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[crystallinekai]

Me and Kaito watching the first episode of the new re:zero season and realizing Subaru hasn't died yet 30 minutes in:

Us when Subaru finally had his death reset:

[morax-lapis]

|| time for a personal rant about needless drama that you are more than welcome to ignore my friends :

i have a bit of a concern , being that wherever I go, whatever character I write, whatever fandom I am in, I am bombarded with the age old accusation against me that I am homophobic/transphobic, simply because my muse, against popular belief, isn't gay/bi.

I get it, really I do. People roleplay to write their own fantasies out with another in a mutually written format that provides serotonin or emotion. The key word there is mutual. If someones muse is not a certain way you would prefer, be it their gender, personality, sexuality, canonical/divergent, it isn't your fault. But you CANNOT say it is their fault either. Just as it is in real life, you CANNOT change someone to fit what you want, just as much as you CANNOT change someones muse for that same reason.

now, I get this can be a sour topic , so don't misunderstand me. I am not against writing with anyone simply because your muse is LGBTQ+ and mine is as straight as an uncooked noodle. I would LOVE to still write with you, I adore the kind of interactions straight people have with LGBTQ+ people because that's part of my life, I get these interactions everyday. All I ask is you respect mine and my muses orientation just as much as will respect yours 🧡

[thavnairian]

Is it me or are the porn bots worse than they’ve ever been? I took that few years of hiatus (which is still semi going) and had very few of those to clean up. Then when I came back and cleaned up the blog and started attempting to reblog things again it feels like I’m blocking 3-6 every day 😩

[thepurplepope]

saw this absolute king at the Paris Miku Expo

[EDIT] : THIS IS @funnyparadox PRESENTED TO YOU, OUR PATHS FINALLY MET

[hydrattan]

I was feeling agitated and artblocked yesterday so I decided to give my brain a rest by watching TV and then the next thing I knew these were in front of me

[allsadnshit]

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

[the-elder-polls]

appalachia is devastated. towns i loved, towns i visited all the time, are gone. not damaged, GONE. they are leveled to the ground. there is nothing left but rubble and ruin. people are dead. appalachia is poor to begin with and relies on tourism for a lot of its income, and multiple of those tourist locations are just...gone.

my town is okay, but it's flooded and wrecked. trees are blocking all but one way out of our neighborhood. power lines are hanging limp in the roads. we've been without power for over 24 hours and will continue to be without power for likely another 24+. disabled people and poor people are GOING to die from this. gods save appalachia.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[blueskittlesart]

i’ve started babysitting for a VERY christian family which is great because they pay me a lot of money but as someone who was raised almost completely agnostic it’s kind of insane. the 2 year old keeps asking me to read her stories from the bible. (why are we reading david and goliath to a 2 year old????) the 5 year old told me today that he was going to bring his legos to heaven with him. he also has repeatedly told me that the lego spaceships he builds are stronger than jesus. (not sure what to say to that. do i deny it??? are things allowed to be stronger than jesus??) had to stop myself mid sentence today because i almost told them im not going to heaven which would DEFINITELY have caused several meltdowns. they’re also both completely fascinated by my nose ring

[arynneva]

wait do people read first person stories and think they're the ones in the story???

Saw people talking about not liking first person, which is fair, but their reasoning was like "I would not do that" and I don't understand that mindset.

First person stories are still about a character. A character making their own decisions. First person isn't about you???? At least I thought it wasn't. What am I missing? I've always seen first person as just a more in-depth look into a character's mind and stricter POV. Not as a reader stand-in.

[guiltyidealist]

new favorite YouTube comment just dropped

[crystallinekai]

This game is so pretty 😍💖💖

[morax-lapis]

|| negativity but personal:

i guess i'm just too tapped out for tumblr anymore. hell , i can't even find people interested on discord anymore . i'm sure i'll be fine tomorrow but if I just don't feel interesting to people then why am I here , ya know? I do try , but theres only so much motivation I can have before I get demotivated .

[weltenwellen]

the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

[bookwyrminspiration]

I can behave normally around books