#//Even if you are a coward sometimes!
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anemcia · 13 days ago
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//I'm actually thrilled I've dedicated more time to tumblr again, it's given me a lot of time to chew over Honeydew's personality, motivations, and who she is from a clearer perspective. Or maybe she's evolving with time, but for the better compared to how she initially started 5 years ago. Hell, she's VERY different from how she began.
//To get to the point: I've decided she's no longer a massive simp for Cell-- or more accurately, will NOT comply with ideas and situations that fully compromise the safety of Earth. Now, her feelings romantically and physically? Downright pathetic levels of simpery.
"Kill a guy or a group? Sure, if I have no strings attached to them, guess it's what I'll do to help you. Destroy Earth? Nah, I live here dude. Plus I love my [friend name(s)], so no. Not uh. Not gonna do it."
//I know she has her beef with people who've done her dirty, but I believe she'll never truly lose her humanity. As my husband said earlier today, "You don't want to recreate a Harley Quinn type of character." AND FOLKS? I FELT THAT.
//At some point, I think I got way, way too close to that archetype with Honey. For her to be the kind of person who would just drop-kick millions of innocents for some Cicada snu-snu is not what I had in mind! But when it came to giving her reasons to stick around despite everything, I pigeonholed her into that role unintentionally. It felt cringe, and it was cringe, for a long time. Now that I'm re-examining her, she's still flawed, but with a healthier undertone by comparison.
//She has her reasons for staying by Cell's side, mostly to see that her own ambitions and goals are reached with his guidance. She loves him, but she won't force herself to do anything she knows is a step too far. Honeydew almost serves as the occasional angel on Cell's shoulder, looking to persuade him to make better use of his aggression instead of doing the unthinkable (Namely, the mass destruction of their home planet)
//Alternatively, will play the devil and insist he move to another planet and do CELL GAMES 2!!!!! As long as it's not Earth? She could let the behavior slide. She'll always be morally grey to that extent, but no doubt leaning towards being a 'hero'. Especially leaning into this idea with Plumia, as the Tanuki creatures are Earth's defenders. Honeydew has been chosen to defend against threats to Earth, and I guess that means making sure Cell stays in 'check' to some degree while she also faces demonic threats and other forces that threaten their home.
//It's building a far more interesting dynamic as the pieces come together! I don't think she'll ever impose herself on Cell too harshly (unless she isn't given that option anymore), but she'll negotiate far more reasonable ways to keep him entertained the way he wants to.
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gunstellations · 10 months ago
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a little family
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aletterinthenameofsanity · 5 months ago
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plot twist: Ruby is the Master under chameleon arch
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wintaebear · 3 months ago
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okay but for real great did nothing wrong and i will die on this hill. he is not the best person and he has his flaws, but most of the bad things he has done were done in situations in which he was running on panic, legitimate fear for his life, trauma and/or not knowing what the fuck was going on + we know that if he actually knew that a bad thing was going to happen he would be trying his damnedest to change the outcome. even in the og version of events he still goes in to try and find nan. he still stands up to his family and wants nothing to do with them when he learns about their crimes. he's a fucked up person making fucked up decisions in fucked up situations, not the scum of the earth that a lot of people seem determined to paint him as
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technitango · 3 months ago
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oh great in episode 6 of 4 minutes my beloved. he's so fucked up. i love him.
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suddencolds · 4 months ago
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#not a vent just a journal entry (feel free to scroll past; there is no snz here and this is also not that interesting)#realizing now that i never thought of myself as#someone whose absence would register to others in any other way than just neutral/detached recognition?#phrasing this really badly and i am truly going to delete this later bc it is embarrassing LOL#i think when i was young and posting all this fic into questionable places (the f*rum) i was like#(@ an unfinished work of mine) no way anyone could be bothered by these cliffhangers 👍 they can just imagine the ending#even though i would frequently be bothered by other people's cliffhangers. that exact same principle just wouldn't apply to me in my head#and when i did not respond to people i was like.. i'm sure i wasn't really an important part of their lives so they won't mind it#if i stepped away?#i never really entertained the concept of people missing me or looking forward to my responses 😭 i never thought of myself as someone worth#missing... so when i disappeared it was always with little to no sense of guilt. i think even now i struggle with#seeing myself as someone that inhabits like a tangible enough space in other people's lives that my absence would be felt#(and i don't mean that in a morbid way. and i do recognize that it's quite hypocritical)#on the flipside of things i frequently miss people and look forward to their responses. and sometimes i wonder like#do they all know? do they all know that i miss them because they somehow understand this aspect of human nature better than i do?#or are they in the dark like i am? are these things assumed or are they only known when they are said... 😭#i am a little bit of a coward so i am not saying anything (also because can you even say this kind of thing to someone??#i would probably die of embarrassment) but#how strange it is to have someone suddenly inhabit a space in your life that is substantial enough that#when they're gone you feel that space open up and you miss them#the few times in my life people have conveyed that sentiment to me i remember feeling puzzled that my presence could have that kind of#weight to them. i think my problem is that i purposefully do not read between the lines if the conclusion is something favorable towards me#because i don't want to bank on something good that might or might not be true 😭 anyways this is way too long already. if you read this#then good morning or goodnight
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yore-donatsu · 8 months ago
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An ordinary day for an ordinary little girl
(Theo the monkey boy is the @doodlesdreaming's OC)
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nell0-0 · 9 months ago
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Success! Inbox finally cleared!
There were a bit more asks but I just deleted some because of... reasons. Look, I love getting asks even if sometimes I can't find the motivation to answer soonish, and requesting stuff is totally fine!
But I would appreciate it if it were more like suggestions and less like demands. My interests shift and there's a ton of stuff I would like to draw. I don't like being told what to do tbh ksksks. If it ain't fun, then I ain't doing it. This is a hobby after all.
Having said that, thanks to everyone who stuck around for my submas stuff, I had a lot of fun in the fandom! I'm taking a break from PLA + submas for more TLOZ + LU stuff since that's my current hyperfixation tho. Maybe I'll be back in the future, maybe not, we'll see ^^
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ganondoodle · 2 months ago
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struggling again with extreme artblock and general demotivation (as in nothing seems fun or appealing and you sit around staring at nothing doing nothing bc apparently no matter what i do whether drawing or not drawing i end up like this now)
i started to watch skitties totk video (again) and wrote a big post about how much i hate how the gorons are treated there but saved it as a draft like i have been doing with several rants now in order to not spam people with it over and over
but it does end up feeling like talking to a wall and just kinda .. increasing this looming feeling of extreme loneliness i have been fighting with for .... since i left school really..
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wildelydawn · 4 months ago
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gonna need more people to thirst post about Unai Simon, I simply cannot do this on my own.
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ryderdire · 2 months ago
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Thinking about the relationship between my character and a character who hasn’t even been Introduced yet and won’t be for a long ass time/possibly ever they just make me mentally Ill
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gilgil-machine · 3 days ago
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#whenever I scroll through like Twitter or Bluesky or tumblr I see a lot of people making stuff with their oc#or like yume stuff with their fave characters and it makes me go like ''oh I'd love to do that too''#but then I remember that Gilgamesh would never like look towards me because I visually don't appeal to his tastes#nor my like character wouldn't pick up his interest because I'm a boring loser and a coward and sometimes it really puts me down#and yeah I know it's stupid but I just can't help myself😅#and I know that some of you might come to me and say words of support and I would appreciate them#but I'm writing this not to pity party myself but to just lift this weight out of my chest#and I have a friend of mine and we know each other since the childhood like we went to the same kindergarten#and I remember her always being determined and ahe always stood up for herself and was never afraid to voice her opinions#and I always admired her for that because because I always stayed quiet during the arguments or try to avoid them completely#or whenever someone was bullying me I always just burst into tears and just ran away#and I sometimes hate myself for being weak but I just can't do anything about it#and recently this friend she went into military and even though I worry about her and support her#I just can't help myself and not feel envious (in a good way) because of her bravery and determination to make that choice#and just throw her into this challenge despite all of her worries doubts and consequences that she might face#like I can't even call a dentist to make an appointment without being anxious#while she's ready to throw herself into the pits of hell despite fear and everything#like my friend is like that perfect image of a person that Gilgamesh would look upon with admiration and some respect#and I wish I could be like that too#I wish I could be the person which Gil would praise rather than look upon like on a piece of trash...#anyway sorry for ranting and thank you for reading if you did#these thoughts have been eating me for quite awhile and I wanted to voice them at least somewhere#personal
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tequiilasunriise · 2 years ago
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Shoutout to all the blogs that, during the 2 year RWBY hiatus, gained followers from posting about other fandoms and are now charging up all the stored rwbyrot theyre about to nuke down like an eldritch blast once volume 9 drops
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ITS ME, IM ‘BLOGS’!!!
No seriously, I gained quite a few followers during my Wenclair Era, and don’t get me wrong I still adore Wenclair to absolute pieces, but RWBY has been a special hyperfixation of mine fer YEARS. It’s been an interest that hibernates on and off during hiatuses but nothing has ever latched onto my psyche so deeply as RWBY has with all of its faults and good parts alike. Once Feb 18 drops, I swear to you I will be the most obnoxious person e v e r like I will be rwbyrotting so hard I will SCREAM and CRY and HOLLER about Bumbleby and Whiterose and my babygirl Ruby finally finally finally getting some fresh hot juicy character development but I’ve missed all of the girls in general and!!! Just about everything about V9 so like. Prepare yourself fer my true form.
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probablygayattorneys · 1 year ago
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make me choose: Apollo justice or luke triton? (@chaterbox1237)
"You're a defense attorney. You're supposed to believe him even when he lies. That's what Daddy told me."
"I'm going to pretend you misheard him. Every time."
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shifuaang · 1 year ago
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I think it's so funny that the ATLA fandom is like 'OMG AANG AND KATARA WERE SHOWN IN THE LA PIETA POSE! MOTHER AND SON VIBES!' while the TLT fandom completely embraces religious iconography and puts Griddlehark in the La Pieta pose in fan art all of the time.
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cheekblush · 2 months ago
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great i just did my skincare and now i’m crying again
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