#;; i knew hannah baker. she was my friend { 13 REASONS WHY VERSE }

[chaoslived-a-blog]

💔

    he didn’t know who else to turn to and in this moment, he was glad that the person beside him as he sat in the waiting room at the emergency room was courtney. she wasn’t asking him many questions about how he had ended up in this state, bruises coming up across his face and probably across his body, blood smeared on ivory skin from a few small cuts and cradling a broken arm to his chest. how would he expect the girl who had two PERFECT dads to understand that his one shitty father had done this to him? he couldn’t even remember what the fight had been about but it was like when he was fifteen all over again, one minute he was taking very hit and then he lost his footing, down the stairs he had gone. he was debating on whether he should actually tell the TRUTH this time about how he had gotten hurt, why should he protect the man who kept doing this? sighing softly, he leaned back in the chair, eyes closing for a moment as he tried to ignore the pain radiating from his right arm.

   “ thanks for bringing me here, courtney … i appreciate it, ”

happiness hater // accepting // @covrtney

5. My muse coming to yours after they’ve been critically injured.

[chaoslived-a-blog]

KISS

   “ why do i get the feeling that your dads want us to date? like i would be down but you and i both know that i’m not exactly your type, ” 

    jd teased, running a hand through his hair as he smirked over at courtney. shaking his head, he laughed softly, knowing that it was unfair to tease her about this but he just wanted her to be PROUD of who she was. especially if those tapes were to go PUBLIC then there would be no going back, better to be the one to decide to come public about how you feel than hannah’s tapes, at least courtney would know she was SAFE and happy with the decision she made. hell, if anyone gave her trouble then they would have him to deal with because he was not going to let anyone torment her for feeling the way she does. moving over to her, he leaned down and pressed a soft KISS to her cheek, leaning on the desk and looking at her, a small playful smile on his lips. 

   “ you know your dads probably just want you to be HAPPY . . . it’s all anyone wants, courtney . . . plus, pride is coming up and i wanna go with my friend, if you’re up to it . . . you’re not ALONE and you’re never gonna be alone, i’m not gonna let that happen . .. even if you can be a total bitch at times, i’ve still got your back, ”

kisses from jd // 3 / 5 // accepting // @covrtney

[chaoslived-a-blog]

smash or pass COURTNEY

   “ hard pass… not only is she my friend… but i’m not sure i’m HER type. ”

smash or pass // accepting // @covrtney

[chaoslived-a-blog]

“I think you should leave this type of thing to me.”

    “ yeah? is that so? well, i’ve been dealing with asshole jocks like montgomery and bryce walker for years, ”

    jd snapped, wiping the blood that was dripping from his split lip. of course, courtney was going to say that he should have let HER deal with people like that especially since he was the freaky new kid. yet he didn’t feel like he constantly need courtney to fight his battles, especially since he knew that she wasn’t as PERFECT as she pretended to be and he knew about her own involvement in hannah’s death… yet compared to what bryce walker did, she was practically innocent. 

   “ i can’t help it… every time i see that fucker’s face, i wanna… after what he did to hannah, he deserves to be six feet under and yet this school PROTECTS him… i’m fine, stop looking at me like you think i’m broken or crazy, ”

protective starters // accepting // @covrtney

[chaoslived-a-blog]

BRAID REVERSE

    jd smiled softly as he felt courtney start to play with his hair, definitely finding it COMFORTING as she ran her fingers through his hair… until he felt her pulling on it like she was attempting to braid the longer parts of his hair. turning to face her, with an AMUSED smirk on his face as he looked up at her,

   “ are you seriously attempting to braid my hair? do i look like i’d look good with braids? ”

attempt to braid jd’s hair // accepting // @covrtney

[chaoslived-a-blog]

smash or pass + jessica davis

   “ jessica davis? now that is a beautiful girl... yeah, i’d smash. ”

smash or pass // accepting

[chaoslived-a-blog]

“YOU SMELL REALLY NICE.”

    “ you really think so? most people complain that i smell like cigarettes and gasoline... but hey, if that’s what ya like, i’ll take the compliment, thank you beautiful, ”

from a meme that got lost // @sheriis

[chaoslived-a-blog]

    @justinfcley || ( 🔪 )

    “ right, sorry, how rude of ME for not introducin’ myself... i’m jason dean... i was a friend of hannah baker’s, ” jd snapped, sapphire eyes narrowing at the other as his lips stretched out into a smirk, “ and you have no idea how much I am goin’ to make you and twelve others pay for hurting her. ”

[chaoslived-a-blog]

   @andasweetmustang wants some jason dean

   starter call // accepting

    “ i knew hannah before she moved here... we were close, ” jd admitted, slipping the cigarette between his lips and avoiding looking at tony. he still couldn’t believe that hannah was gone, it was hard to admit that someone he once knew, someone he had thought was so strong. would things have gone different if bud hadn’t just moved them out in the middle of the night? jd didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye.

    “ i just wanna know what happened, what caused her to... do what she did. ”

[chaoslived-a-blog]

∎

    eyebrows arch up in surprise as he feels hannah grab his hand as they walked through the crowd at the funfair, he smile, looking down at their hands intertwined fingers. they had definitely been growing closer over the last couple of days and although he knew that she was probably only holding his hand to not lose him in this crowd, he couldn’t deny that it made his heart beat a little harder and made him smile at the sight of their hands together like this. 

   “ what do you wanna do now, baker? the haunted house? the bumper cars? up to you, ”

grab jd’s hand to not lose him in a crowd // accepting // @tapespoken

[chaoslived-a-blog]

❄

    hell, he didn’t even like parties but he was only going to spend more time with hannah. he spent most of the night by her side, talking, laughing, feeling a normal sixteen year old. his dad had been warning him about how they could be leaving any time soon, yet he kept trying to ignore that, he liked it here, he had hannah and actually didn’t feel so alone for once. jd insisted on walking hannah home, not wanting her to walk alone at this time of night. taking his coat off, he wrapped it around her shoulders, keeping his arm wrapped around her as he walked her home, they weren’t even talking about anything in particular as they got closer to her house. the moment they were stood outside her house, jd smiled at her, running a hand through his hair.

   “ hannah… you’ve gotta be one the best people i’ve ever met, i don’t know what i’d do without you in my life, ” jd said softly, cupping her face, he pressed one soft gentle kiss to her lips, thumbs stroking her cheeks softly before he stood up straight, letting her return his coat to him and he winked at her.

   “ see you on monday, baker. ”

kisses from my muse // accepting // @tapespoken

[chaoslived-a-blog]

☽ = wandering alone at night .

    lighting the cigarette, he quickly took a drag, pulling it from his lips as he exhaled smoke through his nose, frowning slightly at the sight of what he was seeing. it wasn’t UNCOMMON for him to be wandering around at night, any excuse to not be in the same house as his dad… yet he never expected to see hannah baker wandering around at this time of night. running a hand through his hair, he slipped the cigarette back between his lips and moved towards her, catching up with her easily.

   “ and why would hannah baker be wanderin’ around at night all by herself? ” jd asked, smirking slightly as he took another drag of the cigarette before pulling it from his lips, the frown returning as he looked over her, a concerned look in his sapphire eyes.

   “ hannah? you okay? ”

symbol meme // accepting // @tapespoken

☽ = wandering alone at night

[chaoslived-a-blog]

    tumblr deleted my all my tags tag drop part two - verse tags

[chaoslived-a-blog]

  for some reason my tags are fucked so,   tag dump part two - verse tags.

[chaoslived-a-blog]

‘ it’s altogether mental. ’

   “ that’s what happens when someone commits suicide, things fall to shit… society doesn’t know how to deal with the tragic loss of YOUNG life… the town i lived in before, we had THREE suicides… thank about the chaos that was caused from that… but unlike those, i care about this one… i knew hannah before my dad picked us up and moved us to sherwood and she moved here, maybe if things hadn’t worked out the way they had, hannah would still be alive… you were FRIENDS with hannah, right? what was she like before things fell apart for her? ”

lovely little lonely starters // accepting // @guiltlisted

[chaoslived-a-blog]

“but did you do it?”

   “ but did i do what, courtney? you’re gonna have to be more specific and not ask questions so open like that, ”

five word prompts // accepting // @covrtney