#//better late than never yknow
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ofchrysoprase · 2 years ago
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Cindy hadn't really expected company during her long awaited lunch break, but as soon as her frazzled brain recognized the other woman as Avery, the situation felt a little less awful. Normally the girl used her lunch break to get in some extra studying, but it seemed like there was going to be none of that today and somehow she found herself not minding it whatsoever. Truth was, Cindy craved social interaction far more than she wanted to admit. In fact, she was a very social person, always running around to try and be of help to people. And yet, she was a very lonely person, as most of her time went into school and work. Having Avery around to break that cycle, even if it was to go on a tangent about marriage, was nothing short of a blessing, really.
She sat herself up a little straighter, propping her chin up onto her hand as she listened with interest, a small smile pulling at her lips in selfish amusement. "It does sound pretty depressing. Do you think those guys are being pressured into proposing by their girlfriends? Or is it pressure put on them by their friends or society? Maybe they just feel really awkward buying jewelry? Or they're spending most of their savings and they're kind of regretting it, but they really want to get the prettiest ring, you know?" She shrugged, always the hopeless romantic, even though she had never been in a relationship herself. That had never stopped her from fantasizing about what it would be like, however. Yes, Cindy Moon most definitely loved the idea of romance, relationships and marriage. And she found it hard to imagine anyone hating it.
"I will take you up on that offer, though. I have completely forgotten to eat today." She admitted, feeling the usual jitteriness in her body from the vast amounts of coffee she had consumed to stay awake and alert. "Though I could also use the distraction of imagining teens buying something nice for their crush; that sounds really nice. I've never been brave enough to do that. What are you having? I'm really craving Thai for some reason."
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Location: Julio's Bar or the Food Court
Tagging: @shrikestart
"God, marriage is so overrated. I mean at first I thought it was slightly romantic but now that I see the type of people who buy expensive engagement rings? Consider me anti-marriage." She let out a sigh as she took a seat across from someone without even checking to see if she knew them. She was a professional at starting up conversations with anyone and everyone. It was usually a 50/50 chance of whether they got up and left or not but she had met a lot of people that way. It was what made her broadcasting job worthwhile in the long run. It also made for less time being in her own head which was always a touch and go option.
"Like I kid you not, at least three guys came in today looking like they were the most miserable guys in the world buying engagement rings. I mean imagine thinking you've found the love of your life and the thought of marrying you makes them actually look like they're sick? I would rather be alone forever. The only redeeming moment is when the most gorgeous older woman you've ever seen comes in and buys herself jewelry. Or nervous teens with crumpled up dollars buying something for their new crush. That's sweet. But marriage? Sounds like it sucks. Anyway, thank you for letting me talk your ear off. Can I buy you something to make up for having to listen to my rant? I really just needed to let that out."
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sorikufeels · 5 months ago
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kiss me once, kiss me twice, and, dare i say, kiss me three times
(progress posts: sketch, line art progress)
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taxinealkaloids · 9 months ago
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my take on the agnes/gertrude/elias situationship is that gertrude seems like the most normal one to outsiders (she's less prone to arson/creepy mind reading at inopportune moments), but she is still the archivist and therefore kind of eldritch. everyone in the institute has just sort of accepted that yes, the archivist does sleep with her eyes open/is muttering incantations, and it's the least weird thing she's done this week
ok the funny thing is, technically, if by "most normal" we're going off of who is the most human, Gertrude is the normal one. but I don't believe for a second that that's how she's perceived among the rest of the archive staff lmao. like...all her assistants wind up dead, she actively works to make sure her filing system is the least effective one possible, she takes random mysterious vacations and comes back looking like she's just gone ten rounds with a tornado...I absolutely think that Gertrude has the reputation of being the eccentric on staff. I've prepared this diagram to illustrate my point:
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night-raven-miscellany · 7 days ago
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"Ah... I missed the new year celebration... I've been so busy I didn't even get to like... Reflect on anything..."
"Dearest prefect? Is that you I can hear musing over there?"
""'Course it's 'er, Cassie! Who else 's gonna be mopin' around instead o' takin' an opportunity into 'er own hands?"
"Cas and Rusul? What are you two doing here?"
"We actually came over to check on you and see how you were faring, as we hadn't witnessed your presence since the eve of Christmas..."
"Oh... Yeah... I was gonna host a Christmas party at Ramshackle but everything's been so hectic and crazy and I haven't even had a moment to breathe... Sorry, guys..."
"Eh... Don't worry about it! But instead o' complainin' an' apologizin'... Why don'tcha just throw a party now? Better late than never, eh?"
"Yes! And we could even assist you in the preparations, should you require any sort of aid in the process!"
"...Ah... But why? Didn't you guys already have your own dorm parties for the holidays? Why would you wanna have me host another?"
"Because we're your friends, duh? Sheesh, an' I thought I was the birdbrain 'ere..."
"Indeed, what Vassal Rusul says is nothing but the truth! That, and we greatly enjoy your presence, dear Yuna! And your parties have a charm of their own that is (at least for myself) much preferable to those in the other dorms..."
"*sniff* guys... Thank you...
... Guess I'm gonna have to start prepping for a small party then, huh?"
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le-fine-art-of-bullshit · 12 days ago
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made a new cover for my silly little story, ft the character
(no-text and sketch versions under the cut)
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I wrote a little dishonored fanfic, it's about the Outsider visiting old Daud some time between Dishonored 2 and DOTO, only like 800 words and it's my first piece of fandom writing if anyone wants to check it out!
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gothoevsky · 4 months ago
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fellas is it ok to cry over having to take ur pronouns out of ur bio on discord cause u gave it to an irl friend and aren’t out of the closet irl and never ever will be
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miumiins · 2 years ago
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skrunksthatwunk · 9 months ago
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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?
#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now#sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him#no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my#best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh#he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to#say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am#and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him#and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken#but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him#and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not#like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her#and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all#the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess#like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.
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justablah56 · 10 months ago
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damn I just realized that I had like 3 unanswered asks on the polls account that I literally did not know I had I am so sorry yall orz
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ritualslaughter · 2 years ago
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signed up for counselling ✌️
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boycannibal · 2 months ago
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OH i might actually be able to read the donners party book i wanted to save for winter
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yume-no-miya · 4 months ago
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look i love making sae be the one who's so in love and showering hajun with so much love and affection but it's much more fun to think that HE fell harder than her
#it's the she fell first he fell harder thing. gooodd hjs have such common dynamic the frustrating and infuriating type#like look at first she have a crush on him right but as a model. that girl is literally a moth she gets attracted by those with light#though at first she admires him as a model and knew him through toma- her kamioshi. though i think... she just starts admiring him a lot?#she literally went through a 'highschool crush' phase but late since she was like. at college 😭#observed him... wow he's a lot similar to her than she thought. that guy puts up a smile in front of strangers and keep people at a distanc#he looked... strangely alone. why? even though he have friends too. she saw herself in hajun and... didnt want to be like him#will she keep putting up a face too? will she keep lying to herself? and would that make her alone in the end as well? she didnt want that.#so shes like yknow what? let's be shameless. her friends had been so loving of her unconditionally.#she thought that they'll leave after highschool and yet... and yet they stayed. they keep approaching her.#and come to think of it... they're always the ones giving effort for her right? when it comes to planning for hang outs-#they're always the one to reach out. never her. shouldnt she return the favor then? love them as much as they love her#pour all her heart out. she used to do it- she can do it again. love people unconditionally without expecting anything from them.#surely this time it'd be different. surely it wont drain her. even if there's a chance they'll leave her- it doesnt matter now.#she knows she gave her everything and that's enough for her. maybe she'll feel better if she had realized this when she was a child...#but that's okay now! so for now! lesson learned: dont be hajun#but also sae. just have a different view of hajun in her head 😭??? like she admits she didnt really know hajun before but actually meeting#him must be so complicated for her lol like this guy used to be her crush! and she got to talk to him but holy shit he's lowkey an asshole😭#not even lowkey but he really is a bitch lmfaaooo so like. damn 'i forgot i used to have a crush on this guy like i used to like him???'#'in what way??? (his looks dont even deny it sweetie)' i think her crush on him in the past made her more snappy towards him now lmfao#like 'gooooddd i used to have a crush on THIS GUY??? that's making me piiisseedd' LMAAAOOO 😭😭#i genuinely have NOOOOO idea how they started having this dynamic but it's just. them lowkey insulting each other? not really INSULT insult#but rather bickering masked by politeness? like 💢^^) (^^💢 selfish ohime-sama vs black hearted prince#but the one who's usually losing here would be sae ngl and hajun's mostly the one being playful tho tbf they CAN calmly talk to each other#sometimes they just become competitive? sae herself is a competitive one at first it would be 'oho~ let's see how long he can keep this up~#to 'give up already!!!! my social battery isn't gonna last long!!!!!!!!' and hajun's just watching her lose it every time 😭😭#ah.... my absolutely pathetic daughter im so sorry..... when it comes to him she gets unreasonably annoyed. just who does he think he is?#and yet she can't even feel arrogant around him. she knows bae are on a different league than her. that's why despite being very friendly a#expressing her admiration towards them she still puts up a barrier around them? it's not that deep she have her own close friends#yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]
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birbtails · 9 months ago
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#gods#im .. in trouble this semester#which sucks bc i was doing so much better last semester#i stopped going to therapy!!#which i think i knew at the time was a Problem#but my therapist suggested it and i didn't want to but i couldn't come up with a better reason than im worried ill nosedive next semester#to be fair to me while i was feeling so much better i knew i wasnt .. stable i guess?#in her defense i can't tell anyone the whole truth even if my life was on the line#and by cant i mean some combination of wont dont want to and its instinctive#but the problem is im failing one of my classes and im at least a little bit suicidal and i havent told anyone really and gods i feel lonely#(and by a little bit suicidal i mean thinking of ways to kill myself 2 days ago. im feeling better now but i don't trust it)#(by feeling better i mean im not Actively thinking of methods but it definitely crosses my mind as a Possibility)#(although i guess its a bit less i want to die and a bit more i want someone to find me before i die and help me)#so anyways this semester might be replacing 10th grade as the worst year of my life#im just.. so tired#i don't want to keep living like this#and im sucking it up and making myself do better but i Hate this#and ive got to think about summer plans bc i don't want to go back to my parents house but i also Really want to bc i can see my brother and#maybe i can see my friends(?) and maybe if i tell my parents everything that's been going on theyll take care of me?#but i Really want to stay here bc i always regret going home and bc ive gotten used to living on my own and i really like all the freedom it#gives me?? but i need to get an internship or a job or something if i want to stay here but its So Late and now that im thinking about it im#worried that ill be so isolated here that ill feel worse? but if i get a therapist here then maybe itll be okay??#i don't know#and im almost done with my junior year and i don't know what i want to do with my future and#i just never thought id get this far yknow? i honestly thought i wasnt going to make it to 18 or college and now im almost 21 and so close#to graduating?? and i don't know how to face the rest of my life#im just tired and stressed and depressed#i just want a hug and a friend that i can tell everything to#ne ways im just tired and whiny and i need to suck it up and get groceries and do my hw
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kiemiu · 2 months ago
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voice notes your boyfriend matt leaves you | ( fem!reader ) fluff + soft hours. established relationship drabble wc 348 (library) + (request)
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one. moms been asking about you a lot recently. i mean—seriously, every conversation we have she's always asking "how's your girlfriend doing? did she blah blah blah." and it's like, woah, ask me about my day first, yknow?
two. i think i've gotten too used to you sleeping in the same bed as me...it's weird without you here...empty. i hope you're getting better sleep than me.
three. don't be mad but...i—i took your teddy bear. i promise im gonna give it back when i leave boston, i swear! i just really miss you and i knew the perfume on my luggage wouldn't last....please, don't be mad.
four. i know i said i'd wait for you to send your order but i was in the drive-thru already and people were behind me. i—..i got nervous and drove off. (long silence) so— pizza tonight?
five. i'm glad you had a fun day shopping with the girls...do you think we could facetime when you get home? i wanna see everything you got.
six. (nicks voice) don't come in matt's room for like a good hour, he just blew ass and it smells so fu- (gagging noises) (matt in the background: it's not that bad, nick!)
seven. was playing dress to impress on stream earlier and couldn't stop thinking about you...if you're up to it we should play duos. but only if you're up for it, i know it's late.
eight. i'm never listening to your playlist on shuffle again, i was folding laundry listening to clairo and the next song queued up was some fucking death metal band. nearly gave me a heart-attack..
nine. hey, baby..you okay? i'm not trying to be like, clingy or whatever but we haven't talked all day and..i don't know it's just a little out of the ordinary. i'm sure you're fine but just—just let me know if you're okay, okay?
ten. don't you wanna grab your cool, hot, and sexy boyfriend a drink from downstairs? (whispers) please, say yes, please, say yes, please, say yes.
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sungpeach · 1 year ago
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sung hadn't been fun to hang around in the slightest the last week. every bit of energy left over after his tears was spent making sure his poor headspace wasn't reflecting in his idol schedules. friends he did speak to were subject to his emotional pouring and those he didn't barely received a message that he'd be out of commission, if they received anything at all.
emotions cycled constantly, but nothing seemed to ease his pains. sung knew the one thing that would solve his issues, yet even after bringing up his needs, he was left out to dry.
the itch to find whatever next best thing would help had already begun. thus far, it had been drinking. however, when sung happened to see william through the glass of the practice room door -alone, he wondered if he might have happened upon a new next best thing.
that night, byunghee had pushed william out of the room fast enough that he hadn't the time to react, not to his face. only the thought of those memories had them rolling back in his mind and heating up his blood to where the door whooshed as sung opened it. "hey! don't you have the decency to not get in bed with other people's boyfriends? or at least apologize for it afterwards?"
@williamchiu
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