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Happy (belated) Pride!!!🌈❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
#I'm missing Josh; but I'm having a hard time drawing him; so I'll add him when I get it right; sorry😔#911 abc#henren#buddie#michael grant x david hale#911 show#karen wilson#hen wilson#eddie diaz#evan buckley#michael grant#david hale#henrietta wilson#edmundo diaz#evan buck buckley#911 tv show#edmundo eddie diaz#lesbian#bisexual#gay#demisexual#wlw#mlm#fun fact: i meant to do these drawings last year; before bi buck became canon (but adding him anyways); but unfortunately i couldn't#I can't believe there were gonna be two of these drawings that weren't canon; but now there's only one <3#may the next year have the complete set🙏#happy pride 🌈#queer#queer tv#my art
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Wait, does the new chapter come out on the 31st? I thought it was on the 3rd...
#Because nineofscans and the carrd countdown both said it was coming out on the 3rd#(I'm referring to dates as for when it comes out in eu / us time)#random rambles#This............................. Sucks massively.#I already took plans with my friends to go out on the evening of the 31st.#And whereas I'd want to cancel they already booked at the restaurant and everything. It'd be endlessly rude and I can't do that#But I need to leave home at 19:30. Last month the translation came out at 18 here#If the translation is late or anything I'm screwed. That is to say even more screwed than I already am–#because one hour of after the new chapter is... nothing#I'm going to jump into a river I can't believe there's possibly gonna be the biggest ss/kk moment ever since ch 87–#and I won't be there to witness it. Atp I'm wishing for a pov change (that won't happen)#Ugh. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Phum @ all of us:
i'm gonna miss u We are <3
#(ok yea he said it to Peem and i cut the subtitle of his name out buT if we ignore that)#it hit me like a ton of bricks#intentional or not#it really do be directed at us#“us” being all the tumblr users with some kind of family trauma and/or trust issues#who saw Phum and were like “that one. i want to keep that one”#in my mind and heart#i simply adore this character#and will keep thinking about him (and Peem also) for a long time i'm sure#can't believe tomorrow's the last (16th!!?) episode already#well.#we are#we are the series#phumpeem#phum x peem#we are phum#qtoey#q x toey#tanfang#tan x fang#chainpun#chain x pun#bl drama#bl textposts#bl crack#thai bl#my best friends. i love them. i'm gonna miss them
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Could you draw Buster and Fang from brawl stars? They’re my faves‼️ I‘m dressing up as one of them for Halloween! 💚 (also love the art as always, I followed for the NATM and now the gravity falls!!! My two favourites 😭💚) Much love and no pressure, I hope you’re doing great!
Never heard of them but sure
Here's the lineart too
#you can't just say you're dressing up as one of them and not say who#can you believe I colored all that with markers. why do I have so many markers#ask#not anon#brawl stars#buster brawl stars#fang brawl stars#buster#fang#fangster#thanks for liking my art. I try#also I'm having a terrible week the medicine makes everything taste bitter and I'm gonna have to remove a tooth and replace it later. 💸#art#fanart#traditional art#Halloween#they went trick or treat-ing#I always 'edit' the photos a bit to brighten up the colors but I never know how they actually look in other devices...#ok I have been informed that they're not brothers or anything and we can ship them 👍also I guessed their shipping name on my own#lineart
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Just to minimize my chances of being genuinely misunderstood OR deliberately misinterpreted, and crucified for something I don't think, How Dare You Say We Piss on the Poor website etc...I'm gonna say this right up top. I absolutely understand why people don't like Thessaly as a character, if anyone does completely unironically stan her as some kind of feminist hero who Did Nothing Wrong uwu, I personally see it as a bit of a red flag. I don't like terfs real or fictional. In a vacuum, I could even completely sympathize and agree with the people who want her cut.
HOWEVER.
It's really something to me to see people clamoring for her to be cut, because she carries and expressed an ugly indefensible prejudice (transphobia) in words towards (1) person. Meanwhile Hob fucking Gadling enacted one of the most violent forms of antiblack racism I can even think of against thousands no, millions of people, the ripple effects of which still affect billions more today. Just a little light idk, profiting off the fucking slave trade and had to be told by someone else that it was bad...and he's a fan favorite.
People are saying Thessally being Dream's love interest reflects badly on him or is somehow endorsement by the narrative (?!?!?!?!?!? Didn't she (SPOILER ALERT AS IF IT MATTERS BY NOW) help participate in his extended assisted suicide? She's not painted as a great person to me just another character what are y'all SMOKING whatever fine. It's fine this is fine.) But shipping Dream with Mr. Former Slaver is not only not verboten or frowned on widely in the fandom but its THEE most popular pairing by far. So...why the difference?
Like where are the same fans who are saying Thessaly shouldn't just be more clearly shown to be wrong, she shouldn't even be in the show at all when it comes to Hobert's crimes??? Yes, transphobia is indefensible. Isn't racism?
And I hear the cries of "it's fiction!!!" Already rallying (if anyone who needs to hear this even sees it lol) to which I say:
HORSESHIT. I KNOW you don't, deep down, really agree because if you did, why get upset about Thessaly being included??? Why does what she said to one person matter if it's Just Fiction You Guyze. Fictional characters are allowed to do bad things and fiction isn't reality sweaty....except when you only apply that standard to fictional racists you like and simp for, but fictional transphobes you don't are SO HARMFUL they shouldn't even be portrayed in fiction.
Like. Give me a big fat BREAK. This looks like bullshit, no? I'm sorry, but I'd love for someone to try and give any other explanation besides one personally offended you or hit home for you, and the other doesn't.
And if that bothers you or you feel like it says something negative about you...idk what you want me to say??? You can't control how other people perceive you and that's how people outside this majority-of-the-fandom bubble see it. You don't need to respond, I just wish and genuinely hope this gives you a moment to think about why fans who ARE bothered by both (and not just paying lip service to being bothered by the one but railing against the other) are so frustrated with people saying everyone is welcome but in practice only bending over backwards for the comfort and emotions of themselves, and people they can easily relate to.
You don't have to like Thessaly (I don't. I find her an interesting antagonist, I don't stan her. And frankly imo likability is not. the point of her character) but you'll pardon me for feeling more than a bit cynical and side eying people's motivations for what seems a...pretty obvious double standard, on what fictional crimes related to real world issues matter to y'all, and which clearly don't. Either actually bring the same energy to the table for fictional people who committed atrocities, even if against a group you're not part of and thus don't feel the need to empathize with, or just carry on, but accept that you don't have the SLIGHTEST room to talk about cutting characters who do immoral things. And you also need to accept that you look like a hypocrite when you do.
#thessaly#wanda the sandman#hob gadling#fandom racism#I could've cried sexism!!! Problematic Male vs Female Characters except 1) I don't actually think that's the main reason *here*#2) there are WAY better examples of that particular double standard in this fandom#also i can admit when I'm a bit of a hypocrite or was.#i used to dip my toes into the dreamling stuff too early on#but idk. It just got too sour seeing ppl whitewash (lol I know I'm a comedian)#what he did over and over. And I genuinely had started to wonder#if the show hadn't included that particular crime and I'd just imagined it from the comics because#my memory is shit sometimes and I guess I was naive. I *wanted* to believe someone would talk aboutit#if it had made it in. but ultimately i went back and checked and no#and seeing how the whole fandom behaving affected my non-white mutuals some of whom...#like these are my friends man or ppl I just respect and I can't just. Ignore their feelings and their pov#and act like they werent making points or it doesn't matter#like it's all just fun and games for everyone on the same terms. And seeing how easy it was#for everyone to ignore was so unsettling. I couldn't keep pretending it was just fiction and didn't affect anyone real#Call me a bully a t3rf apologist (fuck you and for the record. no)#a puritan or a Fancop (actually stop comparing#people disagreeing with you online to what cops do. For fucks sake you just make it look like nothing is really real to you outside fandom)#whatever man. Whatever helps you sleep. I'm just gonna block you#if you're clearly sticking your fingers in your ears. engaging with you is a waste of time and energy then#Hell I have sympathy for anyone who doesn't like thessaly#especially trans fans. Especially rn. But lbr that sympathy for a lot of the white trans/queer fans only goes one way!!!#never gets extended to anyone else's issues. Like THATSthe issue. And it's shitty!#(sorry this post is not about me in the confessional lol that's why I put this at the bottom#I just had feelings to get out and yes its my blog but i didn't want to clog the airways)
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Who's Read What in Dracula? Masterpost
This is a little self-assigned project to try and keep track of who has read (as well as written) what documents, and, importantly, when they do so. Last year I spent some time thinking about this and it informed some of my thoughts about specific characters' perspectives and actions in interesting ways. So I thought it could be a neat resource to have for others!
I'm going to update this in time with the novel, so there won't be any spoilers. This post is going to be a master reference, with links to each individual character's posts. I originally wanted to do this as a series of graphs for each character, with color-coded bars for each document they've read, but I'm not savvy enough to figure out a non-confusing way to do so, especially given the number of different authors/documents. Instead, I'm going to have a separate post for each character, and just have the info in written form there. Here are the links to each of those, in order of introduction:
Jonathan Harker
Mina Murray
Lucy Westenra
Jack Seward
Quincey Morris
Arthur Holmwood
Abraham Van Helsing
Some housekeeping notes: Obviously, each character will have read their own writing. I'm not going to update day-by-day for any such things. Instead, I'll only update whenever they access new information by someone else, or begin what I'm counting as a new document.
Most of the time, we know for a fact when characters get access to a new document. However, there are a few exceptions. I have my theories, but I will mark them as speculative whenever that label applies.
I break up documents based on chunks of information and have assigned titles to them as such. The labels may change as time goes by as needed to avoid spoilers. I also try to add in dates, but for any longer accounts it will just be a range of dates rather than every entry.
Below the cut is a list of all the documents, in order of appearance, with dates. I'm using color-coding for all the main authors, which will match the colors used in individual character posts. This too will be updated over time, so no worries about spoilers here either. Unless, of course, you don't want to know if someone who has only written once before will go on to write often... in that case, don't look below.
Castle Dracula Diary (3 May-30 June) - Jonathan Harker
Invitation to Castle Dracula (3 May) - Count Dracula
Letter to Innkeeper (4 May) - Count Dracula *
Letter to Dracula (5 May) - Mr. Hawkins *
Letters to Lucy (9 May, 17 May?*) - Mina Murray
Letter to Mina (2/3 May?) - Jonathan Harker *
Letters to Mina (11 May?, 24 May) - Lucy Westenra
Dictated Letters Home (11 May, 18 May) - Jonathan Harker *
Letters to Various Solicitors (11 May) - Count Dracula *
Phonograph Diary (25 May-?) - Jack Seward
Letter to Art (25 May) - Quincey Morris
Telegram Reply to Quincey (26 May) - Arthur Holmwood
Intercepted Letters Home (28 May) - Jonathan Harker *
Renfield's Notebook (5 June?-?) - R. M. Renfield *
Log of the Demeter (18 July-4 August) - Captain of the Demeter
Whitby Journal (24 July-19 August) - Mina Murray
Message to Lucy (27 July) - Arthur Holmwood *
Demeter Articles (8-9 August) - Daily Graph Correspondent
Letter from Budapest (12 August) - Sister Agatha
Letter to Carter, Paterson, & Co. (17 August) - Billington & Son
Letter to Mina (17/18 August?) - Mr. Hawkins *
Letter to Billington & Son (21 August) - Carter, Patterson, & Co.
Post-Whitby Letter to Lucy (24 August) - Mina Murray
London Diary (24 August-17 September) - Lucy Westenra
Whitby Letter (30 August) - Lucy Westenra
Letter to Jack (31 August) - Arthur Holmwood
Telegram to Jack (1 September) - Arthur Holmwood
Letter to Van Helsing (1 September?) - Jack Seward *
Letters to Arthur (2, 3, 6, 15?* September) - Jack Seward
Letter to Dr. Seward (2 September) - Van Helsing
Telegrams to Van Helsing (4-8 September) - Jack Seward
Telegram to Arthur (8 September) - Jack Seward
Telegram to John (8 September) - Van Helsing *
Telegram(s?) to Vanderpool (10, 13? September) - Van Helsing *
Delayed Telegram to Seward (17 September) - Van Helsing
Lucy's Memorandum (17 September) - Lucy Westenra
Unread Letters to Lucy (17, 18 September) - Mina Murray
Escaped Wolf Article (18 September) - Pall Mall Gazette
Telegram to Quincey (18 September) - Arthur Holmwood
Mrs. Westenra's Death Certificate (18 September) - Jack Seward/Van Helsing *
Telegram to Arthur (18 September) - Quincey Morris *
Telegram to Summon Arthur (19 September) - Jack Seward *
Hennessey's Report (20 September) - Patrick Hennessey
Letter to Mrs. Westenra's Lawyer (21 September) - Jack Seward *
Post-Whitby Journal (22 September-?) - Mina Murray
Telegram to Mrs. Harker (22 September) - Van Helsing
Letters to Mrs. Harker (24-25 September) - Van Helsing
Bloofer Lady Articles (25 September) - Westminster Gazette
Telegrams to Van Helsing (25, 29 September) - Mina Murray
Telegram to Mina (25 September) - Jonathan Harker *
Letter to Van Helsing (25 September) - Mina Murray
Post-Castle Diary (26 September-?) - Jonathan Harker
Carfax Letters (pre-3 May?) - Jonathan Harker *
Letter from Ring (24/25 September?) - Arthur Holmwood *
Note to Jack (24/25 September?) - Quincey Morris *
Undelivered Note to John (26 September) - Van Helsing
Note to Arthur and Quincey (27 September) - Van Helsing *
Message to Billington & Sons (27/28 September) - Jonathan Harker *
Reply from Billington (27/28 September) - Mr. Billington *
Telegram to Jonathan (29 September) - Mina Murray *
Carter Paterson Documents - Carter, Paterson, & Co *
* We know these documents exist, but never get to read them (or in one case, only get a brief excerpt) as they aren't added to the record. Sometimes some of the main characters do get to read them, but not always.
Question marks after a date denote uncertainty, though they're all likely written within a few days of the tentative one listed. When after a dash (-?) they mark an as-yet incomplete document.
Some documents contain others within them. When this becomes relevant for characters reading them, I will list the main document read, then all others included in it with brackets, like this:
Main document [included document one, two]
#dracula daily#wrwd#wrwd masterpost#dracula meta#my meta#no one has ever asked for this. i just find it fun#both years so far i think 'probably not gonna be posting as much about dracula this time around' and then immediately start tracking stuff#or writing metas etc#also i'm doing this as we go so who knows if this format will work. hopefully so but if not i'll try to figure it out when it comes to that#dracula documents#can't believe i forgot that tag that's literally all this is
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this is such a random ask, i just spent so long trying to find your blog, but with the new dragon age game coming out i just wanted to thank you! eremes as well as a few other artist's inquisitors were so seared into my brain and a huge part of my enjoyment of the dai era. i hope that you're doing well! and thank you for sharing eremes, he really opened my eyes to how much room to create there could be in thedas!
aw!!!! thank you ;;;;;; i really enjoyed my time in dragon age honestly, i was lucky enough to have it be a collaborative and exciting time with my friends <3 but wow i can't believe the game is actually coming out....it feels like trespasser was like. maybe a month ago (and i still haven't played it lmao)
dragon age was the first time i played a game with a customizable main character and also when i learned that actually you CAN do whatever the hell you want with canon, and that mindset has been incredibly helpful in enjoying the other games i've gone on ahead to (especially destiny since the spaces left undefined would have been a source of anxiety if i'd gone in constraining myself to canon) and eremes is still one of my favourite kids
thank you for sending me an ask, it's been cheering to think of my inq again as he was (and also that he's been memorable!!) <333 take good care, it's a hard world out there, i hope you enjoy veilguard!!
#anon#replies#i miss eremes...........#i thought about porting him into bg3 but i'm glad i didn't bc he doesn't quite fit in there#man i can't believe veilguard is being released? feels like a lie#i miss doing companion cards too........#i was gonna do one for all of my ocs and then like. i didn't and now i have an extra 10-15 ocs that i have to think about
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Every once in a while I think about the ship I've been obsessed over for close to two years now and feel like I'm ascending to another plane of reality. Like sometimes you just encounter a ship that hits every single mark and is perfect in every regard and you're left stunned how something like that can even exist
#Anyways I'mma put the actual inane ramblings in the tags#Medic and Engie make me so ill every time I think about them for a while I feel like tearing into things and biting people and throwing up#How something like that can exist completely defies me#I don't know how something that perfect can exist#I'm typically a multi-shipper and while I still kinda am I honest to god don't really care to write other ships#Not cause they ain't good (they are pretty damn good) but because Engiemedic is just on another level#Like dammnnn!! that's why I've spent so long writing a fic about them!#I can't fathom it honestly how characters like that can exist#They're like a slightly warped reflection of themselves#They're both intelligent mentally ill lunatics with no morals whatsoever#The only thing is that Engie is marginally better at hiding it#If you go into headcanon territory than WHOO!! OHH DAMNNN#Like what gets me the most about Engiemedic is how they're so similar#They think and exist on the same wavelength#In tune with each other. Their neurons braided like wires#If I start talking about how the machine and the flesh are not opposites but rather one in the same we gonna be here all day#I just can't...believe the ship exists#Like man how does this happen#You want humour? Goofy wacky experiments and silliness of them violating several conventions#You want angst? Hell yeah they've got plenty of it#Fluff? Buddy I start wailing and sobbing if they accidentally brush hands while working on stuff#I could write about them for ages and not get bored they can fit in every circumstance#They make me SICK they make me CRAZY I love them so so much#They would do anything for each other#I look at what they have and I can feel like I understand what love is#I need to write more oneshots and minifics about them they're so flexiable and fun#Can't wait to do parallels with them in these upcoming chapters#Either way GODDDDD I love these two so much I could go on for hours about them#especially if I'm allowed to talk about headcanons#sp-rambles
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LET'S FUCKING GO!!!!
#I KNEW WE WOULD SEE YUUJI FIGHTING SUKUNA IM SO EXCITED#higuruma looks so cool this is gonna be such an iconic fight yuuji and his duos are always top tier#I CAN'T WAIT#also yuuji's hand?!!!!#annihilate that motherfucker son you can do it i believe in you#i honestly love the themes that jjk has been focusing on#jjk is about love and curses and how love can be a curse but how it's worth it and yet sukuna is the perfect antagonist for that story#for sukuna love is worth nothing#and it's so so so fun that he's getting fought by the most loving boy ever who is stronger with others than alone#like!!!!!#yuuji and yuuta as jjk protagonists being the perfect representation of stronger together is so cool#and it's cool that one is 'just a boy' and the other is one of the strongest yet the conclusion is the same#watch yuuji save the day not because he is the strongest but because he has people to rely on#and by save the day i hope that means bringing megumi back#it would also be funny if sukuna got immediately nerfed into a skinny boys body again right after he transformed#and i'm here for the laughs i hope he gets humiliated and dragged across the floor#get raid sprayed!!!!#manifesting everything well for best boy yuuji if sukuna hurts him i'm taking matters into my own hands#jjk leaks
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😌💭 the captain's "weeuugh!" dork supreme fumbling autism moments unintentional rizz meets havers' enchanted adoration and vehement unwavering horniness. the epitome of "well I can't not fuck him"
#'nyyeaahh yes well aehahuh the bren mark one light machine gun-'#havers. shaking with lust. 'fascinating sir'#his swagless looks and cringefail personality have captivated me#<- said by Anthony Havers.#do you see my vision#i love their dynamic#cap tripping over his own feet and stumbling through a sentence#havers: I can't believe I'm gonna fuck him. the other soldiers: you don't have to#havers: no no I'm gonna#bbc ghosts#capvers
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MIKELOGAN’s 5K FOLLOWER CELEBRATION || GET TO KNOW ME MEME FAVORITE CELEBRITY INTERVIEWS [1/5]
John C. McGinley on Conan: I'm a Gravy Guy x
#john c. mcginley#john c mcginley#conan o'brien#andy richter#johnny c#mygif#jcmgif#4k*#4k*int#what do i even tag this as lmao#there are two (2) people who are gonna care about this#one is me#and the other is jonas tijuanabiblestudies lmao#i'm a gravy guy#'i can't believe we've been talking about gravy for seven goddamn minutes'#me either bestie
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ahhhhh there is ten. by nine, hello david. god he looks so damn young this is almost weird.
but i missed him <3
#alex yells at the void#no one crucify me but i will skip martha yes i know i'm sorry she's AMAZING but i just. can't#gonna do rose and then donna and then i'll loop back to tenthree#can't believe that man gets THREE doctors like damn girl
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#can't even begin to tell you how much I've wanted to kill myself today#sorry i should probably tw that or something but. look I'm..... im out of it i can't even think of a metaphor#'I'm close to the last bits of me that exist' except ive long ago past that point#there's nothing left. im in the void. frankly death would be a mercy i do not believe myself worthy of#this place is a mess. I've dropped every ball i had in the air and i can see the concrete base of the ones falling#aimed straight at my face ready to pulverize me to dust.#.....I'm still going i guess. but what for#i managed to ask for help. i started bawling the instant someone replied and i haven't stopped feeling guilty since.#husk doesn't even begin to describe how empty i am#...........pretend i said something poignant to end this one off#...don't worry i won't kill myself and etc its. it's fine. I'm just gonna keep suffering like always#eventually something will kill me. i hope.
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thinking about superheroes unfortunately
#random thoughts#let me daydream about batman in peace#love the dynamic between spiderman and deadpool#it's that kind of dynamic i love where two people have power over each other in different ways#like spiderman is a well-loved public figure and deadpool's idol while deadpool is a dangerous mercenary with regeneration powers#physically deadpool probably outmatches spiderman through sheer dogged perseverance#while in the public eye spiderman is more well-liked AND deadpool is feverishly obsessed with him#i'm gonna keep forgetting the hyphen between spider and man btw fuck the world#loving the idea of a spiderman who KNOWS deadpool can do better and believes in him while deadpool gives him a space where HE can be himsel#like spiderman has so many masks he has to put on around other people#i think deadpool should be one of the few people he can truly let himself loose around#yknow before he can get to a point where he can reveal he's peter parker#also i think peter parker in his ideal state suffers from severe identity and self confidence issues#like he thinks spiderman is a seperate persona he puts on which is superior to himself in every way#(okay seperate thought: DID spiderman. the spider bite being so traumatic it led to him creating a split personality to cope.)#(or separate. whatever.)#also age difference. peter should be in his mid-twenties while deadpool should be in his thirties. need more power imbalance#also they're both sa survivors and their personalities could be interpreted as them handling it in vastly different ways#with deadpool being hypersexual and spiderman being flirtatious yet distant and peter parker being borderline celibate#though honestly i could leave spiderman being an sa survivor given it was a whole 'gay people are all predators' psa#also i think spiderman should have been held back in high school. due to struggles relating to being spiderman#so he graduated late and now he's going to community college#peter parker has the luxury of going incognito. wade wilson will always be stared at no matter what he's wearing#deadpool who every superhero hates. spiderman who every superhero organization is trying to recruit desperately#also i think peter should admire wade. physically. built like a brick shithouse that one#also the third act low point CAN'T be about spiderman feeling guilty because deadpool kills people#okay? it's overdone. we've seen it. it's lame#i prefer when their opposing views on murder are treated in a more 'death penalty or no' way rather than assuming deadpool is always wrong#because spiderman's idyllic 'people can change' beliefs can be just as wrong as deadpool's 'assholes deserve to die' beliefs#and spiderman has definitely killed people are you kidding me. both accidentally and on purpose
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🎉 [ Art from 2022-2023 ] 🎉
Happy Birthday to my most favorite person in the world, the love of my life 🖤
I still can't believe this'll make our 10th year of being best friends and even more I can't believe we get to celebrate our 8th anniversary this summer 💖💕
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#I was gonna type out more but I decided I didn't want to be too sappy and emotional on main#so much has happened in these past 10 years#I can't believe I made it this far I really did not think I was going to have a future#but I did and I do#I have the most wonderful partner who I connect with in a way I never thought was possible#I am capable of being loved I am capable of loving in return#I learned how to love myself and be unapologetically myself for myself#I lost a lot of people and some very much for the better#I've become so so much happier my god I never thought I'd ever know what this felt like#I'm still angry and numb and having to battle depression but I've grown I've finally become someone worth being proud of#I'm no longer letting that anger and grief and everything that comes with it take over#I can't believe I've actually become gentler and kinder#I can't believe I've actually made genuine friends with people who are nice and caring and supportive#and are actually happy to see me and not trying to take advantage of me at every opportunity I'm finally seen as a person#I can't believe I'm finally in a safe environment I don't have to be terrified anymore I'm not going to be hurt anymore#I can't believe how far I've come creatively bc of how much bf has supported my every passion wholeheartedly#he is the reason I have a drawing tablet he is the one who encourages me and cheers on everything I do#god I still don't know how I could ever in my life thank you enough for every goddamn wonderful thing you do for me#you have changed everything for the better none of this would have ever happened if it wasn't for you#it's always been you#I fucking love you#more than anything in this universe and the next#forever and always#my art#glad I listened to my first tag lmao
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You'll find me on a stormy night, With you and a drink by my side. Watching the lightning's jagged plight. It's a picturesque view of life.
I steal glances by lamplight, Drawn to your softened features. I fear my gaze may have lingered, As you turn to meet my eyes.
Reaching, you catch me by surprise. To press kisses down my jaw. Wine dark stains, remnants of your vice. Your whispers leave me wanting more.
#writerscreed#spilled ink#dark academia#love notes to no one#original poetry#original poem#poets on tumblr#writers and poets#spilled words#love notes#love#love poem#spilled poetry#my poetry#my poem#writers on tumblr#female writers#creative writing#writeblr#words words words#still can't believe i wrote this entire poem just bc i was having brainrot about hickies#i'm gonna have to document it on this blog when i actually have a first kiss#bc where tf do i get the audacity to write all this sappy romantic shit with exactly 0 (zero) experience#oh well cal me a hopeless romantic ig?
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