#// the brain worms are worming

[entropyofnuance]

Also also also. Let’s talk about John Winchester. Let’s talk about the fact that your abuser can love you and you can love them back. And the way Dean feels his emotions so strongly which leads him to be so full of love and also so full of anger. He is a reflection of John Winchester in this way. Dean loves his father as his father loved him and they are both severely traumatized and they are both soldiers in a war they never asked to be in and have only been taught love and anger and responsibility and failure and fear. When anything threatens their loved ones, even if it’s another loved one, the threat must be taken out. This is absolute. It’s why John was so hard on Dean. It’s why Dean is so hard on Sam and on Cas and on Jack. It’s why they yell so loud and punch so hard and hug so tightly. They are desperate men. At their core they are scared by what they have had to become strong against and a man that has something to lose is a man who should be feared.

John Winchester loved his kids. He loved them enough to want them safe at any cost, even if it made him the villain in their story. Dean knows this kind of love. It’s the only love he’s ever had. He knows it like he knows the beat of his own heart, it’s his as much his as it is his father’s. Fits him like John’s old leather coat. Dean understands the loss his father has gone through. He understands what losing Mary meant. The burdens they carried were the same.

Sam has known a kinder love. The love of his brother. His brother who would keep him safe against any monster. A love that didn’t have the weight of responsibility, and so Sam never posed a threat to the safety of John’s loved ones. Sam understood love to be stolen Christmas presents and the last bowl of cereal and a ruffle of hair during class change. Because of Dean, Sam never understood John’s love, and so he focused on the abuse. He focused on the love he couldn’t find from his father. Oh man oh man oh man. I could write a thesis on them.

Oh god I’m going to keep going. John had to leave. He had to find what killed Mary. He had to leave Lawrence and go on the road and find Azazel. But he refused to leave his kids, the way his dad left him, because he loved them so much. And yes, he would leave to go on hunts, but he always came BACK. John had been hurt before and so he taught his kids how to defend themselves so they would never go through the pain he has felt. He taught them to never turn your back on your family. He taught them how to hunt the ghosts and demons that could take from you those you love most. He was obsessive and so deeply sad and Sam and Dean are cut from the same cloth.

“Everything you’ve done, you’ve done for love”

(I also just want to clarify: I am not condoning John’s behavior. He 100% abused his sons and that was not okay. I also recognize the differences between him and Dean and how important they are. However, I wanted to point out that the static “villain” title for John Winchester is doing a disservice to understanding the beauty and complexity of Sam and Dean both, and his love, however painful, is just as important to the plot as his hate is)

[cinnamorollcrybaby]

misogynistic frat play boy gojo x fem!reader who puts him in his place and makes him grovel and beg????? just an idea…. totally not thinking about writing it…. haha….

[honnydoo]

Tw: Blood

First night in the shack

[theamazincactus]

FANTASY NARUTO!!!

[bakerstreet-and-beyond]

I fear its terminal

[shinedoitsulikeabright]

Started from the bottom (hyperfixating on Greek mythology as a child) now we're here (hyperfixating on Epic: the musical + thirsting over the gods). History really does repeat itself.

[vangbelsing]

I want the Lucanis romance to be a little unstable. I mean I want devotion that is somewhat concerning. He's never known love like this, so why would he know where the line was? He's utterly devoted to a faction that treats him like a tool, so imagine how he might be for someone who shows him he's worth more than that?

"I will fight for, I have fought for how I love you. I have cried for, I will die for how I care."

Do you see my vision?

[hannibals-grahamcracker]

So I just spent two hours loredumping the entirety of Hannibal to my sweet wonderful mother because of a meme.

It was the horse meme I reblogged (picture of a horse with a roundish belly, with an arrow pointing to the horse's belly that says "full of social workers"). I told her she wouldn't understand it because she hasn't seen Hannibal yet and she told me to show her anyway and then asked me to explain.

So I explained the episode Su-Zakana to her. She seemed lost so I tried to explain better and she seemed to get it but then started asking a ton of questions, so I started from the beginning, explaining the character's relationships and how they get introduced (she only knew Hannibal Lecter from Silence of the Lambs).

Two hours later, my mom basically knows the plot of NBC's Hannibal, and she found it incredibly interesting. This all started because I mentioned I run a fan blog and she wanted to see it. I warned her it was gay. And that it was Hannibal Lecter. She did not give a single shit about either of those.

My mother is hilarious and a fucking saint.

[havenesc]

not trying to flood my art blog with more wips but i greatly enjoy rendering and this mask has been a pain in my ASS

[frostgnawdraws]

Some doodles of hearthians bc my brother forcibly installed outer wilds on my laptop and now I have brain worms. This is my first time attempting to draw them so I'm still kind of figuring out their facial structure lol

[madamemachikonew]

I hate that every time I hear the expression 'half a day' in casual speech, I am contractually obliged to say 'merely half a day' in the most condescending manner possible.

YouTube recipe video: Let the sponge rest for at least half a day before frosting

Me: MERELY HALF A DAY?

[honeyandthunderstorms]

need to write omegaverse Charles pregnant asap

[nightshade-shot]

If work is slow enough I'll be able to finish this

[teacuppi]

Finally S ranked Mortal Kombat on hardcore back in June, I was stuck on it for the longest time and it was the last S rank I needed – now I have them all and need more content

[spankoffski]

HAPPY NERDY PRUDES EVE TO ALL THAT CELEBRATE ‼️‼️

may your beans be cool

[hellfirenacht]

-shoves all my WIPs under a rug-

So @wheels-of-despair is an enabler and we were talking and long story short how are we feeling about an Eddie x Witchy!Reader Practical Magic AU?