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princess-of-morkva · 5 months

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thinking about. how merlin brings out the best in arthur and on the other hand arthur brings out the darkest parts of merlin. how arthur always tries to be better and do the right thing because merlin believes in him and he wouldn't want to disappoint him. because he believes merlin is good and he wants to be good for him. how merlin always ends up making the worst decision in his desire to protect arthur, doing things he never thought he'd do. how from saving arthur's life because that's a right thing to do, he goes to putting his life above any of his own morals.

#wrote this down a few hours ago #i think about it A LOT #it's tragedy baby #it's why i love this show #and yes of course i love my babies #and that means i love all of them #including their suffering #merlin bbc #merlin #arthur pendragon #merthur #bbc merlin

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cosmicdreamgrl · 12 days

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maknae line x bst performances pt.2 for @jkvjimin

#btsedit #btsgif #dailybts #usersky #userpat #taehyunghobi #userines #userdimple #usersevn #raplineuser #uservans #annietrack #underbetelgeuse #rjshope #usermaggie #usermizuoka #*mine #bts #maknae line #tw flashing #to quote a certain movie we're all in this together lol #i can't believe we're almost at the end of posting everyone's birthday gifts #i had so much fun & yes making multiple comps in the span of a month was a lot of work but no complaints #i digress hi pat we're back for another round of suffering with these menaces #when i tell you i had..........plenty of feelings making this one #why like actually WHY does jungkook have to be so fucking hot #i legit felt feral i can't even lie #sir if you don't stop fr #anyway i know how much you love this song/era/choreo so to commemorate it in such a manner seemed right #okay that's all i adore you to the universe & back bye

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shima-draws · 6 months

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I’ve mentioned it before but I’m a fucking sucker for unhealthy dependent relationships. There’s just something about them that is so. Chef’s kiss 👌

Anyway I’m still thinking about how Law was so attached to Cora and was so traumatized by his death that he literally devoted thirteen YEARS of his life to revenge killing Doflamingo. Even though all Cora ever wanted was for Law to just be free and live his life happily. And Law spending all his time in a hateful revenge spiral is literally the exact OPPOSITE of what Cora wanted for him. BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE. If the thirteen years of endless devotion to avenging his savior wasn’t enough Law 1. Named his pirate crew the Heart Pirates in honor of Cora, 2. Covered himself in permanent heart-themed tattoos in honor of Cora, and 3. Fashioned his Jolly Roger to be a mockery of Doflamingo’s and ALSO to honor Cora. Homie is a walking memorial for a man he only really knew for six months and again crafted the most intricate plan known to mankind to murder Cora’s killer. Because losing Cora fucked him up THAT much. Because even though Cora set him free, the moment Doflamingo shot him Law was chained to the memory of a man who no longer existed. Law literally fashioned his entire life down to his own appearance after Cora and it makes me so insane. I cannot even imagine what went through his head after Dressrosa I mean how do you move on after a thirteen year grudge is put to rest. What is he supposed to do now. Avenging Cora was literally his entire existence, his entire reason for living for half of his life. He needs therapy probably. If Cora somehow ever did come back to life Law would lose his fucking mind. The dependency is SO unhealthy and I am SO here for it

#Anyway this is not me promoting unhealthy relationships irl #If you are that dependent on someone that you can’t bear to live without them. Get help! Therapy!! Actually!!!#In fiction tho it is a wonderful treat. Haha yes I love to watch my faves suffer.#One Piece #Trafalgar Law #Donquixote Rosinante #Donquixote Doflamingo #Doflamingo #Cora #One Piece Cora #One Piece spoilers #Dressrosa #Shima speaks #I AM SO. HNNGHHH. I AM UNWELL. I probably also need therapy. LMAO #Oda why did you do this why did you kill Law’s dad (again)#Law: Feel like shit just want Cora-san back #Also I didn’t even get into how much Cora influenced Law’s life VS how his actual blood family influenced his life #Flevance was traumatic as FUCK and yet all of Law’s notable trademarks are still Cora-themed…#(Bc Cora saved him. Bc Cora gave him a reason to live after he thought he’d lost everything)#Slams my head into the wall and howls

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petitepatateuwu · 3 months

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It's way too hot and I am way too tired to do any more efforts, so excuse the critical lack of quality here.

If you didn't know, Cole is my favourite Power Ranger :D

And while I was binge watching Ninjago I had the pleasant surprise to see him physically and mentally traumatized in season 5 😈

And since I'm a huge sucker for angst, my brain immediately thought of developing that idea in order to hurt my beautiful baby boy some more. That and also the fact that my brain immediately looks for logic in the laws of cartoon physics (I really shouldn't do that...)

So I bring you the "Cole is a Ghost Kind-of-Saga". I still have a few more ideas to exploit, notably adressing the ways the other ninjas will help him cope with his new condition :3

And maaaaybeeeee a small comic too 😇

Anyways, I will let my brain rest a bit for now and sleep.

#I really want to rant about the things I wrote but my brain is melting #but basically ghosts are part of another plane of existence or smt #which explains for me why they can't really interact with anything from the living world #and also why Cole has visions #and why he has a different perception of time and can randomly space out #and I thought Cole was a bit different from other ghosts because he left the temple at the same second the sun arrived #and it is the reason why he isn't forced to stay in the temple #but also why he can interact with objects more easily #again these are just conjectures and headcanons from me #don't take this seriously #and also YES I'm gonna LOVE to write about his friends reactions #and how they can help him go through this #Because I still think that it is a lot #And Cole must suffer about it #But I also think that he is not the kind to express his feelings so he would suffer in silence #so his friends will have to be supportive without being too invasive #I think that there will also be a phase where they will prevent him from fighting/going out at all to protect him #because he would risk his life when they fight against other ghosts and he can't touch water and still has problem controlling his abilities #so even more angst because he would feel useless and the others would fear for him nonstop #my art #ninjago fanart #ninjago season 5 #ninjago cole #ninjago #cole is a ghost

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jekyllnahyena · 4 months

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another Bacara after sparring and a little headcanon featuring a very tired Cody and Fox

(I also like to think that if you pissed off Alpha, he'd make you fight against Bacara. Ponds and Gree are like the two people that aren't somewhat terrified of her)

#commander bacara #commander ponds #commander cody #commander fox #look. i like thinking up friendships and all that between the clones and their batches and how they love each other well enough #but i saw the opportunity and went full-send #ponds and bacara fucking h a t e each other #others generelly search for a safe space faaar away from them whenever they end up near each other #cody and fox as the second oldest each have to deal with it most of the time. which. theyre so done with this bullshit #main reason why cody and fox actually sorta get along. suffering together and not wanting to give their older sibs any more reason to keep #this bullshit up #and yes. ponds was the one that bit off a chunk of bacaras ear. shes never forgiven and he'll never regret #theres one thing they're willing to agree on and can hold a somewhat fun convo about #its that jango fucking s u c k s #fun all around #ajekyllsart

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guess-i-do-art · 2 months

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Behold:

the Goobers

#AHHHUGHHHHHH #LOOK AT THEM #THEYRE JUST #YES #EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM #Funny story when I was sketching this piece out Crowley looked like a worm on the string :P #I always have a difficult time drawing aziraphale and I don’t know why #The Lineart was soooo fun to color #I’ve never done anything like this before #maybe I should start doing it more 🤔#Neil gaiman why must you do this to me #to us #the fandom #We’re all suffering #he’s probably just sitting in his room cackling because he knows how the fandom feels #I love the story of how good omens was created #thinking about how terry pratchett never lived to see the tv show and didn’t think one would ever be created #sad 😔#Aziraphale has blue eyes right?#I guess I should have checked before making this whoops #Goobers #aziraphale #Crowley #GET MARRIED ALREADY #good omens #good omens fanart #ineffable husbands #Anthony janthony Crowley #Aziraphale ziraphale fell #“I’m not gay Crowley”

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keiksy-cake · 1 year

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Hetalia Poll Results Pt 1: Character Whose House You'd Like To Visit

Finished this one super quickly! Thanks again to the donator who requested! 🥰

As promised, here are the other results for now that I may or may not get to:

Character Who You'd Want To Be Your Boss: Germany (Hima's recc: Germany)

Character Who Would Make The Best Friend: Japan (Hima's recc: Italy)

Character Who You'd Like To Eat With: Italy (Hima's recc: France)

(These next few ones are just by Hima I think)

Whose House You Should Visit: Singapore

Who Would Be A Great Host: India

...Be A Popular Youtuber: America

...Be A Popular Comedian: Spain

...Be The Heaviest Drinker: Russia

...Have Light Feet: Wy

It's also my birthday today so I would appreciate any thanks in the form of happy bday messages ❤️

all collezione pages

[Please note, I’m actually an amateur in Japanese and have to use various resources and translation machines to help me. If you notice a possible mistake or want clarification, please bring it up to me *politely* and not aggressively or hostile.]

#hetalia collezione #hetalia #aph hetalia #hetalia england #aph england #aph japan #aph italy #aph prussia #aph spain #“even the scary things” lmao love Hima's constant shade to Iggy's cooking lol #“a guided diary tour by the character himself would be popular” yes hima PLEASE make it happen 😭#actual spaniard churros arent that great tho #mexican churros are where it's at 😎#“I want to annoy him” WHY?! What did he do to you?? 😭 he already suffers enough 😭#Poland did you write that one?#happy birthday to me ❤️

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etoilesombre · 4 months

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#i can't reblog this but it came across my dash #and having just watched 4.9/4.10 again last night I NEED to yell about it #so i'm doing this #because YES #Silver does NOT fail to Get why Flint and Madi are pursuing the war because he has not suffered like they have #it's actually the opposite #we see him go through more real brutal direct pain and trauma on screen than either of them #even totally discounting the implied Unending Horrors (tm) of his past #maybe less grief but absolutely more trauma #for him the suffering this war will lead to is not theoretical #and the good it could possibly bring about very much is #and he is SCARED and trying to protect the people he loves #not to say anything about whether his choices are justified or not #but it is very clear WHY he is making them #and it's interesting how suffering in this show pushes characters in different directions #black sails #john silver

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anaid-arghem · 7 months

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Someone give my brother in Christ a rest

#why did i draw him so tired lmao #i tried drawing his face by memory #on the rest i used references #i love his nose so much <3 #his hair tho is a nightmare to draw #it goes on every direction #still in love with how fluffy it is ✨#f1 #formula 1 #classic f1 #sketch #sketchy sketch #ayrton senna #yes i dont know how to draw anything that is not a 3/4 profile take me to jail and end my suffering please

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shalom-iamcominghome · 4 months

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In the Jewish tradition, the special prayer known as the Mourners' Kaddish is not about death, but about life, and it praises God for having created a basically good and livable world. By reciting that prayer, the mourner is reminded of all that is good and worth living for.

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How does God make a difference in our lives if He neither kills nor curses? God inspires people to help other people who have been hurt by life, and by helping them, they protect them from the danger of feeling alone, abandoned, or judged.

-When Bad Things Happen to Good People, Harold S. Kushner, p. 153, 1981

#jumblr #quotes #personal thoughts tag #long post #this right here is why i have started loving the mourners kaddish #hearing it in shul was conflicting - like something i shouldn't hear #but realizing that it is an acknowledgement of g-d and being able to remember how good life is has changed that #this just put into words why i've started appreciating this part of shul and specifically judaism #you aren't supposed to suffer alone or feel like joy has abandoned you #i included the second part because - while a different thought - is poignant #yes i'm still reading this book but i *am* almost done and will start reading a different book LMAO

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sophiethewitch1 · 6 months

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Gaz is obviously really nice and sweet and lovely but he also does give me the vibe of someone who like, if you were with a group of people jumping off somewhere high into water and you were scared and hesitating he'd absolutely delight in shoving you in. Like you come up later yelling at him and he goes 'i was just trying to help you!!! I'm sorry :(!!!' but he's not. He will take more opportunities to scare the shit out of you just to hear you squeal. The sooner you catch on the sooner you can put a stop to it because he doesn't want you to think he's mean or anything... He's not, but he's just the slightest bit of a sadist.