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ardentpoop · 5 months ago

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‘it gets better’ and other lies we tell ourselves to cope with the crushing hopelessness of living in a world that makes us earn the right to stay alive title of my autobiography

#1 school of thought suggests I should be medicated and I tend to agree bc my brain sucks balls #however my mistrust/fear of doctors is stronger than my hatred of living Like This #but also what if Going Outside and Having Real Friends was actually all it took #that would be so embarrassing for me #< I frequently think this #what if Having Girlfriend was all it took wouldn’t that be the worst thing ever #but also what if none of that changed anything. the only possibility that is worse #achieving more of my long-term goals and still idly fantasizing abt being dead lmfao #what if I WASNT working another horrible soul-ruining job and I still felt like a worthless shell #what if it was all just me the whole time!!!!!!! what if nothing I do can ever change that!!!!!!!!!

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spaghettiwoman46 · 3 months ago

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sometimes i think a simple life is okay. like fish in the ocean know only swim and eat plant and they're happy. or i guess i don't know if they're happy maybe they're just pissed the fuck off all the time. maybe fish want a complex life. do you think a fish would like iphone

#i think about this frequently #marine biology #fish

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seancefemme · 1 year ago

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yeah well you want to fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid

#they're both thinking that about the other btw #funky bar on mirrorball island frequenters #one piece #one piece live action #opla #roronoa zoro #vinsmoke sanji #zosan #one piece fanart #by now you know i love when men argue and fight and hate each other <3 #pretend like this isn't rushed and that the shoes don't look horrendous I have absolutely no time :((((#mine #my art

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originalartblog · 6 months ago

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Don't forget to eat to keep the demons at bay

#back to basics with self-care with the tinies #and tragically empty tiny stomachs #i believe dazai can be bad at taking care of himself and that's one of the reasons he's always after other people's food/free food #you don't have to worry about thinking about feeding yourself if you just take food when it comes your way #(and that's how you end with a dazai that tells atsushi he hasn't eaten in a long time in chapter 1)#(but keeps either asking for other people's food or inviting himself to restaurants when kunikida's paying in bonuses)#(dazai hasn't eaten as well or frequently as he has been eating while in prison in a long time)#tiny skk adventures #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd dazai #bsd dazai osamu #nawy's comics

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shorthaltsjester · 4 months ago

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when people think delilah just completely takes over and laudna has no control. when people think jester is just an uwu child who has been manipulated by every man she’s met. when people think vex is an empty husk of daddy issues without her brother by her side. when people think fjord is an arrogant asshole who doesn’t pay attention to the party around him. when people think scanlan saying that vox machina doesn’t care about him is an accurate assessment.

#i’m tired and i was bitching w a friend about this earlier but good grief.#cr fandom HATES when a character knowingly denies or portrays themself in a way that is false #but that fulfils the expected role the party/the fandom has dictated for them #whether the character is intentionally lying (vex and fjord esque) or has bad faithed themselves into believing what they’re saying #(laudna and scanlan) cr very frequently plays with like . the character is saying this and it’s not trueeeee #you’d think the fandom that’s oh so willing to History Is Written By The Victors their way into validating wiping out all of the gods #because (checks notes) they do not fulfil the whims of every person who asks #might have a little more grace when it comes to doubting the characters words as always truthful or always well informed #critical role

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trauma-bot · 1 month ago

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patron saint of never growing old

#i think theres something uniquely tragic about how we never know what tessa looked like when she was alive #and that the only reason we have an idea of her appearance is via cyn wearing her skin #i interpret the humans being depicted as glitchy silhouettes to be very literal; the MDs barely remember what they look like #due to their memories being fucked with so frequently. and that makes the cynessa reveal a lot worse imo #to see something- someone- that you once remembered to be warm and familiar contorted into something unrecognizable and dangerous #and being unable to remember what she looked like before being puppeted by a monster #you try to imagine her face- young bright and happy- but can only visualize her dead skin stretching unnaturally across robotic features #belonging to the source of all your suffering and trauma.#guh. she was just a kid. man #never got to grow up. never got to get away from her shitty parents. never got to live before she died. whatever. im normal #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones tessa #tessa james elliot #tessa elliot #tessa murder drones #md tessa #gloom.art

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lesless · 1 year ago

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#I became curious after thinking about my friends #they work in food & wine so they drink more frequently than I do #no judgement just curious #poll

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mothmothwoth · 8 months ago

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Welcome home neighbor! It’s so quiet

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mroddmod · 7 months ago

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little scrapped comic bc it felt a bit ooc to me in hindsight

#tbb #the bad batch #the bad batch season 2 #the bad batch season 3 #tbb tech #tbb omega #i was worried that this wouldn’t really come across as i intended #i’ve heard a lot of people complain about the characterization of tech in fanon #they make him a lot less capable than he is in canon just because he is the ‘nerd’ of the team #which i totally agree with #so i didn’t want it to seem like i was doing the same #i just think that tech would have a difficultly expressing some of his vulnerability around his brothers because they are so often stoic #(and frequently make fun of one another)#and omega might be the first person he feels comfortable in letting that side of him show #idk #just a sweet idea to me #anyway i decided i wasn’t going to finish this because of my fear of being misinterpreted but i did like how these sketches turned out #so here :)#a little treat #mods art #my art #mods draws #star wars #sw tbb #star wars the bad batch

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cherryzombiezz-art · 23 days ago

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you guys like this right

#cherry.png #curly mouthwashing #captain curly #mouthwashing #i wanted to take another crack at a rehabilitation design for him #i wanna think that the only reason his left eye survived is that he might have instinctively blocked his face with his arms upon impact #so his left is a tiny bit less cooked to perfection than his right #well done vs medium #his lips are reconstructed from whatever skin they could salvage from his back #eyelid doesn't close all the way for the same reason #bro is a frequent user of eyedrops #think whatever you want abt his hair i couldnt just leave my man bald

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lotus-pear · 9 months ago

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I AM SHITTJING MYSELF WHY DOES HE HAVE THE SPECIAL EDITION $1.5K VICTORIA’S SECRET RED SATIN PAJAMAS

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demigods-posts · 3 months ago

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imagine a world where the heroes of olympus series was one big crossover. a world where we meet an eleven year old boy named jason, no last name because it reminds him of his mother — a drunk who literally threw him to the wolves as a toddler. jason, who's earliest memory is chewing on a stapler and his older sister tending to the wound on his bottom lip — but he hasn't seen or heard from her since they were separated years ago. jason, who grew up reaching for the sky like a purpose, desperate for a chance to prove himself. jason, who fought to save the world at fifteen years old. and jason, who finds himself in the grand canyon four months later with no memory of who he is or where he came from, feet away from some frantic sixteen year old girl in search of some dude named percy jackson. imagine what this could have been.

#one of the most frequent critiques i see about the lost hero is how the audience was introduced to character who's history was unknown #and i understand respect the approach rick chose #i mean #introducing the audience to a character they intially disregarded in search of a hero who couldn't be more different and respected and love #tricking the audience into treating him the way everyone else in his life must have (not that he remembers)#and for the audience to realize the severity of their ignorance in the wake his death #is such an amazing and heartbreaking payoff and i genuinely respect #but i think it would have been fun to grow with jason the same way we did percy #have a jason-centered seties based around roman mythology #running the same release time and story progression of percy jackson and the olympians #and then opening the lost hero for the first confused at why jason is without his friends from camp #then seeing annabeth's name and freaking out bc this will be the most epic crossover #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo text post #pjo #pjo headcanon #hoo text posts #hoo #hoo headcanon #chb campers #cj residents

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kaiserouo · 4 months ago

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"Huh."

#as with every game with some human mind stuffed into a machine i need to ask if he still has human instinct left in there somewhere #also i don't really think ordan would eat elegantly like some royalties anyways #you know the more i read about ordis the more i like him #i mean i never thought his talking is annoying like some people do apparently #but after going through the cephalon fragment thingy my thoughts about him-#-turned from “ominously happy” to “murderous but also kinda cute happy”#and you'd think it should be the other way around #hey if he has erased his memory a lot of times and probably has gone through the same reasoning-#-every time he chooses memory erasure rather than self destruction because he would probably also remember the previous attempts #will he someday choose the other option instead because of all the pain he endured?#(hopefully not i actually like him it's not destiny 2 i hope DE don't just yeet characters off their game that frequently)#also i like how he can take up some ordan karris knowledge by treating it as some stories / facts about others but not about himself #neat but he probably would have to erase his memories more often because it's still about ordan karris i guess #warframe #warframe operator #warframe ordis #ordis #my art

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del-stars · 5 months ago

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love the hc that evan loves body horror/dissecting things, he must've been so excited when he tore out moody's eye

#chat i think about this one frequently #evan being so excited to tell barty and then dying #oops!#rosekiller #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #marauders #mwpp

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ping-ski · 5 months ago

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GET IN THE DAMN ROBOT

#pingdoobles #fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf dca #fnaf sb #moondrop #sundrop #dca #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #dca au #drew this while in a bad mood now i feel better!!!#will be posting less frequently while working on my fic stuff!!! (no its not a mecha AU fic i just think this eva meme is hilarious)#i cant draw mecha for shit either sorry guys

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theygender · 20 days ago

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So apparently the symptoms for chronic fatigue include loss of memory, reduced concentration, and fainting/lightheadedness when sitting/standing up?? Why didn't anyone tell me about this 😭

#the last one about orthostatic intolerance is flooring me #i literally got tested for POTS bc of how frequently i pass out or get lightheaded from standing up #like its so bad that i got tested for POTS. and it came back negative. and i just gave up after that #but youre telling me that theres ANOTHER condition that can cause that??#and this same condition also causes memory issues which i also have and have been getting worse for years??#and the condition in question is 'tired all the time and sleep doesnt help' disorder #which is ALSO an issue ive had since at least middle school???#and the getting exhausted even after light exercise and mental work #and apparently even sore/swollen lymph nodes?? which is something thats been happening to me randomly recently???#what the fuck man 😭 why havent i looked into this before #'symptoms must last at least 6 months' brother my symptoms have lasted for at least 14 YEARS #...i think i need to talk to my doctor #rambling

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