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[crystallinekai]

Me and Kaito watching the first episode of the new re:zero season and realizing Subaru hasn't died yet 30 minutes in:

Us when Subaru finally had his death reset:

[morax-lapis]

|| time for a personal rant about needless drama that you are more than welcome to ignore my friends :

i have a bit of a concern , being that wherever I go, whatever character I write, whatever fandom I am in, I am bombarded with the age old accusation against me that I am homophobic/transphobic, simply because my muse, against popular belief, isn't gay/bi.

I get it, really I do. People roleplay to write their own fantasies out with another in a mutually written format that provides serotonin or emotion. The key word there is mutual. If someones muse is not a certain way you would prefer, be it their gender, personality, sexuality, canonical/divergent, it isn't your fault. But you CANNOT say it is their fault either. Just as it is in real life, you CANNOT change someone to fit what you want, just as much as you CANNOT change someones muse for that same reason.

now, I get this can be a sour topic , so don't misunderstand me. I am not against writing with anyone simply because your muse is LGBTQ+ and mine is as straight as an uncooked noodle. I would LOVE to still write with you, I adore the kind of interactions straight people have with LGBTQ+ people because that's part of my life, I get these interactions everyday. All I ask is you respect mine and my muses orientation just as much as will respect yours 🧡

[thavnairian]

Is it me or are the porn bots worse than they’ve ever been? I took that few years of hiatus (which is still semi going) and had very few of those to clean up. Then when I came back and cleaned up the blog and started attempting to reblog things again it feels like I’m blocking 3-6 every day 😩

[allsadnshit]

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

[the-elder-polls]

appalachia is devastated. towns i loved, towns i visited all the time, are gone. not damaged, GONE. they are leveled to the ground. there is nothing left but rubble and ruin. people are dead. appalachia is poor to begin with and relies on tourism for a lot of its income, and multiple of those tourist locations are just...gone.

my town is okay, but it's flooded and wrecked. trees are blocking all but one way out of our neighborhood. power lines are hanging limp in the roads. we've been without power for over 24 hours and will continue to be without power for likely another 24+. disabled people and poor people are GOING to die from this. gods save appalachia.

[nintooner]

This is the highest compliment I could receive on my art

[pierog]

i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[blueskittlesart]

i’ve started babysitting for a VERY christian family which is great because they pay me a lot of money but as someone who was raised almost completely agnostic it’s kind of insane. the 2 year old keeps asking me to read her stories from the bible. (why are we reading david and goliath to a 2 year old????) the 5 year old told me today that he was going to bring his legos to heaven with him. he also has repeatedly told me that the lego spaceships he builds are stronger than jesus. (not sure what to say to that. do i deny it??? are things allowed to be stronger than jesus??) had to stop myself mid sentence today because i almost told them im not going to heaven which would DEFINITELY have caused several meltdowns. they’re also both completely fascinated by my nose ring

[saszor]

Overview of some topics when it comes to drawing characters who are burn survivors.

DISCLAIMER. Please keep in mind that this is an introductory overview for drawing some burn scars and has a lot of generalizations in it, so not every “X is Z” statement will be true for Actual People. I'm calling this introductory because I hope to get people to actually do their own research before drawing disabled & visibly different characters rather than just making stuff up. Think of it as a starting point and take it with a grain of salt (especially if you have a very different art style from mine).

Talking about research and learning... don't make your burn survivor characters evil. Burn survivors are normal people and don't deserve to be constantly portrayed in such a way.

Consider supporting me on ko-fi if you find this to be helpful.

edit: apparently tum "queerest place on the internet" blr hates disabled people so much that this post got automatically filtered. cool!

second way more important edit: How are people seeing this post where I specifically talk about burn survivors being normal, real people, and still tag this as "TW body horror"? Not a single one of these drawings or pictures is a fresh injury. All of them are healed. How the hell would you feel if someone tagged a photo of you as "trigger warning: gore"?

Disabled people are not your fucking body horror. Grow up.

[weltenwellen]

the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

[crystallinekai]

This game is so pretty 😍💖💖

[morax-lapis]

|| negativity but personal:

i guess i'm just too tapped out for tumblr anymore. hell , i can't even find people interested on discord anymore . i'm sure i'll be fine tomorrow but if I just don't feel interesting to people then why am I here , ya know? I do try , but theres only so much motivation I can have before I get demotivated .

[alfredfortnitejones]

[demonboyhalo]

collection of useful things tumblr has taught me:

even if you can't fall asleep, laying down with your eyes closed will still rest your body

you don't have to brush your teeth standing up

you don't have to do any chore standing up, from dishes to showering

you don't have to shower with the lights on

if you can't brush your teeth, flossing and a tongue scraper gets rid of plaque and bad breath

if you can't do that, mouthwash kills a lot of bacteria

eating "unhealthy" food is better than eating no food

you can make the same meal everyday for however long you still want it

some pills come in syrups or chewables if you can't swallow them

kids nutritional shakes can be a quick way to get fuel if you can't eat/don't have time

if walking hurts/exhausts you on a regular basis, canes and rollers are for you, no matter how young you are

we have free will—if doing something "out of the ordinary" makes life easier for you, do it

if you have even a dollar to spare, please consider donating to Alaikum's family.

they're a large family at only 10% of their goal to evacuate, and could use any help you can give!!