#;; i should have been there for you { girlgrieved }

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HANNAH BAKER

@tapespoken

JEANNIE KERR

@onebadxday

JUSTIN FOLEY

@justinfcley

PETER PAN

@ruthlesspeter

VERONICA SAWYER

@deadwalked

WANT TO BECOME EXCLUSIVES? EXCLUSIVE CALL IN THIS POST.

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mix tape

     [ TRACK ONE ] - I’LL STAND BY YOU, the pretenders      [ TRACK TWO ] - THE KIDS AREN’T ALRIGHT, fall out boy       [ TRACK THREE ] - ELASTIC HEART, sia       [ TRACK FOUR ] - NOT ALONE, darren criss      [ TRACK FIVE ] - BRAVE, sara bareilles 

     [ BONUS TRACK ] - THE CURE, lady gaga

mix tape // accepting // @girlgrieved

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    eyebrows arch up in surprise as he feels hannah grab his hand as they walked through the crowd at the funfair, he smile, looking down at their hands intertwined fingers. they had definitely been growing closer over the last couple of days and although he knew that she was probably only holding his hand to not lose him in this crowd, he couldn’t deny that it made his heart beat a little harder and made him smile at the sight of their hands together like this. 

   “ what do you wanna do now, baker? the haunted house? the bumper cars? up to you, ”

grab jd’s hand to not lose him in a crowd // accepting // @tapespoken

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that weirdo tapespoken

my opinion on;

character in general: okay so i read thirteen reasons why a few years ago and i literally have only realised how much of an impact that book had on me, it probably definitely helped me through a rough time and i think one of the reasons hannah baker is such a fantastic character and her story is so hard hitting is because a lot of girls have the exact same experience in high school / secondary school / whatever you call it. hannah baker is such a precious character and she deserved so much better from life, i want to protect her from every jock and asshole, like i just love her so much. how they play them: they’re okay, i guess… KIDDING! ana is fucking amazing as hannah, i love reading their writing and i can hannah’s voice in everything they do, i just wow, i am in total awe of her being able to capture hannah’s voice and mental state. the mun: ana is a precious little star that i am going to protect forever, i actually love them so much and i am so happy i followed you and getting to know you ‘cause i can feel a major friendship here… IS THIS FRIENDSHIP? I THINK SO!

do i;

follow them: FOREVERrp with them: YESwant to rp with them: ALWAYSship their character with mine: omg yes, let the babies be happy together… but also give me that angst!

what is my;

overall opinion: this is literally hannah baker alive, if you are not following, you are not doing tumblr right. 

send me a url // no longer accepting // @tapespoken

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    hell, he didn’t even like parties but he was only going to spend more time with hannah. he spent most of the night by her side, talking, laughing, feeling a normal sixteen year old. his dad had been warning him about how they could be leaving any time soon, yet he kept trying to ignore that, he liked it here, he had hannah and actually didn’t feel so alone for once. jd insisted on walking hannah home, not wanting her to walk alone at this time of night. taking his coat off, he wrapped it around her shoulders, keeping his arm wrapped around her as he walked her home, they weren’t even talking about anything in particular as they got closer to her house. the moment they were stood outside her house, jd smiled at her, running a hand through his hair.

   “ hannah… you’ve gotta be one the best people i’ve ever met, i don’t know what i’d do without you in my life, ” jd said softly, cupping her face, he pressed one soft gentle kiss to her lips, thumbs stroking her cheeks softly before he stood up straight, letting her return his coat to him and he winked at her.

   “ see you on monday, baker. ”

kisses from my muse // accepting // @tapespoken

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☽ = wandering alone at night .

    lighting the cigarette, he quickly took a drag, pulling it from his lips as he exhaled smoke through his nose, frowning slightly at the sight of what he was seeing. it wasn’t UNCOMMON for him to be wandering around at night, any excuse to not be in the same house as his dad… yet he never expected to see hannah baker wandering around at this time of night. running a hand through his hair, he slipped the cigarette back between his lips and moved towards her, catching up with her easily.

   “ and why would hannah baker be wanderin’ around at night all by herself? ” jd asked, smirking slightly as he took another drag of the cigarette before pulling it from his lips, the frown returning as he looked over her, a concerned look in his sapphire eyes.

   “ hannah? you okay? ”

symbol meme // accepting // @tapespoken

☽ = wandering alone at night

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for some reason my tags are fucked so, tag dump part five - mains & exclusives tags.

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    surprise fills his body as hannah presses a kiss to his lips, yet he melted into the kiss, hands coming up to cup her face as he sighs softly against her lips, kissing her back. hannah baker was the most surprising girl he had ever met and she made him feel… normal which meant so much more to him than he probably realised. pulling back from the kiss, pressing his forehead to hers.

   “ well that was unexpected… feel free to catch me off guard like that again, ”

kiss jd // accepting // @tapespoken

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👌

   “ oh really? well… maybe… we can go… get some slushies sometime, ”

do you wanna bang jd? // accepting // @tapespoken

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     jd is now exclusives with @tapespoken