never got the chance to finish anything up due to starting school back up this semester
So
Here you go
#side note but I still have a crap ton of unfinished hades and Persephone art I’m dying to finish#I just don’t have the energy or motivation right now#SOON hopefully#my school is accelerated so we don’t get any breaks until Christmas#but hopefully I’ll be able to get some stuff prepared for posting by then#mutant mayhem#splinter#hamato yoshi#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#master splinter#also#coming from a dude that dated a giant f*cking spider#this is priceless
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My really stupid idea for a cult of the lamb modern au is instead of gods or anything the Bishops and TOWW are just YouTubers having internet beef.
I literally don’t have time to do anything with this thought but it won’t get out of my head.

Narinder got his channel banned by his siblings mass reporting his ass. Instead of being representative of horsemen of the apocalypse it’s a YouTube genre. Obviously Heket as famine is a mukbang channel. I can’t explain why but with Leshy I know in my heart that chaos equals gaming channel. Kallamar as pestilence feels like a shitty health and wellness channel to promote his mlm. With Shamura as war all my ideas didn’t 100% fit but I feel with their wisdom, five hour video essays. Narinder as death, drama, has to be a drama channel.
Narinder just like hijacks channels to try an ban evade. Keeps “befriending” small YouTubers. Ratau used to have a little channel that was just low quality recordings of him and his buddies gambling. Befriended Narinder who just gives shitty business advice and got his channel banned. Narinder gets The Lamb to make carrier ending take down videos on the bishops.
Leshy def hacked and faked speed runs. Heket was probably just toxic, you know she probably gossips 24/7. I already said it but Kallamar, mlm, and not the gay kind. Shamura, plagiarism and “I made it the fuck up” (if you know you know lmao) The four horseman of YouTube crimes.
#my post#yeah fuck it everyone gets to see this one#cult of the lamb#I’ve mastered making edits on my phone#with the power of Instagram stories and markup on my side#cult of YouTube au
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i cant believe it took 774 chapters of orv for this to happen
#when im in a slowburn bl uke competition and my opponent is this master of denial kim dokja#well technically lhh here but close enough#braincell posting#orv#kim dokja#lee hakhyun#orv side story#orv spoilers#joongdok#joonghak
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not so tall now are you
#ninjago#jaya#nya smith#nya jiang#jay walker#jay ninjago#nya ninjago#ninjago jaya#my hc is that pilot to s2 nya is 14 and jay is 15#and that jay was like a tall lanky long fella#but he stopped growing when he turned like 16 meanwhile nya kept on growing#i keep working on and tweaking this over and over im just posting it already#i hate side profiles oh my lawrd#my fav character trope is the girl and one of my fav ship tropes is the couple so jaya was kinda made for me#you could put a gun to my head and tell me to accurately draw the ninja suits and i would tell u to shoot#thats a total joke but i am uniquely bad at using minifigures as reference#i rmb when i first watched njg i saw nya and i knew shed at least be one of if not my fav but i did Not like her design#is it because im a girl master wu no it’s because youre the only one with that fuckass bob#but shes justa girl… bad haircuts are inevitable….#my haircut in 2021 was actually putrid ill say#so i forgive her#i fixed the crop thing bc i realized how ugly it is LMAO#im new to postings pls#aphid artisms
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idk where it is but that post about how the most common association with the word ‘doctor’ is a healer.... but it can also mean to falsify something
and ‘master’ means to rule over a person/people but it can also mean to aquire knowledge in a skill.....
i want to give that person a lil smooch
#doctor who#thoschei#best enemies#doctor/master#they are the two sides of the same coin#the best and the worst of each other#i love them ur honor#my post
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(claps) alright, finally got to finish off this which i started back in January! Definitely one of the more fun animatics I've done with UTMV personalities!
Personalities based on original AUS and @seirindono's The Missing Scarf comic(you should totally read it!). Their character Mel joins all the boys at the game table
#my art#undertale#animatic#utmv#okay so#i wanted to have mel spotlight more#but the whole point of the song is that the main singer is causing chaos#did not want that#so the original plan was to have mel be the dungeon master#but then i thought because of the karoke side story she probably wouldnt want to be center stage as a DM#SO COMPROMISE#ITS DONE THERE IS (1) PART WHERE I CAN NEVER LOOK AT AGAIN#BUT ITS DONE WHATEVAAA#i will post the character line up in a bit#some designs got changed around but only slightly#Youtube#underfell#uf sans#uf papyrus#ut papyrus#ut sans#us sans#us papyrus#mel#sf sans#sf papyrus
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my thoughts 190 pgs into into the dark:
is this just blatant "di is missing the acolyte" propaganda, maybe and what of it (altho orla really reminds me more of gella, i digress)
#idk something about the exploration of the dark side and grief and attachments to the jedi code has me feeling a lot of acolyte feelings#into the dark#reath silas#affie hollow#cohmac vitus#orla jareni#torbin#osha aniseya#master sol#master indara#the high republic#the high republic liveblogging#the acolyte#my posts
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[ID: a panel from chapter 35 of “yona of the dawn”, showing gija speaking excitedly to jaeha, who looks weary. the original dialogue has been removed, except jaeha’s remark “gosh, you all love me so much.” which is placed outside the speech bubble. a text post by aspharah has been added into the corner, partially over gija’s speech bubble to imply that he’s the one saying the contents of the post; it reads: “hey bro can we like adopt paralleling themes and symbolize opposites but in a two sides of the same coin kind of way? it doesn't have to be weird. wait what do you mean thats gay”. end ID.]
this is how this conversation went, right?
#‘if you feel the way i do etc etc etc’ gayass <3#sorry this is all i’m capable of posting i’m using my braincells to write my silly little masters-thesis-length fic#the whole two sides of the same coin thing they have going on is just soooo endlessly delicious to me#there’s so so so much i could say about it but. coy little smile. that’s what the fic is for isn’t it :)#happy gijaeha gtuesday <3#akayona#gijaeha
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It's cuz you're always on that damn 1996 Doctor Who TV Movie DVD.
#THE AUDIO WASN'T WORKING AND I WAS SOOOOOO SCARED!#I got it to work though. I didn't burn a gaping hole into the side of it by having it play continuously.#Hey it's kinda gay that the Doctor has all those candles lit around where he was carrying the Master.#Just for that tag I'm tagging this Thoschei.#Because I don't want to make a seperate post. That was kinda really gay of the Doctor to do.#That's a few too many candles to be normal.#Doctor Who#Eighth Doctor#8th Doctor#Sentiments of a vampire.#I love tagging so much even though Tumblr's tagging system isn't the best.#Hell yeah I'll categorize my posts.
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One of my artistic tells in any story I write or create otherwise is going to be that if there’s a man with long hair and a goatee he is automatically going to be the coolest person and the room. Also likely the hottest.
#Every male character I make where other characters comment on how capable and attractive they are#Nine times out of ten he’s a man with long hair and a goatee#OC Nocturne#OC Sentry#I guess tbh Mayday is turning out that way in this story too lol#OC Manukura#OH and Rizel’s brother. need a name for him.#The Jedi Nautolan character in the post-YHIM story is the exception#Only because he doesn’t have hair#But he’s got those tendrils so like it sort of counts#hounds speaks#Nick in the Role Swap AU is the exception#He looks haggard and has long hair because the possibility of him turning to the dark side is on the horizon#and that hair is the silhouette of the hairstyle he had when he was younger and that almost became a possibility#and he ain’t dealing with his grief well/at all. and also is unconsciously mimicking his old Jedi master’s appearance/beard#Tbh it goes back to my love of pirates and men in adventure stories in general. and also Ardeth Bay 😮💨🙌#That man was THEE template for cool men™#Now I should say that not all of the cool characters WILL have long hair#It’s just that the ones who DO have long hair will almost always be THE coolest person I. the room#*in
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Vampire Divorce Court - The Real Monster is the Friends Who Divorced Us Along the Way
[drags self in] I did it...
Life has been a bit all over the place. I've had this one written for a while, but I've been letting it marinate because I wasn't super happy with how I had it. I did make a few little revisions tonight and I like it more now, but I do still find there's just....there's SOMETHING here that I want to wiggle around into a better configuration.
Maybe I'm just craving a Farah/Adam scene and have yet to really write one. Making a note to self to add one in soon.
Summary: Farah doesn't know what to make of Barbie, but sometimes the best way to see inside a wasp's nest is to hit it with a baseball bat at Mach Fuckthousand.
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word count: 2,221
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Book 1, Wayhaven, Marty’s Outdoor Store and Bike Rental
Wayhaven is completely, ridiculously boring. Alaska wasn’t exactly much better, but the lack of humans meant Farah didn’t have to think so hard about pretending to be human. Wayhaven has enough humans around that Farah’s always got to be thinking about which behaviors are too strange for humans to shrug off. It’s totally exhausting.
At least the store they’re in now isn’t super busy. The owner is around, he’d poked his head out when they came walking in, only to tell Kira to knock on his office door when they want to check out. Then he’d disappeared inside said office, followed by the sounds of a TV coming through the door. Other than that though, it’s just Farah, Kira, and Barbie in the whole store.
Apparently, this store is meant specifically for doing stuff outside, liking hiking and fishing and stuff. Farah still can’t get over how much stuff there is on Earth. It seems like humans are always buying things. She goes to a display of sunglasses, spinning it around until she finds a pair of dark aviator style sunglasses. Her reflection is grinning back at her in the opaque lenses.
“Are you going to get anything?” Kira asks, appearing beside her. Farah looks around at the various displays of clothes. Mostly a lot of boring shades of orange, brown, and gray, unflattering fits, and that awful plastic fabric that makes the worst sound imaginable when it touches itself. Farah wrinkles her nose.
“Nah, I think I’m good,” she says. Kira presses her lips together, but Farah can feel the humor radiating off her.
Even if Wayhaven isn’t Farah’s favorite place, Kira’s definitely worth sticking around a while longer for. She’s even called Farah her friend a few times.
“I feel very much the same,” Barbie says from a few feet away as she picks through a shoe display the same way one might pick through a bush for scorpions. She holds up a pair of chunky brown boots and sighs. “None of these are very…in line with my style.”
“It’s not really about style though, is it?” Kira walks over to help Barbie, Farah hanging back to casually continue browsing the sunglasses. She meant what she said about not buying anything though. If she did buy sunglasses, she’d have no excuse to steal Adam’s, which would really kill one of her favorite sources of fun. Looking at the sunglasses does give her the excuse of not helping with Barbie’s current dilemma though.
While the past few days have been absolutely mindnumbingly boring with basically nothing to do other than hunch over the same old files and pictures again, Farah hadn’t really jumped at the opportunity to accompany Kira to help Barbie find clothes for their upcoming hike through Wayhaven’s vast woodland. Normally she loves a side quest on boring missions, especially with someone fun like Kira. The addition of Barbie definitely put a damper on the prospect though.
Apparently, Barbie hadn’t bothered bringing anything other than two pairs of heels, several tight dresses, and a few suit jackets for this trip. Not that Farah has anything against her sticking to her personal fashion style. None of Unit Bravo (save Adam) really has anything that would be particularly outdoorsy either, but none of them would be thrilled to run around outside in one of Barbie’s usual outfits. Seeing Adam’s expression as Barbie explained they’d have to wait for her to find new clothes before the outing she’d demanded to go on was really freaking priceless. She laughs to herself even now just thinking about it.
Though Barbie has provided Farah with a bit of unintentional entertainment, Farah doesn’t really know what to make of her either. Farah had opinions on Barbie before they met, based on what she’s been told about her. The woman herself hasn’t done too much to disprove what anyone has said about her. Adam finds Barbie irritating and egotistical, but apparently his opinion on her has been exactly that since before she left Mason. Nat likes Barbie, but sort of diplomatically avoids actually saying much about her. Mason doesn’t talk about her at all. He doesn’t really like when anyone else does either.
“These should be suitable,” Barbie says, twisting her heel around to look down at the clunky brown boot wrapped around her foot. Her nose is wrinkled, because it’s a truly ugly shoe. She then looks up and around. “I suppose clothes will need to be next.”
“Sure you don’t want to do some shopping too?” Kira asks Farah playfully. Farah grins.
“Nah, I couldn’t step on your fun,” Farah says with a laugh. Kira gives a shake of her head, then goes off to link arms with Barbie, leading her over to the pants. Farah follows, because she’s supposed to, but also because if she has to babysit their special little human, she may as well get a better read on Mason’s ex.
She knows how everyone else feels about Barbie, but Barbie…well, she’s a bit of a tangled mess. Or…Less of a mess and more like a beehive, zipping around looking for a bear to sting. It’s hard to get past all the buzzing to figure out what’s going on past it.
What she did to Mason was pretty awful. There’s a lot that can get under his skin, but very little that inspires actual hurt. He doesn’t care about most people enough for that. So what is it about Barbie that let her wiggle in so close to his heart? And why would she break it?
There’s a low buzz from behind, and Kira says, “Oh, this is Tina.”
“Duty calls?” Farah asks, turning. Kira, phone in hand, gives a tired sigh and smiles, then jerks her thumb behind her.
“I’ll just be over there to take this,” she says. Then haltingly, she adds, “Maybe help Babs? She seems to be struggling.”
Farah’s expression falls. “Oh, uh. Yeah.”
Kira swipes a finger across her phone to answer, then hurries away as she says, “Tina? Everything okay?”
Technically, Kira isn’t in charge of Farah. She doesn’t have to help Barbie. There’s not exactly anything else to do though, and listening in on another report from the police station sounds even more dull than watching Barbie move hangers on the same rack again.
As she approaches, Barbie pulls out a tan button up and hums.
“The green one you just had is better,” Farah says, causing Barbie to yelp and drop the shirt. She lays a hand over her heart, which is beating almost as fast as it should now.
“Good Lord, don’t sneak up on me,” Barbie chastises before bending down to retrieve the shirt.
“What, you didn’t hear me?” Farah laughs. Humans not hearing, sure. But Barbie’s just about as much a vampire as any of Unit Bravo.
“Clearly not,” Barbie grumbles, returning to her slow, slow, slow shopping process.
“Is it because you don’t drink blood?” Farah asks. The metal hanger Barbie’s sliding makes a gut curdling skreeeeech.
“…Probably,” Barbie replies, a twitch forming near one of her eyes. Farah tilts her head.
“So why don’t you then?” Farah asks. Barbie pauses. “You know. Why don’t you drink—”
“Has no one told you to mind your own business before?” Barbie hisses. Farah grins.
“Sure. I’m terrible at it though. I heard you are too,” Farah says with a chuckle. “Though, that was before your grand transformation.”
“Grand is a word for it.” Barbie shudders. Farah frowns.
“Surely being a vampire isn’t that bad,” Farah says. “Do you just refuse to drink because you want being a vampire to be a terrible as possible, to justify what you did to Mason?”
The buzzing of Barbie’s emotions turns into a low roar, crackling with electricity that leaves a tang in Farah’s mouth.
Barbie slams the hanger in her hand back onto the rack, turns to Farah, and draws herself up to her full height. She is tall, but it’s still not terribly intimidating considering she looks like a stiff wind would crack her into a hundred pieces. Not to mention she has to pause to push her fake glasses up her nose.
“Stop talking about Mason,” Barbie demands. “Stop asking about me being like this. I don’t have a problem with you yet, but you are on your way to creating a problem.”
This feels like vindication, at least a little bit. Barbie’s been so detached about everything, especially about Mason, or least seemingly so. Now she’s being sort of honest. She cares somewhere in there.
“You definitely do have a problem with me,” Farah points out. Barbie frowns, ready to argue. “I mean, I’m a monster too, aren’t I?”
That comment has stuck with Farah since they first met, and though she’s tried to move past it, it just won’t dislodge no matter what. So many people see Farah that way, and her team, without even getting to know them. Just because of what she is. It doesn’t feel any better coming from another vampire.
Barbie flinches back, then growls.
“Yes, yes you are,” Barbie says. “A monster. Just like Murphy. Just like Adam.”
Something snaps in Farah at that. “Just like you.”
“Exactly!” Barbie yells.
The already quiet store goes absolutely silent. Even Kira, who was in the middle of a sentence on the phone, cuts herself off.
Barbie’s chest is heaving. There’s an odd, crazed look in her eyes. She slaps a hand over her mouth and turns away, but not before Farah catches sight of her fangs. Either Farah really managed to piss her off, or she has absolutely zero control over them. Either seems pretty likely.
A long, slender hand lands on Farah’s shoulder, giving a light squeeze.
Nat says, “I think that’s enough.”
“Yes, it is. I apologize,” Barbie says, the words muffled against her hand. She takes in a shaky breath. “I’ll be over there.”
She goes off, high heels clicking off beat. Farah watches, frowning still as she shakes Nat’s hand off. Nat sighs.
“Farah, please don’t antagonize Barbie about this,” she pleads.
“She isn’t even trying to cope with it,” Farah says. She shakes her head, then looks up to Nat. “Was this how she was about vampirism when she and Mason were married? Like, before?”
Nat shakes her head, sadness clinging to her like raindrops. “No, it isn’t. She used to be fascinated by vampires, along with any other supernatural beings.”
“Makes sense,” Farah says with a sigh. “I doubt she’d have been so tight with you guys otherwise.”
Nat makes a soft noise of agreement. “I didn’t…She’s changed a lot, since then. If I’d known the state she’s in, I might not have suggested we ask her for help."
“Should she go back to France then?” Farah asks. A brief feeling of concern floods her, taking Farah off guard. Maybe she shouldn’t be surprised. Sure, Barbie’s cold and mean and hurt her friend, but…she’s clearly really going through it. Being here doesn’t seem to be helping. Nat turns and Farah follows her gaze, all the way to where Kira is standing with Barbie, a hand rubbing her back gently as they talk. She could listen in if she wanted, but Farah focuses instead on Nat.
“They’ve bonded quite well,” Nat says with a small, tight smile. “Barbie’s hard to dislodge from the people she cares for. I doubt she’d go back even if we told her to.”
“It can’t be that hard,” Farah says pointedly. Nat shakes her head, but doesn’t fight her on it. Farah’s not really keen on arguing anymore either. “Well, at least I can say I don’t blame Barbie there. Kira’s pretty great.”
“Yes, Kira’s wonderful,” Nat agrees readily.
“Do you think that’ll be a problem for her fiancee?” Farah asks. Nat scoffs and waves a hand delicately as if to shoo the very notion away.
“I highly doubt Kira has eyes for Barbie,” Nat says, a little too quickly. Farah grins, but suddenly Nat is refusing to look at her.
“Right, because she’s got them for someone else,” Farah says. Nat doesn’t respond. Fair enough. Farah gives her a break, if only because that whole thing is probably going to get really messy. Well, it would, if they weren’t leaving Wayhaven as soon as they track down Murphy.
A pang of sadness has Farah blinking hard; she doesn’t actually want to leave. As boring as this town can be, Farah has gotten used to the dynamic Kira brings to the team. She likes seeing their detective every day. Kira even likes some of the same TV shows Farah does, and it’s WAY better watching stuff with someone else than by herself. Plus, she’s funny and tough and great to hang around. It’s going to really suck not seeing her anymore.
“I’m gonna miss her,” Farah admits. Nat puts an arm around her and draws her in close.
“It will certainly be hard to say goodbye,” Nat says, sounding melancholic. “It’s for the best though. She deserves to live a normal life. Once she’s safe, it’s best if we leave her to it.”
Farah leans against her, wondering how many times Nat has told herself that in the hopes of believing it eventually.
#darling writing#twc#wayhaven#kira kingston#barbara 'barbie' robertson#twc farah#vampire divorce court#I haven't added a big side plot for anyone else's relationship/romance yet#I need to come up with something Juicy for Adam and Farah#my favorite way of riling up A is to put their LI in a blender though#so#hmmmm#also Barbie's getting haaangry#but it's fine#it's chill#I should probably make a master post for these at some point
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Saw someone on twitter did a fan wallet set for twisted wonder land character themed and I was like yeah, I’m do that for 5 of the obey me casts so cast your votes and the top lucky 5 are going to have a wallet character themed design, it will be the next posts once the top 5 are decided 😚
Thirteen, mephisto, and Raphael are also included just ran out of space for them in the poll 😗
I just need something to restart my creative juices 🫠
Edit 1: the poll votes will be decided this Monday afternoon, I know the poll is supposed to be up for a full week but uhh I kinda wanna work on it soon, so after this Monday at 12:00 (pm), I’ll will pick the top 5 characters with most votes to start on their wallet themes. But you may continue voting, if the votes change in favor of another character then what it showed on Monday when the voting official close I might make a part 2 for that character(s) 😗
#it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on tumblr#I am not having a fun time in my personal life 😭#but ill catch up you guys on what’s going on behind the scenes#in my next post#art related post 😗#im still do the other art related question I have asked about a few weeks ago it’s just on the back burner st the moment#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me fandom#obey me solmare#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me side characters#obey me characters#obey me solomon#obey me barbatos#obey me nightbringer#obey me luficer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me diavolo#obey me simeon#obey me luke#obey me mephistopheles#obey me thirteen#obey me raphael#obey me thoughts
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i'm glad to see the positive asks coming up at great timing ;w; i hope you're doing okay! please take breaks whenever you need, and take your time. it's a strange question, but i was wondering if drawing gonta and kokichi has ever given you any practice at drawing a certain aspect of their character (anatomy, clothes, nature...?) i'm really curious!
Thank you, I'm trying my best (• 7 • ) Thought current issue is that I want to draw SO badly but caaaan't, because I'm too busy grrrrrrrrr wr I missedGonta'sbirthdayAGAIN. Oh well, maybe next time but ghhhh *frustrated cat noises*...
Regarding your question, it's not weird at all. I do hope though I understood it correctly, because the way I see it, drawing anything is always simultaneously practicing it, whether it's a warm-up sketch, or finished drawing... But perhaps "Did you have to practice/learn stuff to properly draw these characters or things symbolic to them" is more in line of what you wanted to know?
Then yes, absolutely, there was quite a bit of that!... So this is going to be a very long one.
When it comes to Gonta... oh boy. I'm not underestimating by saying pretty much every single aspect of his design is something I struggle with. Long and slightly wavy hair is the most difficult kind for me to draw, and I keep forgetting the exact shape of his quadruple ahoge. I've difficulty with narrow faces (and his wide neck doesn't make things easier in that regard xD), and I didn't draw that many muscular characters like him in the past (I did draw a lot of over-exaggerated, blockier fantasy characters, but somehow this wasn't helpful for my brain because ????? ...Well, they often have disproportionately massive joints and way different skeletal structure that doesn't exactly make sense tbh).
Drawing suits is my bane, especially lapels; if it looks good, it's because due to my stubbornness I redrew it 5-15 times. I generally struggle with kimonos, suits and certain types of uniforms - anything that's formal wear made of relatively stiff fabric that creates little to no folds and has to fit well and relatively snug, but still obscures anatomy...
Gonta's glasses gave me trouble, too: I didn't know I was drawing their perspective wrong until I studied photos, videos, or 3D models of people who happened to wear similar models...


(How I instinctively drew glasses vs how they're apparently supposed to look at specific angles. It feels so unintuitive and surprising for me to see the farther lens stick out so much... kinda funny, considering I wear glasses myself, albeit rectangular ones.)
Even his eyebrows turned out to be a challenge, because they start thin in inner corners, then get thicker as they spread outwards - this made me realize that I tend to draw my own characters with an exact opposite shape xD... It took a while to get a hang of how they'd look while expressing different emotions (but I think they are cool the way they split at the end!)


I pretty much had to actively practice all of the above. It was difficult but rewarding, and especially at the beginning of my brainrot I really dove into the research, studying details, collecting all sorts of references both realistic and stylized, and working on how to translate Gonta into "my style" (which imo ended up more like a hybrid between my own style and DR one) to represent him and his vibe as accurately as possible (it's generally my philosophy with fanart).
On a side note, imo Gonta has a great design. He combines simple elements and colour palette - wild long hair, brown suit, glasses, barefoot - and not too many small ornaments (bug box, lapel pin), but they result in something unique and distinct. I find that school of character design really clever, and oddly more difficult than designing overly elaborate ones.
Going back to the topic of the practice, it was beneficial even for subjects besides Gonta himself. For example, getting a hang of how to draw beefier, more pronounced anatomy helped me understand it better in general, and be able to draw more lean characters as well. (I do have trouble with subtle things like how a ribcage connects to the waist, then hips, or how shoulders look at specific angles etc.)
Or when I had to research bugs for some of the fanarts, it made me realize how much more complex their anatomy is, and how despite the infinite variety of species there is always a certain consistency to it. I started appreciating them so much more... my previous default was rather neutral leaning on slightly positive, but I was scared stiff of mantises when I was a kid. Now I find them genuinely beautiful, endearingly dramatic with their patterns and behaviour... And see bugs as so cute overall. I guess Gonta would be happy to know that?
Thanks to him I managed to return to more painterly and sketchy techniques, too (For a few years before playing V3, I used to draw a lot more lineart heavy works with anime-like shading, and I was worried if I'll be able to stray away from that).
In the end, every fanart is always an exercise in something, like "oh let's try those golden/metallic digital paints, let's try dark colours/hair underwater study, or high contrast, etc., etc..
Gonta was tough to draw, still is, and I'm definitely not done learning and making mistakes, but I don't mind... and I think it's a good thing to feel about something, when you want to keep doing it even if it isn't always a walk in the park. He's definitely a FUN variety of challenging. I only hope I will be able to keep finding time and energy to keep on going.
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Kokichi on the other hand isn't particularly difficult to draw, even if it wasn't the case at first, though for mostly emotional reasons. On a technical level, he's nicely effortless, though there are some tricky aspects to his design, like how his hair works in a 3D space.
I even made myself a little "guide" in the beginning, to help me understand just that. I'd draw his "base" hair and add these signature strands.

Funny how... casual he looks without them? Fandom usually depicts all of his hair curled outwards, even I do that quite a bit, while in canon, oddly enough, it's just a few strands that seem longer than the rest of his hair. His hair is also simply black with purple tips, not all purple like he's often depicted.

(Behold, a wet cat Kokichi doodle from the depths of my fanart folder. YES, those are hair rollers.)
It's interesting how characters are often drawn the way they "feel", rather than by strictly adhering to their design, and how it leads to accentuating some design elements...
Oh right, I also had no clue how to draw Kokichi's face at first, how to interpret it into something more realistic; this character named Doa from Blade of the Immortal by Samura has served me as an accidental inspiration in translating his features into something closer to my own style. The checkered hat and big guy companion may or may not have contributed to grabbing my attention.



(panels from Hiroaki Samura's manga)
The way I draw Kokichi has changed since, getting closer to his original style, but it's thanks to her that things clicked into place, and I managed to finally draw the fanart that I was actually satisfied with, this one specifically. (Also it may or may not have inspired me to muse about BotI ougoku AU for like 54 seconds.)
But all in all, Kokichi is really pleasant to illustrate, and what I enjoy practicing the most is his baggy shirt and, again, his hair.
Also the scarf. I really enjoy drawing drapery and baggy clothes, but I specifically like to draw this checkerboard pattern by hand and merge it directly with the lineart and shadows - so it's more like a bunch of abstract shapes creating an object, rather than clearly separated lines, shadows and colours. It helps with accentuating the dimensionality of his scarf (which I always felt like is some sort of infinity scarf, since there aren't any ties visible on his concept design...). I know using a pattern would be much faster and easier work, but I just like drawing it, so I don't mind putting in that little extra work in there.


(I really love hatching, too. I actually don't like linearting all that much lol, unless I merge and structurally "support" it with hand-drawn textures or thicker brushtrokes - it's nice to test out different brushes just for that purpose.)
To sum it up: yep, I was given an opportunity to practice a ton of things thanks to those two lovely messes. I still am, and certainly still will - even if some of those might be simply re-learning stuff I got rusty at, bc no art skill is ever a static one, for better or for worse.
#turbo-tsun reply#long post#thank you for your patience#see when I wrote in my last reply that I struggle with talking freely I didn't only meant I struggle with talking#but also with keeping things brief whenever I let go of my self imposed restrictions and then not feeling self-consciouss about it#not to mention I barely had time to turn on pc last week and mostly drafted this on my phone but that's beside the point#I legit wish I could speak like english gonta he packs all the meaning he needs into few short borked lines lol#master of compression dhsggasfh I dislike how I either need 10000 words or 1000 hours to convey anything#but I really hope this was at least interesting to read and worth the wait...#edit: wtf isn't the image grid working here i arranged those images side by side grrrr tuuuuummmmbbllllrrrrr
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We've gone so fast from burning corpses to cooking and i don't know how to feel about it.
Fun fact: Nezha wasn't even supposed to burn those corpses. That was Macaque's job during that time, but Macaque offered him the torch to let Nezha prove himself. Which is pretty much the first messed up thing he did. c:
Like- When he found Macaque in that village stacking those bodies, he was actually disturbed by the sight of it himself. But he was already infected and his own personality was getting affected by it. So after some talking with the monkey and getting to understand his side of things and why he was doing this, that's when Nezha decided to join in and test the waters.
I might actually do some kinda doodle or something on it at some point, not sure yet though cuz of the dark contents of that scene itself fhgnfhgnhfg
#eternal servants au#esau qna#esau nezha#bonus fun fact: that entire scene is actually inspired by one of my first ever character ai chats#like- the entire scene me and the bot played out just made me go “YOOOOO-”#gotta love some quality disturbing plot ideas#also the amount of manipulation coming from macaque rly shows more of his unhinged side in the AU#cuz idk if peeps remembered i used to describe macaque in my early AU posts as at least “kinda unhinged”#it's still very much true#he just doesn't show that side in front of his master#which does include usually interactions with/about the reader
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he is very important to me
#kakuranger#sentai#ninja yellow master of the dual wielding technique#seikai my boy my son#bear with me#bear in mind#i'm so sorry they gave you the inflation episode but i guess if it HAD to happen i'm glad it wasnt to tsuruhime#side note but why the fuck does he have a pair of handcuffs clipped to his belt like#sir what do you need those for#seikai guide to accessorising: chunky rings. bracelets. goggles around neck. hand cuffs. sometimes... beanie.#gif post tag
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